#so i had to go back after 10min and take over again so i didnt get my coffee

[toiletbulges]

So a couple of years ago I had the urge for a mega dump. I knew this particular public toilet had 2 stalls and was in a quiet area so was never used, so I rushed down the stairs to the toilets but greeted by 2 shut half doors. I just stood there listening to these 2 blokes talking. After 10mins of waiting, i was farting loudly and got to the point I actually asked if one was almost finished as i really need to go.

One of the blokes said "im really sorry mate I'm still full", followed by the sound of shit falling. but the other one looked at me, smiled and started wiping standing up.. He was joking about the smell that he was leaving me. I said it didn't matter as I was going to add to it which made him laugh. I was so desperate i already had my belt undone and jeans already pulled slightly with briefs on show! He couldn't get the toilet to flush and apologised but i said it didn't matter. He came out only wearing a t-shirt and tattered boxers as i rushed inside with my jeans on the floor and briefs half way down and without even shutting the door fully my arse touched the seat. He pushed it shut for me and the stood outside his friends stall as I was loudly shitting and grunting. He looked over my door and laughed saying lucky he was able to give me his seat

His friend was still shitting loudly. They started asking me questions and telling me about their homeless/clothing situation. I told them i had been homeless and knew their situation about shitting with no privacy and lack of clothing. At this point my 2nd wave hit and it was loud! The bloke looked over the door and actually asked if I was OK because of the sound and smell. I looked up and just said thanks but i was worried the toilet was getting full and it would touch my balls!.

At this point the bloke started farting and put his hand on his stomach. He said "oh damn, i wasnt really finished, but i felt sorry for you" I actually said back "you should have finished before giving me the seat" He laughed and said "Don't worry about it" " He then lent over the his friend stall and said" we need to swap now" "but it's still falling" he replied "I Don't care my boxers will be full now stand up" He actually open his friends door while his mate quickly left, with his briefs still round his ankles. His mate exploded on the toilet. I went to get some paper but there wasnt any left. I asked if there was any to spare in the other toilet. His mate shuffled over and grabbed some from his mates stall and actually opened the door to hand it to me. I stood to wipe and looked into the full toilet and laughed. His mate had to pass me more paper as it was a mess. The whole time the door was open with his mate standing there looking slightly worried as his need for a seat was getting worse, with his hand on his stomach and farting, even bent over slightly.I could see his briefs had mega skidmarks in them! I finished wiping quickly and left the stall. He quickly shuffled into the stall and didnt even shut the door as he filled the already full toilet again. The door of the otherr toilet was open as well.His friend was just sitting there with his boxers bunched at his feet. He looked up and said must have been something we ate earlier. I washed my hands, thanked him for giving up his seat. He laughed as he grunted out more shit as i walked out the room!

So i carried on shopping and had something to eat. This triggered my stomach, i went to the shopping centre toilets but they was full with a queue so i quickly started heading home as i knew i would pass the other toilets. I quickly approached the toilets and could already hear talking. I walked and was greeted with both blokes still sitting on the toilets. They laughed when they saw me. The bloke who took my original toilet said "don't worry im just about finished and you can take this seat" I stood in front of them both while he was wiping and the other was still farting! I had my hand on my stomach and was farting which they both noticed. He finished wiping, and let me take the toilet! We carried on talking as i filled the toilet, which was almost full to the brim as still didnt flush! The other bloke started wiping and passing me a massive wad of toilet roll to wipe with.

#homeless #public toilet #toilet story

[lostandemptywithoutyou]

11/6

Woke up happy as it would of been the first time actually seeing you in a week. I know I saw you on Thursday for the meal, but you went home because of feeling sick. You haven't spoken much this week, thought it might of just been stress from work but ill come to realise this wasn't the case. When you finally came around I had to give you a big hug. Its why I didn't let go. Missed you. Got upstairs and sat down. Closed my games and asked what you wanted to do. Like usual you replied with idk. This has recently been annoying me so we chose to sat in silence. An hour or so had gone by and I put Thea outside. I sat on top of you asked asked what's up and you said your weren't happy. Thinking it was more serious then normal, I got off and lay beside. Then we had the convo. 

 Throughout all of it, I didn't know what to do or what was happening. I've never been in this situation before and only seen it in movies. It finally hit me when you said basically, its not you its me. Flooded.. flooded with panic I froze as I then knew it was exactly how it was going to happen. Its why I didn't say anything. I didn't want it to happen. It then broke my heart when you said, I care for you, but I don't want to hurt you. broken. This was the point I was holding back tears. At this point I was going to ask if you wanted a break, but again I didn't want to. But if it helps you. Then again I was going to ask you to leave, but I didn't want you too. But you said you should go. Saw you took more then your shorts and that hurt but I know you didn't take all of your items so maybe I was just over thinking it. Then I knew exactly what you was going to say. Tried not to make eye contact as I knew it would be the tipping point. But I had to. Then you said im sorry. And that was it. gone. 

 Messaged Scott instantly as I needed someone to talk to while it was fresh. Asked him if he was home, he was. So I told him and he asked if I wanted to go out for a pint. Said yeah and said we'd meet about 7. (currently 4:50 ish). Mom came in not long after you left. I was still in a ball under the sheets. Wouldn't speak to her. She came in saying she knew what happened. She didnt, she said that we broke up. I went from upset to angry instantly. Not towards you or mom just that I knew she knew nothing and it annoyed me and she though it would be a good idea 10mins after to talk. Dad came in just after and asked if I was alright. And said if I wanted to talk he was there. Mom and dad then left to go see 'Queen'. 

 Megan popped in about 15mins later. Mom rang her while she got into the car and told her. And said to come check up on me. So she did. Didn't think of anything at first but she said that moms told her what happened. Great. Its already gone around. She had to tell Tom why she had to come see me so. I was talking to Tom at the time but he didnt mention anything of it so that as ok. Spoke to Meg about whats just happened and said I was going to see Scott. Mom rang shile she was sat with me and interrogated her about interrogating me. I could here her so that was a little funny. Meg just smiled at me. Meg said to mom I was going out and mom was like he is not going out, he will hurt himself and just get bladdered. Annoyed me as I was only having a few pints with scott fk me. So I ignored it obviously. 

 Uber to Scotts, gave me a hug and we for a pint. Talked about what happened. But what I hate is he compared it to his and Sams relationship and we both know how that ended. But theres a slight difference that he cheated and that why and I have not. So I have thought about it but not too deeply (about what was said). Walked home watched my youtube videos. Did the rabbits and went to bed.

[whosaidsoup]

What a fucking day

#so tired #had stress dreams about work all night #worked with the student ive worked with almost constatly for the last couple of weeks (and also for like a year before summer) which i dont #mind because he’s a lot of fun to work with #but dont you just love it when the new substitute whos been observing for 3 days and you held the intro for tells you how we usually work #with this student #whom i have worked with for a year #and then proceeds to do absolutely nothing with him at all #like you could help me watch him when i have to get something thats litterally why youre there jesus christ #and he was in pain today so he was extra cranky and couldnt focus on anything which i knew because i know him so i knew how to handle it #and give him his meds #then she had him for the 30min rest so i could have my break amd he started testing her limits and threw things and tried to scratch her #(which he sometimes does to new people but did it have to be today) #so i had to go back after 10min and take over again so i didnt get my coffee #i also hadnt eaten much lunch because he put his hamburgery fingers in my food #and then when he went home i worked with another kid that screamed for 30min before i coupd finally go home #some days i really prefer working alone with my student but if youre going to give me another person at least give me someone that works

[hollowedwing]

Are you still taking request? If you are, can you do an alpha hawks x omega phoenix!reader but the reader is a circus performer? Hawks just happens to have a day off and sees a famous circus is in town (cirque du soleil vibes) and decides to fulfill one of his childhood fantasies and see a circus show. here's one of my fave movie circus performances for some inspo => Malang Song | DHOOM:3 | Aamir Khan, Katrina Kaif

A/n: Omg, I've actually never gotten a request before :o sorry this took a little while also!

I uhhh, I've never ever written Omega Alpha stuff before? But I'll try my best at it! Thank you for the video refs also! I'm...going to kind of base the performance off of it? So uhh, here we go I guess! (Im also hoping by Phoenix reader, you meant, reader has a pheonix quirk...I sincerely apologize)

Alpha!Hawks x Phoenix!gn!Reader

⚠️Warnings: A liiitle suggestive?

Finally! Keigo finally finally got to take a personal day. He decided he'd take this chance to cross something off of his childhood bucket list.

He'd always wanted to go see the traveling circus. This type of circus was more like Cirque du Soleil. He was flying through the city one day when he saw a new billboard going up. Now, Keigo's always wanted to see a circus, but when he saw the billboard featuring another winged human with vibrant orange and red hued wings smack dab in the middle of it, he definitely had to go. To say the least you were absolutely stunning.

He eagerly walked in to the stands, with popcorn in hand, and took a seat in a special section with more room for his own wings. The area was dimly lit and there was soft chatter amongst the crowd, eagerly awaiting the performances.

Soon the houselights went out and stage lights flicked on with pyrotechnics going off around it. The male lead began the performance, coming out very strong and confident. The crowd watched in awe with all of the graceful dance moves and dangerous stunts happening on stage.

Soo it was your turn to make an appearance. The spotlight jumped to your firgure, gracefully perched on a hoop just hanging from a wire above the stage. You had your vibrant sunset hue wings spread magnificently to their full span. Your costume was jewled up, glimmering in the lights. It was very form fitting, allowing it to show off your slim, athletic figure.

Hawks could not take his eyes off of you. You're even sweeter scent leaking off of you smelled somewhere between pumpkin and vanilla. When his eyes locked with yours for a split second he knew he wanted you all for himself. He was absolutely mesmerized with your quirk too. You have a regeneration aspect and wings? Bloody brilliant mate.

As you spun and swung on your hoop, you started singing. The audience was awestruck by your voice. It was almost as melodic as a siren. Alluring with a hint if danger and power.

During your performance, when you would be swung over the crow, you reached out and brushed Keigo's chin with your hand when you got close enough to the stands. Eventually you leapt off your hoop, gliding down to the stage with your wings poofed out. You gracefully land in your dance partner's arms and begin the duo choreography.

Keigo feels a little bit of jealousy come over him as he sees the other alpha male getting to hold you in his strong grip as he swings you about. Throughout the rest of the show, Keigo couldn't stop from gazing at you. He was determined to meet with you afterwards. Your stage presence was overwhelming. Everyone could sense your confidence, which made it even more hypnotizing.

By the end of the show, Keigo wanted to scent you and probably mark you. He wanted you. Badly. He just knew he had to find you.

You on the other hand, were already planning on how you would 'coincidentally' run into the #2 pro hero before he might take off. Off course, your managers were having the main stars stay behind for about 1 hour to allow viewers a chance to pay to get a photo taken with any or all of you. You were either hoping to meet Hawks through that, but you figured you chances of that were so low, you were going to try to sneak out before hand for even just a few minutes.

Dashing out of your dressing room, you made a bee line for the main lobby area in hopes the Hawks would still be out there. You craned your neck in every direction just to catch a glimpse of his gorgeous red wings. After 5-10min of hunting, you could find him nowhere, or smell his scent that you had drank in during your perfomance. Your manager walked up to you, irritated, and huffed that you needed to go to the photo section this instant and to not run off like that again.

Keigo heard about the photo ops and immediately hunted for the location once he got out of the stands. He was willing to pay just about anything to be near you again. While waiting in the long line he took a feather off of his wing, made sure it was well scented, and attached a small piece of paper onto it.

About 20 minutes into the photo session, you finally saw large red wings in the line. Your insides jumped for joy and with nervousness. You wanted so badly to be near him again. The split second swing by just wasn't enough. A happy scent could be smelled leaking from you.

Keigo drank it in. Getting more and more impatient to reach the front of the line. Finally, FINALLY making it to the front. The moment you both locked eyes, it felt like time stopped.

With having to stay professional, as this was a public setting still, Keigo couldn't just pounce on you and nuzzle his face into your neck. You two didn't actually know each other and that would not make for great press yet.

Hawks walked up to you, a bit shy, but mostly holding his confident alpha stance. His smile was prsctically glowing.

You managed to keep your cool and posed with Hawks for a photo. You draped you arm around his waist and he put one around your should and youu both smiled for the camera!

He thanked you, gave some money to the photographer and then spun back around to slip something into your costume pocket. (yes Im saying your stage costume has pockets xD idk man).

Hawks was quickly ushered away by staff so that they could keep the line going. You were left a blusbing mess with a stupid grin on your face, very eager to be able to go back to the privacy of your dressing room and see what he slipped into your pocket.

What felt like forever, the photo session was finally over and you just abkut sprinted back to the dressing room.

Feeling around your pocket, you pulled out a red feather, with a little piece of paper on it.

Hawks had written: "Hey Omega! You can call me Hawks! Or maybe call me at xx-xxxx-xxxx °v°☆"

You softly laughed and hurriedly opened your phone to add his number to your contacts. Maybe shoot him a text once you get home. This was one of your best nights ever.

Keigo went home that night on cloud 9. He had trouble to not get too excited when he was near you. Again, he wanted you, very badly.

Bonus:

You guys did meet up after texting back and forth for so long.

You decided that going to a coffee shop would be a fun date

It really didnt take long after you both got acquainted, that he gave you items scented of him or scenting you himself. He marked you his.

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A/n: Oh geez, Im sorry xD, idk where I was going with this or what I was doing. I liked the idea of the prompt so I tried my best >.< Im not too familiar with Omegaverse stuff, but I read up on some stuff and hoped I did ok. Its very very light omegaverse though.

#bnha x reader #bnha x omegaverse reader #hawks x reader #hawks x gn!reader #takami keigo x reader #keigo takami x gn!reader #bnha x gender neutral reader #bnha x gn!reader

[eligaxy]

Ungrateful

Notes : wrote this at 3am in 10mins cause i had the idea and idk:)3&3! DIDNT PROOF READ SO :(

“You guys are unbelievable!” you finally snapped and looked up to them.

They had stopped their bickering to look at you, both of them shut up. They never expected you to raise your voice at them.

“You are so ungrateful and stupid! I thought that amongst everyone in this town you would have understood how it felt for me to have lost my only family but here you guys are, arguing still after years of this stupid fight having gone down!”

Diluc crossed his arms and tried to open his mouth to answer you but you were quicker, your flow of words not slowing down.

“You make me feel so, so miserable. Every day I miss my sibling so much, I would give up everything I have in order to see their smile again, just to be able to hold them in my arms one last time. You have the chance to be alive, to be with one another and you’re wasting your time, until it’s too late, with the past.”

Your eyes teared up and you sobbed into the arm you had raised to cover your reddening face.

“You aren’t moving on, you’re staying frozen in place and ruining your relationship with each day that goes by!” Your eyes teared up and you sobbed into the arm you had raised to cover your reddening face. “How can you be so blind?!”

Kaeya whispered your name and tried to take a step closer to you, his eyes having grown soft and his facade having fallen down.

You took a step back as he approached and looked at him, then at his brother who looked the opposite way.

“I can’t stand this anymore. Just... I’ll leave.”

Notes 2.0 : aha me being sad over their relationship because i have sibling issues and needed to vent go brr

#genshin impact #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact scenario #genshin x reader #genshin impact headcanons #diluc #kaeya #diluc x reader #kaeye x reader #el writes♡

[innocentenough719]

Our Story

Chapter 4: At the Movies

From her perspective:

Since I rekindled my desires with my ex, I couldn't help but fantasize about how I wanted to be satisfied or satisfy him. And for the longest time I have been fantasizing about giving him a boobjob and a blowjob in a movie theatre. The possibility of getting caught made me horny a lot. We were meeting in 2 days but hadnt yet planned what we were gonna do. I took this opportilunity to look up movies that were released 3-4 weeks back. Such movies dont have a crowd. It didnt take much time for me to find the perfect movie in the city where he stays. Ironically the movie was Beauty and the Beast.

I took a screenshot of the seats and sent it to him. Moments later I got a reply from him saying "On it babe🍑✋🏻". I really felt that spank on my ass that very second

The day finally arrived. I met him at our usual restaurant to have lunch. After which we were going to head for the movie. We had our lunch, talked a little bit and left the restaurant. He waved to a rickshaw which haulted in front of us. He told the driver the location and I hopped in. While doing so he lifted my skirt and spanked me. I almost screamed but fortunately controlled it. He sat besides me with a sexy grin on his face

It was a 15min ride to the cineplex and he had already gotten me riled up with that spank. I didnt want him waiting either. We were snuggled in the seat already. I put my under his t shirt and hugged him. I hadn't planned anything but just kiss in the rickshaw, but he caught my hand inside his tshirt and started moving it towards his dick and I understood his intentions. I swiftly removed my hand from his grip and placed it on his thigh, then slowly moving to cup his balls. He leaned in and started kissing my neck. His hand wrapped around me, he cupped my boob. Boy I was so wet already. Slowly I grabbed his hard dick over his jogger and started to give him a hand job. Moments later he stops kissing my neck and whispers in my ears "put your hand in there and give me a proper handjob". Some might find that offensive but his dominance over me made me horny as fuck. I took his mouth greedily and started kissing him, untying the knot of his joggers. I put my hand under his underpants and grabbed his dick. While doing so my fingers got covered in his precum. I carefully removed my hand out again and licked his juices and put my hand back in.

His dick was so hard I wanted to put it inside my mouth already. We kissed greedily as I kept thrusting his cock with my hand. He suddenly pinched my hard nipple. I left a moan in his mouth and squeezed his cock hard. We looked at each other and we locked our lips again for a kiss. I ended the handjob by rubbing my thumb over his slick penis head and collecting his precum on my thumb. As I removed my hand out we locked our eyes and I sucked on my thumb and tasted him.

We got inside our movie screen and as expected it was empty. Only a handfull of seats were supposed to fill up later. Our seats were right in the middle of the third row from top. The only people near us were 5 rows below us giving us enough privacy. We moved to our seats and made ourselves comfortable. I noticed that the leg room was ample for me to get down on my knees between his legs. What was gonna hapoen next was going to be way better than what I had imagined. He caught me staring at the floor and snapped his fingers in front of my eyes. I looked at him and he asked, "I hope we didnt come in this empty movie screen to watch this movie". I jokingly said yes and we waited for the lights to go dim.

We held hands and made small talks until the movie started. I never knew when to initiate. It always had been him to start everything. I just kept on thinking when to make the move while he always knew how and when. I remember our first time watching a movie. I had scooped up in his lap. That was soo amazing. Remembering that I shifted a bit near him. He put his hand around me and pulled me closer. it had been nearly 15 mins since the movie started and neither me nor him made any moves on each other. I glance at the movie and see that the actors were leaning in for a kiss. I took that opportunity and as soon as the actors kissed I looked at him. He glanced back and said, "fuck this movie". We pounced at each other and started kissing. His wrapped around arm reached my ass and lifted me up on his lap. I squatted on his lap, my legs besides him. I was so glad I wore a skirt today. I was able to feel his hard dick over my panties. I had never felt that before. I started grinding over his dick and felt it get bigger and bigger. While I was doing that both his hands went behind me and lifted up my skirt, revealing my ass to everyone sitting ahead of us. He then slid my panties down and started squeezing my ass hard. It turned me on so much by knowing that if someone sitting ahead us would turn back they could see my naked ass.

We kept kissing in the same position for quiet a long time. He kept on squeezing and spanking my ass. His hands moved towards the hem of my top and he started to expose my breasts. He unclipped my bra and cupped both my boobs with his hands. It sent chills through my body. He broke our kiss and sucked on one of my nipples. He sucked them soo good. He then shifted to the other nipple and nibbled on it. I held his head tighter with my hands. We then started kissing again and he kept squeezing my boobs. He gave attention to each and every inch of my body. And today was my turn give him the attention he deserves. I started to move my hands down from his head. Feeling every muscle on the way. I could feel his hard dick on my pussy grow bigger. I shifted back on his knees and grabbed his dick with my hands. I stroked his dick with long strokes making him moan everytime I stretched him.

I couldn't wait anymore to give him a blowjob. I slid down his legs to the floor. Removed my panties and handed them to him. He took them and put them on his face, smelling how wet I was for him. Fuck that was so sexy. I reached for his joggers and started to pull them down. He helped me get those off. He spread his legs and gave me access to his dick. I leaned between his legs and started licking his dick from his balls. I reached the top and sucked on his penis's head, tasting him. Licked away all the wetness away. I moved up and went for kiss. He bent over and kissed me. I grabbed my boobs and put them around his dick. I squeezed his dick with my boobs and started moving, stroking his dick with my boobs. Everytime I went down I licked his penis head. He grabbed the seats and moaned. I'm pretty sure he wasnt expecting this to happen. I squeezed them harder to increase pressure on his dick. He usually lasted longer than 15-20mins but its been 10mins and I was feeling that he was on the edge. I kept on stroking him but suddenly he grabbed my hair and pushed my head towards his dick. I instinctively opened my mouth and let him cum inside my mouth. He spurted his hot cum in my mouth. We couldn't make a mess so I started swallowing all the cum. He let me go as soon as he was done. I held his dick with my hand and removed it out. I squeezed hard and oozed out the very last drop from his dick and licked it away. To our surprise it was interval time and the lights came back on. I rushed up to my seat, tied up my hair and sat besides him. He pulled up his joggers. People started to move out to get snacks while we sat there taking in what we just did. He looked at me and smiled. I smiled back and licked my lips which had a bit of cum on them.

[47unicorn]

Once upon time... So me and my co worker cashed our checks after work one night. We went to pick up some yayo and bars. Ive never took a bar before this ever. So we few rails of coke and he was like he bro take a bar and i was like hmm eh fuck it. Took 2mg bar for the first time in my life. So cool after we were done doing drugs we took of. Not even 10mins later hes taking a left turn at the light and that was it for me i blacked out. Its was like 10pm. 4 hours later i come back to my senses and we parked at some parking lot. I started smoking a cig while he was on google maps. Not even 1 minute passed and bam blue and red lights started flashing from all directions behind us. 3 cop cars rolled up and asked us to get out the car. I complied cos i was like eh im bot driving. My homie started getting all aggressive with the cops asking why they doing this. One cop was like we saw you swerving back there. We both got breathalized .0 since we didnt drink at all. 2 more times we were forced to breathe into the breathalizer .0 again. So they were like okay we taking you both in. We get cuffed and started walking us to the sqauad cars, but instead we walked past them and i was like ???? Look up and there it was. Monrovia police station. I sent away got booked in amd stayed the night. I sit in the cell and KO. Wake up in the morning when an officer is like okay lets go. They gave me my stuff and a recipt for being detained and walked out. My friend was let out sometime after. His car got impounded. My friend had to take all his paycheck out and i lent him some money to take the car out the impound yard. When we got the car back all our stuff was in there. The cops didnt search the car so we had all our drugs still in the car LOL. Hell of a night.

When ever i tell people this story about how i was left in a jail cell over night by my self and theyre like fuhhh lucky as mf. Im like why? Bro youre lucky you didnt get sent to the twin towers aka county jail near down town los angeles with a bunch of other dudes sharing a cell.

#xanax #coke #yayo #bars #arrested #jail

[darkblueocean]

timeline

:)

may 19th

-workout party

-played catch

-beer pong

-flip cup

-fought outside

-she ss the snapchat with me in it bc she thought i was cute

june 2nd

-saturday morning workout

-we were partners ( she was more focused on me than on the workout)

-braided my hair in starbucks afterwards

june 8th

-held my hand during the movie (Ocean's 8)

-followed me from Melia's room to Arissa's bc i couldn't sleep

-under the dino blanket she stuck her tongue out and i touched mine to hers

-she grabbed my face and kissed me on the lips 3 times in a row

-i kept trying to kiss her, this is were "nope" "yep" & "please" started bc she kept saying nope and turning her face away from mine until i said please

-both of us were too afraid to kiss the other goodbye

june 13th

-she came over for our first sleepover here

-we kissed a lot

-we went swimming in the pool here, we found out later that someone had pooped in it

-i held her all night and we both had an amazing sleep

june 20th

-we picked her up from bailey's house because linda was late

-we hung out here and kissed and talked a lot

-we went to macaroni grill with cayman and jacob, but only i ate

-we held hands under the table for a while

-we saw incredibles 2 and i had my arm around her for most of it

-i kissed the top of her head a lot during the movie

-she slept over again and i held her all night

-she woke me up by playing with my chin, but she doesn't remember doing it

-i later found out that she was gonna wake me up with a kiss but she got too nervous

-we kissed a lot before linda came

-we had our first goodbye kiss downstairs because no one was home

june 25th

-day before we left for europe

-came over to hangout before we left for 3 weeks

-lots of kisses and holding each other

-she stayed here when i went with cayman to get chipotle

-she thought my mom and dad were mad at her because her dad was really late coming to get her

-i fell asleep well she was holding me

-kissed her goodbye again

-later found out that she was gonna ask me out that night but she didn't want anything to wreck the night

july 18th

-we saw Jurassic World 2

-we barely watched because we were kissing a lot

-i was holding her during the movie

-i fell asleep when she was holding me

-we went to petco and pet cats, named turtles, and looked at fish and lizards

-we were gonna go to chuck e. cheese but we took one step inside and we left

-we went to ihop and tried the burger which was ok

-we went to the target attached to topanga mall

-we walked around the mall and around the village

-drove her home but we "went around the block" so we could spend more time together

-we kissed in the car

july 19th

-i visited her at work

-brandi wouldn't leave the front so stevi told me to go to the bathroom

-she met me in there and we talked for a few mins and i hugged her, which turned into me kissing her

-i said "hey, will you go out with me?" before i could even finish she said yes

-we kissed some more but then she had to go

-i left while she was busy ringing someone up so she just smiled and waved at me

july 22nd

-we saw Hotel Transylvania 3, which was so bad it was funny

-she kissed me first in the movie theater, even though we sat all the way at the front

-i smiled for most of the movie bc i was so happy to be with her

-we went to jamba juice after and she spilled her smoothie on herself

-we went to the park afterwards but we couldn't go on the swings bc there were too many little kids

-i drove her home and we "went around the block" so we could kiss more

-in the car she said “hey, will you go out with me?” i obviously said yes

august 4th

-workout

-hugged each other when i first got there

-we were partners the whole time

-lots of smiles and laughs

-we both wanted to kiss each other but we couldn’t

-workout party

-didn’t really talk a lot at the beginning bc my twins were being weird

-i sprayed her with a lil bottle of water and we had a lil water fight

-she hugged me when she was soaking wet

-we were partners for the game outside

-gave her a shower in the front yard, when she was rinsing off in the shower i wanted to kiss her

-put my head in her lap after zoey screamed, she kept grabbing my cheeks and her eyes were very dilated and we were holding hands super lowkey

-she sat in my lap outside and i lowkey held her, i kissed the side of her head and we both said i love you, i told her i wanted to grab her face

-she was playing jenga so i sat next to her and i put my hand on her leg and she told me after she wanted to hold it but she couldn’t

-she told funcle she wanted to show him the pants she ripped when she sprained her ankle so i went with her to get them and right before she could leave i said hey and then i grabbed her face and we kissed a little bit in their room

-she said we should go take a streak picture so i followed her to the bathroom and she closed the door behind us

-i grabbed her face and kissed her and after a minute we took a picture, she kept kissing me after and while kissing her i pulled her waist towards me and then she did the same thing to me, it felt really good

-i sorta held her on alyssa’s bed while we were watching the greatest showman but then we had to leave

-i hugged her goodbye, but no kiss this time

august 17th/18th

-came over for a sleepover

-we watched friends for a while and kissed downstairs

-came upstairs to take a nap but we ended up just kissing and talking the whole time

-we went to chipotle to pick up dinner, we came home and ate it

-she played some tyler the creator for me in the car, and she was scared i wouldn’t like it but i did and she looked really happy and cute singing along

-we came home and after dinner we had some shots

-we got super drunk and we were kissing a lot, shirts came off but everything else stayed on

-i went on top of her and she really liked it, we both got some hickeys

-i finally had the courage to say “stevi justice, im in love with you” she said the same back and that she had wanted to tell me for a long time but she was scared i didn’t feel the same way

-while we were kissing we grabbed each others butts and apparently i kept asking her if everything we did was ok bc i didnt want to make her uncomfortable

-we talked about spending the rest of our lives together, we took some pictures but only a few turned out ok

-she drank too much so we sat on the bathroom floor and i held her and her hair back while she threw up

-we fell asleep there until i woke up in the middle of the night and told her to go to my bed, she could barely stand so i was helping her up and she laid down on the bed facedown but when i went next to her she moved so i could hold her

-in the morning i woke up before her and she looked so perfect as she slept, i kissed her lips and she kissed me back then she opened her eyes, smiled at me and closed her eyes again

-we just talked about the night before and then we went downstairs and watched friends and i held her as she took a nap

-we kissed goodbye and then she left with linda

august 24th/25th

-my twins house for a sleepover

-slept together on the air mattress

-kissed in the bathroom once everyone went to sleep

-she told me about the mall and friendsgiving

-tried to go to the bathroom at starbies after workout so we could kiss but the line was too long

-we both told our twins on the 25th

september 1st

-stevi’s bday

-saw each other at workout

-hit her water bottle out of her hand so i could hold it

-threw water at her after coffee bean

-came back to hangout at 1:30, had to keep her out of the house so they could set up for the party

-saw a ww2 movie but we were kissing the whole time

-she held me so i fell asleep on her

-we went to jamba juice after and hung out

-drove around her neighborhood until we found a safe place to park, we sat in the car talking and kissing for 20 mins

-brought her home by 6 and went to the backyard for her surprise party

-we managed to sneak off a few times to kiss

-my twins were being kinda weird so emily and alyssa invited me to spend the night there

-stevi and i slept on the futon together and i held her all night

september 2nd/3rd

-we met up in the arcade at santa monica pier

-i met jennifer (stevi told me after that she was very excited to meet me and kept asking where i was)

-we drove stevi back home with us and we held hands in the car

-her and rimp talked a lot and they all were making fun of me for liking country roads

-once we got home we all stayed down stairs and were chatting for a while

-kissed stevi a lot once we got upstairs

-she laughed for like 10mins straight which was super cute, she looked really happy

-i couldn’t stop smiling when i was looking at her

-i got to hold her all night

-woke up with kisses in the morning

-we brushed our teeth together then came back to bed so we could kiss and listen to music

-rimp called us downstairs to help make the food for the beach but i took like 5 mins bc i didn’t wanna stop kissing her

-it felt comfortable having her around mom and dad, you could tell they both like her

-we shared a bagel and i learned that she likes yellow gatorade

-we came upstairs to get ready and i just wanted to kiss her more so we did that for awhile

-we held hands on the way to the beach

-we played catch with the football then we swam for a long time and we kissed in the water

-dried off, ate a little bit and then we played beach volleyball on the same team

-she kept missing the ball and was dying laughing every time, it was so cute

-we played the license plate game for a long time too (punch each other when you see an out of state plate)

-we held hands in the car on the way back to stevi’s house

i’m ending the timeline because i remember every moment that i have with her so i don’t see the point of writing them down anymore. this would get really long anyways, because forever is a really fucking long time.

[101scenes]

Wanna One Lai Guan Lin - The 24 Hour Challenge

 featuring: lai guan lin

genre: fluff

word count: 1,964 words

summary: a 24-hour experience with a newly assigned class, and a so-called crush

suggested: nah lmao

you were a junior in your high school

so as an annual tradition, each junior class has to conduct something special for their class to bond before the start of the school year

because in sophomore year you all were in different classes

so you kind off had to get to know each other

your newly elected class representative, lee daehwi, suggested a 24 hour challenge at a chalet

and it was somehow approved by the school

it was supposedly “innovative” and a “fresh idea”

anyways

everyone in your class managed to chip in a little fee to book the chalet for a full day

luckily in your new class you knew a few people from your sophomore class

you thought about skipping cause you thought it would be weird lmao

but your friend dragged you along because she loves exploring new things

so ofc you went

class spirit!

time skip

on the day of the 24 hour challenge

everyone gathered at the booked chalet at about 3pm

& our amazing class rep split the class up into small groups of 4 to their rooms to unpack

boys & girls rooms duh

at about 4pm everyone was gathered back at the common room

and he began explaining the ground rules

like no alcohol, no illegal substances etc

and no electronics

so he had to confiscate everyone’s phone lmao

he also explained the itinerary of the full 24 hours

and he said everyone could hang around until 6pm, where people had to gather at the bbq pit for dinner

after dispersing, you were left defenseless without your precious phone

so you went to the kitchen

isnt the kitchen everyone’s safe haven lmao

and started socializing with your new classmates

you made a few friends surprisingly 

and it was fun overall

stirring your cup of coffee, you looked over at the common room decked with kinect & wii games

you spot this really enthusiastic kid that dragged his friend to switch on just dance to play

seeing the slightly taller guy dance made you smile a little

he seemed like a really reserved guy, but he looked like he was having lots of fun with his friend

it was really cute

so you never thought you would do this

but you joined them

since just dance could play up to 4 people

you decided why not

you never tried just dance

and you played a game with them

yes, without asking their names

after this extremely long and strenuous song

you got second place

with the taller guy in last

you look over to expect a defeated look

but he was still smiling like how he did 10 minutes ago

he was panting yeah

trying to regain his breath on the couch

he still looked really smol

even tho he was tall

while you let your other classmates play

you learnt the guy who got 1st place was seonho

he was generally just a really happy guy

you kindoff guessed it when he entered the class on the first day and gave everyone a sweet and a card with a happy face sticker on it

& the other guy

who was still dancing away

was named guanlin

after chatting a bit with seonho you decided to help out at the bbq pit

and you saw daehwi & your friend chatting away

they were exchanging jokes and giggles

and you just pressed your hand against the glass pane and smiled

you sHIPPED THEM sO hard

bc class rep & vice class reps are shippable

then you heard someone next to you say,

“i ship them too, they’re cute,”

you faced him, to see guanlin pressing his arm against the glass pane as well

“oh, hello, i’m y/n,” you turned to him and greeted

and he did the same

as you threw him a towel from the drawer to wipe his sweat, you asked,

“should we disrupt their moment?”

guanlin shook his head

“nah, it’s their moment,” he said, smiling as he walked away

you watched him as he walked away

and that kindoff concluded your first interaction with him

the guy with the smile that needed to be protected

time sKIP

after some good dinner

(daehwi made sure eVEryone was full)

(class rep more like mother)

he said it was time for gamES!!

you could hear seonho frm the other side of the room squeal

& it was hide and seek

you swore you haven’t played hide and seek ever since you were 8

but you were convinced that you could find a great hiding spot

you kindoff saw a spot earlier that no one wld ever suspect (!!)

so once the seeker began counting down, you loitered a bit first

cause you wanted to see everyone scatter

maybe you could find a better spot

but you ultimately went to your spot

which was this camouflaged door under the stairs that led to a small storage area

you weren’t afraid of small spaces

so why not

you opened the door to see 

well

a tall fella

sat in the corner

before you could apologize and leave, the seeker had already announced he would begin

and guanlin grabbed your wrist, pulled you in and shut the door

uhh it was kindoff a small space

so it was just you and guanlin

in the dark

uncomfortably close

you were both sitting in silence

you wanted to say something

but the seeker could hear you guys talking if you did

so you kept quiet

you could still see some of guanlin’s face due to the fading light falling into through the thin walls

he had literally no flaws

how can a guy have flawless skin?!?

without thinking you blurted out,

“sO-”

before you could even continue tho

he grabbed your wrist again

his hand shocked you lmao

so you fell forward a bit & he caught you

& you could smell his scent

like

NO

you felt like you did injustice

and you backed up a bit and whispered sorry

thanks to the light

you couldnt see the red fading on guanlin’s cheeks

oh & god damn your ears were all red too

ugh just kiss already

anyways

the seeker was left with you two

and could not find you two

so you two crawled out of the little storage room 

everyone didn’t expect the two of you to be together

in an enclosed space

so there were a bit of murmurs

daehwi exCLAIMED,

“yOU hAVe vIOLATED THe RUleS of INdeCen-”

“NO” you blurted

daehwi started laughing

and everyone did too

except you and guanlin

you literally thought they were interrogating you

but it was a joke

haha joking

you fake-laughed

you turned around to see him

just looking away

occasionally rubbing his cheeks

after the game, it was curfew, & you managed to escape to your room as quickly as possible

and dug your face into your pillow

and you just lied there for 10mins

and did not notice your friend enter

“what was the deal with guanlin? are you all a thing?” your friend asked as she sat on your bed

“uughhhhhhh”

“so i take that as a no?”

you sit up and faced her

“it was embarrassing,” you said & covered your face

“pff, it’s okay, have a good nights rest okay?” she said, patting your back

after sulking a bit more, you decided to change into your pjs

as you walked out of the room door, you noticed guanlin walking to his room wearing his freshly changed pjs

it was a matching set of fluffy pjs

it was so adorable wtf

wait

wHy were you feeling these?!?

you shook your head vigorously

like girl

you cant fall for some guy you just met

you did a quick change and went to sleep

but through hours of tossing and turning

you couldnt sleep

you just couldnt sleep in a new environment

partially another reason you didnt want to come

you would naturally grab your phone and scroll around on instagram or something

but since you didnt have it

you just laid on your bed

looking at the clock

it was almost 3am

you sighed

you had nothing to do

so you decided to go down to kitchen and make yourself some hot tea

it was really soothing to you

as you floated down the stairs craving for your tea

you noticed the kitchen light on

you peeked in

and saw guanlin standing there with his own cup of drink

before you could run away from the embarrassment previously

he called out your name

“yo y/n! you up too?”

you found his raspy voice so bEauTifuL

you slowly spun around

and reminded yourself to not remember the incident previously

and you did

“uhh, y-yeah,” you stammered, and walked past him to make a drink

he saw you, it was impossible to just walk away again

“ahaha yeah, me too, i can’t sleep in new places,”

while the hot water was pouring into your cup, you turned around

“rEally?” you said too enthusiastically

you eyes literally shone 

and he was shocked

“o-oh sorry hah, i have the same problem,” you said, collecting your drink

looking out of the window, you said

“i just never knew someone with the a similar, yknow,”

guanlin hummed in agreement

the next hour was just spent talking

about anything tbh

about how you never really saw him in freshman and sophomore year because he was that timid

about grades

until you two finished your midnight drinks

you two walked up the stairs back to your rooms together

as you turned the doorknob to your room, he ruffled your hair and passed by behind you

“goodnight, y/n”

you could hear a smile from his voice

which made your heart melt ok

you returned to your bed and kindoff reflected

you would be spending two more of your years in school with your cRush

oh god u admitted your crush

aaaaaaaaaaaa

and you fell asleep to the thought that you would be able to see that smile everyday

fEw hOURs pass

9am!! sun rise!!!

breakfast!!

ofc u weren’t up because you slept at like 4am last night lmao

so you waddled out of bed at 11am

everyone already had their breakfast and are literally out of the door heading for the beach 

you were so behind time lmao

once you saw no one around, you realized you were late

as you opened the front door, you heard stomping behind you

it was guanlin

because he slept at 4am too

“lets goooo!!” you shouted, grabbing his wrist and dragging him out of the door

jeez he didnt even put on slippers yet

once you reached the beach, you just ate the sandwich you packed for lunch and thats about it

while everyone else played

you werent much of a fan of the sun and outdoors bahah

but you saw guanlin playing in the water with the other guys

he had the smile again

the captivating one

you sigh and just look his way

for some reason

you had the urge to make him smile like that

and you really wanted to see him smile because of you

and you only

uhgh what were u thinking

time sKip

it was time to leave :(

everyone was one by one leaving the compound with their belongings

and you were one of the last ones

when you left, you saw guanlin waiting for you near the door

guanlin grinned, put down his duffel bag and opened his arms

you walked right into them, hugging him back

“see you soon, guanlin,” you said

“wait-”

you turn around

“uhm, i would love to talk with you again,” he said, handing you his phone with a new contact application

you smiled

“of course,”

#wanna one scenarios #lai guanlin #wanna one

[tori-alvintzi-blog]

Plots that I’ve been dying to do for ages..

Below is a list of plots/ideas that I’ve accumulated and chosen from various rp lists and I’ve edited some to fit my muse. A few of the plots listed below are are also of my own creation. All plots are open to any muse  of any species/gender/orientation (unless otherwise stated in a particular plot) . Most plots can go down in either a platonic or romantic path or even both ;) IM me or Like this post if any of you lovelies are interested to do any of these plots with Tori <3 OPEN TO EVERYONE(REGARDLESS OF WHETHER WE’RE MUTUALS OR NOT)

p.s. Pls read my about & rules page as well as Tori’s quick stats page if you don’t feel like reading full bio.

My lecturer went out for 10mins , so decided to I edit and post this post which has been sitting in my drafts. Logging off right now. I’ll be back later tonight!

Both our muses met and had a very wild and very drunken Friday night  engaging in all sorts of fun activites and hijinks in quite a few places around town that finally culminated with us having this crazy idea of breaking in and entering into a stranger’s empty home. Cue us crashing and falling asleep in the master bedroom and then waking up completely flabbergasted the middle of the next day with all the 5W’s and 1H questions of what had transpired the night before.

After having a wild, slightly drunk night with her friends after celebrating the wedding of one of her besties, fun-loving and mischievous Tori takes on a dare from one of her friends to break into a stranger’s (yr muse) home and swim in his/her pool. She does exactly that and unfortunately for her, the owner of the house is at home and hears the ruckus. Climbing out of the pool, Tori then accidentally vomits all over your muse’s feet/shoes and abruptly passes out from exhaustion. Bonus: your muse could have even briefly seen/met or had an encounter with tori at her friend’s wedding. ( plot created by me)

gimme a “we are sitting next to each other at a sporting event and i have no idea who you are but we came up on the kisscam and now we’re obligated to make out” plot. bonus twist if they're old rivals or something tht didnt recognise each other at first

you fell asleep and i started making funny faces at your kid to keep them amused and the steward mistook us for a couple au. actually, any mistaken for a couple au

 I Married a Witch?? :Here I’m longing to try out the cliche Vegas plot of being insanely drunk and getting hitched but with a supernatural twist which also involves drunken Tori performing a spell on both your muse and her, which leads to comical/slightly disastrous results! (plot created by me)

“you know, when i signed up for this expedition to finish this spell you didnt say we’d be treking through the bitter wilderness with candles and creatures chasing us, what the fuck, dude” (tori’s the one who agreed and yr muse is the vry  experienced witch)

Will I find you?: Meeting the woman of their dreams at the masked ball, Muse A returns to where the party is held in hopes of running into them again. Muse B appears, but to tease Muse A, they pretend to be someone else and offer assistance in ‘finding’ this ‘dream partner’ of theirs. Will muse A figure out it was muse B all along? Or will muse B give up the act before they do? ( Would  Love to play Tori as Muse B)

Darling, welcome home!: One day, Muse A arrives home - and finds Muse B somehow inside of their house. Muse A doesn’t know what’s going on, and becomes even more confused when Muse B seems to be treating them as if they’re married! Muse A attempts to make it clear they are not married, and this upsets Muse B, who then begins insisting that they are. Will Muse A play along? Or try to figure out what the hell is going on? ( would love for Tori to be Muse A) ( preference: a male for Muse B)

you’ve been sleeping at mine because your house is being renovated and we aren’t even dating, yet every time you wake up to the baby crying and sigh, “i’ll go” i feel like we might as well be married ( Tori would be the one sleeping over and waking up ) (preference: awkward &  single dads who are a lil flustered over taking care of baby )

#indie rp #independent rp #plotting call #1x1 #wishlist

[jess-oh]

Reflection

hey journal!

sorry i havent written in a couple of days. today...was eventful. i took too long in the shower or something and missed the bus this morning. i think? either that or it came earlier than i was anticipating. im pretty sure it was that bc i left my apartment “on time” instead of early like usual and had to wait about 15-20min for the bus. but it came 10min earlier than it’s anticipated time or arrival anyway so it was fine. i stayed awake for most of the ride on the red line but fell asleep towards the end and someone woke me up at howard, hahaha. it was pretty embarrassing, tbh. but then i got off and was waiting about 10min for 290 bus to come. i shouldve just taken the 215 when i had the chance. but this i saw this homeless guy bothering a couple walking away and i thought they were just friends teasing each other at first bc he kept coming back. and then all of a sudden, he was there next to me and asked if i could buy him something. and i felt pretty bad for him and ive been wanting to be more pro-active anyway in helping the community so i thought it’d be fine. he said he had $13 and just needed me to buy him something since the shopowner wouldnt let him in and it was right across the street. i was hesitant at first bc the bus was coming in 10min and i didnt want to be late but since it was just right across the street, i thought it was fine. i was wrong. we walked about 3 blocks and finally got to the store and i knew i for sure wouldnt make it in time for the bus unless there was no line and i sprinted. and i thought he just wanted me to buy him some food or something with his money. but once we got there, i realized he wanted me to buy him a pack of cigarretes and i tried to convince him that im too young and would get IDed. Oh lol. i guess you only have to be 18. i thought it was 21. but regardless, i was pretty disappointed that he just wanted me to buy him something to smoke instead of something to eat. the shopkeeper saw us and started shooing him away and i wanted to back out but i was afraid that i wouldnt be able to cleanly run away. and after continuously pleading with the man that i cant buy the cigars, he said, “okay, just get me a $20 bill then. Please. Just get me a bill. I can give you my $13 but get me a $20″ and I know that I don’t have a lot of money to spare rn so i really didnt want to but he was growing more agitated and aggressive and honestly, i was scared. so i went in and was going to just get him some money and then go off on my way and catch the next bus. the shopkeeper was actually really nice about the whole thing and let me know the guy was gone and that i didnt have to do anything for him. i guess he’s always coming in asking for things. and i checked too and he was right, the homeless guy was gone. but i didnt want to press my luck. so i thanked im and ran in the other direction. i sought refuge in a building and decided to just take a lyft to work instead. it was hot, i was going to be late, and i was mostly afraid that the guy would be at the bus stop again and bother me, asking where the money is or why i didnt help him. honestly, im afraid that hes going to be there again tomorrow and i dont know what im going to tell him. he also showered me in compliments while we walked to the store and i knew he was just flattering me to get me to lower my guard but he definitely stroked my ego. lowkey, but i am a bit afraid that im not going to find love or ever get married so when he was shocked that im not married and called me attractive, i did feel a lot better about myself. 

God, please bless that man let him come to know you. And please bring me protection from him. Please.

But let your will be done. Just let me know what I need to do. I am afraid but I also do want to trust in you, Lord. I hope I don’t regret this.

Work was fine. I decided to listen to music today and was highkey jamming out at my desk but thankfully, those that sit beside me weren’t there today so I don’t think anyone saw me. But i was really getting into it! Haha. 

I was actually really glad I had client work to do bc I really did not want to work on the branding guide/pitch deck/one-pager. I feel like I’ve been working on those for so long and I just did not want to look at it any longer. I started my day by doing my 20min logo sketches and they actually went pretty well. I think I’m getting somewhere but I’m not sure where to go from here. I’m sure I’ll think of something. But yeah, overall it went fine. I did make a few mistakes in terms of pixelation and color. I couldve fixed the pixelation thing the first time around but i wasnt sure how clear they want it to be or if it was just for the sake of a mockup. Whenever Jeremy and Jon visit me in person. I know I screwed up somehow or they have a big project for me. But overall, it was fine. I remembered to pack my lunch and watched some Brooklyn Nine Nine during my break and felt like a real adult! I do fear that I’m running out of food at a rather alarming rate tho. I need to eat more sparingly and pace myself. i only have so much money left and need to last until the 29th! That’s about 10 days. I just need to rely on my groceries for 10 days. And then after that, I will figure out how to allocate my money. Oh but for the color thing, Jon wanted me to send him the brown pen with the logo but I was confused bc he kept asking for the grey one! But it’s brown! I also hardcore struggled with the textwrap and the mug this morning but eventually got it down to a pretty accurate version. It wasn’t perfect but I had been literally working on it for over an hour. Just one side. And I still wasn’t happy with it.

But other than that, I am here. I went to Walgreens with Michaela, she bought my vitamin water, I made dinner and prepared food for tomorrow, i walked 5k more steps to beat Jordan in our 30k competition, did trip on my dress and majorly hurt my ankle, but overall, i’d say today was a success! and i got to finish this before midnight. hopefully i can wake up earlier tomorrow! SMELL YA LATER, BROOKLYN 99

#reflection

[datingadviceonreddit]

So here's my story (a rather emotional one). It was Dec 31st, and we friends decided to visit a strip club in Prague and surprisingly I met a girl who did strip dance on the stage but no sex. We spoke for quite some time and I realized she aint a typical strip girl. She is 22 and a law student. She even game me her real name and phone number. I crossed checked the details on facebook, instagram, etc and indeed it was real. I asked her wearabouts and she said she lived liked 60 kms away from the club and takes the bus. Has been working at the club every friday since last 6 months. Well we hugged (never kissed) on new years and I offered her a ride in the morning. At first she didn't believe me as her work ends at 6am in the morning. So she asked me to message her if i was there when her shift ends. Well since i really liked her, for the first time i woke up all excited and was outside her club. She texted it will be late and took another hour. I waited ! She finally arrived and we really a good hour drive back to her home. Before reaching her home she asked if we could grab a coffee somewhere and ofcourse we did. We really had some time together and I got her flowers from the coffee house as it was morning and they were really fresh. It was a perfect start to this new year (or so i thought). I live in Germany so ofcourse I had looooong drive back home.Well, since that day, we texted a lot on whatsapp and iMessage. video chatted, voice called, texted like every morning and night. Since she was a student, she used to be in school most the time and I at work so it was perfect. But ofcourse we texted casually inbetween as we were thinking about each other. After a couple of weeks, i asked her out again and she agreed. This time it was a weekend trip. Since she lives like 500 kms away, it hard to drive there and back. So we agreed to meet inbetween. I got her fav wine and even cooked a chocolate tart since she likes it. Now I am not a good cook and never ever cooked a dessert in my life before. So i was nervous but it turned out well. The date was perfect. We spend some really good time, took long walks, late night drive,just perfect! I never kissed her (except occasionally on her cheeks) since i was nervous and wanted to 'build up' my relationship. We also cuddled in bed but that could be since it was quite cold outside. But thats about it. No sex. In the morning, we had breakfast and it was time for us to leave. She was disappointed as she wanted to spend more time with me, so asked if we could drive back home. The weather was really bad that day, snowing quite heavily. But still i agreed and we had this beautiful drive back. Her smile was all it took to convince me. We had lunch at her fav restaurant and then said our goodbyes. I told her what a wonderful time i had. She also had agreed to call me on my way back to accompany me since the drive back was going to be looong !After this moment, things have just changed.She never called me on that deadful 6 hour drive back. She never texted if i reached home or how she felt about the trip. Nothing ! I thought she must be tired so waited for another day. Next day, nothing ! So after two days i texted her and she promptly replied. She said she was sorry as she busy thus not able to get back. I was ok with that. Again, loong silence. I text her back but still no reply and i could see that she is online all the time ( we chat on whatsapp) and also that she read my text. After a day, i text her again. She just texts back 'Hello :)' and disappears again. This went on for like a week. I bluntly asked her what was up. She said she was just too busy. I couldnt say anything, but i did feel may be she was busy just for me. But since my crush was taking over, i finally wrote how i felt about her and how i kept thinking about and missed talking to her. She replied by saying, 'i am speechless' and again silence. I was hoping she would talk about it or something but Nothing !!!! Again, the desperation increased and like an idiot i kept believing she was indeed too busy. So i would text her again without any expectations. This continued for a couple of weeks. I could see her online on whatsapp all the time even in her school time, but she wouldn't reply. I eventually lost it and told her i was planning to meet her in the weekend and wanted to know if she wants to. She immediately replied she was in school and cant reply. So i waited(again) in desperation and a burning heart all day (seeing her online all the time). She finally replied in the morning asking what my plans were for the weekend with a smile :-). I said none since she didnt reply. We than texted for a while as i told her this waiting game and broken conversations are driving me nuts. I said, i happy to have complete conversation even if it for like 10mins. She agreed and we texted for a while. But after that day, things went silent again. I so want to see her again, so want things to go back to as it were :(I have now decided to not text her anymore and hope she would text me someday. Plainly, since now it's hurting my self-respect.But what really confuses me is WHY, WHY did things changed ? She never said she doesnt like me or that she doesnt have any feelings for me or give us any chance. Never said how she feels - i am ok even if she says she looks me just as a friend. But atleast be vocal about it.I know if i do message her, she will reply but when i will continue the conversation, she will disappear !Points to note are: - She shared everything about her to me, her family, her likes/dislikes, what her future plans are, where she wants to move, etc - She never asked me anything about me. About my family, likes, etcSo what is going on here, can anyone explain ? and help me decide should i still hang onto her ? via /r/dating_advice

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Getting to Cham from London started really well. Early at the airport and on time departure with BA. Sadly, neither wi-fi nor mobile hotspot were sufficiently quick to download the latest lego star wars anime. Back to ‘Brave’ for Alex, which he still enjoyed very much (any movie will do ;o). We landed 10mins early in Geneva, but then hit the delay as out friends at #Alpybus didnt live up to their promise of having a departure every 30mins. I guess they advertise flexible departure, but really subject to busses getting filled. If not the service is delayed. We left 11.10pm having spent more time at Geneva airport than London! Should have listened to my host Davide and take the easybus (or just rent a car).

On the bright side, they drop you off right at your destination, code for the outer door I still had from last time and Davide (already out at Chamonix social club – highly recommended) had thankfully left the keys for us the get in. He even popped over briefly to give me my board before he disappeared into Chamonix’s nightlife again (he returned after 10am next morning – big night). We didn’t have trouble to sleep.

We didn’t get up until 9.30am or so. Then of to town to fetch ski’s for Alex and breakfast. A bakery and te maxi pain au chocolat they sell were all too inviting. We quickly picked up my board & boots at home and off we went to Brevent lifts – literally just a little further up the hill from Davide’s apartment.

The four-hour ticket for the two of us was only EUR33, but excluded the Brevent lift higher up. This makes sense since from here only black slopes lead down – a touch too early for Alex. Unfortunately there weren’t many slopes open in the remaining section. So we ended up trying our skills at the BIG Airbag. Stuntman Alex at work!

Food as expensive as ever: For lunch we ordered (a pretty poor) pasta Bolognese at €16.50 together with Evian water at €3,90 at restaurant ‘Altitude’. That is Cham for you and next year they’ll slap another 5-10% on top (because they can). But hey, I don’t want to get into a debate on real life inflation here and at least service was prompt as the slopes were empty. In return we enjoyed great scenery and were watching paragliders take off.

Back down in the valley we headed straight to town. Since I would take my board home for the first time, I needed a carrier bag. Now options are plenty in Chamonix from cheap to high-end brands. The choice is yours!

Technique extreme: cheap clothes & gear (bought €15 bag here)

Snell sport: all round shop with top class gear all outdoor sports

zeroG good for snowboarding equipment (got my Burton boots and bindings here)

Afterwards we treated us and Davide to a hot chocolate & nutella crepes in l’atelier cafe (recommended). I had a citrus-mint infused tea and once more learned that the non-alcoholic drinks menu is pretty short of options. A nice raclette dinner followed in ‘Cham’s best place for cheese’ (Restaurant la Caleche) – according to Davide anyway. Tasty stuff! Nice interior too!

Pretty filled up we headed home. Alex ended up discussing girls in his school with Davide (or Dave as he refers to him). Two pro’s in conversation. Paragliding had fascinated Alex all day and the sheer presence of a paragliding kit in the flat must have stirred dreams. Davide tried to satisfy them to a degree with plenty of go-pro footage of his own jumps. Alex would have been ready to jump on the spot! Bed time ensued. All of us exhausted.

Note to the host: What do you need a blow dryer for with your short hair ;o)

Next day we managed a slightly earlier start at 8.30am with some spelling and reading homework for Alex (thanks dad!) and ‘Milchreis’ (rice pudding). Alex was ready to ski again and even prepared to give big airbag another go! Off to Grand Montet today!

The ski-bus departed only a few mins walk away. Always great. We met a UK family in the bus. All first timers (Brexit anyone?) who were well impressed by the scenery and are here for a week. Have fun guys!

Skiing atGrand Montet was great, the sun was shining and we had some fresh snow (rather than pire ice 3w ago). Memories came back to me of my first Cham boarding with Cedric during a KBW ski trip years ago. Each bar has its own story here. Be it with Tully, Steve or Holly. Been a fun weekend (well, I dont claim to recall everything …).

Alex had a great time even though some blue slopes are steeper than the average. I would say Cham is generally steeper than pists in the Austrian alps. But fun nonetheless. He even managed another bunch of jumps on a small ramp. Bravery has no boundary on a boys weekend ;o)

Sadly, mid afternoon we had to leave the mountain. Back home, change, pack, pick-up (Alex can’t wait for a bit of movie time & Bose sound ;o). That’s it. It’s great as ever.

Thank you Davide! See you in February and keep us in the loop re Namibia trip.

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Boys weekend in Chamonix Getting to Cham from London started really well. Early at the airport and on time departure with BA.

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