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mlamhfynaeai · 1 year
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these days when i open ao3 looking for some wolfstar im scared to read them
like, i love me some angst but the people who write them today are relentless, god, they break your heart. i dont have the backbone to be working and then be sad like devastated for remembering some fic i read at 4am like i did in school
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siriuslyceleste · 3 years
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Hi maybe a Hermione x Reader(Female) Takes place during prisoner of Askaban and maybe Hermione has a huge huge crush on Reader and maybe they bond throughout the year and They get together :) (sorry if it’s confusing)
Flustered - Hermione Granger
(Part one of a new series)
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Pairing - Hermione Granger x Fem! reader
Summary - You’ve known Hermione since your second year at hogwarts but suddenly start to feel new things about the intelligent girl. You think your feelings are hidden but due to being a metamorphagus, your hair often gives you away.
A/N - Wow my first time writing!! I had so much fun with this and decided to make the main character a metamorphagus because it reminded me of my desired reality where I am one. i’m sorry if this is horrible. I’m making this into a series so the title will make sense later. But I hope this isn’t too bad and someone enjoys it! Constructive criticism is welcome just please don’t be mean i’m sensitive :)
metamorphagus hair color guide
gif made by me (give credit if you use)
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“Y/n!” you jumped at the sudden noise, causing your hair to flash a lime green. As you walked into the leaky cauldron, you turned around to be smuggled in a Weasley twin sandwich as your hair then turned to violet. “Hello boys, how was the trip?” you asked. As they rambled on about Egypt, something caught your attention.
You almost didn’t recognize hermione. She looked so much older. You had met her through the twins, Hermione being their little brother's best friend. You’d known the Weasleys since birth. You were introduced to them by your godfather and guardian Remus Lupin, or as you liked to call him, moony. You instantly became closest to the twins, despite the one year age difference. You didn’t realize how long you’d been staring at the girl until George began waving his hand in front of your face, making your hair flash a bright magenta when you realized what you were doing. “Did you hear a word we said?” Fred asked. You suddenly found the floorboards very interesting as you braced yourself for the questions you knew were coming. To your surprise, the questions never came and your hair turned back to its usual royal blue as they pulled you along.
After the twins showed you to your room upstairs they sat with you there for a little while. You were putting down your bags in silence until you heard Fred's voice. “Oh yeah I forgot to tell you that Hermione and Ginny are staying in here with you”, and there your hair went to a teal shade. Why were you so nervous? You had known Hermione since she came to Hogwarts in your second year and being around her wasnt new but now it felt different. The sound of George's voice broke you out of your thoughts when he asked, “what’s up with the green?”, pointing to your hair. You responded by shrugging your shoulders and holding out a strand of hair. “Teal not green georgie” you teased.
Hermione staying in the room with you turned out to be mostly uneventful other than the many times you would catch her looking at you. Everytime you did, she would immediately blush and turn away, making you smirk to yourself, not noticing your hair turning a light pink. Once she was asleep in the next bed over, you couldn’t help but study her features. Her beautiful golden brown hair and her rosy cheeks. As you sat there admiring her you slowly drifted off to sleep.
You were woken up by hushed voices. You couldn’t fully make out every word but you were positive you heard ginny whisper-yell, “you have a crush on her! there’s no other explanation mione”. That sentence alone was enough to make the butterflies in your stomach go wild. But what if she was talking about someone else and not you? You didn’t think that they noticed you were awake until you heard Hermione shush Ginny in a frantic manner. Then you realized your hair had turned from a light blue to a mix between pink and yellow, damn it.
“o-oh morning y/n'' Ginny says in a somewhat fearful tone as she gives you a sheepish smile. You start moving to get out of bed while your mind is still racing with thoughts of the conversation you overheard minutes ago.
“Morning gin, morning mione” you say in between yawns. Hermione blushes at you saying her name and the fact that you had a smirk plastered on your face while you studied her. You had no clue what had changed and why you were suddenly seeing her in such a different way. There was just something about her that as soon as you looked at her you felt giddy.
You haven’t been one to swoon or chase after anyone since last year, your first heartbreak. You had been secretly dating a girl named Lily for 6 months. It was great until one of her friends became suspicious of the two of you and Lily said, in defense, that you disgusted her and that she would never date a girl. You understood she didn’t want the secret getting out but she could’ve just denied the statement instead of saying all of that. Love and dating seem quite scary after that.
“Mom says we need to leave soon so hurry and pack up” Ginny says. Then she proceeded to grab Hermione and drag her out of the door. You chuckled as Hermione turned around and gave you a scared smile while being pulled away.
Next thing you knew you were back on platform 9 3/4. Molly was rushing everyone to get to the train as you and the twins were having a conversation about the infamous Sirius black. Of course you had heard about it, everyone had, but you didn’t think his escape would end up affecting you. It definitely confused you how the man seemed so familiar when you saw him in that poster, but you decided not to think too much of it.
Once you got on the train you realized how full it already was. It was hard to find a cabin that wasn’t already full. You decided to sit with Harry, Ron and Hermione because the twins had already run off somewhere and you didn’t feel like searching for them. The four of you finally found a cabin with only one other person.
“Who do you think that is?” Ron asked, followed by Hermione saying “Professor R. J. Lupin”.
“Wait Lupin?” you asked, and Hermione nodded. “moony!” you exclaimed as you started shaking him to wake him up. It had been a couple weeks since you last saw him.
“Oh hey kiddo” he said in a sleepy tone. Once you had put up your bags you decided to sit next to Hermione. You began gazing out the window to see how poor the weather was until the train came to a stop. Then the lights flickered off and you felt a chill run over you. Then the train jerked forward and you absentmindedly grabbed Hermione's hand. You looked up at each other blushing furiously but both of you were too scared to let go. That's when you saw a cloaked figure open the door and you immediately got up in front of Hermione. Your senses started going fuzzy and all you could focus on was the screaming that felt like would never stop. Then suddenly everything went black.  
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sapphicanarchist · 4 years
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Dear Tumblr
I know a lot of people hate Snape, but this is an argument in favour of Snape, presented in bullet points:
Lily Evans. So the topic of his obsession with Lily has been dragged through the mud in... every which way but I just want to remind you that they were best friends before he fell in love with her. His love was that of a sister, a best friend, and an unrequited lover. She was his very first friend and he had imagined himself as a sort of protector. He had 'saved' her from Petunia, and imagined he would continue to do so in school.
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James Potter cruelly crushed that idea, she became the one who did all the saving. That was a tremendous blow to his pride, which led to their falling out: him calling her mudblood.
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Which, by the way, I understand is a racist slur and incredibly bigoted of him but like... Snape was a half-blood. It had the same idea of Drake calling the President of Uganda "nig*a." Sure it was horrible of him, but it was kind of not that personal? I don't even know. I hate it but I can understand it. Lily fired back with "Snivellus" which was a personal barb that Snape probably felt was uncalled for, as it reminded him of the previous years of bullying by the guy that had a crush on her, but Lily was also incredibly hurt by the 'mudblood' comment so... it was like two children on the playground hurling insults, except they were adults so the wounds were deeper and couldn't be solved by the exchange of chocolate. And Snape did try to fix it, we know (from the books, sorry movie-watchers) that he sat outside the Gryffindor Common room trying to apologize for ages. They almost made up, then she brought up his friends, he could see that she was beginning to like James Potter in that way. He exploded blah blah blah and the rest, as they say, is History.
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His foray into Dark Lord Service. So... His best friend left him and he joined the ranks of those sworn to wipe her from the face of History. Doesn't look good does it? But if my best friend left me to go date the guy who bullied me for years, and become friends with the douchebag that masterminded a plot to use a werewolf to almost kill me then had the effontery to lament about my group of friends -sure they weren't the best company but at least they weren't fucking bullies and attempted murderers- I would probably have done some stupid things too. By the time Snape realises that yes, they are fucking bullies and actual murderers, he is way too deep into the cult to back out. And if he was going to back out, he had nowhere to go. The Order was made up of his bullies and he sure as hell knew they weren't going to trust him. All his friends were loyal to The Dark Lord. At least he tried to keep Lily safe. We know he asked The Dark Lord to spare her life, but we also know he went to Dumbledore to ask him to save them. People get all butthurt that he only asked Voldemort for Lily, but like... Voldemort wasn't going to listen if he had asked him to spare Harry, and as he sure as hell wasn't going to beg for fucking James Potter (He hated the guy, and not to mention it would look incredibly suspicious as everyone knew of their history), that was pretty much the best thing. And he did go to Dumbledore to give him information he hoped would save them, but Lily was his major goal. She had been his first friend, his only friend that didn't ask for anything (like to join a stupid cult) and he wanted to save her. She was important to him, the rest was just baggage. When that didn't work, he turned tail due to the loss and heartbreak.
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Leaving the child of his nemesis in the crib while he hugged a dead body? Actually made sense, cause Harry was a hero and people would flood the room soon to praise him and blah blah blah, while the only person he ever wanted to protect was dead. He didn't know Harry, he really couldn't care less if another Potter was traumatized.
His career as a Professor. Yeah... he sucked at that. But so did Professor Binns, Dumbledore, Umbridge, Gilderoy, etc. Hogwarts had horrible choices in teaching acamedia and a terrible Principal (that could be argued by some but Dumbledore was the worst Principal I have ever read about in a book), the only halfway decent teachers were Professor McGonagall, Remus Lupin, Professor Flitwick, and Professor Sprout. Snape was like that English teacher or Maths tutor, who knows the subject but lacks patience and empathy. As a Potions Master, he was unrivalled, as a teacher... meh. Let's note that Harry did his best work in Potions when he found the textbook written by Snape. Snape would have been an awesome teacher... if he never had to look at, talk to or listen to his students.
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Neville. So I detested how Snape treated Neville, I will not lie. But Neville always reminded me of Snape, or Snape the way Snape saw himself, bullied and pathetic. And I think it reminded him too. Which is probably why he even had less patience for him.
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Harry. Harry was the living reminder of his failure to protect Lily Evans, the union of his best friend and his main childhood bully, and it showed. He wanted to protect him because he was the son of his first and best friend, but Harry was so... James. He got away with everything, just like James seemed to, he was in Gryffindor like James, he had a bunch of followers like James, he did utterly foolish and dangerous things like James, and he had that stupid Potter hair. And it probably pissed him off how willing Harry was to learn about James, do everything James seemed to do, idolize James as a hero, when that wasn't what Snape thought James was. Harry hardly seemed to want to know Lily at all. And that must have hurt.
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Remus. Remus terrified Snape. He was almost killed by the dude. So he warned his students of the danger, that was probably the only Teacher-like thing Snape ever did. And despite the probable trauma of facing down Remus again in the place he almost died, he stepped in front of The Golden Trio (I'm not exactly sure if this was in the books, I sometimes mix up the books and movies in my head) and that was... quite brave of him.
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Draco Malfoy. Snape gave Draco a chance to be better than him(Snape). It's through their relationship that we realize that Snape was a good head of house.
Sectumsepera. This must have hurt. Snape made that spell in his childhood, probably for James. There is no mention of Snape ever using it, that I know of, but a couple of years later, the child of the person he made it for, used it on his progeny. Talk about irony. And the parallelism. Another Slytherin almost killed at the hands of a Gryffindor. Another Gryffindor getting away with almost killing a Slytherin.
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Favouritism. Bitch please. Albus Dumbledore was the Lord of everything Favouritism. Snape didn't even come close.
Always. The Always wasn't just a declaration of love, although it was. The Always was also a re-iteration of the promise made by his younger self to always protect Lily Evans. He loved her, true but don't debase it as merely a crush or an obsession. His first and best friend died, because and in spite of him. There was so much he didn't get to apologize for. Such a thing weighs on the psyche of a person. So yeah, he was always thinking of her. Cause she died because of him. Because he didn't save her. Because she was his first friend, his best friend, his only true friend. Because she was his first love. Because he did love her.
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My Reaction to “Wonder Woman”
My skin is clear.  My crops are growing.  Everything is well and good.
Reaction and screams found below.
Holy smokes the new DC logo
It’s straight out of Justice League Unlimited and I LOVE IT!
That’s the Louvre.
Check out that Wayne Enterprises logo!
The photo!
Themyscira looks so cool!  I’m getting a Gondor from LOTR vibe from it but it’s all girls and no Denethor stand-in.
Little Diana is so flippin’ cute!
THAT WAS AN ARMADILLO!  There’s armadillos on this island!
Man, Princess Buttercup (Robin Wright) grew up and kicked ass.
Ares looks like the bastard child of that one horned helmet dude from Skyrim and Sauron from LOTR
This backstory about the gods is great
The music so far is fantastic as well.
“You’re stronger than you believe!”  And braver than you seem.  And smarter than you think.
Connie Nielsen and Robin Wright are amazing as Hippolyta and Antiope so far
Gal Gadot!
That one Amazon flinching in the background though is totally me
Steve!!
The braid Diana has in her hair is really pretty.
Aw, they cut out that shot of her diving into the ocean.
Oh snap.
OK, this is straight out of “The Little Mermaid”
Steve’s literal first word to Diana upon seeing her is “Ah.”
I’m in love
“They [the Amazons] got guns, right?”  Ah, no, no they don’t.
Aah no!
THIS IS AMAZING!!
SHE (Antiope) LITERALLY PLANTS HER ARROWS IN THE GROUND AND USES IT AS A QUIVER!!
*SCREAM*
WOOO HIPPOLYTA!!!
NOOOOO!!!
Uh... Steve...
The Lasso!
“I’m a spYYYYY!!”
Doctor Poison’s face prosthetic is a really nice touch
WAIT SOMEONE’S IN THERE!! GAAAHHHH!!
Way to go, Captain Kirk
That’s Danny Huston as the main German dude, isn’t it?
Go help, Diana...
“But you’re [Diana] an Amazon like the rest of us.”  Excuse me, what?
STEVE PLAYING IN A HOT TUB LIKE A LITTLE KID!!  :D
“I am... above average.”  That’s amazing.
Steve, put some pants on for Pete’s sake.
I legit thought Diana was not talking about the watch if you know what I mean.
I am getting so many feels from this movie it’s insane.
Hey, bull.  No seriously, there’s an actual bull.
THIS MUSIC!!
What’s the inscription on the sword say?
I like how the Wonder Woman armor is conveniently blue and red.
Aw schnap the cavalry
The headband was Antiope’s!
The feeeellllssss....
Wait, so is Diana the Godkiller weapon then?  She’s gotta be.
“I’m the man who can!”  Oh my gosh.
This dialogue is so great and this little back-and-forth innuendo between Diana and Steve is so cute and glorious and I am enjoying every minute of it.
“Well that’s neat.”  I freaking love this movie.
“When it comes to procreation, men are essential, but for pleasure, not necessary.”  HOT DANG MOVIE!
Danny Huston in this scene looks like a bulldog.
[Huston rubs the back of his hand down Dr. Poison’s cheek] Noooope...
WHAT?!?  WHAT WAS THAT?!?
This is straight out of “Pocahontas II”
“Eyes to yourself, that’s enough.”  Steve Trevor, defending women since 1918.
Diana cooing over a baby!  Protect this woman at all costs!
OK, I am definitely buying this movie when it comes out on DVD.
Fashion!  Show!
Outfit number 226?!?
OH MY GOSH THEY MATCH!!
Guys, I LOVE THIS MOVIE.
Etta is so freaking pure in this scene.
“Ah, it’s the bad guy convention.”  I freaking love this man.
Etta wielding the sword!
Steve:  Stay here.
Diana:  OK (sneaks in anyway)
Well, hello David Thewlis...
Diana’s “bitch be serious?” face toward the British intelligence officer is great...
I feel like I can charge into a battle after finishing this movie.  Anybody wanna join me?  The more, the merrier.
So, I already had it spoiled for me that David Thewlis is Ares and seeing him sit nice and proper and talking about a proposed armistice is low key brilliant.
Whoa wait what Diana knows freaking Spanish?
Charlie’s accent is nothing short of amazing.
“I am both frightened and aroused.”  Guys, have I mentioned that I love this movie?
HE BOUGHT HER ICE CREAM!!!  I’M DYING FROM THIS CUTENESS!
Obligatory nuns.
Der little tugboat though.
That one Nazi general’s mustache is something straight out of a Snidely Whiplash cartoon.
Danny Huston, your accent’s slippin’
They [Dr. Poison and Luddendorf] even share an evil giggle together!
Is that a purple hat on Chief or is that the lighting?
No, not the baby!
This movie actually offers a really refreshing take on war overall and everyone’s opinions on it and it’s both heartbreaking and great.
What’s sad is that I can understand the Spanish that lady in the trench is saying.
The dramatic slow-mo of her taking her hair down... Elsa, eat your heart out.
SHOOKETH TO THY CORE.
That’s it.  That’s it.  I’m downloading the OST.
HER THEME!!
SLOW MOTION....
A TANK!  SHE FREAKING THREW A TANK!!
*externally screaming*
Steve, don’t.
SHE LEAPED INTO A CHAPEL AND SAVED THE TOWN!!
THE PICTURE!!
Aah Sameer!
Steve literally pulled the “Sorry, I can’t hear you” excuse on freaking Ares on a freaking landline telephone.
You two love each other, dang it.
The chemistry between Gal Gadot and Chris Pine is freaking spectacular.
Urge... to download... OST... so... strong...
*screaming internally*
*screaming externally*
KISS DAMMIT!
Wait... are they gonna... do the do that we want them to do?
YEESSS!!  And it was nothing explicit either and really subtle and I appreciate that.
The ragamuffin troupe (Sameer, Charlie, and Chief) call Steve “Steven”
Steve:  Don’t do anything
Diana:  OK (sneaks in anyway)
OH MY GOD STEVE’S GERMAN ACCENT!
This is straight out of “Indiana Jones” and it’s amazing.
DIANA STOLE THAT LADY’S DRESS!!
OH MY GOD STEVE I FREAKING LOVE YOU!
Why does Dr. Maru remind me of Alana Bloom from “Hannibal” but a lot more demure?
STEVE!
“Extra-ordinary.”  Ah... Steve... your fake accent’s slippin’...
Diana...
How is she keeping her sword tucked in her dress?  Does she have her armor on underneath it?  OK, she does, nevermind.
Do I hear a certain leitmotif coming up?
Is her theme in Minor?!?  Cause that’s awesome.
What the heck is that stuff that Luddendorf is breathing in?  Is it like a really early prototype of Venom?
Well dang.
Diana, that ain’t Ares.
Steve’s speech to Diana about how not everyone is good is perfect.  Just perfect.
Ummm...
Oh.  Snap.  Son.
(Steve and the Ragamuffin Troupe wear gas masks to sneak in)  Are you my mummy?
Get.  The.  Crap.  Out.
Ares just pulled a Stealth Hi-Bye.  Twice in a row.
Diana’s the Godkiller.  Called it.
I can’t get over the fact that Remus Lupin is the villain of this movie.  Just have him ditch the woolly caterpillar mustache.
Wait so does Ares know that WWII still happens?  And that every other major war after that happens?
WHERE’S THE AUDIO BETWEEN THEM?!?
Aand another Steve sacrifices himself via an airplane and saves the world.  *slams head on desk*
Ares freaking created his armor out of the wreckage around him.  If that’s not a great visual representation of war, then I don’t know what is.
“Is that all you have to offer?”  Nope.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!  THEY DESERVE TO BE TOGETHER DANG IT!!
You did not just disrespect Steve in front of Diana.
“I can save today.  You can save the world.”  Gaahh!!
“I wish we had more time.  I love you.”  Gone.  I’m done.  My heart has exited my chest cavity and has sailed out the window.
Y’know, I could say that Gary Oldman could also make a great Ares but he’s known for playing bad guys and with David Thewlis, you never expect him being the bad guy.
This lighting is amazing.
Well, that final battle was... short.
Aaw Etta!
She thanked Bruce for giving her the photo and Steve’s watch!!
WOOOO!!!
Four for you, Allan Heinberg!  You go, Allan Heinberg!
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