#saw a really gross post and im upset.

[snackkattackk]

tumblr can be so gross about trans people sometimes

#saw a really gross post and im upset. #i hate this site sometimes

[arcadequeerz]

Obvious Icon change.

#Cade.Txts #saw the post. really upset about it. #would. it be wrong of me to still enjoy the characters and fan art from the game. #i haven't spent any money on it whatsoever- or plan to at This point for obvious reasons. #i'm very aware of the gross shit that was revealed from the discord but i kind of want to make it #my own. its funny how a shitstain like the creator creatred a game whose character has been taken by #trans people. #what im asking is is it ok for me to enjoy this critically. while being aware of the shit. #sorry if im not speaking right rn i'm kind of having a anxiety attack.

[thecapricunt1616]

Celandine (c.b. one-shot)

♡ Chapter Inspo: Celandine - Cures depression, brings victory and joy. Serves as a protective ward when worn. Carry to increase self-confidence when facing adversaries. Use in ritual work when you feel trapped in undue negativity. ♡ Summary: You are feeling a bit blue about your body PP, Carmy takes it upon himself to show you just how beautiful you are! :) <3 ♡ W/C: 1.2K+ ♡ Posted Date: 05/27/2024 ♡ A/N: Hello! Happy day 2/7 of the Capri 200 Follower Celebration Extravaganza!!! You can find said extravaganza ♡ Here ♡ this celebration will be going until next Sunday (06/02/24) so get your requests in! Here's another celebration ask on the books! This ask is from lovely @jesscolon529 I hope you enjoy, my darling! ♡ Warnings for BTC: Speaking of pregnancy, Fem/AFAB!reader, No use of y/n, feelings of self hate / insecurity, sad reader, comforting carmy, established relationship, not edited, Pics are just vibes, reader isn't described!! Established relationship

♡ 𝐌𝐲 𝐋𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 ♡

➵ 𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 ♡ ➵ 𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐞 ♡ ➵ 𝘊𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 / 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘵 ♡ ➵ 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 ♡

It had been 12 weeks since you’d delivered you and Carmy’s first baby, and your postpartum depression was in full effect. It really had not much to do with your baby, and everything to do with you. You felt gross after you delivered, you barely even wanted Carmy to look at you which he took like a stab in the heart. 

When you came home, it wasn’t really different. Even though showering was…very painful, and you could really use the help and would appreciate that help very much - you couldn’t accept it. The idea of your husband seeing your naked body that you considered to be mangled and gross brought tears to your eyes. The idea of him watching blood run down the drain as you carefully rinsed your mangled bits he used to devour nearly every night made you want to throw up. 

There was still a tiny part of you that believed he did this to you, so he shouldn’t be upset with the result - but somehow that just made you more angry because what if he was upset with how your body looked now, and just wasn’t saying anything? And how dare he not like your body after all you’ve done for him, for your family?! 

You were stood in front of the full length mirror in the bedroom after you showered, observing yourself. You could have sex how, if you wanted. But you had convinced yourself you’d never let Carmy see you naked again in fear he would shriek and cover his eyes and run away, a bit dramatic - but still you couldn’t face the idea of your husband not loving you anymore because he saw what left you have to give after 9 months of hell.

You touch your now jiggly, wrinkly belly, pulling the skin back with your hands and sighing a bit, remembering how you used to look. Tears welled in your eyes, “you’re so fucking vain” you whispered in the mirror. 

“Baby?” Carmy nudged the door open and you shout 

“JESUS CHRIST!!! IM CHANGING! Shut the door Carmen!” 

He jumps a bit at your sudden outburst, a frown coming to his features “why?” He asked and shut the door behind him. You quickly grabbed your shirt, sliding it over your head and pulling it out so it wouldn’t rest over your belly. 

“Cause- cause I deserve privacy?” You snap, angry that he wasn’t just running away like you’d expected him - or wanted him to. 

“Privacy? From…y’husband?” He comes over and rubs your arms gently “baby- are you gonna tell me wha’s up?” He asked. 

Your lip wobbled, more tears coming to your eyes. You shook your head quickly and looked at the floor, squeezing your eyes shut and hot, thick, shameful tears roll down your cheeks. “I’m ruined now” you said, your voice watery and defeated. 

“What?” He wiped your tears and hugged you, rubbing your back “baby what’s been goin on? You haven’t let me see you in months. I miss you, y’know that, right?” He kissed the top of your head as you sniffle in to his shirt

“I- I’m ugly now an-and wrinkly and covered in stretch marks and- and all…different down there. What if you stop loving me?” You burst into sobs. He could barely contain the lump growing in his own throat as he hushed you and rubbed soothing circles into your back. 

“Princess” he said his voice cracking a bit and he led you to the bed, sitting and pulling you into his lap “I could never stop loving you. I would have to be warm and dead to stop loving you. Y’hear me? You, and little dude, are the only things in this world that matter t’me…and maybe the restaurant…but-“ he said, just to bring a tiny smile to your lips 

“Mmm? See there’s that smile” he wipes your tears “what’s been bugging you baby, show me. I promise, I love every bit of you, I love you more every day- I still don’t know how that’s possible, but you make it work somehow” he teased and you blush, hiding your teary cheeks in the crook of his neck as he rubbed your back and side soothingly. 

“You say that but what if you see me and you can’t help it” you sniffled a bit. 

“Not possible honey” he countered. “Cmon- tell me. What’s been buggin you?” 

“My belly. And - and my thighs are so big now. My belly is all…ugh. Wrinkly and has all these red marks on it. And my bellybutton looks all weird” you whine 

“This belly?” He rubs his palm over it “the belly that kept our son all warm and happy n’safe till it was time f’him t’come home?” He asked and you huff 

“Yes but..it’s not…normal anymore” you said and he hums in agreement. 

“Y’right, it’s better, it’s new, it’s gonna take you some gettin’ used to- but I love it. Can I tell y’somethin and y’promise not t’be mad?” He asked and cuddled you into him more, kissing your cheek and hairline, wherever he could reach. 

“Mm” you hummed, sniffling softly 

“Your body now is the most beautiful it has ever been. Because it’s yours. It’s my wife’s body, my beautiful Mrs.Berzatto, it’s your belly, and your thighs, and your new different pussy you’re so afraid of” he said playfully in your ear to which you giggle a bit, cupping his cheek and looking at him with tear rimmed eyes. 

“Y’not just lying to make me feel better?” You asked and he shook his head 

“Nope- all the truth babygirl. Why would I lie t’my best girl mm? My only girl” he kissed your lips gently and rubbed your hip over. 

“And - and you really like it?”  You pouted 

He raised his brows in the ‘are you fucking with me’ Carmy way, “want me to show you?” He asked and you felt heat in your cheeks, looking down shyly. “Okay-“ he laid you back on the bed carefully, pushing up your shirt. “I think-“ he starts kissing from your ribs, over your sternum, down, down, over your belly, making it a point to kiss each little dimple and mark 

“I fed you and little boy sooo good while you were pregnant, so these? You can blame me. But I love them as selfish as it makes me” he kissed over your hips. “And these” he squeezed them with his hands “mmm fuck I looove these- I can’t wait to hold these while I’m fuckin’ you mm?” He traveled his hands up your waist, squeezing gently and continuing to ravish you in kisses. 

“And these” he gently squeezed your breasts together in your nursing bra “are fucking amazing. And a literal life source for our boy. An’he’s growin so well. He’s in the 95th percentile, he’s so healthy, and chunky. Y’doin amazing babe.” He cups your cheeks. 

“The most important thing though baby is you. You’re still my beautiful, kind, thoughtful wife. And I wouldn’t change anything about you, not a single fuckin’ thing, hear me?” He kisses you deeply. 

You felt more tears running down your cheeks, but it wasn’t fear or sadness this time that brought them, 

It was gratitude.

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[reii-naa]

okay i do want to voice out my opinion in.. well certain fics

i get it, it's called FANFICITON for a reason, but of course there has to be limitations because at this point i feel like i dont want to be a part of any community again

i do hope you know what "dark content" actual is. yes, its dark, but dark is way different than full on disgust. i do think incest doesn't belong to "dark content", because you're having sex with your biological family. that's gross and surely other siblings/bio family members wouldn't want to have sex with someone they're related to

even if it's traumatic/ptsd related, lets not romanticize that at the very least. its a really serious situation we shouldn't be putting in our writing just for the sake of attention and pleasing others.

obviously seeing smut fics of your favorite character isn't a nice thing to see. any fandom, like majority or even all people in a fandom wouldn't and cant handle incest. like- any sane person would never handle that honestly

ive read the aventurine incest fic with his sister and least to say, i wasn't pleased a bit because im sure aventurine wouldn't do that, and im sure others agree too.

me, along with some others (majority of aventurine fans id say) wouldn't want to see gross works about the character/s (doesnt limit to aventurine) because it genuinely upsets us due to how someone decided to treat a character in such a negative scenario society perceives, because i know some others view these characters as their comfort character.

this also gives the writing part of the fandom a bad light and we obviously dont want to get caught up in that bad light.

i saw the author say that they're disgusted by their brother, yet wrote this fic about brother!aventurine wanting to get his siter pregnant with their child...

i kind of admire the courage of this person to post this fic thinking it was okay for like- majority of people. i know its a mater of preference of smut fics, but i honeslty think liking incest related fics isn't something to enjoy especially when its someone you're close with.

some might defend, saying that others (specifically irl people) enjoy getting r#p#d or having sex with their family members, but id like to say that's a different case and lets not add it to our writings that will be shared to others. perhaps the reason why people enjoy these stuff is because that's how they were raised when they were young, and young and developing brains of kids are easy to brainwash and inflict trauma, even teens, heck adults too

if you think we're just sensitive, we're not because i wouldn't want my parents or sibling to just suddenly want a baby inside of me, id call the police ASAP

at this point ill just play a game without even looking at the community/fandom to spare myself a bit of my sanity and please read the entire thing and hopefully get my point

#aventurine smut #honkai star rail #hsr

[pineappleparfaitie]

Saw all of this go down after the fact and it pains me to see so many people treating this whole situation as "drama" as if they want it swept under the rug as soon as possible. It doesn't surprise me as someone who's been in this community for a while and has seen this sort of thing happen before. But that doesn't excuse the fact that this is totally disrespectful to you and it completely undermines the gross treatment that you had to endure. You didn't deserve any of this. Absolutely no one does. And I wish the community would go out of their way to protect their own, or at the very least hear your voice, especially after you've explained everything in clear detail. I'll admit I did like a post from one of these bigger creators before looking at what happened, but as soon as I learned what about what was going on, I realized my mistake. And I apologize for that. The audacity of these folks with big followings to tell people to ignore this only adds salt to the wound, whether it was intended or not. And I can't really forgive them for that, knowing now what you've been through. Lumping this under drama is utter bs, and you should be treated with the respect that you rightfully deserve as a human being.

I really feel bad for what you are going through right now. And I'm mad at a lot of folks for treating you like crap too. I sincerely hope that you will find healing from all of this. And please take a break if you feel like you need to. Mad respect to the wonderful folks who support you, they are the real ones here.

You have my full support, too. Please, hang in there. Signed, an artist you've probably seen before.

Whoever you are thank you. I am upset about it too I regret putting stuff in sfw vore tags cause it hurt people and it was MY OWN FAULT this became drama . AGAIN had I not put shit in sfw tags this probably would have been taken better.1 post and it all went to shit. Im only hoping now I can clear up this stuff properly and give a full story on my own end to just. Say it all. Again thank you so much whoever you are im so grateful for the support please send some support to Zet (Opikarts) as well the guy got fucking manipulated and taken advantage of and it caused shit to get worse. Thank you,again.

#pine asks #the s situation

[fluffenough]

Furbbs appreciation post: for a friend who left the fandom and changed my life (please read)

thank you for all the love on the recent photos of chiffon and latte ;w; if you see this i just want you to know im holding all your tags and comments close to my heart and sobbing from joy

both were customized by my precious friend @furbbs in 2018... furbbs is long inactive in the furby space but did some of the most gorgeous, in depth and unique customs id ever seen.

i decided to make this post so i can remind people of the incredibly talented person i get to call my friend.

furbbs was one of the first (if not the first) i saw skin an 05 and boom.

they are safe, but i cant pretend i do not miss their presence in this space. i hope to keep their incredible work alive through my photography!

they had to leave due to health issues.

like this WIP they posted... i dont even know how they did this level of detail with dye! 2012s weren't very popular then, either. (Credit)

This sweetie of theirs, too! In general, they did things with dye I STILL cannot comprehend. They'd done custom plush and fursuits before, so I suppose that's how they were so intuitive!

This "confetti baby" custom dyed snowball by them is still unbelievable to me. Genuinely amazing. (Credit)

Latte originally had a custom "furbucks" apron they made. He has a "scent pouch" inside that smells like hazelnut and coffee made from candle melts. (Credit)

aurora was originally a dalmatian furb and was dyed to my liking to look like a cloudy sky. he has so much detail on his eyelids that can't be seen right now as they got stuck open in transit. (Credit)

they even custom made the hair tuft aurora has :") its several fur panels sewed together as dye wasnt working. my heart... (credit)

obligatory mention to my boyfriend (@tiedyefurb)'s custom furby, prince, also made by them. the level of detail is insane

they bought a lot of suspiciously cheap furbies for my boyfriend because he dreamed of owning an angel furby and one was included. the overall price was $12/furby.

the furbies were full of dead bugs, even under their eyelids and in their robot parts. they had dead bug poop in them, they were... really gross.

out of love and perseverance, despite having intense toy empathy and the process being upsetting, furbbs cleaned them all thoroughly. me and my bf have 5 furbies from the lot, 3 customized by them

when i got chiffon, my sun bleached crystal baby, customed by them they let me make so many changes and i made them start over and add little details so many times. i wish id known how special the experience was in the moment

i... cant express how much furbbs means to me and how much joy their craft brings. i think most people probably dont know of them and the thought made me sad. so i wanted to remind people of my precious friend.

if you knew furbbs, consider adding a comment or addition. if you didnt, consider giving their blog a look. maybe rb if you want!

if you read this far, thank you. i want people to remember furbbs time in our community.

(im not crying ur crying)

#furby community #furby fandom #custom furby #furby 1998 #all furby #fluff gabs #eidolon gabs #textpost tag #idk what my text tag is sorry lol

[lastoneout]

I saw your tags on the autism post and... I’m guessing that getting a song stuck in your head so hard that you have trouble sleeping isn’t normal?

Im not a great judge of what is and isn't normal, and I have heard people with adhd and bi-polar disorder can have racing thoughts that keep them up at night, but when I was explaining to my therapist that sometimes something(usually gross or upsetting) gets stuck in my head and no matter how hard I try I just physically CAN'T think of anything else, and it absolutely fucks up my sleep when it's bad enough, and she was like yeah you should ask your doctor about ocd medication so???

I think the key difference is the level of distress tbh, I'm sure most people have had a really annoying song get suck in their head and it can be distracting, but if it's legit making you extremely upset or angry/stressed and interrupting sleep or anything like that I'd def bring it up with a doctor/do more online reading about ocd.

#ocd is def a lot more than rituals and cleaning it turns out #my therapist calls it 'sticky brain'

[saintarmand]

IWTV Ask Game

2. How did you find out about or discover it?

i'd seen the movie before and when the trailer came out i thought it looked really good so it was on my radar before it came out. but the reason i actually started watching was that i was disappointed in house of the dragon bc daemon and rhaenyra weren't a toxic enough couple when they actually got together and i wanted to watch some toxic romance. lol

ok long version of the story! (sorry if you don't care about hotd lol)

i was really excited about hotd after the trailers started coming out and like the freak i am, i was especially excited to see the insane uncle/niece incest grooming go from gross to fun when they eventually marry and fight a war and everything goes wrong and they're both crazy and toxic and evil. that's my idea of a good time. this shot from the trailer in particular had me excited for this dynamic:

and the beginning was so promising, their scenes when she's still a teenager played by the younger actress milly alcock are very intriguing! creepy but intriguing.

but then episode 7 happens. i knew ahead of time that the plot of the episode was that daemon's wife has just died and at her funeral he fucks his niece, as you do, and then suddenly rhaenyra's husband also dies and they get married for succession war reasons without permission from her father the king who would fucking hate this. insane sequence of events! and i'd heard that the marriage ceremony was going to be valyrian rites with blood and stuff. for the uninitiated, valyrian refers to the (mostly) lost civilization of blond people who ride dragons and do incest and they're rumored to have done blood magic and stuff. so i had high hopes for this whole valyrian marriage rites scene. a blood sacrifice? some animal or...? an altar with LOTS of blood! their dragons take to the air! they should fuck on the bloody altar while their dragons fuck in the air! either way the visuals will be insane and amazing!

yeah, so the episode airs. and i'm BORED. they made this shit boring somehow. the dialogue is bad and so is the directing. they have a bland conversation about their respective marriages and then have some tepid sex. it just doesn't look like they're that into it even. was that intentional? i cant tell. other more interesting stuff happens and then close to the end of the ep shes like uncle i need you so i can win the eventual war that everyone knows is going to be break out so we should get married. hes like hmm ok. but shes already married so they fake her husband's death so he can sail into the sunset with his boyfriend. toxicity and evilness toned down as much as possible. then they marry and the valyrian ritual is just like. fine. no dragons. they cut their palms so there is blood. if i saw it without prior expectations i'd probably think it was kinda cool but i had built it up in my head to be way cooler so.

in the next episode they kinda just act like a normal couple. despite the whole incest age gap uncle niece grooming shit. i wanted them to be screaming. i am sad about it.

im on tumblr and i see a post with a jacob anderson quote saying iwtv is basically a show about a married couple slamming doors on each other. i'd seen some gifs and ofc i'd seen the trailer months ago but this makes me go !!!!! THIS could be the toxic marriage i was looking for! i go watch it immediately. two episodes have aired so far but it only took me one to fall in love! new obsession unlocked! louis de pointe du lac is my truest love!

at that point im barely able to give half a shit about hotd anymore, i dont even watch the last two eps until days or weeks later. (in the last episode daemon and rhaenyra do get more interesting as they have some tension over him acting like he's in charge even though she's the queen and he's just her consort. he also strangles her a bit when he gets upset, which is very unsurprising from a misogynistic violent man who murdered his first wife (of 3) but some people were shocked. insert iwtv comparison here.) (i've also rewatched hotd with new eyes recently and enjoyed those episodes a lot more when i didnt have my own expectations clouding everything. i WOULD recommend the show for anyone who thinks family drama leading to a literal war feat. dragons sounds like a fun time. it is good and hopefully will be continue to be! also that quote from the showrunner saying daemon wanted to marry his brother and his niece was the closest he could get to was fucking life changing. ryan condal said gay targcest rights. also rhaenicent<3)

anyway iwtv becomes my #1 obsession from episode one and has stayed that way ever since!

iwtv ask game (sorry for mostly talking about a whole different show here lmao)

#s #asks #house of the dragon #interview with the vampire #vampterview #vampyyrit

[pink-esc]

just saw a tweet post where lesbian is talking about how much they hate men and someone is like “well some men are really nice to know” and they’re like ew no all men are gross and i expected to see people being like “hey this behavior can be exclusionary in queer spaces where afab trans men, amab nonbinary masculine people…. may feel unwelcome for simply presenting as what they feel” and instead the comments were criticizing the person who was like “some men are nice :)” like “we need to get rid of UwU boys…” “people like this think knowing one good man is a representation of all of them while the rest of us know they’re all gross” and shit. WHAT?! Im all for criticizing the patriarchy and toxic masculinity and encouraging men to reflect on the inherent privilege they have. I’m all for people being upset with men who are actively harming people (whether by being misogynistic or a capitalist bootlicker or a predator….) but yall do realize how much you’re hurting our queer brothers by talking about men in that way right??? masculinity isn’t inherently disgusting. being a man or having a penis or wanting to be a man isn’t inherently disgusting. it’s one thing to have person issues and trauma that make you triggered but that trigger is not some random guys problem if he isn’t doing anything except breathing (once again if he’s not doing anything THAT IS HARMFUL TO YOU OR ACTIVELY MAKING YOU UNCOMFORTABLE). Men existing should not be what’s criticized! Men breathing and looking masculine should not be criticized! Masculinity or Amab people should not be criticized for simply presenting as themselves!!! Your excluding people from a space that is talked about as being radically inclusionary (queer spaces have their own criticisms but i digress). Don’t think your hatred toward masculinity itself or men as individuals is somehow righteous toward fighting the patriarchy. It also gives a jaded view as if feminine people or cis women or Afab people can’t do the same things (not in like misandry but like internalized misogyny….). I’m not here to criticize your friend group if it’s all women and that makes you happy, but online where trans men and queer men and amab people can actively see themselves being called gross for breathing is harmful. Don’t take patriarchal issues and toxic masculinity out on people who haven’t done that. Masculinity is not gross, being a guy isn’t gross, actions and beliefs that influence those actions are.

i’ll delete this rant later but oh my god it was bothering me. People who love men aren’t stupid or jaded for loving men or masculinity!!!! If you have trauma do what you need to feel comfortable but that comfort shouldn’t rely on 1) making masculine people feel like they are harming people by simply being male/breathing 2) excluding masculinity from queer spaces.

#i love men #i love women #i love everybody in between and not even on that scale #the patriarchy is bad and has a large impact on all of our lives and can severely and negatively impact male individuals #i’m not saying we have to hold their hand and educate them on everything #but calling masculinity gross is not the powerful statement you think it is

[resaresa]

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#im sorry to post one of these it makes me feel gross but i saw our pantry today and i got really upset we have a few veggies and some leeks

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a mousegirl with huge tits

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rats smoked all your weed I watched it happen, encouraged them, and also partook

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OOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH Beatrice….

OOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHH BEATRICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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My #1 post of 2022

OOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH Beatrice.....

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[domjaehyun]

ppl on twitter are being so weird abt the dreamies being in london like i just saw someone say its not a private schedule anymore bc chenle posted something abt london… it is still a private schedule bc it was never publicized by the company OR the group like this just made my blood boil, it just shows how little fans actually respect them and their privacy as if fans have any right to share and know abt everything they’re doing (ppl were sharing pics of jm that was im pretty sure was from fans following them around which made me so angry) plus ppl were looking for them to get their y/n moment like i really need them to just start swinging or at the least their bodyguards do it like is it not enough that they were mobbed at the airport and probably gonna be mobbed again when they go back AURRRRR IM SO ANGRYYYY

oh that’s gross of them they have no class or compassion like what is wrong w people….. i’m sorry you’re upset :( i hope they get some much needed privacy soon

#answered #anon

[cakejerry]

Idk if u care but since I saw u tweet about the video: le serrafim’s stylist called out iu and v’s mv for being exploitative of queer and disabled people. Then Taekookers got mad that she called tae straight (but not mad she called them ableist lmao). She deleted the post but they’re still in her comments

https://x.com/koreaboo/status/1750238306468814900?s=46&t=XuCx8v8aEyRQWy2cALbK1Q

I also felt gross about the video’s narrative but I didn’t see anyone else feel weird about it so I thought I was just being a sensitive lib. But apparently on the kside the disability community is also upset

awe honestly I just now watched it to answer these. I do love IU and I find the song aka her voice to be a tearjerker regardless of the mv. my honest first impression is that both the mv and the lyrics were well done but kind of... not saying anything. while I really like some lines (loneliness's antonym etc), the lyrics are kinda just your regular shmegular soliloquy about an all-encompassing love/relationship. so, a love song, basically. I like the mv visually and they're jonna a match, visual bomb fr, she's the most beautiful woman in korea and he's taehyung. love her hoodie too, the styling in general. I like that they tried doing something new and interesting and told a story but it also... didn't seem like it had a deeper meaning to me. call me anti-intellectual. I think they just wanted to do an apocalypse concept and left the 'symbolism' open ended on purpose. the cube? the cube represents prejudice guys, did you know, omg im so smart for figuring this out holy shit. whatever. I liked the camera idea.

and once again damn they're both so beautiful. I need to see them scissor. anyways

idk where queer people come in besides the redacted title (which was done very respectfully btw). I suppose the lyrics are as relatable to the queer experience as any other song about forbidden love written with.., not-that in mind. and those are aplenty. and I hear the worries about the disability stuff and I agree it would've been cool to show her still being deaf in the 'happy' universe and him still vision impaired, absolutely, but also it's an end of the world apocalypse narrative. I see how they reached for permanent physical injury as a shorthand for 'everything is fucked'. and I'm usually a sensitive lib too but I'm willing to give them the benefit of the doubt because not everything has to be about everything all the time. sue me. I mean it's not like I'll be streaming or buying the album anyways but I have a feeling this won't affect either of their careers at all. especially as an (imo) minor first offense. so, whatever the fuck

#anon

[antiloreolympus]

10 Anti LO Asks

1. I'm going to put my money on Persephone reuniting with Hades in less than a month. Imagine a few chapters equating a day or two of being sad, then around 25 chapters of those two determined to do something about the "punishment" for maybe a week, then something big and dramatic (possibly Kronos related) interrupts for around 50 chapters, with only like three hours passing, soon culminating in the two seeing each other, running over, and making out.

2. Lore Olympus fans use “it’s a retelling” to defend it but do they realize that by their logic they can’t complain when a piece of media portrays Hades as bad or *gasp* not in a loving relationship with Persephone because it’s also a retelling

Of course I’m not saying it’s ok for Hades to be portrayed as Satan 2.0 but I’m just saying that LO fan can be very hypocritical 

3. I follow a pretty prolific fanartist and they posted a picture of a stern looking man with blue skin, red eyes, and dressed in a military uniform, and saw LO fans claiming they "didn't draw Hades right" because he was wearing white and had dark hair (mind you, the artist doesn't even follow webcomics, much less LO) so they were confused over these fans getting mad at them and how they "stole" from Rachel. It turns character was Thrawn from Star Wars, a character that has existed since /1991/.

4. I'm sorry but PURGATORY???? Rachel can't even pretend to try and be remotely accurate, she's literally just doing her standard WASP viewpoint and slapping Greek names on it and claiming it's researched. The Ancient Greeks' view of the afterlife and death was not how Christianity viewed it, but god forbid Rachel show this in her "super researched" GREEK MYTHOLOGY comic.

5. Man, RS didn't even do slavery how the ancient greeks did (which regardless is bad no matter what) but rather how the american south did it, which is objectively even worse/more cruel than a lot of ancient systems' use of slavery. like how did she pick a bad system and pick the worst possible option in that system to base it around?? rachel we know youre white but this is so??? gross???

6. im just focusing on the fact hxp in this had a NORMAL height difference at one point and rachel was like nah that makes her look too much like an adult, better make her like 3 feet tall in heels while he's a skyscraper and start overemphasizing how childish and tiny she is in comparison. rachel stop being weird challenge (impossible difficulty)

7. idk if it's a just a random conciendence but there is something so ... off in how it seems so many of the LO designs are either ripped from Disney (Hades, Persephone, Demeter, Eros, Apollo) or DC's version of the gods (Eris especially seems like a direct rip off).

8. It's kind of disturbing Rachel seems to think Hades actually looks good for thinking the only thing he can do with the Shades is just suffering, worse suffering, or the worst suffering. The afterlife in ancient greece was not seen as a cruel place, yet Rachels seems to think he's looking cool and charming for it?? Even if it's a "Persephone can fix him" idea (which is so awful to be promoting as "romance") how are we supposed to buy he's "changed" from being a violent torturer and slaver?

9. Even if the "unpaid labor" is supposed to be a joke that's gross to joke about?? I'm all for dark humor but there's a big difference in the "comedy" when it's coming from a literal king who prides himself on always having all the power and wealth for himself and is known for his  physical violence against against anyone he feels slighted by/doesn't care for. Also, it really doesn't seem like a joke, it seemed like him bragging and being upset Persephone wasn't hanging off his every word.

10. Hades also doesn't pay his interns too, which even the worst companies have been paying their interns for years now. He literally makes sure he gets as much money as possible while the rest rot away for his benefit and yet we're supposed to find it charming. Rachel must be a staunch capitalist because I have never seen someone so into fawning over corrupted wealth and power like she does.

#anti lo #anti lore olympus #lore olympus critical #lo critical

[papirouge]

Sorry to be doing this in your inbox, I don't really like doin this, you can ignore this if you want. Mentions of sexual abuse ahead.

I accidentally saw some tiktok screenshots of people reacting to Amber Heard's rape account, and they left me feeling so gross. All of them thought the story was not a big deal, or even hot. And let me clarify, I dont know mcuh about this case, I havent been following it because I dont care about celebrities so i have no idea whos guilty and whos not, or if both are. Dont even know if the rape story is true, but the fact that people are reacting this way, a story that is similar to things women have actually gone through... and some even said "I don't even follow this case", basically admiting that there wasnt even any sort of bias or knowledge of whether she might have been lying or not.

Its all so disheartening. But i guess it does make sense. Ive heard that men invade or lurk womens rape groups where they discuss their sexual abuse to masturbate to these girls traumatic tales. And i remember years ago stumbling upon this forum where people (both men and women) woould post articles of real rape histories as fap folder and would try to dig the most details of these stories they could find, and would try to find photos of the female víctims.

And i avoid reading comments on rape stories because ive even seen victim blaming comments on stories where the rape victim was a 10 year old girl.

I guess porn truly has rotted men brains, where they see violent, hateful "sex" as normal or kinky. And many girls grew up reading violent degenerate fanfiction, so they think these stories are sexy or whatever.

Like I dont know. Perhaps im exaggerating, and I should lighten up. i cant help but remember feminists saying that no woman wants to be raped in response to assholes who claimed some women did, even if she found the man to be desirable, but the girls stating ir would be hot if it was Johnny depp are kinda undoing all that work. And i wonder if men would find it so 'fun' if it was a man telling a story about getting raped with a broken bottle.

Sorry to be vomiting all these words in your inbox lol. Im calmer right now. Guess im a little sensitive because it males me upset about how little people care about prostitutes and porn actresses and im doubting there will ever be an end to these industries. Men don't care. Women don't care. The only people who really care are radfems, a portion of Christians (lets be honest, many "christians" don't give a fuck) and some conservative people. And even then, some still put most of the blame on the prostituted instead of on the ones who create the demand (if theres no demand, theres no offer, simple as).

And like I said, i have no idea about this case, i'm no a depp stan or heard stan so its not really about them, just how messed up people act towards rape ahhhh

It's okay anon, my ask will always be open and I really appreciate how you and many other will share your insight about things that matter to you💜

Best advice I would give you anon is to realize that shit on the internet ≠ reality.

Yes, porn culture is widespread. Yes, violence is glamorized. Yes, weirdos fap themselves over female trauma...... but please, PLEASE for the sake of your mental wellbeing, just know that these websites are nothing but a tiny window of this World. Delete your TikTok & Instagram account. Slow down on 4chan/lolcow/kiwifarm because they will transform you into a cynical doomer. Tumblr should be on thin freaking ice. None of this is the reality. The degenerates displaying their obscenities aren't the norm.

Porn culture is a reality but some men are waking up. Look up the #nofap #pornfree movement. Good things are happening.

Beside radfem, Depp wk, and misogynist clout chasers, nobody cares about this trial. Most people only see crazy rich people tearing each other up. This case isn't gonna change the treatment of abused women worldwide and I hate whitefem acting like it did - they just obsess over it bc they relate to Heard, their bisexual White queen and also because they consider themselves as the standard of feminism ("if it happens to US now we're gonna care about it"). Note they NEVER had so much energy when another A+ celebrity (Megan Thee Stallion) got victim of abuse and she too got shredded into piece by crazy people online.... These whitefem they didn't care. They didn't wrote these corny post whining about how much step back for feminism it was🐊😭 (bc "feminism" couldn't be represented by a Black female rapper, you know 🙃)

See anon? This is only a circus. This performance outrage only manage to exhaust us mentally and make us fall into a doomer mentality. Terminally online people antics being continuously commented by terminally online people. Each defending its own little Chapel while pretending being more virtuous than the others. No wonder you feel drained by it.

Don't let the internet circus affect your mood.

#answered

[posi-pan]

this is probably random and really petty but im just confused and i just need to vent honestly. there's this really old virtual pet site called chicken smoothie that is pretty cool and reminds me of neopets sort of and they added a little accessory pack for your pets this month and it was a pride flag pack for pride month! im pretty new to the site because my friend has been playing for a while and invited me and this was exciting and fun and cool until I saw THIS

i was genuinely so shocked. like this isn't the biggest site in the world but it DEFINITELY isn't small and it's very old. it has this huge forums section and i spent like an hour searching both on the forums and offsite for anyone talking about this and couldnt find anything. i think the sight mods might be deleting anyone who mentions the fact that they literally added a bullshit exclusionist discourse flag in their pride packs. i've done some digging honestly, mostly because i was just shocked and curious. i can't find anything on the site itself except tons of posts from mods and staff talking about how debates aren't allowed on the forum and "we all need to get along" etc etc. everyone except m-spec lesbians and gays, apparently.

it's such bullshit honestly. i genuinely cannot find anyone talking about this anywhere and it's so frustrating. like i cant even find anyone using it on the site i dont even understand why its there unless one of the mods or artists on the site is an exclusionist or something. but the fact that theyre framing it as "just an alternate flag" like its just an extra design to use if you think it looks better is so fucking gross. i honestly never touched the forums because they've always been impossible to use for a lot of reasons but now im considering leaving the site entirely honestly because it's just so unwelcoming to queer people like me. (and also autistic people like me, because they still have puzzle piece/autism speaks symbol stuff on their site. again, no one uses these things as far as i've seen, but the mods still put them out there and then left them up.)

sorry i know this isn't really as serious as what a lot of other people talk about on here but it genuinely made me feel so angry and upset and unwelcome on a site that was just supposed to be fun and relaxing. if anyone else is a chicken smoothie user or knows about the site i would appreciate chiming in or sharing any info about this stuff.

oof i don't know anything about the site, so hopefully if anyone else does, they can discuss this with you! i'm sorry that happened though :/ and there's no need to apologize, it sucks when exclusionists bullshit seeps into spaces that are supposed to be fun and escapist and relaxing. this is just as upsetting and annoying as anything else people talk about on here.

#asks #anonymous #exclusionism #mspec lesbian antagonism #mspec gay antagonism #ableism #long post

[faorism]

Hey!! just saw your post about the awkward 'meet the fam' dinner fic, have you written that? if so where can I find it cause that sounds AMAZING. Thanks!!

[long post / wip snippet and because of that the h/c is hurt/no comfort]

i assume you are talking about this post, about an offshoot of my notp series wherein maria doesnt break up with eliot and legit lesbian-centric semi-nonsexual throuples him with her primary yolie, and then sophie makes eliot bring his partners to a family dinner but it goes south very face because eliot, parker, and hardison are soulmates obviously and maria is like... so... the fuck?

the answer is no i haven't written it! (i didn't even have that post saved in a doc yet, but! i just did.) i am partway through a ot3 LR canon adjacent fic (previewed here) and a harry/eliot pwp (i know i know).

but! i have notes about the Revolving POV awk meet the fam dinner. one moment i really thought through is from hardison's pov which would go like:

between courses the group has a little bit of a break because it's hot and to let things digest a bit, so everyone is drinking and mingling outside the order of sitting at the long table. one of these times yolie is loudly laughing with eliot and bre and emily, saying to the couple: im serious! this is a lesbian huddle we got here like pls let me convince you of the beauty of eliots dykeness. and yolie does that thing where you grab someone's chin and shake it a bit. which eliot allows. with. out. a. fuss.

eliot rolls his eyes. shes been on a year long campaign on this. at this point i might have to agree just so she can stop with the powerpoints

yolie is like, eliot listened to her first indigo girls song last week and she even liked it I'm so proud.

and alec is floored. because it's so sweet and funny and clearly its affirming for eliot on some level. but. the gender stuff wasnt something even remotely on his radar for eliot. and even if it was, hardison would have never pushed it like yolie clearly does. which... eliot even told them that yolie can be brash with her jokes and just to ignore her; but... there's something to the ease eliot accepts yolie playing around with his pronouns, and eliot's smile at yolie as she goes on about her Proof, and how apparently maria couldnt stand yolie's first attempt at powerpoint design so she made it all fancy for eliot and...

alec plays so safe with eliot about queer stuff and romance and everything and.... now theres ppl in eliots life that will challenge him in ways alec didnt even anticipate. and he feels so gross that hes upset but hes also so upset.

alec just wants eliot so much and he just let eliot slip through his fingers for eight years. and he can accept that. but what breaks hardison is seeing an eliot that is not his, (potentially) changing in some beautiful and significant way without alec to witness it, and that.... hurts. they're... they're not changing together.

alec was standing next to harry when this went down who is like ohhhhh boy you..... look like you're gonna... hey let's step outside okay????

harry needs to console a wrecked alec who is like, ooooh nooo eliot Doesn't Love Me But Can Love Those Two i guess????? okay?? (information that was faculty when it was picked up and definitely now years out of date in any case.) i... just thought... i was always hoping, yknow. that he would change his mind. he knows i still.. i always will... i just hoped, y'know?

harry hasnt gotten an eliot monologue about how much he loves parker and hardison that night (yet) and Has Learned from holding out for his ex wife. so he tells alec: im so sorry. :( yeah its hard to let go. and harry and alec are trying to get alec to accept that possibility that this truly is it. that this is the night he has to give that hope up. that dream. eliot isnt even with parker any more. he really has moved on. harry is like: give yourself tonight, hardison. let yourself really be in this space. tomorrow... tomorrow is a new day to start. but i wont tell anyone if you hold out for tonight, even if you are being rude to maria and yolanda. just blame jetlag! i do it all the time :')

alec nods because the logic is sound and he accepts a very kind hand on his shoulder pat from harry.

#alec hardison #marshal maria shipp #leverage #faorism headcanons #faorism writes fic #pls let me convince you about the beauty of nb dyke eliot pls its right there