#shhhh dont look at me

[acatpiestuff]

i suppose its only fair that I should remake this today

1st one  |  2nd one

#maccadam #transformers #transformers idw #mtmte #lost light #idw whirl #idw cyclonus #idw tailgate #my art #idw swerve #yes i know its not thursday anymore #yes I made this today #yes its cause i saw people reblogging the other one #shhhh dont look at me #also if you saw me post this a minute ago and then it disappeared no you didnt #(its cause I rendered the wrong thing) #ITS BEEN ALMOST THREE YEARS SINCE THE FIRST ONE #CAN YOU BELIEVE #AND ALSO TWO YEARS SINCE THE SECOND ONE #JEEZ #ANYWAY SHSHH IM ONLY ABOUT AN HOUR LATE #PRETEND ITS THURSDAY #video #loud #weezer #<- sorry about that #ALSO I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT WEEZER #I'VE ONLY SEEN THEIR BLUE #AND THIS RIFF #AND ALSO I THINK RIVERS CUOMO IS IN WEEZER?

[seaside-lovers]

this is such a stupid crush (most likely born of nostalgia for this trashfire movie) but him...

#crush tag: irontail #shhhh dont look at me #this movie was so bad #but it was kind of fun to watch to make fun of

[rainingcatsandjune]

i've been hyperfixating on sam for only a week after my friend introduced me to him but rahdfjksgsjdifgkfjgh kjfgsdfgh im so obsessed

i hope the fanbase on tumblr accepts these sam doodles

(the dentist one is what i made right after listening to sam's imperium audio ASHDAJHDF i have not watched the rest of imperium besides his video oml)

#sam collins #redacted sam #redacted asmr #redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted audio sam #redacted asmr sam #drawing #HELPPP OH MY GOD ITS SO BAD #I THINK I GOT THE DEVOTED PATREON RANK LIKE 2 DAYS AFTER I HEARD SAM'S AUDIO FOR THE FIRST TIME #its so bad you have no idea #im slowly getting more and more into the redactedverse please bear with me if i dont understand or mischaracterise #also does this look like jacob yes it does shhhh they're the same theyre cousins #shhhhhhh #shhhhhhhhhhh sam is just vamp jacob but not obsessed and not a loser #my art

[shokuheshi]

#fe3h #fe engage #alfred fire emblem #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #dumb doodles #dont look at me #posted this without comment on twitter bc i dont want anyone commenting to me about this shhhh i know i KNOW

[skitskatdacat63]

Pictures from the 2023 Brazil Post-Race that made me psychologically and physcially and emotionally unwell:

#of course there are more but ive either reblogged or posted most of them #im just....so unwell over everything today #and all of these are beautiful bcs of nando of course but at the same time many are just really genuinely great compositions #god im so glad the trophy is gold bcs the way sun reflects off it is crazy #HE DESERVES ALL THE GOLD!!!!! #and he looks so gorgeous in the sun #(theres smth vett//onso here to be said about the gold and sunshine HUH WHAT SHHHH SHHHHHHH) #the one where its glowing when hes holding it up in the air is sending me. its like smth from indiana jones or smth #if i wasnt dedicated to seb id probably make all my background on ever device from this #its funny tho bcs the majority of my backgrounds rn are from another brazil gp. interlagos is just the best i guess. #aaaaaaahhhh his podiums are always so good like i dont think anyone on this grid has the same energy as him #none of them ever seem as happy and energetic as he is :/ so when he does get on the podium i always intend to make the most out of it!!!! #kissing him squeezing him loving him #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #we do a little bit of f1 #2023 brazilian gp

[good-beans]

(Okay wait I saw someone else post about hallucination, can I yell about one of the songs?)

I'm just. Insane over the emotion poured into the live version of AKAA. I didn't expect this song to hit me so hard but Shun Horie really packed it with even more sadness and desperation than the original, and it was the death of me. My favorite part of the song has always been the "mama" section, and the fact that he sounds like he's crying through it??? The two held-out screams at the end????

And the visuals make me equally crazy. The fact that he committed to the blue hair and full outfit makes it really feel like Haruka is there on stage. It really got to me realizing this was his dream come true. He's the center of attention. He's under the spotlight. Finally. He has a huge crowd watching him, looking at him, cheering for him, loving him. He looks so small surrounded by all those people. He looks out to them in disbelief, in pleading.

I don't know man. I'm emotional.

#milgram #haruka sakurai #im still not sure if i can post this so just shhhh #well come and yell with me about it but also shhhhh #i added those pics to a reblog in my queue but you get them again now #i literally teared up during the 'mama' section the first time so i need to share that with all of you #i was finally almost recovered after kingsleigh reopened my akaa wound with her 'Look at me!' #and then he has to go and do this!!!! #triage also crushed my heart but i dont have just the video clip for that so i wont post it rn #but shugo nakamura put his whole pussy into that performance and it came to my house and murdered me #rose posts

[whump-queen]

I brought you a present ~

@demondamage

general whump tag: @whumpshaped  @whumpsday  @emmettnet  @a-whump-sideblog  @whump-it-like-its-hot  @wolfeyedwitch  @whumper-soot @unorganisedalienrubbish @hidden-dreamland @whumpedydump @lonesome--hunter @ashh-ed @whump-in-the-closet @oriantthegiant @banditosong @anonymustyou @feralwhump @jieunie-23 @whumpasaurus101 @morning-star-whump @whmp @captain-bo-bob-bobby @the-beasts-have-arrived @spooky-scary-vampires @burningkittypoet @veyroswin @painsandconfusion @skittles-the-whumpee

Art tag: @burntcoffeewhump

#pretty boy :> #sketches #back to neglecting everything to draw other peoples ocs again but hey if he didn’t want me to draw him he shouldn’t be been so pretty #others OCs #aziphem #whump art #akias art #my art #look I did this very quickly #ignore any and all anatomy weirdness shhhhs shshshhh you dont see anything wrong with the proprotsions

[dizzybevvie]

WOE SELF INSERT REDESIGN BE UPON YE!!!!!

#tbh i. dont suuuuper love the colours on this one but the pose n stuff i do like so. take him #also low wuality is cus i excavated this out with snipping tool instead of just Saving It #i didnt wanna look at it. anymore LMAO #technically shes being repurposed for a D&D npc but shhhh. shes me frfe #NOT MY GAME BTW. SO ASKING ABT IT IS NOT SUPER HELPFUL FOR U NSNSBSJSB #httyd #Calliope (she/he) :> #beverly says stuff #bev draws #bev's self inserts #mars tag #sorry 😔 #riders of berk #defenders of berk #httyd oc #rtte #how to train your dragon

[rainymoodlet]

Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸

Ep. Eleven Outtakes!

I am severely upset with myself for not being able to work these two into the main post because they, imo, are even more cinematic and gorgeous!! But Suraj’s face in that last shot was just… heavenly.

@gothoffspring look @ our boys havin’ a lil shoujo moment like 🥹

[ 🌹 ]

#ts4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 gameplay #ts4 challenge #ts4 bachelor challenge #;kmik #sim: daniel #suraj kennedy by gothoffspring #|| #KISS KISS FALL IN LO— (gunshot) #seriously ugh sakura petals make everything better dont tell me they dont bloom in autumn just shhh #shhhh #ugh these two have such gorgeous shots this is just… mwah #look at DANIEL JOSEPH TAYLOR II HERE MAN DAMN #i am so weak for him in that brown leather ugh #he and suraj are so interesting like - when i say they make each other nervous i mean like #they both feel incredibly hyperaware of themselves around the other #suraj talks a lot but it sometimes feels like nervous air-filling (the same way he #hedged in their beginning conversations and hence the reason #daniel asked him to ease up on himself @ their rose ceremony) #but daniel definitely still found himself staring at and smiling at suraj all damn day omg #suraj was definitely Into Him and their attraction to each other can’t be denied #but i’m intrigued to see where it will go 👀 #sorry my level of depth of analysis has been all over the place #i admit i’m scared to get too excited re: daithi bc you all know i love laur fhdhdh and fabian too so like #lori is my wife yes but ive just been like #typing tags while maintaining convo with my fiance abt some ww2 spyplane at the same time and its just VERY EXHAUSTING fjdjfj #i love u all 🙏🥰

[rotteneldritchhorror]

Don’t. Fucking. LOOK AT ME.

SHUT UP!! SHHH!

#SHUT UP #DONT LOOK AT ME #SHHHH!! #going fucking FERAL #🪲 #pyrocynical #cw guns #tw gun #tw gun image

[god-of-this-new-blog]

Death note characters draw themselves — inspired by @ponury-grajek and the extra bit in the manga about Misa drawing!

#death note #light yagami #l lawliet #misa amane #mello #mihael keehl #Near #nate river #Matt #mail jeevas #I love love thinking about how someone draws themselves #it says a lot #Light’s drawing of himself makes me laugh #He seems like the guy who bought one art book and learned the ‘correct’ proportions and stopped there #also Wammy’s having a rigorous art program is SO real to me #when I used to study digital archiving and forensics there was a HUGE importance placed on drawing as a way to practice Looking #We spent a few classes just drawing objects in the archiving class #and tons of bones + blood spatter + anatomy drawing work #Also L drawing Light is so intimate to me ugh the silent tenderness of what that moment would be like #also shhhhh L’s knee bone is poorly drawn shhhh you dont see it #my art

[soiwatchthestars]

not to brag but i cleaned my trash filled depression room did my laundry worked out and cooked dinner all in one day. i think my meds are working 🥳🤌

#also im pink today #myface #selfie #i feel like. i look stupid #but shut up dont tell me #im trying v hard not to hate myself n not wanna hit myself in the face with a brick or smth so shhhh #i chopped vegetables #can u even believe it

[cerasum-chrysanthes]

Everyday, it′s a-gettin' closer Going faster than a rollercoaster Love like yours will surely come my way A-hey, a-hey-hey

#ineffable bureaucracy #<- thats what that ship is called apparently! good to know! gonna add that to the previous gif #good omens 2 spoilers #good omens 2 #hope they will have a happy eternity in alpha centaury <3 #archangel gabriel #lord beelzebub #i rly hope the third gif doesnt look too crunchy #had to cut a few frames from that one and reduce colors more q_q #maybe i could have cut them up better idk i dont rly feel like putting too much effort into this sry #this already took me like... an hour probably idk #also yes i removed aziraphale from the rollercoaster part shhhh this is a gifset for gabe and beelz only

[kaffiexx]

#cult of the lamb #cotl #yippeee #my bacj hurts #i dont know how to shade for the life of me so if it doesnt look right. shhhh shuuhshhs

[skitskatdacat63]

If anyone(read: nobody) was curious about Ustinya's scale :D

#many people are on hiatus rn #my hiatus is that you guys have to look at my oc-posting #ive missed them <3 #i think i may have made her a bit bigger than shes supposed to be but like. thats okay :) #did you see i gave up on the other hand shhhh dont look at it #she is praising one of her subordinates bcs someone told her encouragment and praise leads to good behavior and work ethic #i think you could tell her anything about human behavior #and she'd be like 'hmm that sounds reasonable enough' #her subordinates are in a constant moral battle of: #'youre taking advantage of her when you make up lies just so you can get her affection' vs #'shes a god she cant be taken advantage of. im gonna go ask her to kiss my head and tell her it fixes sadness' #anyways it is not bird wife hours it is bird wife days <3 #shes just the one coming to me lately lmao. i tried to draw a dif oc and it went badly and then i went and draw Ustinya perfectly #so yea :) hope you guys dont mind 🤭 but yes this is my hiatus. from fandom stuff generally #ill prob end up drawing fanart and drf watching 2010 more before the ssn begins but this oc stuff is very comforting 🥺 #catie.art. #ustinya #art

[sapphosclown]

i turned 20 this year and thought i’d have a breakdown over being “not being a teenager anymore”. but i didn’t, and you know what? i don’t miss my teenage years. i don’t long to go back and relive it. i don’t miss feeling helpless, and angry, and lost, and confused. i don’t miss those misplaced feelings. i don’t even care so much anymore that life didn’t happen the way i thought it was going to.

when i look back, all i had was fear of growing up, losing my youth. i didn’t even cherish the learning and maturing i was going through. i know so much more than i did at 15 and that was only 5 years ago. being a teenager is literally terrible and it’s so unfair that society wants us to think it’s the best times of our lives. no it’s not. it has good things, but in comparison to the whole rest of our lives, i really hope being 15 is not something i look up to achieving again. i want to be able to look in the mirror and have the 15 year old version of myself that lives in my head go “wow. we did it. we are living the life we’ve always wanted- the one we deserve”

don’t fear aging, embrace growing.

#dont get me wrong #i have lots of lovely memories from my teenage years #had plenty of coming of age moments and lots of happy times #but like. i wasted so much time being afraid of growing up #and there was so much anger??? for what??? and just being so fucking confused #not to mention so many terrible opinions?? #i literally just turned 20 so like. this is kind of silly epiphany but i was looking back at things i’ve posted like. girl shhhh #and to say i’m not fully afraid of aging is incorrect but i think it’s definitely not as big of a deal as i thought #bonk thoughts #girlhood #aging #teenagers #adulting