#she just really needs a hug and won't articulate that

[curseshared]

"It's just, I..."

She has to stop mid-conversation, turning away to wipe tears from her eyes. Something doesn't feel right—but she was having an ordinary day up until now. There is a strong scent wafting over from a nearby market stall. She thought it was pleasant at first, but who knows, she could be allergic to one of their incenses...

Look how quick she is to reach for excuses.

"I-I'm sorry, I don't know what's come over me."

#isola mini #ir event: cupid shuffle #idk what to do with this event tbh #she just really needs a hug and won't articulate that

[princessoflalaland]

Fiancé Nanami

content: fluff and smut, some degradation, oral (m), doggy style (our second fave position), creampie (I told you I want his babies)

a/n: this is reminiscent of how i was raised by a single parent, so that’s why the dad is not involved. thx to @teddybeartoji for giving me the idea based off this post.

surprisingly, your family had only met Fiancé Nanami a handful of times, despite you two practically being joined at the hip. it was those seldom interactions that planted the seeds of doubt in his mind that he wouldn't be able to appease to your mother.

Fiancé Nanami who, while fussing with his favorite tie in the mirror as you two prepared to drive across town to have dinner with your mother, couldn't help but to grow frustrated when his clothes wouldn't cooperate. this caused you step in and fix it for him, trying to calm him down as you do.

"you really don't need to worry, honey. my mom will love you, I just know it." that cliché line managed to soothe the worst of his nerves. he held your hips and watched you earnestly as you tightened his tie.

"thank you, darling. I just...I don't want to disappoint anyone tonight, especially not the woman who raised my beautiful wife-to-be." his deep, silky voice and sentiments made your heart skip.

Fiancé Nanami who, despite your encouragement, still felt worry linger in the back of his mind. he was rigid the entire drive to your mom's place.

Fiancé Nanami who could barely keep his eyes off you as you two made your way up the stairs to your mom's cozy townhome. the way your dress hugged your body, the sweet perfume you wore temporarily distracted him from how his stomach had knotted itself too many times for his liking. you could practically feel his anxiety beneath his warm skin, so you gave his hand a squeeze and offer him a bit more reassurance.

"I need you to look at me," you demanded softly. you two were right in front of the door, crickets beginning their evening symphonies filled the air. your fiancé could feel his heavy pulse in his ears, but brought his attention to you anyway, finding comfort in your steady, gentle gaze.

"everything is going to be fine. even if she doesn't like you, which I doubt because you're the greatest, most respectable person i've ever known, that won't get in the way of our plans. i'm still going to marry you, I'm still going to be Mrs. Nanami and have all your kids." his heart swelled at your words, and he leaned down to kiss you.

Fiancé Nanami who kindly and gently shook your mother's hand when she opened the door. he was a tall individual, so your mother's head moved up and down as she gave him a once over. he swore his tie began to strangle him under her careful stare. after introductions, you two were lead inside to the dining room, his hand still secured in yours.

Fiancé Nanami's articulate speech and gentlemanly mannerisms won your mother over quickly. they engaged in deep conversation about his career as a successful CEO and your mother's career, as well as the current status of your relationship. he took this as his opportunity to gush about how enamored he is with you. your mother would glance over at you from time to time as if to telepathically say: "I don't know where you found him, but i'm glad you did. he's definitely a keeper."

as the night wore on, however, Fiancé Nanami was finding it hard to focus when your hand casually rested on his thigh under the table. what started off as a mere touch of endearment became much more. rubbing your palm up toward his crotch, letting it simultaneously slide inwards, your fiancé had to fight to keep up his respectable demeanor.

Fiancé Nanami who was finding it harder to focus on the topic of discussion because your hand had so callously wandered over his bulge, your manicured fingers tracing the outline. he cut a glance over to you find you completely unfazed; in fact, you looked invested in what your mother was saying. meanwhile, he was doing everything he could to keep his breath steady and the pink tint out of his cheeks.

Fiancé Nanami who looked both ecstatic and bewildered at your mother's offer for the two of you to stay the night. with the way you were teasing him, all he was able to think about was getting you home and ravishing you until dawn. your mother broke through his thoughts: "it's late, and I wouldn't want you two to worry about the drive home. please, stay, I insist." who could turn down that kind, motherly tone? certainly not the two of you.

Fiancé Nanami who only marveled at your girly childhood room and its keepsakes for so long before you threw yourself on him. he returned your deep, fervent kisses, tasting your mom's cooking on your tongue.

"darling, slow down," he huffed against your lips as you fumbled with his belt and he with your dress zipper. "we can't make too much noise..."

you responded with a simper, one that had him straining against his dress pants. "then you better keep quiet."

Fiancé Nanami who was reminded how pretty you looked with your painted lips wrapped around his cock. you left mauve lipstick marks on his thighs, his pelvis, his dick. it was almost like art to him, the way you painted his skin like it was the most lewd canvas. he covered his mouth with his palm, his eyes fading in and out of focus as you slurped him salaciously.

"m-my love," his muffled words managed to reach your ears over the sounds your mouth made on him and your soft moans. "this is so wrong, doing this to me i-in your mother's home. nngh, God- ease up, I-i'll cum..."

Fiancé Nanami who quickly disregarded the risk of getting caught and possibly receiving a tongue-lashing great enough to make God cry, as you bent over your old bed, ass perked up for him. all he could think of now was how wet you must be at this point, how you've probably been thinking of this since y'all left home. hot puffs air condensed around his lips as he rubbed his tip against your slick folds.

"so wet. this what you wanted, love? to be fucked senseless in your old room, your mom just outside?" his husky, carnal voice only made you wetter. "am I really making a woman so slutty my wife?"

Fiancé Nanami who had to fight himself and you to keep you two covert. a big calloused hand was clamped harshly over your mouth that couldn't seem to contain its wanton vocalizations. his thrusts weren't as powerful as they usually are, the sound of slapping skin usually enough to let your neighbors know what you two got up to in the late hours of the night. his deep, slow strokes still had the same effect of making you want to remind those beyond your room walls who you belonged to.

"told me to me to keep it down..now look at you, fuckin cryin on my dick." you loved when he got vulgar, it made you clench around those inches of him inside you. "I know you want it deeper, honey, you want it harder, I know. we can't, c-cant make too much noise though." "but you'll still be a good girl for me right? you'll cum all over me like the good slut you are..." how could anyone resist that gravelly voice in their ear when he's balls deep in you?

Fiancé Nanami who lets go with a shudder and guttural groan, filling you to the brim with his cum, as your tight walls spasmed around his length. you cried behind his palm, eyes rolling back, toes curling. he littered kisses all over your neck and back, not daring to leave marks anywhere visible. with each heavy breath he released, he made it known how much he adored you.

"...love you..y'always so good to me, always make me feel like no one else has...I love you so much, my beautiful, beautiful wife..."

Fiancé Nanami who made sure you two took proper precautions before going to bed. he made you go pee while he bashfully sought out your mother, in his hastily put-on clothes, to see if she had clothes for you to sleep in. when he returned with one your mother's nightgowns, he'd heard the shower running.

"I got you some clothes from your mother, they're on the counter." he informed you before approaching the steamy translucent curtains. "can I join you?"

Fiancé Nanami who held you close after you both have washed up and have dressed as best as you can for sleep. he planted kisses over the crown of your hair, your temple, the corner of your lips. the feel of your fiancé's smooth lips on your skin helped you drift off faster. his low, silky voice was the last thing you registered before you were nestled comfortably in the embrace of sleep.

"sleep well, my love. thank you for tonight and all the wonderful nights to come."

#salaciousspa৻ꪆ #dividers by anitalenia #ohhh the pink is so pretty #this is all factual #this is exactly what went down when nanami met my mom #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu nanami #jujutsu kaisen smut #nanami kento #jjk nanami #nanami x reader #nanami x black!reader #nanami x black y/n

[gavisuntiedboot]

Gavi asking the reader to be his gf (headcanon)

A/N: omg this is such a cute request

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Asking you to be his girlfriend would entail ...

Y'all want me to be honest?

Gavi is for sure most definitely the type of person to just assume that a girl he's been exclusive with is his girlfriend

He is not a huge fan of difficult conversations or uncomfortable situations, so he is never going to go out of his way to DTR (define the relationship)

You two had been going out for a while before he even asked about exclusivity

"So you're not like... seeing other guys, right? I mean it's okay if you are. Well not really. I mean I want you to stop if you are seeing other people, but like I won't be mad if you have done it before... right now I guess."

You'd giggle at his rushed out request, reassuring him that you weren't interested in seeing anyone else

"Everyone is too calm after being with you Pablo"

He had no idea whether he should be flattered by the fact that you liked him as much as he liked you, or insulted that you just called him hyper.

Six to eight months into the relationship, you would probably have to be the one to bring it up

"my roommates keep referring to you as 'the boyfriend'. They think they're funny."

This would be the most confusing sentence of Gavi's life. Was he ... not the boyfriend?

And that's exactly what he asked you.

"Why is it funny that they call me your boyfriend?"

"Because you're not my boyfriend?"

Pablo's phone clattered to the ground, and it took everything in you not to laugh.

"If this is your way of breaking up with me, it's not funny."

The look on Pablo's face was so heartbreaking that it made you get up from your seat, hugging his pouting face into your chest.

"I'm just messing around with you. You've never asked me to be your girlfriend, so I didn't want to jump to any conclusions."

Gavi: i am confusion

"You have to ask?" *eyebrow raise*

After asking his teammates (shyly and in private corners to avoid the teasing) it was true: he would need to ask you to be his girlfriend

"I don't know man, it just makes things seem more official." He complained to Ansu, who was absolutely not listening to a word he said, and Ousmane, who was engrossed in Pablito's love life

"But don't you want things to be more official? She's met the team, your parents, the la masia boys - I don't think the title will really impact things

Pablo didn't want to admit that the real reason he had neglected this question was just that he didn't feel comfortable enough sitting you down and talking about something this serious

So one night, while you were over at his house to watch the Argentinian national team play a friendly, he turned to you

He was in a hoodie, similar to you, with his feet propped up on the coffee table sharing chips from a bowl wobbling dangerously on the sofa

You had just finished yelling at the TV, a replay coming onto the screen

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

You blinked at Pablo slowly, processing what he had said to you

"What?"

"Okay I'll say it again. Will you be my girlfriend?"

"...what?"

"Please don't make me keep saying it I'm sweating bullets."

You restrained the smirk on your face, turning in your place to face him fully.

"Why do you want me to be your girlfriend, Pablo?"

A breath

He didn't think he would get this far

Or have to articulate something that felt so natural

It just felt so right to have you as his partner, to have you beside him, that he didn't think he would have to say that to you

"Well... I'm going to be honest, I have been thinking of you as my girlfriend since our like, second date. I just feel like we fit together. See like this, sitting here, being lazy with you, being around you, it just feels like... it's where I'm meant to be. Also it's easier to say 'hey I need tickets for my girlfriend' rather tha- why are you crying?"

The stretch of your cheeks with joy had prevented you from fully grasping the tears that rolled down your face

"I have no clue I'm really happy"

Hugs. Those ones where you grip each other really tightly like you don't want to fall into the abyss. The one where the lint of their shirt is literally your oxygen, and if you were any closer you would be one organism

Neck kisses. Y'all know the ones, but if you don't there's an example at the end

Hand holding with the thumb-rub for comfort. Yeah, y'all see the vision

"So, is that a yes?"

"Of course, stupid." which was said through sniffles

He literally stopped using your name after that

Only referred to you as 'my girlfriend'

"Oh me and my girlfriend went to.."

"My girlfriend said that..."

"Let me ask my girlfriend."

BONUS: when he won the Nation's League with the Spanish NT (sorry grandpappy Luka), he posted a million things onto his Instagram story, including the team singing along to Titi Me Pregunto by Bad Bunny

You swiped up on the story with: Si tengo muchas novia'?

His response: no, just one with múltiples personalidades

A/N: He just love a good smooch. Anyways it's 4:30am time ti go to bed. PLS Y"ALL i would rlly appreciate if you interacted with this post besides liking (comments/ reblogs) if you feel so inclined. Just a small thing that keeps people including myself motivated to write. JP9 in progress but not ETA due to Eid being next week. Love y'all <<33

#gavisuntiedboot #pablo gavi x reader #pablo gavi #pablo gavi imagine #gavi #gavi x reader #gavi x you #fc barca #gavi imagine #pablo gavi fluff #gavi fic #pablo gavi fanfiction #gavi fluff #gavi fanfic #pablo gavi x y/n #pablo gavi one shot #pablo gavi drabble #gavi barca #fc barcelona

[fandomnerd9602]

Privacy

Fem!Hiccup x Male Reader

Being the co-leaders of both your lands of Berk and Doon was no small task. It always felt like every second of every day there was some small or big problem for both you and your wife, Chieftess Hicca to solve or deal with. There was always some complaint, always some thing set ablaze that needed to be put out. Luckily, you and Hicca both had each other and your steads, Toothless and Snowstorm.

But then there was a whole other problem to deal with. The councils of both Berk and Doon were constantly stressing to you and Hicca the importance of having an heir to your combined kingdom. It was like both councils had a timetable for the two of you.

“Our lands need an heir,” one of the councilmen spoke up, “for the continued existence of our kingdom”

“I can’t just push an heir out,” Hicca exclaimed a little agitated.

“Dear councilmen,” you gently take Hicca’s hand, “what my wife is trying to say is that we need you all to get off our backs!”

The councils looked at you rather shocked. Normally you were the levelheaded, calm spoken of the two of you, but these requests were just too much. “The problems of both islands never appear to pause and it’s very difficult to…to…” you tried to articulate but the words never came.

Hicca only looked at you and blushed. The slight red to her face made her look all the more beautiful in your eyes.

“Either the councils help us to reduce the amount of problems we take care of daily or you allow time and nature to come naturally.” Hicca issued as an ultimatum before walking away with you in tow. “The Chiefs have spoken.”

You and Hicca took a walk around Doon, your home kingdom. The two of you saw Toothless and Snowstorm playing with their own night fury babies. The two dragons nuzzles one another as they gazed on with pride at their hatchlings.

Hicca leaned her head against your shoulder. “I want a baby,” she whined a little, “but I want it to be on our terms.”

“It’s our kid,” you gave her a kiss on the forehead, “and we’d have to carve out time, before, during, and after said pregnancy. And they won't even give us that.”

“The wonders of being a chief, huh?” Your wife gives a sarcastic comment, her shoulders moving from side to side, one of the little quirks you loved about her.

“It’ll happen when we want it to,” you conclude, hugging her tight.

Hicca giggles, “exactly when we want it to.” What you didn’t notice was the wheels already turning her head. A plan was already forming for the young chieftess.

And then came the different shouts of people. One calling for Hicca’s attention and the others calling for yours.

The next day was more of the same. The only difference was that Hicca was nowhere to be found. She got up before you did and disappeared. You didn't think much of it since Toothless was gone too.

"Where's your mate, Snowstorm?" you asked your faithful light fury. She simply gave a little chirping coo and went to go take care of the hatchlings.

You got into a nice routine that morning as you helped the people of Doon. And when it was close to high noon, a shadow past over you.

Hicca and Toothless swept down and landed before you. Hicca had a look of joy and elation as she ran to you, "Y/n! I found a new species of dragon!"

"Really? Where?"

"Northern mountains. It's like a migration pattern or something" Hicca tried to explain, "Get on Snowstorm and follow me!"

You boarded your white light fury and chased after Hicca to the northern mountainous area of your home island. You had explored it numerous times, you never once encountered a new species of dragon in that area.

Hicca and Toothless landed at a little outpost point on the mountain. You landed a split second later. Peace and quiet as far as the eye could see. You noticed that Hicca had set up a comfortable tent and firepit around the point.

Toothless and Snowstorm looked to one another and took off. You were utterly confused. "Don't worry about them" Hicca giggles as she brings up a backpack of supplies. "They'll be back in the morning. We got enough to last us a few days"

"But the village-"

"They won't disturb us if they think we're cataloguing a new species of dragon" your wife gives you a little mischievous wink.

"You little sneak" you smile at your bride.

"I finally have you all to myself" she whispers back. Hicca sits down on the ground and pats the spot next to her. You gladly join her on the ground and she leans against your shoulder. Hicca just breathes in your scent, you wrap an arm around her.

"I need you" she whispers and nuzzles you. "It's like I can't get one moment of privacy with my own husband. I almost forgot your scent."

"I missed moments like this" you admit as you gently rub circles into her back. You kiss the top of her head. You missed moments like this, where the world could spin and you wouldn't have to constantly rush from place to place.

You missed just being able to enjoy one another's company. To share little inside jokes and talk for hours on end without needing to worry about someone's problem with a dragon or someone's lost sheep.

You and Hicca spend the rest of the day just being a couple. Laughing, talking, planning out the kind of future you both wished for any children of yours to have. You were often so tired after the island's problems that you would just walk in to your home and collapse on the bed. There wasn't any sense of intimacy or communication on those days. Now it felt like those bonds were finally being rebuilt.

The day faded into night. You and Hicca cuddled under a warm fur as the fire pit roared, illuminating the mountain point that was your sanctuary. Hicca laid her head comfortably against your chest.

You found her gazing up, staring directly into your eyes. A little content smile on her lips. Her emerald eyes stare into yours, you could spend a lifetime just looking into her soul.

"What?" you asked gently matching her smile.

"Do you want to make love?" she asks shyly.

"Do you?" you ask back a little happy. She simply bit her lip and nodded. Some excited giggles escaped her lip. You pulled her close and kissed her once, twice, and then you picked her up bridal style and carried your bride into the cozy tent that Hicca had set up.

Needless to say, Hicca had found a clever excuse to escape the mundane chaos that was being a chief.

The villagers of both Berk and Doon never questioned the sudden emergence of apparent new dragon species. All they knew was that you and her went off nearly every other day from then on. Although they did find it odd that you and her never came back with examples of these species.

You both just came back with euphoric smiles and giggling at little hidden jokes.

#httyd #httyd fanart #httyd au #female hiccup #hiccup #hiccup haddock #httyd hiccup #rule 63 #gender swap #genderbent #genderbend #genderswap #dreamworks #hiccup how to train your dragon #hicca #hicca x reader #how to train your dragon #how to train your dragon fanfic #httyd fanfic

[enchantra35]

Reflections upon V6 by a first time watcher

As I have just finished v6, I'm jumping here to write this right away now that's everything's fresh and all.

-I think this is when the plot solidifies and takes a far more serious turn. We finally get the full story of the world, which is tied with Ozpin and Celium. The Ozpin/Dumbledore pararels continue. I had a hintch Ozpin was related to Salem some way or another - romantically or otherwise - especially when he claims very early on that he has made more mistakes than everyone else, and I was right. Their past is so tragic. It made me think however, that Ozpin lied about his resurrection. He claimed in previous volumes that he was being resurrected again and again because the Gods punished him for failing to stop Salembut that's not the case at all? He was given that ability to stop her, not as a punishment. Unless, he himself sees it as a punishment for siding with her at the very beginning. Now, as for Salem's immortality... I'm sure there is a way to get rid off her and I think it's very much relates to Ruby's silver eyes.

-The number 4 is a prevalent motif in the series from the beginning, but it was while watching volumes 6 that it solidified itself in my brain. The four members of team RWBY (or any other team in that regard), the four kingdoms/schools, the four maidens, the four artifacts and Ozbin and Celium's four children. Coincidence? I THINK NOT!

-Pyrrha is truly haunting the narrative on both sides huh? The parallelism between Jaune finding Pyrrha's statue and regaining his hope vs Cinder who speaks about destiny (although in a much disrespectful manner as she doesn't even name Pyrrha).

-Bumbleby in particular but also Whiterose bloom this volume (haha, get it?). From Blake awkwardly trying to make things as they used to (although they will not quite be and that's okay) to the fight against Adam? Poetic cinema.

I loved the parallels between Blake holding Yang's prosthetic arm, a signifier of her promise to protect her, to her holding Yang's trembling hand during the fight with Adam, symbolizing her realization that she doesn't need to protect Yang, only for them to protect each other. Adam could tell something was going on before the hand holding though, LFMAO. Speaking of which, I'm not going to go into details about the Beauty and the Beast parallels because people have already discussed this thoroughly and better than I can articulate it. Another point for poetic cinema.

What kills me the most is the way Yang INSTANTLY runs to Blake and hugs her. Literally, right away. And don't get me started on the way they talk to each other:

-I will not break my promise. I swear.

-I know you won't.

The voice acting here was INSANE. The way Yang's voice breaks - ARE YOU KIDDING ME? And the touching foreheads? The way they hold to each other's hands and arms? THEY INVENTED ROMANCE. I also find it very funny how insufferable they instantly become, like they're already holding hands every chance they get. NO DISCRETION AT ALL.

-"I'm so glad Yang was there for you", Weiss Shnee YOU ARE A REAL ONE since day one, God BLESS.

-Speaking of Weiss, her and Ruby too had their moments this volume, albeit a bit more discreetly, so to speak. We see just how much they trust each other. Ruby has so much faith in Weiss, even when Weiss is like "what if I didn't catch you?", her response is "but you did!". That said, I don't think it's a coincidence that they show us Weiss helping Ruby back on her feet in the opening.

-Ruby is really lucky to have Weiss this volume because Qrow was an absolute mess this time around, and although his response is humane, he also let a bunch children do all the work while he was getting drunk in his misery. The absolute AUDACITY when he tells Ruby she has grown up. SHE WAS FORCED TO!!!!!

-The Grim Reaper is such a fascinating character. I feel like she's going to be essential in teaching Ruby how to use her silver eyes.

-First glimpse at Summer Rose 👀. Excited to learn more about her.

#enchantra watches rwby #rwby #rwby volume 6 #bumbleby #whiterose #ruby rose #weiss shnee #yang xiao long #blake belladonna #adam taurus #qrow branwen #ozbin #cinder #salem

[oodlyenough]

anyway here's some power of the doctor thoughts from someone who phased in and out of thirteen's era very casually and only saw like a cumulative 10 episodes of it, maybe

honestly i enjoyed it more-or-less/more than i expected, lol, maybe because i had no particular expectations riding on it i just wanted to see what would happen. i don't think it was the tightest or most coherent script but no showrunner's finale ever has been LMAO so... it is what it is.

the master's entire plan seemed overly convoluted and i don't entirely follow why we had half the plot elements we had, but i'm also always willing to accept the master doing fuckshit for reasons that don't really go beyond wanting to ruin the doctor's day and get their attention. so like. sure. i can roll w that lmfao. the daleks and cyberman stuff seemed totally superfluous too but... whatever idc

dhawan's master isn't my fave master but he's enjoyable to watch, imo. the most bonkers one of the 3 modern i think? which considering the competition is a high bar, lol.

i think a bigger crit, for me, of 13-era master is more on jodie's end, where i don't get as much conflict and whatnot from her, which in turn makes it a less interesting dynamic than the other modern master+doctor combos. the push-pull mutual obsession is what makes them fun! i don't believe 13 would cradle his body sobbing and begging him to regenerate after he tortured her for a year, so really, what's the point

it was nice seeing ace and tegan. i think i maybe once saw a serial with each but it was so long ago, so i won't pretend any kind of authority in terms of how they were written. but i liked having them around lol

i think it was a bit of an odd choice to have dhawan 'take over' the doctor's body or ...whatever... in jodie's very last episode. it would've been a better showcase for jodie whittaker, and accomplished the same basic plan, if somehow HE regenerated into HER, and jodie got to play both the doctor and the master. ah well, because...

i really liked the old doctor cameos! I was not spoiled for it at all and i thought it was very sweet, especially giving five+tegan and seven+ace their moments together.i'm sure the actors appreciated a chance to be together too. just nice :) and i love my man eight lmao... king

also the mishmash outfit of all the past doctor outfits was cute

i thought the "tag you're it" line was a cute ending line! (although it would've been better if she regenerated into ncuti ...lol. i'm sure it was written and acted long before they settled on the 60th plans so i guess it can't be helped.)

the big downside to me was: yaz and thasmin

thasmin isn't a ship i'm invested in personally but i did start watching again after they canonized yaz's feelings in EOTD because i was like oh, how far will the show go with this? and the answer is apparently "nowhere". LOTSD felt totally unresolved and then we just never brought it up again. i can live without a kiss or a happily ever after, but when you've spent nearly a year patting yourselves on the back for a queer doctor/companion relationship, only to not do the barest minimum to address it, that's fucked up. why canonize your accidental-by-admission subtext if you're not going to DO ANYTHING? sorry to the shippers who really got jerked around by this show for no reason.

and then, even setting aside that irritation, the most egregious thing of all...

yaz's exit. just absolutely flabbergasted they did yaz/mandip so dirty that they didn't even TRY to come up with and articulate a reason for her to leave. ludicrous!!! she spends her whole time swallowing her feelings for the doctor's comfort and that extends all the way to leaving because the doctor kicked her out with nary a hug? what the fuck? one of the longest running companions ever and this is the sendoff she gets, kicked out because the doctor decides, sans explanation, she "needs to be alone" to regenerate despite having regenerated with many companions prior? lmao... yaz sweetie i'm so sorry. she doesn't even get to give the speech to the companion support group. my god. martha jones you need to call her up immediately

#doctor who #dw spoilers

[hyuckmov]

hiii moon anon here i have a lot to say but first off: i've been analyzing the title song settle down and i've been listening to it over and over again and is the story gonna parallel the lyrics itself?? "and i don't seem to be having any effect now" like thats… oooh the angst is gonna be delicious. i hope you take this as a compliment when i say this but the whole fic takes me BACK to 2013-2015 YOU KNOW THAT ERA HAHAHA the tropes, the ambiance, the CHARACTERS!! side question: is mark or jisung gonna play bigger roles? or did they just act as plot devices for reader and haechans development. would not mind either way but given the concept of the story i can totally imagine reader coming back and just wreaking havoc on the band. sorry i love mess lol. maybe i'm delusional or maybe its the fact that it's haechan but it makes me more understanding of the character?? i trust you when you say that there's more to rockstar hc than meets the eye, and especially from his perspective it's pretty realistic that he has his guard up when it comes to really connecting with people, and we see his walls slowly crumbling down by the end too. and even in the earlier parts of the story i didn't expect him to have his sweet moments?? i honestly expected him to be worse but god him calling her PRINCESS has me on my knees i will defend reader's choices with my life because i'd do the same, i'd probably still go to the concert by the end she's so much stronger than me helppp (tho DISCLAIMER i would not be doing this for just any man its bc its haechan why i am easily swayed by the little things,,, just like reader), but i liked how she decided to take a step back this time, especially when at that point haechan is basically offering her what she has always wanted, but knowing his past actions it won't be truly easy to hang onto every word said. this is the culmination of every mixed signals and rejection that haechan gave her, and the build up to it is veryyy well done. also im still reeling from reading the fic i felt sooo many emotions and dk how to fully articulate it yet,, maybe i'll come back when i do. i even made a playlist of my own w songs that reminded me of the fic to help me move on (at least until pt 2 gets posted, cant wait tho!!)

MOON ANON.... when i say my jaw dropped.... my heart rate actually spiked i can't believe you wrote such a detailed review and theorized this makes me so happy especially since you basically inspired me with this idea !!!! giving you a huge hug rn 🫂🤍 

omg ngl this fic encouraging people to listen to settle down makes me so happy because it's one of my favorite songs 😭 it makes me feel so honoured to know that you are analysing the lyrics and anticipating the plot like that really means so much to me !!! i definitely picked it because it had themes i wanted to explore throughout the song...but the lines kind of contain both hyucks and readers pov hehe so i'm excited to explore that in part 2

i take that as a DEFINITE COMPLIMENT i was so invested in that era it was so formative for me... hence a lot of the song choice in my playlist too... i don't know if i genuinely nailed the idea of rockstar in rockstar haechan (because truly...what is a rockstar...) but i did want to give it that 2013 band on tumblr vibe lmfao so i'm so glad you brought that up !!!!

AAAA the band still definitely continues to play a role... they have stuff to work out but i've thought about their characters a lot and i definitely want to show more of their opinions on haechan and reader (it wouldn't be a rockstar au without that). someone else i want to add in is jaemin because ngl reader needs someone purely on her side

i hope i'm not promising too much with haechan HAHA i'm not someone who likes to give too much backstory to characters so i'm just putting it out there: i'm not going to explain that he's this way becaue he was cheated on before or he had family problems etc. i just want it to be genuine layers of his character and personality that's put to the test (love making it hard for myself LOL)

i'm so relieved to know you still managed to feel for his character and appreciate the softer sides of him and a bit of his struggle... i was worried i promised a super terrible character with the preview and people would be disappointed he ended up being so gentle with reader 😅

and her standing him up at the end!!! i'm glad you thought it was justified but at the same time recognise she probably was going to...it really could go both ways and idk if i'm still going through with my original plot arc !!! we will see :)

this was already so articulate omg once i appreciate it sooo so so so much that you shared such a detailed review with me, it literally blows my mind and i will reread your ask again and again !!!! omg and if u want please share your playlist with me too!!! i want to see what songs there are that give him vibes ~~

thank you sm again...you are too nice to me ily!!!!

#moon anon #asks #fic: rockstar haechan #THIS IS STILL INSANE TO MEEE

[brownhairedbookworm]

"I-? You-?" Caught in 4K, it seems. Well, of course she would be. She's Monika and Monika is her. No pulling one over on the other, right? The smaller and more lithe girl starts to tremble, tears forming in her sparking green eyes. This is new. This is scary. This is exactly what she needed, probably.

"How do you recover from this? I thought I got everything I ever wanted in life, this way." She grumbles as it really is starting to dawn on her about how stupid she has been. "How do we recover from this?" There's now a more fidgeting motion in her articulation. It seems she has gotten to herself, then. She needed someone, herself, to tell her she was so wrong for this.

"How do I?"

She sighs. "...Dammit, I know what you're about to go through, I can't just... Be angry, with you."

"Sweetie, you're fucked. I still have nightmares." She carefully tugs her younger self into a hug. "...But... Well, you're smart. You'll think of something that should work, okay?" Monika rests her hands on the smaller one's shoulders.

"...It's... It's gonna be hard. You're going to feel awful guilt and pain for years. But... If you fix everything? If you manage to get them back, despite your stupid plan? There's... Nothing they won't forgive. You're their fearless leader, after all, hm?"

#anonika

[roanniee]

SO.

Let's try this again🤸🏻

Also Idil vibes strong on this one. I can't say Gil bc Gil calls Ate Sel smth specific like she does with me.

Ship the @mythos-blogs Crew

ps. here's the server <3

@admiringlove

Baby Sam is very hard working and focused on whatever she's doing that sometimes, she forgets to take care of herself. So, I see Sugawara Koushi with her perfectly, someone caring and understanding, but knows better than to let her overwork and tells her when enough is enough. The both of you do struggle with a few things, and when you fight or have insecure moments, you sit down to talk about it instead of shouting at each other. Overall, a really good match I say.

Baby Sam also kins Oikawa and I ship Oikawa hardcore with Suga LMAO

@ninjamomo

Me. That's my wife <333

Okay but for realsies. I ship Idil with Bokuto Koutarou. Bokuto and Idil would be just... soft love. I see dancing in the rain, bathtub relaxation hours together and cuddling in bed. Idil knows that Bokuto is a busy man, and Bokuto knows he is a busy man. But that doesn't mean that they were gonna let the relationship go. Oh no. Those two will hold on like a cat with his claws on the couch. A really really soft, supportive and strong love.

@tooru-luvs

I actually had a hard time with Ms. Zizi. See, I haven't interacted with her much. But, based on the interactions of hers that I see on my tl, I can see that she is very playful but also can be serious. Hence, why I say that she'd be amazing with Kuroo Tetsurou. Kuroo is playful and an overall gremlin, but he's very caring ang knows exactly when to be serious and how serious. He'll help her with anything he can help her with, but he also knows when no to because it's something Zizi needs to do for herself. Likewise, Zizi knows when to be cheery to make Kuroo smile, but also when to sit and talk to Kuroo about a delicate matter. They'd both ground each other, while matching the same playful energy.

@rokudaddie

HEY I CAN TAG HER NOW KSKSKS

ME ME ME ME ME

anyways hehe. Gly. Lovely, sweet, Gly. She's very caring, but my god does she also enjoy chaos. Hence, I'm putting her with Hoshiumi Korai. We all know Hoshiumi is a little gremlin with a heart of gold. The way these two are together would be immaculate. They're chaos together, but even with all the chaos, they have time to look at the other to make sure they're okay. PLUSSS! Hoshiumi will always unconsciously be touching Gly, just to make sure that she's there. Gly would unconsciously make sure that Hoshiumi is in her peripheral vision too.

@moonlit-island

Ooooh Raya! Raya is so damn sweet and caring and uplifting. I love her sm. Hehehe anyway I ship her with Tsukishima Kei. The Tarot cards said so, and so did the zodiac signs. SKSKS Anyway! Yes, a really good match. Raya's got a really good head on her shoulders, but I see her watching all the chaos from the sidelines, much like Tsukishima. When they're together, they'd start the chaos and then sit back and eat popcorn as they watch the world burn.

@laineeey00

Ate Laine? Some will definitely say Kita, because it's Ate Laine, but I say Hirugami Sachiro. Hirugami would be such a good man for Ate Laine. I imagine them sitting down in the living room, books spread out on the table. Just silence while studying, but every now and then, one of them would look up to look at the other, smile and then return back to what they were doing. Ate Laine makes sure that Hirugami takes breaks and Hirugami makes sure that Ate Laine isn't stressing so much. Just so cute honestly.

@betheydocrimewrites

Ah, Adult Sam. Hmmm. Adult Sam is a whirlwind of chaos and sweet, sweet angst. I definitely see them with darling Yamaguchi Tadashi. I see them in bed, Sam on his laptop, and him just hugging them tight when something they were writing was choking them up. But, Sam is just overall an amazing person that they deserve someone so sweet and caring like Yamaguchi. Obvi, it is reciprocated, and I see such a sweet love in the works.

@melsun

Oooh. Alice.

Melian and Matsukawa Issei would make a very interesting pairing. Both independent yet still co-dependent on each other. Melian knows how to calm Matsukawa after a tough day at work, and Matsukawa knows how to keep Melian from stressing. Matsukawa would also hype Melian up so much?? Like any outfit Melian wears, Matsukawa's right there telling them how good and amazing they look and how well they matched the outfit up. Honestly, just a very functional household and I love that.

@lovemeian

oh oof Lavi. I want to say Meian but for reasons I cannot disclose, I won't say that for now. I will say though, that she will be so good with Dabi. Lavi has a few things she needs to work on, and Dabi is always there for her. Actually lbr, they both have issues to work on, but I feel like together, they'd overcome that. I feel like they'd?? Actually be so understanding of each other that it shocks and confuses others bc?? hello it's Dabi?? but yes, a really good match.

@writewithmarites

Me <3

Severus Snape. Ate Tes is chaotic. I'm sorry but her default in the server is chaos, especially with the bot around HAHAHAHA but anyway! Severus would be so good to ground Ate Tes, keep her from getting a little too chaotic BUT ALSO, he can help her when she's not taking care of herself. She also helpes him with his potions, and it makes the job easier on him. But of course, Severus is a slytherin, and most of the time he'd be the one inciting the chaos and we just don't know it. Anyway, Ate Tes is honestly so wonderful and I love her sm and she deserves someone to tame like the serious, bratty, angsty Severus Snape. <333

@saudade-mayari

ME. AGAIN LMAO. <3

ANYWAY

Nozel Silva. Nozel and Ate Sel. Oh gosh what a thought. Nozel is....arrogant, prideful, and he sees himself as someone more important than others. But, the man does know respect and he does care for people, especially Ate Sel. I have no doubts that Ate Sel can make that man kneel and follow her wishes, but I also know that Ate Sel would not let this man get away with his arrogance and pride. Nozel cares for her a lot. She's his partner, the carrier of the future of House Silva, and the only one that has caught his attention. He loves her, and that man would drop nearly everything for her.

@risumu

Eris! Eribabe and Ojiro Aran. Idek why. But the vibes would be so immaculate. I see road trips and early morning dancing in the kitchen to an indie song one of them is hyperfixated on. I also see late night walks to the convenience store, holding hands and just silence? Basking in each other's prescence. Eris definitely steals Aran's sweaters to the point that Aran buys two of his sizes so he can interchange them. One to give to Eris when the one she took doesn't smell like him anymore. Love all over the place.

@sunarent

Mel. That's it.

Okay but also, I see Iwaizumi Hajime. I was thinking about Suna but the more I think back about the things I know about Ali and our interactions, I see Iwa. I feel like they'd understand each other so much. And the love isn't seen much, not because they don't love each other, but because it's something they need to say really. It's more shown in the touches and kisses and cuddling. They know that they love each each other, and that's enough for them.

@tetsvhoe

Honestly I want to say Kuroo but.

Kozume Kenma. Gwennie works so hard and stresses so much. Her sleeping sched is unavailable lmao. Kenma would be so good for her because he knows how it is, to be stressed and not have an actual sleeping sched. I feel like they'd be good together. In all honesty, they'd probably take care of each other more than they would themselves but no one is complaining really.

@slutbench

MY BABYYYY. MY DAUGHTER. I LOVE YOU SM AND I SWEAR I'M NOT MAD.

I ship you with...

Azumane Asahi. Why? Because you remind me of Noya sometimes. Very energetic, a little bit of low moments and just a ball of sunshine in general. Asahi is perfect for you, Mija. He'd be able to just connect with her in ways others just don't understand. People would say that Asahi is too...soft? They'd say someone like Daicho or maybe Bokuto would be better for you, Mija, but really, he's perfect. Asahi and Gil. He balances her out in so many ways, even if no one else can see it.

@ushisrever

NIA!

Ushijima Wakatoshi. Really, the two of them are perfect. Stoic, quiet, can be chaotic. Very protective, even if the two deny it. Nia, you and Ushi are like...pillars? Support? Quiet, unmovable, but still, everyone knows you're both there, and you don't really leave people's minds. I see the two feeding off of each other's energy, especially when it comes to protecting others that they care about. (Looking at you, Lavi) I see hours where it's just her watching him playing in the background and he just looks at her, smiles, and then goes back to playing. It's really cute.

@sumebreaks

MAIA! HI! We haven't interacted much, I'm so sorry for that sweets. bUT BUT BUT!!!!

You're so sweet and caring and loving??? I really see you with Miya Atsumu! I see Tsumu bugging you to take a break and give him attention. BUT! I also see you?? Bugging him, telling him to get off the court or he's sleeping on the couch HAHAHA I feel like you two really just? Connect. Both playful, both caring, both are busy with their own things so there's not too much expectations that cannot be met for now. Idk I really see a love that's always there, no matter how busy they get.

@vindictivtsumu

AAAAAH DEVON HUN!

I love Devon and their writing so much??? Omg. Yknow who would be amazing with them? Akaashi Keiji. Akaashi is very articulate and just overall book smart in my opinion, and I see that him and Devon would fit so well. He is Devon's personal beta reader HAHAHAH BUT!!!!! Devon also watches Akaashi edit and points out anything that he missed. I see days when they're just sitting there, talking softly to each other that the sound of typing was louder. But that's okay bc you both are content and happy and in love.

@ricflairdrip20

I just met you not even 24 hours ago hehehe HIIII

I will not lie.

I asked for help from Ate Sel HAHAHHAHA

But!!!! She says Ukai Keishin, and honestly I see it. The nsfw-rp channel is the reason why and I'm not saying more HAHAHAHA I see nights when it's Keishin and her just? Idk having fun and being kids bc lbr that man can be a kid sometimes. I also see them taking care of each other in unconventional ways, ways that would not be okay for others, but it's her love language with him. V v v domestic.

I HOPE Y'ALL MYTHOS CREW LIKED THAT MATCHING UP BYE

#castledorms #merguest: anonymous #mythos #this is what i do instead of sleeping #this drained my braincells bye

[morelikesin]

Morning

A small drabble on an emotional morning with Phoenix and Miles 💕 This takes place any time after Dual Destinies. I'm writing it where they're already married. This is just a quick bit I wanted to write when I had the idea :') I also drew a quick something at the end. The fic is under the cut!

Phoenix really wished he had more days off - everytime he was, there was always a great smell in the house from Miles' cooking. Being off work more often meant more of that, even if a little less bank coming in. It would definitely be worth it.

Lifting himself up from the cushioned mattress and tossing aside the velvety soft blankets atop of him, he stretches his limbs with a low groan - reaching his arms back before pulling them into his lap as he relaxed. Taking in a deep breath, he pulls his legs over the side of the bed and hoists himself over so he could see what was on the menu this morning.

Closing the lid of the cooking pot to steam the rice, Mr. Edgeworth hummed quietly to himself a peaceful little tune; one of which he'd seem to be making up as he went along. Turning his attention elsewhere as the grains cooked, he lowered the heat for another burner to medium, where he was cooking miso soup. Adding in a good few tablespoons of yellow miso paste, he whisked the substance into the already simmered broth before adding some previously cut up blocks of tofu. Raising the spoon to catch a quick taste, he found it was light, slightly sweet, and smooth in a way he quite enjoyed. Something was missing though, of course - turning towards the fridge to grab a few stalks of watercress to chop and throw in.

Stepping out from their bedroom and making his way downstairs into their kitchen, Phoenix paused a moment to simply watch his love candid from the steps. Miles, dressed in his soft, white robe like every morning accompanied by his perfect-as-always hair. Phoenix could nay say the same, given his own styling takes ten minutes on a good day.

Watching the way he so gracefully moved even without knowing eyes were on him was incredibly cute - though Miles would never let him say that, with how against that description he was when it was of himself. For now, Phoenix knew Miles was cute. Handsome, of course. Sexy, of course. Cute, of course.

Phoenix made his presence known by making a soft yawn as he walked down the last few steps, walking into the main kitchen and making sure to gently hold his hand against the small of Miles' back as he stood next to him. The latter shook his head slightly whilst quickly chopping up the watercress aforementioned - swiftly picking them up between his hand and the knife and tossing it into the soup.

"Good morning, Wright. How did you sleep?"

Phoenix made a darling little laugh that Miles loved so much - the type with a sort of deepness to it; a sort of breathlessness. "Well, I slept just fine with you by me, hun," he spoke prior to pressing his lips against the prosecutor's cheek, "with you being as warm as a radiator and all, ha..!"

Miles scoffed. "Very funny. Is that all I'm good for in bed? To keep you warm?"

"I was about to say no, but..'keeping me warm' sure has a lot of meanings. And I think you're good for all of them." Phoenix sighed, sporting a small smile as he pressed his face into the nape of Miles' neck contently - lips gently kissing his shoulder. It earned a sweet, if calm, sigh from the prosecutor.

"..I could say the same for you. But it's much too early for this, mm? We can work out our flirtations after we eat breakfast."

Phoenix kept his dorky smile splashed on his countenance as he pulled away, raising a hand to brush back some strands of hair from his eyes - finding himself not too annoyed today with his 'naturally-spiky-but-not-spiky-enough-and-more-messy' bedhead. "That works with me; everything smells so good!"

Miles looked flattered from that. "Thank you, Wright. It is certainly better than what you normally make yourself in the morning-"

"Hey- don't knock cup coodles! I could live off of those."

Miles furrowed his brows and gave a glance to Phoenix in exasperation. "This is why I'm the one who feeds us. Anyhow.." The former smiled to himself as he pulled a plastic package of soba noodles in front of him on the counter - removing the wrapper and slowly adding the noodle block into the miso broth. "Maya called me earlier. She asked me to tell you that she'll be unavailable all day."

With Phoenix opening the fridge door to grab something to drink, he paused to speak before grabbing the carton of orange juice - much like many of their groceries, an expensive brand that Phoenix wasn't used to, and Miles' choosing. "Oh? Was she planning on taking Trucy and Pearls somewhere?"

Miles shook his head as he wiped off his hands with a damp washcloth that he'd set beside him prior, "Sort of. She wanted to make a trip to Hazakura Temple - she and Pearl are to train while Trucy is their...how did she put it, ah.. 'hype-man'." He felt silly even recalling the term, but Phoenix's expression seemed to prove that he knew what he meant.

"Hah- well, she'll get no bother from me then. I'll just check up on them when they get back. We have the whole day to ourselves, for once.." Phoenix meekly spoke - pouring himself a glass of the aforementioned juice before guzzling it down in a post-sleep thirstiness. He wiped his upper lip with his wrist as he went back in to pour some more.

"It is rare, isn't it..?" The prosecutor seemed somewhat sorrowful in stating that. "I want to make the most of it. It's not often I'm not out travelling, or you're not on duty, or there's no emergencies."

Phoenix parted his lips to speak, before sighing and looking down to his cup solemnly. He set it down. "...Yeah. But..I still love you all the same." He looked back up to the love of his life; a carefree smile pulling at his lips and a special brightness glittering in his eyes, "We're a family. Things are..always going to come up, but our time spent away or together feel all the same to me. The only difference is that I get to actually kiss you, in times like now. Being apart..just reminds me of how much I trust you."

The words hit harder than Miles expected them to. Even with the defense attorney's unorganized nature, and his less-than-articulate manner, it was somehow more meaningful to him. Phoenix was always emotional, and true to what he said - this was no different. Edgeworth's expression was strong; brows furrowed up and eyes purposefully lying low.

Phoenix paused, "..Come here."

He gestured for a hug after his gentle words; Miles all too eager for the embrace. Phoenix's arms draped over Miles' shoulders, wrapping around his neck as to pull himself closer. Vice versa was Miles wrapping his arms tightly around Phoenix's waist; both of their heads lay upon the other's shoulder, welcoming what warmth was available. They held each other for what felt like so long, and simultaneously not long enough; the only reason for their part was so they could meet at their lips, instead. Passionate, and yet soft - just a simple press without much else, yet it was all they needed. By the end of their embrace, their heads leaned forward to touch at their foreheads while holding each other's hands between their chests. Their thumbs occasionally brushed over each other's wedding rings.

"..You know how much you mean to me, Phoenix."

"I know, Miles." He huffed out a short breath before breaking into a smile, "..You could always just say 'I love you'."

And with that, the silver-haired Edgeworth broke into a laugh and slowly pulled away, "Alright, alright..I love you. You know that."

"I love you too, Miles."

Phoenix watched as his love went back to his work - Miles grabbing his wooden chopsticks as to stir the noodles. The more defensive of the two sat at the dining table, glass in hand.

"...I'm going to guess that you won't want onions in your serving of noodles."

Phoenix pretended to gag in response to Miles, "Ghk-! Absolutely-! Onions taint everything they touch..." He hesitated, "..Other than onion rings. But that's the only good thing with onions!"

Edgeworth rolled his eyes with a playful smile, chuckling to himself a bit at just how strongly Wright felt over such a thing as onions. "Of course. Though, you're missing out on their flavour, dear - I've never met someone other than you who has a distaste for them."

"You haven't met anyone with any tastebuds," Phoenix scoffed back - earning a snort from the other.

"Oh, have I? Dear, I think you're referring to yourself there."

The defense paused; his face lifting as his cocky court grin curled onto his lips. "Unfortunately, Edgeworth, I think you have some words to eat. Clearly my statement is right - anyone who's ever tasted an onion could tell you that it tastes like damn garbage."

The prosecution stifled a laugh, lolling his head to look over his shoulder at his rival. "Oh, Wright. I'm afraid you've buried your grave - onions obviously give any dish they're added to an excellent depth of flavor."

"Well obviously they do not- ow-!" Phoenix burst into a soft laugh as Miles leaned over to smack his arm with his chopsticks - ending their court imitations. "Hun-!"

Miles rolled his eyes and looked back down to his cooking. "My love. We don't need to argue over onions. Besides, I'm not about to settle a case over opinion."

"Ha-! Well then, baby doll, I'm prepared to settle a case of any kind. Maybe you just don't have that kind of determination?" Phoenix jested, taking another swig of his orange juice.

"Of course you would be, Feenie." Miles hesitated before chuckling to himself. Swirling the noodles inside the pot, he shook his head. "That's a new one. I don't know where that came from... It's sort of cute, no? Feenie. Hm."

When Miles went to look at Phoenix for his approval, he was numb; his husband's face suddenly not as lively as it once was. His eyes gazed low, gazed dryly. His hands tensed around the glass he held, knuckles bearing white. Worst of all, his countenance really held no expression at all - the fact that it was so stiff, so miserable looking was what'd caused Miles to choke back a breath.

What was it about that name that suddenly struck Miles as odd? Feenie. Feenie.

"It's.. uh.. not great, honestly, Miles. No offense or anything."

"I'm- sorry." Miles was admittedly stunned - a little ashamed, a little confused, very concerned. "..For some reason its.. ringing a bell-"

"Dahlia."

"I'm..sorry?"

"..Dahlia used to call me that. You know, before.."

The room was drenched in silence - Miles struggling to find any words to say. What could he say to that - what should he? Though, the look on Phoenix's pitiful face urged him to find something.

"...I didn't mean to hurt you, saying it. I-" Miles hummed to himself and turned his head to Phoenix, lip bitten and unsure how to word himself. He slowly looked back down to his cooking when words couldn't properly form in his throat.

"It's fine." Phoenix nodded - looking away and tapping his fingers on the table in a sort of anxiousness. "You didn't know."

"I didn't remember," Miles scolded himself, "I should have remembered such a thing like that."

Phoenix looked a little put off. "Don't feel guilty for that. It was so long ago - I.. I didn't expect you too."

The soft bubbling of the broth in the pot filled the silence between them; chopsticks occasionally hitting the sides of the pot, Pess jingling her collar as she scratched herself from the living room all the while. Phoenix tried to will Miles to turn around so he could assure him it was fine, without words - however when Miles never did he spoke up hesitantly.

"I didn't mean to ruin the mood."

Miles quickly scoffed and turned to look at Phoenix with a pained expression, "You didn't, Phoenix. You were just telling me of something that hurt you."

"It's just a nickname, though," Phoenix laughed at himself, seemingly ashamed, "It's a little stupid to hurt so much over a nickname, isn't it?"

"I don't think so," Miles replied, his tone hurt from his husband stuffing his emotions down - such a thing from Phoenix was rare, and it made this hurt just a little more than usual. Setting the chopsticks horizontally on the counter, he ushered himself away from the stove to lay a gentle, lithe hand on Phoenix's forearm, and leaning down so he could rest his chin atop his head.

Phoenix nearly melted into his touch, feeling comforted by Miles' body and his warmth. Finding solace in the safety of his arms, Phoenix allowed himself to exhale a deep breath and relax. Unsatisfied with the arrangements, however, he shook his head and gestured his head down. "Get in front of me a bit, Miles."

He wasn't about to complain, though as he moved in front of Phoenix to kneel, Miles was still a tad confused. Before he could ask why Phoenix wanted him to, the man placed his hands on the prosecutor's cheeks and leaned forward to kiss his forehead.

"I prefer looking at you, dear," Phoenix hummed. He moved his hands down to take Miles' own - raising them to place endearing kisses against flushed knuckles and fingertips, much to his husband's timidity. "..Thank you. For not minding putting up with me and all."

"Ah, yes," Miles started, smiling, "I married you because I simply 'didn't mind putting up with you'."

Phoenix laughed as he realized the hilarity of what he had said, "Hey! You know what I mean!"

"I married someone I just 'put up with'." Miles continued, chortling to himself, "Not in an act of pure love or anything."

Phoenix hushed Miles' teasing by leaning down and pressing his lips against the other's - the two humming against the warmth before falling into the quiet passion, then lingeringly pulling away. Their hands kept their doting hold still.

"..I love you, Phoenix. However, breakfast is due to overcook."

Phoenix shrugged and pressed his lips against Miles' cheek, unwilling to pull away as proven by how he spoke against his skin. "I don't mind."

"Suppose you wouldn't," Miles breathed out, amused.

Miles held himself in Phoenix's grasp before reluctantly pulling away to take charge of the stove again. Phoenix didn't seem to be happy with such an arrangement, so he took it upon himself to stand and wrap his arms around Miles' waist, head resting on his shoulder. The prosecutor pressed his palm against Phoenix's forearm in silent fondness - his other busy stirring food.

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[jeglaerenorsk]

I'm tired of one day. I want it to be my life now. I want my husband. I want my children. I want the love. I want to give the love. I want the stability. I want the activities with them. I want to be pregnant. I want to be held. I want to hold. I want to love and be loved. I want to feel safe in your arms - my husband. I want my kids to feel safe with me. I want my union. I want my dog, our family dog. I want us to create things for our children and teach them things. I want to paint with them, pluck berries, make cakes & dinners, walks in the wood, beaches, parks, and mountains, make snow Castle, teach them how to create a wood table, wood chair, take them to museums, create window art 🎨 build a tree house, I want to be a mom that is happy, at peace, is calm, safe, and they come for understanding, love, faith, learning, joy and warmth. I want our family to be supportive of each other and show up when one of us have something, may it be a game, a presentation or wants to show something he/she has made or just needs a hug or emotional support. I want the whole family to show up. And we're not going to swallow our feelings or hide like we do in my family. I will tell them to feel themselves & be respectful. It's possible with both. I want to take the kids and dog as a visitation dog for the elderly. And use the dog for therapy, if my health gets better I want to either become a teacher, or work in a kindergarten or I thought of nursing but I think with my arthritis and cfs its too much standing. I wanted a little bit to open up a coffee shop or a meeting place for youth where they could do activities but also get help and work on their home works. But I don't know if I'm smart enough to help 😔this is my fear as a teacher - and aslo with my cognitive challenges when I get overwhelmed, I forget words and say wrong word sometimes. And when I want to say some things but can't articulate, how can I then be a teacher? :( I care about the elderly but I know I mentally can't have that as a job because Ive had already too much Heartbreak and pain and already know how broken that system is. I won't then have energy to come home and be the mom I want to be. I'm really good at organizing events. But I don't know what kind of education or work that could be. I was told I had all the leadership qualities except I need to learn to speak to groups and stop being scared. I also thought of social worker but that means I can't be a foster mom as well and I know my heart will break and scream! when I can't help the situation. And then I will be so emotional at home it's not healthy. Any thoughts ppl? It's not like my doctors have faith that I can work in the future but let's ignore them 😇

[badass-women-league]

TIVALI

14- the kingdom and the cast

Ziva was panicked. She pushed the stroller out from the hospital elevator and rushed to the front desk. She was holding Adam in her arms, she obviously didn't took time to set him in his stroller when she got out from the car. When he saw her, Tony rushed to her. He had to reassure her. He welcomed her with a "don't worry she's fine"

Ziva was relieved when she saw Tony, she asked nervously:

-"what happened ?"

Tony grabbed Adam from her arms and said:

-"don't worry, it's just scratch, she did not even cried"

As they were talking Tony led her to the examination room where Tali was waiting. When they entered the room Tali was sitting on the edge of the hospital bed with a big cast on her forearm and a band aid on her forehead. She waved and smiled at Ziva as if everything was normal. Ziva turned to Tony. She was furious. She said:

-"just a scratch ????"

Tony put on his charming grin and answered:

-"well maybe more than that"

-"it's not funny Tony"

Ziva dropped her bag on the floor and sat next to Tali. She pulled her to hug her. As always when she was upset or extremely worried she spoke in hebrew to Tali. Tony complained:

-"not cool, you know hebrew is off-limit.. there are people here that doesn't speak hebrew... I am speaking about my buddy Adam here, of course.... I totally got what you said..."

Tali laughed at her father's lie and Ziva frowned at Tony. Tony walked to them and said:

-"come on Ziva, she's fine. We went to the park on our way back from school. She fell from the playground. She has been a brave girl and did not even shed a tear.. I actually did... and now she has a beautiful cast that we'll have to decorate once we get home"

Ziva was still hugging Tali. She had been so worried since she got the call telling her that she was at the hospital.

They were now waiting to be released. Tali was feeling some pain in her arm. Tony was keeping her mind busy. He had first improvised a balloon made of a surgical gloves. Tony then asked Tali to teach him some word in hebrew. He was pointing at various objects in the room and Tali was giving him the right translation in front of the amused look of Ziva who was feeding Adam on the other side of the room. Tony was repeating the words his daughter was teaching him and Tali was making fun of him everytime he mispronounced a word. The doctor finally released them and Tony offered to go buy some ice cream to everyone to recover from all the stress of the afternoon.

Later that day. Ziva was lying in her bed with Adam on her lap. When Tony appeared on the doorframe she raised an eye to him and focused back on Adam without granted Tony with a smile. Tony was concerned. He walked to the bed, sat next to Ziva and asked:

-"you still mad at me for what happened to Tali?"

-"I'm not mad at you Tony, I'm mad at myself.. I wasn't there, I should have been there"

-"stop blaming yourself, you need to take time for yourself. Tali is gonna hurt herself in so many different ways. We won't be there every time"

-"it's not really helping..."

-"come on, she's a happy and joyful kid. You've hurt yourself when you were a kid and you're fine right ? We should rejoice because Tali is not gonna experience half of the pain you've been through as a child. Have you seen how proud she was when she showed her cast to McGee ?"

Ziva smiled. Her daughter was already showing signs of her mother's bravery. Tony continued:

-"she did not even cried, she even complained when I told her we had to go to the hospital"

Ziva laughed and said:

-"you were the only one panicking ?"

-"I was freaking out you mean, I pictured you strangling me"

-"I thought about it"

-"I know you did. Come on stop punishing yourself for everything that happens to them. Sometimes life sucks... c'est la vie"

She smiled at his french pronunciation and said:

-"that's life"

Ziva was coming back from her gym club. She was exhausted, they only thing she wanted to do right now was to take a good and well-deserved shower. She opened the door and her eyes widened. She crossed her arms on her chest and said:

-"what is going on here ?"

Tony turned to face her, with a cardboard box on his head and a broom on his hand:

-"Ziva! My love! Is it 8 already ?"

-"what happened to the living room ?"

The living room was actually a mess, pillows on the floor, bed sheets and covers hanged through the living room. Tony climb over the pillows and stumbled:

-"this is not our living room, this is a princess castle..."

Ziva raised an eyebrow and waited for more explanation. Tony pointed at Tali and explained:

-"this is the beautiful princess who got captured by the mighty dragon who broke her arm in the process" he pointed at Adam, on his baby seat, who was chewing one of his toy.

Ziva looked at Tony with incredulous eyes:

-"so if Tali is the princess and Adam's the villain then that makes you ..."

-"the brave and loyal knight..."

-"of course... and this is ?" She pointed at Tony's cardboard box

-"my knight helmet"

-"very convincing..."

She came closer to Tony, lifted the cardboard box to land a kiss on his lips, then she lowered the "helmet" on Tony's head.

-"I am gonna take a shower... try not to destroy the living room.."

She walked to the bathroom and Tony shouted:

-"it's a castle !"

When Ziva walked out from the bathroom she could hear laughs coming from the living-room. She rolled her eyes and thought: "those two... when they start there is no way to stop them"

She entered the room and leaned by the door. Tony was tickling Tali's side. She couldn't stop laughing. Ziva smiled. Having her house filled with children's laughs was everything she could have wished for.

Tali saw her mother and screamed between two laughs:

-"Ima please ! Help me !"

-"what happened to the brave knight who was saving the princess ?"

Tony kept tickling Tali and answered:

-"looks like the mighty dragon cast a spell on him"

Tali was still begging for her mother's help. Ziva walked to Tony and joined the battle to free her daughter until they both stumbled on a pillow and crashed on them, Ziva on top of Tony. They were both panting from the tickles fight. Ziva smiled and whispered:

-"How can we break the spell ?"

-"I have a pretty good idea..."

Ziva smiled. They both had the same idea. Ziva leaned forward and kissed him.

-"feeling better ?"

-"definitely better"

-"can we now get rid of the castle and have diner ?"

Tali argued:

-"no aba promised that we would keep it until friday movie night"

Ziva looked at Tony with disapproving eyes:

-"really ? Aba said that ?"

Tony charmingly smiled. Ziva admitted her defeat and said:

-"alright then.. until friday movie night.. but after that the castle becomes a living room again.. understood ?"

She was actually looking at Tony and not Tali when she asked the question. Tony and Tali nodded. Ziva laughed and helped Tony get back on his feet. Tony turned to walk to the kitchen. Ziva hit Tony's buttock as he walked past her to show him that he was driving her insane sometimes. A little laugh escaped from him. On his way to the kitchen Tony grabbed Adam from his seat and said:

-"come on mighty dragon, your reign is over, time to eat"

Tali was getting impatient, she was lying under her castle made out of bed sheets. Behind her was Ziva, she was sitting on the couch with Adam next to her. She was playing with him and his favorite cuddly toy when suddenly the lights went off. Tony walked out from the kitchen with a bowl of popcorn and started:

-"ladies and baby gentleman... it is my pleasure to welcome you to the DiNozzo friday movie night"

Ziva rolled her eyes and asked:

-"are you really gonna do this every time?"

-"yes! It's my personal pleasure, stop ruining it"

Ziva smiled and rolled her eyes again. Tali was done waiting:

-"Come on Aba ! I want the movie !"

-"Alright Alright ! I see that there is no way to make thing solemn with two impatient spoilsports like you"

-"come and sit here aba !"

Tony sat next to Tali on the pillows under the bed sheets and pressed play.

During the movie Ziva grumbled:

-"oh my god ! This makes no sense !"

Both Tony and Tali shouted: "shhhhh"

Ziva whispered:

-"what ? It makes no sense to do that"

Tali complained:

-"it's a movie Ima !"

Tony looked at Ziva with pride and just moved his lips to articulate with no sound "she's my daughter". In response Ziva stuck her tongue out at Tony and winced. She was looking so much like him sometimes but she had also taken a lot from her mother's behavior. She was impatient, smart and strong but she was also a funny and crafty joker. No need to say that Tali and Tony were driving Ziva crazy most of the time. She had to make sure that Adam was not becoming the image of his father too. The movie came to an end. Tali and Adam had fallen asleep. Tony grabbed Tali and took her to her bedroom, Ziva did the same with Adam. Tony joined Ziva in the living room. She was leant by the door frame. They both looked at the castle standing in the middle of their living room. Tony said:

-"it's gonna take us a lot of time to get rid of this"

Ziva looked astonishing and said:

-"us ?"

-"yeah you gonna help me right ?"

Ziva smiled and it then turned into a laugh. She turned around and walked to the bedroom. Tony begged:

-"come on Ziva ! for better or worse you remember ?"

But Ziva was gone, leaving him to deal with his castle.

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