#rn I’m soooooo pissed

[skyss-personal-hell]

As a fellow biter, I loved those hcs sm. In light of this, I present to you another one of my muses thoughts. Ahem, hosing them down with cold water. (P.S I hope you're alright)

-Previous anon

AYYYYYYY IM DOING CHILL RN HBU??? ANYWAYS ILYSM FOR UR IDEAS (/p) MWAHAHAHAHAHAH I’ll do the same characters as last time unless u want others thennnnnn oh well I’ll make more😈 Funny thing I usually listen to Mitski while writing these lol (gotta balance out the sad and silly) anywho I’ve chugged like 3 monsters so TIME TO WRITEEEE😋 Also i’m basing this kinda off of where I live cuz it’s HOT AS BALLS NO JOKE ITS 95 DEGREES BUT FEELS LIKE 103 WHAT THE FUCK NEBRASKA

Jouno (ehehehehehe my silly scrunkly ahjsndksnsjsmjsks)

• He’s pissed.

• Just standing there like “What the fuck is wrong with you”

• Yes, it was hot out but you made the water as COLD as possible by throwing some ice cubes with it.

• He was being extra sour and just a dick to everyone soooooo he kinda deserved it.

• As soon as the initial shock of the temperature change is over he scolds you for being so dumb as to do that.

“Cmon it was funnyyyy!”

The soaking wet man in front of you was not humored. In fact he seems to be more agitated.

“NO IT WASN’T!”

You laugh and scream as he runs at you with the hose. He quickly catches up to you duh but it’s still fun.

Dazai (ngh i want him so bad)

• He was just sitting enjoying the outdoors until you came along

• Was probs reminiscing of the past tbh

• Shocked. Absolutely shocked.

• How could you do this to him?!

• Would probably chase you with the hose (less viscously than Jouno but still)

• He’s laughing along with you as he runs after you

“I’m gonna get you!”

“Pssssshhh no you won’t! I’m waaaay faster!”

Right after that he had successfully caught up with you and sprayed the cold water on you.

At least you’re both soaking

Ranpo

• Absolutely devastated.

• You two were sitting outside together and he was eating his snacks

• YOU GOT HIS SNACKS WET😡

• He pesters and bugs you until you buy him new snacks

• Whines and complains that now he’s soaking wet

“YOU GOT MY CANDY WET!”

You shrug

“It’s still perfectly edible.”

He gives you the most disgusted and disturbed look in the world.

You ended up buying him new snacks…

Yosano (i love her sm)

• You die. (/hj)

• She would be absolutely furious

• Like more than Jouno

• Good luck

She didn’t say a word. Only smiling, menacingly.

Yosano then came running at you with her big ass knife thingy-mabobber (cleaver? idfk)

You then have to run for your life have fun!

This is probably gonna be the last post I make today before I go to work 😭 but I’ll check when I’m back in like 3-5 hours 🔥🔥 Take care or urselves and ILYALL SM 💜💜💜💜

#bungou gay dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs headcanons #bungou stray dogs jouno #jouno saigiku #yosano akiko #yosano headcanons #bungou stray dogs yosano #ranpo headcanons #bungou stray dogs ranpo #ranpo edogawa #dazaibsd #dazai headcanons #bungou stray dogs dazai #dazai osamu #big thanks to bsd generator

[sebsxphia]

hiiii seb! 🫶🏼🫶🏼 I hope you are having great day/night!

and maybe this thot can make it better (?)

i missed my period last month so this period is throwing me around like a fucking pissed off bull

but it’s given me dom!rhett thots so i can’t be too upset this shark week

*****

so the thot is rhett using his belt on you

and this is how i picture it

he’s got you tied up, on your knees. most likely on the bed or your sturdy coffee table. or to be extra hot, the tailgate of his truck in the pasture

and when I say “use his belt” I don’t necessarily mean spanking or impact play, but it’s definitely a part of it

I mean this cowboy is making you ride is belt and the lick it clean

he’s tapping it against your folds and then making you ride it to finish, maybe making you ride it till you squirt all over is truck bed.

“look at you pretty thing… making a mess on my belt. i’ll be sure to wear it for good luck during my ride tomorrow”

And once he’s satisfied with your satisfaction, he put the cum soaked leather in your mouth having you bite down when he bends you over whatever he has you on and fucks you stupid

“I better see indents, cause if I don’t I know I didn’t fuck you right”

(and if you’re okay with it, he’s filming it on his phone)

(I hope you have a great rest of your day! Love you seb!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼)

I’LL BE SURE TO WEAR IT FOR GOOD LUCK DURING MY RIDE TOMORROW AND I BETTER SEE INDENTS?! SARAH!

it’s just the notion of rhett wearing it the next day for his ride, smirking the whole ass night because he knows the mess you made on it the night before!

i literally haven’t got a single coherent thought running around in my head rn! this was soooooo incredibly delicious to wake up to, thank you so much for this! i hope you feel better soon too my love! i’m sending you so much love, mwah! 💗🫶🏼

#💌you’ve got mail #sarahsmi13s <33 #rhett abbott #💐 these are for you!!

[berryunho]

omg hiii um it’s san anon GEJSHSJDFH

HELLOOO ITS BEEN A WHILE jesus i’m so sorry i disappeared IM STILL VERY MUCH ALIVE THO!!! idk how after that comeback but.. WELL FHEKHFJF

oh my GOD bouncy era san is soooooo and i think wooyoung’s mad i switched lanes bc he’s wrecking me a LOT! my friend and i went to a popup store and i pulled wooyoung like hello??? WHY ARE YOU HERE WOO?

ANYWAY! i’m not sure if ur back from korea yet but 😭 i missed you how’s it going THE YUNHO PCS FOR THIS ALBUM IM SOOOO ARE YOU OKAY? ARE YOU?

OH MY GOD HIIIIIIIIIIII bae omg dw about it hehe im glad to hear from you whenever ! no fr the comeback... im insane... i have worms... like oh my god.............. THIS ERA IS CRAZYYYYYYY AKJFLSKDFJSLKDFJ wooyoung is so...... yeosang........ mingi............. seonghwa............ all of the above ............... i cannot be normal about them lol

KLJFSLDKFJSDLF YEAH IM STILL IN KOREA!!!!! shit is crazy fr i havent gotten into a prerecording yet [insert my most insane eye twitching smile] but its okay im sure itll happen one day... but i have gone to most of the popups and also GOT INTO THE SHOWCASE LOL WAIT I SHOULDVE SAID THAT EARLIER. I WAS AT THE SHOWCASE ON THE FLOOR. ALKDJFLA;DJKFLSKJDF let me tell you when they ran into the audience i actually almost pissed myself i have never felt such fear in my entire fucking life i was in the middle of a row but like. bruh i was 4 feet from hongjoong idk why he specifically sticks out to me but it was INSANE. my friends also found me on the stream so ... mwuahaha im there somewhere ANYWAYS WHEN THEY PULLED UP IN THE ROBES I WAS LIKE ..... DO NAWT PLAY W MEEEEEEE KALFJKDSJFLSKDJFS THE WAY I WAS INCOHERENT I WAS DELIROUS.

AND THEN? JUST EVERYTHING? THAT WHOLE EXPERIENCE WAS WACK? fr i was sitting there during their little ments and games and had this moment where i was sitting there like 'hahaha idk whats going on rn' and then i just... listened... and realized i, in fact, knew everything that was being said and i just sat there like ......................................................................................................... bruh when did i learn korean LOLLLLLLLLLLLL i really was astounded when the dad joke slogans were landing on me i literally almost cried

AND ANYWAYS THAT WAS BALLER THANK YOU MAKESTAR AND THE 3 ENTIRE ALBUMS THAT WON ME THAT RAFFLE LMAOOOO

yeah so anyways fr now thats my life hehe the yunho pcs are in fact ending me lately hehe but thankfully i remain a yunho magnet and keep pulling him so... hopefully that keeps up hehehe SO YEAH THANK YOU FOR CHECKING IN MWAH I HOPE YOU ARE WELL !!!!

#san anon #answered #lauren is in korea #heehehehe

[fkinavocado]

THIS IS SO TRUE, if you pay enough attention, some of the shows he did didn’t have the same energy as others (and I’m not saying he couldn’t be tired)

But I remember my show and when he first got on stage he looked soooooo pissed and down right gave the attitude for the first few songs (I don’t want to do this rn) as the show moved on, it did get better tho. But yeah there has been a major shift in emotion on his part. (And I hate to say it but I think it started when she stopped coming to his shows/when this space between them started to arise)

well, you were there. but from where i'm standing he looks more cheerful than before lol

#ask

[lizandbo]

Tsukishima x chubby reader

Warnings: cursing (as always)

Ok, so i already wrote this but it didn’t save soooooo......yay for me and thhe others has gone through this , and also high on gingerale from the sugar so i may be a lil more energetic soooo yeah...

And also she sorry if this ain’t proof read, and it is very embarrassing....andddddd i sorry if this isn’t like a chubby reader,, and this isn’t like tsukishima buttt ya kno..I already made this so...yeah

(Tsuki is sooooo fuckkkiiinnng cutttttteeeeeeeeee when he was a lil itty btiy fucking kid)

- When you and tsuki go out somewhere it’s usually either at a fast food place, a park....orrrrr somewhere in a mall probably a some music shop to get new head phones or something

- but today was not your fuckungb day

- you over heard at lunch that one of your friends from a friend group was talking behind your back

- and today you ain’t having shit 

- tsuki on the other hand wasn’t the greatest of modes.... he picked out a fight between kageyma and Hinata 

- he didn’t pick it but he was in it

- and it didn’t go so well- he got suspended for two days from volleyball

- so he was kinda very very very pissed

- so both of you was a bit tense

- all he wanted to do is lay down next t you and hold you close buttttttt you were trying to figure out what is happening with your friends 

- couple hours later after your discussion wit your friend and tsuki being salty at who ever walked by past him

- you both landed at home

- when you got in before he did, you ran to the fridge and snagged a ice cream and ran toward the bedroom to whip out the controller to turn on Netflix; how the grinch stole X- Maz 

- after a good fifteen minutes then come rushing tsuki with his earphones on around his neck, he looked inside the bedroom door that you both shared... he saw you bundled up eating ice cream, watching the grinch movie 

- as he got closer, you squeal like a old wagon thats been last rolled since when the cavemen knew how to make a fucking fire

- “move” he said way too harsh for you to completely relaxed...like i said you ain’t having shit today

- you made a lil  pout and turned away

- he nudged you, and nudged...after the fifth nudge he rolled you

- he made a lil grunt at the end of pushing you...so that only could mean that you were too heavey (not) 

- you just bursted out crying without noticing it

- tsuki is so fucking surprised and confused at the moment rn 

- and he ddint know what he did wrong 

- the pillows were soaking wet just by a few secs of cryin 

- he finaly got some space in the bed with you

- after a couple of minutes, you finally give in

- “ what happend today?” Still sorta sobbing

- “got in a fight with the annoying midgets on my team and now I’m suspended for two days straight’

- “ damn, I hope you are okay”

- “but are you okay?”what a kind salty boi

- “ personally I think i have a way worse day than you”

- “why is that?”

- “one of my friends talked about how fat I look and they ain’t surprised that I haven’t died from all the sugar i eat, and i eat like a pig- and I look like one and—” you couldn’t finish the rest of the sentence becuase you were crying way tooo much to understand 

- tsuki snaked his slender long fingers around your neck, made it up to your jaw line/

- “ where’s their address?”

- “w-what -sNiFf-...why?”

- “so i can beat them up”

-” ....what?”

- “you heard me”

- “but i thought you already had a fight today?”

- “ y/n, who’s the one who called you those fucked up names?”

- “my friends”

- “i know but who?”

- “ *your friends name*”

- tsuki just playfully smirked and continued slithering his limbs around your body 

- his, legs were now fully tangled with yours.... and his noodle arms were around your torso 

- “ that freakshow is gonna be dead by the time school  is over”

- “babbeee”

- ngl....he has a fucking soft spot for you

- “ but, i am very chubby-”

- “ no, thats a lie”

- “ but..-”

- “but nothing, there is no buts...i love you”

- “mmmm I love you too”

- tsuki kissed your temple, and then your jawline, your puffy cheeks, so many lil pecks to the point that you giggle to no end

- he slowly squished your cheeks together to get that fishy lips, then just kissed yo lips like nothing is happening with your lips

- help me why does kei love being all sappy when you guys are aloneeeeee

- he just loves youuuuu

#tsukishima #tsukishima x you #tsukishima x chubby reader #haikyuu #haikyuu x chubby reader #tsukishima x reader #tsukishima x plus sized reader #tsukishima x y/n #ineedsleeppppppp

[duckymcdoorknob]

HELLO HOW DID I NOT REALIZE WE COULD BE SMTH LIKE MUSICAL MUTUALS I'M SO DUMB I NEVER REALLY CHECKED YOUR FANDOM LIST- hi ehe would you do tkl hcs for jack and spot from newsies? (platonic or not idc) no worries if not hope u have a good time rn 💛

100% doing movie Spot and Jack

Is this biased bc I find movie Spot enamoring? Maybe

BUT we don’t see a lot of Spot in the stage

Soooooo

who has the cutest tickle laugh?

SPOT SPOT SPOT SPOT

PLSSS HES JUST-

He starts with heavy breathing, then snickers and then just giggles

Jack knows exactly where to go to get him to just giggle (spoiler alert it’s his ears)

what are their tickle spots?

From least to most ->

Spot: Ears, Neck, Stomach, KNEES

Jack: Palms, Calves, Ribs, SIDES.

who is ticklish in unusual places and where would that be?

Imma give it to good ol’ Jackie boy.

Jack is ticklish on his palms, biceps, calves etc.

Spot has his fair share: ears and tops of his feet.

But jack just wins with the unusual spots.

who gets cheer-up tickles?

This one is a toughie.

I’m gonna go wiiiiiith-

Jack.

Jack really only sees Spot when he needs dire assistance.

So naturally, Spot knows something is going to be very wrong.

He lets Jack vent and eventually just gives his sides a tweak to get him to smile.

“C’mon Jackie boy, you’s can’t be all mopey like ‘dat and not ‘spect this!”

do either of them try to hide their ticklishness?

Yes

And it’s both

And it’s 100% reputation based.

Jack has a reputation to uphold amongst his boys.

Their fearless leader is not able to get taken down by such a measly, childish thing.

Except he is

Spot also has to uphold his reputation amongst the Brooklyn Newsies.

Spot fears no god, nor no man.

god complex boy cannot be weak to something like tickles, no sir.

Except if you squeeze his knee he’s a goner

who takes advantage of the other one getting their arms stuck while taking off their shirt?

Oh Jack 100%

He’s so mean to Spot

So mean

how did they discover each other’s ticklishness?

This one was tricky too

I’d say...

Jack -> Spot: Jack found out when he was hoisting spot up as a lookout during the rally. He dug into bb’s stomach a liiiittle too hard then-

Spot -> Jack: Spot found out when Jack visited him with Specs and Davey! To get Jack to cool down, Davey gave him a few pinches to the sides. This awoke something in Spot right away. Great job Dave you created a monster.

who can’t take tickle bites/raspberries?

SPOT

Bb is so ticklish on his stomach that just a single raspberry just floors him

Height difference = comparative advantage for Jack. He just hoists Spot by the hips, pulls him up to face level and goes for it.

who has to be tickle-forced out of bed in the morning?

In general, I’d say Jack.

He just does not give me morning person vibes whatsoever.

Spot has to resort to drastic measures more often than not.

who initiates tickle fights?

Jaaaaacky boy for sure.

He is a firm believer of winning the game called “How much can I piss off Spot Conlon before he retaliates?”

Who gives up in tickle fights?

Neither!!!!!! They are both fearless leaders who cannot be taken down by such a childish weakness!!

It’s Jack

Spot always has pent up rage from Jack’s initiation that he just gets a boost

who is in danger of getting hurt when attacking the other?

Jack 10000%

Jack himself is very careful not to injure the poor kid. So he like glues his limbs to the floor.

Spot on the other hand does not give any shits and just w r i t h e s

who always provokes the other into tickling them and how?

See “Who initiates tickle fights”

#newsies #newsies memes #newsies on broadway #newsies musical #newsies ships #newsies spot #jack kelly #spot conlon #newsies fluff #newsies tickle #broadway tickle #tickle #Jack x Spot #Spot x Jack #newsies Jack #lee!jack #ler!jack #lee!spot #ler!spot #ticklish!jack #ticklish!spot #spot conlon tickle #jack kelly tickle

[riverryee]

sooOooO uh

the place i was supposed to live was a bud at the farm but turns out it wasn’t theirs to offer and the person who owns it wants to take it away???

so now there’s this big confusing scramble to find me housing that potentially involves me either starting work later than expected or trying to commute 40 mins each way for an undetermined amount of time…..

needless to say i’m anxious and pissed tbh. i can’t really trust their timeline for anything bc of how pushed back each piece of this process has been. plus idek if my car could handle that kind of commute rn. there’s a small potential that someone is moving off farm and that would open up a sweet sweet little cabin for me?? there’s also potential to find a place to live w my dear friend off farm. but good god i’m so tired of these in between logistics and just want to have a solid plan. there’s still like a month til i was slated to start moving in so trying to Cool It a little bit but i’m just so frustrated w them bc it’s clear they didn’t have their shit together before making me this offer uGH

[miyaniacs]

Hey bby 🥺❤️

You know how i’ve been feeling lately and it feels like nothing is worth it anymore bc i keep messing up and i’m just so unsatisfied and disappointed in myself idk what to do anymore :( sorry to ab*se this situation now but can i request some Osamu comfort?🥺 👉🏼👈🏼

Ayt so : you can ab*se me as much as you want bby🥺❤️ also sorry that this is kinda bad :((( 

First some ( idk kinda bad sorry) HC’s and afterwards a small oneshot

masterlist

OSAMU and a depressed reader

Okay what would he do when he finds out

Well

He’ll be pissed.

Because you’re amazing??? And how tf can you let this thoughts consume your mind ???

AND NOT TELL HIM IMMEDIATELY

So he can stop those thoughts???

But here we are now - the mess is made

And he has to work his magic now

Will definitely let you tell him everything if you feel comfy with

Mentally taking notes

He’ll make sure to look for the small sings in the future that show that this thoughts will come up again - so he can stop them before things get that bad

As for now

He will shower you with affaction

Will also help you getting distracted - by doing something like cooking together ( lol sorry had to )

Meanwhile he will make sure to leave small remarks all the time how amazing you’re at this and what a fast learner you are etc

All the things that slowly without being too obvious - help you change the way you think

Also as soon as you feel a bit better he’ll sit down with you and talk about it

Will definitely keep up the poker face until you break down and cry and he’s now panicking and crying too??

He thought he was prepared to see you cry and in his head he had the whole scenario planned out and how he’d act like the perfect boyfriend he is

But guess what

It’s a whole different story when you actually cry???

It’s a mess

Why tf do I feel as if he’ll call his mother at one point and asks what to do because he‘s just too overwhelmed

He will also help you getting better at certain things you doubt yourself in

If it’s art? He’ll gladly make time to take art classes with you

If you feel not sporty enough? He will take you with him, Atsumu & Aran to the gym

ALSO def. The type to be kinda awkward at vocally expressing his emotions and how much he loves and adores you

Soooooo

You’ll get those cute sticky notes in heart or panda or onigiri shape with a thing he loves about you every day from now on

He will also make sure to tell you that it’s not your fault that you feel that way - it’s so hard because of all the pressure that’s put up on people our age and he also feels that way sometimes

Looking around we just see the things others want to show - and we forget that everyone struggles and that those we look up to probably has been at the same point you’re at rn - but they got out of it and look at them now. So it’s okay to have those days - but remember to get help if you can’t escape those thoughts alone

Will also beg you again that you talk to him the next time

Also?? Will also take you to the doctor to get your blood checked to make sure you’re not lacking anything that just encourages those toxic thoughts

Cute moments to mention:

You getting flour all over his face

Him chasing you around the room to get his revenge

You two falling

Laying on top of him laughing until you can’t breath

He’ll def take the bedding out of your bedroom in front of the biggest window you got and build a pillow fort

Osamu opens the door to your apartment with the shared key he got. He hasn’t heard or like read a single word from you since Sunday Morning and it’s not Wednesday - so the good best friend he is he comes to check on you. The apartment was dark. He opened the shutters and blinks a few times needing to adjust again to the light. He walks back over to your fridge and opens it - not surprised at all to find it empty. With a deep sigh he places the groceries he just brought for you in the fridge together with some self made onigiri for later. He puts on the water boiler and gets your favorite cup out of the cupboard together with your favorite tea (I know who you are bby so sorry to all the rest but pls note the name of said tea: heißer Flirt).

He opens the door to your bedroom and his eyes immediately softens when he sees you curled up on your bed with your fluffy blanket. “Hey there” he says softly and you let out a small scream. “Haha chill it’s just me.” Osamu laughs and sits down on your bed, “Now sit up - I made you tea.” He gently smiles and feels the mattress shift as you sit up and take the cup out of his hands. Osamu leans forward and opens the shutters a bit letting the sunshine illuminating your room in a soft warm light. While you sip on your tea, you feel his eyes on you, “Mh?” You mumble. “Why haven’t you time me?” He carefully asks, “I told you to come staight to me when things get worse again.” He mutters, a bit annoyed, that you’re going through this all alone again instead of letting him help you. You sigh and lay your head on his shoulder. “I don’t want to be a burden.” - this makes Osamu groan in annoyance, but he quickly catches himself again and takes a deep breath. “Well I’m here - so do you want to talk about it?” - “No.” - “y/n....” he rolls his eyes and softly chuckles. You place the cup on your nightstand and start fiddling with your fingers, yet before you can answer Osamu’s arms wrap around your waist and he falls down on the bed, pulling you with him. Your head lays on his chest and his one hand moves up and plays with your hair. “You can begin now.” He slightly teases. “Well... I - well ... uhm.” It was hard for you to begin to open up. You don’t want your best friend aka crush since the second you laues eyes on him, know how fucked up your mind can be. Looking up to his soft and knowing eyes though, all of you worried vanish and you start talking. Osamu doesn’t say anything - afraid to say anything to that makes you stop talking. So he just listens. He listens to you telling him how bad you feel, how you feel like being a failure and just too stupid to get anything done- and that at this point you just give up in hopes to feel a bit better. He just listens, when you continue talking, telling him why you feel that way- telling him things about your childhood. Osamu starts stocking your hair, placing kisses on your head when he feels you shaking in his arms, when you start to cry. As soon as he feels you calming down, he nuzzled his face in your hair and starts mumbling sweet nothings. “Do you want to hear what I think?” He softly asks you and gently pulls away and sits you both back up. He sees you nod and takes a deep breath. “Okay well... I do where you’re coming from. But ... uhm... let’s take your drawings and writing as an example. You feel bad about it - why? Because you compare it to those who draw or write for a much longer time then you do. You shouldn’t see those as ones to compare yourself to, rather as inspiration and motivation. If you keep on comparing yourself to those - it’s only natural to feel bad - but that way you won’t Continue doing it aka you won’t gain experience because you stopped with leades you being stuck at this one place without giving yourself the opportunity to develop your skills. Also it really hurts me to see such an amazing and beautiful human - whom I love way to much for my own good - doubt themselves. I really with that you come to me the next time - so I can show you how amazing you are.” He looks at you with glassy and big eyes. Still shocked of what you just heard him say you stay silent. Have you heard it right? Or did you just imagine it? “You.. you love me?” You stutter out and Osamu’s face turns white. “I - this - uhm- can you ignore that part please - i don’t want that to be the reason our friendship is ruined.” He stutters and starts panicking. “No.. I don’t want to ignore it..” you admit shyly, “I uhm... like you too..”. His eyes lit up and he looks at you - all the love and admiration he holds for you, is now clearly shown in his eyes. His right hand moves up and his thumb gently stokes your cheek. “May I?” He whispers. You nod and he leans down gently kissing you.

A few (many) kisses later - he leans his head against yours and smiles. “So love- how about we go and make this one dessert I love so much? I’d make it for you but I’m not able to do it without you- it would just turn out badly without your help.”

#haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu imagines #osamu headcanons #osamu x y/n #osamu x reader #osamu imagine

[tellywoodtrash]

immj2 08 + 09.11.20 lbs

08.11.20

lmaoooooooo i really love the ice cold way siya operates in. truly a raisinghania sib!

“siya chal sakti hai!!!” behen, iss ghar mein tumhare dimaag ki alaava sab kuch chalta hai.

dadi trying to cheer raja band baja hua beta up with his favt. chole bhature. he doesn't seem like the kind who'd eat that kinda food, but ok.

CHOLE BHATURE ARE NOT CHEERING HIM UP. MATLAB MAAMLA SERIOUS HAIIIIII.

lmao he's literally twisting and turning in place like kids do when they have a tantrum. i mean, i like it. it shows a more human side to the character, ki just how much anguish and helplessness he's feeling.

dadi like babe, you can't control everything in life, stop being such a bloody control freak ki things not going your way turn you like this.

blah blah anguished rant on how he lost something so important to him.

dadi giving cliche ~~~if it's meant to be yours, it'll come back to you~~~ advice. which is kinda working on him. huh. all kindsa out of sorts behaviour.

“jab tuney kisi ke saath galat nahi kiya hai, toh tere saath galat kyun hoga?” uh okkkkkkkkkkk, that's not how life works. bad shit happens to good ppl all the time. also, he's done lotsa galat shit ok. what did riddhima do for this fucker to paralyse her huh?????? YEH SAB USSI KA NATEEJA HAI. BHUGAT AB.

carbs therapy. BEST HAI. ALWAYS WORKS. IT'S SCIENCE, BITCHES.

dadi saying why don't you talk to riddhima about your issues, and lol he's whining about she dgaf about him coz she left him alone last night when he asked her not to.

dadi left praying ki hey bhagwaan these two fucks’ relationship is in your hands now, this is beyond human interference.

kabir being informed of new developments and accusation of kidnapping ragini is being heaped on siya. BASED ON WHAT EVIDENCE YOU STUPID TWIT??????? THAT SHE CAN WALK??????? SO CAN EVERYONE ELSE YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!

“mujhe usse vansh ke aage expose karna hoga.” LMAO BITCH EXPOSE YOURSELF FIRSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

“tum kya mujhe expose karogi? expose toh main tumhe karungi!” YES SIYAAAAAAAAA FUCK  HER UPPPPPPPPPP

NOICE. WE LOVE A FIERCEASS SISTER WHO’S READY TO KILL FOR HER SIBLINGS. ESP. WHEN IT’S THE SCARY BIG BROTHER WHO’S EVERYONE’S PROTECTOR.

siya saying she just miraculously got cured a few days ago, and was waiting to surprise everyone. sounds sus, but whatever.

but also what kinda terrribleasssssss physiotherapist is riddhima that she didn’t even identify her patient’s progress?????

LMAO SIYA POL KHOLING OF VANSH BHAIYYA SAYING HE MADE HER DO ALL THE SHADY MASK SHIT. “TO KEEP RIDDHIMA SAFE”. haaaan behen, khooooob safe rakha tumne, baar baar behosh karke. pehle se hi iska dimaag nahi chalta, now you’ve managed to give her some kinda degenerative brain disease.

i love how vansh didn’t bother to ask siya how she stopped riddhima’s plans and knocked her out multiple times if she’s in a wheelchair. there’s literally only one person in a wheelchair in this house?!?!?!!!!!! wouldn’t riddhima KNOW who the person in the mask is???? god vansh. you’re such a dumbass.

lellllllllllllllllllllllllll i am livingggggggggg for siya reading riddhima to filth with a knife in her hand THIS IS THE BEST SCENE OF THIS SHOW YET. esp in her small, child-like voice, it’s fucking amazing.

riddhima admitted to being a spy, AND SIYA RECORDED IT ALSO. OMFG SHE’S MY NEW FAVE CHARACTER I LOVE HER THE MOST.

i wish vansh was the person he is to siya, instead of the fucker he actually is. she literally thinks the worldddddddddddd of him. ugh, i am so soft for this relationshippppppp.

but i also wanna know what the ishani/siya relationship is like? we hardlyyyyyy see them interact. like, we even see aryan push her wheelchair around sometimes, but ishani neverrrrrrr interacts with siya. why????

ugh riddhima managed to convince her that she really cares for vansh and is trying to do the right thing. she’s literally asking her to kill her rn if she doesn’t trust her. baby sis you’re farrrrrrrrr too trusting.

“mera dimaag tumpe trust karne se rok raha hai, riddhima, par jiss dil ne tumhe bhaabi bola haina, woh tumhe ek mauka dena chahta hai. ek aakhri mauka. iss baar mera bharosa mat todna. 24 ghante hai tumhare paas. apni taqdeer badal sako toh badal lo warna yeh audio main vansh bhaiyya ko suna doongi.” SERIOUSLY, WHERE WERE THEY HIDING THIS MOST SAYAANI CHARACTER OF THE SHOW TILLLLLL NOW????????!

riddhima has a condition for siya too. i think i know what it is.

omg vansh IS COLLAR PAKADKE YELLING AT ANGRE IN THE WORST WAYYYYYYY POSSIBLE. god vansh, you’re honestly the fucking worstttttttttttttttttttt. angre you need to take up work with someone else, istg, you don’t deserve this shit. kabir treats his sidekick so much better. yet another point in the kitty for kabir >>>>>> vansh.

seriously, why would you wanna blindfold this dude when he’s in THIS mood????? save it for the bedroom, sis.

empty wheelchair dekh ke he’s yelling at everrrrrrrryone ki how could they leave siya alone somewhere. god. i can’t imagine having to live with such a toxic personality.

everyone in the house is soooooo happy for siya. like, aryan’s not beaming as much as the others, but he does look kinda pleased. BECAUSE SIYA IS BEST CHARACTERRRRRRR OF THIS SHOW EVERYONE LOVESSSS HERRRRR.

oh my heart, i am so softttttttt for sibling shit like this. he’s hugging her with suchhhhhhhhhhhh fierceeee affection, i’m crying happy tearsssssss.

heart eyes for riddhima who supposedly cured her. pls. she did nothing. jo bhi karna tha, siya ne khud kiya hai. iss ridhimma manhoos ko jasoosi se kab fursat mili to do PT with siya and cure her???

siya being gracious and giving credit though. ugh, honestly, this show and this family don’t deserve siya.

lmao she’s saying vansh brought riddhima in though, so actually allll the credit goes to bhaiyya for intimidating this poor woman into treating his sister against her will.

THE AFFECTION. THE SHEER MAGNITUDE OF HIS LOVE FOR HERRRR. I CRIEEE. THIS IS THE ONLY RELATIONSHIP THAT MATTERS TO ME IN THIS GODFORSAKEN SHOW.

anupriya giving some fakeass congrats. i hope siya tells vansh that she was the one who pushed her down the stairs a while back. aur kuch nahi toh just for that vansh is gonna kill her dead.

riddhima and vansh still all tense and sad about the ragini thing. OUFF JUST LIVE IN THE MOMENT YOU FUCKS.

I LOVE HER. I FUCKING LOVE HER. BEST RAISINGHANIA HAI YEH.

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09.11.20

riddhima back at kabir’s to try and find ragini. ughhhhhhhhh i’m just so done with this nonsense. we already KNOW that kabir and anupriya still have her based on the precap from like 2, 3 days ago.

lol kabir is so pissed at riddhima and her dimaag chalaana. a mood we ALL share.

kabir trying to turn riddhima against siya and riddhima’s like NOOOO SHE COULD NEVER, “USKI AANKHEIN USKI AWAAAZ SAAF SAAF KEH RAHI THI KI WOH SACH BOL RAHI HAI!” uh huh, yeah, like kabir’s are rn????? and vansh’s were before he paralysed you? just a suggestion i’m throwing out there: is it possible that perhaps, just maybe, you’re just very fucking stupid, riddhima, and tend to trust people too easily????

OUFF I’M SO BORED WITH THIS SCENE. we already know from the precap that ragini will knock down a vase but riddhima will never find out what caused it and kabir will make some lame excuse she’ll believe. FWDING TO NEXT.

JESUS CHRISTTTTTTTT, SIYA IS JUST WALKING AROUND THE HOUSE RANDOMLY LISTENING TO THAT AUDIO CLIP OF RIDDHIMA’S CONFESSION. AND SHE WALKS RIGHT INTO VANSH, WHO’S LIKE HUH, WHAT’S THAT RIDDHIMA IS SAYING?????

siya brushes it off saying its exercise stuff for her PT. sure. uh huh.

OH MY HEART HE GOT HER HEEEEEEELS, WHICH SHE’S ALWAYSSSSSSS WANTED. THIS BHAIYYA-BABY RELATIONSHIP IS GONNA TAKE ME DOWN GODDAMNITTTT. ITNE DIN BAAAAAAAAAAAD ITNI ACHCHI SIBLING FEELS MILI HAI ITV SEEEEEEE.

bhaiyya knows baby enough ki she’s hiding something from himmm. oh noeeeeeeeeeee.

damn, siya a real one. didn’t give out riddhima’s secret coz she wants to give her a fair chance. again, this show does not deserve this character. she’s too good for it.

she says she just believes in him and knows he’ll find whoever murdered mom. 

SOFT. SO SOFT. MY HEART IS SO FULL WHENEVER THESE TWO SHOW LOVE TO EACH OTHERRRRR.

idhar ragini ki marammat shuru. y’all are just exhausting me with this bs. isse maarna hai toh maaro already. ainvayi mein time waste.

oh dangggggggg, ragini batting for riddhima. saying i know she’ll fuck y’all up. dang, we love the sisterhood feels of this episode!

“aap ke liye SPECIAL INTEZAAM kiya hai maine.” said with the most polite customer service obsequiousness. I LOVE THIS PSYCHOPATH THE MOSTTTTTTTTTT.

ragini warning them that once vansh finds out everything, they’re as good as dead. wow, spunky!!!! dude i like her as a female lead better than stupid fucking riddhima. 

“hmmmmmm, you’re right. lekin usse batayega kaun???” honestly, why do i love his deranged ass so much????

anyway mishra has been delegated the task of stashing her somewhere else i guess. so it’s settled that mishra knows he’s not working for the CBI or whatever and is just a hired goon.

dadi is organizing YET ANOTHER POOJA. lordddddd.

this riddhima and her dumbass mandir jaana excuse that she uses constantly.

“bhagwaan tum jaisi bahu sab ko de!” OMFG DADI PLS, GOD FORBID. ISSE ACHCHA AAPKE BETE KUNWAARE MARR JAAYE!

ugh dadi your bloody pota needs a fucking therapist, it isn’t in riddhima’s hands to fix his 1001 mental issues.

great, mangalsutra almost broke. foreshadowing.

ughhhhh mummy managed to steal the memory card from aryan. FUCKING IDIOT I THOUGHT YOU HAD PUT IT IN THE BLOODY BANK ALREADY, BUT NO. HE WAS STILL HOLDING ON TO IT AND TALKING ABOUT IT LOUDDDDDDDDLY ON THE PHONE. jesusssss, why he so fuckinggggg stupid????

oh now vansh is exclaiming GREATTTTTTT JOB ANGREEEE as if he didn’t tell him to GTFO, THE VERY SIGHT OF YOU DISGUSTS ME yesterday. fuck, i really hate vansh as anything but a brother to siya.

aaaaaaand riddhima was standing behind him and he turned around and in a veryyyyyyy contrived move got his watch caught in her mangalsutra and broke it.

sis freaking about THE APSHAGUN!!!!!!!!!!!

he’s like arre nahi achcha shagun hai, angre got the cctv footage now i’ll know who kidnapped ragini! and sis is like OH GOD NO THE BAD LUCK IS STARTING ALREADY I’M SO DEADDDDDDD

“toh main tumhe kho dungi.”

lmao his face. literally the white guy blinking meme.

god she’s having a freakout about how their shaadi and rishta is in khatra. BITCH THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE MS AND INSTEAD THE MOUNTAIN OF LIES YOU ARE SITTING ON AND YOUR EK DARJAN KE INCOMPATIBILITY ISSUES AS INDIVIDUALS.

”tum jaanti ho riddhima, tumahra ek ek aansoon mere liye kitna keemti hain? aisa lagta hai jaise mere dil ke ek tukde ko tod ke alag kar diya ho.”

OH YEAH????? DIDN’T FEEL ANYTHINGGGGG WHEN YOU PARALYSED HER HUH????????? IT’S GONNA BE A LONGASSSSS TIME BEFORE I GET OVER THAT, BITCH BOY.

yeah yeah ok this is a nice moment and all. WHY COULDN’T YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THIS DUDE, HUH?????? WHY’D YOU HAVE TO RUIN ALLLLLLLLLL THE GOOD WILL YOU BUILT UP BY KARWA CHAUTH IN ONEEEEEEE MOMENTTTTTTT?????? fuck, i hate you tellywood men and the shit they put my stupid heart through.

only bappa ki aarti shall fix things now. based on the promo and BTS i’ve seen, things about to get reallllllly realllllllly bad but............ lol let’s wait and watch.

ragini managed to sneak mishra’s phone outta his pocket. SEE????? SO ENTERPRISING!!!!!! I LIKE HER SO MUCH MORE THAN RIDDHIMA. GOD VANSH, THIS IS THE GIRL YOU SHOULD HAVE MARRIED. SHE’S REALLY THE ONE WHO GOT AWAY.

she’s callllllllllling vanshhhh. BUT AARTI KI WAJAAH SE HE CAN’T HEAR THE PHONEEEEEE. AAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

here, have some dhaarmik #couple goals to take the edge off the anxiety till the next episode.

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precap: omfg ragini got through to riddhima and she almost told her that kabir is behind kidnapping her, but kabir got to her and attacked her from the back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DOUBLE OMFG SIYA OVERHEARD MUMMY ON THE PHONE BRAGGING ABOUT KILLING THEIR MOM AND CALLS VANSH TO TELL HIM ABOUT IT!!!!! LIKE SHE TOLD HIM THE NAME ALL CLEARLY AND THAT SHE HEARD IT FIRSTHAND!!!!!!!! VANSH SEEMS TO BE GIVING NO REACTION THO????????????

TELL ME THAT BOTH THESE PHONE CALLS WERE NOT MADE ON SOME FUCKING GHATIYA NETWORK LIKE IDEA AND THE REQUIRED PPL HEAR EVERYTHING THEY NEED TO!!!!!!!! (high hopes, i know. 😔😔😔)

#ishq mein marjawan 2 #immj2 #immj2 lbs #episode liveblogs

[youllnevergetmealive]

I am soooooo frustrated rn

I had a dream where I got the most gorgeous tattoo, but I can’t remember it properly and I’m so pissed!!!

[tslasvegas]

Episode 3: “UGH just rename Luxor to Loser” - Xavier

Well... that takes care of the Timmy problem... Love Timmy... Just didn’t know how our dynamic would be cus he was runner-up to the last survivor game I played which I won. Hm... Well...

That went well. There's nothing like a live video tribal to get people together. and stephen didn't react too badly. but i know now he won't work with me moving forward

I’m sorry I’m terrible at confessionals... So things are going well, I think we have a decent tribe but it is too soon to tell. I’m not a huge fan of creative challenges, at least from my previous game, I guess we will see how that goes. Most of the guys seem nice, still trying to feel everyone out.`

A 4-2 vote off is interesting. Someone is on the bottom for sure. Also, this next challenge is a creative challenge and when I do these solo I usually do really well. Hopefully I can channel that energy into a win for us here because two tribes are going to tribal. We’ll be down to 17 after this, so I’m not sure if we’d go into a tribe swap yet? Maybe 2 tribes of 8 with one person sitting out? 

Oh hot dang, two tribes are going to tribal next time. Probably going to be us :( now it is time to make alliance chats!

....five seconds later

I suspect that after this double vote out that there will be a tribe swap. I hope I end up with Mo and Jaiden at least.

https://drive.google.com/file/d/17NPxKO_TKgqjNqsaWlbmlL0jgU36Aygi/view?usp=drivesdk

I really like this challenge. I feel confident about it but at the same time nervous that 2 tribes will be going to tribal. I really hope my tribe wins this one since I still don't know how the tribe feels about me. Wish me luck guys!

My tribe is not going to win this immunity challenge. Our nightclub is due just hours away and we have little nothing done. I am going to have to scramble soon.....I did nothing to help my tribe with the challenge, so if it is me that goes, I would understand 

....five seconds later

Honestly, I want to keep Jaiden and Mo around because I feel closer with them than anyone else. I want to keep Kailyn around because she seems to make time for challenges. Everyone else I am okay with going home, Ben hasn't really done anything soooooo maybe him? Oof

If we lose, then it's 2/3rds my fault and 1/3 Stephen. We better not be on the chopping block if we do lose. This is a two person Tribe as of now. Bobby Jon and Stephenie.

...five seconds later

UGH just rename Luxor to Loser

Second we lose Ben finally responded to my pm’s..... hm..... alright....

Y’all rlly won with a PowerPoint SKDJDJSKLALALL

Some of these guys have an excuse for not giving input into the challenge. Some do not. If I go home because some americans could be bothered doing some base level discussion, ill be annoyed. If I go home because a tribe threw a challenge because they thought id be an easy vote, ill be pissed.

All that hard work that went into this challenge really paid off! We scored the best and don’t have to attend tribal!! Which is absolutely exciting! Andrew told me he wanted to work together which is rad. Livingston and I want to work together which is radder. And Joey and i want to work together which is raddest. I haven’t spoken too much with Jeff lately even though we talked quite a bit early on. Pat and I speak occasionally. Stephanie and I didn’t really speak at all until recently but we’ve gotten into a good groove the last few days. I’m feeling pretty good about this game so far. I hope there’s no tribal swap or anything right away.

So when I get my chip total I'm gonna update Keegan. He is currently at a soap making class but I want him to know I am serious about working with him in this game and I think this is a good gesture. - keegan has let me know he has 4 chips and is willing to pool them over to me when we have enough so that we can unlock the store. I let him know I am okay with doing the same thing to him, whichever. But yes this is looking HOT for me. - "what's in the store?" | all i can really assume is advantages. we need 10 chips to unlock it. This is very similar to the Unnamed Season but the betting cap gives us more control. At this point, I don't think anyone can mathematically unlock without pooling chips. Keegan and I just need 1 more chip between us. Let's just hope we aren't separated by a swap or some shit. I am hoping for a bit more time on this amazing tribe to get that set up so I have a good idea of what the store holds.

Some of these guys have an excuse for not giving input into the challenge. Some do not. If I go home because some americans could be bothered doing some base level discussion, ill be annoyed. If I go home because a tribe threw a challenge because they thought id be an easy vote, ill be pissed.

We lost again!?!?!?!?!??! I am so surprised? Nah I'm kidding, but I don't care. I don't blame our team for losing because 3/5 of us were panicking because our president could be a cheetoh. I'm voting Stephen tonight, I hope the others follow suit. It SHOULD be simple, but 9 hours is a long time for Survivor; and if he knows it's him then might run around and create some chaos - which would be funny.

Rachael (love her she’s probably who I’m closest with along with DeNara and Kailyn) is not being subtle about the fact that she either has a pre-existing friendship with Ben or is currently aligned with Ben. Because Ben, from my knowledge has not been social with anyone, nor has he been super active and in our alliance chat with Kailyn, Rachael seems uncomfortable with the fact that Ben is said to be the vote and is saying she would prefer someone else to go. But like c’mon you can’t deny he hasn’t been social, and even if I had a friendship with somebody before a game, if they aren’t active I’m voting them out. Also I lied to my tribe a couple times this round because I’m lazy.

UGH. We LOST the challenge!!! And it wasn't even close *grumbles angrily* But it's okay. I'm gonna have to work my pussy out to this entire tribe to make them keep me around! I feel pretty good about this, I believe the target is leaning towards Ben but we'll have to wait and see. I don't think it's possible rn but I'm hoping for a swap soon so I can feel a little more re-energized in this game because my tribe has been super quiet lately... I think people will try to move the vote around so I'm going to use my current lack of employment as an opportunity to make myself stay alive on this tribe lmao

These guys are being super boring and either Jake is dumber than i thought, or shadier than i gave him credit for. Xavier might be trying to play me but regardless its doubtful ill stay. John seems to have the most chance of winning out of these four as hes not overplaying. Kevin hasnt spoken to me since the colin vote and it pisses me off that I might be going home after being one of two people that worked on the challenge when kevin was taken off the chopping block immediately for playing jeopardy. i hate this tribe.

....five seconds later

Johns out, Jake too by the sound of it. Time for plan B, which never works but might as well try. Fake idol time.

Oof well the uhh, “obvious friend group” has picked their target and it just so happens to be the only person I’ve made an actual alliance with :/ Poor DeNara. I really didn’t want to have to vote her off this early if I didn’t have to and then the worst part is she didn’t even hear it from me. Nobody is even mentioning game right now and Rachael is acting legitimately surprised to me when I came to her saying “okay this is an easier vote than I thought”.. even tho Ben claimed he had already talked to her..?? Idk man I must’ve done something wrong along the way but these people LEGITIMATELY don’t talk to me. My instant reaction is leaning towards being bitter but bitterness doesn’t really get me anywhere :/ I feel kinda.. out of it rn emotionally just because of everything else I have going on so if I seem more reserved tonight at tribal than usual, that’s why. I just hope that I’m not still stuck on that damn mountain rolling my dumbass rock back up only to get knocked back down again. I’m remaining optimistic for the future.. let’s keep winning some challenges mmkay

Okay good news, I shouldn't be leaving. But that being said DeNara, you have goT TO PULL. YOURSELF. TOGETHER. She's packing her bags and from my knowledge she's going to be fine tonight. Hopefully it'll be Ben who's going but DeNara giving up like this isn't helPING. 

....five seconds later

Also I am in two alliances which is cool I guess.

Oops....... and now I'm controlling this vote I think :) It feels good. I don't know what my plan is !! I'm lying to everyone. I basically put myself in a position to be the 4th person in both votes and I love it so much. I keep telling ppl I'm an emotional mess and I think I'll milk that because SOMEONE is going to get betrayed tonight... love that for me. Rachael, Nik, and Ben want to vote out DeNara Mo, Kailyn, and DeNara want to vote out Ben And tbh I would prefer Rachael or Nik!! Since neither of those things are happening I guess it's up to me to decide which way I wanna swing... I hate/love myself for this. I think there are good cases for both people to leave, because I think that getting rid of DeNara strengthens bonds I never had with Rachael and co. while getting rid of Ben just makes me their enemy. Honestly I am starting to lean towards getting rid of DeNara for that sole purpose alone. It'll be messy for sure. Ben provides NOTHING to the game right now and I hate the fact that he announced in his intro that he's just here to backstab people... but villains don't win unless they're sitting next to another villain. He's the goat to me and Rachael right now, but pretty homos like me always win xx I might regret this decision down the road but HOPEFULLY whichever side I take will pay me back in protection down the line. I think I have the charm to smooth shit over w Kailyn and Mo but its up for determination. I think that I have the finesse to beat Rachael in a vote, too, but I don't want to put her back up against the wall just yet..... ;) Anyways... I hope this isn't my last confessional. I wasn't having fun until I found my place. Let's get it on.

It is me or Ben tonight. Guess we will find out who...

[lustingtc]

14th February 2019♡

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!

I saw T lots today!!!!! So it’s been THE BEST!!!!! 💝💞💓💗💖💘💕

My new spanish class is great!! Bc it’s a double Miss has “biscuits breaks” AND OMG ITS THE BEST!!!

And it gets better,,,

T stood outside of our class in his dumbass outside wear with not glasses and he looked at miss, smiled n waves

!!!!!MY HEART💝💞💓💗💖💘💕 omg qwq

Genuinely he is so cute and I love him so much like wtf I’m so soft rn n idk bc it’s val or bc I love him,,,so,,,much,,,,,,,

I love him so much,,

And he’s on duty SoOoOoO 😚✌🏻✌🏻

I saw him dumbass again 💞💘uwu💖

I walked rly close to him and omg I looked at his dumbass face and it was genuinely like that fucking kissy bitmoji closeup thkng lmFAO,,,

I actually couldn’t,,, he looked so FucKING STUPIDDDD AAAHAAHAHAHHHHHH akakakskajsjsjsksksksksksk

Before the EnG,, T was shouting at this kid to get to class so we love that

AFTER ENGLISH HE HEAR ME N MY GANG BELTING OUR TUNES

I can’t remember the song but we were all arguing abt how it goes lmao and T walked past us to take a piss then came back again lol

I love him

I saw him again before history :) he was going to the left of the hall?? I’ve never seen him go that way :0 wtf

But anyways, he looked at our group over the balcony and then smiled :))) 💝💞💓💗💖💘💕 the toothy kind so that’s even better 💝💞💓💗💖💘💕

After school, me, A and the bad J (lmao) went to see T bc A already lost her fucking GCSE timetable but he wasn’t in his room :/

I stayed with S after school to wait for detention ppl and I saw T come out of the staff room (the door was closed, unusual) with my current spanish teacher + our hardnut lesbian icon (I won’t explain)

But then they all went into his class and they were looking very serious and T was being loud when speaking n like,,, ooF he was wearing his blazer so u kno it’s serious aF,,,

S said that when I saw him I started swaying and acting “normal” Jsjsjsjsk I’m so unobvious 😰😰😰😰

#teacher crush #tc #teacher crush community #tc community #Z

[strwbrrysteam]

june 30th, 2021

3:50 am

okay okay it’s been 3 days. i know i know. i’ll try to recall everything that happened. i guess i’ll start with the 28th. i actually got up at 5 am and drove 20 minutes away to pick up rachel because her sisters bf broke into her sisters house and her sister didn’t care. i had like no gas lol literally i was on E the whole trip and it was SOOOOOO FOGGY!! i probably should’ve told somebody where i was going in case i ran out of gas but fuck it we ball. we made it back to our city sooooo shit. me and rachel drove around a bit while she vented abt the whole situation then when i got home a walked abt 2 or 3 blocks and ran one of them. i was exhausted and almost threw up but i’m literally so fat. i need to lose a lot of weight before school starts. i’m actually starting a diet this current day but yeah. that’s all i did that day really. YESTERDAY I GOT VACCINATED YESTERDAY I GOT VACCINATED! OMG FINALLY FINALLY I WAS SO EXCITED AND NERVOUS!!! it literally did not hurt at all. like you know when people lie and say a certain shot doesn’t hurt well i literally did not feel this one like if i wasn’t watching the man give me the shot i would’ve thought he didn’t give it to me. i got a necklace and some makeup from the store while we were waiting (that i DEF bought) then we got new applications for the store me and rachel are trying to work at bc we both wrinkled ours. oh yeah and i called one of my friend from discord. it wasn’t that bad actually. i was nervous bc i hate calls and i hate my voice but it wasn’t bad. they complimented my voice and everything. when i was on the phone i played lucky block on the back porch with the dogs. i left the dogs on the porch and went in the house cause my sister i forgot what i said i was gonna call her but oh well but she got sent home from work bc she threw up at work. i think it might have been a little side effect of her vaccine or something idk but she was fine. but we let the dogs in cause it was hot and our big dog got off the porch and our stepdad came in the house all mad that i left them on the porch and he was bitching at me like i’m his kid. i just kept saying okay dad okay dad okay dad (i’m just gonna call him dad cause i just use his first name in my day to day life) and he just kept going i don’t really know what he said bc i was talking over him and blocking him out. rlly when i just saying okay to ppl i’m shutting down lol but i did hear him say “that’s why you sitting there looking stupid” or something like that idk but idc he can stay shitty. then my mom was like “i think part of the reason why he got so mad is bc your room isn’t clean” basically. like okay stay pissed nigga you’re not my father and it’s not your room. but yeah. oh today was mamas last full day at her job she’s had for 7 years. she woke up earlier than normal bc she had a nightmare but she got up and made these turkey rolls with cream cheese and green onion. she was rlly excited lol it was cute. she did her makeup (and asked for my help with some of it lol) and dressed up. they threw a party for her. but yeah that’s about all i did yesterday. oh yeah! and me and my sister started rewatching…. okay listen ppl on tiktok have been making it seem rlly good again,,,, don’t judge,,,,, twilight. and it’s actually kinda good embarrassingly enough. but yeah that’s all rlly. i’m planning on going on a run today before the sun rises. i’m going on a diet so for today i’m fasting (i can drink water) then tomorrow i can only consume i think it’s either 100 or 300 cals but i’m gonna try rlly hard bc i hate the way i look rn. i just got finished watching a rlly cute anime! it’s called like the words bubble up like soda pop or sum idk it was cute tho. but yeah i’ve just been sleeping and playing pokémon the vaccine made me rlly sleepy. that’s it for right now i PROMMISSEEE to myself that i will post again TODAY! i mean it!!!! k bye bye.

feeling: sleepy