#so I’m hoping today will be better

[crybaby-bkg]

a slight continuation of this

no caller ID pops on your screen, pulling your attention away from your previous task at hand: not fucking up your eyeliner. you typically wouldn’t care if it was a little uneven, but you’re going on a date tonight, for the first time in so long, and you want everything to go as smoothly as possible.

which is why you groan when you end the call, and that same no caller ID pops right back up seconds later. you know who it is—who else would it be? you figured he’s already seen your story of being excited for going on your first date in a while, on the only app you hadn’t blocked him on. petty? perhaps, but it’s on him to be keeping up with you despite you cursing him out for wasting your time and then blocking him right after.

you watch it ring though, contemplating for a while longer than you should. you blocked him for a reason. no need to entertain his same shit that he always spews to you when he realizes that he might be losing you once more?

….but it doesn’t hurt to hear the hero beg for you.

“What do you want, Bakugou?” You sigh irritably as you finally answer his call, putting him on speaker as you go back to even out your eyeliner. You hear him huff on the other side of the phone at the use of his surname, but he doesn’t say anything about it, instead, quickly telling you what he’s been bothering you for.

“Who’s the fuckin’ loser that’s gonna drool over how good your tits look in that stupid green dress you love so much?” Bakugou grunts, and you instantly feel your face heating at his crude words. You glance over with a frown at that same green dress that makes your tits look good, where it hangs on your closet.

“None of your damn business, Bakugou.” You snap at him, wondering if it’s too late to find something else to wear. “Not like you ever took me out in my stupid green dress.” Your voice holds a level of bitterness that only he can bring out of you, and you hear his sigh through the speakers.

“I told you this before, I’m always—”

“Busy.” You cut him off, voice suddenly thick as you think back on the countless rejections he’s splattered at your feet every time you tried to further your relationship with him. “You reminded me of how busy you’ve been since you first started this whole situationship.”

“Situation—? Huh? We were dating!” Bakugou protests with a huff, and you can hear how he paces the floor quickly. You glare at your phone, setting down your liner to instead pick of your (his) favorite lipgloss.

“You’d have to ask me out to be dating, Bakugou. You’d have to court me to be dating, Bakugou. You’d have to make time for me and take me out on dates and not hide me to fucking date me, Bakugou.” You spit at him, venom dripping off of your lips in waves. You don’t know why you answered, why you even entertained him. You shake your head with a huff when the line goes quiet, eyebrows quirking up when your date sends you a text to make sure you’re still on for tonight.

“I’m sorry.” Bakugou mutters pathetically, his voice suddenly soft. You hesitate, for some reason, when it comes to texting your date back. Why do you always hesitate when Bakugou is around?

“Let me make it up to you, court you, and shit. I can take you to one of my favorite places, you can wear that pretty green dress and that gloss you know I love.” His voice is pleading, thickening and sweet and suffocating. You shouldn’t respond, should reply back a yes to your date.

“Please? You know how much you mean to me.” Bakugou mumbles, and you can hear the earnestness in his voice. Why haven’t you said yes to your date yet?

“I’ll do better this time. Just one more chance, sweetheart.” Bakugou’s voice is so soft, you’ve never heard him this vulnerable before. You sigh with a shake of your head, slumping back into your seat in defeat.

…

Sorry, I can’t make it tonight. Something came up. Maybe we can reschedule for another time?

#sorry this is kinda angsty lol #but I saw this tt earlier where this girl was so giddy bc ‘no caller id’ called LOL #and it just reminded me of the first part to this #at first he’s all ‘no we can’t date bc of xyz bullshit reason’ #but the moment you’re like ‘I’m done w this toxic back n forth we’re not even a couple’ #he’s like WE WERE TOGETHER THE WHOLE TIME!!!!! #delusion is what I like to call it #also he definitely takes you out to a place that’s very secluded and exclusive #to shut you up for the time being #the whole ‘at least I took you out!’ shtick #I hate him actually #but the toxic hate sex goes crazy ☝🏻 #okay gn I’m sleepy and I felt so shitty today #or yesterday #so I’m hoping today will be better #maybe I’ll mediate before I start on my work #I wanna go on a walk sometime this week bc it’s gonna be great weather but my anxiety keeps telling me #that one of the stray cats or foxes is gonna attack me AKSJDKDJDJD #omg does anyone remember me talking about that calico kitty in my backyard at one point??? #I haven’t seen her since and I hope she’s okay :( we miss her :( #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #bakugou treats! 🍬

[seveneyesoup]

ngl i’m still worried. like i Do have complete faith in ncuti gatwa but what i Don’t have is much faith at all in rtd’s writing about race

#which id managed to sort of convince myself was maybe #it’s been like 15 years he’s had time to learn better #but the comment Immediately about ‘different colors’ in todays ep #and w the toymakers past. #i’m hoping for the best i really actively am but i’m hesitant #not even writing about race just writing that has anything to do w it #i will never forgive him for martha jones #and my cynicism is saying bringing dt back for three eps and specifically being pretty good about trans people and disabled people #is a good favor investment so he can keep a progressive image and get away w racism #i don’t actually believe that for the record #i’m just worried ncuti gatwa is gonna have to deal with Some Bullshit that’s gonna get blamed on him instead of rtd yk #which is bad for him bc it means a bad working environment and also like. taking the blame for something he didn’t even do #or that if he pushes back on something bad he’ll get branded as difficult to work with etc #anyway. worry once suffer twice or whatever and i think i said all this when the announcements were made #it’s just on my mind again #i want the best for the show and the people making it yk?

[vhagarlovebot]

i don’t know if someone cares but. . . i’ve been thinking and i’m gonna stick with modern!aemond, it feels a lot more comfortable for me. i also have a lot more ideas and scenarios than writing for just regular? aemond. it’s just that modern!aemond has my heart, like, why is he not real? so if you have any scenarios, feel free to drop them in my ask box and i’ll be more than happy to talk about it or write a little blurb!! 🧸💗

#𓄹 ˚ ˖ ࣪ ⟢ gwen is talking. #good morning to y’all i’m not in the best mood today so i’m gonna try and start the actor!aemond smau ! hope that will make me feel better #modern!aemond #aemond targaryen x reader #hotd x reader

[wishmemel]

it’s raining right now and i hope the droplets reach every single one of my moots

#I LOVE THE RAIN ITS SO #so so so romantic and precious and rare like #we only get rain like half the year in the summer #it snows here too much i’m #hope u all get rained on today #i’ll be sprinting over with a pretty pink umbrella #꒰ soon you'll get better. ꒱

[whereismyhat5678]

GUYS BEFORE I GO TO BED I GOTTA SAY TO Y’ALL-

HAPPY THANKSGIVING 🦃🦃🫶🫶💥💥💖💖

(I’m so sorry I didn’t post art for today!!! I mostly spent the day at my grandparents house (they make BOMB ass turkey sandwiches btw love ya’ Grandma 😎🤟) but I just wanted to make a post to show some appreciation!!! I hope you guys like it 🫶🫶)

*EHEM*

First I wanna list some things I’m grateful for *pulls out list comically*:

My parents who gave birth to me

My brother/sibling who can be an asshole but I love him

D O G

Irl friends who appreciate and love me and I love em 10 times more back I could hug every single one of them

OF COURSE Tumblr Mutuals/friends :D (You guys are the best I’m gonna mention you last)

Food I’m provided

School that I can attend too

ME BEING ABLE TO DRAW‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY….being able to B R E A T H E (existing- I love being able to exist as I do-)

That was my little list for what I’m Thankful for…AND NOW TO LIST MY FRIENDS/MUTUALS CUZ I LIVE WHO YOU ARE AND I’M THANKFUL TO HAVE YOU 💖💥💖💥💖💥💖💥💖💥

Gather everyone:

@linhfoxmoive @moon9931 @noodletime @ijusthavefun @boogiestronic80s @zedortoo @cherryxsapphic @lucia-the-mii @alaskacoolkid1 @marclef @fluffygiraffe @nomlioart @kate-bot @lord-yiikes @remaking-machine @lovestryke @dingle-dee AND @w00den-h3ad

OKAY I THINK I GOT EVERYONE-

Anyways, to ALL….Have a Happy Thanksgiving 💗🫶💗🫶💗🫶

Have a good night/day ❤️❤️

#Happy Thanksgiving!! #(So sorry for earlier I was gonna edit it but posted it by accident-) #Anyways to anyone I might’ve missed I’m so sorry!!! I hope I got everyone!! #Everyone is special and I hope everyone is grateful for today 💗💗 #(If you had I rough day I hope a virtual hug will make you feel better ❤️‍🩹 *Hugs you with consent* #For the rambling I’m sorry but I wanted to express my feelings- #I hope (again) everyone had a good day or has a good day #Thank you Lin for tagging me as well I’m gonna reblog the post in a second #To everyone I tagged I hug you 💖💖

[missingn000]

#sorry for posting so much today omg but i feel like i owe it to you people #work has just been CRAZY and i’m still in one piece hell so….. #but things in life are getting better!! i’ve kinda been going thru it i wont lie #i hope to update tpg sometime late this month or early next month. sorry my break has been so much longer than anticipated #i didn’t realize how bad the burnout was BUT i’ll be back to the story soon with a renewed fire & some #ABSOLUTELY UNHINGED new ideas and plans #it’ll be worth the wait i swear #in the meantime if we’re mutuals/friends feel free to ask for my pers IG #i’ll try to be online more too!! #thanks ily alllll<3333

[sonicfrontiers]

he smiles when you jump off a spring this is going to be the best sonic game ever actually

#lin.txt #sth #fuck everything else about that teaser. sonic frontiers finally bringing back sonic’s emotions ingame!!!!!! #very excited abt this #also tbh the gameplay is not that important to me anyway LOL #i mean i am the biggest 06 apologist ever. bc i love that story not that game #so like. as long as ian puts tg a good story (which i’m sure he will) and we get a killer ost (which i’m sure we will) i’ll be happy #so i have faith despite the weird ign showcase :) #also we get a combat showcase on friday. which’ll be interesting #i hope the dude showing that off plays it better than the guy playing today…

[bonesofhoney]

maybe if we cuddled long enough, he’d smell like you

…then I wouldn’t be so sad when you leave

#hope everyone’s having a hoppy spring day #🐰🌸✨ #it’s so gorgeous out today (finally) #I took myself on a whole day of dates #& now I’m playing animal crossing in bed #it doesn’t get better than this!!!! #..well actually being cuddled would make it better #but 🥺🫠oh well… #me

[jellypawss]

A not very aesthetic photo set

but today was a good day

#I cleaned and bought a mini tree #I tried to buy a big tree but instacart refunded me and the money won’t be back in my account for a few days 😑 #I’m making some cinnamon rolls to surprise my boyfriend with! #his birthday is in a few days but I’m BROKE so he’ll have to wait for Christmas for his gifts 😭 #I also got a non alcoholic wine like drink and haven’t tried it yet but will report back #I’m feeling happy today #I hope my body continues to let me clean the house and cook like I have been #being productive feels so much better than rotting at my pc #I neeed to get out of this house though 😭 #personal #nonsims

[badolmen]

Not to be extreme but dear God hold onto hope.

Things will be better one day. People will sing and dance in colorful clothes under dazzling lights again. A parent will rock their child to sleep on a quiet night again. A grandparent will teach their grandchild to cook a family recipe again. People will laugh and cry and love and grieve in the most mundane of ways once more. This will happen no matter what you believe, but hoping and believing in such things will ease your heart and kindle your resolve to see it within your lifetime. Have hope, and you will give life to the world you hope to see.

#ra speaks #personal #current events #okay to reblog btw it’s easy to fall into despair with the news of late but do not surrender your hope #hey so like. had a kinda bad breakdown last night. for personal reasons and *gestures* my deep rooted sense of justice as an autistic human #and I saved the first line of this post as a draft while crying at 10 PM #and not much has changed today but. I am secure in my hope for a better world. my belief in justice for those wronged. #maybe not tonight. maybe not tomorrow. but soon - one day - I will see celebrations of life and love and home for a people torn asunder #I can’t do much. I want to do more than sit safe and cry out for those who have lost their voices to the violence #I’m angry. I’m grieving. but most importantly I’m imbued with hope and love. it’s the least I can do. #and most days it will be all I can do. and should the opportunity arise to do more I will take hold of it with both hands until it burns me #the very same way hope now burns in my heart with the complete conviction that there will be justice and reckoning for these crimes #anyways. my blood sugar is low I forgot to eat dinner. have hope and feed it with the anger and grief you cannot act on now. #vocational woes

[stillcominback]

entering my 35th era today 🎀💗🥳✨

#birthday girl vibes ✨✨✨ #still not sure what i’ll be doing today buuuut definitely grateful to be in london and getting to be with my bestie and her family! #34 was a really really rough one so i’m hoping that 35 brings lots of better things! #💗💗💗💗 #00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

pspspspsss... ari..... ily........... i hope you're doing soso good and i hope uni isn't being too tough on you....... pls remember to take care of yourself...... and sleep.... and drink tea........ kiss kiss kiss<33 - @teddybeartoji

MICKEY ………………

pspspsps…….. i love you lots . thank u for the sweet words i am gnawing at you gently. I’M DOING PRETTY WELL just busy busy busy …. but it’s not 2 bad…….. and i’m doing lots of fun stuff this week :3 just need to . finish writing … this introduction to an academic study ….,, haha …..,,,,,,,

NO BUT . i’m doing well & resting lots & eating/drinking lots…… it better be the same for you mickey!!! be nice to yourself plspls <33 here is a cup of warm tea just for you….. 🍵 drink up!!!!!

#kisses you kisses you kisses you #i’m honouring loserville by going to the cinema again this week hehe #i’m gna watch the spy x family movie w my older brother n sister on friday :33 #ANDDD we’ve all been watching a new anime that i think you’d rlly like mickey…. the meowmeow girl above is the mc she’s so good #the apothecary diaries!!! is the name. it’s super good. i’m only on ep 6 but i’m obsessed #u would love jinshi he’s a silly loserboy prettyboy (also kairo’s favorite man on this planet and u can always trust kairo’s taste) #i think i’m gonna check out the dub today bc niku told me jinshi’s eng va is kaiji fucking tang and i Need him. #ANYWAY ily mickey 🥺🥺 ty for checking in 🥺🥺🥺 i hope the weather is a little bit better across the sea……. #and i hope u get to watch a good movie this week too <33333 #ask tag ✩ #mickey !! ✩

[sadgirlautumn]

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#genuinely still feeling the love from April 1st’s boop thing and then yesterday people saying nice things about me in the tags and now #today my silly post getting reblogged it’s making me very happy #and I love this community even when I don’t get a lot of attention but every once in awhile I do and the validation is nice #it’s a nice reminder that people *see* me and enjoy my presence even a little bit and it’s just nice #yes the internet has its problems and tumblr isn’t perfect but for the most part it does make my day better and I just wanted to say that #I really appreciate all of you even if we aren’t mutuals I hope you know I see you and appreciate you <3 #I’m so lucky to have such cool people in my phone and I’m grateful for it every day <3

[greg-montgomery]

I’ve had like the worst week in my entire life, and I can just imagine Hotch comforting reader and just making sure she knows she’s loved. Man I wish I had that :( I feel like he would be so SO cuddly and just like constantly checking in reader to make sure she’s actually okay.

posting this as an emergency before the week ends so it’s on time 💗💗 i’m so sorry you haven’t been okay, sweets :(( i hope it gets better for you super super soon and that as soon as monday comes good things are back in your life <33

listen. you are important to aaron. which means that he worries about you constantly. it matters so much to him that you’re okay, that you’re happy. so he always makes sure you are!

when he’s away for work you get a text from him every half an hour, even if it’s just a heart emoji, that you’ve shown him how to use! or maybe a quick “i love you” or “missing you like crazy”. anything to show you that you’re on his mind!

and when he finds time to call you, he is so so soooo sweet. he calls you sooo many pet names and his voice gets all soft and he tells you about how much he misses you and how he’s going to hold you all night long 🥺🥺🥹🥹💗🫠

and when he’s at home he’s aaaaall over you <33 when he knows you’re not doing okay he holds you so you can maybe cry in his arms, or talk…or you can just be quiet and he rubs your back and kisses the top of your head 🥺

he tells you that everything is going to be okay. that you’re never alone because he’s always gonna be right there to protect you and love you 🥹 forever 🥺🥺💖

he makes sure you eat well!! and that you’re hydrated! he will cook for you and bring you water or your vitamins or he’ll make you some nice tea or coffee! anything you want!! :))

and ohhh the cuddles!!! <3333 you’re attached to him the whole time, he literally gives you no other choice. he wants you there. and you just snuggle into his neck and smell him and kiss him and everything is just…better. it’s safe there. you know you’ll be okay because he’s got you!

he makes sure you know that no matter how awful everything feels at the moment, it’s not forever! because good things will come again! and you’re gonna be happy and you’re gonna be smiling again! and he’s gonna be there every time, for every smile or tear, you’re never gonna be alone, he’ll be right there by your side <33

#he loves you!!! he does!! and he knows you deserve to be happy so he KNOWS you WILL be #hotch says everything is gonna be okay so everything is gonna be okay bc the man is never wrong sorry 🤷🏻‍♀️ #my friend i hope everything gets better super soon i’m kissing your forehead rn #this was healing for me too bc sadly something bad happened today in my family…so that was needed #but we’ll all be okay i PROMISE #we got this #and aaron is looking at us like: you’re doing amazing sweetie 🥰 #aaron hotchner #hotch #criminal minds #aaron hotchner x reader #hotch x reader #hotch 🪐 #ask

[nuppu-nuppu]

Bro I woke up and I’m fucking sick ;;; broo

I’m not feeling so hot

#i couldn’t go to the con today but it’s fine #at least i had fun yesterday #i don’t know what this is #like a flu #i’ve taken two covid tests #and they were negative #and i wore a mask #but oh boy am i sick #drew this kacchan because I can’t do anything else #bnha #bakugo katsuki #hope you’re doing better than me xdd #my voice is completely gone so when i spoke my brother said i sound like I’m doing asmr #maybe i am #so suck it

[doctorsiren]

:’) I have so much art I wanna do and a few pieces I gotta do, but I think I’m developing carpal tunnel or something so I have to rest my wrist and hand for a bit (i WILL go bonkers)

#doctorsiren #not art #siren speaks #this is doubly bad bc school starts in a few weeks for me #at least I don’t have any art classes this semester #but I really hope it’s better by then bc ahhghaghhhhsjhsj I have so many ideas PLEASE 😭😭😭 #I have a wrist brace/splint coming today #but until it arrives I’m wearing a singular fingerless workout glove #and so I kinda feel like Athena haha #anyways I’m devastated 💀 #but hey ig this gives me time to play more AA #except for the fact that playing AA gives me a billion art ideas