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[tswaney17]

I Do Bad Things with You - Part 49

It's here!!! The final part of this massive fic. 😭 I can't believe we're finally at the end. I'm still in shock that I get to close the door on this fic that has taken up the last three years of my life. I have so many emotions running through me right now. 🥺

The epilogue will be posted during @elriel-month in addition to a little surprise I'm so excited to share with you. Stay tuned!! 💜💙💚

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Credit to @featherymalignancy for Cassian’s nickname, Cash. 😘

Trigger warnings: violence, sexual assault , language, NSFW

This part also features descriptions of birth and complications from it.

Word Count: 7,225

Elain had spent a good portion of the late morning getting ready for the baby shower scheduled for noon. At just over eight months pregnant, they were cutting close to the wire of the twins’ arrival.

She was beyond exhausted. Growing the babies was work enough, but she ached everywhere at this point. Her boobs, her hips, her ankles. Her back…that hurt the worst. She looked like she swallowed two extra large watermelons. Elain hadn’t seen her feet in two and half months and she was praying that her toenails looked well enough for sandals today.

On top of her aching body, she also slept like shit the night before, having woken up in the wee hours with Braxton Hicks contractions that seemed to never want to go away. They were getting obnoxious at this point.

Oh! And her boobs had already started leaking. Aside from the contractions, Elain also woke up to a soaked sleep shirt and an attitude that poor Azriel was desperately trying to keep calm. She felt bad that her irritation got directed at him, but he took her mood swings in stride, giving her the space when she needed it, and focusing on taking care of Kaden and getting him ready for the party.

Her husband knocked lightly before entering their bedroom, shutting the door behind him and locking it when he saw her standing there in an ugly pair of panties and a strapless bra—which she had no idea how it was going to hold up her tits, but here they were. “Hello, my love. How are you doing?” he asked, striding further into their room. He was already dressed in black slacks and a white button-down rolled up to his elbows. It was one of her favorite looks on him. Casual but classy and sexy as hell.

“I’m all right. Better than this morning,” which was true. In the time she took to get ready, she felt her irritation slowly dissipate. “I’m sorry for snapping at you.”

He gifted her a soft smile he reserved only for her and their children. “El, you’re carrying two babies. You’re allowed to let out your frustrations. I’m here to spar if you need it, you know that.”

She knew he meant spar as in letting her yell and shout and hiss words until she felt better while he just took it. Gods, he really was the perfect husband. Elain held out her coco butter lotion towards him. “Do you mind rubbing this on me and helping me dress?”

Azriel took the bottle from her outstretched hands, dropping a sweet kiss on her plump lips before squirting some into his scarred palms and gently rubbing it all over her swollen stomach. He knelt before her, dutifully getting every inch of her covered. “You are so beautiful, Elain,” he murmured, kissing her at the fullest part of her belly.

She snorted. “I am a beached whale who ate too much.”

“You are a gorgeous woman carrying life inside of her womb. That will always be beautiful, sweetheart.”

How he always knew what to say was beyond her, but she tugged him up off the ground to kiss him thoroughly. It should’ve annoyed her with how just a few sweeps of Azriel’s tongue had every concern and irritation simply melt away. He knew when to play that card and fuck did he play it well.

But even his tongue couldn’t stop the hiss of pain as another contraction wracked her body.

He immediately pulled back at the sound, eyes scanning her face. “Are you all right?” he asked, concern etched into the tone.

She breathed through the wave that tightened in her abdomen. “Braxton Hicks contractions,” she said as an explanation.

 His brows shot into his hairline. “Do we need to go to the hospital?”

Elain reached up to cup his cheek in her palm, her thumb swiping over the stubble there. “No, it’s a normal thing this late in the pregnancy. I’ve had a few this morning starting before dawn. It’s why I was grouchy.”

Understanding lit his face and he carefully ran his hand down her stomach again. “Why didn’t you wake me this morning?”

She huffed a laugh. “Because I knew you’d go into full-birthing-dad-mode and neither one of us would’ve slept any longer.”

Azriel shot her an unamused glare. “You will be thanking me for that birthing-dad mode when you’re in labor and I have everything packed up within minutes.”

This time Elain laughed loud and joyfully. “Yes, you’re probably right.” She nodded to the dress on the bed. “Help me slip that on?”

He grabbed the fabric, bunching it in his large fists, and pulled it over her head. It was an off-the-shoulder, loose, pale pink cotton dress, decorated with roses. It looked vintage, gathering just under her bust, with oversized puffy sleeves that sat off her shoulders, over her biceps. Ruffles accentuated the bottom hem, emphasizing the vintage style. It was the perfect spring dress. When Elain first saw it at the store, she knew she had to buy it for the shower.

Azriel tugged her loose curls from the back of the dress, letting them brush against her spine. He placed a kiss on her bare shoulder before grabbing the rose-pendant necklace he bought to go with the dress and draping it around her delicate neck. “Perfect,” he murmured onto her skin, his smile pressing against her neck.

Elain sighed softly, reaching up to thread her fingers through his dark hair. “How am I still horny for you?”

He nipped at her throat, a rumble shaking his chest. “Because you know I can deliver what you need without even blinking.”

This time she laughed, letting his hands run across her body in possessive little touches.

Azriel brazenly cupped her sex through the dress, growling as she let out a mewling sound and began to writhe against those skilled fingers, searching for the friction she desperately craved. “Would you like to fuck my hand, love?” he murmured, mouth grazing her jaw.

Elain fell slack against him, letting his strength hold her up. “Az,” she breathed, eyes fluttering shut as he began to rub her in earnest. “Please.”

He nipped the curve of her ear, tugging the lobe between his teeth. “You beg so prettily, El.” Bunching up the dress in a fist, Azriel slid her panties aside, swiping his fingers over her soaked pussy. “Fuck, baby. You’re so wet for me. Always desperate for my touch.”

She gripped him, nails digging into his exposed forearms. “I need—I need,” she panted out, wiggling in his hold. “Please, Az.”

Giving her exactly what she wanted—needed—Azriel sunk his middle finger into her aching cunt, pumping once before adding a second digit. “Such a good girl,” he whispered, thrusting in and out of her. The heel of his palm grazed her clit sending bolts of pleasure up her spine.

Elain bit her lip, stifling the moan that threatened to burst from her. His fingers scraped along that special spot inside of her, building her up and up and up until she teetered on the edge of bliss.

Barely conscious of her surroundings, Elain caught the sound of the door handle jiggling, followed by a “Momma!”

Azriel clapped a hand over her mouth as he continued his machinations. “Momma’s getting dressed, Kaden. We’ll be out in a minute,” he called out, pressing his palm firmly on her clit and sending her spiraling into her orgasm.

Too far gone to care, she tumbled into sweet oblivion, coming hard on his fingers. Elain moaned, only quieted by the muffling against her husband’s scarred hand.

He worked her through her release, slowing his movements when she started to come down from her high. Az peppered her skin with sweet kisses, removing his fingers from her pussy and readjusting her panties back into place before letting the dress fall back down. “Better, my love?”

“I’m gonna have to change my underwear, but yes.” She twisted in his arms, catching him sucking his fingers clean. Elain brought his mouth down to hers, tongue licking the drop of her release dotting his bottom lip. “Thank you, husband.”

He smiled into their kiss, deepening it once more. “I’ll go check on Kaden while you finish up. We’ll head out when you’re done.”

Twenty minutes later, they were in the car on their way to Rhys and Feyre’s place. It was a gorgeous day full of sunshine, the air warm with the oncoming of summer. It was as if even the Mother wanted to grace her presence on that day with her radiance. They really couldn’t have asked for a more beautiful day for a baby shower.

“Momma?” Kaden called from the back seat. “Where are we going?”

His speech had improved so much since they first brought him home that the therapist they hired had told them after the end of the school year, that he likely wouldn’t need to continue seeing a specialist to catch him up. He was reading and writing the way a five-year-old should be and was on track to pass kindergarten with flying colors.

She glanced over her shoulder at him. “Remember how we talked about going to Aunt Feyre and Uncle Rhys’s for the baby shower today.”

He seemed to think about that. “What’s a baby shower?”

Her lips quirked up at his curious mind. Thankfully, he hadn’t asked about where babies came from again. “It’s a party to celebrate the upcoming arrival of your brother and sister.” Her hand came to rest on her belly instinctively.

His face scrunched up. “Will I have to take a bath again?”

Azriel let out a snort, glancing at her. “It’s a fair question.”

She laughed. “No, sweetheart. Not that kind of shower. To shower with love. The party is just to celebrate the babies before they arrive.”

“Will there be cake?” he asked, excitement lighting up his face at the prospect of sweets.

“For my sister’s sake, there better be.” Elain’s late-stage pregnancy craving was anything sweet. Cookies, cakes, pastries, whatever she could get her hands on, she was eating it. Azriel was barely able to keep the pantry stocked with desserts for her to snack on.

Her husband chuckled. “If she doesn’t, we’ll stop by a bakery on our way home and get each of you a cake. How’s that sound?” he asked, grasping her hand and bringing it to his mouth to kiss her knuckles.

She grinned. “You spoil me.”

He looked at her then. “You deserve to be spoiled.”

They were fashionably late to their baby shower, and Elain completely blamed her husband’s morning sexual charade for the delay in their arrival. Not that she minded at all. She had another Braxton Hick contraction in the car, Azriel eying her with worry and once again asking if they should make a pitstop at the hospital just in case.

But that would’ve made them even more late and Elain knew it was unnecessary.

All of their friends and family were waiting for their arrival. And she hated being late.

“What am I going to do with you gone for six months, Elain?” Thesan teased, taking a sip of his beer.

She shot a devilish grin at the head nurse sitting on the couch across from her. “I’m sure Viv would love to pick up all the slack.”

Viviane squawked in outrage and pointed a menacing finger in her direction. “Don’t put your work on me while you’re enjoying your babymoon, Elain Archeron-Knight.”

The group laughed as she pushed herself up off the couch. Another contraction hit her and she winced, catching the attention of the sharp-eyed nurse. But before she could ask, Kaden came bounding up to her, tugging on the skirt of her dress.

“Momma, can I have a cake pop?” He looked up at her with those damn puppy eyes he knew she couldn’t resist.

Elain ran a hand through his hair. “Sure, sweetie. Only one. You don’t want to spoil your appetite for Uncle Cassian’s good barbeque.”

Said uncle was out in the backyard tending to the grill with her husband, Rhys, and the Moonbeam brothers because, apparently, that’s where men gathered. Aelin and Rowan had joined them, the former getting an eyebrow raise from Azriel at her company’s appearance.

She made her way to the kitchen, hoping to perhaps score one of those cake pops herself—she was the guest of honor, surely she could snag one too. Feyre, Nuala, and Cerridwen had been busy putting together the final touches for lunch and were just waiting for Cassian’s proteins to serve food.

But just as she reached the breakfast bar, a wave of excruciating pain washed over her. Catching herself on the counter, Elain gripped the side of her stomach, groaning loud enough that the other room went silent. And then she felt it. Liquid surged between her legs, puddling the floor beneath her.

No. No, it was too soon. They couldn’t be coming already.

Viviane rounded the corner from the living room as Feyre and the twins approached her.

Somebody breathed her name, but she couldn’t decipher who it was over the blood rushing in her ears.

More footsteps sounded as her friends and family came from the living room to see what was going on.

“Elain.” It was Feyre’s voice that broke through the fog of fear that had clouded her, but she was too numb to respond. Too nervous. “Somebody get Azriel!”

Her panic grew and her breathing turned shallow. It was too soon. She wasn’t ready, wasn’t prepared enough. The anxiety of giving birth hit her like a freight train.

She couldn’t do this.

She couldn’t.

~~~~~

Azriel took a swig of his beer, rolling his eyes at the cad comment Rhys made. His tanned skin warmed in the sunlight even with the sleeves of his button-down rolled up to his elbows. With a glance at the large window, he caught Elain rising from her spot on the couch, Kaden gripping her dress to speak with her.

Gods, that fucking dress. Elain looked like a maternal goddess in it, emphasizing her swollen belly, brimming with the life of his children. Az never realized he had a breeding kink until he and Elain got back together. His desire to fill her with his seed, to watch her grow with life had him hardening in his pants.

Now at eight months, she had reached the stage where little things irked the hell out of her. Honestly, her temper was cute as hell, but he tried to be considerate of her exhaustion and short-fuse, offering himself up to take the heat of her ire. It was only fair—he’s the one that got her pregnant.

It may have made him a primitive, alpha-douchebag, but fuck did he love to see her waddling around, pregnant and barefoot in their home. She was already such a wonderful mother to their boy, Kaden. Cassian had been right. He was so incredibly grateful for Elain’s maternal instinct.

“Something caught your eye, brother?” Cassian taunted, grinning. His brother knew exactly what he was looking at. Or whom.

He shot him a dry look that had Cash chuckling.

“If she wasn’t already pregnant, I’d say that look alone could’ve knocked her up,” he teased. “Who knew you had such a kink, Az.”

Azriel opened his mouth to retort, but the sliding glass door opening caught his attention.

Nuala peeked her head out, a worried look on her face that had his stomach tightening in knots. “Azriel! Get in here now!”

But he was already moving, dropping his drink on the table and running after her into the house, his brothers and friends hot on his heels. He froze in the entryway of the kitchen, taking in the scene for a split second before his eyes settled on Elain bent over the counter, a puddle of clear liquid beneath her.

His feet ate up the space between them in three long strides, her name falling from his lips as he cupped her face and forced her gaze on his. Azriel prided himself in knowing exactly what Elain was feeling, what she was thinking by just the look on her face. He read her better than he did himself. So, seeing the blatant apprehension and worry written as clearly as a tattoo on her forehead had his heart racing in his chest.

Her eyes were wet with the tears he could tell she was trying to hold back.

“Love,” he said quietly, unsure how to proceed at the moment.

She blinked like hearing him cleared a bit of the fog that had washed over her. “Azriel.” Her voice cracked.

He folded her into his arms, trying to soothe whatever worries were troubling her. “You’re okay, my love.”

Elain seemed to melt in his embrace, her tension slowly ebbing away the longer he held her. He gave her whatever time she needed, ignoring the audience they had around them, but it was long enough for another contraction to hit. She cried out, gripping his hand in hers and squeezing tight.

Viviane snapped into action at that. “Azriel, her contractions are about nine minutes apart now. She’s going to have at least two more by the time you reach the hospital.”

“No hospitals,” Elain growled.

That had him pulling back to look down at her. “El, the babies are coming—”

“No. Hospitals.” He could see the wavering in her face. “I—,” she paused, hesitating. “They’re not ready. It’s too early. Too soon. They can’t come out yet…” Her head fell until she was looking at the wetness still sitting on the floor. “I’m not ready,” Elain whispered so quietly, that he almost missed it.

Azriel knew that was nerves speaking. While Kaden made them parents, the idea of giving birth to the twins was the primary source of her fear. The books he read said that many expectant mothers experienced this type of anxiety right around the time they went into labor. If they were going to have any success in her having a smooth birth, Azriel needed to get her to calm down. He glanced at Cassian. “Can you get her a chair?”

His brother grabbed one from the dining room, setting it out for Az to carefully guide Elain into. He knelt in front of her, keeping her hands clasped firmly in his. “Elain, sweetheart,” her dark eyes latched onto his, needing to hear his reassurance. He kept his voice low, wishing they didn’t have to have this conversation in front of their friends and family.

Rhys seemed to sense that and began ushering people out of the room. “Let’s give the couple a few minutes.”

He shot his brother a grateful look before returning his attention to Elain. “Sweetheart, I know you’re scared. I know it’s earlier than we were expecting. But if there is one thing that I am certain of is that you can do this.” He squeezed her hands in comfort. “You are the strongest person I know. You’ve been through so much that once all is said and done, you’re going to look at me and tell me that this was the easy part. I promise you that if anyone can do this, it’s you. And I will be right by your side for every step, holding your hand, giving you ice chips, and bearing whatever you need me to bear to bring our children into the world.”

She sniffed, a small smile tugging at her lips. “You’re sure?”

“Without a doubt, Elain. You can do this.” He brought their joined hands up to his mouth, kissing her fingers and letting her absorb whatever confidence she needed. “So, what do you say? Are you ready to have our babies, love?”

Elain huffed a laugh, his words settling the nerves she had. “Yes, let’s go have our babies,” she breathed, her grin taking over her entire face, lasting all of thirty seconds before a look of panic took root once more. “Az, the birthing bag is still at the house.”

He let out an undignified snort. “Do you think after having that contraction in front of me this morning, I’d leave the house without having absolutely everything packed and ready to go? Come on, baby, you know me better than that. It’s all in the back of the car.”

She blinked in surprise. “The birthing bag and my pillow?”

“In the car,” he confirmed.

“Kaden’s overnight bag?”

“In the car.”

“The car seats for the twins?”

He scoffed. “You know I installed those weeks ago, try again.”

Her lips quired up at the corner. “What about the slippers I was wearing this morning?” she asked, thinking she had him.

Az rolled his eyes in playful exasperation. “I grabbed them when I snagged the birthing bag.” He kissed her hands again. “I’ve got you, love.”

And then she was leaning forward, kissing him with so much love and devotion, he felt it down to the soul she brought back to life. The sound of their family’s cheers forced them apart, a pretty blush dusting the tops of Elain’s cheeks, but she didn’t dare look away from him.

Without looking away from her, Azriel reached into his pocket, pulled out his keys, and tossed them to Rhys. “Can you grab Kaden’s bag from the trunk? The one with dinosaurs. And then Elain’s purple one as well.”

Elain’s brows furrowed in confusion. “Why is he grabbing mine?”

His lips pulled up into a knowing grin, brushing the shell of her ear as he leaned forward to whisper, “I thought you might like to change your underwear and put on a maternity pad for the ride to the hospital.”

Her cheeks heated in embarrassment, but she nodded in agreement.  

A little body shuffled closer. “Momma?” Kaden murmured, looking so very worried over the state of his mother.

She held her arms out, motioning him forward. “C’mere sweetheart.” Elain tucked him into her chest, kissing the top of his head. “You’re going to stay here with Aunt Feyre and Uncle Rhys while Daddy and I go to the hospital to have your brother and sister.”

He looked up at her with those puppy-dog eyes and damn, the kid knew how to work them. “But I want to go with you!” His lower lip quivered and Azriel could tell he was on the verge of tears.

But his wife took it in stride, cupping his little face in her palms and swiping her thumbs across his cheeks. “I know, sweetheart. I know you do. But you’ll have a much better time here with your aunt and uncle. Momma’s not going to be fun to be around until your siblings are here.” She kissed his plump cheek. “But I promise that you will be the first to see us once they arrive. Okay?”

Feyre stepped forward, reaching out a hand for their son. “Come on, Kaden. We’ll have lots of fun eating all the desserts left over.” She shot them a wink when he finally relented, taking her fingers.

After cleaning her up as best as he could and getting her a maternity pad from her bag, he and Elain were in the car on the way to the hospital. As Viviane predicted, she had two more contractions on the way, grabbing his offered hand and the “oh shit” bar as she groaned her way through it. And then promptly went into a third one right as they arrived.

Az timed them out, still sitting about nine minutes apart. “Breathe, baby. Good, love. Just like that.” His thumb grazed the back of her hand. Her grip was tight, on the verge of painful, but he didn’t dare let his face flinch or show an ounce of discomfort. She needed his strength and that’s exactly what he was going to give her.

They were immediately escorted to their private room and Elain’s vitals were checked over. She was sitting at only two centimeters dilated, which meant they were looking at being there for a bit.

Between her contractions, he swapped out his clothes for a fitted black t-shirt and grey sweatpants to get more comfortable and then sent a text to their siblings to notify them that they were in and settled, but it would be a while before they would have any progress.

“Can you check in with Kaden?” Elain asked, taking a scoop of ice chips from her cup.

The corner of his lips curled up at the question. “I already did. Feyre said he wouldn’t leave the front window for a while and had to persuade him with his baby cousin and a lot of sweet treats.”

She snorted, shaking her head. “He’s going to have a mouth full of cavities before we get home.” Elain twisted to look at him. “Do you think we made the right decision by not letting him come with us? It sounds like he’s waiting for us to return. I know that some families let their little ones be present for the birth of their siblings and we discussed it—”

He interrupted her train of thought. “I think we made the right call, love. We’re going to be here for a while and we both know that things can upset him. I don’t know how well he’d handle watching you go through that.”

She nodded but didn’t look very convinced.

Azriel reached for her hand, covering it with his own and squeezing her fingers. “He’s safe and well-cared for. Remember that while we focus on bringing his little brother and sister into the world.” He brushed his lips over her knuckles in a sweet kiss.

Elain smiled softly at him. “Okay.”

And so, they waited.

Per his wife’s birthing plan, she wanted to attempt to go natural. Azriel admired her strength and resilience in doing so. But after over sixteen hours of hard labor, he could see her resolve fading.

He stroked her cheek, fingers brushing hair behind her ear. “Talk to me, sweetheart.”

Dark circles already lined the underneath part of her eyes. She looked so weary. “I’m so tired, Az.” Her voice came out nearly broken and fuck if that didn’t just rip his beating heart from his chest.

Kissing her forehead, he murmured, “Do you want to get the epidural? It’ll help you get some much-needed rest before the delivery.” As of now, she was only at seven centimeters and the doctor had said it could still be a while longer until she reached a full ten.

Her chin dipped in confirmation. “Please.”

Azriel didn’t waste time calling for the nurse. Within ten minutes, he watched as a grossly large needle was inserted into her back, sending that relief washing over her. He peppered her face with kisses during the procedure, murmuring words of praise and comfort in her ear as she gritted her teeth through it.

Elain spent the next eight hours in a fitful sleep, dosing off and waking up not long after each time. Azriel didn’t bother to try and sleep, not when she wasn’t really getting much at all.

But finally, after just past nine, she was fully dilated and ready to push.

His wife pushed and pushed and pushed for a half hour with nothing to show for it. She was in tears, frustrated, and so exhausted he was practically supporting all her weight having slid an arm around her shoulders to keep her upright.

“I can’t, I can’t,” she sobbed, half burying her face into his chest.

“You can, love. You’re so strong. Just a little bit more,” he tried to reassure her. It fucking killed him to see her like this.

“Can’t you do it for me?” she pleaded, looking up at him with wild, desperate eyes.

He gripped her cheek in his palm, kissing her temple. “You know I would, El. I would give anything to switch places with you right now. But I know you can do this. Just a few more pushes and then they’ll be here.”

Whatever she read within his words seemed to do the trick, her brows furrowing with a determination he hadn’t seen since they left the house. Elain pushed herself up, trying to get into a kneeling position, and he was right there, sliding behind her and supporting her weight.

The nurses squawked, muttering something about hospital policy, but frankly, he did not give a fuck, snarling, “Her body is telling her to push like this. Listen to your fucking patient.”

Changing the position was exactly what she needed because their son was born within the next two contractions, entering the world with a healthy set of lungs.

They sagged back against the pillows, his face wet with tears as they placed their new baby directly on Elain’s bared chest. He couldn’t stop himself from tipping her head back to kiss her softly on the lips, pausing the savor the moment.

Az traced the pads of his fingers over the curve of their boy’s cheek, just needing to touch him to prove he was here with them. Even covered in fluids, he was so beautiful. The perfect blend of the two of them.

The nurses gave them just a few minutes with the first baby before Doctor Chen said that she needed to start pushing again. She took their boy from Elain’s arms, promising to bring him back for Azriel after he was cleaned up and their daughter was born.

Delivery of their little girl went easier than with their son. But whereas their boy came out crying, their daughter came out silent.

Azriel knew something was wrong just by the silence, but it only grew the anxiety in his stomach when the doctor turned her back on them, taking their little one with her to work on.

“She’s not crying,” Elain breathed, worry clouding her voice.

He could only squeeze her shoulders in comfort, watching as they shoved things into her nose and mouth.

“Suction,” Chen ordered.

“Azriel, why isn’t she crying?”

“She’s going to be okay, love. They’re helping her. She’s okay.” The words passed his lips even as his heart dropped into his stomach when they started doing compressions on her tiny body.

No.

This couldn’t be happening. They couldn’t lose her. It would kill him to lose his little girl, but Elain, fuck, he couldn’t even begin to fathom the devastation she would face at this loss. There was nothing he could do. He couldn’t pay to fix this or threaten someone to save their baby girl.

So, he did what any father would do.

He prayed.

He prayed to every god, every deity, everything, and anything he could think of to keep his little girl safe and bring her back to them. To take her place if they demanded it. A life for a life. He’d pay it for his child, his family. “Come on,” he murmured. “Come on, baby. Come on.”

Elain curved her face into the side of his chest, howling in a way he’d never heard from her before.

His arms went around her, that dreaded feeling turning his blood cold. The terror he felt of their little one dead before she lived was unlike anything he’d ever experienced. But still, he did not stop praying, clutching Elain’s shaking body to his. “Come on, little one. Come on!” he chanted. “Please.”

And then, a rattled cough tore from her tiny body, followed by the sweet, beautiful sound of her cry.

Elain’s wail turned into relieved sobs, as the doctor walked over their bundled little girl and placed her into his wife’s awaiting arms.

“Somebody was just so excited to meet you, she took a breath a little too early, but we cleared out her passages and lungs and she looks good now.”

His wife tucked their daughter into her chest, kissing the top of her head. “Hi sweet girl, Momma’s here,” she whispered, tears still falling down her cheeks. Tears that matched the ones running down his face.

She was here. His baby girl. Fuck, she looked just like him, with dark hair and tanned skin. He hadn’t gotten a look at her eyes yet, but already she was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen.

“Here you go, Mr. Archeron-Knight,” one of the other nurses said, pulling his attention from his wife and daughter as she handed him his son, cleaned up and wrapped in a soft blanket.

The small bundle was gently laid in the crook of his elbow. Azriel didn’t think he’d ever feel the amount of love he did on Kaden’s adoption day, but sitting here with his gorgeous wife, holding their newborn twins, he felt his heart soar in his chest.

Sweaty and fatigued, Elain glanced up at his face, the sweetest, exhausted smile pulling on her lips. “I love you,” she murmured.

He let out a sound that was a cross between a chuckle and a sob. “I love you more.” And then he kissed her, sealing that moment in time with his undying love for her.

~~~~~

Elain woke to the sound of a whimpering cry, swiftly followed by Azriel’s low voice.

“Hey, sweet girl. What’s wrong, huh?” She heard some shuffling as her husband lifted their daughter from the nursery bed. “Momma needs her sleep so we need to be quiet.” He kept his voice low enough to not disturb her—fuck she loved him so much—but she was already awake, rolling over in the hospital bed to face him.

Azriel holding his children was, hands down, the sexiest thing she’d ever seen. How she could even feel the need for him after pushing two babies out of her currently aching and severely injured body was beyond her, but just watching him bounce their fussing daughter made all those desires come roaring to the surface.

Almost as if he could sense her presence, hazel eyes slid to hers. “I’ve got her, love. Go back to sleep.” His voice remained soft as night as if anything louder would disturb her.

She curled up on her side, watching him. “I think we should get used to no sleep now.”

He huffed a laugh, patting Rosalie on her back as she further settled into the crook of his elbow.

Their daughter was almost two pounds smaller than her brother, coming in right at five whereas Ryder was a healthy six pounds, fourteen ounces. The doctor was a little concerned over Rosalie’s lower birth weight, but Elain had managed to get both babies to latch and feed earlier and she ate well, so they were mainly playing it by ear.

Because of her smaller size, Azriel already placed an order for some preemie clothes and sent a photo of her with the twins to their siblings. They asked to give them a day to recuperate before coming to the hospital in the morning. After the scare with Rosalie, both she and Azriel wanted to take some time to spend with the babies. Plus, the medical team was in and out of their room, taking Rosalie for some additional tests just to be sure everything looked good.

It was just after seven that night, and they were settling in for the evening. Tired of hospital food, Azriel ordered hamburgers from DoorDash for them to eat. Elain was starving and it sounded so good that she drooled when she suggested it to him. Both babies had been fed only an hour earlier and she anticipated not having another feeding till late evening or early morning.

Elain grabbed whatever sleep she could, knowing she’d need it when they were released in a couple of days, but she was sure Azriel hadn’t slept a wink since she’d gone into labor.

She pushed herself up, reclining on her pillows. The nurses cleaned her after the delivery and stitched her up from tearing, but Elain couldn’t wait to get home and take a proper shower. “Does she need to be changed?” she asked, nodding to the now-sleeping baby in her husband’s arms.

Azriel shook his head. “No, I think she was just fussing.” His dark hair was still mussed up from when he stripped out of his shirt earlier, taking time for skin-to-skin contact with each of the twins.

Elain had to rein in her laugh at how the nurse blushed as he revealed miles of gloriously tanned, tattooed skin and corded muscle. Her husband was a fine specimen, but he never flaunted it, so seeing another woman react to it was humorous especially since he didn’t even seem to notice her blushing, stammering state.

“You should sleep too, Az,” she said instead.

He looked at her, his lips curving up. It had been doing that a lot since the birth of the twins. The sweetest, smallest smile that crept up the corners of his mouth. Almost as if he didn’t even realize he was doing it. It was utterly adorable and made him look younger. “I’ll rest later. You need it more than me.”

Her shoulders shook in amusement. “You know, we can sleep when they do.”

“I just don’t want to miss a second of them.” His attention returned to his little girl who already had him wrapped around her finger. To be fair, all of their children did. “Fuck, I can’t believe they’re here already. It seems like it was only a month ago you found out you were pregnant.”

“I can’t believe our first anniversary is coming up in just a handful of weeks.”

At that, he laughed. “I guess a trip for our anniversary is out of the question?”

She grinned. “Not unless all our little ones are coming with us.” Because like hell was she going to be able to leave them so soon. Plus with her nursing, it just wouldn’t be ideal.

He seemed to consider her. “We could take the jet to the Summer District. Kaden will be out of school then and we’ll both still be out on leave. Just a thought.”

Gods, he was fucking perfect. “That might be nice.”

A knock on the door interrupted whatever he was going to say. He frowned in confusion, looking at her.

Elain shrugged, sitting up further on her bed. “Come in,” she called out.

She thought it might be a nurse or a doctor, coming to check on her or the twins. What she didn’t expect was for Rhys to peek his head into the room. Surprise lit her features and she glanced at Azriel, who looked equally as bewildered at the sudden visit from their brother.

“Hey,” Rhys said. “I apologize for dropping by unannounced, but somebody really couldn’t wait till tomorrow to see you.” He opened the door slightly, revealing Kaden clutching a teddy bear, eyes puffy and red from crying.

Her heart ached at the distress their son must’ve been in for Rhys to come all the way here. “Hello sweetheart,” she said, keeping her voice soft. “Come here, my love.”

He took a small step further into the room, Rhys’s hand guiding him at the backside of his head. Kaden took slow steps as he approached the side of her bed. “Momma, are you sick?”

She reached out to cup his cheek in her palm. “No, baby. I’m not sick. Your brother and sister decided it was time to come out of my tummy.” Her eyes found Azriel’s as he rose from his seat on the couch, moving toward them. “Would you like to meet them?” she asked, returning her gaze to Kaden’s.

His head dipped in confirmation.

Elain pushed herself back even more. “Rhys, can you help him up and then grab me that flat pillow over there.”

He set the boy on the bed between her spread legs, Kaden shuffling backward and bumping into her sensitive lower area.

She hissed out in pain before she could stop herself. A wave of agony washed over her with enough intensity that her stomach curdled with nausea.

Azriel reacted immediately. “Easy, buddy. Momma’s going to be sore for a while and we need to be extra careful with her.”

“I’m okay,” she spoke quickly, not wanting to upset Kaden any more than he already was, and kissed his plump cheek as she breathed through the pain. “Okay, Rhys. Place the pillow over our laps.”

Adjusting his arms in preparation, Azriel gently lowered their daughter until she comfortably rested on the nursing pillow.

“Kaden, this is your sister, Rosalie,” he announced, letting his finger stroke her rounded cheek.

Elain couldn’t see his face directly, but she did catch his eyes widening as he stared down at her, his fingers carefully tracing over her delicate features just as his father did.

“Rosawee,” he said, not quite catching the ending syllable. It would be something they would have to work on. When she kicked a leg within her swaddle, he pulled his hand back, startled.

She laughed, feeling the bed dip as Azriel sat down next to them, bringing over their son. “And this is your brother, Ryder.”

He reached out to trace the outline of his brows, the touch gentle and exploratory. “I’m a brother?” he asked, turning his head to look up at her.

“That’s right sweetheart. You’re their big brother, and they’re going to love you so much,” she told him, kissing the top of his head.

Elain took in her family, her incredible husband, and three beautiful children. It sounded so wild to even think about. She was a wife and a mother. Thinking back, she remembered the day that had changed the trajectory of her life forever. The bank robbery a few years back. It was crazy to think how such a terrifying moment altered her life in the best of ways. It brought her back to the love of her life.

It put her on this very path.

She’d face every one of the moments since then tenfold as long as it brought her to this point in time, sitting here with her gorgeous little family.

“Perfect.”

She looked up at Rhys, catching him with his phone out.

“Your first family photo.”

Her lips turned up and silver lined her eyes. “Thank you, Rhys.”

He waved her off. “Do you want me to take Kaden back with me?”

“No,” Azriel said, ruffling his eldest son’s hair. “He can stay here with us tonight. Can you put his booster seat in our car? The keys are in my bag.”

“You got it.” He grabbed the keys but paused on the threshold. “And congratulations you guys. Rosalie and Ryder are beautiful.”

Azriel leaned further into her side, kissing her temple. “Thank you, brother.” Once alone, he turned her head toward his, bringing her mouth to his for a slow, sweet kiss. “I love you so damn much, Elain.”

His smile was infectious, making her lips turn up at the corners. “Thank you, Azriel, for giving me this life—these babies. You have made me the happiest I could ever imagine. I love you.”

“Momma! She’s got my finger,” Kaden’s giggle interrupted their moment.

They laughed, looking at their three beautiful children.

Elain knew that this perfect moment was just the very beginning of the rest of their lives.

~~~~~

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ᴡᴇᴀʟᴛʜʏ ʜᴜꜱʙᴀɴᴅ ᴊᴀᴋᴇ!

Soft Dom!Jake x Soft Sub!FemReader

Warning!: Explicit Content

Genre: Smut, First Anniversery, Millionaire Husband Jake, Cuddling, Kissing, Sleeping together, Married Couple, Creampie, Breast & Nipple play, Penetration, Oral Sex, Breeding Kink, and more!

Happy Anniversary my love~!

Husband!Jake who comes back home late from work and rings the doorbell without getting no response from you. Jaeyun who takes out his keys to the house with a sad expression on his face because he didn't get his sweet welcomes like "hii baby!!", "I missed you so much jayunieee" with a sweet hug from you.

Husband!Jake who looks for you everywhere around the house until he entered the shared bedroom and found you sleeping peacefully.

Husband!Jake watching you sleeping after he comes back from work late at night and adores your beautiful sleeping figure.

☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

After watching such a beautiful view of you sleeping he'd just go mind his own business taking a shower and after finishing he'd tuck your mini figure to sleep.

Husband!Jake who would join you under the sheets and wrap his muscular arms around your waist and keep you safe under his touch. Laying sweet romantic kisses on your beautiful face that now has a soft smile on it from the friction he caused. You where now %5 awake and %95 asleep, you began to move your hips against jaeyunie's own.

Husband!Jake who pulls down your pants all the way to your ankles which started to slip off from moving, jaeyun began to take off his own pants leaving him half-naked o: Jake's angry hard cock starting throbbing as he started jacking off from the sight of your cute plush ass. Husband!Jake starts to slide his huge cock inside of your tight pussy, when he got half way inside of you, you felt a sweet sensational burning stretch that caused you to wake up startled by his movements. You started to turn your head around trying to look behind you when you found a love-dazed husband!Jake trying to adjust into a comfortable position so he can make you cockwarm him while you guys sleep peacefully.

Husband!Jake's idea kinda got ruined once you woke up, jake felt kinda unforgivable for waking you up. Honestly though you didn't mind jakiee's actions because he was trustable. "J-jake, wha- are you doing?" you spoke softly causing jake to flinch at your suddent voice, jake started to get flustered when he saw your sleeping face, all cute and adorable, so soft and smooth, messy hair, tired eyes that can't hold them up on their own, so sexy and irresistible just want to fuck you so passionately and breed you. Such lewd thoughts entered jaeyunie's head. "baby, why don't you go back to sleep hm?" "n-no, I don't want to I wanna stay with you-" jake cutted you off with a soft kiss on your plush lips, so sweet and romantic, a taste of strawberry entering your mouth from jake's lip balm. Husband!Jake went under your shirt playing with your hard nipples yet such soft breasts.

Husband!Jake started thrusting into you slowly enough to cause you to clench around his big cock, "b-baby if you do that, I'm gonna cum too s-soon." jake whispered in your ear. Jaeyuniee's thrusts quickened enough to make you both reach your high little by little, soon jake had you in matting press making it easier to go all the way down deep inside your cunt to fill you up to the brim. Husband!Jake began to thrust faster and faster as time pasted by, "ah! jaeyuniee, I'm g-gonna cum!!" you moaned into jake's ear as his moans started getting louder and louder. "god, darling y-your so tight! oh my I'm g-gonna cu-m!~" soon enough you both had came at the same time, you started seeing white as white ropes of cum entered your pussy.

Once you guys had relaxed from your orgasms jake had pulled out of your pussy to see his seed leak from your cunnie, jaeyuniee pushes back all of his cum back inside of you not to waste a drip. "Gonna make your tummy swollen with our babies, hm?" "y-yes daddy!!!" you exclaimed in excitement :D you both actually have been wanting to add more to your family since last month. Gladly nothing was wet or sticky from your guy's cum.

Husband!Jake has you now on his chest sleeping peacefully with his cock still warm inside of you, relaxing soft atmosphere making this night a romantic memory. It will always be kept inside of your hearts forever, "goodnight, sweet dreams my beloved wife" "goodnight my beloved husband~" you spoke softly ending the night with a sweet soft peck on jakie's forehead.

Bonus~ : Husband!Jake had secretly brought a ring for you that night and put it on your right hand's ring finger for you to feel loved by him a lot <3 When you woke up in the morning, your body didn't feel that sore, you went downstairs to get a sip of cold water in the fridge. When you opened the fridge, you saw your favourite chocolates with a sweet note saying "I love you darling -Jaeyunie~" your where definitely on cloud nine. You wanted to give jake another soft round before he heads off to work giving you your kisses. <3

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[faghubby]

To soft to be a man

"Again baby, it's ok" Janet told me. As she jerked my soft penis.

This was the second time in as many days that I was unable to get an erection. I knew she was disappointed. I slid down and licked her to an orgasm trying to make it up to her.

"That is very nice baby, but I really need a good fuck. Even from your little dick" she moaned. She had never called me little before. I just continued until I made her cum.

" I didn't mean to say that Paulie" Janet said after I was done. She rubbed my still soft penis.

"Maybe if you jerked off alittle" Janet told me. I started to play with myself.

"Did you really mean that I was too small" I asked as I jerked off my soft dick.

"Well you know your not big" Janet said running her hands over my chest. "And now" she glanced down at my penis.

"What can we do? Do you want?" I wasn't able to finish

"I could get Nick to fuck me" she finished my thought. Nick was her best friend.

"I thought he was gay" I stated.

"No, bisexual maybe he is very dominant is all" she informed me.

She continued to play with my dick.

"Did you ever notice how big I his cock is?" She asked me.

"How would I?" I said.

"The bulge in his pants. Or maybe in the shower at the gym." Janet told me. I still wasn't hard. But Janet didn't stop jerking my dick. She called Nick never stopping.

"Hey sweety, I need a favor. Paulie was wondering if you could fuck me for him." I couldn't hear his answer. "Yes still having performance issues" she continued. "Yes I understand" "anything you like" she continued again I only heard Janet's side. She hung up the phone. She bent over and took my whole penis in her mouth. She moved into a 69 position offering me her pussy again. She took both my balls in her mouth. As I sucked her clit. She stopped sucking my dick and sat up riding my face.

"Nick is going to stretch me out so much" she moaned. As she came on my face.

It was a few days later that I came home to see Nick's car in the driveway. I went inside just as Nick was leaving. He stopped me and pushed me against the wall.

"I helped you out and made Janet scream" he said his hand grabbed my crotch.

"Looks like I fixed you little problem" he laughed as I grew hard against his hand. He let me go and left. Just as Janet came out of the bedroom.

"Your home already" Janet said pulling her robe shut.

"You really did it?" I said with a tear in my eye.

"Of course I told you I needed it" Janet said wiping away my tear.

"He made me feel so wonderful" Janet informed me. "It seems to have fixed you problem" Janet smiled rubbing me thru my pants. She led me to the bedroom. There was a large wet spot on the bed. Janet undressed me. And pushed me onto the bed on top of the wet spot. Janet dropped her robe and climbed on top of me. She lowered herself on to my throbbing cock.

"How does that feel?" Janet asked. She was warm and wet. But I felt nothing else. "Your in right?" She asked. She lifted herself and I slipped out. Janet didn't even notice.

"He stretched me so much I can't even feel you" Janet told me. She lifted herself off I looked down and saw my dick covered in Nick's cum that had flowed out of her. Janet used her hand to jerk me off. I came in only a few strokes. Spraying all over my stomach.

"There all better now" Janet told me. Getting out of bed. "Change the sheets when you get up" she said as she left the room.

I got up and showered then changed the sheets. Janet was in her robe cooking dinner.

"Don't you want to get cleaned up?" I asked her.

"I like feeling his cum leak out of me. She opened her robe and showed me the cum running down her thigh. I got hard again. I was wearing thin shorts and she noticed immediately.

"Would you like to taste him?" She teased. I thought about how excited I got when Nick had grabbed me. I shook my head no. And Janet closed her robe. She served me dinner.

"I want to keep sleeping with Nick" Janet told me. I was shaken

"But, now that" I stuttered.

"It doesn't matter, he is so much more then you" she told me. "His size, stamina even his bareing just demands attention" Janet informed me. I started to cry again.

"OH baby, it's OK I will still play with you" her foot rubbed against my leg. Janet spent the rest of the night cuddling with me. She loved to make me stay hard but never more then that. We went to bed she still smelled like him not having showered. She joined me in the shower in the morning. She kissed me as I left for work.

As I got home Nick's car was in the driveway again. I heard Nick and Janet moaning coming from the bedroom. I walked in to see my wife bent over and Nick shoving his huge cock into her ass.

She had never even entertained the idea of letting me fuck her ass. And now she took his coke can of a cock in her ass. She cried out for more as he fucked her hard and fast. I couldn't look away. Neither of them noticed me watching. Until Nick filled her ass with his seed. And slipped out of her.

" Come here" Nick motioned to me. I couldn't help myself and walked to him. He grabbed me and pulled me against him.

"Clean my cock" he whispered his hand unbuckling my pants. He pulled my pants down exposing me and putting his cock in my hand. He pushed my shoulder and o dropped and licked his cock clean of lube and cum.

"Thank you baby, I hate when he makes me do it" Janet said as she played with my dick. Once Nick's cock was clean he stepped away and put his pants on.

"Isn't his cock amazing" Janet said as I came in her hand. She wiped her hand across my ass. Using it as lube as she slid a finger in my ass.

"I can stretch you as much as he stretched me" Janet told me. She stood and showed me her ass. It was gapped open. She kissed me he had me suck his cock too. So we both had his cock in out mouths today. Janet again spent the night cuddling and keeping me hard. Teasing me about wanting Cock.

"Nick will fuck you, and have you suck his cock" she told me.

"Would you like that" she asked I didn't answer.

"Don't brush your teeth keep the taste of him in your mouth" she told me. As I slept I dreamed of what would come next.

[feuqueerfire]

Island Part 1 Live Blogging

I didn't watch anything last week because of being overwhelmed and busy for the past 10 or so days but finally I'm ready to once again start a new show when I should be studying.

My main reason for watching this is really just Cha Eunwoo because I miss seeing his face. People seem to really like his character and say his acting improved so I'm even more excited. I wanted to start Korean sff shows anyway so might as well start here even though I got spoiled for a biiiiig thing that happens at the end of S2 and also people's reactions have been like good but not great.

Ep 1 (Mar 14)

ah they're toast

oh they're not speaking Korean

hello my beloved Eunwoo

i never know whether to trust this type of old man who is the lady's father's butler man and is some sort of mentor to her as well

oof the wedding dress monster killed and ate someone?

isn't there gonna be a fuss about the dead body

ah so the lady is a reincarnation of the woman in the white dress who previously died? and the man is the one who's been living at Tamara since then?

olden times Jeju - the guy was a child and was forced to become half human half demon. where's the other kid who became that way too

oh bulter sir where are you going and what did the student see?

lol we already saw the man being selfish and self-absorbed so that's not doing anything for me but ig he's also gonna become a demon now? also i originally thought the assistant who she told to look into those two men was him but ig it's a different man

A pretty meh first episode tbh

Ep 2 (Mar 14)

damn they really did this shit to the children

beautiful beloved Cha Eunwoo <333 I am very fond of him

oh the bulter mans is Miho's protector

the slug things are so fucking disgusting

these action scenes are so boring because they go on for too long, I don't care enough about Miho, it's only ep 2 so I know she's not gonna die or really get hurt, and the immortal guy is gonna come save her each time like bro move on why are the action and chase scenes so long

yknow I find Miho endearing when she's praying to God, Buddha and being nervous to go to sleep and her nervous mannerisms when the man in the dark comes to her room and I think it reminds me of Saras played by Ae in PS I Hate You

actually she's endearing when she's trying to get Van to sign the contract

damn is Van the one who killed Miho in her past life

also pretty meh for me, I don't care about the action, but I'm glad to see a bit more of Eunwoo and also I'm starting to be endeared by Mino

Ep 3 (Mar 14)

why the fuck is there a domestic abuse plotline fucking hell It's like I gotta either watch women being terrorized by men or turn to watch BL where they also sometimes treat women as evil caricatures like I can't

fucking hell and blackmailing her with her nsfw photos too I actually am so fucking annoyed why can't I fucking watch just a fantasy show

this is so fucking sad bro

I love Yeon-ji already

if Yeon-ji or Suryeon actually die or anything I'll be so fucking mad btw

(Linguistics) ahh I love Johan tryna get away with using banmal and referring to Miho as chingus but being shut down lol can't wait to hear him say noona

I don't care about the romantic hints toward Miho and Van whatsoever tbh

(Linguistics) please the way Miho is all wide-eyed and belatedly adds the -yo when she asks if he's really a priest

Johan is so cheeky I love him

Suryeonnnnnn if Bujille does something to her I'm gonna kill this show

nah the better save suryeon

the failed exorcism was pretty cool

This ep finally picked up. I'm glad we get our characters around each other now and some interesting things have started to happen beyond just "oh monster chases Miho and Van saves her." Most of all, I love Johan being daring and cheeky and beautiful and fun and eager.

Not a super big fan of female suffering due to an abusive boyfriend and threats of nudes/nsfw photos being leaked though like I wish it was just something else.

3 eps in a day oof

Ep 4 (Mar 15)

oh was the light-haired guy the other half-demon from the old days

omg the big devil tree-looking monster being maneuvered by Lee Suryeon

I know it's supposed to be funny that Johan was choking while Miho and Van were arguing but :) I dislike such incompetency and callousness for the sake of humour like first of all Johan was trying to help Miho, second of all we're supposed to think Van doesn't gaf but it's not like we're supposed to think Miho is like that too considering she's trying to convince Van to save Suryeon - so it's annoying that she has no worries about Johan

It's so fucking boring that we're on episode 4, both Van and Johan get to do cool action things and even if Johan gets caught, he can hold his ground for a bit with his cool sword, while Miho has yet to even improve in her hiding/escaping/running away techniques despite already being good at fighting and training. If she was at least able to get through to Suryeon with kindness or whatever, that'd be like something but she can't do that either and yells for Van constantly like okay I'm bored

well okay at least she got to speak to Suryeon and I guess some fucking light inside her made the Benjulle disappear

Ah Johan is so irritating when dealing with Van, ah so endearing

oh van calling upon Benjulle again for Suryeon's revenge

heh Van and the Gramma testing each other are so cute

did Johan leave the shrimp croquettes for Miho or is he just gone to the bathroom and will find them gone lol

I don't fully understand why Johan's doing this with Van? to test his strength? and also he wants his name? Edit after reddit thread reading: Someone said he wants to bring out the demon so that he can see if Van can control it enough so that the prophecy of him killing Miho again will come true or not. He left the shrimp croquettes so that she'd be busy eating those and not come looking for the two of them. that makes sense.

oh this is how Van had previously killed her. by his demon side coming out and stabbing her. oof Johan what have you done

A more interesting episode. I wish we got to see the weirdo abusive ex being ripped to shreds at least a little bit or maybe his dead body since we got to see Suryeon's bruised face and her vulnerable photos.

The Johan and Van fighting was pretty cool, one of the action sequences that I thought was actually fun because it involved things more than just chasing or saving Miho.

Also, I'm at least glad that Miho's rich and has connections because otherwise she'd be so fucking useless but then again, she's pretty useless with it too. She didn't seem to give a fuck when Yeomji first came to tell her that Suryeon was being abused, so I didn't think the 'empathy and kindness' would be her forte the way it is for so many female leads but then after she saw the state Suryeon was in, she did start to care more. I thought her having money would mean maybe she could actually get revenge for Suryeong but in the end, Van had to ask Bujille for help. Miho can't save herself which is irritating still 4 episodes in especially when she's been shown to know how to fight but she also can't help Suryeon much despite her status and money. What the fuck can she do by herself then except whatever pureness is inside her and whatever the prophecy will dictate?

I wish we got better-written, more interesting female characters. Yeom-ji is interesting so far, maybe she'll appear more later

Ep 5 (Mar 15)

blocked by own arm is expected

oh our affable Johan has shaking hands

I love the horror aspect of the tourist murder and organ extraction, please have more scary things

Miho fr went outside by herself in the woods after 1) the Dujille incident and 2) the Van incident? girl you are generally useless, why would you fucking do that

oh she's tracking Van's phone

Miho sounds stupid as hell with the "you promised to protect me and you did :>" like at least make her be like i believe you will overcome it or like something that doesn't sound so naive

and i wish they didn't have a romance because it doesn't make sense

pls not all the girls following behind Johan because he's so beautiful and he's relishing in that for sure oh this priest

Johan's a priest right, he likes girls fawning over him but he's not gonna fall for Miho right? I don't want another romantic line

Suryeon and Yeomji are fr best buddies, so cute I love them T.T

omg give me Johan backstory right now

so the Fox Demon is extracting livers until he finds 'his' and is aided by the evil half-demon? and then sometimes sliced up?

so this is Johan's brother at current time?

Guntan is the other half-demon

no but what exactly did that call that Johan got tell him? that they can't find his brother yet?

we're spending too much time at this orphanage and thinking about what Johan would say to his brother, so I... somehow doubt they'll actually get to meet oh no

girl this is so lol like Sujin's fiance probably gonna die and Johan's brother probably gonna die

like first of all after the lust demons have nearly killed her multiple times + Suryeon's lust demon infested Bunjille due to it trying to Miho, I feel like Miho should have enough brain cells to be like actually don't come near me

oh the husband died but at least Johan got to meet his brother; though he may die soon too who knows

Ep 6 (Mar 15)

more Johan and brother backstory

oh they're adopted by white people who have a sick child.... omg

they're gonna fucking do something to the kids T.T

I don't fully understand what happened but did they try to get Johan's brother's liver for their sick child? is that why he was sick also before they took Johan away? but why was Johan also clutching his stomach and blood on his shirt? Did the operation with the older sibling and white child not work so they tried it with Johan too? Is this white sick child the one searching for the liver now as the Fox Demon or smth? or is it Johan's brother since his liver would be missing, though that doesn't quite make sense with what happened with those other people that the brother worked with right?

ah the siblings are having a heart to heart but uhhh I feel like the "let's stay together" yearning of Johan is not gonna be long-lived

oh fuck the brother is so definitely working for Guntan or something rip

oh did Wonjeong betray Guntan and Van somehow? or accidentally betray them but Guntan believes she did it on purpose?

oh beautiful stag? reminds me of Shadow and Bone

why the hell on earth would Miho leave her friend at the funeral crying alone like

I so don't give a fuck about Van and Miho irritates me

oh the brother Chan-hee can't remember killing those people while he's a lust demon?

ah fuck Chan-hee asking Johan to kill him T.T

bro first I felt emotions for Suryeon and now Johan T.T poor guy

filing a teary Eunwoo on his knees looking desperate for later when I'm not feeling sad for him and he's not a priest

ah fuck desperate, desperate Johan but the lust demon wants to kill Wonjeong/Miho

poor fucking Johan really having to kill his brother

my beloved Johan nooo T.T

wait a second were there scenes after the title card each time?

oh Guntan has a fucking cult

oh what the fuck my beloved Yeom-ji T.T

Also, the thing that Chan-hee was getting and saying "It's not mine" is probably kidney and not liver lol I thought liver because they said that's what the Fox Demon stole but Chan-hee was not that.

Overall Thoughts:

The main female lead was whatever, wish she was just good at something. Whether it be at fighting demons (understandable that she isn't), was fighting back via kindness and empathy (I'll be forever floored that she's apparently feeling soooo much for fucking Van while her reaction to being told about Suryeon's situation was like hmm whatever just tell the cops), actual power due to her status/wealth/connections (but she couldn't even fucking put the abusive ex behind bars and couldn't keep her promise to Suryeon to get revenge for her and then dared to be like 'hmm idk how I feel about this' when Van got him killed), or her smarts (miss girl kept going everywhere in the woods by herself, including in the dark; she couldn't tell her friend to not come to her at night like this). She's not the worst ever because she can still stand up for herself and she has personality but I mourn that they've written her like this. I also just hate that the only other girl we've paid any significant attention to was Suryeon and I had to see her go through an abusive relationship; why can't we get some cool suffering, why do I have to see girls and women be tortured at the hands of men in this way every time?

Van is just fucking boring and I don't care. He's kinda cool but like he's not fun or interesting or endearing or tunning at my heart strings (except him as a child when he was being abused as he was trained T.T)

My beloved Johan <3333 Cha Eunwoo was my main reason for keeping an eye on this show since I watched True Beauty and was into Astro for a few weeks. He did so well <33 I liked his charming, cocky, beautiful character who was so intrigued by everything going on as if he really was 20 and curious about everything but also I liked his apprehension when it came down to it. The storyline with his brother was so T.T He had him for such a short time and it was so sad seeing him trying to do everything to save him and yet having to kill him in the end.

Also curious to see the evil brother half-demon Guntan and his sidekick niece Yeom-ji. They're both pretty cool compared to our 2 main characters. The Certified Noonas were talking about how cool Guntan is and all I could think about was "So, what if he's the devil, Rick? At least the devil has a job. At least he's active in the community." because mans is really active and murderous and a cult leader.

I wish the show flowed better in terms of the sequence of scenes and pacing and the main characters were more intriguing.

Rating: 6/10

#island #ep by ep commentary

[seelestia]

can't blame him, his intuition is v v good~

yes yes as a wise and incredibly good-looking man once said, "every journey has its final day. there is no need to rush." 😌

hskdjskdj if you provide me with the art or video of your oc then most definitely!!! but also if you wanna do something similar just for a post or for a series for your blog, do lemme know, i can code it for you! i have the base code so creating something similar shouldn't take too much work! i don't mind doing it for my friends hehe c:

a walk alongside the harbor sounds so nice... sighhh oh to walk arm-in-arm with such a refined gentleman.... yes yes feel free to openly gush about your faves too, i love it when people get all excited talking about their favorite characters hehe

"a jar of expensive candied petals" i'm-- slfjsldkdl you're making me blush stoppp 🙈 ofc, let us release the plot bunnies into the wild!!! or, well, i'm holding back from releasing them in my blog for now bc tumblr put me in shadowban jail- BUT as soon as they release me i'm releasing a hoard of them and no one can stop me >:/

xiao do be like that... but i think it's good cause i get distracted too easily sometimes!! so he keeps my attention on the game hehe and my gosh kazuha is my first character for crowd control ( i mean ig jean is too but i like kazuha more oops sorry jean ;| ) and he's so good!!!

kazuha sees my simping and he's just like "nope" lol i love my anemo team it's so fun to have xiao-kazuha-jean <3 one day, i will build heizou... one day....

qiqi is so adorable i love her yes i'd like to adopt her thank you wait whatttt omg she's came home to me twice now... mona has yet to grace me with her presence... but tbh i played her on the gaa event and i... didn't really like her playstyle that much, so i'll take another qiqi if i lose another 50/50. or a diluc. i have his stupidly handsome outfit ready for him.

hubby is a good shielder and dps!!! try your luck and pull for him!!! i don't have him on my acc but i played him so much using my brother's acc where's he built as a dps- and hskdjsjdh he's so good ;w; oh is al haitham a 5-star character?? big oof, i thought he was gonna be a 4-star 😶 welp in that case he might not come home then... cause i'm prepared to spend whatever is necessary to bring zhongli home...... 🙃

also my day has been good so far!!! i hope yours has been great too <3

ty, zhongli, but we're like 12 minutes late and you're walking so slowly. (/lh) djwkkdkks ty, rin !! i don't have a genshin oc but if i ever need your help for similar things, i'll keep that in mind ;D

zhongli's voice is very calming, 100/10 would ask him to serenade me to sleep while he talks about cor lapis 🙏 aaaaa, me too !! when people talk about the things they love >>> nooooo, rin, have you seen the way i talk about those two??? i swear i word-vomit about them so much it's crazy 🏃 but ty tho! i'm terrible at holding back, hehe. just know you're always welcome to do the same about *cough* zhongli *cough*.

( discussions about banner leaks !! )

how dare tumblr put one of my fav writers in shadowban jail <//3 having to email them and then wait and then do a test post... it's definitely not a pleasant experience. please give rin's acc back and let her post more wonderful stuff??? i just saw that you moved blogs btw, so i'll follow real quick hehe! when you release new works, i'll be there to read and gush about them !!

ayato and al-haitham need company on my manifestation list, so i'll be adding xiao and zhongli to it >:) and oooo, if you build heizou, does this mean you'll be playing a mono anemo team??? 👀 that'd be super cool, people who build mono-element teams really have my respect 😭🤝

as a heizou main, the last part is so funny because i only recently got him to lvl 80 after maining at lvl 70 ever since i got him (but he still slays hilichurls like a pro) <//3 good luck with farming, rin !! go beat that ruin serpent to a pulp and as for the onikabuto's, i mostly search through the places we visited for the cleansing ritual, tatarasuna, and the thunder sakura trees! or you can search up farming routes~

the fact that you have no mona and c1 qiqi while i have no qiqi and c1 mona... ah yes, the contrasting destinies taste absolutely delicious here fjkwkdkskf mona is a good buff support, but i can understand why her playstyle isn't everybody's cup of tea !! at least, you got to a free trial for her from the event kfkwkkds >:)

DILUC <3 i have mine benched since i'm not much of a claymore enjoyer (maybe i should try to main him with klee artifacts for one day) but i'll be manifesting him for you !! his playstyle is super cool >:) i was busy fawning over his smile until i read kaeya's letters which was a cold angsty slap to the face <//3

from what i heard, al-haitham will be a five-star !! but dw, i think his banner is going to arrive later than zhongli's, so go all out for hubby !! hmm, maybe you might even have enough to pull al-haitham if you're not tempted by other banners??? 👀

#my day has been great too btw! i only got to eat a slice of caramel pudding for lunch because i don't have a sweeth tooth ;( #make sure to take care and rest well rin !! <3 #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest rin! 💠

[fics-n-stuff]

A Nice Christmas

Thanks to @gayhistorynerd for the prompt, see here (I kind of deviated from it a little maybe a lot but the story still stemmed from this prompt)

Pairing: Wilhelm × Simon

Summary: Wilhelm may have denied being in the sex tape, but that doesn't mean that the world has forgotten. The Christmas break proves to be difficult for both Simon and Wilhelm, one suffering from ongoing harassment and the other feeling completely isolated, and they find that they can't help but be drawn back to each other.

Word Count: 4.5k

A/N: This took me so long to write because I got writer's block right after I started it. This doesn't have a super happy ending because I wanted to try and keep it pretty realistic, but it is pretty sweet and wholesome.

Taglist: @probablyprocrastinatingrightnow @rika90 @angelwilhelm

Wilhelm had never felt more alone than he did being home for Christmas break. He spent as much time as was physically possible holed up in his bedroom, not wanting to see or talk to anyone, especially not his mother. He hadn’t turned his phone on for three days, he had bitten his nails down to the nailbeds and he hardly had any appetite. The ache in his chest was constant and unyielding.

He lay in the dark most of the time, his curtains closed throughout the day and only sometimes opened at night to let the moonlight in. Besides that, he didn’t have much idea of how time was passing.

He did know that it was Christmas eve though. And it must be the morning because nobody had come to drag him out of his bedroom to join the celebrations. A cursory peek around the curtain confirmed that, as Wilhelm saw that the sun hadn’t even fully risen yet.

A deep breath settled the stone in his stomach, and he reached for his phone with a shaky hand.

When the device turned on it immediately started going crazy with notifications, and Wilhelm felt his heart rate increase with every buzz.

5 messages from August

Ignore.

10 messages from Mamma

Ignore.

2 missed calls from Felice

Wilhelm paused in swiping away the notifications. Felice had called him twice and sent him three messages. He clicked on the message notification, sitting back against the wall and holding in a breath without realising it.

Felice: Hey Wille, how are you feeling being home?

Felice: I just wanted to check in but I can’t get a hold of you, I hope you’re doing alright

Felice: You probably don’t want to talk but you can call or text me whenever you do

Wilhelm sighed. Of all the people that he thought that he could depend on, Felice was the only one that he still had. He swallowed the lump in his throat and called her back.

It rang for a while before she answered, and he’d almost decided to hang up the call when it stopped ringing.

“Wille, good morning.” Felice greeted, cheerful but clearly tired. “Merry Christmas.”

“Yeah, merry Christmas Felice.” Wilhelm replied feebly. His voice was hoarse from disuse.

“Are you alright? Do you want to talk about something?”

“Uhm, I- I don’t know, I just... I don’t know.” He stuttered, wrapping his free arm around himself.

“Okay, well, what are your plans for today?”

“I’m not sure, I haven’t really been talking to anyone. What, uh, what are your plans?”

“Oh, you know, just the usual. We’ll watch Kalle Anka's Jul and play some games before dinner, then we’ll open presents.” She explained. The tinny sound of her voice through the phone was actually quite calming.

“What about for the rest of the break?”

“Um, I’m going to New York to see Maddie for New Year, so that’ll be fun. And I’m going back to Bjärstad on Boxing Day to see Sara. I’m gonna stay there just for one night.”

“So you’ve been talking to Sara a lot then?” Wilhelm questioned, moving to bite at his almost non-existent nails.

“Yeah, of course.”

“Has she said anything about Simon? Do you know if he’s alright?” His words came out more rushed than he had intended. Clearly, he was more eager for some sort of information on Simon than he had thought.

“Um, she hasn’t said much but I think he’s pretty okay.” Felice replied, but it was followed by a small sigh that let Wilhelm know that there was more to the story. “Sara says that things have mostly gone back to normal, but Simon goes out a lot less and she’s had to make her Instagram private. I think they’ve had a few people show up at their house.”

Wilhelm swallowed hard, a feeling of guilt crawling under his skin. Simon’s Instagram account had been private ever since the video had been leaked, so it seemed that now people had found Sara’s too. They had attention on them that they had never signed up for, and Wilhelm knew that it was his fault and he felt terrible for that.

“Okay.” He replied shakily. There was a short silence before Felice spoke again.

“How are you, Wilhelm? Really?” She asked.

“Lonely.” He answered. “Listen, I have to go. I need to take a shower before someone comes demanding that I take part in the Christmas celebrations.”

“Alright well, call me back whenever, okay?”

“Yeah, okay. Bye, Felice.”

“Bye, Wille. Merry Christmas.”

“Merry Christmas.”

Wilhelm ran a hand over his face, letting out a groan of frustration and sadness. Why couldn’t he just be a normal kid?

He stared down at his phone in his lap, gnawing at the nail of his right thumb in contemplation. With a shaking breath and trembling fingers, he picked it back up, opened his conversation with Simon and typed a short message. He dropped his phone in mild panic as soon as he hit send, and rubbed his hand over his chest as he took a deep, steadying breath.

+ + +

“Simon, wake up. Rosh and Ayub will be here soon.” Sara’s voice stirred Simon from his sleep and he rolled over to look at her. She was already dressed.

“What time is it?” He asked with a yawn.

“Nine o’clock. Get up and come help with breakfast.”

“Yeah, yeah. I’m getting up.”

Sara rolled her eyes and left the room, and Simon reached out to his bedside table blindly until his hand landed on his phone. He squinted at the screen as he sat up, faltering when he saw the notification on the screen.

Wilhelm: Merry Christmas Simon

He felt his heart race as he stared at the screen, only snapping out of it when he heard Sara shouting at him from downstairs. He blinked, dropped his phone and set about getting dressed.

Every Christmas eve since they were ten, Simon, Sara, Rosh and Ayub would have breakfast together and then go for a long walk. It was tradition for them at this point, but Simon found himself unable to feel excited for it this year. It was all well and good to pretend like life was going on as normal, but it was hard not to feel uncomfortable when people stared at him everywhere he went.

Rosh and Ayub arrived just as he and Sara were finishing up making breakfast, and they exchanged Christmas well-wishes as they sat down to eat.

“You’re being real quiet over there, Simme. You alright?” Ayub asked after a while, and Simon realised that he’d been completely zoned out.

“Sorry, just thinking.”

“About Wilhelm?” Sara questioned. Simon pushed a bite of food into his mouth and shrugged.

“You have to move on, Simon.” Rosh said. “I know you care about him but he’s not worth all the trouble that he comes with.”

“I know. That’s why I ended things.” He replied. “It still sucks though.”

“You’ll get over him eventually.” Sara told him, putting a comforting hand on his for a few seconds before going back to her food. Simon smiled slightly.

He didn’t tell them about the text.

Despite all of that, he was in high spirits when they set out for their walk, happily joking and laughing with his friends, and they made it half an hour before he heard the first comment.

“That’s the guy from the sex tape.” Muttered a girl to her friend as they passed, and Simon felt the smile fall from his face.

“Just ignore them.” Sara told him, wrapping an arm around one of his. He nodded, but it had gotten to him. For the rest of their walk from that point, Simon felt like every person that they passed was looking at him and judging him.

They walked both Rosh and Ayub back to their houses before heading back to theirs just a bit past noon. They had almost gotten home when they were approached by a group of teenagers probably slightly younger than them.

“Are you the guy from that viral sex tape?” One of the boys asked unabashedly, the group coming right up in front of Simon and Sara and blocking their path.

“Uh, I don’t want to talk about that.” Simon replied stiffly, still trying to be polite.

“Oh my god, it is him!” A girl exclaimed.

“Was it actually the crown prince in the video?” Another chimed. Simon felt lightheaded.

“He already said that it wasn’t.” He deflected, trying to sidestep the group.

“Yeah, but there’s a lot of people that don’t actually believe him.” The girl laughed; actually laughed, as if this hadn’t been an earth shattering event for Simon.

“If it wasn’t Prince Wilhelm then who was it in the video?” A boy asked, and that was when Simon spotted the phone filming him and his stomach dropped.

“I’m not discussing my sex life with a bunch of strangers.” He scoffed in disbelief, shouldering his way past the group with Sara close behind him. “Please leave me alone.”

“You could just tell us if it was actually the prince or not.” One of them pressed, the group now following after Simon. “If it wasn’t him then you don’t have anything to hide.”

“Oh my god, did the royal family pay you off? Did they make you sign an NDA!?”

“Were you, like, boyfriends? Or was it just a hookup?”

Simon kept walking, keeping his head down and not answering any of the questions being hurled at him. He could sense that Sara was just as tense beside him. The group followed them for a full block before Simon finally lost his cool and came to a dead stop, turning to face them.

“I’m not going to answer your questions. The fact that you’re following me is not going to make me answer your questions. I’ve had my privacy majorly invaded once already and now you’re invading it again. I’m trying to enjoy Christmas with my sister and you’re chasing me with a camera, I’m sick of people harassing me.” He fumed, making sure to meet the eye of every one of them at some point. “Whatever you choose to believe is not my problem. It doesn’t matter whether you think that the crown prince is telling the truth or you choose to make up some type of theory, I deserve my privacy.”

He didn’t wait for any type of response before he turned around and walked away, thankful to find that they weren’t going to follow him anymore.

“You handled that well.” Sara said quietly once they had turned the next corner. Simon didn’t reply.

When they got home, he went straight upstairs without a word. He slammed his bedroom door shut and buried his face in his pillow, unable to hold the tears back any longer.

By that same evening, the video was viral.

+ + +

I bet that girl was right and the royal family made him sign an NDA

If he didn’t want people to think it was the prince he would have just said that it wasn’t so either the prince was lying or this guy is seeking attention

He’s literally a kid why can’t people just leave him alone??

I don’t care if it was the prince in the tape or not, this guy is hot

The way he said that people are making up theories makes me think that it actually wasn’t the prince in the video

I feel bad for this guy, getting followed around like that must suck

Wilhelm scrolled through the captions and comments on the seemingly endless posts of the video of Simon, feeling like somebody had a vice grip on his heart.

The first time he saw the video had been right after Christmas Eve dinner. He’d had a full blown panic attack and locked himself in the bathroom for half an hour. When he came out, his mother had tried to talk to him about the politics of the situation and he had immediately retreated into his bedroom once again. He missed Erik desperately.

He hadn’t been able to sleep, he'd only gotten about three hours of broken, fitful sleep all night, and now he couldn’t pry himself away from his phone. He knew that it was bad for him, he knew that it was making him feel terrible, but he wanted to know what people were saying.

He had been hesitant to text Simon, especially since he hadn’t received a reply to the merry Christmas text that he had sent in the morning, but in the end he mustered the courage to reach out. He had asked how Simon was doing and apologised for getting him into this situation. He wasn’t surprised when no answer came.

Christmas day was proving to be probably the worst day of Christmas break for Wilhelm. His chest felt like it was bursting open and like it was an empty chasm at the same time. He didn’t eat breakfast or lunch, he didn’t respond to the knocks that came at his door. He felt like he was trapped in a glass box and someone was shaking it.

Wilhelm didn’t know how long he had been scrolling through multiple different social media platforms when his phone buzzed in his hand and an incoming call appeared on the screen. He faltered, sitting up and almost dropping his phone, when he saw that it was Simon. He ran a nervous hand through his hair as he raised the phone to his ear.

“Simon?” He croaked.

“Hi, Wilhelm.” The reply came through the phone, and Wilhelm felt his shoulders relax at the sound of Simon’s voice.

“Hi. H-how are you.” He fumbled, and Simon sighed on the other end.

“I’m okay, I guess. As okay as I can be after... well, you know.”

“Yeah, I know. I’m sorry for putting you in this situation.”

“This wasn’t your fault, Wille.” Simon muttered. “I just wish things were different.”

“Why, um... why did you call?” Wilhelm asked. There was a short stretch of silence that rung in his ears before Simon answered.

“I just wanted to hear your voice, I guess.” He confessed, and Wilhelm couldn’t help the soft smile that pulled at his lips. “Honestly, I was kind of surprised that you didn’t delete my number or something.”

“Why would I have done that?”

“I don’t know, I guess I just thought that you weren’t supposed to have any ties with me since you said that it wasn’t you in the video.” Wilhelm winced at that.

“It's not like my contacts list is available to the public.” He replied, trying to keep his tone light. “I’m not gonna let that kind of thing get in my head again.”

“Is your mum mad?” Simon asked, and now it was Wilhelm’s turn to sigh.

“I’m not sure, I kind of shut myself in my room so that I wouldn’t have to deal with her.” He answered tiredly. “How is your family?”

“Uh, shaken. Sara’s off in her own world with her sketchbooks and mamá can’t go for more than an hour without checking on us both, but we’re handling it.”

“I’m so sorry.”

“You don’t have to apologise.”

There was a silence again. Wilhelm ran his hand across his leg, back and forth in a soothing motion, not sure what he should say but not wanting the conversation to finish. In the end, Simon spoke first.

“Did you mean it, what you said before you left for the break?” He asked softly.

“Yeah, I did.” Wilhelm answered without hesitation. “I know it wasn’t a good time to say it, and you probably didn’t want to hear it, but I just had to say it out loud. At least once.”

Silence again. Wilhelm heard Simon sigh, and pursed his lips nervously.

“I miss you.” Simon said.

“I miss you too.” Wilhelm replied with a nervous yet relieved chuckle. “I miss you a lot.”

Another pause.

“Where do we go from here, Wille?” Simon whispered.

“I don’t know.” Wilhelm mumbled. “But I... I want to fix this. Or at least just try to fix it. You don’t deserve to be harassed like this, and it’s my fault and I feel terrible.”

“It’s not your fault.” Simon reassured with a sigh. “It was everything else. We still didn’t do anything wrong, and that includes you.”

“No, I did. I promised we would be in this together and I broke that promise.”

“I understand why you did it. And I’m not mad at you. Honestly, having thought about it, you probably made the best decision for my sake too. I mean, I’m getting harassed enough as it is already. I can’t imagine what it would be like if you had told the truth.”

“I’m still sorry anyway.” Wilhelm said softly, and Simon chuckled. “So, um, Felice told me she was visiting Bjärstad tomorrow.”

“Yeah, her and Sara have gotten close. It’s nice, you know, that Sara’s made friends. And Felice is cool.”

“Yeah, she’s great.”

There was silence again, and Wilhelm bit at his nails thinking that Simon was done with the conversation.

“Are you alright, Wille?” Simon asked after a while. “I know this is your first Christmas without Erik, and I guess things with your mum might be a little... well, I just hope you’re okay.”

Wilhelm swallowed. He could lie, pretend he was fine and wave away Simon’s concerns, but he knew the lie probably wouldn’t hold up. Or he could tell the truth and admit how painfully lonely he was, how much he hated being home because the palace felt empty without Erik and how much he longed to be with Simon with every fibre of his being.

“I’m coping.” He sighed, settling for a middle ground of vagueness. “It’s lonely here. The ceilings feel too high.”

“Have you had stuff to do?”

“No, not really. I haven’t really been in the mood for Christmas, but I guess none of us are particularly festive this year anyway.”

“Would you - I mean, if you would even be allowed to, but maybe if you could – would you want to come down here for a day?” Simon asked, and Wilhelm could just picture him fidgeting nervously as he stumbled over his words. The image brought a smile to his face.

“Yeah, I’d like that.” He answered softly. “I’ll try and convince my parents.”

+ + +

Going to Simon’s house had been an absolute no go with his parents. “Just too risky” his mother had said. However, with enough persistence, he managed to wear them down to a compromise.

That was how he ended up in a car on his way back to Hillerska the day after Boxing Day. While Simon’s house had been absolutely off the table, it would be easy enough to get back to Hillerska without being seen. The only people who were there during the break were security and the people who came to take care of the horses.

He had been worried at first that the inconvenience of it would make Simon not want to bother, but when he texted to ask if it was okay he had been met with a quick agreement.

A security guard unlocked the door for him when they arrived, sworn to secrecy of course, and he headed up to his room to wait. He didn’t realise he was biting his nails until there was a knock at the door and he was knocked out of his anxious thoughts.

The door opened slowly, and Wilhelm felt like all of the air was knocked out of his body when he saw Simon step inside, dressed in his beloved purple hoodie under the coat that he took off and draped over the back of a chair that was within reach. The door clicked shut behind him, and silence hung in the air.

“Hey.” Simon greeted finally, and Wilhelm took a deep breath as if he was just remembering how to breathe at all.

“Hey.” He echoed. “How are you?”

“Better.” Simon nodded. “Did you get into a fight with your parents?”

“Yeah, kinda.” Wilhelm muttered. “It’s fine though.”

Simon crossed the room and took a seat beside Wilhelm on the edge of the bed, a good few inches of space between them. It felt like miles.

“You look tired.” Simon commented.

“I’ve been having a hard time sleeping.” Wilhelm replied weakly, eyes downcast, fidgeting with his hands. “I get that way sometimes. It’s fine.”

“Is it?”

He looked over to find Simon watching him, and he practically crumbled under his gaze. He took a very unsteady breath and shook his head.

“No, it sucks.” He mumbled. His hand drifted back up to his mouth and he gnawed on the nail of his thumb nervously.

“Wille, you’re bleeding.” Simon said, gently grabbing his wrist and pulling his hand away from his mouth. Wilhelm looked down at his thumb and saw a bit of blood pooling in the side of the nailbed, becoming aware of the taste of it on his tongue.

“Oh, I didn’t notice.”

“How much have you been biting your nails?” Simon questioned, pulling Wilhelm’s hand towards him to get a look at them. Every nail was jagged and uneven, bitten down to stubs. The skin around them had been bitten at too.

“I don’t know, I do it without realising.” Wilhelm shrugged. “Probably a lot.” He resisted the urge to curl his fingers around Simon’s hand and blinked back the tears that threatened to fall.

“You shouldn’t have to bottle everything in, you’re destroying yourself.” Simon murmured.

“I don’t have anyone to talk to.” Wilhelm’s voice broke halfway through his sentence, a single tear managing to fight its way from his eye. “I used to be able to talk to Erik about at least some of it but now he’s gone and I don’t have anyone, and sometimes it feels like the ground is falling out from under me and I just don’t know what to do.”

He didn’t notice that he was hyperventilating until Simon pulled him into his arms. Wilhelm’s chest was tight, rising and falling rapidly against Simon’s body. Simon's arms were wrapped around him tightly, and Wilhelm was suddenly overwhelmed with how much he had been craving a hug as his hands grasped at the back of Simon’s hoodie and he hid his face in the crook of Simon’s neck.

Wilhelm had always been told not to cry. Ever since he was a child, whenever he began to cry he was told to stop. The seed had planted itself in him when he was very young, but the fear of letting himself cry didn’t truly grow until he once saw an article in a tabloid. He was barely eleven and he had fallen and hurt himself at an event. He had hardly cried, just a few tears and red cheeks, but the tabloid had had plenty to say about it. He hadn’t let himself properly cry since, except for when Erik died. Even then, he had waited until he was completely alone before he let his weakness show. But now, with Simon, he felt an overwhelming need to let his tears fall.

“I’m so sorry.” He whispered into Simon’s shoulder. He could feel the tears coming out of his eyes but they weren’t falling down his face, instead absorbing into the fabric of Simon’s hoodie.

“It’s okay.” Simon soothed, a hand moving up to stroke over the Wilhelm’s hair.

“I never wanted any of this. I never wanted to be a prince.”

“I know.”

“I just wanted to feel normal. Just for once.” Wilhelm said through his tears. “You made me feel normal.”

Simon furrowed his eyebrows, sympathetic. He loosened his hold on Wilhelm and leaned back, sliding the hand that was on the back of Wilhelm’s head forward to rest against his cheek.

“You made me feel normal too.” He replied softly. “At school I was a social outcast because I’m not rich, and at home I have to take care of my mom and Sara. When I was with you, I didn’t feel like I had to take care of anyone or watch where I was stepping. Well, except that one night.” Wilhelm huffed a slight laugh at the comment, lifting a hand to wipe the tears off of his cheeks. “I’ve never seen you cry before.” Simon commented.

“I’m not supposed to.” Wilhelm replied with an awkward chuckle, his head tipping forward in embarrassment. Simon sighed through his nose and lightly touched his forehead to Wilhelm’s.

“You have to cry sometimes, Wille. Everyone cries.”

“I’m not supposed to be everyone.”

“Okay, but sometimes you need to stop worrying about what you’re supposed to be.” Simon told him. “I know you know that.”

Wilhelm took a deep breath. This close to Simon’s face, he could feel his breathing too. He wanted to kiss him, but he didn’t know if that would be okay. He nodded slightly, covering Simon’s hand on his cheek with his own.

“Yeah.” He breathed.

When Simon leaned forward and connected their lips Wilhelm responded automatically, though it took his brain a few seconds to catch up. Once his brain did catch up, his hand took hold of the back of Simon’s neck and pulled him impossibly closer, holding onto this moment like it was his last. Maybe it would be the last time he got to kiss Simon; he couldn’t know. He hoped it wouldn’t be.

“Thanks for coming to see me.” Simon said when they broke apart.

“Thanks for wanting to see me at all.” Wilhelm replied. “I really missed you.”

Simon hummed, a faint smile playing at his lips. He watched Wilhelm for a few moments before kicking off his shoes.

“Come here.” He said, shuffling over the bed towards the wall. Wilhelm followed suit and allowed himself to be guided down to a lying position, Simon’s chest against his back and arm around his waist. “You need to sleep.”

“It’s the middle of the day.” Wilhelm protested, weak as the protest may have been.

“People have naps all the time, and you know that you need it.” Simon said firmly, adjusting the pillow under his head with his free arm and finding Wilhelm's hand to hold in the other. “It doesn’t have to be for long, okay?”

“Okay.” Wilhelm nodded, feeling suddenly very relaxed. He took a deep breath settling into the comfort and warmth of Simon’s body around his as his eyes fell shut. “This is nice.” He mumbled after a while.

“Yeah.” Simon agreed softly. “Go to sleep, Wille.”

It wasn’t long until he felt Wilhelm’s breathing change, signifying that he had fallen asleep. He smiled, fondly but with an edge of sadness to it, and pressed a light kiss to Wilhelm’s shoulder before closing his own eyes. They would deal with the rest of the world when they woke up.

#young royals #young royals netflix #wilmon #wilhelm x simon #simon x wilhelm #young royals fanfic #young royals fic #simon young royals #simon eriksson #wilhelm young royals #wilmon fanfic #felice young royals

[straw-kid]

FNaF Headcanon

♡ At Home With Him ♡

The icy breeze hits your face. You and your beloved Springtrap are leaning against the exit door, it's time to go.

You two can't get caught, If people see the huge rabbit, they'll draw attention. So you take Springtrap's hand, look deep into his eyes and pull him away together under the moonlight fast.

You run away with him but your hand is pulled back, you think "he doesn't want to run away?"

He's standing there, looking at you seriously. He looks around, looks confused, but he sticks one leg out of Fazbear's Fright, he's walking away and you can just feel your heart churning deeper and deeper inside your chest, he's running away with you, but... too slow.

You thought it would be something like a prisoner escape, but it's four o'clock, everyone's asleep and there's no one on the street, so you continue to hold Springtrap's hand tightly and walk beside him.

You two are walking slowly down the street, a pasific walk.

You run in front of him, you are happy, excited about your new partner, you look behind you, that’s what you see:

You smile at him.

He open his mouth, he takes a deep breath, you open wide your ears, but all you can hear is a static noise, Springtrap can't speak. But you smile, he keeps following you, you feel like he trusts you and that makes your heart warm, you two walk home together.

You close your eyes, all you can smell is the stench of your lover along by the cold breeze, the sound of tin crunching on his knuckles, the touch of his sticky, icy hand.

Damn, your heart is so well melted

Finally... home sweet home. 

It was a long walk, but no one saw you guys. You stop in front of the door and take your keys and go in, now your house was not just yours.

You go into the house. Springtrap looks around, furniture, photographs, he reaches out to slowly touch things in your house, he seemed fascinated with the surroundings, everything seemed to be new to him. You head to the kitchen, turn on the lights and sit at the table, you're hungry, you grab something to eat and within seconds your loved one appears at the door. The rabbit is extremely large, he walked slower than usual, he seemed careful about things around him, different from how he acted at Fazbear's Fright. You offer him what you are eating, he freezes, he raises his hands and gestures, you... don’t understand, his jaw opens and closes a few times in a row, he didn't look like he wanted to eat but to say something.

“He can’t eat?” you think.

Something you guys would have to work on, communication.

You go to him and stuff in his mouth what you're eating, suddenly a spring pops, and what would be an esophagus shows itself, but it leaks to the sides, he didn't ingest the food.

You are worried, he slaps your hand, he got scared, but you understand. 

You didn't like this gesture very much, so you decide to take a shower to rest and sleep.

“Okay... I... I will take a shower, stay where you want to, but don’t slap me if you don’t like something that I did!” You say in a sad voice.

Springtrap seems serious. 

You take a long, relaxing shower, when you go out, wrap yourself in a towel and head to your room, the putrid smell spreads through the house, along the scent trail, the rabbit seemed to have explored your house, you can’t find him, he wasn’t in the kitchen, living room, bathroom, you wonder where he was, but first you dress in your room, and then, the leaning door slowly opens with a low creak, you see his expressionless eyes looking at you.

You blush.

“You pervert!” you cover your parts.

Well he doesn't seem to care, just standing in the doorway. 

You lie down your head in the pillow, i’ts late, you can hear the birds singing in the outside.

Springtrap enters, he is in front of you. 

You are red, the butterflies are shaking in your stomach, is he going to sleep with you? 

You just close your eyes for a second to see what he would do, but... he just seemed to turn off in front of you, of course, he is a robot rabbit. 

#fnaf #fnaf3 #fnaf 3 #william afton #william afton headcanon #fnaf headcanon #five nights at freddy's #five nights at freddy's 3 #fnaf fandom #springtrap headcanon #springtrap #springbonnie #spring bonnie #afton #fnaf afton #fazbear frights #freddy fazzbears pizza #freddy fazbear

[junisfics]

Delicate — Shouto Todoroki

Pairing: Shouto Todoroki x Reader

Word Count: 1.1k

Content: unestablished relationship, mutual pining

Content Warnings: sexual tension

Summary: Todoroki helps reader finish getting ready for a reception

It's beautiful.

A flattering nude beige flowing down past your bare ankles, pooling around your feet ever so slightly. It's sinched slightly around the waist, leaving everything else to hang delicately from your upper arm where the sheer bell bottom sleeves meet the breast line. The silky skin of the tops of your breasts, collarbones and shoulders are bare.

It's perfect.

You stare into the dimly lit mirror that reaches from ceiling to floor, admiring the renaissance resembling gown.

But, is it too much ?

Your shoulder blades remain exposed, dress not yet zipped, as you give the dress and the entire formal a second thought. Your sleeved arms wrapping insecurely around your body to hug yourself.

Your hair, that normally remains tied up during training, falls gently over your shoulders, dipping down into the exposed valley between your breasts. Your covered, completely, but some how the absence of the area above your breasts makes the gown seem far more intimate compared to nakedness.

The tips of your lashes are tinted black with mascara. A faint darkening across your cheeks, not from makeup but anxiety.

Your time of absence before worry is beginning to run out. Putting a dress on shouldn't take more than ten minutes, but as you dragged the fabric up your training bruised legs you couldn't stop hesitating.

What's a girl if she's covered in scars and bruises? Once silky smooth legs now littered with scrapes and burns, once soft limbs now hardened by muscle...

What is that? Not a girl no...

"y/n?" Momo's kind voice breaks your thoughts apart, her knuckles rapping against the door, "Todoroki's here, are you ready?"

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

"Um- one momen- give me a second!" You exclaim, your arms dropping to your sides in panic as your hands scramble to reach behind you to try and pull up the zipper.

He's going to think you look like a guy in a dress, he's going to think you look dumb, God, he probably looks so nice and you look...

Another gentle knock.

"Momo, I said 'one second'!" You repeat, turning around to watch your fingers struggle to grip the zipper. Reaching around your waist then up over your shoulders, using one arm to try and force the other further, then switching.

"It's Shoto."

You could scream.

You've had a crush on him since first year. First time you ever saw his pretty face you knew you wanted him. But not his money, not just his face or his body... you wanted him.

Within the past years you've met his mind and his heart, you've learnt his greatest fears and desires. You've learned how he scrunches his nose when he focuses or how he's right handed but eats with his left, how he has to rip every last tag of his clothes because they bother him when he sleeps.

"I-um... sorry give me-"

Without a care in the world he pushes open the door, stepping onto the white tiled floor.

He first notices your hair, draped softly over your shoulders. It's a contrast to your usual school and training style, it always got in your way while you worked.

He can't stop his hand from reaching out and tenderly brushing the hair beside your cheek aside, knuckles grazing your cheekbone. You look so delicate.

Then his eyes fall to your neck. He admires the fragile skin along your jugular that swoops over your collar bones. His favorite part is where your neck meets the top of your shoulder, he can't look away from the curve between them.

You're gaze first meets the red bow tie that's tucked into his white undershirts collar. It's perfect, it matches his half crimson hair almost exactly. If anyone looks beautiful it's him.

Your eyes meet his only briefly before they dart away to stare at the faucet.

"Sorry- um, can you... zip me up... please?"

Shoto's breath gets caught in his throat, he feels like he's going to be sick the way his stomach lurches at your words. He jerks his hand away from your face, only now realizing how embarassing his actions might've been.

"Y-Yeah." His once stoic and emotionless demeanor crumbles, a bright red blush coming upon his face. He thanks whatever being exists that he can now disappear behind you.

His slender fingers take your hair from one shoulder and push the entirety of it over the other, revealing your bare neck. His fingertips brush against the sensitive skin, goosebumps covering your body.

He pauses and looks over the silky skin of your back, taking in and adoring the beauty marks that appear here and there on your flesh. He finds the zipper sitting at the small of your back and his hands hesitate to reach that low on your body.

From afar, Momo and Ochako peek an eye at your interaction. Mumbling under their breath with childish smiles across their faces as they try desperately to not disturb the two of you. Their hands gripping at each others biceps in excitement.

"Tsuyu... look" The shorter girl whispers, an obvious bit of joy leaking into her voice.

Tsu follows the girl's finger to meet the two in the bathroom. Todoroki's hand meeting your waist as he drags the zipper up it's line.

Your heart jumps. His hand warm, comforting, grounding not only your dress but you. You could've floated away from pure adrenaline. His breath fans across the back of your neck as he steps closer to pull the zipper to the very top, over your shoulder blades.

He's so close... you can feel his polar body temperatures. Your right tricep prickled with goosebumps but your left twinging in subtle pains at the heat radiating from him. It's a shock back to life.

His mere presence is overwhelming, you're drowning in him; his energy, his scent, his touch, all you can feel is him.

His lips press against the fragile skin of your neck and you think your heart has stopped. You look up from your fiddling hands to the mirror in front of you. His pretty eyes closed shut and hair falling into his face.

Ochako squeals and Todoroki jumps away from you in reaction, back hitting the wall behind you. The girl jumps at Momo, pushing the both of them away from the doorway and out of your field of vision.

"You look beautiful."

#shoto todoroki #todoroki x reader #todoroki shouto #shouto todoroki #shoto todoroki x reader #shoto x reader

[yarichin-imagines]

Can I request an Itome x f!reader? I know that Yaribu is a yaoi but I can't help it lmao. Both NSFW and SFW if possible. And I know that Itome and Akemi are dating and I love both of them I just rarely see Itome x Reader.. You don't have to do this btw I just wanted to give it a shot. *runs and hides in a corner*

ok so...I had so much written down for this, and it disappeared...but I’m willing to try again, since I love Itome so much! He's my second favorite under Shikatani! I'm just gonna write this in an AU where Itome and Akemi are not together, since it's easier. I hope this will suffice! I'm really sorry if this wasn't good. I really hope I touched up on everything I had before losing my progress, I want this to be a good story! (note to self...write answers somewhere else before posting...)

--Admin Bii

One might assume that it would be difficult to be in a relationship with Kotaro Itome. I mean, they always say communication is the most important key to a relationship. Being with a guy that said less words in a day that you could count on your fingers might be a challenge to some. Somehow, though, you two managed to make it work. You always made it work. Not everything had to be said verbally between you two, and you both knew it. To some, Itome was rather intimidating. He towered over many people and seemed cold. To you, however, he was anything but. He was like an excitable puppy at times. You could tell when his eyes lit up on seeing you, when he would wait for you every day, and through all the little things he did to make sure you knew he loved you. This day was like all the others. You two had agreed to come back to his dorm after school to "study". In reality, you both knew this was a lie and you were just going to snuggle the day away and said you did something productive. Itome was excited, and you could tell. He looked so antsy waiting for you in the commons of MoriGaku. Once he saw you, he speedwalked over to greet you in his little Itome way, with the softest and warmest smile he had in him. It was so cute, you couldn't help but reciprocate it. He took your hand and laced your fingers together before starting the walk home with you. His hands were always so soft. You couldn't count the number of times Itome's lavender lotion scent intoxicated you and lulled you to sleep as his soft hands combed through your hair. You loved it. It seemed that Itome always had some sort of new facemask to keep his skin clean, a new bottle of hand lotion, or a special conditioner that kept his hair soft enough for you to just want to shove your face in it. Snapping out of that train of thought, the two of you arrived at Itome's dorm. It was incredibly neat, the second neatest in the club (since of course, no one was allowed to have a cleaner dorm than Shikatani...), with everything all organized and in its proper place. It smelled of vanilla, which you loved. He turned on a soft lamp on his nightstand, the gentle glow of pink fusing into the walls, making the dull white paint look like a sunset. He gestured with his head to his bed, signalling for you to get comfy. You took the invitation, getting under the covers and watching him walk into the mini kitchen and come back with a small box. He got in next to you and opened it. Inside the box were two cupcakes from Itome's favorite bakery. One was made just the way he liked his, and one was made with your favorite flavor and iced in your favorite color. You thanked him in Itome's language, a lengthy kiss on the cheek. His face dusted pink as he handed you your cupcake and picked up his own. Small sighs of joy came from both of you as you ate the delicious sweet. When both of you were done, Itome put the box on his nightstand and pulled you into his arms. You rested your head on his chest, taking a deep and happy breath. This might have seemed weird to other couples, just cuddling in dead silence without teasing each other or talking about anything. But to you two, it was perfect. It was familiar, it was wonderful. Eventually, however, you noticed something. Something poking your thigh. Something hard poking your thigh. Something hard and penis-shaped poking your thigh. You looked up at Itome and saw a beautiful sight. His face was that deep red, eyes glossed over in a mix of embarrassment and pure lustful need, and his hand covering his mouth to stop any sounds from leaking out. "Itome-kun~?" You whispered right into his ear, knowing how sensitive his ears were. That concept was proven when a thin whine escaped his throat. You chuckled softly, the puff of air against his ear making a tiny "Ahn--" escape from him. "You got so excited just from cuddling with me, huh? What am I gonna do with you~" You hum, tracing a hand down his chest, thin yet soft stomach, and eventually between his thighs. He immediately gasped shakily and tried to thrust into your hand. You smirked. "Uh uh, baby, you gotta be patient." You chided. In an effort to stop himself from rutting against you, he gripped your shoulders tighty and buried himself in the crook of your neck, paritally to hide his embarrassed face, and partially to give you better access. You took the new area of skin exposed, sucking, kissing, licking, and biting along his earlobe down to his neck. His tiny sobs of need were muffled in your shirt. "You gonna be a good boy for me, Itome?" You whisper, giving him a soft kiss afterwards. He nodded rapidly, crying in need. He needed your warmth. He needed you. "Mmkay, then I need you to strip for me." You gently guided him. He squirmed out of his clothes surprisingly quickly. You giggled at how badly he wanted you. "Now, I want you to take my clothes off." you hummed. Itome nodded, slowly reaching up to unbutton your own shirt. He shivered in pleasure as he saw inch by inch of your skin getting revealed to him, up to your bra. He gave a tiny kiss to your stomach, then unbuttoned the final button as he moved the shirt off of your shoulders. He moved to your skirt next, unzipping it and slowly sliding it down. The moment your panties were revealed, a bit of precum dripped onto your leg. You smirked. "So needy, baby~" You teased, making him shudder. Next, his hands moved behind you to unclasp your bra and free your breasts. He let out an audible whine at seeing them. He wanted to kiss them, suck them, bury his face in them, but he wasn't given permission. He had to finish what he had been asked to do. All that was left was your panties. He slid them down and watched as you spread your legs, revealing your womanhood to him. He swallowed thickly and let out another whine. You reached up and pet his hair. "Good boy...as a reward, we can do it however you want." His eyes lit up at that, and he scrambled over you and onto his back. You giggled. "Want me to ride you, baby?" He nodded rapidly, and that was all you needed. "Do whatever you want baby, I'm yours..." You leave him with, giving him permission. He took that and immediately went to kiss your breasts. His groans and heavy breaths were muffled in your skin, making you groan in response when he started sucking on one of your nipples. He used one hand to support your back, and the other slowly trailed its way down to your womanhood. He traced a finger along it, shivering as he felt the hot wetness cover his finger. He stroked back and forth over your clit a few times before slipping the first finger in to prep you. His other hand made sure you were balanced and then went to dedicate itself to playing with your clit. He went slow prepping you, pushing the other finger in and waiting for you to signal that you were ready to keep going. You took your time to adjust and nodded against him, making him add the third and final finger. He slowly started moving his fingers in and out a few times to get you ready before he pulled them out, making you pout at the sudden feeling of not being full anymore. This feeling, however, didn't last long, given how after he had taken the time to put on a condom, Itome began sliding his dick inside of you. This was the moment he lost all of his composure or will to stay quiet. Having his cock squeezed in such a wet, hot place that was purely you and only you, it was almost too much for him to handle. He kept moving it in until the base hit your hips. You used your hand to push him back down on the bed, letting him fall back onto the pillow. Once you were ready, you started bouncing slowly. He let out a loud moan and gripped the sheets. This spurred you on to go faster, the sound of skin smacking on skin getting more prevalent in the room. He eventually started moving his hips up to meet you, throwing his head back in a loud moan. You couldn't help but smirk, resting your hands on Itome's stomach. His hands shot up to grab your hips and keep you still as he started smashing himself into you with no real pace. It felt too good to focus on a pace. Itome reached for your hand and gripped it tight. He was close. "Me too, baby...me too..." you moan, going as fast as you possibly could. The rubber band holding Itome together snapped, and he came hard. The condom filled up with his seed, making you finish as well, getting his cock even wetter. He didn't want to pull out just yet. He waited for his high to pass before pulling you in for a deep kiss. You kissed for a while before he finally pulled out and disposed of the condom. The both of you flopped back on the bed panting heavily as he pulled you back into his chest. "Love you..." he whispered. You smiled. "I love you too"

(gahhhh I hope this is ok!)

#koshiro itome #yarichin b club #yarichin b bu #yarichin b club imagines #yarichin b club smut

[albertasunrise]

It’s Yours - Chapter 7

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6

Summary: You and Javier have been sleeping together for almost two years but after his name was leaked by the papers, he is sent home for investigation. You remain behind with Steve to catch Escobar but when he’s finally dead, you decide to go after the man you’ve fallen for. You don’t like what you find when you finally reunite with him.

Warnings: Fluff, Unprotected Sex 18+

Relationships: Javier Peña x Reader

~

The bar was practically empty when Javier walked in, just the usual suspects there at this time in the afternoon. Si was busy polishing the glasses that had just come back from the kitchen, his back facing the bar as he places each one on the shelf once he’s done.

‘Be with you in a moment.’ He says over his shoulder as he finishes the last glass before turning to face Javi ‘What are you doing here Peña?’

‘I came to talk.’ He states, hands stuffed in his pockets as he steps gingerly towards the bar.

‘Well, I don’t want to talk. She chose you. End of.’

‘Actually, she threw me out just after you left.’ Admits Javier as he sits himself down on one of the barstools.

‘Is that right?’

‘Look Si. What happened last night was completely unplanned.’ Starts the agent as he scrubs a hand over his tired face ‘The babies kicked for the first time and we got caught up in the moment.’

‘Do you love her?’

‘What?’ His tone comes out a little shorter than he means it to.

‘’Do you love her? Not that hard to understand.’

‘Yes.’ He states, not wanting to beat about the bush ‘It scares me how much. Seeing you and her together these past months has been killing me.’

‘Then go get her.’ Says Si as he shrugs his shoulders ‘I love her but we’ve been together five minutes in comparison to the time you spent with her.’ He pauses ‘You’re having twins together for fuck sakes. Yes, it sucked walking in on you fuckin’ her but I'd be an idiot if I didn’t think you two should at least try and make a go of it. For your kid's sake at least.’

‘Si I-.’

‘If you wanna say sorry then fine, I forgive you but for Christ’s sake Javier. Go and get her or I will!’ Groans Si as he points at the closed door.

‘How are you such a Saint all the time?’ He chuckled and Si shrugged again.

‘My momma raised me right I guess.’

‘That she did.’ Javier replies as he stands from his stool and leaves.

~

You sit there nursing your tea as you stare at the flowers on your coffee table, the turmoil within eating you alive as you remember the look on Si’s face when he saw you tangled with Javier. Taking a sip you scrunch your face up in disgust when you learn that it's tepid now, you’d not realised how long you’d been staring for. The door opening catches your attention and you look up to see Javier walking in, a look of determination on his face that you’ve never seen before.

‘Javi I don’t-.’

‘Just let me speak.’ He interrupts, raising his hand to stop you ‘I went to see Si.’

‘JAVI.’

‘Just listen dammit.’ He groans, raising his voice a little ‘I went to explain. Tell him that we hadn’t planned it. That it had just been us getting caught up in the moment. I swear that guy is a Saint because he fucking forgave us. He was hurt, understandably so, but he also told me that I should go get you. That he would be a fool to get in the way of us giving it a go.’

‘Javier.’

‘But I realised something.’ He continues ‘I don't want to give it a go with you.’

‘No?’

‘No.’ He confirms and your heart sinks ‘I want it all with you. I want to raise our babies with you. I want to make more with you. I want to call you my wife.’

‘Javi-.’

Javier pulled out a box from his pocket before slowly lowering himself to one knee, his eyes never leaving yours as tears start to form in his eyes.

‘Hermosa, I am completely and irrevocably in love with you. You own me body and soul and it has even agony these last few months not being able to hold you, kiss you, make love to you.' He pauses, taking in a shaky breath "Please end my pain and marry me.’ He finishes as the box creaks open to reveal a simple, yet spectacular, diamond engagement ring.’

Your hands fly up to cover your mouth as you gasp in shock, tears spilling down your cheeks as your shoulders shake. The longer you don’t answer the more nervous Javier becomes, his heart in his throat as he remains on his knee awaiting your answer.

‘Baby, please. Say something.’

‘Yes.’ You manage to choke out before covering your mouth again in an attempt to muffle your sobs.

Peña’s on his feet in a flash, scooping you into his arms before kissing you deeply as he slips the ring on your finger.

‘When the hell did you buy a ring?’

‘Not important.’ He chuckles before kissing you again, this time with a hunger that goes straight to your core.

You clumsily pull each other's clothes off as he backs you towards the bedroom, both of you naked as the day you were born by the time the backs of your knees hit the mattress. You fall back, giggling as he grabs you by the waist and pushes you further up before positioning himself between your thighs. Two thick fingers plunge into your heat and you yell as he curls them deliciously, pumping them in and out relentlessly.

‘Fuck Javi.’ You whine, throwing your head back as you practically growl from the stimulation his fingers were giving you ‘FUCK.’

He says nothing, just grins as you dig your heels into the mattress, feeling yourself barrelling towards your orgasm and you know it's going to be intense. He increases his pace, fingers hitting that spot over and over and over. Your toes curl as you cum, your release gushing over his hand and the sheets but you don’t have a chance to recover before he’s sheathing himself inside of you.

‘FUCK’ You scream again as he pounds into you, your moans swallowed by his mouth as he devouring yours.

Your nails dig into the muscles in his shoulders, so deep that it’s bound to leave marks but you don't care and neither does he, he wants you to mark him. Claim him. He’s yours and you are his. He changes his angle and it’s devastating, the coil within tightening at an alarming rate and you bear your neck to him as you scream his name.

‘Cum for me.’ He coos, his eyes black with lust as he watches you writhe beneath him.

As if on command you do, your walls clamping down on his length and pulling him right along with you. He collapses on the bed beside you, chest heaving as he turns his head to look at you with a blissed-out expression.

‘I love you.’ He says softly as he rolls onto his side, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear as he grins at you like a lovesick teenager.

‘I love you too.’ You reply as you smile at him ‘That was also quite something.’

‘Yes.’ He says, letting out a breathy chuckle ‘Yes it was.’

‘Make the most of fucking me like that whilst you can.’

‘Hmmm?’

‘Because soon, this is going to get in the way.’ You finish as you rub your swollen womb.

‘Well if that's the case then I think we better make the most of it again.’ He grins as he pulls you into a bruising kiss, already hard for you again.

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‘Congratulations to you both.’ Says Chucho as he raises his beer bottle in cheers.

The bar copies the man's actions, cheering loudly and you gaze at Javi who is looking down at you with his big brown eyes, eyes crinkling in the corners. Wrapping his arm around your waist, he pulls you into a sloppy kiss that makes you swoon.

‘Congratulations guys.’ Comes a familiar voice and you both look up to see Si stood across from the two of you, a genuine smile filling his features ‘I’m really happy for you both.’

‘Thank you, brother.’ Replies Javier as he shakes Si’s hand before moving for you to accept Si’s hug.

‘Thank you, Si.’ You say sweetly ‘For everything and I’m sorry for you know?… For what happened between us.’

‘Water under the bridge beautiful.’ He replies ‘It was fun while it lasted.’ He finishes as he gives you a nudge and a wink.

‘That it was.’ You agree as you chuckle.

‘Well well well if it isn’t tweedle dum and tweedle dee.’ Comes a voice you'd never expected to head.

‘MURPHY?’ You yell as you run into his arms, squealing with excitement as he laughs at your reaction ‘What the hell are you doing here?’

‘Chucho rang he.’ He states as he slaps Javier on the arm ‘Couldn't miss my partner’s engagement party now could I?'

‘I never thought I’d see the day Javier Peña would settle down.’ Comes another voice and you look up to see Connie grinning at you ‘Definitely never thought he'd be having a baby.’ She finishes as she pulls you into a sideways hug.

‘Actually, it's babies.’ Javier corrects and both Murphy’s look between you in shock.

‘Your not?’ She asks with her mouth agape and you both nod.

‘Twins?’ Steve explains and you share a loving look at Javier before nodding again ‘Well shut the front door, that's fucking wonderful!’

‘Do you know?…’ Connie trains off, grinning at you.

‘Girl and a boy.’ You answer.

‘Jackpot.’

You laugh at Steves remark as you let your head fall against Javi’s shoulder, humming in delight when he gives your hip a small squeeze.

‘You…’ Connie points at you ‘Need to tell me everything. You two.’ She motions between Steve and Javier ‘Stay out of trouble.’

She drags you to an empty booth, hugging you again before sipping her drink and slouching back against the faux leather back of the bench.

‘Sooooo?’ She starts ‘How the hell did this all happen?’

‘Well, this.’ You point at your bump ‘Happened the night before Javier left Columbia.’ You clarify and she grins at you ‘Us. Well, let's just say a lot has happened in the last 5 months.’

‘Like?’

‘I met Si.’ You point at him and Connie looks at you with piqued interest ‘We dated for a few months. Was pretty incredible and I loved him but I wasn't in love with him. It took Javier almost drowning for me to realise that I can't live without him.’

‘Wait what?’ Connie interrupts, her expression changing to one of shock ‘He almost drowned?’

‘Yeah, he uh…’ You pause, taking a sip of your own beverage ‘He saw Si and me fucking on the couch. He’d popped round to show me some baby grows he’d bought and saw us through the window.’ You shiver as the memory of him falling assaults your eyes ‘He got smashed and decided to try and fix the pier down at the end of Chucho’s land. Lost his footing on the rotten wood when I called out to him and he fell. His dad and I managed to drag him out of the river and I gave him CPR. I managed to revive him but I almost didn’t. It broke me.’

‘So how did you end up together?’

‘Well, I’m not exactly proud of it.’ You start, giving her a guilty look ‘We uh… Well, basically the babies started kicking when he’d come round with some food. It was beautiful and we got caught up in the moment. One thing led to another and… Well, let's just say Si walked in on us.’

‘Shit.’

‘Yeah.’ You reply ‘He was surprisingly good about it though. Eventually. We deserved hell but instead, he gave us his blessing. He told Javier to go get me and Javier decided to take it one step further.’ You finished as you grinned at her before letting your eyes flit down to the engagement ring on your finger.

‘Boy did good!’ Connie exclaims when she spots the ring ‘Well done Javi.’ She finishes and you chuckle, gossiping well into the night.

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Chapter 8

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[nsfwshiggy]

make a wish

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paring: dabi x fem!reader

warnings: 18+, incest, degrading, belly inflation, breeding kink, yandere!dabi, slight masturbation, noncon/dubcon

word count: 1.3k

author's note: from the start to the end i didn't know where it was going but i hope it turned out good >.< comments and constructive criticism is welcomed and encouraged!

*after i finished this, i was feeling some type of way

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today you were finally turning 21 so that meant you could finally drink. this was also the year that you returned home after being gone for so many years. you were excited to see your whole family but one person - your older brother.

you were sent away after being caught by dabi with an ex boyfriend. in your family brothers and sisters were paired up with each other in order to make sure neither of you did anything that could get you into trouble.

dabi of course was a trouble maker but you loved him so much that you never told on him. on the other hand dabi hated you and the one time he caught you doing something that was against the rules, you were quickly sent away.

dabi was jealous of all your past boyfriends because they got to fuck his right little sister and he couldn't. he didn't show it but dabi was extremely excited for you to come back. he would have a few hours alone with you before your party with your whole family and he had plans for you.

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you signed wants your back hit your bed, it had been three years since you could lay in your own bed. you could hear your brother in his room next to yours he was playing his music way too loudly - nothing has changed from three years ago. it was already annoying you because you wanted to get some sleep before everyone showed up.

you walk to your brothers room and the door is slightly open so you push it open even more. he was hitting at his desk facing away from you. "dabi" you say loudly over the music "can you please turn the music down? i'm trying to sleep" you continue to say while walking over to him.

he turns around to look at you while a cigarette hanging out of his mouth, "hey little sis. i'm so glad to have you back home." he laughs and then stands up. he puts the cigarette out and then walks closer to you backing you back up. you didn't want to be around him.

"are you still mad at me? mad at your big brother?" he asks in a mocking way. you look into his eyes you could see a slight hint of anger in them. "don't even start because you are the one who started this" you say crossing your arms.

"i wouldn't have told on you if you weren't such a whore" he says through his teeth. now you could really see the anger in his eyes. he grabs your arm when he sees you are about to walk out of his room "no no no little sister. i don't think so.." he trails off pushing you down onto his bed.

you were so beyond annoyed at this point, you didn't even want to look at him. before you could even try to sit up he is straddling your waist "now you cant leave me" he smirks while leaning down to kiss you on your forehead.

"i've been wanting to do this for so long" he says while he continues to place kisses all over your face until he gets your lips but hesitates. you are so confused at this point. you always thought the weird glances he would give you every time he saw you and your ex boyfriends together was just because he was being an overprotective big brother but oh were you so wrong.

"i can't believe it took this long to get to this point" he says softly before pressing his lips onto yours. you don't kiss back and push him off of you, "dabi please stop you're my brother we-" you get cut off when his lips find yours again.

"i know you want this baby sis. i know you are good at taking dick sadly i couldn't be your first" he says while ripping off your shirt exposing your breasts that were no longer in your bra since you got home. "all of your ex boyfriends say that you have such a tight cunt that it feels like their dicks will fall off, i cant wait to feel it around my cock" he moans out while squeezing your right breast.

you try your hardest not to moan but your breasts have always been sensitive so a small moan comes out. "please stop" you bed him. you didn't want him to know that you were already starting to get wet.

"cant you feel how hard i am for you already" he ask while grinding his clothed dick against you making you moan again because of the spot he was grinding against. "i wanna take good care of my little slut of a sister. give her the dick she deserves" he says while unbuttoning his pants letting is cock stand straight up.

he stood up so now you could fully his the length of his dick, it was way bigger than any of your past boyfriends. you squeeze your legs together to get any kind of friction. he laughs at you when you sees you do this, "so you really are a whore even for your own brother" he laughs at you in such an evil way but you don't care anymore.

"i saw you watching me with my boyfriend before you snitched on me. i saw you touching yourself" you giggle starting to run your throbbing clit. "i'm such as fucked up as you are dabi" you say giving him a smile.

you spread your legs apart so he could watch you do it and you throw your head back when you feel yourself getting closer and closer but a hand pulls your hand away "no .. you aren't allowed to cum unless it's around my dick" he moans while pumping his cock that was already leaking precum.

"then fill me up big brother.." you say with my puppy eyes, "don't you want to breed your little sisters right pussy?" you ask giggling. he bites his lip and comes closer to you kissing you again before slowly pushing his cock into your tight hole.

you both groan into the kiss and your head falls back in both pain and pleasure. "f-fuck.." you moan "i haven't been fucked in so long" you say to him after he bottoms out deep inside of you. "i've been wanting to do this for so long" he says as he begins to thrust slowly in and out of you.

he pushes himself deep into once again just so he can see your belly inflate just from the size of his dick, "you look so pretty with my cock deep inside you little sis" he says while pushing down on your stomach bringing more pleasure to you. you almost scream out from how good you are feeling.

"fuck fuck fuck why did you wait so long to do this?" you ask while gripping the bed sheets for some stability from how fast he was now thrusting into you. you feel your stomach tightening making you clench around him.

"so your boyfriends were right when they said how tight you can get" he says while trying to pick up his pace but struggling because you were so tight. "i'm about to cum dabi. fuck keep going" you pant out while gripping the sheets even tighter than before. "yeah cum around your big brothers cock baby sis" he says thrusting even rougher now.

you could feel his cock deep inside you pulsating "fuck yes cum deep inside me and breed me like the good big brother you are" you say reaching down to rub your clit pushing you over the edge. you feel his hot and sticky white ropes cover the outside of your walls. you can hear dabi spewing a line of cuss words when he fills you up.

"we don't have a lot of time before the whole family shows up but i'm ready for a round two if you are up for it" you say laughing when you pulls out of you and lays next to you on the bed.

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[redsandroses]

Good boy

Warnings:smut, temperature play, mommy-baby boy thing going on, usage of blindfold (on male) and vibrator (on female) 

Word count: 2.1k

Pairing: sub!Hongjoong x dom!female

"Hey baby!!" you ran to your boyfriend's arms with a wide smile. He was finally home early after a long week of just coming at nights and you made him go to sleep after his shower cause he needed to rest but you missed his touch so much. "Hi my beautiful princess!" he hugged you and tapped on your butt, implying you to jump to his arms. You hold onto his neck and let him hold you, wrapping your legs around his waist. 

He smooched your nose and kissed your lips softly, hands wandering around your back. You were brushing his hair and when you found a space you went down to kiss his neck. You’ve waited enough for this.

"Should we start right now Joongie? Tonight will be all about you. Let me give you the pleasure you deserve." you whispered as you softly kissed his neck, sucking lightly on the spots you knew was sensitive. He let out a soft moan. "Yes please let's do this y/n, you are always so good to me baby." 

He hold you up like that and took you to the bedroom, slowly lying you down to your bed. But you pulled him in and got on top, kissing all over his face, your hands going down slowly. Your fingers were ghosting all over his body, giving him goosebumps. You finally reached to his crotch, rubbing him over his pants.

"Was this the aching part you texted me about before?" He let out a muffled yes. "You want me to take care of it? I can always kiss it better." you looked into his eyes, smiling. "Please do it y/n, I need it. I missed this so much." "I will give it to you baby, this is your reward for being the best leader, being my one and only and also being good at all positions." you both chuckled. "You will never forget that, will you?" "Nope, never."

You slowly unbottened his shirt. His bear chest was a sight to see, you kissed all over his upper body, giving kitten licks to his sensitive spots, sucking hickeys here and there. He hold your hand and pushed it to his crotch.

"Please give some attention there too y/n, feel how hard I am? I've been thinking about this whole day." You went down between his legs and just brushed your lips over his clothed dick. "Go sit on the chair baby. We will have some fun tonight." you smirked.

He did as you said and you went to take the silk blindfold from your drawer. While coming back, you teasingly started taking your clothes off, leaving yourself with only your underwear. You pulled through both sides of the blindfold harshly. "You missed this too?" "Fuck, yes I missed it." You went behind him and put the blindfold on, making sure it's tight enough for him to not see. You felt his whole body except his aching cock who was twitching cause of the sensation.

"I see someone is excited." You went down on your knees, kissing a rail on his thighs. "Joong, you want me to use the vibrator? I can make you a whining baby for me." He nodded. "Use your words for me, you know I need to hear if you want it." "Yes y/n, yes I want you to use it on me and make me beg for my release." "Good boy" you gave his tip a kiss, making his whole body twitch. You took the vibrator from your drawer. "Wait, I want to do something else first. Let me open your eyes." You opened his eyes and tied his hands behind his back with the silk blindfold.

“Now I know you can easily get out of that tie but you have to show me that you are a good boy. While I pleasure myself in front of you, you have no permission to touch me. Any reach you make, I make you cum after your first release. Got it? So be a good boy and sit there or be a bad boy and take your punishment later.” You kissed him and sat on the bed and opened up your legs in front of him, making sure he gets the perfect view.

You took your pantie to the side, not taking it off. The light coming from the window made your wetness glare. You took the vibrator to your nipples first, making them hard. Then you heard Hongjoong whine so you pushed it down to your pussy. The moment it touched your clit, you let out a loud moan, this was the first friction you got after a week. You looked at him, he was drooling.

“Fuck mommy, I want to come between your legs, eat you out, finger you until you cum on my mouth.” You pulled the vibrator away and tilted your head. “What did I say about not doing anything hm?” He pouted. “That I should just sit and watch.” “Exactly, and why are you talking like the little slut you are? You want to cum over and over again, don’t you?” He nodded shly. “But mommy, please cum for me, baby wants to watch you pleasure yourself.”

“I will, but this one counts as twice don’t forget that.” You looked at his cock, it was twitching with every word you say, precum leaking from its pretty red tip. Poor thing, you thought. Then went back to your position, now adding a finger in you.

It didn’t take long for you to cum when you pushed to vibrator to all the places you were touch-needy. With his name on your lips, you came. “Thank you mommy, thank you for letting me watch you. C-can I please taste you?”

“If you ask that nicely, of course you can kitten.” You collected the wetness onto your fingers. While you were getting up from the bed, you saw him opening his mouth and putting his tongue out. “You are the best kitten for mommy, aren’t you?” He nodded. 

You pushed your fingers into his mouth. He was hesitant at first. “Don’t be shy now baby.” with that, he took more in, till all the length of your fingers were in his mouth. He closed his eyes and sucked on your fingers. “Good, good boy.” you put pressure on his tongue. “Now let go so I can take care of you. You can suck on them later, promise.” 

He tilted his head back and left your fingers with a pop. You went behind him, freeing his hands and putting the blindfold back on. Then something came to your mind, you remembered him saying he wanted to try temperature play so you said you will be right back and went to the kitchen to take some ice cubes. You heard him cry out your name from the bedroom.

“I’m coming baby, just wait a second.” You went back after a couple of minutes, got on your knees and gave his tip kitten licks, cleaning his precum, rubbing his cock while doing it. “Fuck mommy” Then you took an ice cube and put it on his chest. His body jolted from the sudden coldness. 

“Fuck y/n, what is this?”

“I remembered you wanted to try this so I thought why not I treat my baby. Does my baby like it?” and you took the cube to his sensitive nipple. He threw his head back, mouth wide open. “Fuck fuck I love it.” “Then how about this?” you said as you took another cube and drew a line from his balls to his tip. He let out a loud moan “Aaah that feels s-so good, please rub i-it all over m-my cock.” You did as he said, kissing the places after so he doesn’t get too cold, until the cube melted.

He was biting his lip to silence his moans but he couldn't stop himself at this point. “Thank you for doing that mommy, I-I loved it, please do this again later too.” “I will baby. Mommy likes making her baby feel good.” Then with a sudden move, you took him in your mouth. The sudden warmth was too good for him to handle, his whole body twitched and he groped your hair. "You should let my hair go angel or I'll stop. You should be a good boy for me first." He slowly took his hands of your hair. "M sorry please keep going. I need it."

You squeezed his balls as you took his length into your mouth again, swirling your tongue around him. His pretty moans and whimpers were making you clench around nothing. You looked up to him, he was scrunching his nose to keep the loosened blindfold on but he was failing cause he couldn't keep his mouth shut at the same time. "Cute." You giggled and got up to sit on his lap. You took the blindfold off him.

"I wanted to see your beautiful eyes Joongie, I missed you so much." you said as you kissed all over his face. "I missed you too y/n." You were looking at him in awe, with every second, you could feel how much you love him. Then he suddenly said "C-can I now please fuck mommy, I'm begging you, please. I need to feel your warmth." You got up and grabbed his arm.

"Is this all your fucked brain can think of? You forget everything when you see me like this, don't you? But you needed to be patient baby boy." you pushed him on your bed and got on top of him. "You wanted my pussy so bad that you had to ruin a nice moment huh?"

You took him all in with one go. He whined loudly, grabbing onto your thighs. "What, now you can't take it?" you started bouncing on his cock with your hands on his chest. He couldn't form any words at that moment, he was too sensitive and you knew that. "Look at my slut, can't even say a word." "M-m-mommy" you pushed two of your fingers into his mouth. "Shut up and take what I give." You fastened your pace. The wet sounds and your bodies slapping each other were filling the room. "Remember, you got three times on your list but I think we should try if you can take more and fill me up with your cum every time." "B-but mommy I-I can't t-take more." 

"Is that so now? You were begging me seconds ago and now you think you can't take more? What a desperate, petty boy you are."

You could feel he was close, he was covering his face like he does every time he cums. He was just a cute shy boy. "I want to see your fucked up face pretty, take those hands away and let me see you." he was in no place to disobey so he did as you said, now holding onto the sheets. "I-I uh-" "I know baby, go ahead cum for mommy. Fill me up." you bent down to kiss him, still bouncing your hips on his cock. You knew the first time after a long time would be too much for him to handle. He needed to be taken care of. "Cum for me angel, you were a bad boy but then you did so good. Mommy is proud of you." And he came, whining loudly with your praises.

You stayed still for a couple of minutes for him to get down from his high. "Are w-we going to c-cuddle now?" he said nuzzling his face to your neck. "What makes you think that baby, remember you've been bad and you need to learn your lesson." you took his cock out of you then sit on his crotch, making his cock lay between your pussy and his stomach.

"This time it's for me, I'll rub my pussy with your cock." You started grinding on him. His cock was red from his high before. "So pretty." you moaned "and all mine." He was lying there eyes shut. "I'm s-so sensitive mommy." "I know baby but mommy needs to cum too. You can take it for me right?" "Yes yes mommy, I can." He pulled his legs up, you could see he needed to cum too. He was holding onto your hips, helping you move as you got tired. You spat on the tip of your two fingers and started rubbing his tip when you go back.

With a few more harsh grinds, you came and after you he did too. You were now lying on top of him. "Thank you angel, you were so good. Maybe I'll let the third time pass this time but you need to learn how to behave, promise?" you kissed his nose. "I promise mommy." he was nuzzling his head to your neck now. "Now let's go take a hot bath together, you must be tired. I'll take care of you Joongie."

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[queenmylovely]

oh! hc (or blurb?) request: I keep seeing this post going around about consensual somnophilia being like a surprise party and i literally can't stop thinking about it so uhhhhhh if you're up for it maybe some somnophilia smut with rog?

Bitchhhhhhh you would send this to me lol thanks ily. Warnings: i explain it in the blurb, but i want to make it 100% clear this is 100% consensual, somnophilia, it’s basically all smut or revolves around it so 

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Being with Roger for over two years had led to some very interesting situations. The two of you were willing and ready to try everything once, and usually that turned into many, many more times. As two sexually active and adventurous twenty somethings, you had thought up everything, or if you hadn’t thought it up, had seen it in porn, seen it in sex shops, or heard about it through friends, and had been excited to try it.

One of those things was someone initiating sex while the other was asleep. Of course, it was all consensual and boundaries had been worked out before the first time that you tried it (i.e. starting with oral and/or fingering to get the other prepped). And after the first time, you had come up with a system. Since both of you were pretty much down for it whenever, the sign that you weren’t was wearing underwear to bed for you and wearing a shirt to bed for Roger (both things that neither of you did often anyway). It was good because it kept the surprise element and also kept pressure off in case it ended up not being a good night for it.  

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Roger had a pub gig tonight, so you knew that he wasn’t going to be home until late, and that most likely he would be drunk. So you enjoyed your night alone, taking a luxurious bath with lots of bubbles, scented candles, the record player turned up enough to hear in the bathroom, and the book you were currently reading. When the water started to get cold and the bubbles were mostly gone, you got out, toweled off, and slipped on your robe.

You stayed up reading for another half hour or so, but your eyes started drooping every few sentences and you decided that an early night wouldn’t be a bad idea. Brushing your teeth and doing your skincare, you then took off your robe and pulled on one of Queen’s most recent tour shirts that you had nicked in a size too big so it was a comfy pajama. After you got under the covers, you turned off the lamp on your bedside table and were asleep in minutes.

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Opening the door carefully and creeping into the apartment, Roger tried not to wake you up. The concert had gone very well and since it was in a pub, the others had decided to just stay there and get drunk. But Roger had been drinking throughout the concert and had driven his new car there. So instead, he stayed and drank coffee while he waited to sober up and contented himself with watching the boys’ drunk antics.

By the time he got home, the caffeine had hit him in full force and he was wired. He knew you were asleep, of course, it was 3:00am, but he was feeling a tad horny. Roger took off his shoes and jacket by the door, setting down his keys and wallet as well. Then he tiptoed into your shared bedroom. He saw you sleeping peacefully and he couldn’t help but admire how pretty you were. Then he pushed down his pants and took off his shirt, left in only his briefs.

Climbing into bed, Roger slowly pulled back the covers and smiled to himself first when he saw you were wearing a Queen tour shirt and second when you weren’t wearing any underwear. He moved all of the covers to the foot of the bed and then positioned himself between your legs, which was a little tricky but he figured it out. Luckily, you were already on your back and so he just spread your legs a little and he had access to your pussy.

Starting by just kissing your inner thighs and then along your slit, Roger felt you shift a bit in your sleep. When he licked a line from your entrance to your clit Roger heard your breathing deepen and when he attached his lips around your clit, he heard you sigh. He kept his focus there for a while until you were making little sounds in your sleep that were doing more than their part to make him hornier. Needing some friction, he started grinding into the bed, slowly so he didn’t wake you up.

Roger brought his hand next to his mouth and pushed a finger into you slowly, not wanting to shock you awake, wanting more of a slow realization that what was happening was real and not an incredibly realistic wet dream.

Adding another finger when he noticed your legs subconsciously widen, Roger couldn’t help but moan against you, just from knowing that you were so ready for him even in your sleep. He could only keep eating you out and fingering you for another minute before it all became too much and he removed his fingers, pressing a final kiss to your clit.

Kneeling between your legs, Roger took his dick in his hand and pumped it a couple times, letting out a sigh at the contact. Then he slowly slid his cock into your wet pussy and when he did was when you let out an audible moan and your eyes opened.

“Oh my-- oh Roger, oh-- so good,” you told him, voice still filled with sleep but your mind clearing even as it was being overcome with pleasure as he started thrusting.

“Shhh, baby, just let me make you feel good. Don’t wake up too much,” Roger told you, knowing that the drowsy space having just woken up made everything feel even better.

You nodded and closed your eyes, but found one of his hands with your own and held it tight. Roger used his other arm to prop himself up when he laid on top of you, pressing soft kisses to your neck as he pumped in and out of you.

He had really taken his time to get you ready, and you were close with just a minute of him fucking you. But you needed more, so you whined in desperation, not quite able to form a complete sentence.

Roger understood what you needed and let your hand go, moving his to your clit instead. You held his waist, your grip tightening when his fingers rubbed tight circles on your clit. When the walls of your cunt tightened around his cock, Roger groaned and his hips snapped, pushing his cock into your g-spot, and all of the sudden, everything was too much. You came with a high moan, and the continuous feeling of your cunt squeezing his dick made Roger come too, slowing down as he came so both of you could ride out your highs.

Stilling his hips, Roger pulled out slowly, seeing his cum leaking out of your pussy and groaning lowly at the sight. But by now, he was tired too, and moved with you so you were facing each other. Neither of you had your eyes open, but your hand returned to his waist to hold him close and his moved up and down your arm to soothe you as you enjoyed the drowsy silence together.

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[diorthesuperior]

When Tour Ends (Day6 Wonpil fluff–>smut)

You stare at the black and white keys, a little exhausted but determined. It's been 5 months and Wonpil is still on tour with his group. You have so much free time which ideally you'd like to spend with him but you can't. The little vintage flower shop you worked at had shorter hours now since it was the winter months so there'd be less customers.

You decorated your shared flat with the leftover flower clippings from work, creating a calm ambient along with candles you had lit.

Since he's been away you took it upon yourself to learn piano because when he played it so effortlessly it intrigued you. You wanted to play a song for him to show your love. So that's what you did while he was gone, and though your fingers were cramped from constant errors and repetition it was worth it.

°°°

Your dreaded alarm echoed from your phone in the empty room. You swung your arm over on the other side of the empty bed, but he wasn't there. You hugged into the corner of your duvet and yawned turning your alarm off. Well you set it to snooze. Before pushing the button off on the side of your phone you caught glimpse of your lockscreen and smiled at the photo of wonpil smiling captioned “I miss you”. He set it before he went to remind you of him. Not that you'd forget a guy like him, but he wanted to be there with you, somehow.

°°°

Bzzzzt Bzzzzt Bzzzzt

You jump up in shock from the noise coming from your phone again. You slept in for longer than you imagined. You check the time and it reads 8am. Shit is all you could think. Wonpil was due home any minute. You were really excited to finally meet with him again but you were supposed to wake up early to get ready and dressed for him. You had a cute little black dress just for him since he saw it on a mannequin once and said how it was so cute. So ofcourse you being you, bought it when he wasn't there.

But you hadn't time for this. You were dressed in a silk nightgown that was quite revealing. You got up and went to the door and reached for your dressing gown from the hook to cover you. You caught glimpse of your reflection in the mirror and sighed. Your messy bun was somewhat okay but your face was puffy from the long sleep.

A knock came from the front door of the flat and you panicked. You ran out and turned the knob as quick as possible .

Although you know you looked a mess you couldn't wait to see him.

You were taken by surprise when you were grasped into a big hug only seeing his smile 1 second previous. The hug felt so nice, after weeks of not seeing eachother it was awarding to be back to the reality you loved most and with the guy you loved most, Kim Wonpil.

After that long hug, he pulled back and stared at you for what felt like a minute. You looked up at the slightly taller figure and felt your cheeks flush a tint of rose from warmth. His eyes studied all your features, his stare wandering from your smile to your freckled rosy cheeks, then back to your eyes.

“You look so cute, you slept well didn't you? ” he spoke bringing his hand up to put a stray curl from your face behind your ear.

“I overslept I wanted to look all nice for you but..”

“You hit snooze like always right?”

“Yes”

You let out a sigh and tighten the belt on your robe.

“Don't worry princess we can both get ready later. I like you looking all cozy and cute like this it reminds me of how lucky I am to wake and see you like this everyday from now on.”

“Wonpil I really missed you, the bed was so empty I know I complained about your snoring but a night without your cuddles isn't a goodnight”

“I know I missed you too, c'mere”

Wonpil shuffled his feet slowly bringing you into a hug, his hands lightly on your waist as you put you head on his shoulder.

“I really am the luckiest to have you back here”

You stare into Wonpils eyes that's gleamed with happiness at your words. A rumble of your stomach broke the wholesome moment.

“Lets eat something before anything else maybe"

He flashes you a goofy smile but all you can do is nod. He made his special scrambled eggs and put on some bread to toast. You made the coffee since you made it best, which wonpil admits. You carry the mugs over to the coffee table beside the couch and plop down beside wonpil who had served the two dishes.

“Thank you babe”

“No thank you for the coffee princess”

You missed him calling you that.

You sipped on the coffee as the steam hit your face and the sweet aroma. It was one of your favorite scents after your boyfriends cologne 'chanel de bleu'.

“So what have you been up to”

“Not too much but I have a surprise for you”

“Oh? Really?”

“Yes actually I can show you now I was going to wait a little later but now would be nice since you're having coffee”

“Okay”

You got off the sofa and made your way over to the keyboard propped up infront of the window.

“Did you really-”

“yes now shh”you joke putting a finger on your lip.

You breathe in and exhale placing your hand on the common keys. You start to play the melody which you had tried so hard to learn and it finally paid off. The first few notes filled the room leaving goosebumps. It was the special song you both claimed as 'your song'.

When you love someone.

Although you were trying to focus on the keys you felt his eyes on you and once you came to the end you couldn't help but lift your gaze to him. You ended up hitting the wrong last note but his face was worth the mistake. He looked with such admiration and pride.

“That was beautiful Y/N, really beautiful. Thank you”

“When you love someone I guess you really do things you wouldn't have ever imagined.” you giggle lifting the hair from your face with a bright smile.

“When you love someone you can't help but feel bliss when the one you love goes out of their way to do something like that” he sighs with amazement.

“Just for you Pillie”

He stands up and grabs you by the hips placing a soft kiss on your lips. You could taste the coffee from his lips.

“I missed your lips during tour”

You blush pushing him onto the sofa playfully. He's laying there with his elbows back while you stare at him with a smirk.

“I bet you did”

Although it was just a simple position he was in and a simple remark it didn't hide the heat it created. He just had a long flight so his appearance was not far from yours. He had his blonde locks going all directions and outfit wise just a simple black long slieved shirt and black shorts.

The eye contact was intense but you couldn't help but look at his slightly parted lips from his shocked expression. In fact you missed his lips too. He sees you eyeing him and smirks.

“How's my slut”

Fuck.

He hadn't called you that for 5 months.

“Wonpil sorry for pushing yo-”

“Down”

“What”

“Get on your knees”

You gulp but kneel down infront of him staring up with alert eyes. You put your phone aside and ask what's wrong, knowing exactly where this was going, but you weren't complaining.

“My needy slut missed me so bad huh, I've only been back an hour and you're already teasing and craving my cock”

“I didn't I just pushed you Wonpil sor-”

“Wonpil?slut say my name”

“-Sir”

“you pushed me into this position and I saw you eyeing me, such a slut”

You couldn't help but swoon over his tone of voice. His words turned you on so much and you struggled to hide it.

“You love this don't you? You love it when you're so desperate infront of me you love it it when I call you my slut?”

You could feel you face flush at his statement as thoughts of what he'd do to you entered your head.

Before you knew it he forcefully grabbed you by the jaw and unzipped his pants, his lengthy cock standing against his stomach leaking with precum. He pumped himself two or three times before jerking your jaw bringing your lips towards his tip.

“Open up Princess”

You straddled his hips and swiped your tongue up his shaft tasting his leaking precum.

Frustrated he pulled you by the hair and pushed you down on his length making you take him whole. You let out a loud moan from the forceful but pleasurable hair pulling but was quickly muffled by his cock. He was big so you felt like gagging but held out, tears forming in the corner of your eyes. You hollowed out you cheeks increasing the pace of your bobbing head, your hands pleasing any of his length that you couldn't take.

“fuckkk” he groaned under his breath

“Such a gorgeous slut taking every inch, princess I missed your lips on my cock. If only you could imagine what I'd do to you later. Ugh slut keep going”

His praise and dirty talk got you so riled up, you're drenched just from his words yet he hasn't even touched your body.

Bzzzzzzt bzzzzzzzt

You look up at him with lustful eyes, his length half way down your throat, shifting your glance to your phone which you forgot to put on silent.

Your lockscreen lit up beside him catching his attention. He pinned in your pass code and entered your phone.

“Keep going don't mind me”

You continue.

Before you knew it he was recording you taking him whole. He pulled at your hair causing a moan to escape your lips, vibrating against his cock which caused him to groan again but even louder which caught you by surprise. You don't know what switched in you but the idea of being recorded turned you on so much and made you want to preform better. You hallowed your lips and rapidly sucked up and down bobbing your head while squeezing his thighs. You hummed on his dick the vibrations flowing through his length.

“shit I'm close"

Without warning he snapped his hips up and down his cock destroying your throat as you cry around it. It's hurts but youre willing to take it for him.

Curses and dirty praises leave his lips as he reaches his point.

“Fuck it open up"

A long groan of broken syllables leaves his mouth, his jaw hanging open with his eyes rolling back. White strings of cum hit your face but you take most of it in your mouth, swallowing every last bit. His eyebrows are furrowed as his lips are parted, his chest heaving up and down as he breaths loudly.

“Fuck when you love someone you really give them a show” he chokes out, sweat dripping from his forehead, his hands behind his head staring at you kneeling infront of him with his cum on your face.

“When you love someone you have to make them feel as good as they make you.”

°°°

You slipped on you silver heals and sat up from the corner of the bed. You went over to the mirror and adjusted your revealing sapphire dress that hugged all your curves perfectly. You reached for the diamond choker on your dresser and adjusted it around your neck.

Wonpil was in the bedroom bathroom fixing his collar and his tie. He'd been in there the past 20 minutes doing his hair but you didn't mind too much. You were going on a dinner date in a fancy restaurant that Wonpils bestfriend Dowoon recommended. It took one look at you for praises to fall from his lips.

“You're really gorgeous tell me again why you're not a model? ”

“Because you told me you'd be jealous of others getting to see what you see”

Wonpil smirks.

“Ah, correct”

Your eyes caught glimpse of the bulge in those tight fitted pants making you feel hot again. You had to contain yourself, though he was making it hard. He rolled up the slieves of his dress shirt to his elbows which made him look like he was preparing to destroy you. You blinked twice and got out of your thoughts and thought of a way to get your mind off your desire.

“Wonpil where's my phone? I want to see how long the restaurant stays open till tonight ” you question looking over at the well dressed figure.

“Princess it's on the counter” he smiles.

You walk over to the marble counter top, lifting your dress as you walk just incase it would rip. You already had a daring enough split you couldn't have two. You breath out having escaped the situation in the bedroom. You reach for you phone and turn the power button on.

You look at your lockscreen and moan, unaware of your doing whimpering his name out and yes'.

Your lockscreen was no longer a photo of him smiling with the caption "I miss you"

Far from it.

During his blowjob when he was on your phone, he didn't only record you but also took photos of himself and set one as your lockscreen captioned

“I need you. Now”

The photo was taken right as he reached his climax his eyes rolling back, furrowed brows and parted lips, sweat on his forehead on which his blonde curls stuck to.

The moan was so loud and needy and was heard throughout the whole flat for sure.

Wonpil adjusted his tie in the mirror again smirking at his reflection.

“Guess she saw huh”

You lean against the counter staring at your phone speechless, still in your own world.

The clicks of his footsteps came from the bedroom to the kitchen over to your vulnerable state.

“Whats the matter princess?”

“Oh and by the way, the resuarant is open till 3am my bad! I forgot to tell you i could have prevented your feet from hurting walking over here in those highheels” he sighs in a fake pitiful tone, crossing his arms on his chest.

“Here princess” he softly speaks kneeling down infront of you, undoing the strap on your heels.

“Keep them off for now we wouldn't want you crying in pain would we? ” he says gripping your thigh for balance when he removes one heal, emphasizing his last words.

He puts the heel on the floor and tightens the grip on your thigh teasingly.

“O sorry princess I was loosing my balance there”

“Wonpil”

“Yes princess what's the matter? ”

“It's opened till 3 right? ”

“Yes and it's currently 8pm princess? What are you asking”

“It's too early. I need you”

“Use your words princess”

“mmmm fuck it I need you to fill me up and make me cry in pain fuck me here and now”

“your wish is my command princess, but whats the magic word? ”

“Please Wonpil I beg I need to feel you”

“Tut tut princess.. just because I've been gone months doesn't mean I won't punish you, now address me by my name”

“Please s-sir”

He takes your last heel off quickly and lifts his hand up to your face, his index finger pushing softly against your lips.

“Say no more, princess”

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[onf-headcanons]

ONF MEMBERS AS YOUR SIBLING (U & Laun version)

Either you are related from Yuto or Minseok side and either one of them later joined the family. Confusing? OK example you are Yuto's sibling by blood and then later Minseok joined. Or in reversed, Yuto joined later.

Or You are the youngest sibling (could be in terms age when the family comes together or you being born later)

Or, You are the eldest.

Any scenario that is suitable to your own imagination. Also there will be some repeated ideas fron first universe because i would like to keep characterization consistency.

Btw this pair of sibling would be one of the less noisy siblings of all.

My recommendation, your birthday is in older than both of them. But you can totally imagine that your are younger ones. I will try to elaborate both, I hope i won't confuse you guys🙈

Also i recommend, if you are going to imagine yourself as eldest, you are 2 to 3 years older. While if you are the youngest, you would be 5 to 7 years younger.

Scenario 1

If you are related with Yuto and Minseok is the new join

You Defo speaking Japanese comfortably

Your parent moved the family to Korea (or minseok family moved to Japan is doable too).You and Yuto attending school at Korea so you two speak somewhat decent Korean.

And your parent met with Minseok parent then they decided to tie the knot.

Your parents decided to have a dinner before wedding so that you kids can know each other before hand

Btw it would be a lie if you did not once considered Minseok is cute (non romantic way)

Maybe Minseok is not studying in the same school as yours/Yuto's. But it is doable too if he is. Even being classmate with Yuto

(It will a callback to onf meme if your side of family is maternal side so your parent took in Minseok family name. And then Mizuguchi Yuto also known as Kim Yuto lol)

Minseok already excited to have Yuto (a Japanese) as sibling, even more excited to have you too. Especially if you are the elder sister/sibling

Minseok explaining to Yuto about meme or idioms or weird metaphors seen in TV

You found out Minseok sneakily munching ice cream in the fridge in early morning to wake himself up (which is a weird way in your common sense) and then understood he cannot handle coffee. If you are an employed sibling, you might offer to drive him to school/University and let him sleep in your car while you are driving. (this is if both Yuto and Minseok attended different schools/University)

Minseok has many questions, asking about both of your experience in korea, asking about Japanese cultures, and even asking you both for help on Japanese

Minseok taking Japanese classes online and dedicated to one day properly converse in Japanese with you and Yuto

Learning some Osaka dialect from Yuto and you. And maybe both of you talks in the dialect so much that it affects Minseok's beginner Japanese. Cues in Minseok once flustered when his online instructor asked why his intonation sounds mixed with osaka accent.

Of course you both will chill him a bit mentioning is fine because you both are OK with korean too. But Minseok looks up to the effort of both of you learning a foreign language, hence he continues with learning Japanese until he is somewhat fluent.

As Yuto's sibling, you know your brother is the quiet side when he is trying to adjust. Bonus if you are a sister and you hope the boys could bond, you might help out by leaking some information of Yuto's preference to Minseok. Example like Xmas gift or birthday gift

Once they opened up, your job is done 👌. Maybe you move out and then once in a while return home and seeing them two playing games together or even inmersed in dance cover/tutorial videos

If have the same characteristic of laughter as Yuto, Minseok's usual ☺😊 is very unusual to you

Maybe you might ask "Minseok ah how can stay calm and smiling like usual when we are already dying of laughter?"

Minseok just scratches his head and replies you with his innocent eyes, "I was laughing and nearly losing my breath though?"

Them two defo bond with dancing and songs they like. But mostly dancing. Could be something one of your parents brought it up during the dinner and both Minseok and Yuto's eyes glimmers for a short while as if they found comrade lol

By the way of you happened to be the younger sibling of Yuto in this scenario, Minseok being a new elder brother is just the best thing of all. He will share food or stuff with you the most. I do feel he will do that more if you are a sister. Not sure because he is the new joined, he is trying hard very much to be attentive to everyone. Or, he just does not want you to feel left out as now there is 2 boys in house and you did not have a sister to bond with

When you have problems, both Yuto and Minseok will listen to you attentively. Depends on what problem was it you will go to different person to consult with. Yuto is your sibling and he knew you long and well enough, so if you want a more unbiased view you would go to Minseok.

Yes Minseok smiles alot but when he is concentrating into something important (also means listening to your concerns), his expression goes into a serious mode and you never knew he had that.

Also it will be a nice contrast if you are the fearless one and the boys are the scaredy cat. I will elaborate at Scenario 2

Scenario 2

If you are related with Minseok and Yuto is the new joined (by the way if not sibling, Yuto honestly as exchange student is also definitely doable for this one. I wont be separately writing about this soon I will mesh this into sibling au.)

Even thought alot similar with scenario 1, I will try to add more variety

Both are excited to meet Yuto

prior to your parents wedding, they decided to have a dinner hope you kids can know each other before hand

You and your brother noticed the new soon to be sibling is quite quiet in personality.

He smiles alot

One of the parent brought up dancing and mentioned it, you definitely saw them two looking very much brighten up and cannot wait to talk to each other to find out more.

You 3 exchanged numbers but mostly is just Yuto and Minseok texting each other more. And you are happy that your brother get to know someone with similar preferences

Maybe in this scenario its only Minseok who is dedicated to learn Japanese.

Probably you 3 bond by playing games, Mario kart maybe? And that is the first time Yuto showed himself. Loud laughs, loud wails when your car accidentally bumped on his.

Only then he starts getting more comfortable with his new siblings

Yuto's laugh is contagious.

Sometimes in charge for dinner and he cooks japanese style

Also you might see Yuto tapping on Minseok with music on just to teach him about the beat in the music when they are discussing on choreography. And your brother just sits there receiving all the tappings (this happens in other scenarios too but its more significant here)

Learning some Osaka dialect from Yuto. And maybe Yuto talks in the dialect so much that it affects Minseok's beginner Japanese. Cues in Minseok once flustered when his online instructor asked why his intonation sounds mixed with osaka accent.

Nope, its a bad idea to bring them to haunted house. Not even roller coaster. Maybe there is once your parents brought you 3 to Japan for vacation and you all stop by at Fuiikyu Highland (a theme park in japan) that day and both of your brothers regret their life choices for placing Fujikyu first and Universal studio for the next day.

One of them maybe "WHY CAN'T WE JUST GO TO UNIVERSAL STUDIO AT OSAKA INSTEAD?!!!!!"

Another one nearly crying " WHY CAN'T WE SKIP TODAY AND FAST FORWARD TO TOMORROW INSTEAD?!!!!"

Scenario 3

If you are the child that born later from your parents marriage

This timeline, Minseok and Yuto has gotten more comfortable with each other mother tongue but still learning

They are best buds right now

They value you a lot. Leo is very attentive and showering you with straightforward love and Pisces is a bit of tsundere but a lot of small gestures showing his affection towards younger sibling

I think both brothers will cradle you when you are still a baby. Of course involving some panicking when they first time trying to hold you. Minseok loves to gently rub his cheek on yours, he cannot help it lol(yes like how SoonYoung/Hoshi from Svt). And Yuto always love to caress your head

Overall they are very protective. In a bit different ways. Minseok would be the attentive protective type, while Yuto be like "Run along my young one, but remember big brother is here."

I dunno why but I do see you converse with Yuto in Japanese and Minseok in korean

Sometimes being the middle person to teach/help them with the unfamiliar language. You grow with 2 languages that is why in comparison, you might be the most fluent person handling and juggling 2 languages in the household

Scene like Minseok trying to express himself in japanese with Yuto and he kinda stuck with the word and your second brother turn to you asking you whats that is korean and you just nonchalantly tell Yuto what Minseok has been trying to convey

Purposely integrate this here. You 3 are very interested in dancing. Guess its in the blood if you sort out the equation. I also think that you used to watch them dancing very much and it got into your trait/character

Maybe your memory is not the precise type so they coach you alot regarding to sequence. No worries when it comes to the strength and timing when comes to dance moves, you are their sibling after all.

Uploads dance covers of you 3 to YouTube

Either you are not the scaredy among the sibling or maybe you are also the scaredy cat lol

If you are not scaredy cat, they might look at you with amaze when you dared to watch horror movie, ALONE.

I dun think you would be the evil prankster sibling in the household. You might lean on the omg why can't they understand the beauty of horror

People definitely are going to "cannot believe their ears" when they hear you 3 conversing in both Korean and Japanese, switching the language back and forth

A/N: is was longer than i expected? I got info from kprofiles that they are both isfj. Which makes actually them are the quiet ones compare to other hyungs. Hope its not too boring for your preference. Anyways see you soon!

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