#skye vents

[stars-and-skyes]

You're talking over me and suddenly I'm 16 again trying to participate in the debate you have every time we have dinner together. Neither of you hear me.

You're talking over me and suddenly I'm 12 again trying to tell dad how my day was. Your day was more interesting, clearly.

You're talking over me and suddenly I'm 9 again, tearfully trying to explain what I'm finding difficult about the maths I'm learning as you yell at me.

Suddenly I'm 18 again and you're talking over me.

#skyerambles #vent post #mental health #youngest daughter #older sister #siblings #sisters #skye vents #sisterhood

[trailmixtime]

being autistic and trans sucks sometimes bc i don't really like my voice but speaking is tiring and so i don't do it nearly enough to voice train and :/

#skye.txt #skye vents #autism #trans stuff #caught in a weird place where i speak enough irl that ppl expect me to use my words and not aac #and where i can do it (mostly) reliably #but preferring not to speak whole lot and if there's the option not to then i won't #idk if there's a solution #i'm just :/ rn #if anyone does have a solution pls share this is a weird place to be stuck in

[goldiipond]

always longing for well-written poc in media but its dangerous actually forming any significant attachment to them because seeing the treatment they get from white fans has genuine negative effects on my mental health i fear

#skye's ramblings #i dont like venting here but im giving myself a pass its my blog lol!! love and light #i hate you white favoritism i hate you whitewashing i hate you reducing complex characters of color to one dimensional fandom tropes #i hate people hating characters of color for the same traits they'd understand or even celebrate in white characters i hope we all die #n while im here i'll be real i do not think there is a single reason to dislike don that isnt rooted in racism. like genuinely. anywayay <3 #deleting this later probably LOL im just. tired

[skyloftian-nutcase]

I love your health au. Does Twilght wanted to become a veterinarian? He loves animals.

He gives me the vibes not only helping domestic and wilds animals and humans.

:D I'm glad you're enjoying it! Sorry it's been a hot minute since I've really done anything significant with it, actual healthcare is burning me the hell out and I'm trying to find joy in it again so I just need... idk. Sanity, I guess, lol.

Twi could be a vet, but that takes a lot more schooling than he's honestly willing to go through. I could see him maybe trying for being a vet tech, but it would be in addition to what he's doing at the hospital, because as much as he adores animals, he finds helping people very fulfilling. He does volunteer at the local animal shelter, though, and he wants to do wildlife animal rescue too! He wants to stretch himself so thin he'll fall apart, it's great. :)

#you ask skye answers #lovely kane25 #lu in healthcare #this turned into a mild vent session sorry about that XD #ANYWAY I'm happy to hear people still like the healthcare au <3 #lu twilight

[wisterioak]

today feels like I'm going to claw my eyes out of my skull and I don't think this week is going to get any better ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#skye talks #vent

[the-doomed-witch]

what the fuck do i do if my parents are trying to “console” me but instead they’re just fuelling my suicidal thoughts what if it’s better if i just really actually didn’t live anymore

#this is skye rambling #tw sui vent

[akaipepo]

overwhelming blot

#twisted wonderland #twst #twst oc #skye augustus #my art #just akai things #vent art #im okay now but yeah. idk if i can keep up with college assignments in the long run

[whitewingsart]

Still testing out things and brushes, just drawing as it comes without really thinking about it.

#furry #furry art #feral #digital art #vent art #my art #my ocs #skye whitewings #whitewingsart #okamiwhitewings

[satisfiedskye]

i can see the flickers

#art #my art #skyes doodles #artists on tumblr #vent #cw glitch #cw bright colors #glitch #bright colors #glitchcore #maybe #i don’t fucking know #shoves this in your face and screams that im doing so well so great

[dyscalculia-culture-is]

I went to my uni’s math institute to ask for ways to maybe cope with my dyscalculia and that fucking professor-doctor was like: “okay so first of all: dyscalculia isn’t real”. I felt so- hurt. Left alone. Called stupid and attention seeking maybe? Like ah yes 20 years of struggling? Clearly I was just too lazy to learn math. It ripped through my chest man. The tutoring they offered was only for 10 lessons as well and for a longer Programm you’d need to go on a 2-year long waiting list :/

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#vent #dyscalculia #actually dyscalculic #dyscalculic #dyscalculia culture #culture is #actually neurodivergent #actually nd #neurodivergent #mod skye

[stars-and-skyes]

There's an empty bed in my room

Just across from mine

It's been that way for years now,

Maybe a decade

(too scared to get rid of it, too scared to leave. Always too scared)

But it still feels like yesterday

When we were talking in the dark,

Giggling about characters and worlds we made.

I pile books and boxes and toys on top

"Extra storage space", that's what I always say

But when it's dark

And quiet

And lonely

I know that bed still belongs to you

#skyerambles #vent post #mental health #youngest daughter #older sister #siblings #sisters #skye vents #sisterhood #not a poem #i don't know what this is #idk how to tag this #skyepoems

[trailmixtime]

so so fucking angry and sad that one (1) event has completely destroyed my confidence in my ability to write and draw

#skye.txt #skye vents

[goldiipond]

i think it’s really funny how close ray consistently gets to swearing any time he interacts with an adult 

#skye's ramblings #this kid wants to say fuck sooooo bad. and i think he should #he called isabella a bitch in the fan translation i found when i first read the manga n it felt fuckin great even though he only thought it #just once at the very least i think he should have been allowed to call her a bitch #ithink abt the side scene in v19 with him talking to ayshe about isabella every day of mylife. 'to me she was always a monster' YESSS! #im of the firm opinion that ray should have been allowed to vent about his mommy issues way more. theres so much

[skyloftian-nutcase]

Feeling better today? Had food?

I’m recovering. :) Not as bad as yesterday, definitely not as bad as the day before. And I just got home from eating dinner with my mom, so yep, had food and kind of want to pass out. But also want to write. But also need to do some dumb work reflection.

#you ask skye answers #lovely someluwriter #anybody wanna BS their way through a couple work reflections for me #Or maybe I’ll be honest and traumatize the person reading them 🤣👍🏻 #Y’all I ALMOST traumatized you with a healthcare snippet that was absolutely venting #and then remembered some things didn’t need to be known outside of healthcare

[wisterioak]

oh my god my head hurts so bad 🥲 and I was gonna try to write today....ugh maybe some meds will help but FUCK this feels like a migraine

#skye talks #vent

[wr0ngwarp]

DON'T WORRY, YOUNG SUICIDES

THE VULTURES'LL PICK YOUR BONES DRY

HALF-DIGESTED AND ETERNAL

SOMEWHERE LOST IN THE EPHEMERAL

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu skye forever mine art with lyrics from Unconditional Love by Against Me!

#pokemon #pokepasta #creepypasta #forever mine #against me! #eyestrain ? #suicidal imagery #blood #ask to tag #ive uhhhh wanted to do skye art to this song for a WHILE tbh #but ive lately been having some frustrated Gender Feelings abt irl circumstances which gave me the push to actually draw this #part of me feels like maybe i should categorize this as vent art as a result but i dont think thats entirely accurate #since i wanted to draw this ANYWAY and it stands on its own lol #also DAMN skye really ends up getting some of my coolest pokepasta art huh LMAO