#so irritated

[starsofdarknebula]

Speaking to me is a privilege And you do not have privileges

#witchcraft #witchblr #pagan #witchy #sigil #sigil magic #sigilwork #sigils #witchcraft community #witch community #i'm so upset #so irritated #chaos magick

[scribblersobia]

This PMS will kill me someday. I have been crying and crying and I am so sad and irritated, I can’t tell you guys. My heart is feeling so heavy and this will continue for another 8-9 days. I am so sad, sad like the saddest book in the world. Oh, and this little pain that have started now, it will increase everyday till I get my periods. 

#whyyyyy god?? #i am so sad #and overwhelmed #I have been crying and crying #periods #mood swings #my mood is saddest #so irritated #eeeeeeeeeeee #my eyes are swelled #and i cant focus on work #sad sob #sob is sobbing

[citrus-system]

Dear people without autism;

You are allowed to relate to autistic people.

We are not little aliens who do everything based off of our autism. You are allowed to simply have something in common with us. We aren’t walking examples for you to self-diagnose off of, we can have our own quirks and preferences that don’t have to have anything to do with our autism.

#if I see one more post about how ‘’if you do this vastly common mundane thing you might have autism’’ I will blow up into a millions of bits #// #actually autistic #actually autism #i have no issue with self dx-ing #but the most water downed ‘’research has show’’ bs posts are crazy and I’m #so irritated #okay to reblog #i actually encourage it

[ryehouses]

man, ao3, you sure know how to pick a time to collapse

#i am #so irritated

[island-in-the-shadows]

Omfg lady in group, STAY IN YOUR LANE JFC

#personal #she just wants to do it all #so irritated

[soniabigcheese]

Guess who's the bad guy here?

Yep, me

I was trying to nudge someone in the right direction. Giving them the tools so that they can do stuff for themselves instead of heavily relying on hubby all the time.

And that is ... wrong???

Well, someone had to take the initiative because this has gone on for far too long and hubby just won't tell them no

#so irritated

[xjustlikeyou]

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#the lack of respect in this fandom is so heartbreaking #when the band gives each other and us so much of it #i wrote a long post but why #so irritated

[jacuzziwaters]

"Who got you smiling like that?"

My friends. I'm so sorry that you can't gain joy from platonic interactions but I'm gonna go back to texting them now.

#my family won't quit thinking I've got a man 😒 #its so irritating #aromantic #aro #aroace #asexual #black and aro #black aro #aro and black #black ace #black and asexual #jay's attempts at communicating

[larjb3]

Cardiology-Oncology Update!

So before I get into things, I think I've decided that, should I feel up to it, I may use this blog to track/record different things regarding my current medical predicaments, which may truthfully just be a rant about how much I absolutely hate chemotherapy and having to take even MORE medications than I'm already on (which is already a stupid long list), or it may be an update on my situation. Who knows! It's a mystery that we'll explore together! Or not, you can always just scroll past my posts, too. That's completely fine. It's your life - live it how you want!

Okay so now to the cardiology-oncology update.

So I met with them today, and currently my heart is strong. However, I am apparently at "high risk" of developing a weak heart (literally have no idea how else to say that) due to my history of already going through chemo once, and the fact that I will be on pretty intense chemo drugs apparently.

Oh! Also fun fact! I learned today that one of my prescribed meds is a beta-blocker! I feel like I knew that at one point, but it's a PRN med so I don't do much research into it.

What was hilarious to me was the fact that the doctor today was like, "So if you tolerated that med well, you should have no problem with this other med" and I immediately went into "Well I try not to take that med because of these side effects, so if we could not do a different med with the exact same side effects as that one, that would be cool." Honestly I don't think doctors know what to do with me sometimes because (I assume, so I could be wrong) they don't often deal with someone who has been as chronically ill and immersed in the American medical system for as long as I have, and so don't often deal with people who actually advocate for themselves with regard to what they (the patient) wants to do.

Whatever. I'm just irritated. Apparently I also am going to have the wonderful pleasure of getting an echocardiogram every 2nd cycle of treatment (I think that's what they said?). Sooooo yaaaaaay. Ugh I hate this.

#larjb3 #ewing sarcoma #ewings #cancer #chemotherapy #cardiology oncology #absolutely hate that this is my life situation right now #so irritated #so many doctors appointments #just want to start treatment to get it over with #still not sure if i'll actually survive the year #but oh well #we'll see what happens

[artschoolglasses]

Americans not giving a shit about the wildfires burning down forests and homes in Canada until smoke starts spreading across the border. Meanwhile Indigenous communities across the country are far more likely to be impacted by the fires and I’ve seen all of one link to a charity and about nine million memes. 🙃

#yeah yeah hashtag notallamericans or whatever the fuck #I’m just irritated watching people whine or centre themselves #like sorry your clothes smell like smoke gladys but people have lost their fucking homes #and the government does fuck all for indigenous communities #so you know who’s gonna end up getting more aid #but sure brad can’t go out for his usual morning jog because of the canadians #also all these fucking news articles making ir about america as if canada has somehow done this on purpose out of spite #someone buy me a punching bag for my birthday thanks #artschoolrambles

[alakuhfuckingzam]

the v's are so funny to me. they own some of the biggest media companies in hell. they're a bunch of upstarts who have the patience of a toddler. only one of them can deal with the others shit at a time like they're playing the worst game of rock paper scissors ever. they call each other pet names. they're hells worst polycule. they're somehow the least and most efficient business partners ever. they're some of the most impulsive people on the cast. they manipulate each other constantly. they're a moth, a tv, and a clown. one of them is shown to be so much worse than the other two. i think they'd kill each other if they were allowed too. they lean on each other so heavily they'd knock over the leaning tower of piza. ive never seen three cunts try so hard in my life.

like what is wrong with them i want to put them in a terrarium and observe them with a magnifying glass.

#vox #valentino #velvette #hazbin hotel #like vox is the only one who can calm down valentino right? #and velvette had to deal with voxs meeting #so does valentino have to deal with velvettes shit? #and #does vox irritate velvette as much as valentino irritates vox #the three vs concept is fun but jesus ive never typed so many vs in my life

[rachymarie]

So just opened next month's meds and, well let's just say at least thwy didn't fuck them up as monumentally as they did last month's. But it's still annoying and I'm paying a blister fee for each week of these.

At least they're (kinda) in the correct pottles this time, but the days are still starting on Wednesday despite me telling them mine start on Monday like 3 times now 🤦‍♀️

So eh let's just see if I can manage to take my vitamin D at the right time this month since it's in Wednesday week 4 when it should be in Monday week 1

#irritating things #so irritated #meds problems #rant #personal #mental illness problems

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

gender is a performance and i am but a reluctant backstage emo whose parents made them sign up for tech crew as an Extracurricular

#shout out to all voluntary theatre kids but i just did NOT have the stamina for afterschool activities #because of the Horrors and the Sorrows #(I assume that is what we are calling our untreated mental illnesses now) #(atm mine are under control so i call them the Irritations and the Sniffles)

[a-simple-moisture-farmer]

I think it's funniest if Luke and Anakin have completely opposite opinions on sand actually

Anakin: I don't like sand, it's course and rough and irritating and it gets everywhere UGH

Luke: I like sand. Reminds me of home. The good old days when all I had to worry about was not being allowed to go to tosche station to pick up some power converters :') I would happily take a sand bath

#star wars #luke skywalker #anakin skywalker #now leia /doesn't/ like sand #it's course rough irritating etc #she can tolerate it but it's really annoying when she keeps finding more in her clothes/shoes/hair and so on

[palipunk]

I’m getting the last of the Palestinian culture books I have scanned tomorrow and I don’t feel comfortable sharing these publicly anymore due to how they were taken. I will share these based on request for Palestinians but not online - Palestinian culture is not your playground. You don’t look at a people going through a genocide right now, see how I shared these sources specifically for Palestinians who didn’t have the access, and say “I can’t wait to use these for my ocs!!” have some fucking shame. I’m legitimately so angry

#I feel really disrespected especially because it was so hard to gather these in the first place #I was okay with people learning more and downloading them but?? is nothing sacred?? #I might take the post down I’m so irritated

[darkmothsy]

Losing my mind and will to live. I fucking need help and everyone is either "distracting" me cause they think it will help or just telling me that I'm being ridiculous for having a hard time. I'm not in a fucking mood I would appreciate being able to ask for help and not being shrugged off like wtf

#personal #vent #so irritated #going on meds isnt an option #i feel invisible #hopeless #lonely