So I starting the next chapter and, like, here’s the Thing. This is the chapter where theoretically, I’m gonna cause so much trouble for myself. I’m 95% certain that if I put bozo #1 and bozo #2 in a room together, [redacted spoiler] is gonna happen. And like. I’m committed to my craft. But I cannot ignore how much of a bad idea this is going to be for me, a lover of maintaining my peace.
In my brain I am justifying this by reminding myself that I’m already 500k words in. At this point, I have earned the right to write whatever the hell I want. And if you’ve made it this far into the story, you’re probably very down for my bullshit.
And, like, I also need to do whatever is the fanfic equivalent of rent lowering gunshots. Too many people are treating CTB like it’s mainstream. Gotta keep the target audience to a minimal.
But even then, I cannot ignore that this is gonna be a terrible idea and I am going to cause such a shit show lmao
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i post a snippet of a fun project and i am brutally reminded by rude comments about 'next part when?' on another series and i'm (((((:
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when i go on tumblr to post something i either feel like an ancient philosopher or a court jester
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I want someone to push me against a wall and kiss me like they do in those cheesy romances.
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is dash asleep? gnf is unfairly pretty in the taunt music video
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Ok, gonna vent a little so sorry about that, I’m just thinking too much
I’m just gonna say it, my art style us ugly, not bad just ugly. It’s doesn’t have that sort of visual appeal that a lot of others have, even if I’m good at certain parts like hair or something it never feels like the pieces fit together perfectly, even when I use simpler styles and chibi styles something always feels off and I straight up just don’t know if it’s even something to be fixed
My style is ugly, it just is, it doesn’t know what it wants, it feels too robotic to even be art at times but I don’t think I can fix that. It’s just the type of art most people look at once for maybe a while then just turn around and not even care for. It’s unique but this uniqueness isn’t good. My only hope if that it cleans itself up in a couple years or so so I wouldn’t feel ashamed for even considering one of my pieces as finally good enough. Even when others like my art I just feel like they’re pitying me, or they just like the content I draw and not the drawing itself. I know they’re probably sincere when they say they like my work, but I just can’t see why, since there’s nothing appealing about it
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I want to eat bubble solution. why don't we have bubble solution at home.
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Tell me something prompt…
When can we get another selfie?
Really? This is what you wanted?
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