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#shut the fuck up niko
apollobarnes · 1 year
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i gave birth to my beautiful daughter on december 20 at 6:49 pm. i lost a lot of blood when giving birth to her which caused me to stay in the hospital for longer than usual.
im so happy to have her in my life and i want to be the best parent i can to her. both of my boyfriends have been by my side throughout my pregnancy and have been great dads.
we are both out of the hospital now, she was discharged before me due to my blood loss. at the time, my boyfriends took care of her, coming over to visit while they could. if they couldnt, we would always facetime so i could see her beautiful face.
i honestly dont know if ill come back to tumblr and start posting again. for now, i want to focus on my family, especially my daughter.
i also need to figure out my classes and if i want to continue university.
i hope you all can understand.
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nikoisme · 4 months
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i feel so bad. but i'm not gonna stop
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lonelyvomit · 10 days
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nikovilhelm: somebody save me
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niko-jpeg · 5 months
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I'm Tired Man.
(Long winded vent below)
I'm tired of bad news. Every day I wake up and I see more and more bad news. Especially when it comes to trans issues and mental health. When I say the world is out for me and people like me I mean it. My state made it illegal for teachers to call students anything but their birthname at the beginning of the year. There are threats to remove trans stories and mental health stuff from the internet and people who want me gone want that more than anything. These conservatives think I'm a confused child and trans men are misguided and trans women are predators. And I Can't do anything to fix it or protect myself because of where I am and my family. And if I lose the ability to discuss this stuff online without my parents knowing? I just cant.
I'm tired of doing what I can as a person in my own borderline unsafe place and being told I'm not doing enough. I'm so sick of seeing posts than are essentially saing 'you're a bad person and 'happy' insert holiday here for everyone but me please donate and reblog or you're a bad person'. I do not have money. I feel selfish because I can't do anything and I am literally just trying to survive. I've nearly blockd a couple of tags over this. I understand we're all in need but when I say I am genuinely going insane. Every day I puprosefully try a little harder to get hit by a car on my way to school. I've tried to kill myself twice this week and just can't take it anymore.
I can't keep doing this. I'm sorry I can't help and all I can offer is the occasional reblog but I'm literally trying to keep myself fucking alive. I'm at my breaking point and its literally killing me. I've been sick for two weeks. I'm in constant pain. I have no energy to draw or write or do anything at all. And being told i'm a bad person for not being able to handle other peoples situations on top of mine? Its making it worse. I'm sorry, I really am, but I can't take it.
Theres a reason my posts have been less and less frequent. My feed is nothing but bad news and people also crying out for help and I just can't anymore.
I'm trying, okay? But I can't do much and I swear to god if someone says 'well you can do this' dude. You're missing the point. I AM TRYING TO STAY ALIVE. I have to fight to keep myself alive right now and Im so tired.
I want it to end. Please, just let it fucking end. I don't want to be Nikolai anymore. I just want to go home. Im tired of being mistreated and verbally thrown around and overworked. I'm tired of expectations I can't fill and I'm tired of being accused of being a bad person. God, just let me die.
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dougielombax · 1 year
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The Last Temptation of Christ is NOT a blasphemous work!
It is NOT!
I will hear NO MORE of it!
Anyone who says otherwise can choke on a bullet!
It’s a fiction exploring a purely hypothetical scenario!
It’s a fictional work showing Christ as a flawed human being while looking into the possibility that he may have doubted himself at the most, and that he might have, for a moment, considered abandoning his mission to God, for a moment, and gone down a different path entirely.
That is not blasphemy. It’s speculation at the least and a character study as well. It is harmless.
There is nothing wicked or blasphemous about it!
No matter how many small-minded, beady-eyed, balding, pathologically bitter, perpetually miserable, cloistered, rotbrained, firebrand, virginal, godbothering, robe-wearing fascists would say otherwise.
In the DEPTHS of their ignorance!
They know nothing of fiction, arts and literature at the most and even THAT is being generous.
Fuck them to death and back! Their delusional prattlings and babblings mean nothing!
The author of the book (Nikos Kazantzakis) was accused of blasphemy by the Greek Orthodox Church.
Many Catholic clergy also had similar views of the book and its subsequent film adaptation by Martin Scorsese (I’ve nothing against him but his films aren’t really my thing, the Last Temptation and Kundun are both exceptions to this rule).
Because they DARE not move beyond their dogmatic view of Christ or broaden their artistic horizons, not daring to look at their saviour from a different perspective.
Are they afraid that we might see something in it that they DON’T?!
Stupid creatures! To hell with the lot of them!
Fucking bumbrains!
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greenpaths · 6 months
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I truly am the world's crankiest person when my sleep gets interrupted and it loses all restfulness
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coryosbaby · 4 months
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18+, MDNI
The Water Scene in Catching Fire Defines how Peeta, Finnick, and Katniss Eat pussy.
I’m sorry, but I believe this wholeheartedly .
Peeta Mellark is gentle, smooth, and soft. His tongue leaves trails in brushy strokes against your clit, lips wrapped around the swollen bud and suckling. He uses his fingers to slowly curl into your sweet spot— the tips of them massage your inner walls perfectly, and he lets out tiny whimpers as he devours your cunt. He may talk, mumbling out tiny praises against your lips, blushing like a schoolgirl with a crush.
“Love your pussy, love it so much..”
“squeezing my fingers so good, can’t wait for you to squeeze my cock, baby.”
“Cum, please please cum all over me… I’ll be a good boy!”
He eats you out anytime you ask him to, and sometimes a lot of the time when he feels like using his tongue. When he cums, he’ll do it grinding himself against your leg like a desperate, whimpering puppy. <3
Finnick O’Dair is wild, untamed, and sloppy. His mouth devours you as he fucks your hole with his tongue, his fingers bruising against your thighs as he laps at your cunt. Groans spill from his lips, and honestly he’s too busy tasting you to speak. But sometimes, if you’re being extra bratty, he loves to slap your thighs and pull away with his chin dripping with slick to scold you.
“Didn’t I tell you to stop squirming? Keep your fucking legs open.”
“If you yank my hair like that again, you aren’t getting my mouth for a month.”
“what’d I tell you, huh? Don’t make me have to duct tape that pretty mouth shut.”
Oh my god, he literally is always between your legs. He mostly always initiates it because he just loves your pussy so much, and you get shy when asking him. Sometimes he’ll pull out his cock and jerk it sloppily between your legs and ride out his high by marking his cum all over your lips. <3
Katniss Everdeen is skilled, precise, calculated. Her mouth latches onto your pussy without a second thought, the tip of her tongue rubbing circles into your clit. She presses her fingers deep, draws out orgasm after orgasm. She doesn’t care if you say it’s too much. Her mouth will move hot between your legs and she’ll make you cum over and over again until she wants to stop. She respects your boundaries, of course, but in this case you almost always ask her to push you over your limits. She’ll tell you where to put your hands, or where to guide her when she’s eating you so she can get it just right.
“No, I said to put them over your head. Don’t make me tell you again, okay?”
“How many times have you came? Three? Four? Oh, that’s cute. But you’re going to have to give me one more.”
“Grab my hair, not too hard— just like that. There’s my good girl.”
She does it when you suggest, or when she’s stressed and needs a snack distraction. When she cums, she does it by letting you return the favor. Your mouth kisses up her thighs, and you practically drool as you settle yourself between her legs <3
@mysticpenguincreation @nightmare-niko @iheartinkonpaper
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icarusplease · 1 year
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I feel like I’m back in high school trying to overstimulate the fuck out of myself so I can crash and not sh. The only difference is not I can completely numb myself with weed :)
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cactuscoolerr · 10 months
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hey, i have a request if your taking them. How about scenarios about isagi, bachira, rin and nagi getting caught in the act? Or basically just getting cock blocked lol
⋆。˚. getting caught in the act - nagi seishiro, bachira meguru, itoshi rin, isagi yoichi
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• notes: sorry if this sucks i don’t think i’m very good at doing various characters yet but ty for requesting !! ^-^ | not proofread !!
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. ˚ 。⋆ bachira meguru
bachira knew that isagi was coming over. he always knew that isagi had a big fat crush on you. that isagi has been pining for you for seven years now, seemingly not having been close to moving on yet.
at the thought of isagi walking in on the two of you, bachira giggled softly, leaning in and sucking one of your tits in his mouth to hear more of the pretty noises you were making. you gasped softly and clenched around his cock, earning a hiss from bachira as he grasped onto your ass, pushing you down harder on his cock.
he didn’t stop when he noticed isagi walk into the room. bachira hadn’t even heard the front door and it was obvious that you hadn’t either as you continued fucking yourself dumb on bachira’s cock while you moaned like a slut.
“isagi!” bachira giggled softly, making you stop your movements and look back at isagi with a shocked expression. he looked just as shocked as he did, his hands twitching at his sides as his cheeks visibly turned red, trying his best to look anywhere but at you. “i’m sorry!” isagi said quickly, coving his eyes with one of his hands.
“i didn’t realize you two were.. busy..?
bachira thrusted up into you, making you whimper and hold onto him tighter. “need your help, isagi” bachira pouted playfully, but isagi still refused to look over. “you wanna make her feel good, too, don’t you..?”
isagi let his hand fall to his side, gulping before stealing quick glances towards you and your boyfriend. “ah- uh.. i don’t know, bachira..” he said shyly.
“come on!” bachira grinned and laid you down against the bed so he was in between your legs, your tits on full display for bachira and isagi to see. “it’ll be fun”
you didn’t notice the desire burning in bachira’s or isagi’s eyes, which coaxed isagi into walking towards the two of you, unbuckling his belt and quickly trying his best to take off his pants.
“if you say so..”
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. ˚ 。⋆ nagi seishiro
breathy moans sounded from nagi as you bounced on his cock, holding onto his shoulders for support. your moans were louder than his and he loved how they sounded directly in his ear.
nagi’s game was long forgotten after you had crawled into his lap, laying against his chest while he played his game with hiori, rin, and niko. it wasn’t a problem until you started to grow restless, whining softly against his neck as your hips moved back and forth against his. “y/n,” he muttered, still focused on the game.
faintly, you could hear rin’s voice telling nagi to ‘shut the fuck up and play’ along with hiori’s gentle scolding towards rin for being mean.
“just wanna feel you..” you pawed at his sweatpants with a pout pointed towards him. nagi glanced at you and sighed. “please? i’ll just cockwarm you”
“fine”
little did nagi know, he’d grow desperate to feel you moving up and down on his cock until he just started thrusting up into you.
with a quiet gasp, you took nagi’s headset off of him, tossing it carelessly on the desk as you wrapped your arms around his shoulders and began bouncing yourself, setting the fast pace that would lead nagi to cumming.
the more desperate you got for the feeling of your oncoming orgasm, the rougher you got with your bounces and nagi got with his thrusts. while being so focused on each other, neither of you noticed the way nagi’s headset got unplugged, suddenly hearing the flood of voices coming from nagi’s monitor.
“seriously guys..?” came hiori’s voice.
“get off the fucking game!” rin groaned loudly, hearing the clatter of something in the background.
“we’re almost done with the mission” niko came through and on the screen, you could see the screen turn into one that declared the teams victory.
nagi weakly thrusted up into you, making you moan and hide your face in his chest. the others were silent after hearing you, making your cheeks heat up even more in embarrassment.
“uhm.. nagi..?” came hiori’s voice once more, making nagi slouch back in his chair with a tired sigh. “what is it”
hiori was quiet for a second and you wondered if he was gonna say anything at all. “well until you’re done, the rest of us are gonna kick you from the game”
“so text us when you wanna get added back” hiori quickly added before the screen went to a loading screen. you breathed out shakily, tearing your eyes from the screen to look for a reaction from nagi, which you didn’t get. instead, he grabbed your hips and thrusted up into you.
you moaned shakily in surprise and threw your arms back around his neck from feeling so much pleasure all at once. “gotta be quick, pretty..” he muttered before whining softly in your ear. “ah- i really wanna get back for that boss level”
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. ˚ 。⋆ itoshi rin
you had lured him into the bathroom during the party that bachira and otoya had thrown in their new house. rin knew that you’d pull something like this, so he had his guard up all night until karasu had coaxed him into having a drink, allowing for a drunken you to find an opening.
“come to the bathroom with me, rin rin..” you pouted softly with your arms wrapped around his bicep. he grunted in response and glanced down at you, trying his best not to look at the way you intentionally pressed your tits together. “why do you need me to come with you. you’re a big girl aren’t you?”
you huffed loudly and rin couldn’t help but smirk at your more prominent pout. “yeah, but i’m scared,” you whined quietly and rin looked down at you with a confused look.
“scared of what?”
“i’m scared of getting lost,” rins eyes widened at the build up of tears in your eyes. “what if i lose you and i never see you again..?”
instead of arguing about how impossible that was, rin followed you with a deep sigh, allowing for you to guide him while his hand was wrapped securely around your wrist.
“i’ll wait out here, ok?” he muttered with his arms crossed but you pouted once more, knowing that it’d get him to do anything you asked. “fine” rin sighed and slipped passed you and into the bathroom.
as soon as he heard the door close, you were pouncing on him and he kept a tight grip on your back so that you wouldn’t fall over with how excited you were.
rin moaned softly as your tongue slipped into his mouth, slowly melting into your aggressiveness and pushing you against the wall so he could take the lead. “fucking minx, aren’t you” rin glared at you, sending a chill down your spine, before leaning down to nip at your neck and leave marks all over the skin on your neck.
“ah- rin..” you moaned softly as he grabbed your ass, making you jump up so your legs wrapped around his waist. “want you inside of me..” you whined quietly into his ear, lightly nipping at his jawline so he knew that you wanted it now.
getting the hint, rin pushed up your skirt, ready to push your panties to the side when someone came in.
at the sight of shidou and a girl in his arms, kissing at his neck and pawing at his chest, rin groaned loudly in annoyance. “hey, rin rin! what you got going on in here?” he grinned, pressing a sloppy kiss against the girls cheek. when he glanced at you, something lit up in his eyes, his grin growing bigger as he began forming up an idea.
“how about we all have a little bit of fun,” he offered with a laugh. “think it’ll be fun having two pretty little things on my cock” he smiled towards you, making you blush and hide your face in rin’s neck out of embarrassment. “what do you say, rin rin?”
at the feeling of your face in his neck and your shaky breaths against his skin paired with the way you slightly pressed your clothed cunt into his abs, he glared at shidou “i say go fuck yourself, roach” rin spat viscously and gently set you on the ground, whispering sweet words of reassurance as he gently pulled your skirt down and began leading you to a different room, having every intention of fulfilling your desires.
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. ˚ 。⋆ isagi yoichi
isagi held his hand over your mouth as he thrusted his cock inside of you leaking cunt. he couldn’t have you being too loud in case there were people passing by the abandoned hallway the two of you were fucking in.
the two of you were close to cumming, having been going at it for a decent amount of time. isagi was just trying to release some tension before practice, but he was beginning to think that he’d need a seconds, which would most likely make him late. he didn’t care though. not when he had his beautiful lady wrapped nicely around his cock, whimpering at every touch of his skin on yours.
“gonna cum for me, baby..?” he whispered softly in your ear, silencing your moans with a kiss when he hit a particular sensitive spot. you nodded eagerly and isagi chuckled to himself, pressing a gently kiss to your cheek. “that’s my good girl”
you whined softly and threw your head back against the wall, clawing desperately at isagi’s biceps as the pleasure began overtaking you.
with a desperate moan, you came around isagi’s cock, your juices leaking all the way down his length and coating over his balls before spilling onto the floor. your legs shook from the intensity of your orgasm, holding onto isagi tightly so you wouldn’t fall from how weak you suddenly became.
isagi still thrusted into you, chasing his orgasm after yours, the way you leaked all over him turning him on even more.
he whimpered against your neck, peppering small kisses against your skin as he got closer and closer. with a small whine, isagi felt the first spurt leave his cock before the ecstasy was ruined by an annoying voice.
“yoichi.. what is this?” kaiser walked down the hallways with his usual annoying smirk. “i was gonna walk right passed until i saw this pretty little thing” he cooed, laughing at the way you hid your face against isagi’s chest.
isagi couldn’t stop the way he came inside of your cunt, trying his best not to make noises as kaiser stood in his and your presence. “get the fuck away” he choked out, gasping out softly after your clenched around him and grasped onto his bicep even tighter.
with a loud laugh, kaiser turned around and lifted his arm to wave his goodbye. “don’t be late for practice, yoichi~” he called out before turning passed the corner.
when he was gone, you whined softly and tried to fuck yourself down onto your boyfriends cock, finding the whole interaction insanely hot. isagi whimpered from the sensitivity of his cock, not yet ready for your movements, halting you with his strong hands wrapping around your waist.
“fuck” isagi breathed against your neck, cursing kaiser for his ruined orgasm.
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apollobarnes · 2 years
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just a little update on my life so that yall know im not dead, i found out i was pregnant in may and i am now almost 5 months along.
there were some things going on in my life at that time so when my partners and i found out so it was really hard.
im still doing my classes which have been mainly online but i dont start classes again until august 25th
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ramu-ego · 1 year
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(nsfw) PERV SUBS :: x femdom!Reader
thank you anon for the request - honestly at this point fuck it if I'm in a mean dom mood I'll 100% write for Kaiser bc that man needs to be broken ♡ - askbox open cw: fem!Reader, dom!Reader, aged up, perverted/dubious content, sexual themes, pervs getting what's coming to them word count: sloppy headcanons character(s): Itoshi Rin, Isagi Yoichi, Michael Kaiser, Ikki Niko, Bachira Meguru, Sae Itoshi
DNI :: minors, blank blogs + m!Reader blogs
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DENIAL!PERV :: He's too good to be a perv!
watch his face go thru a rollercoaster of emotions if you offhandedly call him a perv - landing on a temper tantrum of course
will fight with you tooth and nail to have you revoke those words
but that arguing? Being that close to you? Close enough he can smell you in fact?
self incriminating and yet he's even redder in the face now thanks to you
very little can be his fault so it must be yours for how badly he wants you to do unspeakable things to him
cracking stoic façade around you is the reason he demands so much alone time
absolutely abhorrent about his thoughts about you in his alone time
he should be focusing on becoming the best soccer player and yet here he is doubled over in the shower fucking his own closed fist with thoughts of you edging him until he's sobbing regularly
refuses tp cry so he gets even more worked up at the mere thought of you doing that to him
hides his internet search history like a man with a dead body and a life time of secrets to bury
is stupid enough to leave his phone laying around though
Rin fuels his own demise when you find every degrading category of smut a human could think of
bondage, mommy/sister scenarios, milking videos, dominatrix videos, face sitting, suffocating, the list literally goes on and on
he's basically begging for you to initiate it at this point so you might as well turn his porn history into a check list for the poor idiot ♡
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INNOCENT!PERV :: This can't be anything bad it feels too good!
pervs are just creeps who like someone....Isagi likes you so it can't be counted as a perv!
deepest longing crush on you masks the deranged things he might end up doing bc after all its just a crush?
empathy and common sense is lacking and sometimes it shows...
stolen panties, too long of hugs, inappropriate comments and the one that takes the cake...finding him jerking off when he didn't think he'd be caught!
Isagi tries to make it better (?) by telling you that you're the only thing he can think of to get off
that should be a compliment bc he's so in love with you and not a perv!
if that's the truth then Isagi is no better than an pet yet to be housebroken, it'd be rude of you to leave him with no manners
can't be too hard on him bc he is a love struck mutt after all
a mutt that must be taught when and where it's appropriate to do such things and Isagi is so willing to learn he doesn't realize he's turned into your living breathing play thing
test out anything you want on him like the internet is just your dirty little check list bc Isagi will never say no ♡
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PUBLIC!PERV :: Publicly call him on his shit makes him throb!
brat brat brat - running his mouth constantly just to get you to yell at him, jerk him up by his jersey or any number of things to be reprimanded by you
and it's very obvious he's got a thing for you being mean to him
everyone else just tries to ignore it
his comments are annoying, rude and vulgar at best until you have to real choice but to put him in his place
Kaiser can show up or shut up when you tell him you can make arrangements for certain comments he has
collar around the neck, foot on his chest and spit on his cheek are about the only way to knock him down a notch
be as rough as you want with him bc this is what he's fantasized about all those times he off handedly tells you that he'll shut it as soon as you muzzle it
lowlife extras would need to stoup so low to steal things or hide away in their internet search history
he's here to be the main character at the mercy of your puppeteering hands (if it wasn't obvious with how many times he commented on wanting your hands on him)
zero shame the more it escalates
make the German star into your cock caged fuck toy for the rest of the year bc if you don't he'll be as annoying as ever in front of everyone ♡
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CALCULATED!PERV :: Tries to hide it from you!
does everything in his power to paint himself as an innocent bystander when your things go missing
really he had no idea another pair of your panties were missing!
he's adding them to his growing collection he keeps tucked away from the light of day
things that smell like you, it's all he wants
Niko isn't as slick as he thinks he is when he falls for a decoy pair of panties
caught red handed he goes from denying it to kissing the ground you walk on for forgiveness in less than a blink of an eye
swears he'll do anything to make it up
he can make it up to you by showing what a little freak like him does with all your stolen things; and as a reward you'll give him a the dirtiest pair yet
pros out weight the cons as far as he's concerned Niko will do anything and the fact that you know now turns him on even more
call him a liar when he shows you his collection and he says he just "holds onto them" bc you know that's not the truth
see how he wraps the fabric of your panties around his cock and doesn't just squirt into them but in fact choke the life out of his poor neglected cock with your panties feverishly tight around his length
some of your older pairs are so stiff with cum you wouldn't even want them back if he washed them in bleach
so pathetic jerking himself off in front of you and in front of his stolen panty collection
keeps babbling on about how he won't do it again and pls don't be mad at him
tease him about blowing his load so fast in one of your boring pair of panties
but top it off by taking off the panties your wearing and give them to him complete with your juices evident on them after you watched him jerk himself off
promise him this little game is fun and you wanna keep playing until you devour him for good ♡
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BLATANT!PERV :: Anything to do with you and then some!
not as rude as others, Bachi just literally can't stand not being around you!
touching, talking, looking, his world is a little consumed by you and that's alright as far as he's concerned bc you're the only one for him
from the way he follows you around like a lost puppy or grabs at your things until you jerk him up tight and yell at him
doesn't need you to yell at him to get him hard but doesn't hurt sometimes
Bachi is looking for any kind of attention as long as it's from you
"jokes" publicly about how he'd just die if you pull his hair or maybe choked him a little
asks for your panties right out in the open with big puppy dog eyes and no shame
at first you think he's joking, some bullshit locker room fun, until you want to see who'll break first you or him
none of your things have ever gone missing but one pair of panties or a bra is worth it to see if you can incriminate the annoying little shit
and just like his comments, Bachi has no qualms taking your belongings the first chance he gets but does it with no intent to be sneaky
he wants to get caught and you want to put the monster on a leash
nothing is off limits and nothing is hidden he wants to break under your hands
now you just have the solid proof that he wasn't joking and Bachi really wants you to choke him and fuck him raw ♡
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CLOSESTED!PERV :: He's secret is also his fetish!
calm, collected and clinical about his personal time Sae doesn't even admit to himself that the things he does to his own body are a reflection of what he wants from you
it's not a fetish he's just blowing off well deserved steam
from the way he's jerked himself off discretely in phone calls with you to the way he glues himself to any form of porn that the leading woman looks like you
much like his brother he hides everything on his personal device but is a little better at it than Rin
you might have never caught on in fact if Sae hadn't outted himself in a friendly moment of brushing his hair back behind his ear
he denies it but he's so deep in the closet he doesn't immediately realize when you start testing him
from playfully pulling his hair, to more gutsy things like straddling his lap with the excuse "something" was in his hair - doesn't take long to realize he's got a thing for roughness and you
corner him with the facts and he'll just try to deny it
but keep pressing his buttons and edging him closer and closer to the fantasies he hides away on his phone and you might just end up with the prodigy middlefielder bare bottomed on his knees like those videos he loves to jerk off too so much ♡
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b4tasquad · 10 months
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Can I ask for a filly imagine?? Something like the guys finding out that he's seeing soneone?
MESMERISED: YUNG FILLY
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Authors note: no you’re not mistaken… b4tasquad actually posted for someone that isn’t Niko😭 love love filly, so here’s this🫶
Warnings: none!
“What the fuck is up with you, man?” Filly, who had been previously giggling, looks up from his phone. For the past hour or so he had completely ignored all of his friends, instead texting you as the two of you made it a habit to send the funniest videos you could find. “You’re grinning like a mad man.”
Chunkz is not impressed as they’re currently loosing the match which they had been paired against Aj and Sharky for. He had noticed his best friend’s weird behaviour weeks ago. It was when he’d arrive to their meet-ups with his thoughts elsewhere, eyes shining and the weirdest explanations to back up his lateness.
“Don’t tell me it’s that gyal you won’t tell me about” Aj pauses the game, too invested in the topic to continue playing. Sharky himself is turned around to get the tea himself. At Filly’s silence, Chunkz rolls his eyes. “ Why won’t you show me her? You make it seem like she’s facially deformed with the way you’re hiding her.”
“You’re so fucking funny.” Filly counters, not being cool with his brother talking about his girl like that. Sure, Chunkz didn’t know you, curtesy of the agreement between you and Filly to keep it hidden, but he still didn’t appreciate what he was insinuating. To Filly, you were genuinely the most beautiful girl ever.
“You know I’m joking, bruva.” Chunkz laughs, and it’s impossible to stay mad at him.
“And besides, if she got you this hooked, she must be beautiful.” Sharky, the most respectful person says.
“Or mystery girl must be providing him the most pussy- whipping ride ever.” Aj’s quick to move off of the couch, protecting himself as Filly’s whole body comes at him. “I’m joking! I’m joking!”
The Colombian relaxes against the couch again, a smile resting on his face as he gets a new message from you. To this day, 6 months into your relationship, he had managed to keep you somehow hidden, but now he just couldn’t.
“She’s just so perfect you know?” He breaths out. “Every thing she does or says I repeat in my mind and play it in slow motion, because I’m just so…”
“Mesmerised?” Chunkz tries and his friend nods.
“Exactly!” Chunkz, Aj and sharky were literally known for violating at all times, but right now as they saw the absolute love on their friend’s face, they couldn’t help but admire it. “This isn’t just simping. I genuinely believe that she’s the only one for me. I get sick thinking about other girls, let alone even touching them-“
“Okay now.” His best friend stops him with a laugh. “Mandem’s getting a little too carried away.”
“Sounding like he’s putting a ring on it today.”
Filly pushes his friend, as the thought of marrying you gets in his head. “Shut up Aj. I’ve had enough of you.”
A couple hours later, Filly is sat against the couch, bowl of his favourite Colombian dish in hand. You were positioned between his legs, eyes moving from the tv in front of you to your food once in a while. Waking up today, you were feeling extra appreciative of your boyfriend and everything he did for you. He always went above and beyond to make sure the smile on your face never faltered and while it was just casual acts of giving for him. You looked at it entirely different.
As a person who had never experienced this level of kindness in a relationship, there weren’t enough words to describe the gratitude you felt towards him. In an attempt to try and show some of it, you had recreated a dish from his home country you knew he loved. It took you hours, a change of clothing and three different recipes, but in the end you had done it.
Filly noticed the second he walked into your home, the smell being a clear giveaway. Running into the kitchen, very childlike, he took a hold of your jaw to pepper kisses all over your face. You were sure your makeup would be ruined, but you didn’t mind, and it didn’t seem like he cared about having a little product on him either. He thanked you with the most genuine smile you had ever seen on a person, muttering Spanish words as he hugged you. With your little Spanish ability, you could faintly translate them to affectionate names he had called you in the past.
That brings you to now, the two of you cuddled up against each other as you watched a Netflix series you had been begging him to watch with you for months. As a particular scene that always managed to rile you up played, you could hear the faint gasp from your boyfriend as he puts down your food.
“Did that just happen?”
You nod as you copy his actions of putting away the food. There wasn’t anything more you hated than that scene as you could practically feel the betrayal through the screen.
Filly just looks baffled at the screen. “Wait why would she set her friend up? Lying to her like that.”
“Because she’s a bitch?” Turning around, you instead opt to lay with your chest on his. Taking a hold of his jaw, you slowly start to caress it. “Not everyone’s such a loyal friend like you, Felipé.”
He laughs at the use of his actual name, and not the username he had became accustomed to. “The govy? Wow you must really mean it.”
“I do” you hum, connecting your lips with his. With the awkward position you’re laid in, filly instead pulled both your legs on either side of his body, making you sit on him properly. As he trails his kisses from your mouth and to your neck, you giggle. “You basically tell them everything.”
Your words had no intention behind them, but filly stops and pulls away from you as he remembers what he had told them just hours ago. He wasn’t too sure how you would feel if you knew, but there was no doubt that telling you was better than lying about it. So with a a painful sigh, he rubs at his temple.
“Listen.” He drags out, making it sound much worse than it actually is.
Seeing the look of utter terror on your face, filly shakes his head quickly. “No, no. It’s nothing like that.” The Colombian reassures you, knowing you were thinking to deep into it. You cross your arms, still sat on top of him, as you wait for his words. “I might’ve let it slip that you and I-”
“No”
“Yeah.” He confirms, scratching the back of his neck.
“What happened?” You’re quick to ask, just wanting to know who, and why he had told his friends about the two of you when you had agreed to keep it to yourself for a while.
“I was hanging out with the guys and you and I were texting. Long story short Chunkz was like ‘I know you’ve got a gyal, you’re all in love, who is she’ and I just couldn’t hold it in ya’know? I just love you so much and-”
You cut his words of with a firm kiss, sensing how nervous he was becoming. Filly kisses you back with the same intensity, only managing to relax under your comforting touch. Once the two of you pull away, he’s quick to question you.
“Are you mad?”
You just smiled, finding it cute that he was this worried. Figuring it was from a place of care, you shook your head. “How could I be mad at you?”
Filly huffs a breath of air in happiness, a little grin on his face, and it’s probably the best thing you’ve ever witnessed.
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niko-jpeg · 9 months
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So in case you didn’t hear, Florida made it illegal for teachers to call students anything that isn’t on their birth certificate basically.
this is dystopian and beyond insane. Literally no one asked for this. “Save the children”? From what? The suicide rates among trans kids keep going up. You are not helping.
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satoriberry · 1 year
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niko ikki crushing on you!! :>
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❥ summary: headcanons with a pining niko [requested by anon]
❥ pairing: niko ikki x gn!reader
❥ watch out for: nothing!! just cute stuff with some crack + reader is oblivious asf btw not proofread
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- let me preface by saying that i love this guy so much
- ok lets start
- you're a student at his school and you just happen to catch his attention
- maybe it was your charm, maybe it was the kindness that you treated everyone with unconditionally, but whatever it was, it pulled on his heart strings and made him a sucker for you
- you're just so perfect and beautiful and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA <- representation of his thoughts about you
- everytime you walk past him, he just feels the urge to turn around and pull you into his arms but he can't because no.
- that's not how real life works
- even if you're not in the same class as him, he'd still try to find where you're hanging out in the school so he can sit far away and.....observe you.
- he does that a lot. his afro allows him to hide his eyes so you wouldn't tell whether he was staring at your or not
- doesnt have the courage to talk to you directly, but whenever he can, he tries to join conversations with mutual friend groups. he gets to hear your voice more closely :)
- he's an avid anime watcher (canon) and what he watches is influenced by his current life status
- so when he falls for you, you bet your ass he's watching all them cheesy shoujo anime where the male love interest is a suave, cool hottie so he can project onto him
- but at the same time, he feels so cringe because he thinks you'd definitely see him as some kind of weird loser with no social life
- tries to understand you by piecing together stuff his friends and classmates say about you, like favourite colour, food, celebrity, movie etc
- buys merch of your favourite band in hopes that it'll catch your attention and you'll walk up to him to talk :(
- he's bad at dropping signals and thinks that the most subtle gestures will attract you. they don't. you're too fucking dumb.
- his friends tease him for that a lot
- "bro, doodling their favourite character on your notebook will not make them notice you" "shut the fuck up, you don't know shit."
- seriously, he's so romantically inexperienced and doesn't know how to go about it
- during a particularly windy day, his bangs flew up and revealed his eyes when you were sitting on the rooftop (him alone and you with your friends). he ran off from embarrassment but left behind the book he was reading
- later that day, you walked up to him to return his book and while doing that, you slipped a complement about his eyes and how they were cute
- he screamed into his pillow when he got back home.
- but!!!! he can now talk to you!!
- buys your preferred candy by "accident" and gives it to you because "he pressed the wrong button on the vending machine"
- loves the little smile you wear when enjoying it ♡
- started to give you little acknowledgement nods when crossing each other in hallways. his brain melts when you nod back with a grin
- he daydreams about you a lot and even does that dreamy sigh thing with his cheek against his palm
- he....
- he has a manifestation journal and sporadically writes affirmations with your name in them...
- anyways.
- wants to invite you to soccer practice so you can watch him pull off sick tricks but doesnt know howwww >:/
- asks his friends to say good stuff about him so you can think he's cool
- "yeah niko regularly helps at a cat shelter", "he tutors my brother every sunday", "ive seen him adopt strays"
- at some point they started to say some ridiculous things so he had to force them to stop 💀💀
- watches your mannerisms closely and subconsciously copies them
- the way you open your drinks, tap your feet against the floor to make sure your shoes fit right, pop your neck in specific directions
- when he realizes what he's doing, he buries his face in his hands and lets out a high pitched scream with his face turning into a dark shade of pink
- gets really mushy when thinking about you, writes your name in hearts a lot
- turns into a mess when you're cheerfully talking to him about something you like
- once caught you napping in the library and took it upon himself to sit next to you and make sure nothing bad happens
- by the way that's a lie because nothing that bad could've happened and he wanted to gaze at your calm sleeping figure
- literally squealed as he watched you softly adjust your head on your arms
- so. we can conclude by saying that niko is really awkward when it comes to you and he has some pretty unorthodox methods of expressing his feelings, but he never loses hope that, maybe one day, you'll see him in the same light (he's a dumbass that can't see you already do)
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literalite · 1 year
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you love him but you’ll never be the one
context under the cut (slight nsfw warning, minors dni)
this is set several years before the scylla mission, both sunny and jovan are adults, sunny hasn’t met niko at this point
“Wanna go again?” Sunny asks, and Jovan thinks he’s in love.
Thinks being the operative word here. He’s still breathing heavily, blinking the fuzz out of his eyes and the haze out his brain. He’s just came so hard he thought he must have blacked out, and the younger man has sat back up, using the back of his hand to wipe at his mouth. It’s boyishly juvenile in a way that he can’t really articulate, so he ends up staring dumbly at him until Sunny quirks an eyebrow up at him, black eyes slightly scathing. Or not. Jovan might have been sleeping with the other man for a short period of time and been an acquaintance for barely a bit longer, and neither had helped him properly comprehend what exactly was going on in that mind. He was starting to think he might never work it out, and their mission was going to end in a week, so it was looking more and more likely.
“I’m gonna take that as a no, then,” Sunny sighs, and shifts his weight so he’s leaning with his back on the wall. Jovan blinks again and remembers his manners, pulling his briefs and scratchy grey inmate sweats over his hips and then reaches for the bottle of water he’d left there, hands it to Sunny in silence. Watches him empty half the water bottle straight down his throat, not letting the rim touch his lips, before handing it back with a quiet thanks.
Small shit like this. The way Sunny won’t let him touch him more unless Jovan’s eyes are covered or they’re both in complete darkness, scrabbling blind. Open arms and jokes, slapping other inmates on the back but never too hard, making the crew’s mission feel more like an adventure than something they all have no choice but to participate in. The way his smile lingers, ever present, but never reaches his eyes. He’s unfathomable. Beautiful the way the sharp edge of a shattered mirror is. He’s remorseless and sometimes, Jovan thinks he might even be kind. 
And you can’t trust him, murmurs a smarter voice that sounds a lot like his older brother. You realise that, right? This type of guy isn’t going to stick around, and you know it.
The voice is right, as it always is. Even on a more logical basic level, Jovan’s set for release once this mission ends. He’ll be a free man, and with the way Sunny acts, the disobedience and the accumulating murder charges that he makes no attempt to hide or even apologise for, he’ll be in here for a lot longer than the three more years that he’s got right now. So there isn’t any hope, not really. He doesn’t really want to think about how long Sunny will spend in the system, the looming thought of until he keels over and dies bringing down his mood.
“Mind if I smoke?” He asks him, and Sunny cracks open an eye from the end of the bunk where he’s shut them, arms crossed over his chest. Shrugs noncommittally, but says “Go ahead,” with yet another one of the fake little smirks. Fuck this guy, seriously. Jovan pulls himself closer to the edge of the bunk and fishes around in the space underneath, pulling out his lighter and pack. Perilously close to being empty. He can’t go home to his mum and little sibling and brother reeking of the shit he’d promised to stay away from, even though lung transplants are a dime a dozen, so maybe this is for the best that all his bad habits end at once. Clean breaks, and all that. He lights one, takes a deep drag, exhales as the burn of it curls down his throat. Sunny’s still watching him, his loose t-shirt hanging off his slouched frame. This is so fucking awkward.
“Did you…” He trails off, unsure of how to finish his sentence in a way that doesn’t make him sound crude. Sunny basically does that weird shit where he guesses what he’s thinking with unerring accuracy, and answers, “Like, finish? No, but it’s fine. I’m going for a shower after this, if you’ll mind the door for me.” It’s way past their allotted time for a shower, but Jovan’s never seen the other man naked after weeks, so this must be the usual routine for him.
“Yeah, of course. Uh, why don’t you just do it with the rest of the guys? If you don’t mind me asking?” He hates the way his voice curls up at the end of the sentence, like a flinching animal. Sunny makes a face at him.
“I do mind, actually. And don’t peek or I’ll kill you.” He says it casually but Jovan knows that it’s no idle threat. Wouldn’t that be something. Jovan Renaud, a  week away from his first taste of freedom in three years. Murdered by the guy he’s been fucking, the guy he kind of just wishes he could take away from here with him. Something about Sunny makes Jovan want to be a better person than he knows he’s capable of being. 
Something like love. Something he knows Sunny isn’t capable of giving back, not to someone like him in a time like this, anyway. 
“I won’t look. Swear it.” Sunny holds his gaze for a long moment, then nods, seemingly satisfied.
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coryosbaby · 2 months
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18+, MDNI !!
Intimate touches with Donnie Darko <3 starting out as innocent handholding, thighs touching, leaning your head on his shoulder during movies, but soon turning into something else entirely different. His fingers digging into the pudge of your hips as you bounce up and down on him, eyes watery and red, the remnants of a joint sitting inside the ashtray on Donnie’s bedside table. Your thighs pressed snug against him as he’s buried to the hilt. His lips against your neck, laving warm kisses over the already kiss bitten skin. His voice, low in your ear.
“You look so pretty riding me like this,” a hand wrapping around the locks of your hair, slightly tugging. “Are you sure this isn’t your first time?”
Tears streaming, a mewl into the smoke filled air.
“Mhm,” and then, “fuck me harder, Donnie, please.”
His feet bracing, pulling you close to his chest, slamming repeatedly against your sopping cunt as you quiver around his girthy length. Slick dripping down your thighs, along with a load of Donnie’s sticky cum that he had fucked into you long before this. You bury your nose into his neck, drooling as he pounds you relentlessly. The boy notices, letting out a tiny giggle as you lay pliant on top of him.
“Does it feel good?” He teases. He moves his big hands to your ass, spreading your cheeks apart so he can move deeper inside you. You try to roll your eyes out of annoyance, but all it is is a sign of your own arousal.
“S-Shut up, Don.”
A hum. A harder thrust, and a harsh smack to your cheek. You yelp, brows furrowing as your lips turn into a pout.
“What was that?” Donnie says snarkily, thumb reaching down to rub your clit in tight circles. “Couldn’t hear you.”
Your best friend is such a dick.
You whine, gushing around him, orgasm drawing near. You can’t hold it much longer— not when he’s talking to you like this, touching you like this. Your head tilts back and you give into him with a cry of your name.
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