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This is an ask for cant believe she is gone. Can you write a sirius x shy reader where she's very quiet one. She thinks she doesnt deserve him and then sees him with another girl although the girl might've surprised Sirius out of nowhere or someone in polyjuice pretending to be him.

She backs away from him and you can decide what happens but please a fluffy and happy end.

Flowers

Sirius Black x fem! shy! reader

Summary: Y/n is the polar opposite of her boyfriend but after seeing a girl flirt with him all through class, she doesn’t feel good enough

Warnings: swearing, hurt/comfort, established relationship, James being the best, mentions of sex and kissing

A/n: 1.9k words, thank you x that’s so sweet of you to say! I hope you like it 💛

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Clutching your books to your chest, you entered Herbology, about to walk over to your normal spot but it was already taken by someone else. You couldn't see their face, just that they had brown hair and from their cloak was a Ravenclaw. You stood there for longer than you should of, debating whether to go up and ask for your normal seat, next to your prefect boyfriend…or to just find the next available one

Your decision was made for you when the girls fingers run up and down your boyfriends’ arm. Turning away, you spot James trying to make something out of paper in the back so you head over 

He doesn’t react when you sit down, just continues making what you think is a flower as he follows steps written on his arm “This look like a…” he holds it up to you, but from his confused look he was clearly expecting his usual partner

Sirius and James used to sit together, but when Sirius took an interest in you he switched seats so he could be close. James didn’t mind at all, he knew Sirius would do the same for him if it meant he could sit next to a certain Miss Evans

James looks over towards Sirius but you keep your eyes trained on the weirdly shaped flower he was still half holding up “What'd he do?” he asks and your eyes snap towards him “I swear whatever it was he’s probably not even realised” he continues, his words more than genuine but it didn’t make you feel better

You weren’t much of a talker, sure you had gotten comfier with Sirius’ friends but your words were still barley a whisper “Nothing” 

He tilts his head “Then why you sitting here? Not that I don’t enjoy the lovely company…the Ravenclaw I’m usually with talks all the bloody time” he chuckles to himself and you smile shyly

“My seats taken” you say simply, not sure if James can pick up the sadness in your voice

He did, and his heart ached for you. Sirius had confessed to him that he was scared he was too much for you, of course he didn’t know you felt too little for him. Ironic that in reality you were the perfect balance

“Well” James smiles at you, deciding, as future best man at your wedding, he should cheer you up “Does this look like a flower?” he holds the paper towards you, twirling it around

James was a goofy person…not as cute a goof as your guy but still it was endearing. You shake your head, nose crunching

He lets out a laugh, one attracting the rooms attention “Fuck” he shakes his head, tone light-hearted “It’s supposed to be a cherry blossom” he explains and then goes on to show how sweet James Potter could really be “You see once in like 2nd year, Lily said that she hates flowers because they die. So I was out with your Sirius this summer and saw this book for making origami flowers...and now I want to make her a bouquet of them because they’ll last forever” he smiles as he talks, Lily was a very lucky girl

“If she doesn’t love you for that then she’s silly” you tell him in probably the longest sentence he’d ever heard from you

He smiles “Thanks futures Mrs Pads” he winks and your eyes widen

James chuckled to himself at how worked up you got over being called Sirius’ future misses as class began. While you just focused on the passage of your book, he caught the eye of Sirius who gave him a small smile mouthing

‘She okay?’

James bobs his head, holding up his hand and teetering it, watching as Sirius’ eyebrows knitted

‘why is talk-y girl sitting there’ James gestures with his hand

Sirius rolls his eyes 'She needed help with something’ he answers shrugging

The girl had come to ask him a question and he obliged, of course by the time she had stop talking enough for him to actually answer said question class had started and he could not longer ask her to politely fuck off.

He tries to catch your eye but you won’t look at him so he turns his gaze to James ‘Don’t let her leave’ he asks

James nods giving him a little salute before holding up a flower for judgement, poking his cheek smiling as Sirius mouths ‘pish mate’ before turning around to face the front

You couldn’t pay attention during class, your were supposed to be cutting samples and then identifying them, but really it was spent trying to ignore the girls giggles at your boyfriend and watching James make his the little flowers. You offered to help but he said it wouldn’t mean as much if he didn’t make them himself, and you thought that was so sweet

You wondered if Sirius would want someone to do that for him, so you started making him a little flower, following one of the more complex guides since James decided to just plop the book on the desk, since his written instructs were all smudged and he now had the words ‘fold three times’ written backwards on his cheek

Near the end of class, you saw Sirius smiling and talking with the girl, watching her fill in the conversation and him nodding along. Looking down at your little flower you shoved it in your cloaks pocket, realising that it was a silly thing to make him amd really everything you could offer was kind of silly. You barely talked in public, got flustered easliy, not to mention you couldn't even go up and ask someone for your own seat...it was no wonder people questioned whether you two were actually together.

When class ended you pretty much bolted out of the class room, so fast that James only turned away to pick up his bag then you were gone

“Where is she?” Sirius comes up to the desk, watching as James comedically looks around 

James cringes “I had one job” he admits nodding

Sirius nods too “You had one job” he repeats beginning to walk out before stopping “Yes…yes…no… definitely no…yes” he points to the assortment of flowers “I’m still mad at you though...but these are pretty and that one matches your eyes” he points at James before walking out leaving the boy chuckling

As Sirius gets out of the class he sees you quickly making your way around the large courtyard, since after a prank last week there were now hedges in the way of the regular path to the castle entrance

“This is gonna hurt” he prepares himself running towards the hedges and jumping over them, thank merlin of his padfoot side or there was no way he could jump high enough

You were still in your rush when someone landed, quite literally in front of you…and you soon realised that someone was your boyfriend

“Siri?” you say mostly to yourself, hearing giggles and laughs from other passing near by

He groans turning onto his side, leaning on his elbow “Hello darling” he winks, clearly out of breath and in immense pain but still his smooth flirty self

“Are you okay?” you crouch in front of him, looking a little worried

He nods, shifting to sit up on the ground “I am now” he reaches his hand out, thumb flicking over your cheek

Your smiles tug up but your insecurities come back as the girl from earlier passes

“Thanks Siri” she says in flirty tone

He smiles at her giving an awkward kind of wave before turning to look at you, heart aching as he sees your saddened look, chewing your gum bellow your lips, a habit he noticed you did when you were upset

“Darlin” he gets your attention but his sudden movement closer spooks you and you fall onto your arse, skirt flipping up, not so much you were exposed but from his angle he couldn’t help admiring just a little

He leans forward “You okay?” he asks

You nod your head, shying away as people pass

“Hey!” you let out a squeak at your boyfriends’ tone but then realise he’s talking to some Hufflepuff walking by “Only I get to look at her like that!” he warns him, looking slightly menacing before he turns to you, face softening “Sorry” he kisses your nose, fixing your skirt for you

“Thank you” you give him a tiny smile

His hands rest on your knees, chin leaning on them like he wasn’t in the middle of the courtyard or the path leading around it but in your dorm instead

“Missed you in class”

“You did?” you wonder tilting your head, he didn’t seem like he missed me, you think but feel guilty for it

“Course I did” he kisses your bare knee, thumbs rubbing gently into the skin

You bite your lip, looking around to see no one around, most now at their next class. You return back to him, thinking for a moment before you speak

“Why…” you hesitate “Why are you with me?” 

He tilts his head in surprise “Why am I with you?” he repeats the question, making sure he heard it right

You nod

“Because I love you” he says with ease “And you make me happy, and on top of that you’re the most adorable person on the planet” he smiles at you, his heart aching you had to ask but he understood why you did

Your heart flutters but your insecurities remain

“I don’t talk a lot” you admit as if you’re trying to talk him out of his sweet confession

“And I talk too much” he tells you, shifting to sit next to you, his heart warming as you absentmindedly pick out a leaf from his hair

“Darling” he wraps his arm around you “Do you love me?” he asks, slight insecurity in his voice seeping through

You nod right away, shuffling closer into him and he kisses your temple

“Good, because I love you more than anything. More than stealing Remus’ chocolate, or James’ mums cooking, way more than pranking Slytherins and you know how excited I get about that...especially after” he says nudging his nose into your cheek and you giggle shyly “You’re the perfect girl for me, siriusly" you both giggle at that one before he cups your cheek "You’re more than enough y/n” he says firmly, looking in your eyes

“But I didn’t…”

“You didn’t need to say it because I have the same...yet opposite fear. I feel like I’m too much…that…” he takes a breath “That I’m just annoying you” 

You pout at him “You aren’t annoying, I love listening to you talk…you have a nice voice” you confess taking your hand out of his hand reaching into your pocket, pulling out the flower “I made you this in class” you give it to him

His mouth parts looking at you then the flower, smiling brightly as he takes it “No one’s ever gave me a flower before” he takes it from you, pressing a lingering kiss to your cheek

“You’re my flower” you say quietly 

He nuzzles into your hair “And you’re mine” he whispers

You turn your head to face him, noses brushing before he leans in, lips meeting softly. His hand comes up to cup your cheek, fingers hooking gently at your jawline to pull you just that little bit closer

"Why are you on the ground?" the two of you break away to see James with an amused smile, around 20 little paper flowers cradled in his arms

Thank you for reading 💛

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[robynlilyblack]

Congratulations on 1k Robyn ❤️❤️❤️🥳🥳🥳

I should breathe a little bit softer - Send me an AU along with a character and I'll write a lil blurb (royal au, soulmate, muggle, band etc)

My request is-

Mafia AU with poly!marauders (excluding Peter) x fem!reader where reader had an bad experience with haircut in her childhood and ever since she hasn’t cut her hair. So Sirius notices her hair has split ends and confronts her about it (sweetly obviously) and she tell her back story and all her boyfriends help her and convince her sweetly to have her haircut in many years for the first time because they have to go to some party or gala or something and she is super scared but her boyfriends are there to comfort her while she is getting her haircut 😅😅.

(Mafia!marauders is like the vibe I have imagined in my head for this, I have absolutely no idea why)

Weird Together

poly! mafia! marauders x fem! reader

Summary: Sirius convinces his girlfriend to let him and the boys cut her hair 

Warnings: swearing, established relationship, fluffy chaos, reader has long hair (plot reasons ^), mentions of broken glass, sex and food, one passing mention of hitmen, bruises/cuts and blood

A/n: 0.9k words, Sirius Black x fem! reader focus, mostly the lead up since I didn't want to describe the haircut vividly so it can be inclusive 💛

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“Darlin?” Sirius gently calls from the kitchen as he drapes his leather jacket over a nearby chair

Walking in he hears the music coming from the bathroom upstairs and he smirks, although you and the boys had your moments as a group, he adored the individual ones.

He was already unbuttoning his black shirt was he sauntered up the stairs, his tattoos he knew you worshiped on display. He was about to say some flirty line but then he saw you, silk dressing gown hugging your body, face fresh without any makeup and your hair to his surprise was loose, natural.

He and the other boys had talked about it but they never wanted to push you as to why they hardly saw you with your hair down, and never when it was dry. They figured you were just more comfortable like that, but as his eyes trailed down he say the frays, the thinning near the ends, he realised out of the very few expenses you ever troubled them with, a salon had never been one of them

“Hi” he knocks on the door gently letting himself in

You let out a squeak, knocking over a glass far of hair cream and sending it smashing on the ground “I’m so sorry!” you bend down, trying to pick up the thankfully large shards of glass when you start crying

“Darling hey” Sirius steps around the mixture glass and cream on the floor “Hey” he coos kneeling down, gently taking the glass out of your hands and placing it on the floor “Don’t worry about that, I’ll buy you more”

“It didn’t work anyway” you sniffle “None of them worked” 

His eyebrows knit, looking up at the assortment of hair products, all promising split end recovery, shine and hydration “Come on” he helps you up “Let’s get you…” he lifts you over the section broken glass “…out of here and to the bedroom okay?” he says, leading you through

You stay quiet as you reach the upstairs bedroom and take a seat on the large bed, not knowing how to explain why you were so upset, or how much you hope he won’t notice your hair

“What’s wrong?” he asks sitting next to you, hand going to rub your lower back

You lean your head into him “I…I wanted to wear my hair down for the gala tonight” you wipe your nose with the sleeve of your dressing gown “But I couldn’t…” you sigh

Sirius’ cups your chin with his fingers to bring your head around to look at him “Nothing we can’t fix darlin, every salon in area would kill to have you in their chair for tonight” he tries to assure you

You shake your head pulling away from him and out of his grip, leaving him with a hurt look on his face “No” you grip some of your hair as if he’s going to take it away 

He tries to reach out but ultimately pulls back “Why not?” he asks softly, looking more concerned than hurt now

You grimace, feeling a mixture of embarrassment and fear over what he’ll say “I haven’t had a haircut since I was 11” you confess

His eyes widen “11?” he confirms

You nod “It was one of my cousins weddings and they took me to this new hairdressers. The women that did it ruined my hair, the guy who own the place apologised on her behalf saying she was new and wasn’t used to my hair type. He offered to fix it but I didn’t want to go back in the chair” you explain “I haven’t let anyone touch my hair since…I know it sounds stupid” you pout

“It’s not stupid, when me, Jamie and Rem were all at school I didn’t talk to Jamie for a year after he gave be bangs in my sleep”

You giggle “Really?”

He moves closer to you, heart-warming when you lean into him again “Really. It took me almost 5 years before I let them touch it again” 

“You let me braid it though?” you tilt your head

He blushes “Yeah well you were a special case” he shyly smiles, planting a lingering kiss to your forehead 

Your heart flutters “So you don’t think I’m weird?” you ask, peering up at him

“Never and even if you are, I’m weird too” he grins

“So we’re weird together?”

“Always” he nudges his nose with yours “Plus those other weridos” he winks making you giggle

“Is it bad?” you motion to your hair

He tilts his head, taking an array strand “Honest?” you nod “You just needs the ends cut, a few inches off the length would clean it up” he sees you looking uneasy “If you want we could do it? Jamie and Remus will be here within the hour”

“You can cut hair?”

He chuckles “Course. Rem is the best at longer hair, he does mine and my hair is…”

“Perfect” you play with one of his curls, pulling it down and letting it cutely ping back up

He grins “And that’s why you’re my favourite” he pecks your nose

Around half an hour later along with plenty of cuddles and reassurances Sirius convinces you to tell the other boys and let Remus cut your hair. Sirius held your hand the entire time while James told you funny stories.

When it was over you cried, something that made them all panic for a good minute before realising it was happy crying, not only had a literal weight be cut off but a mental one. You felt lighter and confident, ready to start wearing your hair down and natural again…which was ironic considering later you and the boys would blow of their very own gala to watch movies in bed instead

Thank you for reading 💛

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[robynlilyblack]

Can't believe she's gone - sirius black x reader meet cute scenario?

Xx

No seriously…marry me

Sirius Black x fem! reader

Summary: Sirius and y/n’s first meeting is as chaotic as them

Warnings: swearing, one wizard slur, first meeting, reader and sirius' shamlessly flirting, stangers to love interests

A/n: 0.4k words, muggleborn reader, the phrase meet cute always makes me think of the movie the holiday, anyway thank you for the request, enjoy xx

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Sirius was running pretty quickly through the library, he had dipped in after getting spilt off from his fellow Marauders. In his rush to hide from Lastrange and his goons however, he turns the corner looking backwards and crashes straight into someone

He heard a whine and quickly shifted off of them “Merlin are you okay?” he asks, blinking a little quickly to get his eyes to focus and when they do, he sees a girl rubbing her elbow

“Way to sweep a gal off her feet” you let out a small giggle

He laughs too, happy that you weren’t mad “Does it hurt?” he checks nodding at your arm

You shake your head “Arms fine...I think you broke my arse though” you joke and he chuckles

“Y/n” you hold out your hand

Smiling he accept it “Sirius, pleasure to meet you, cutie” he winks

“Pleasures all mine handsome” you wink back

I like her, he thinks before his eyes widen at the sound of his pursuers closing in “Oh fuck” he cringes looking around for somewhere to hide

You seem to somewhat understand what’s happening, quickly standing up “Come on handsome” you grab his hand, pulling the boy to his feet before leading him through the library

Sirius didn’t have time to say or think as he was dragged over towards a set of windows and ushered up on top of them before you climbed up as well, drawing the curtains around you both, chests pretty much touching as you panted

“Hello” he whispers with a wicked grin and you shush him, placing a finger over his lips and making his grin shifts to that of amusement

Sighing in relief, you remove your finger, hearing Lastrange and his friends continue running past the widow and their footsteps receding

“Hi” you smile up at him not making an attempt to move

“You know usually I take a girl on a date before letting her drag me into a dark, rather secuded corner” he smirks leaning down, pressing you into the wall behind you just a little

You don’t get flustered that easily though “I’d say hiding from a bunch of mean snakes constitutes as a decent first date” you lean in letting your noses touch teasingly

He looks surprised but smiles “You in my year?” he wonders and you hum in confirmation “How have I never noticed you?” he says softly, eyes glancing down your figure

“I’m good at keeping under the radar” you say smugly “You remember in last year when Snape was all disorganised and he fucked up that potion?”

“Yeah?” he extends the syllables beginning to smile

“Well I moved his favourite desk a couple of millimetres back every week, as well as his ingredients subtly when he wasn’t looking to make him think he’s going crazy. Eventually causing him think two of the ingredients were around the wrong way around and made his potion blow up because that’s what you get for calling me a mudblood” you explain with a proud look, yes it was petty but revenge tasted so sweet

His mouth drops open “Marry me” he whispers and you laugh “No seriously…marry me” 

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[robynlilyblack]

It's an ask for cant believe she is gone. Can you please write a sirius x reader where she is on her period and he is being the best boyfriend ever about it.

A Gentleman

Sirius Black x fem! reader

Summary: Y/n gets her period and Sirius shows off how much of a gentleman he is...which translates to him being a big ol' softie

Warnings: swearing, established relationship, post-Hogwarts, all things related to periods, blood, cramps etc, mentions of sex, nudity (non-sexual), Sirius being the man we all want

A/n: 1.5k words, he would be the best boyfriend about it, thank you for the request, enjoy x

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Sirius woke to something…well someone cuddling into him like a koala. His eyes opened to see you, nuzzling yourself deeper into his chest, his arms already wrapped around you but he moves one down to slip under your shirt, fingers tracing over the soft skin.

You were smiling in your sleep and his heart warmed, placing a kiss to your hair

"Pretty girl" he whispers to himself

He turns his head to look at the clock, 04:30, and his smile widens. Yes, it was a Tuesday and you both at work, but he still had 3 hours of this bliss before your morning routine would start.

His attention returns to you, your nose crunching up. He assumes it’s the cover from where you’ve slipped down during the night so he slides his hand down to hook around between your legs and hoist you back up but as he dues he feels something wet.

You whimper, nose crunching again and he realises it wasn’t the blanket tickling your nose. He was around eighty percent certain you had gotten your period during the night, and as he slowly pulled his arm up to look it turned to a hundred

“Aww puppy” he pushes his nose into your hair, placing a delicate kiss to it while he keeps his other hand in the air

He didn’t want to wake you just yet, especially since you were smiling again as you slept. He slowly shifted out from under you, turning his pillow around for you hug into instead. Standing up, he admires you cutely cuddling into the pillow before walking out of the room, heading to the main bathroom down the hall instead on the ensuite so the fan wouldn’t wake you

He flicks on the light, examining his arm, there wasn’t much blood and it was mostly around his wrist. Turning on the tap he washes the red liquid off, drying his arm quickly before going into the cupboard to get you some sanitary products and the designated underwear you had stored for emergencies.

He held up the underwear, ones you nicknamed ‘granny pants’ yet he always thought they looked rather cute and sexy “Aww this one has a lil bow” he scrunches his nose up at it

Moving back through to the bedroom you were still all cozied up, so he walked over to the drawers, pulling out an oversized shirt and a pair of tights in case you wanted them, knowing those made you feel like things where more secure

“Siri?” 

He hears you say in almost a whine. Turning around he’s met with you peering at him, a tired pout on your face, eyes blinking a little quickly to wake up, but making no move to stop hugging 'pillow Sirius'

“Hey darlin’” he places down the clothes and makes his way over to sit on the edge of the bed

Your hand stretches out to his and he chuckles taking it

“Why are you up?” you wonder, your eyebrows knitting in case somethings wrong, going to shift closer when you make a face

Sirius watches as you look down, muttering an ‘oh no’ before you burry your head into the pillow, groaning into it

“Come on darlin’” he coos trying to get you to look at him but your hand slips out of his, going to your belly instead and you whine “Puppy” he runs his fingers over your hair line

You peek up at him “I’m sorry” you apologise

He tilts his head and smiles “Don’t be puppy” he assures you, continuing to use the petname 

“I can feel it now” you cringe, letting out little hums as you become aware of the blood

He kisses your cheek “Let’s get you in the shower and clean you up, I already got you some fresh underwear” he smiles warmly

Your heart melts “My granny ones?” you eye him gently

He nods “Yes, I have your sexy granny panties at the ready” he says, letting out a laugh 

You giggle too “Can you help me up?” you make grabby hands 

He lifts the covers off of you “Eyes on me pup” he tells you, not letting wanting you to look at the small pool on the bedding

He lifts your legs out and takes your hands in his own, giving a kiss to each set of knuckles before he pulls you to your feet

“What’s wrong?” he asks as you scrunch up your face, not saying anything just looking down “Oh the flood gates have opened” he chuckles seeing the little beads running down before placing a hand over his mouth “Sorry puppy” he kisses your grumpy pout which soon dissipates

He follows you through to the bathroom, watching you cutely waddle through as quickly as you can so you don't stain the carpet

“It looks like I committed murder” you say looking down at the blood coating your inner thighs

Sirius bites back his smile “Worse ways to die” he replies coyly

You cross your arms and poke your cheek, a knowing look on your face

“What?” he shrugs, flicking on the switch for the shower “I’d happily die between those legs” he smirks

“I can arrange for that to happen” you quip cheekily, taking off your ruined underwear and placing them in the sink temporally

Sirius rolls his eyes playfully, moving over towards you “Can I?” he plays with the hem on your shirt

“No” you try to keep a straight face but he pinches your sides “Meany” you lift your arms

He chuckles “Love you too pup” he kisses your cheek, peeling off the shirt and throwing it onto the laundry basket

“Siri my eyes are up here” you remind him but he just keeps looking

“Yeah but your boobs are down there” he smirks earning a playful shove before you turn around and go to start the shower “And your arse is there”

You look over your shoulder “Siri anyone told you that you are a gentleman?” you say, voice laced with sarcasm as you run your hand over the water, waiting for it to get warm

He steps towards you, hands slipping around your front “You did, 25th of February 1976” he says recalling the date “You got stood up by that Ravenclaw at the dance, and I, being the gentlemen I am…” he kisses just below your ear “…cleaned you up, re-did your makeup, as well as my own so we matched, and took you instead” 

“I don’t recall calling you a gentleman though” you lie, ginning as you slip out of his arms and climb into the shower “I do remember, the mistletoe you got James to grow at the end of that night though”

He chuckles, setting down the toilet lid before sitting on it

“Fine” he concedes knowing your game, thinking for a moment whist you begin cleaning yourself up “Okay then...4th of December 1977, you called me a gentleman when I gave my coat to that Slytherin when she was cold and you then let me share your big fluffy coat...I also remember doing more and kissing you that time” he grins at you

You giggle “Okay I’ll give you that-” you start but then start whining as you press one palm into the tiles and the other to your lower stomach

“Cramp?” you hear Sirius ask, not noticing him starting to quickly strip off

You can only hum in agreement, you hated first day cramps, those were the worst. You were about to crouch down when you felt two warm hands wrap around your waist, now cupping your stomach. You sighed in response, this was one of the reasons you loved his Padfoot side, he was like a little heat pack, the pain becoming manageable

“Better?” he leans forward, kissing your cheek

You nod, body relaxing into him “I don’t know what I would do without you” you say, hand coming off of the wall to cup his

“Good thing you’ll never need to know the answer”

You smile to yourself, he could be a real romantic at times

“Turn around puppy”

You do as he says, watching as he grabs the shower head from the wall and kneels down. You admire him as he kisses your stomach before cleaning you up properly, being so gentle with you. His rougher hands rubbing softly over your thighs, and you grin as he kisses the skin once it's clean.

He then tilts his head up to find you looking down at him with all the love in the world, a look he returns threefold as he stands up once more

“I love you” he whispers hanging up the shower head, nose nudging into yours

You hug him in response, a faint 'I love you' escaping your lips as your cheek presses into his inked chest and his fingers run over your back in a soothing motion

“You want to call in sick and make a fort on the couch? Maybe have a movie marathon” he poses, nose nudging into your wet hair

He can feel your cheeks rise again his chest “You can add the 28th of June 1980 to your list” you move your head, chin resting on his chest as you meet his eyes

“You have to say it for it to count” he raises an eyebrow

“You’re a gentleman”

He smirks “And you’re my lady” he pecks your lips

Thank you for reading 💛

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[robynlilyblack]

Can't believe she's gone - Send me a situation along with a character and i’ll write a lil blurb (e.g Sirius Black x shy! fem! reader on a late night drive)

fred weasley x wolfstar!daughter

where maybe the leave their kids with y/n's parents for the night and come back to a chaotic house, haha

To victory!

Fred Weasley x fem! wife! Reader

Dads! Wolfstar x daughter! reader

Summary: Y/n’s parents babysit the kids while she and Fred go on a date…safe to say chaos ensues 

Warnings: swearing, established relationship, fluffy chaos, mentions of eating, sex and drinking, reader and Fred being a little tipsy and giggly together

A/n: 1k words, I couldn’t help Fred and the reader being chaotic too it’s only natural x

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You giggled skipping down the path, pulling Fred along behind you with one hand while holding your heels with the other

“Merlin love” he chuckles stopping, causing you to stumble gently backwards into his chest, his hand finding your shoulders to steady you “What’s the rush?" he asks turning you round

You blink cutely up at him, you weren’t drunk by any means but you were a little tipsy. It had been a long while since you and Fred had a proper date like this, one where you didn’t have the kids interrupting, or trying to get them to behave, or had to be home by a certain time.

You knew somewhere in the back of your mind the house would be chaos, two beautifully chaotic children being watched by your adorable twin daughters was certain a recipe for comedic disaster.

However, in this moment, all you could think about was how pretty your husband was and how books and movies were right, you could fall in love with someone over and over again

“You’re so beautiful Freddie” you place your hand on his chest, smiling up at him

Even after all these years together you were still the only person that could make Fred Weasley blush and you grinned, the light dusting of pink lit up by the streetlights made you swell with pride

“You didn’t answer by question lovely” he leans in towards you in a playful challenge, your noses mere millimetres from touching

“Well” your fingers begin to play with his suit jacket “My parents are staying tonight and if our little trouble makers have their way they’ll wanna sleep with dad in his Padfoot form” you bite your lip, giving him cheeky look

Fred’s eyes light up, although it's more like they burn as his face forms into a smirk, grasping your hand and pulling you along

“Freddie…some of us don’t have lanky legs like you…or shoes” you whine shuffling behind him, although your tight clad feet weren’t that uncomfortable on the pavement

He laughs but slows down, turning back every now and again to check you were okay. Eventually you get back to the house, your arms down wrapped around Fred’s as you approach the front door

Fred pats his pockets “You got the keys?” he looks down at you cringing…of course you both would forgot

You shake your head and uncouple yourself from him, begining yo pat his arse

“Love” he lets out a very amused chuckle “What are you doing?” he eyes you

 “It might be in your back pocket” you shrug and what starts off as a pretty innocent pat ends up with you just feeling up his arse, not that your husband minds of course, he even lets it go on for almost a fill minute

“Okay” he pulls your hands…yes hands...away to which you pout at him “You can do that as much as you want later” he tells you 

You hold up your pinkie and he smiles so widely your heart bursts “Merlin you’re still the cutest human ever” he accepts the pinkie, wrapping his own around yours and pecking your lips for good measure

“Don’t tell either of our daughters that one” you giggle, starting to lead him around the back of the house and hope you can gain one of your fathers’ attention through the window

As you reach the window Fred peers in “I can’t see anyone…” he looks in thought for a moment “…you thinking what I’m thinking?” he wiggles his eyebrows

You grin at him, putting on your shoes and shifting into your bird form, flying a little wobbly up and through the small crack in the upper section of the widow. You shift back, you regret putting back on your shoes as you have to grab the counter to steady you before leaning forward and opening for Fred to climb through

“Nice flying lovely” he winks climbing up with a groan “You know sneaking in was a lot easier when I young-er…oh fuck” he curses, catching his foot on the window and tumbling into you

You both are knocked to the floor with a light thud “Freddie” you whine 

“Yeah love?”

“You’re squishing me and you hit my boob on the way down” 

He lifts himself up right away, legs straddling your hips as he checked you “Sorry” he bites back his smile until eventually you both start giggling as he cups both of them “Better safe than sorry” he says and you both giggle until there is a small squeal and patters on the floor

“To victory!” you both stare at one of your daughters with a tinfoil hat and sword in hand, riding though on Padfoot, who has his own little tinfoil made leash and armour

You and Fred don’t have time to register as voices come from the other door 

“Padfoot! We have the high ground” you hear your daughter squeal as Remus holds her over his head, a tinfoil spear in her hand

Remus stops noticing you and Fred on the floor, as does your daughters,

“Mummy! Daddy!” your daughter squeals scrabbling out from Remus’ arms as he sets her down

You and Fred smile at her, neither of you realising Fred’s hands were still on two particular assets until your elder daughter climbs off of Padfoot and looks at you funny

“Daddy? Are you and mummy playing too?” she asks so innocently

You and Fred look at each other, then to her, then to Sirius who as shifted back and giving your husband a minor death glare, then to Remus who just looks in an amused confusion looking between you and the open window, then to your other daughter, before finally looking down at your breasts and breaking out in a giggling fit

Your parents share a look, ushering your daughters away with the promises of chocolate and leaving you and Fred to your own devices. Deciding that your sober selves could deal with how they had moved the furniture had been moved to create a battlefield and used up all of your tinfoil to make faux weapons and armour…oh and there was a life sized cut out of Victor Krum, that not even your parents could explain, in your bedroom that would scare the living daylights out of you and Fred when you woke up tomorrow

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[robynlilyblack]

Congrats in 1k love! <3

Can’t believe she’s gone: remus lupin x shy!fem!reader having a movie night with lots of cuddles :)

Movie night

Remus Lupin x fem! shy! reader

Summary: Remus surprises his girl with a movie night

Warnings: swearing, fluff overload, mentions of eating, food and sex, established relationship but it's still pretty new, kissing

A/n: 1.7k words, thank you xx I love this idea so much, enjoy xx

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Remus came down from his dorm rubbing his hands together, a nervous excitement running through his veins as he took a seat on the couches

“All set up?” James asks smirking

Remus nods “Yeah, Lily and Marls had to help but it’s all ready to go” he says leg bobbing up and down as his eyes flick to the door, awaiting your arrival

Sirius chuckles at him “She’s gonna love it Moony” he assures and the boy smiles

“Hope so” Remus chuckles nervously “You sure…”

“YES!” James and Sirius cut him off in unison

“Moony she loves you, like love, loves you. Godric, you’re probably gonna make that lil heart of hers explode” the former tells him

Remus smiles, chewing on his lip when a boy approaches the couches

“One of you is dating Y/l/n right?” he asks causing Sirius and James to point at Remus while he sits up straighter

“Yeah she’s my girl” he didn’t mean for the emphasis…okay maybe he did a little, he may be the 'shy marauder' but he would let the whole world know you were his

James and Sirius share a look grinning, making note to tease their friend tomorrow, since Remus had kicked them out for the whole night…in fact they would be teasing him about that as well.

“She’s standing outside” he informs him before walking away towards the dorms

Remus tilts his head, a confused look on his face as he stands up and heads out of the common room. As he exits he sees you standing there, rather awkwardly, but still utterly adorable in his eyes

“Love?” he smiles at you, taking your hand in his as he approaches

You light up at his presence “Hi Rem” you greet

He lets out a little laugh “What ya doing out here?” he wonders and you bite your lip, peering up at him with those pretty eyes of yours “That jumper brings out your eyes you know” he adds not thinking, relishing in your little smile as you look down

“Thank you” you reply quietly, your fingers playing with his before you look up, all shy and embarrassed “I forgot the password…” you confess “…and I was too nervous to ask someone else for it” 

He presses his lips together to contain his smile “How long have you been standing here?” he inquires, his heart should have ached but he couldn’t help letting it flutter, you were just so damn cute

“Honest answer or fake answer” you pose

“Fake”

“5 minutes”

He moves his arm to wrap around you, hand never leaving yours as he does “And the real one?” he extends the syllables

You blink cutely at him a couple times “An hour and five minutes” you cringe, head falling into the side of his chest, feeling the vibrations of supressed laughter

“Aww love” his other arm comes around to hold you, pressing a kiss to your hair “Let’s go straight to my dorm” he tells you, releasing you from his embrace and holding out his hand for you to take instead, heart-warming as your arms wrap around his, your cheek pressing into his bicep

Walking into the common room you pass by James and Sirius who give you smiles and waves, which you return shyly. When you turn to look in front, you miss James and Sirius cuddling into each other and teasing Remus with kissy faces

Remus stops just before the door to his dorm “You trust me?” he asks and when you nod, not skipping a beat, he feels his own do just that “Then close your eyes for me love”

You do as he says, hearing the door open then feeling his hands grip your shoulders and gently manoeuvre you into the room. He closes the door, standing closely behind you as his hands slither around your waist, loving your little squeak as he kisses your neck 

“You can open your eyes now” he whispers into your hair, nose nudging into it as his hands come to rest on your hips

Your eyes flutter open, mouth dropping as you see the beds pushed to the edges of the room, a mattress (presumably Remus’) on the floor, draped in the softest covers and blankets. Then you see it, a projector placed pointing at a white sheet that looks like it was attached to the ceiling with a sticky charm

“You like it?” you hear him ask, head peering around to see your reaction

There were no words to describe how much you were in love with it, nor your love for this boy, so you turned around and hugged him tightly. He returns the embrace, chin resting on top of your head, smiling to himself as he knew this was your way of telling him you adored it

Breaking away he slips off his shoes since the bed fort took up most of the floor and you follow suit

“You want to get into pyjamas before we start?” he asks

Your eyes widen “I didn’t bring any” you pout, you didn’t realise he wanted you to stay…oh merlin you were going to be staying!

“You can borrow some of mine?” he offers holding out his hand to help you over the fort and to his dresser

“Thanks Rem” you squeeze his hand

He squeezes it back and adds a kiss to your cheek for good measure before letting go and raking through his drawers. Pulling out two white shirts, one short sleeved, the other long, as well as two pairs of red checked bottoms

“I promise I didn’t plan this” he says blushing, handing over the clothing “Just thought it be…cute if we were matching” his blush deepens, if the other boys found out about this one he’d never live it down 

You go on your tip toes and place a peck to his lips “I love it…” you say softly “…and I love you”

He grins “I love you more” he insists, cutting off your almost dispute with a kiss “Let’s get changed”

You move over to lay the clothing on the bed nearby, arms crossing as you grip the hem of your jumper before you realise “Ugh Rem?” you turn around, a smile gracing your face as you see Remus, shirtless, mid-way pulling on his shirt

“Yeah love?” he asks as he finishes but you give him no response, instead he’s met with your lips parted and staring at his mid drift

He smirks to himself, feeling rather attractive in that moment “Bunny?” he says, smirk growing as he knew how much that pet name had an effect on you

The first time he said it was an accident, and he honest to merlin though he broke you for almost an hour in class. That, of course, didn't stop him from using it, if anything he resevered for your most intimate moments, or, you know, to make you flustered beyond compare

You only snap out of your flustered state as his hands touch your shoulders

“Your gonna kill me” you say quietly

He chuckles sweetly, kissing your forehead

“I’m gonna go to the loo, and finish getting changed” he tells you, moving to grab the bottoms and head to the bathroom, stopping just before he gets there “Knock the door when you’re done okay?” 

You nod giving him a smile, which he returns before closing the door. As soon as the door shuts you did a little jump, supressing your squeal, closing your eyes and bouncing for a couple seconds before finally getting changed.

His clothes were comfy and soft, the trousers were a bit long so you were shuffling a fair bit but it didn’t matter too much, you would be laying down most of the night...and if things went well (spolier they did) you wouldn't need them at all

“Rem” you knock on the door lightly, giggling as you hear him knock back a tune before the door opens

His mouth opens to speak but nothing comes out, instead his eyes trail down your figure. You looked good in his clothes, looking the cutest you had ever been and at the same time he couldn’t help but feel a little warm at the sight

“You look hot” he says breathlessly, then realises what he said “I mean…you…” you start giggling thankfully “You look cute…and hot…is that okay?” he asks, tips of his ears going crimson

You nod “More than okay...you look hot too...and cute” you say, biting your lip

He smiles “Well now we know we are both hot…and cute…especially you, always you” he says in the sweetest way, taking your hand and leading you to the bed “Lets watch a movie before we both combust” he lets out a laugh

“What movie is it?” you ask as he fixes the blanket to cover you both, making sure you get most of it

“Impatient bunny” he lightly scolds and you let out a hiccup of a gasp

Merlin and she says I’m gonna kill her, he thinks, leaning back so he can reach the projector and flicking it on to start the movie. You smile, shuffling closer to him, body turning into him as your eyes stay fixed on the screen

You know the movie straight away “How did you?” you turn to him, it was your favourite

“I have my ways…” he says coyly, kissing your lips softly “…those ways being Pandora and Reggie”

You giggle, pulling his face by the cheeks to connect your lips one more

“You know...I can't kiss you properly if you cheese like that” he mumbles into the kiss but he really isn't complaining, seeing you so happy and smiley because of him was the best feeling

You break away “Sorry” you apologise, but the smile never leaves your face “This is just the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for me”

He nudges his nose against yours before his arm snakes around, pulling you flush against him “Don’t be love” he smiles down at you “But you better get used to this, cause this is only the beginning…literally as in the movie night but also with me being all…cute...and weird...” he says the first part smoothly and if he’s stopped there he would have been, but you loved him more for the cute tumble that came after it

“You’re a dork Remus Lupin” you giggle, looking up at him through your eyelashes before your arms hug him tighter “and I love you for it” you kiss his chest before laying your head on it, beginning to watch the movie

Remus smiles to himself, I’m her dork

Thank you for reading 💛

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[robynlilyblack]

Hi!!! Congrats on 1k! 🎉🎉🍾🍾

Could I request I should breathe a little bit softer with Sirius and band AU? Maybe with a shy ballerina? If that inspires you ☺️

Love ur writing so much!

The rock star and the ballerina

Rock star! Sirius Black x fem! ballerina!  reader

Summary: At an awards show Sirius comes across a girl who couldn’t be more opposite to him if he tried and yet completely enamours him

Warnings: swearing, first meeting, strangers to love interests, smoking (sirius), 

A/n: 0.6k words, aww thank you, you're so sweet! I adore this dynamic so much, especially rock star siri being a big softie for her right from the start xx

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Sirius usually loved all aspects of his life, the preforming, the adoring fans, even photo shoots, but awards shows? Not so much. They were tedious, beyond boring and the bane of a rock stars existence.

In truth he was only there because the bands contract obligated one of them to attend. As he sat he was still a little bitter over losing the three way rock paper scissors, which he was almost certain Remus and James had fixed.

So now here he was, sitting listening to some half naked pop star on stage, feeling the cookies slowly deleting in his brain.

Looking around he saw a mixture of different eyes on him, some hungry while others disgusted by his open shirt, many tattoos, and the leather jacket, he was sweating in but, refused to take off

“God, I need a smoke” he mutters to himself as he stands up, swiftly leaving the hall and resisting the urge to flip off those annoyed at his departure

Heading to one of the back doors, he pulled out his small leather pouch from his jacket and as he exited the door, he leaned against a wall just outside. He leaned his head on the wall for a moment, enjoying the quiet from the atroicas music of the event and the gentle hum of the city down the alley.

He then began to stuff and roll a cigarette, licking the paper to seal it. Dipping his fingers into the inner pocket of his jacket to grab his lighter, he heard a creak. He froze for a second looking around, it wouldn't be the first time a fan had jumped him. He heard it again, realsing it was coming from above and thats when he noticed you

You were sitting, arms curled around you tucked knees on top of the metal awning which hung over the wide alley way. He smirked to himself at the sight, noting the open window you clearly had just snuck out of. Maybe you wanted to get away just as much as him

“Hello” he calls out, adoring your little hiccup and jump

You stared down at him wide eyed, first looking panicked as if you'd been caught by security before it drifted into nerves

“Hi” you reply, voice a little high

He chuckles, she’s cute, he thought, slipping the lighter back in his pocket and letting the roll up hang from his mouth. He then walks over to a very conveniently placed crate while you watch him curiously. He effortlessly climbs on top of it, stopping to look at you before he makes the final ascent

“Is it okay if I join you?” he gives you a toothy grin

Tugging your head into your arms, you shyly peer at him and you nod.

His smile grows, lifting himself up and onto the canopy and takes a seat next to you. He copies your position but his stature is much more open, with legs a little spread and arms hanging loosely over his knees

“So, what’s a pretty thing like yourself doing out here?” he asks, pulling out his lighter again and igniting the cigarette

You watch him for a moment as he takes a long drag, exhaling in relief

“Needed some air…” you reply coughing gently but try to hide it

He stands “Sorry darlin” he genuinely apologises, moving to your other side so the wind doesn’t blow the smoke in your face “Better?” he checks

Normally he wouldn’t care, but something in the air made him feel all soft in your presence, like he truly cared about your opinion of him

“Thank you” you give him a smile

You knew who he was, you’d have to be living under a rock not to. You knew he was beyond pretty and from what you could see he more than lived up to it, but you never expected was for him to be this sweet, nor for you to feel instantly comfortable around him

“Are you an artist?” he wonders, your makeup was expertly done along with your hair yet your coat hid your outfit

You shake your head “No but I am a performer if you can believe it” you say, letting out a small giggle

You were always shy, hardly spoke to the point most in the business never had the pleasure of hearing your soft voice. Yet something about when that spot light hit you made you feel confident, almost fearless for the moments you stood in it

He chuckles, taking another drag

“You don’t look like one of the backup dancers to what they call music in there” he comments, although there is a subtle nervousness about him, scared in case he got it wrong and offended you

“I’m a ballerina…don’t know if you’d find that better or worse” you admit, chewing on your lip

He looks pleasantly surprised, rock star and the ballerina you can’t make this shit up, he smiles to himself as he puts out his cigarette 

“That’s cute” is all he says but it's sweet, and you know he isn't mocking you

“I’m y/n” you gain a little confidence and introduce yourself

He turns to you, noticing your legs and arms have relaxed quite a bit since he first sat down “Sirius” he holds out his hand

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[robynlilyblack]

Congrats dear writer!! 🥳❤🎉💐

Could I get one blurb, please? James Potter x fem! reader on a yule ball.

Can't believe she's gone - Send me a situation along with a character and i’ll write a lil blurb (e.g Sirius Black x shy! fem! reader on a late night drive)

Felula Potter

James Potter x fem! reader

Summary: James heads to his best friends dorm to fetch her for the yule ball, but by the time they’ve left her dorm they’re no longer going as just friends

Warnings: swearing, first kiss, getting together, best friends to lovers

A/n: 1.1k words, universe where the marauders have a yule ball, thank you dear reader xx of course you can, hope you like it 💛

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“Marls?” 

You call exiting the bathroom, still trying to button up the back of your dress. As pretty as the back would look once it was done, you were regretting your desision to not buy a zip up as you were sure you would be sleeping in this tonight and most likey cutting yourself out of it come morning

“Marls?...Alice?...Anyone?” your almost pleading now

You attempt once more to get at lest one buttoned before letting out a rather loud strangled whine and sitting down on the floor. Sulking as you held up your dress up at the front with the skirt splayed around you

“Everything okay?” you hear your best friend through the door, sounding a little worried and your heart warms “I’m going to open the door but I’ll cover my eyes” he announces

The door slowly opens revealing James looking very dapper in his suit with one hand covering his eyes while the other waves in front of him so he doesn’t walk into anything.

“Jamie” you say giggling “You can open your eyes” you tell him, clutching the dress a little closer to your chest

His hand drops, eyes fluttering open and he seems to panic as to where you were before he looks down at your laugh. Tliting his head at you but walks over and plops himself on the floor opposite you, legs crossed

He looks around the room before his eyes return to you “So…what we doing on the floor?” he smiles at you, eyes tracing over your features

Your lips tug up “I can’t get the buttons” you explain, holding your dress up with one hand and looking over your shoulder to gesture with the other

James moves to his knees, shifting around to your back behing wary of the skirt “Let me” he says, gently bringing the material together, warm fingers softly brushing against your skin

“Get it?” you wonder as you can feel him fiddling aimlessly

He chuckles “Merlin sweets this is worse than a bra…” he leans forward over your shoulder “…you sure you want to wear this dress” he asks cheekily

You scrunch up your face turning your head to him, nose gliding over his cheek before you pull back gently “I’m pretty sure” you roll your eyes “Besides I think my date would want to make sure I am a happy bunny” you grin at him

“Fair enough” he kisses your cheek, chucking as he starts to work on the dress once more “You know if you did shift into a bunny I could carry you around in my pocket. I wouldn't need to do these bloody...oh I got one, go us" he celebrates rather adorably "These bloody buttons and it would be super cute” he notes

“You saying your date isn’t cute already?” you play huff

He smirks, finally getting the rest of the fastenings and standing up “You aren’t cute” he says holding out his hands, smiling away

You cross your arms, pouting cutely up at him “Wow...I don’t think I want to go with you anymore” you look away, trying to supress your smile, you and James always had a teasing friendship

“If you'd let me finish sweets, I was going to say you look pretty…” he says, smirking as you snap your head to him and watch as he opens his mouth

You point at him “Don’t you dare call me pretty ugly before the ball!” you warn him, giggling at the end

He looks at you offended, hand on his heart “You really think so little of me?” he says in dramtic shock but is also unable to contain his smile 

You were so pretty when you laughed like that, you were the only person he knew that could be threatening him and look utterly adorable doing it, Besides he knew you never fully mean it, even fights between the two of you never lasted long, neither of you able to take the situation serious enough to stay mad

“Yes” you quip

He lets out a laugh before glancing at the clock

“We should probably get going” he says a little sadly

He was looking forward to the ball, he would be going with his friends and his best friend on his arm, not to mention his disappointment of being rejected a month prior by Lily has since vanished.

The reason he grew sad was he enjoyed these moments more than anything else, more than pranking or chasing after redheads, and he never wanted them to end. Things were easy when he was with you, and he would stay here, all dressed up as he laughed failing to learn some muggle card games, and danced barefoot on the soft carpet until you were tired and fell alseep in some pillow fort you would most definitely have constructed

“Alright James Felula Potter” he chuckles, adoring your little grabby hands “Take me to the ball!” you happily exclaim

He helps you to your feet, waiting patiently as you smooth down your dress and slip on your shoes. As he watches he finally gets a good look, his heart slowly begining to race but in a welcomed way, merlin she looks gorgeous.

His lips turn up in to an admiring smile, widening as you look up at him with sparkling eyes he’d always noticed, yet only now was taking the time to appreciate

“Ready sweets?” he holds out his arm 

You nod, the biggest smile on your face as you take it

“Ready Felula?” you tease looking up at him, expecting a laugh or a quick fire back but are met with a look you’d never seen, and a smile that made your heart flutter around the room

“You are so beautiful” he whisper’s but there’s a firmness as he leans closer, your noses touching “Can I?” he asks permission

Your eyes light up, nodding “Thought you’d never ask Felu-” he cuts you off, capturing your lips in a sweet long overdure kiss, loving the way you try to finish calling him 'Felula' before giving up and melting into him

Your linked arms drop and hands intertwine, fitting perfectly as your lips move in sync. His free hand coming to cup your cheek, his fingers making their slowly down to softly hook around your chin, tilting your head up as he doesn't want this to end just yet

“Guys we’re gonna be…” Remus comes into the room, trailing off as he sees the two of you "About time" he mutters grinning

Sirius enters in a few seconds after and Remus’ hand goes to cover his boyfriends’ mouth so his squeal is muffled and doesn't destroy yours and Jame' moment

“You got the camera?” Remus whispers, feeling Sirius’ cheeks rise and his eyes cringle as he reaches into his charmed jacket pocket

Thank you for reading 💛

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[robynlilyblack]

Congratulations for 1k !! you really deserve it !

can i request

i can't believe she's gone sirius black x fem!reader where she sings and/or plays sirius' favorite song to calm him down after an argument with his family or something like that

thank youu<3

Amour de ma vie

Sirius Black x fem! reader

Summary: Y/n finds her boyfriend crying late at night and comforts him

Warnings: comfort, established relationship, feels, mentions of a toxic household

A/n: 0.9k words, aww thank you x hope you like it 💛

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You patted the bed beside you, frowning as you realised Sirius was no longer there. Opening your eyes you look around the dorm room, James was sprawled out snoring softly on his stomach, Peter was not there either, but then you saw the flick of a tail which you tried not to giggle at, and finally Remus was under his covers reading as you could see the faint light through his blanket

You shuffled out of the bed, heading over to Remus and accidently scaring the boy half to death as you whisper “Moony?”

You hear a small gasp followed by a groan as you are certain he just wacked himself in the face with the book before he peels off the covers

“Hi” he cringes but then it turns to concern “You okay?” he asks cringles forming on his forehead 

“Yeah I’m fine just…” you bite your lip looking over at the empty bed “…you didn’t happen to see where Sirius went? I would have thought the bathroom but the doors open” 

Remus sits up, eyes blinking to adjust when you shiver, noticing the window was open “That’s strange…” he says as you both peer at the window, birdseed scattered across the sill

You hum in agreement “I’ll go check the common room” you give him a small smile starting to head out

He returns it before calling out “Y/n love?” 

You turn back around “Yeah?” you reply hugging yourself

“Can you close the window? I'd do it but my leg is dead from sitting like this for the last three hours” he lets out a small chuckle

You smile moving over to close the window then to Remus “Lift your legs up” you instruct him, he looks a little confused but does as you say, watching as you slip a pillow under his legs “That should help” you guide his legs to lay over the pillow, gently bent

“Thanks” he gives you a grateful look 

“Anytime” you say before heading off, giggling quietly as you look back to see Remus pulling the blanket over him and doing a little happy dance as he starts reading once more

Walking down to the common room you stop at the balcony, deciding to check the room from up there so you didn’t have to climb back up if you didn't need to. You were about to give up and go back to the dorm, maybe join Remus reading until he returned, when you heard it.

A sniffle

You felt yourself fill with worry, Sirius never cried, so if this was him then something really bad must have happened.

Softly descending the steps, you shuffled over to the couches, your heart breaking as you saw your boyfriend crying with his head in his hands.

He hears the creak in the floorboards, frantically wiping the tears before looking up, relaxing instantly as he realises it’s just you

“Hi” you smile sadly, moving kneel in front of him, hands finding his knees

His tears continue to flow, voice raspy from crying and it kills you to know he must have been down here for a while “Hey”

“You wanna talk about it?” you ask, eyes flicking to what looks like a pile of ripped up howlers, and a bunch of half open letters

He follows your eyes, shaking his head as he sniffs again “Hug?” he pouts at you

You stand up and move to straddle his legs. His head buries itself into the crook of your neck as soon as your settled on his lap, fresh hot tears beginning to wet the skin as his arms wrap around you, hands clutching to your shirt so tightly, almost like he’s afraid you’ll disappear

You kiss his hair, fingers moving to caress it and letting your nails gently scratch his scalp in the way you know he loves. His nose nuzzles deeper into your neck but you can tell he’s still tense.

You let your eyes flick to the letters, you recognised the seal, all from his parents, and from the closest you could read the horrible words they wrote…merlin only only knows what they screamed at him through the howlers, even then you doubted merlin would want to know

After a few more seconds you beginning to hum gently, the first few notes are a little off but then you get into a pretty rhythm.

His sniffling seems to stop as he tries to figure out what you're doing before you feel his cheeks rise and his body melt into yours. You were humming his song, the one he always listened to when he was in need of comfort, and he one he played in his room back home before he gained the courage to run away

You would have sung but you didn’t know the lyrics well having only heard it a few times, and they were also in French. Sirius may have been an ABBA man but this song reminded him of a younger Black brother, reminded him of time when he and his brother were just that…brothers. Before the purist politics, before the abuse, before the constant fighting, heartbreak and emotional manipulation, before he abandoned the brother he still loved with all his heart

You remained in that position for a long time, humming the song in a soft loop while his tears dried and his mood began to lift. He pulls away from your neck, hand cupping your cheek as you continued humming, eyes fluttering shut at his touch.

He could tell you were growing sleepy, so he shifted around to lay on the couch, your head on his chest and his arms wrapping around you loosely. The letters, that you would hold his hand whilst burning later that morning, long forgotten and crushed by your tangled legs

Your humming becomes lazier until eventually it fades away completely and you fall asleep. Sirius isn't long behind you, only awake enough to softly kiss the top of your head and whisper

“Night, amour de ma vie”

Thank you for reading 💛

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book shop AU with... fred weasley?

Call me anytime

Fred Weasley x fem! reader

Bookshop AU

Summary: Fred wanders into a bookshop looking to pick up a book and ends up getting picked up himself

Warnings: swearing, meet cute, strangers to love interests, nervous freddie, first meeting

A/n: 0.9k words, I couldn't help but make it wolfstars daughter running the shop but they aren't in it just mentioned x thanks for the request, hope you like it 💛

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You sat on the ground behind the counter, sorting through some of the books that had been placed in the donate basket, that would either be either be gifted to the school, or placed in the back section for the book club which used your shop ever Thurday night. You heard the bell signalling someone entering but you didn’t check, it was probably one of your regulars or someone browsing whilst waiting on the train

While you were on the ground, Fred looked around the shop warily. All he’d ever saw was the sign for Lupin-Black books but he’d never come in. It looked so welcoming and cozy but he just wasn’t all that much into books, instead he was here to pick up a book. Ron had ordered one special for Hermione, a first edition, and since he was busy with work he asked Fred to get it for him

Waling over towards the counter, he peered deeper into the shop but he couldn’t see anyone “Hello?” he extends the start, tone a little confused

Your ears perked up at the voice, it was rather nice, of course you couldn’t see their face but you hoped it and them were just as lovely…oh and didn’t mind a minor heart attack

You moved to a crouched position before popping up seamlessly “Hi” you smile, holding back your giggle as the rather tall ginger stumbles backwards into a display

“Fuck me” Fred clutches his chest in shock before realising the mess he just made "I’m so sorry” he starts scrambling to pick up the books, leaning on the table as he does and only knocks off more “Shit…fuck…sorry for saying shit and fuck” he apologies looking up towards the counter

But you just giggle and it’s the sweetest sound he’d ever heard, not to mention you were beautiful and suddenly, Fred Weasley, the flirt, the joker of his school, was uncharacteristically flustered in your presence

“It’s okay, it was kind of my fault for popping up”

He chuckles “I can help...for fucks sake” he gestures to the books, cursing under his breath as one decides it would rather be with its brethren on the floor at that exact moment

“It’s alright, really" you assure him "So, what can I do for you?”

He was quite pretty himself, tall, and beyond cute with his little rosy cheeks

“Do for me?” he repeats, looking in thought for a moment before his eyes lit up “Oh! I’m here to pick up a book” he walks over to the counter

You see him looking over your figure now he’s close, eyes lingering in some areas which makes you smile.

Crouching down you, grab the small basket of held books and place them on the counter “Name?” you inquire

“Name…my name?” he points to himself and you can see the internal cringe

“For the book” you hold up the top one, a kind smile on your face

His cheeks tint red “Weasley”

You nod, flicking through to find it. Your smile had faltered though, you knew this was a gift for his girlfriend as you were asked if you could wrap it and put a very cute nerdy reference as the buyer said she would get.

Picking it out, you begin writing out the small card, a thank you for purchasing “Your girlfriends going love it” you comment, finishing off the note

He tilts his head, looking surprised 

“Huh?” 

You look up at him and become a little amused as you listen to the most adorable ramble 

“It’s not for me, it’s for my brother’s girlfriend. I don’t have one. Hermione is sweet and all but she’s a bookworm...not that a bookworm is bad, she’s just not my type she more like my sister and bookworms are cute, just not her type of bookworm…Anyway this is for Ron, I’m Fred, or you can call me Freddie…ginger…strange man that destroyed your shop and made a fool of himself” he laughs nervously “You can call me anything you want…anytime you want” he mumbles the last part, cheeks positively blazing

You felt a little bad for him but at the same time this also confirmed he was very much single, and most likely fancied you too. You grabbed another bit of paper, writing down your name, home number and the shops number, along with a message: You can call me anytime x – that cute girl from the bookshop that watched you destroy her shop and was an adorably cute fool

You place it on top of Ron’s recipe and hand him the book “Here you go Freddie” 

Fred eyes sparkle at the name and he wanted nothing more than to ask you out, but after that embarrassing display he figured he probably had no shot

He flashes a smile “Thank you” he holds up the book and begins to walk out, stopping mid opening of the door to your voice

“Remember to read the little notes” you say as you really didn’t want him to give both to Ron and then girl, Hermione, to think her Weasley was flirting with you and not her future brother in law

“Sure thing” he nods walking out of the shop and you smile to yourself, sitting back down to return to sorting the books

It took less than five minutes before you got a call…yes, he did sprint down the street to the nearest payphone just to call you

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Hello! Congrats on your 1k!!!! You totally deserve it!If I am not to late could I request a I should breathe a little bit softer- with a royal au Fred Weasley x fem! Reader please? Thank you!!!! Congrats again lovely 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Be silly like this with me forever

Prince! Fred Weasley x fem! princess! reader

Royal AU

Summary: As children they once played together, made promises about their futures together, now all grown up, Fred intends to keep the most important promise they made

Warnings: childhood best friends to almost strangers to lovers, swearing, light angst but not really x

A/n: 1.2k words, thank you! Love royal au, love freddie x enjoy!

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“You think...she’ll have changed a lot?” Fred wonders out loud as he awaits your arrival

George hums “Probably, I mean we somehow got taller, and finally figured out how to gain muscle” he pats his brothers’ arm, causing Fred to playfully hit his arm “Last we saw her she was twelve we were like what, thirteen? Six years is a long time…not to mention eighteen is prime marrying age eh?” he nudges his elbow with his twins

Fred lets out a laugh “We were best friends Georgie” he shakes his head, acting cool yet his heart raced at the idea “Last time I saw her I’d pushed her into mud” 

“Well she ain’t covered in mud now” George smirks, spotting you coming in “Little Y/n isn’t so little anymore” he nods in your direction

Fred’s head snaps to the door. You had changed so much, gone were the trousers and boyish clothes you used to steal from him and wear, now a beautiful gown adorned your body. You were taller, all grown up just like him, well like him on the outside anyway.

He could just hear the conversation you were having with his elder brother, your voice soft, words proper. Were you the same girl who once cursed and helped him pull pranks? Or did you grow up in these years apart, forget all the silliness you and he shared in your youth?

“Hello there, long time to see” 

He was so caught up in his thoughts to notice you were no longer talking with Percy but now you standing in front of him whilst George greeted you

“Hi!” he says a little too excitedly before holding in his cringe, scared you were going to scold him like he knew his mother would

But you didn’t, in fact you laughed “Nice to see you too Freddie” you say with an amused smile

Freddie

He meets your eyes, damming George in the back of his mind for being right. The nickname rolling off your tongue like it was yesterday, of course when you were younger the name was fine but now you were older it could be considered inappropriate.

He didn’t mind it at all, George who had already pretended Charlie had called him didn’t mind either, but he couldn’t act the way he did when he was younger around you anymore, he'd never risk ruining your reputation

“How have you been?” he inquires, trying to remain proper

You move to stand next to him, looking over the small crowd, a healthy foot between you, a distance that was one foot too far for Fred

“I’ve been well. How have you and your family been?” you ask but your tones changed, it’s returned to the one he heard mere minutes ago with Percy

He takes a breath

“We’re doing grand, I’ve been grand” he replies, fingers fiddling behind his back “How is your family, forgive me for not inquiring” he closed his eyes for a moment 

Merlin he really was thirteen again and clearly forgetting simple etiquette, as his brain racked whether it would be improper to tell you he missed you, ask if you missed him, if you remembered all the promises you one made as naïve children...very improper Fred

He had been so caught up in his thoughts he didn’t heard a word you said “Beg your pardon?” he says when you finish, hearing the inflection in your tone so he takes a shot it was a question

His heart hurts as your smile has faded “Nothing” you shake your head “If you’ll excuse me I must see to my mother, she’ll be expecting me” with that you bow your head and curtsy

Fred gracelessly done the same just after you turn to leave “Fuck” he curses to himself

He stands there for a good few minutes before when he sees you break away to go around the garden for some air.

He quickly moves to stop his brother from following “I’ll escort her” he grips his arm to which Percy looks at him then his arm

Fred lets go awkwardly 

“If you insist brother”  

With that Percy took his leave and Fred hurried as subtly as he could to the gardens. He spotted you soon enough, holding the petals of a flower in your hand, smiling brightly

“Hello” he greets as he draws closer “Lovely day” 

Lovely day? Lovely day? That’s all we could come up with?

“Very lovely day” you give him a confused smile

Trust him, even Fred was confused at his actions, he was normally so smooth around people

“I thought Percy was escorting me?” 

His heart dropped “No he had some business with Charlie, is there a problem? I can retrieve my sister if that would make things more comfortable” he offers

Your expression doesn’t change and he hates it, he couldn’t read you anymore 

“No, that won't be necessary” you have him the smallest of smiles “However if myself and Percy are to be wed we must spend time with one another” you inform him

If his heart could drop further it did, smashing in front of him “What?” he says a little loudly but you don’t flinch at his tone “When...how…what?” he couldn’t process it

“My parents and your parents think we are a good match now I’m of age. They’ve always spoke of joining our kingdoms” you say like it was obvious

“They have, but Percy?” he shakes his head “You can’t marry Percy!” he half exclaims, thankful for the lack of servants nearby

Your eyebrows knit together, a small pout on your face all he could think about was kissing, merlin you were killing him here

“Why not?”

“Why? Because you and Percy are the opposite of a good match" he looks at you bewildered "And...and if you’re going to marry a Weasley I’ll be damned if it isn’t me just like we promised when we were little!”

He was breathing heavy, had you really forgotten? He tried to read your expression but yet again nothing, nothing until a smirk grew on your face

“One” you hold up a finger “I knew the real Freddie hadn’t been beaten out of you” 

His puzzled expression softens into a smile, you were still you, beautiful, be it evil genius, you

“Two” you hold up another “Told ya my poker face would get good” you start giggling

The way your shoulders relax, laughing like you did’t care you sees, adorning that cheeky grin made him fall all over again, just had he done when he was thirteen

“The look on your face!” you clap your hands together before attempting to compose yourself

He lets out a relieved laugh “I swear if there was a puddle of mud nearby you’d be in it” he threatens light-heartedly

“Prince Fredrick Gideon Pretty Boy Weasley!” you fake a gasp and he grins “You would throw a respectable young Princess in the mud?” you cross your arms, nose turning up yet the small smirk peaks through

“Oh but I’m not throwing a respectable young princess in the mud now am I?” he challenges “I’m be throwing my future wife”

Your eyes light up but you stick to the skit “Who says I’ll marry you? Percy and Charlie are still single, and Charlie is rumoured to have a pet dragon” you shrug

“Would you marry me if asked?” he asks softly, tone no longer teasing but dead serious

Your expression softens too “I believe I answered that question when we were seven and eight” you reply, suddenly looking a little shy whilst his heart explodes

“Shall we take a proper turn around the gardens then?” he holds out his arm and you take it, beginning to walk when he stops you “Would it be highly inappropriate if I asked to…” his eyes drift down to your lips

“Yes it would” you nod unlinking your arms and taking his hand properly instead “Highly…” you move a little closer “… inappropriate” 

He smirks, licking his lips and leaning down, letting your noses brush “Promise me one more thing for old times’ sake” he whispers

“Anything”

“Never change, be silly like this with me forever” he cups your cheek, thumb tracing the apple

You smile “Promise” you mumble against his lips before capturing them

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What have I done

From Remus' point of view

Dark! Killer! Remus Lupin x fem! reader

Summary: Remus has been hunting down a group of friends for revenge and his own amusement until he was down to his final victim, y/n. Who, much to his fortune, comes straight to him…

Warnings: dark fic, murder, death, serial killing, blood, violence, mentions of not eating, grief and sex, mixture between disturbing and sad, slightly naive reader

A/n: 2.7k words, Remus’ pov, it’s a lot darker than the first linked below, again I hope I did a good job, this was so interesting to write. I tagged those who said they were interested in remus' pov below

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“Rem” 

Remus woke to a serene voice followed by a hand on his shoulder and gentle shake. He groans, scrunching up his face as he opens his eyes. He knew it was you from your voice, your scent, but he played pretend

“Y/n?” he adds some inflection

His eyes wander over your body, you were only in a nightdress. The colour suiting your skin perfectly, goosebumps covering your arms from the cold state of the room, not that he felt it being a wolf and all, however he did let his eyes linger on your chest briefly

“Hi” you even sounded so vulnerable and he’d be a liar if he didn’t enjoy the effect his stare had on you, the way you tugged your lip between your teeth

“What…What are you doing here?” he wonders, propping himself up

He could see the fear in your eyes, not directed at him of course but something else, something your innocent self didn’t realise was sitting right in front of you 

“Are you okay?” he asks softly, ignoring the dull ache in his chest he always had around you

You shake your head “No...I’m really scared” you half whimper, climbing over his lap and letting your head fall into the crook of his neck

“There, there” he pats the back of your head, a small smile on his face whilst he feels the tears soak his skin

Your hair was soft, freshly washed and the smell overwhelmed Remus’ senses. You always did smell amazing, but it also made him weak and conflicted…almost angry. How could someone like you, so sweet on the outside do something so horrible, the irony of course wasn’t lost on him but at least he had a reason for killing. 

You and your little friends killed a family of wolves, a small pack that Remus would go visit to make him feel less of a monster. That night he had been going to see them when he saw Regulus hugging Pandora, Barty leading the way with his wand for light and Evan dragging a shaking you. All of your reeked of their scent, their blood, and your hands as well as the front of your clothes were soaked in it

He killed Barty first, making sure he knew it was coming. Stalking was a thrill Remus didn’t expect, he knew this was his werewolf side, the side that had always craved blood, a side unlocked by the want dare say need for vengeance. He left Barty in a hallway as a warning of what was to come, it wasn’t intended, the Slytherin put up quite the fight dragging himself down the empty hallway slowly bleeding out before finally succumbing to the inevitable

Pandora was easy, he could have made it an accident, the girl was bound to kill herself eventually with those experiments of hers, but then he could smell the wolfs blood in one of her new inventions, and he was overcome with anger. Leaving her in her dorm to be found the following morning. 

Evan was a prefect and he had fun with that, every night during rounds he would steal James’ cloak to play with him. Eventually leaving his torn apart body in a classroom for you and Regulus to find the next morning 

Speaking of, Regulus was a conflicting one, his best friends’ brother. Yet, this was also a brother that shunned Sirius, made his friend feel guilty for being a good person and not conforming to their parents’ views. Perhaps he was doing his friend a favour, Regulus was doomed anyway and he was responsible for killing innocent animals, the world was better without him.

Sirius was devasted, so much he barely ate and they made special arrangements to let him go back to the Potters. Remus felt some remorse but his friend would recover eventually, realise he was better off

Finally there was you. Now how was he was going to kill you. So far he had used a knife, or his claws…once his teeth, all were gory, painful and slow, so they could feel the pain those wolves felt

“Let it out” he tells you, voice calm and soothing, a sharp contrast to his mind as he debated

“I..I…” your breathing is ragged

You pull back from his neck, wiping your eyes like a child would, or even a little bunny, he thinks...mind chuckling darkly at the idea of a naive little bunny on the big bad wolfs lap

“I think they’re coming for me next” your voice wavers and cracks to the point he almost pity’s you

He tilts his head “What makes you think that?” he tries to mask his amusement, the irony of you coming to him for comfort, yet, the ache in his chest needs a harder suppressor as your tears stream down your pretty cheeks

You ramble on and on. Remus can’t figure out what in sweet Godric you’re trying to tell him, just random words every now and again, mostly consisting of, the treehouse, the woods and his name

“Hey…hey” he cups your cheeks, thumbs gently squishing your soft skin, putting an end to your babbles

You look at him with those eyes, ones he could even convince himself you really were as innocent and sweet as he used to think they were

“I’m going to get you some water, okay?” he tells you, needing time to think about what he was going to do, how he was going to do this

“Okay” you continue to sniffle but he feels you relaxing under his touch

He moves you off of his lap with ease before heading into the bathroom. He didn’t close the door since you couldn’t see it from the bed, but he avoided looking at himself in the mirror, instead kneeling down to look into the cabinet  

Picking up a glass, he spotted a small vial in the back, draught of peace. Himself and Sirius used to make it to help them sleep, but this was a batch that went wrong, one that when ingested would send the drinker into a irreversible, almost death like sleep

He grabbed it, placing a few drops into the cup before filling it with water. That ache in his chest couldn’t be contained, out of all the victims you were going to be the hardest, but he had to brush it off, he couldn’t spend too much time in the bathroom or you may grow suspicious

Coming back into the room he gives you a small smile, handing you the glass “Here” 

You take it from him favourably “Thank you” your voice was so sweet and as he sat down he watched as you slowly sipped the contents

After a few moments of watching, you look less panicked with made sense, the potion often used to soothe agitation as well as for sleep

You turn to him with the purest look he’s ever seen “Can you hold me?” you take a breath, he can hear your heart pounding “Like…could I stay here tonight?” 

His heart was also racing, you were going to die, in all senses of the word, in your killers’ arms. He guessed in a way it was, poetic. Without a word he takes the glass out of your hands, calculating how long you had left. From what he read in 5th year, your heart would slow until it was a crawl…then it would almost stop completely, beating less than a couple of times an hour, leaving you in a sort of suspended animation

“Come here” he says moving down on the bed, opening his arms and letting you crawl into them

As his arms wrap around you, his heart warms and his body acts from his heart while his head remains in a growing, yet logical, turmoil. His fingers tracing the small of your back and where your nightdress ends, your pheromones filling the air around him

“So, what were you trying to tell me?” he asks

Looking down at you, his head is questioning why he feels so guilty, he never felt bad about any of his other kills, in fact he enjoyed them better than any other pleasure, so why does his chest hurt?

“I think I’m next. And I think it's to do with something my friends did last month” 

He nods along, visions of the scene flashing in his mind whilst he listens to you explain. He really didn’t know himself what happened, all he knew was it was your fault, maybe this was the closure he needed to go back to normal

“You see we were going to a Slytherin party but Evan and Barty had this idea to blow it off and go to our treehouse in the woods instead. Which was fine, I don’t really like parties…but…” 

His eyes flick to his shirt, your fingers teasing to him as they played with the fabric. He takes less than a second to think about what it was doing to him, he didn’t have long before the potion would take effect so he needed to push you, but as lightly as he could

“But?” he coaxes

“Well we were sitting and they heard some howls, you know from the pack of friendly wolfs deep in the forest?” you say but you aren’t looking at him, were you ashamed? Still scared?

These questions weren’t at the forefront of his mind though, it was the way you used the term, friendly, that created a pit in his stomach

He lets out a forced hum “Yeah, I’ve heard of them” he tries to keep his voice steady and calm, not even he knew the emotion he was feeling in that moment

“Well Evan wanted to go see them and Bart follows him everywhere so he wanted to as well, then Pans said she wanted to study them, and finally Reg was just going to go to make sure they didn’t do anything stupid” he can hear the sadness in your voice. He had been comforting you for the last month, seen your reaction after each death. 

The first he found you crying in the corridor, he knew it was dangerous to let himself get close but it also made him less likely to be a suspect, besides it was like something called him to you and he found himself holding you as you cried.

Pandora complete destroyed you, he watched as you didn’t eat or leave your bed for almost two days until he convinced you to. Evan you were upset but he could see the numbness setting in, like a pain that’s been so bad and constant for so long you just get used to it, no longer effecting you so you start to drift along with it, maybe even accept it. 

He saw your reaction to Regulus’ body and he knew, he knew that you understood what was going to happen next. The fear coating every feature of that once happy face, the lifelessness in your being around everyone, everyone but him. With him, you still had that light, a small flicker of the person you used to be, a flicker he could either reignite or blow out for good

“They left shortly after and I stayed for a few minutes, but I...I got scared up there alone so I followed them” 

Remus’ eyes drifted away from your face and into the room, heart climbing into his throat and he found himself holding you tighter

“If…if…” you struggle to get it out at first “If I had known what was going to happen I would have forced them to stay...or maybe never left” 

His heart stopped, recalling the events in his head. You were the only one with blood on you, blood on your hands. You couldn’t have killed five wolfs yourself, and from his small investigation it was most likely a spell that was used to cut them…which meant

She didn’t do it

“Remus” he hears you like a echo in his mind

She was just trying to help them

“Rem” he hears it again

She's innocent

He snaps out of it as he feels you shift, pulling his head to face youu before he feels you fall into space between his arm and chest. It was starting, you were fading away

He moves to lean on his elbow, holding him as he leaned slightly over you “Yeah?” his free hand brushes a hair from your face, he needed to see your face

“I didn’t just come here because I was scared I’m going to die” you confess and he feels confused “I wanted to tell you something...in case I never get another chance”

No

He cups your cheek, fingers smoothing the hair by your ear while his thumb caressed it. His heart thumped in his chest, a mixture of anticipation and fear flowing through him at what you were going to say next

“Rem you’ve been there for me this past month, comforting me and the time we spend together means everything to me” 

You smaller hand cups his, the smallest of smiles on your face as you speak. The pain in his chest grows, the reasons why you were the hardest victim becoming clear

Please no

“But even before I always admired you from afar…I just never knew how to approach you"

He thought he was the only one, he thought you had never noticed him until the day after Barty’s death, yet you had, and like him had wondered how to bridge that gap between your worlds 

His eyes flick down to your bitten lip then return to your eyes "I know it’s dark and twisted, but I’m happy I got to spend this time with you...even if it was these circumstances which brought us together”

He felt his heart swell with pride at that, maybe you knew deep down he was a monster, knew he was now the cause of Hogwarts fear, and maybe, just maybe, you could love him. The proud, warm feeling was fleeting as your eyes fluttered closed and your upper face looked strained for a moment. Even if you did love him, like he was sure now that he loved you, it was too late

“I know you might not feel the same…but I need you to know. I love you” 

Lycanthropy wasn’t his curse, nor was the blood lust, this was. He pulls you closer, hoping he got the dosage wrong, hoping his past self didn’t mess up the potion

“Rem I feel really tired” 

This is what dying feels like, was the thought that ran through his mind, he could hear your heart slowing down, getting weaker

He cradles you, the tears flowing down his cheeks. Karma was a funny thing, all this time he thought he was the bringer of it yet his punishment was to watch you die, watch the light fade from your eyes, knowing he was the one to put it out

“Y/n?” 

He tries to keep you awake, but it’s no use. Your eyes keep closing, a smile on your face as you look at him, eyes full of love. Your body and your life was fading but the love stayed, that was never ending

“Rem I…” love you 

He finishes in his head just as your eyes close for good. Your heart was like a tap, dripping slower and slower. He presses his forehead to yours, bodies flush. His tears hitting your cheeks as he feels your body go limp, desperately hoping you’ll come back but as he grips your fallen hand in his it’s already getting cold

“What have I done” he whispers looking at you, a smile still painted on your face, a smile that would stay for all entirety

You died loving him, died in his arms. Never knowing that he loved you back, that he wanted you, would have protected you…would have never done what he just did if he had known

“Please come back” he pleads kissing your lips “Please y/n…I love you…please don’t leave me” he pecks them again, like this was some fairytale and not a nightmare, like true love could really save you

The stages of grief are different for everyone but Remus was feeling a mixture of it all at once

Denial that you were really gone because your heart was still there, tapping every couple of seconds…but he knew those seconds were getting longer.

Anger at himself for killing the one thing he knew would have brought happiness to his life, that he just killed the love of his life.

Depression knowing you never get to live, never laugh again, that he’ll never hear your voice again…that the last name on your lips was his

Acceptance that everything has a cost, and his cost of vengeance was you.

But then there was bargaining, a way to change it, reverse it…get the potion out of your system

“I can fix this” 

Thank you for reading 💛

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A/n: I feel like the ending is morbidly hopeful, I do know in my head what happens after, but this felt like a good place to end x

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Congratulations on the milestone!!!

I should breathe a little bit softer - Send me an AU along with a character and I'll write a lil blurb (royal au, soulmate, muggle, band etc)

Okay so this is a strange au idea and it's okay if you don't wanna write it or if it's not your kind of thing but like a horror au with Remus Lupin where reader and remus are good friends and hes been comforting her the past while as her friend group has been targeted by a serial killer and she's the last one left. Just like a little confrontation scene where she finds out that it's been remus this whole time.

I get that this is a weird and perhaps difficult request so you can just leave it if you want or change up the au how you see fit?

What have I done

Dark! killer! Remus Lupin x fem! reader

Horror/Serial Killer AU

Summary: Y/n goes to her friend for comfort, scared that she will be Hogwarts latest victim…little does she know the killer is a lot closer than she thinks

Warnings: dark fic, mentions of murder, death, and serial killings, mixture of disturbing and sad, slightly naive reader

A/n: 1.4k words, thank you! Okay so, it’s the same lines but it’s not really a confrontation, I’ve made it more tragic and sad as this was where my brain went so I followed it. I gave it my best shot, not sure how I feel about it but I hope it's okay xx

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You hugged yourself as you made your way along the hall towards Remus’ dorm. The entire day you felt like someone was stalking you, watching your every move as if you were their prey, a lamb ready for slaughter.

A month ago, your friends were telling Barty that he was being overdramatic and paranoid about feeling the same way you were at present, then a day later he showed up dead, murdered in the middle of a hallway. The school had barely gotten over that tragedy when Pandora was killed only a week later, followed by Evan, and then finally Regulus last week.

You were sure you were next, Regulus had a theory it had something to do with the party last month, a party the five of you attended before Barty and Evan dragged you out into the woods

Letting yourself into the dorm you found the other beds empty, with all the murders, James wouldn’t leave Lily’s side, Peter guarded the other girls' dorm, and Sirius had taken off, allowed to return to the Potters after his brother’s death.

Remus was fast asleep, soft snores coming from him as you kneeled on the bed “Rem” you place your hand on his shoulder, shaking him gently to wake him

He groans, face crunching up so cutely as he comes too, eyes narrow, squinting at your figure “Y/n?” he wonders

“Hi” you greet

You bite your lip, heat coming to your face as Remus scans your body, wishing you had something more than a nightdress on as it was rather cold

“What...what are you doing here?” he asks sitting up, looking confused before he sees the frantic look in your eyes “Are you okay?” he raises an eyebrow

You shake your head “No...I’m really scared” you confess climbing over his lap and hugging him tightly

Remus had been a good friend to you, you had always noticed him from afar but after Barty’s death he found you crying in the corridors and you finally spoke to him. He was sweet, didn’t mind you leaving a micture of snot and tears on his robes, nor did he mind you coming to him for comfort on more than one occasion.

It was strange, there was something, mysterious dare say dark about him but you found yourself falling for him, you felt oddly safe around him

“There, there” he pats the back of your head whilst you cry into the crook of his neck “Let it out” he tells you, voice calm and soothing 

“I..I…” you try to speak as you pull back, wiping your cheeks with the back of your hands “I think they’re coming for me next” you sob, voice wavering and cracking

He tilts his head “What makes you think that?” he coaxes, looking somewhere between concerned and interested but you really couldn’t see him anymore with constant flow of tears

You start trying to explain but it comes out an incoherent ramble Remus can’t make heads or tails of

“Hey…hey” he cups your cheeks, ending your babbles “I’m going to get you some water, okay?”

“Okay” you sniffle, letting him lift you off his lap and onto the bed beside him

Remus then leaves and goes into the bathroom, coming back with a small glass of water a few moments later

“Here” he gives you a half smile

“Thank you” you say returning his with a full one, gripping the glass with both hands and taking small sips

A few moments pass and you've have calmed down for the most part but there was a pit in your stomach, a sense of something impending in the air “Can you hold me?" you ask "Like...could I stay here tonight?"

His face flashes with something, too quick to register but he lifts the half empty glass from you rather quickly and places it on his bedside table before laying down, opening his arms for you to crawl into

“Come here” he hithers

You shift down and burry your head into his chest, feeling safe as his arms wrap around you, one drawing shapes on your back as the other traces over where the hem of your nightdress and bare thigh meet

“So, what were you trying to tell me?” he looks down at you, eyes almost sad, like he's worried about you

“I think I’m next. And i think it's to do with something my friends did last month” you begin while Remus listens intently, nodding along “You see we were going to a Slytherin party but Evan and Barty had this idea to blow it off and go to our treehouse in the woods instead. Which was fine, I don’t really like parties…but…” you begin to fiddle with his shirt

“But?” he extends the syllables

“Well we were sitting and they heard some howls, you know from the pack of friendly wolfs deep in the forest?” you say, eyes fixed on Remus’ chest

He hums “Yeah, I’ve heard of them” he says a little tense but you don’t pay any mind to it, continuing on

“Well Evan wanted to go see them and Bart follows him everywhere so he wanted to as well, then Pans said she wanted to study them, and finally Reg was just going to go to make sure they didn’t do anything stupid”

You explain, sniffling at you do, it hurt to say their names

“They left shortly after and I stayed for a few minutes, but I...I got scared up there alone so I followed them” Remus’ grip on you tightened “If…if…”

You catch your breath, tears in your eyes as you remember the sight you found them in. Four looking over a small family of wolfs, all dead on the floor...they never told you what happened, you even tried to help one but they dragged you away

“If I had known what was going to happen I would have forced them to stay...or maybe never left” you finish

Peering up at him, he looked sad, maybe even heartbroken at your speech, but he wasn't looking at you, he was looking deep into the room, almost like he was thinking

“Remus” you try gain his attention “Rem” you shift upwards, hands coming to tilt his face towards you before you fall into the space between in arm and chest, beginning to feel a little tired

He looks down at you, propping himself up to look down at you “Yeah?” his hand comes to push a stray hair from your face

Something felt...wrong, like you were running out of time

“I didn’t just come here because I was scared I’m going to die” his eyebrow raises “I wanted to tell you something...in case I never get another chance”

His hand cups your cheek, fingers smoothing the hair by your ear while his thumb caressed your cheek

“Rem you’ve been there for me this past month, comforting me and the time we spend together means everything to me”

Your hand moves over his larger one, a small smile on your face as his eyebrows knit and move upwards, lips parting

“But even before I always admired you from afar…” his eyes widen in surprise “…I just never knew how to approach you" you chew on your lip for a moment "I know it’s dark and twisted, but I’m happy I got to spend this time with you...even if it was these circumstances which brought us together”

You close your eyes, feeling light headed before opening them again, greeted with Remus looking a little…well you couldn’t place the emotion, all you could see with his eyes becoming glassy and watering as you continue, voice slowly getting quieter

“I know you might not feel the same…but I need you to know. I love you” his hand moves on your cheek as yours slips down, his fingers gripping into your hair line a tighter as tears threatened to fall “Rem I feel really tired” 

You feel your breaths becoming shorter, everything fading out but Remus’ heartbroken face…his arms cradling you close to him

“Y/n?” his voice is broken

You give him what you hope is a smile, eyes fuzzy and beginning to flutter closed, only opening with every small shake Remus gives you

“Rem I…” you never finish, eyes so heavy you can't open them, feeling the energy fainting from your body as you lose consciousness

The last thing you felt was your body flush against his before everything fell quiet and you started to feel cold

Then nothing except the faint echo of his voice

“What have I done”

Thank you for reading 💛

A/n: I did have an alternive ending for this which could be considerably darker from Remus' pov so if anyone wants to read that then let me know x

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[robynlilyblack]

Congratulations on 1k!🥳

Can't believe she's gone - insecure!reader x sirius where she says negative things about herself and he goes like stop saying that about yourself and just pure fluff

I hope I did this right lol

<3

Silly

Sirius Black x fem! insecure! reader

Summary: On a hot day, y/n feels insecure about her body

Warnings: swearing, reader having insecurities, reader has stretch marks, talks about her stomach looking pudgy in her clothes but no specific weight is mentioned, established relationship, comfort

A/n: 1k words, Thank you! I hope you like it, enjoy x

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“I look silly” you say mostly to yourself as you leave the bathroom

It was a hot day, too hot really, and with the heat beating down into your apartment Sirius suggested you go out instead, find a nice shaded spot at park, charm your drinks to stay cold and have a little picnic. Problem was you felt so self-conscious in the shorts and a vest you put on for going out

“What looks…ow…silly darlin?” Sirius asks, yelping slightly as he hits his head on the upper shelf of the cupboard he is raking through “Knew it was in here, remember that sunscreen Lily charmed to be all day and we said we’d never use it because we are night owl hermits? Well I guess we did find a use...looks like we owe Moony”

He chuckles holding it up. He then turns to look at you, a smirk playing on his lips

“Lookin’ hot darlin” his eyes trail down your figure but then he sees the unease in your face “What’s wrong?” he walks over, placing the bottle down on the table as he does “Not comfy? I’m sure we can find you something else” he suggests, even if he thought you looked gorgeous, your comfort was the priority

“I feel silly” you admit

“Why?” his hands find your hips, thumbs creeping up under your shirt to softly caress the skin

“The shorts let everyone see my stretch marks, the vest makes my tummy look all…” you start gesturing to your stomach “…my boobs look weird and…I just look bad” you sigh

You didn’t inherently hate your body, but summer always brought out your insecurities. You were a jumpers and cosy cardigan kind of person, so when the time came to wear the bare minimum in public you felt so self-conscious

“You don’t look silly, you look adorable” he squeezes your hips before letting go and kneeling down “No one is going to be looking at these” he runs his hands up your thighs, brushing over your marks “and if they do they’ll only see how beautiful they are”

“Stop it” you whisper, scrunching up your nose to stop the tears

“No” he kisses the marks “I’ll never stop until you see what I see” he promises, kissing the marks on your other leg

“Siri” you try to push him away but he gently hits your inner thigh 

He tuts “Let me worship you” he eyes you before beginning to pepper kisses over the area

You felt guilty for being so insecure, he loved you so much yet you still struggled to love yourself…but you were getting there as he stood back up

“Your boobs look great” he smirks down as his hands glide up and playfully push them together

You let out a giggle at that “You’re still 15 at heart, aren’t you?” you shake your head as he continues to play with them

He nods unashamed “Loved them when we were 15 and I love them now” he says simply, pecking your lips

You start smiling but it fades as his hand touches your stomach through the vest 

“You don’t look pudgy” he shakes his head, fingers gliding over the clothed area

You give him a sad smile “Maybe not now when I’m standing but look…” you move to sit on the bed “…see…” you frown at your stomach “…pudge” you pout

He chuckles and you glare at him “Sorry” he covers his mouth “Sorry you just looked sounded so cute when you said pudge like that” he tries to defend his actions, although you knew and he knew you weren’t truly mad, just a little upset

“You don’t want to be seen all day with me like this”

You feel the bed dip as he sits beside you “Not true” he uses his finger and slips it under your chin in order to bring your head around to him “And you know it” he gives you a small smile, nudging his nose with yours "You need to stop talking bad about yourself" he whispers, it hurt him, he wished you could see how beautiful you were and until that day, even after, he would take pride in remind you

“I know” you give the smallest of nods back “I just feel…”

“Pudgy?” he suggests and you nod, scrunching your nose again “We all have pudge…look” he moves away, pulling off his shirt and squishing the fat that had bunched up while sitting “See pudge” he grins

“You still look pretty” you smile down at his stomach, he looked adorable especially when you looked up and saw that big ol’ smile of his

“Okay so this…” he places his hand over your stomach “…is pretty pudge like mine”

 “Pretty pudge?” you say half way between a giggle and a whine

“Yes, naturally beautiful” he brings his free arm up to cup your cheek “Just like you and me” he presses the skin of your cheek in gently, pushing it upwards as you start smiling “There’s my happy girl” he says quietly, like he’s saying it to himself

You lean into his touch, shifting so your legs where flush and cupping his and which was still over your stomach. As you do this the hand on your cheek encourages you to look at him again

“Now say you have pretty pudge” you stay quiet “Darlin” he kisses your nose “Say you have pretty pudge”

His tone was soft, but there was a firmness in there that really made you believe what you said next was true

“I have pretty pudge” you admit a smile growing on your face

He pecks your lips “Next tell me you have tremendous thighs, beautiful boobs and a fantastic fa…”

"Siri!"

Thank you for reading 💛

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[robynlilyblack]

I should breathe a little bit softer - Send me an AU along with a character and I'll write a lil blurb (royal au, soulmate, muggle, band etc)

Maybe Sirius Black x Reader as roommates in a muggle au?

Who we spying on?

Sirius Black x gn! reader

Muggle AU

Summary: Sirius finds his roommate in a funny position

Warnings: swearing, roommates that are a little bit in love with one another, mentions of food and eating

A/n: 0.6k words, kinda collage/modern au too since studies are mentioned, this is based off of something I actually have done, thank you for the request, enjoy x

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Sirius leant backwards, his back pressed into the chair as he stretched. He had been writing this essay for what felt like years, he had gotten up around eight this morning in order to get finished before the deadline at midnight…well 23:59

He laughed as he heard his stomach rumble, he’d been living off of snacks and coffee most of the day, so he really needed something more substantial. He wondered if you had eaten yet, he had time to make you both something before batting his eyelashes in order to convince you to proof read his work

He headed out of his room, still in his checked bottoms and vest, hair up in a messy bun and secured with a spare chopstick. He was about to head across the hall to your room when he glanced at the front door, finding you kneeling on the ground and peeking through the keyhole.

He smirks at the scene, moving silently to kneel next to you “Who we spying on?” he asks, chuckling at your little jump

“No one” you shake your head, panting gently at the fright as you tried not to admire how good he looked for too look

He noticed however, and it made his heart warm. You and he had been paired together an accident in the lease, neither of you realsing it was a shared flat...really you both should have known by how cheap it was. After little debate you both decided to just live together instead of going through the hassle of fixing the mistake.

It worked out well, you and he had a natural connection, and his feeling soon developed past that of roommates. Hedidn’t want to ruin anything by pushing you so he just decided if it happened it happened

“Really? Not even Mr no shirt across the hall?” he teases

Both of you used to have a crush on the boy, he was very attractive, but sadly his personality wasn’t as pretty. Still, Sirius loved to tease you after he had been getting his mail shirtless one day and you slipped down the stairs...and to the end of your days you'll swear it was mere coincidence

“No” you whine shoving him as you stand up “I’m waiting on food…don’t worry I got you some too”  

“You’re an angel” he grins, arm wrapping around you as he kisses your temple “But that doesn’t explain why we are sitting on the floor and looking out of the keyhole”

You subconsciously lean into his touch “Well…we don’t have a peep hole after the hockey incident and the delivery people never knock, so I can spot them coming from the stairs by looking though here” you explain turning to look at him and accidently brush your nose with his as you do

“Sorry” you let out a nervous giggle moving backwards

He just smiles, you did a lot of weirdly adorable things; he’d heard you talked to yourself whilst cooking or cleaning, he’d find you randomly laying on the floor with your eyes closed, listening to music, and once he came back from a weekend away to find you had rearranged the kitchen just make a reading nook by the window

“Never be sorry” he squeezes your shoulder before leaning forward just a little, testing the waters and when you don’t pull back he moves closer, letting your noses brush then your lips…

Knock

Knock

Knock

You both jolted at the sudden noise and scrambled to your feet, yourself a little flustered by your almost kiss while Sirius could have laughed at his luck

“You go get the cutlery and plates, I’ll open the door” he tells you with a smile and as he watches you quickly walk off he sighs before getting ready to open the door “One time they fuckin knock” 

Thank you for reading 💛

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[robynlilyblack]

congratulations on 1k!!

can i request: can’t believe she's gone - coming out as asexual to boyfriend!sirius? maybe reader is nervous he’ll break up with her, but instead he’s super loving and supportive about it? thank you and congrats again!

You can tell me anything

Sirius Black x fem! asexual! reader

Summary: Y/n comes out to her boyfriend as asexual

Warnings: swearing, mentions of eating, food and talks about sex, established realtionship, light angst but mostly fluff, like so much fluff

A/n: 1.7k words, thank you! I’m a lil nervous about this one but I hope I did a good job, enjoy xx

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Sirius led the way to his dorm happily, already eating the snacks you were bringing up, while you followed on behind feeling more than a little bit nervous.  

“I really need to stop eating while I walk…” Sirius groans, flopping backwards onto the bed “…ugh I think I have a stitch” 

You giggle at him but stand rather awkwardly just by the bed, fiddling with the opening of one of the chocolate frog packages.

He tilts his head over to look at you, eyeing you for a second before sitting up and talking rather abruptly “You alright darlin?” he asks softly but you still jump

“Fuck” you curse as the sudden jolt ripped the packet open and sent the from flying across the room

Sirius bursts out in laughter, clutching his stomach as you both watched it smack against the window before jumping out of it

“That was your fault” you whine, shoving him before plopping yourself next to him

He’s still chuckling “You have my humblest of apologies darling” he bows his head to you, smiling away

Sirius places his hand over yours “Want me to go steal you another one? Trust me there is no shame in being a chocoholic, I’ve shared a room with one for years” he assures 

You wear a little smile at that, eyes trailing down to his hand and yours, watching him interlace them.

You and Sirius had been dating for three months, and being friends prior your confessions you took things slowly. The slow pace worked for you, especially as you didn't know how he would react to you being asexual. He had been with people before you, and you were so worried he would was going to break up with you when he found out

“The chocolate isn’t the problem…although, it is a tragedy we shouldn’t tell our resident chocoholic” 

He giggles with you, smiling so brightly it hurts your heart to think that in a few minutes he may never look at you like that again

“So…” he shifts, lifting one leg onto the bed to look at you “…what’s got you down?”

You copy his movements and let your still held hands fall loosely out of each other as you play with his fingers, in a nervous habit. A small silence follows but it’s comfortable, and Sirius waits patiently for you to speak. Eventually, your head lifts and you open your mouth to say something, but as you meet his eyes nothing escapes and you sigh

“Is this got to do with what Prongs was joking about?” he asks and it was funny, how he can be both bang on the money and yet completely wrong at the same time “I’m glad we're getting to spend some alone time, just the two of us, but I didn't bring you up here to do that, truly” 

“It is and I know that, it’s…it's something else” you look down, pressing your lips together 

He gently brings his finger to your chin and lifts your headto face him “You can tell me anything” he smiles at you "I'll never judge you"

Guess it was now or never to test that

“I’m…” you take a small breath “…asexual”

Closing your eyes, you wait for the eminent break up, but nothing happens, his grip on your hand doesn’t change and he says quiet. He does chuckle as you open one eye and peak at him though but in general he just looks a little lost

He goes to speak but stops himself, like he’s trying to figure out a puzzle and you realise…

“You don’t know what that means, do you?” you say, nose scrunch slightly

He nods “If I’m being honest my brain is going to you being the prototype before bisexual?” he chuckles “Sorry” he cringes 

You let out a small laugh at his logic “It’s okay” you give him a small smile

“What does it mean?” he asks, looking so interested, it warms your heart

“It means I feel no desire to have…sex” you say, pressing your lips together

You watch his reaction, his head tilting, processing, before he nods, face brushing with worry

“I haven’t made you uncomfortable have I?” he checks and you sit a little surprised by his words “I know I’m kind of touchy. Maybe you could tell me how much is too much, like if we can hold hands, or cuddle, that kind of thing, where your realm of comfort lies” he suggests, thumb rubbing over your knuckles while you just stare at him

“You aren’t mad?” 

He looks like he was going to laugh before realising you were serious “Course not” his other hand cups yours 

“And you still want to be with me?”

“Yes” he answers straight away, no hesitation whatsoever 

“And you understand I don’t want sex ever” you check

This time he smiles “I understand darling” he tries to bite back his chuckles 

“You aren’t supposed to laugh at my coming out, you prick” you start giggling but contain it in a playful mad pout, sliding your hand out from his and crossing his arms

“I’m not” he defends whilst laughing and you look at him as if to say ‘really’ “Okay maybe I am but you’re being very cute and you being you makes me happy” 

You poke your cheek “You make it very hard to be annoyed at you” your smiles start to break free

“It's just my natural charm and charisma at work darling” he does a little hair flip 

You begin to giggle with him. This wasn’t how you expected it to go, even when you practiced in the shower, the best outcome was nothing compared to how perfect it actually went. He really didn’t mind, and it wasn’t an I don’t care and then the air shifts in the room i don't mind. Nothing changed and if anything, the air lifted

“Can someone be asexual but have had sex in the past?” he asks after a while, the two of you now lying flat on the bed, staring up at the canopy

“Yes? I mean a man could be gay and have sex with a woman before he realised” you say turning to look at him, watching the small smile on his face grow at your words

“My whole life I felt like I was missing something, I mean you know everything about me so it’s not hard to imagine I lacked love when I was a kid” 

He starts and you hum in agreement

“So I tried to fill the hole, hoping after one of those one night stands I’d feel…fulfilled in some way, but if anything I just felt more alone, emptier” 

He turns his head to face you, a smile forming on his face as he continues

“Only time I didn’t was when I was with you. I won’t bore you with my big confession speech cause we’ve been there done that, and you stole my t-shirt”

“You split the butterbeer down me!” you sit up gasping

He sits up as well “Only because you decided it was a brill…” he stops himself, placing his hand on your upper chest briefly and pushing you back down on the bed again before laying down himself “You know what, no interrupting my second coming” he chuckles pointing at you 

You giggle too, and a sense of peace falls over you as you realise what he’s trying to say

“Anyway, think your beautiful, and I love you, but above all, I feel...whole. These past three months have been the best of my life, and I haven’t felt the urge to want to have sex…what I’m trying to say is, I think I'm more than okay with the idea of not having sex again...and maybe I’m be asexual too” he confesses

You both just smile at each other for a moment

“Looks like we both came out" you say before giggling "Of course Sirius Black comes out twice” you tease earning a light shoulder shove before he takes your hand in his

“This okay?”

He checks loosing his grip, smile widening and grasping it properly when you nod

“You know, in my defence this is the coming out I wish my first was, flipping off your mother and father whilst saying…well…I can’t even remember now but is was exactly the safest nor healthiest. It’s was however one hell of a comeback since it made my grandmothers portrait faint” he says and the two of you break into a fit of giggles

“What do you want to do now?” you ask once the laugher dies down

“Stuff our faces whilst you read and I design my next tattoo?” he proposes

You give him a firm nod “Sounds perfect...” you grin at him “...but before we do that we need to go steal another chocolate frog from the chocoholics stash” 

He smirks, letting go of your hand and standing up “Come on the darlin” he says, holding out his hands for you to take and pulling you up

“Thank Siri” you squeeze his hands before letting go

“Anytime” he says walking towards the door, stopping as he begins to open it “If I’m bi and asexual am I like ba-sexual?” you giggle “Hey, don’t laugh missy”

“You laughed at me”

“So...no wait...actually that's fair darlin but at my third coming you better not laugh”

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