[Image above: Qilin, a legendary hoofed chimeric creature of Chinese mythology that is have been born from Yinglong]
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Yinglong - Winged Dragon, God of Rain in Chinese mythology
Yinglong (lit. 'responsive dragon') is a dragon that belonged directly to the Yellow Emperor (reign dates: 2697–2597 or 2698–2598 BCE), with four legs, bat- or falcon-like wings and three claws on each foot. It is allowed to access between heaven and earth. It also has the ability to store water and make it rain.
Yinglong is the chief of of the four dragons are the Azure, Red, White and Black dragons, and is said to give birth to the Heavenly Horse (Qilin), and become Yellow Dragon in old age. The Yellow Dragon is located in the middle of the Five Dragon King (Ref), is a part of Wuxing & the Four Symbols (Ref2) as the embodiment of the element of earth.
The (2nd century BCE) Huainanzi uses Yinglong in three chapters. "Forms of Earth" (Chapter 4) explains how animal evolution originated through dragons, with Yinglong as the progenitor of quadrupeds.
“All creatures, winged, hairy, scaly and mailed, find their origin in the dragon. The yu-kia (founder of birds) produced the flying dragon, the flying dragon gave birth to the phoenixes, and after them the luan-niao and all birds, in general the winged beings, were born successively. The mao-tuh ("hairy calf") produced the ying-lung the ying-lung (yinglong) gave birth to the kien-ma (heavenly horse), and afterwards the qilin and all quadrupeds, in general the hairy beings, were born successively. …”
Qilin are a type of legendary animal in Chinese mythology. They resemble deer in appearance, are large, standing 5 m ( approx. 16 ft) tall, and are unicorns with a face resembling a dragon, a bull's tail and horse's hooves, and qilin horns. Its back is five-coloured, its fur is yellow and it has scales on its body.
I'm feeling incredibly overwhelmed by emotions right now. I'm anxious as hell and feel sad, but... more than sad? It doesn't feel like my normal depression. It feels more like grief (in terms of both its size and the kind of sadness), but that also doesn't quite feel like it fits. I guess maybe melancholic would be the right word? What seems to be a physical manifestation of all of these feelings I'm experiencing feels like a dull cramp about hallway between my diaphragm and my belly button and although it's uncomfortable, I'd rather deal with that than the emotions themselves. I feel like a lost, scared little kid again and I just... I feel helpless.
On top of all of this, I found out tonight that the guy I'd been sort of involved with (who I met knowing he's a recovering alcoholic) is in the hospital for alcohol withdrawal. Part of me wants to believe that it has nothing to do with me, but I still can't help but wonder if this is somehow my fault.
Oh, and to fuck with my brain some MORE? Today is the birthday of the travel nurse I feel in love with.
I hate feeling all of this sadness, this fear, this... childish yearning for something that I honestly don't think exists. (To be clear - I don't want to unalive myself, I just want to stop feeling like this.)
Azure Dragon – Meng Zhang, the blue divine sovereign who protects the East.
The Azure Dragon is one of the guardians of the four cardinal directions in traditional Chinese culture, and according to the Five Elements phylosophy (Wuxing: Ref), the Azure Dragon is a spirit animal of the East. The Azure dragon has been considered a auspicious sign since ancient times, and governs spring (January, February and March).
In the Taoist version of his name, he was known as the divine sovereign ‘Meng Zhang’ and was the founder of the Dragon Tribe (a tribe that lived in the Dragon Realm and respected freedom).
The guardians of the four cardinal directions is another name for the Four Gods (Four Symbols) in Chinese mythology. They are the Blue Dragon, White Tiger, Vermilion Bird and the Black Tortoise (also called "Black Warrior").
Symbol of the five elements of the bagua, god of the four directions, genus of the divine sovereigns.
In Taoism, the Four Symbols have been assigned human identities and names. The Azure Dragon of the East is named ‘Meng Zhang’, the Vermilion Bird of the South is called ‘Ling Guang’, the White Tiger of the West is ‘Jian Bing’, and the Black Tortoise of the North ‘Zhi Ming’.
Astronomically, it corresponds to the Chinese constellations system, the Seven Eastern Mansions of the Twenty-Eight Mansions. The name derives from the seven eastern mansions (Horn, Neck, Root, Room, Heart, Tail and Winnowing Basket) being linked together to form the figure of a dragon.