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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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Awake?
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When the bnha boys are asleep
- an alternative to Asleep? -
Contains: hawks, dabi, aizawa, kiri, x gn!reader
Warnings: soft boys soft boys, “doll”
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Hawks is a busy man, flying all around the city fighting injustices all day. He had done more than some veteran heroes do, earning him the title of “the man that’s too fast.” However, the things he had seen do scar and traumatize him sometimes, resulting in his consistent nightmares. Which is why he cherishes every night that did not have nightmares.
You know about your boyfriend’s nightmares, so a smile reached your face when you saw him sleeping with a rare relaxed expression. With his vermilion wings spread, the only empty space on the king-sized bed was in his arms. Although you planned to crawl in without disturbing him, his keen senses already stirred him awake at the sound of your soft footsteps.
“Yer finally home birdy, I missed you at Wednesday Wingsday.”
“M sorry Keigo, there was an attack at the metro when I was coming back. Had to stop several trains and it was a mess.”
You sighed as you changed into your pajamas, careful to not touch the new bandages.
“We can always order delivery, you still wanna do Wingsday? I still have the coupon for KFC wings.”
“…nah. Come’ere let me hold my love.”
You shined another smile at him, joining him in the bed. Hawks always gave you a special feel. Maybe it’s the way he held your head impossibly close to his chest, maybe it’s the sweet smell you inhale as you cuddled into his embrace, or maybe it’s his chicken addiction. You didn’t know, but loving him the way he does to you was all you needed as the city continued rushing on this fine Wednesday night.
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Dabi lived a miserable life, but ever since you joined, things had been going better for him. For example, he gets to sleep comfortably in the safety of your apartment. Some nights, like this rainy one, you would find Dabi peacefully sleeping on your couch with your shirt on a pillow. The couch isn’t necessarily comfortable, but he missed you while you were at work so the faint scent of you companied him and eventually lured him to sleep.
A smile crept up your face at the scene, eyes taking in the sight. With soft footsteps, you reached the side of the couch and caressed Dabi’s cheeks. He stirred awake at the tender fingers across his scars, making his eyes slowly open.
“Hey sleepyhead.”
His heart fluttered at your gentle grin as he returned the expression. Dabi reached his hands for yours, heart fluttering when your fingers curled around his. Everyday he prayed that you’re real, that you’re not some fairytale daydream of his, and the firm grip on his hand always told him that you’re here.
“C’mere doll.”
He lazily opened his arms for you to climb in and you gladly joined. With an arm around your torso, Dabi buried his face into your neck. Your scent filled his senses, he felt his eyes slowly lidding again as he smiled into your skin. A soft “I love you” was the last thing he heard before he drifted off in your embrace.
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“Aizawa? You in here?”
You called into the teacher’s lounge, hoping to find your sleep deprived colleague in here to talk about class plans.
“Actually, Shota’s napping right now. See that yellow worm in that corner? That’s him.”
Present Mic pointed to a yellow sleeping bag with gentle snores coming out of it, making you smile.
“I’m gonna go grab lunch with Nemuri, feel free to join if you’d like!”
Mic said before closing the door, leaving you and Aizawa in the room alone. You walked to his corner before sitting down next to him. He seemed to wake up, mumbling something about “not now Hizashi” as he turned around to face the wall.
“Aizawa?”
He blanked, not responding until he realized it’s you.
“Y/n? I thought you’re eating lunch with Hizashi and Nemuri today.”
Aizawa sat up slowly and turned to face you at an equal height.
“Well you asked me to discuss next week’s teaching plans, and you’re… yea.”
He huffed at the thought of work before he had an idea.
“I think I have a better thing to discuss now. You wanna join me in here?”
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You were tutoring Kirishima for the next test, but you realized halfway you forgot to bring your notebook.
“I’ll wait, you can go get it!”
That was what he said, but you’re now facing him asleep cuddling his shark plushie. You put the study materials from his bed back on his desk before turning off the lights in his room. While you were debating whether to join him or wake him up, he murmured into his plushie “Y/nnn” while kissing it softly. Your heart raced at this, he must be dreaming about me. With that, you gently opened his blanket to crawl into his warmth. Kirishima’s eyes opened slowly when the bed dipped, surprised to find you so close to him.
“Kiri is Mr. Manly better to cuddle than I am?”
He blushed at the mention of his plushie, placing it behind him as he opened his arms for you.
“You wanna cuddle so I can compare?”
His voice, although stitched with sleep, had the same sweet tone you fell for. You smiled before climbing into his embrace and rest your head on his chest. Kirishima soon returned to dreamland, only with you joining him this time.
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Author’s notes: I originally had Mirio too but I scratched that idea for now
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lubdubsworld · 3 years
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Shyn, I am here to rant! I was having the most beautiful dream about Namjoon. It was a long drawn out dream, the second one that I remember well, and better than the first one as I remember fighting in the first one. So yeah, I was sleeping in pure bliss when my darling sister woke me up with a torch to my face. Aaaarrrrgggghhhhh!
I immediately assumed Torch meant one of those flaming things they use to explore caves in the indiana Jones movies and went, why is your sister trying to incinerate you in bed... :D :D
But yes, i hate when dreams break right at the most perfect moment like why... two more minutes and i would have been satisfied in my delusions.
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suchstarryseas-blog · 7 years
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4/3/2017
I wish I knew how to deal with any of this, but the only people who understand what’s happened are dealing with it, too. I wish I could vent, wish I could just talk and process, but everyone is hurting, all at once, and we’ve suddenly lost so much and nothing at all at the same time. This isn’t something that should have happened, and I know each of us are blaming ourselves. 
Loryk is gone, and nobody in the world who doesn’t hurt right now will ever even know what that fucking means. A world, or an illusion of the world, is just suddenly gone. Vaxus is gone, Loryk is gone, and all the people there that I thought were my friends for all these years are just gone. They keep telling me I have to let go, to stop thinking of them as my friends, and I know they’re right. But it hurts and I know I’m not alone, but it feels like being alone. It feels like I lost yet another fucking family, and I suddenly have to not only lose them, not only never see them again, but hate them, distrust them, spit on the memories we shared and the adventures we lived. It’s so fucking hard. It’s too hard. It’s too much. I’m so tired of losing family. 
The brothers were there for me for so much. In their own ways, all of them, and not always in any normal way, or in a way that made sense, but they were there. Always.
Shyn would always be ready to bitch with me, to rant about the shitty things shitty people had done, listen to me rant and rave about everything, even the stupid shit, and I was there when he needed the same.
Kaisa was always there, ready to fight for me, ready to threaten people and ask me which house he needed to burn down or who he needed to publicly punch in the face for me, and we would go on runs together, and he’d talk about Rina and how much he missed her and how awful he felt about so many things.
Jack would be there when I couldn’t sleep. He’d tell me stories about things that never really made any sense, made of adventures and stories he’d over heard, he’d tell me what everyone had done that day, what everyone was up to, and when he’d get low, we’d make up stories together, things about fish that wanted to walk on land and a sun that turned into a girl.
Vayden was so low, after everything. He got so sad and so passive and just stopped caring, but even then, he’d sit in silence with me on my low days, just listening and waiting and understanding when I wouldn’t say anything at all. We’d sit together for hours and hours, just being not alone together.
Gen was always ready to go somewhere when I didn’t want to go alone, always ready to slink through crowds and guide me towards less populated areas, keeping an eye on me when I’d get overwhelmed, finding quiet spaces for me. He was always so calm, so kept together.
Itto was there for study days, before and after school. Any time I wanted to learn, he was there, ready to teach himself to teach me, to learn so that I could learn, even about things he didn’t really find interesting. We’d spend so much time researching and studying together, here and in Loryk.
Gale was there to lean on, there to give rational advice, to offer whatever help he could, to ask questions nobody else ever asked, and in return I listened to him about his broken memories, the nightmares, the thoughts that kept him up at night.
Haxex wasn’t around much, but even he was there when he needed me to be- the few days in a row I’d occasionally spend out at his farm, helping him work to get my mind off things.
Kaito was quiet, but always up to something, always ready to give me something to do, always ready to let me be some part of his plan, some thing to do, some reason to be around hen I felt like too much of a burden, and the times we shared messing with the others was always such a fun, easy time to exist.
Shyto was always, always there. He was there for the times I couldn’t breathe, for the times it felt like the walls were caving in, when it felt like I couldn’t keep going, couldn’t convince myself it was worth it. He talked me out of staying in Loryk so many times. It just doesn’t make any sense. He’d always hold me until I could go back, let me stay in his home until I felt like I was okay enough to go back to my own again, gave me things to do, taught me about the plants of Loryk and how to use them, how to listen to the world and use it to ground myself.
The brothers aren’t even all I lost. All we all lost. The Lorykians… Rydek, Thomas, Illiana, Hailee, Notch, Jace, Clara, Roska, Ash 2.0, Zagara, Pan, Fen, Rynn… The Vaxiens, too. The council, Courtell, Cyvell, Leaf, Lorelli, Ain, Crow, Vaius, Noda. Even if every one of them were an illusion created by some demon, even if every one of them were demons themselves, the memories, the good times, the things they’ve done for me… They’ve all been there, we all LIVED SOMETHING together the last few years, and I know…
I know all those moments, all the times we cried together, the death we all saw and dealt with, the work we put into making the worlds better for so many people…The meals we shared, and the nightmares, the pain, and dreams, the good days the days we’d all just go to the beach, or the forests, or even into town… I know now that they were probably all lies. Things they wanted me to experience so that they could win, or gain something, things that wanted to use against me, to convince me to stay or give me the body… But…
They were my family, for years. I hate them. I hate all of them so fucking much, and I won’t ever be able to forgive them. I trusted them. I was starting to think I could do that, again. I started making friends again, started talking to people about the things I’ve dealt with, started trying to do something positive with spirits and the things I see. Now There’s this paranoia that says I can’t do that. They were my family, and I don’t call people that lightly. But they were trying to use me. To use all of us. Mel, and Noah, Kayden and Ash, and now certain friends outside of us… They were all in danger because I trusted the wrong people, again. Again. It’s just that, over and over again, and I don’t know how I’m supposed to keep being okay and keep wanting things to get better when every time they fucking do it’s all just fucking bullshit.
 I just want everyone to be happy and I just want everything to be okay, and now on top of everything, Mel and Noah feel like they fucking DIED again. They each had lives, there. Friends. Jobs and dreams, goals they could achieve. Noah could have had a family there. So could Mel. Eventually, if Kayden chose, he could have, too. And now it’s all fucking over and they’ve lost so much and people keep saying it’s not my fault, that there wasn’t anything I could do, but the guilt is killing me and there’s nothing I can do to make it stop. They all basically had a shot at at least living the lives they never got to fucking live, and it’s gone, and it’s not fucking fair. 
Ash doesn’t understand why we’re all so fucked up right now. He’s all scrambled. Even as himself, he isn’t himself. It’s like he got stuffed in a blender with zag and the other ash and himself, and then a bunch of random bits just got scraped out. 
We all lost so much, so fast. We all lost so fucking much, and in five hours, I have to get up, shower, and go to work. In five hours I have to act like nothing happened, like my family wasn’t torn apart and left in shreds, like I can’t still hear Mel crying every couple hours, can’t see how lost Noah still looks, can’t see the worried confusion on Ash’s face.
I have to act like Kayden, the guy who’s basically the single closest person to me in any world, isn’t suddenly so fucking depressed. Like I don’t even see him, see the way he’s suddenly walking more slumped over, hear the strain in his voice or notice how his laughing suddenly isn’t lasting as long or isn’t as loud, and I can be here for them, for all of us, but there’s literally not a god damned thing I can do to help anyone right now. 
We’ve all lost so much. How are we supposed to keep doing this? They thought they had second chances, fuck, I was ready to leave, to let Kayden live whatever kind of life he chose in my body, its all gone, and the things we accomplished there were all just bullshit. 
I haven’t felt like myself in months. It feels like I’ve been away. But I haven’t. Someone was messing with my head. Now I don’t only have to deal with the loss, but reprove myself to everyone fucking around me, overcome the image that people got of me and who I was when I wasn’t really me even though I just lost a whole fucking world, a whole fucking family, while also dealing with the sudden removal of any privacy between the five of us.
I’m just tired and everyone is so fucked up right now that I can’t even think straight but I know I have to keep going because all of this is my fault, no matter what anyone says, and I have to make up for every single fucking shred of loss everyone is feeling right now. I don’t know how to want to be here. I never have. Maybe that’s why it was so fucking easy for them to use me.
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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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Bakugo eyed at you in the softest way possible, smiling to himself as you admired the nightsky. You pulled his hand and he followed you onto the grassfield while still processing that you, the most perfect being to ever exist, is his and his only. His other hand was in his pocket, but not because he was impatient. Fingers fiddled with the small box, and the moment you turned back to him after he let go of your hand, he was there. He did not have a care that his favorite jeans are kneeling on dirt, nor did he mind the distant sounds of crickets. Your hands covered your reddened cheeks as he opened the small box, and his eyes met yours before the words reached your ears.
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i apologize for the hiatus, i will try to get back to writing and finishing the requests <3
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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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descriptions of reader breaking down, comfort
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Freezing shivers ran down your spine despite the heat in the blanket; Violent shakes escaped your body and numbness invaded your senses. While another pressure was about to come up and finally break you down, a pair of soft hands came up to cup your cheeks up to face him. His eyes are watering from the sight of you being so broken, but he wiped your tears first because you’re always first for him. You were still shaking from the breakdown, but something about him make you lean into his gentle touch more. You were still weeping, but he gave you a warm smile and said,
“Shhh, breathe with me, you can do it.”
⁎ SEMI, KITA, Kirishima, Shinsou, Aizawa, OSAMU, Komori, AKAASHI, KUROO, Tokoyami, Mirio ⁎
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m6bjo4fu0 · 11 months
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2 years.
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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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hi im alive im just trying to get over the fact that my new english teacher loves mha
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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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What are your pronouns? Just wondering, and I hope your having a great day! :)
Hi anon! Sorry it took a while to respond (I did not see this lol), I go by she/her pronouns. I wish you a good day💛
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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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Me staring at my 32 drafts💀💀💀💀
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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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Today is actually my one year anniversary on this account! Thanks to everyone who supported me on the way and I will definitely try to get writing back into my routine again!
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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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Happy pride month💛🏳️‍🌈
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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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r u ok? u haven’t posted in a while lol
Yes im waiting for school to be over on friday lol thanks for asking tho
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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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Freeze! ✧ ─=≡Σ((( つ•̀ω•́)つ You’re under arrest for being so lovely. Copy this message to 10 other blogs that you think are beautiful and deserve it. Keep the game going and make others feel beautiful!! 💜
AWWW THANKS! Time to arrest other blogs now💛
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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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I swear im alive im just stuck on the boring parts of the wip’s lol
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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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Asleep?
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Bnha boys when you’re asleep
Contains: bakugo, todoroki, aizawa, shinsou, dabi x gn!reader
Warnings: slight ooc bc of the fluff, dabi calling you ‘doll’
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“Oi dumbass, go back to your own room if you want to nap.”
Bakugo knows that’s a lie, he loves it when you rest in his dorm because t makes him feel trusted (definitely not because his bed also smells like you after and the sweet smell lures him to sleep in no time)
“Did you not hear m-“
He stopped in his tracks, realizing that unlike usual, you’re asleep. You looked so peaceful, so gorgeous even if a small pool of drool is drenching his pillow.
“At least you learned how to tuck yourself in correctly.”
Bakugo spoke to himself as he opened the sheets to join you, only to find out that you’re also wearing his shirt. Not just any shirt, but his favorite shirt. He may have taken a picture or two, thinking that the shirt fits you better anyways.
However, you started gaining consciousness at the lost of warmth and Bakugo froze.
“Katsuki? I’m cold.”
You pouted with your eyes barely open, your slurred, sleepy words making his heart pound. He tsked before joining you, holding you close to his chest. Your hold on him loosened, signifying that you fell asleep again. Bakugo cradled your head in his palm, planting a kiss on your head before sleep took over.
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A small sigh reached his lips when he was met with the sight in front of him. Todoroki paddled towards your figure, trying his best to not think about how adorable you look. A smile formed.
“The common room’s couch isn’t the most comfortable, how many times do I have to tell you to just come to my room when you’re sleepy?”
He mumbled to no one as he picks you up, making sure to put your head on his shoulder (i love song references i-).
You were stirred awake by the ding of the elevator, surprised to find yourself in your boyfriend’s arms.
“Just come to my room next time. Don’t want you get sick on the couch.”
Todoroki mumbled into your hair with a hand running up and down your spine. You nodded in response, holding his body closer to yours before you fell into dreamland once again.
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Aizawa huffed before putting his keys down, mumbling about the traffic and the day overall. The only thing he wants after a day like this is your cuddles, yet you were nowhere to be found. He walked into your shared bedroom, pleased to see you sleeping while clutching on his pillow. Aizawa pecked the corner of your eye before heading to shower.
You woke up to the soft running of water, making you understand that your boyfriend’s home. The sound stopped before Aizawa walked out in his pajamas.
“You awake?”
“Mhm.”
You answered, face muffled by his pillow. The bed dipped and then you felt arms wrapping around you and a face nuzzling into your neck.
“Bad day?”
“Yea. Coffee machine was broken. Class was loud. Traffic sucked.”
“M’ sorry Shota, cuddle?”
He nodded before letting you go to adjust to a more comforting position. You held his head to your chest, feeling sleep takeover when he mumbled, “love you.”
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Shinsou is many things, an insomniac being one of them. He knows that, which is why he takes full advantage of it. He loves it when the first thing he sees when he goes through the front door at 3am is you, in his shirt, sleeping on the couch waiting for him. Shinsou feels bad about it, he truly does, but he still smiles every time he sees a drool running down your cheek.
“You finally home.”
You murmured without opening your eyes, he’s the only one that’ll wipe your drool so gently.
“Yea. Wanna go back to the bed?”
“Nuh. Join me Toshi.”
He chuckled, finally relaxing after the long day.
“Then don’t complain about your back in the morning.”
Shinsou slid into the space between you and the couch before holding you to him tightly. You turned around to face him, snuggling deep into his chest. You inhaled the lavender smell as your eyes slowly lid together.
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Dabi swore he’d never do all the sappy stuff that he’d seen in movies you watched with him, yet here he is, holding you so close to his chest as the movie played in the background. He turned off the TV before standing up, or at least he tried to. Your hands were tightly gripping his shirt, lips forming a pout.
“Don’t go.”
He smiled as much as he can with his scars.
“Doll I gotta clean up.”
“Do it tomorrow, wanna cuddle.”
Dabi tried to make you let go, he really tried, but something kept telling him to not to. Maybe it’s the way your words slur together, maybe it’s the way your fingers roughly yet so gently grips his shirt. Maybe just this once, he thought before laying the two of you back down.
You felt a peck on your forehead and your lips formed a smile. Dabi saw it, too. And he swore to protect it forever.
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Author’s notes: TODAYS SONG REFERENCE IS “Put your head on my shoulder” BY PAUL ANKA
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m6bjo4fu0 · 2 years
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Being awake when you shouldn’t be
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I’M SO SORRY ANON I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE ASK SO HERE’S THE SCREENSHOT
Todoroki, bakugo x reader
Warnings: mentions of overworking
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You yawned before looking back at the clock. 1:57am. Maybe it’s the weariness from yesterday’s training, but you failed to hear the soft footsteps paddling towards you.
“Y/n? Didn’t recovery girl tell you to rest?”
Todoroki asked while pouring a cup of water for himself.
“Well about that… I um, couldn’t sleep so I came down to get tea.”
Avoiding eye contact, you suddenly started to observe the kitchen counter. He seemed to notice your actions, though he couldn’t understand why he felt a crack in his heart at the fact that you’re not comfortable with him. Todoroki sighed before asking,
“Do you want to go to the couch? You really should rest. I saw how much you used your quirk today and you’re definitely overworking yourself over the history project too.”
You met gaze with him for the first time, surprised to find his expression full of concern. Todoroki had always been quiet, conversations with him are mostly one-sided as if he doesn’t care at all. But now? You looked at his face again, and you’re certain that he does care.
“Is something wrong?”
He asked with his head tilted.
“No! I’m just, um, hey how about we go to the couch?”
“That’s what I was saying. I’ll bring your tea for you.”
Todoroki was somehow by your side already, hands reaching for your cup. You thanked him silently with a nod before walking to the couch.
“Has this couch always been this comfy?”
“Maybe, but I bet you’re tired, so please rest. Tea?”
You nodded to thank him, slowly sipping on the hot tea that seemed to soothe all the soreness and weariness in your body. He sat on the other side of the couch to not intrude your personal space, but looked back to you when he heard a soft snore.
“Cute.”
Todoroki mumbled to himself before covering you with a blanket, nearly giving you a goodnight kiss when you snuggled into the blanket and mumbled, “Love you, Todoroki.”
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Bakugo is not one to wake up in the middle of the night. But when he does once in a while, he knows something’s up. He just knows.
What he doesn’t know is that you’re also up, singing a soft tune in the common room.
“Hero too, I am a hero too. My heart is set and I won’t back down- BAKUGO??!?!”
“Quiet down and why are you up at,” he paused to check the time, “2:34 am???”
You avoided eye contact because holy cow your crush just overheard you singing.
“I was helping Jirou with the lyrics for the concert.”
Bakugo hummed as he walked to the couch before plopping down.
“Wait, why are you up Mr. Sleeping-at-8:32?”
“First of all I sleep early because I’m responsible, second I’m up because I want to be up. Finish your tea and go sleep.”
Although he sounded rude and annoyed, you could hear a fragment of care and concern in his words. You joined him on the couch, pulling out your phones to watch some tiktoks as you drank your tea.
Bakugo doesn’t know how much time has passed, but he hasn’t heard from you in a while.
“It’s been so long how are you not done with your tea-“
He silenced himself at the sight. You were asleep with your head inclined towards him in an uncomfortable position. Without hesitation, he put your head on his shoulder instead.
Bakugo doesn’t know how to express his feelings towards you, but he just knows that you return those feelings, too.
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Author’s notes: todays song reference is Hero Too by Jirou Kyoka (Chrissy Constanza)
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