#rambling of a madman again

[foxgloveinspace]

Hmmmm. Ok so say that Vessel does ‘die’ at the end of each album and each album has a different Vessel, maybe it’s a reincarnation story, and Sleep keeps finding the ‘same’ person each time??

#I do not agree that this is The End of sleep token cause all the stuff they are doing outside of the album just scream ‘oh hey. let’s ramp #it up to ten now’ like??? instagram accounts for everyone First USA tour (which sold out so fast). it’s just a little crazy?? to think that #this is the end?? no since. so maybe I go back on my thoughts that it’s the same ‘Main Character’ for each album cause… yeah…. idk #rambling of a madman again #sleep token #very much so

[misteria247]

YouTube: So I know that HBO has massacred your boy Fred.

Me:......And?

YouTube: So as an apology for it here's a little treat just for you courtesy of YouTube recommendations.

Me: Finally......some delicious fucking food.

#oli talks #ooc #muns ramblings #mindless ramblings of a madman #scooby doo #scooby gang #mystery incorporated #scooby doo mystery incorporated #fred jones #daphne blake #shaggy rogers #velma dinkley #daphne x fred #fred x daphne #YouTube recommendations strikes again #I'm literally crying he's perfect how could anyone hate this himbo??????? #side note him and Daphne work so well together like bro they're couple goals sgsgsgsgsgsg #Youtube

[phoenixkaptain]

A New Hope is a lot funnier when you realize that Darth Vader tells everyone he thinks Obi-Wan is there and everyone is probably thinking “I thought you got over this”

#anakin skywalker #darth vader #obi wan kenobi #a new hope #star wars #star wars original trilogy #anakin’s obsession with kenobi strikes again #haha imagine they have a whiteboard #days without vader talking about kenobi #and the person next to it just sighs #the obi wan kenobi series really makes life funner #the inane ramblings of a madman #obikin #i think this counts

[luck-of-the-drawings]

OOH YEAH BABY! PARTY TIME BABY! MUSIC! DRINKS! SOCIAL PRESSURE & A PSYCHEDELIC BREAK DOWN! WELCOME TO VAMPIRE SOCIETY MOTHERFUCKER! ARE YOU SCARED? DO YOU UNDERSTAND YET? ITS OKAY IF NOT. FIRE DISSOLVED IT! ITS ALL GONE NOW. HAVE FUN!

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #jrwi suckening spoilers #RRAAHH IM IN LOVE WITH THIS SHOW SOOO GOODDAMN MUCH!! each o these characters has STOLEN my HEART!!! #LIKE EMIZEEELLL i love emizel so much.. runnin around announcing that HE isa PRINCE while shiloh FINALLY quietly clicks the pieces together #nathan hanover you MADMAN!!! that slow dramatic guitar riff as emizel makes that announcement was so fuckin COOL UGHHHH #MR HANOVER DOES IT AGAIN just creating tracks that absoultely WORM into my MIND and HHEAARRT UUGHHGHH #emizel is so cool and so funny and so adorable UUGHH ill gush abt him more when i finally post my emizel n soda doodle page #ARTHUR FUCKING BENNET. i totally get why grizz has a hard time playing him. hes cool and stoic n its not easy to play a man o little words #BUT BBOOOY DOES HE DO IT WELL!! arthur DOES come off as so stoic n cool & it just makes his lil misfortunes all the more charming #like falling into the red fear or confrontin edward twilight or accidentally doing lsd. I LOVE THATS HES THE BAD LUCK GUY. #okay uhhu uhh i have limited room here what else should i say uhh. THE NPCS. MY GOD THE NPCS. CHARLIE U WONDERFUL MADMAN #edward twilight is SUCH a funny fucking antagonist. and supposedly his magic stuff is super scary?? SO EXCITED TO SEE MORE OF THAT #ill ramble abt mr deacon keller later eheh i have a. uh. a doodle page in the works. so in the meantime DAYBRINGER SOLOMON!! #“HERE COMES THE SUN MOTHERFUCKER!” “ILL SEE YOU IN HELL. NOT. IM GOING TO HEAVEN. BITCH.” like come on now. oh my god. i need him #BIG POWERFUL BEAST AND EVERY WORD HE SAYS HAS ME CRACKING UP. THE MUFFLED VOICE IN THE DARK BROKEN BY “LIGHT!” #TRULY HILARIOUS AND YET TRULY HORRIFYING. I FUCKIN LOVE CHARLIE NPCS SO MUCH. I HOPE WE SEE HIM AGAIN OHH MY GOOOODDD #OKAYokay. im normal now. ill talk abt the piece. if u read my tags this far then u get special secret knowledge abt the artistic process #IM VERY HAPPY WITH MY COLORS! i know they were hallucinating on drugs so i just recalled the times i did drugs & used that as my influence #REMEMBER KIDS! acid is totally fine if ur safe and responsible about it. do acid and then stare at my art for a bit trrruuust me. IT MOVES! #anyway i think thats all my thoughts here. thank you for looking at my art n thanku if ur one o the ppl that says nice things in the tags #U are LITERLY my life blood i pick up each of u n kiss u so sweetly on the head. remember to try acid!!!!

[fainlin]

Brainworms time. The light and sun symbolism and imagery in a lot of Gortash's speech and artwork makes me rabid. Is it conquest flavored? the light of himself consuming all around him in total domination? Is it the light of himself the better person within (doubtful) Ties to Lathander? Cyric?? I don't know all I know is I want more of it! Where does the rabbit hole lead, I just augh I wish there just was more content of both him AND Orin. I wanna dig around and scrounge up more things, I am rotating Gortash and putting him into microscope slides. Sir why are you?

#lord enver gortash #Gortash #enver gortash #bg3 #Baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #sorry incoherent rambling of a madman once again #my brain cannot word but i must scream #and i am once again shaking enver gortash at you like a squishy toy #i am biting him i am biting him i am biting him i am-

[glitchdollmemoria]

"constantly bringing up your mental illnesses / neurodivergencies is just pathologizing everything you do" sure thats true to a degree but maybe im gonna schizophrenically make brownies. maybe im doing the laundry autism style. maybe i get othered constantly for having a different brain and i deserve to make jokes. maybe i know im doing mundane things in a neurodivergent way and i like poking fun at myself for it.

goes hand in hand with the disagreements ive seen floating around lately, some people saying "dont bring up your conditions when explaining / apologizing for your behavior" and others saying "dude it literally makes more sense to say 'im autistic, had a meltdown' than 'sorry my environment made me feel like i was going to explode'". again i agree theres nuance and too much can be unhealthy but if im actively psychotic i should be able to explain that. just like i should be able to poke fun at my psychosis and turn it into something slightly less stressful

#my madman ramblings once again

[yiga-hellhole]

tangent break again. you know me by now and i'm not exactly a gan/link fan but it's puzzling to me how a BIG take-away of the ship among people who dislikes it seems to be "every person who ships this enjoys problematic dynamics and sees link as a minor"

and not. yknow. the basic universal appeal of "big buff guy x smaller guy who can be lugged around like a handbag with ease". which seems to be the general opinion

which doesn't absolve the ship of criticism, sure (especially because people can be Really weird with the racial dynamics, as happens in general with the gerudo shipping or not, fanon or canon). but like. in general, i wish everyone could cut people some slack. and not project the worst possible option on a stranger. they probably just like bara and that's all there is to it.

.... and even if they Do enjoy it in a "problematic" way. you are not the pope of zelda. you have no power to change what people like. i'm not a big fan of it either. but you know what saves you and everyone else a lot of stress? The Block Button

#no reblogs this is just musings #madman's rambling #annoying tag #dischorse again i'm breaking my rule but i want peace and love on my dashboard. let's encourage everyone to be nice and mind one's business #YAY ^_^

[allfillernothriller]

Welcome to Unhinged Hours, a series of posts that will be tagged as such in which I will overshare my cringiest and most awkward thoughts because I've no self-control over my need to vent. And who knows. Might help someone else.

Don't mind the dubious syntax and weird grammar.

[cw brief mention of abuse]

When I was 17-19, I was mortified to discover I was attracted to (much) older people. During my early twenties, the majority of my crushes were in their thirties. I knew the age gap was too big and I was too young, so I did nothing about them and naively thought this was something that would fix itself with time. I thought "at least I know I find people in their thirties attractive so I just have to wait to reach mine and date people my age then" (lmao good one past me). Well. As I'm inching ever closer to said thirties, it's more and more evident that the issue clearly did NOT fix itself, those old crushes are nearing their forties and I haven't stopped carrying them in my heart. They're attractive in new ways. When I look at pics from back when I first developed a crush, I find that my current 27yo self isn't physically attracted to their 32yo self I was originally attracted to anymore. And I know for a fact that 21yo me wouldn't have found 38yo [redacted] hot. But current me is still attracted to current them (38yo [redacted] is indeed very hot). And you might wonder what's the issue here, so lemme tell you. I've been frequenting online feminist spaces for a decade. I've read countless accounts of teenage girls and young women who were manipulated and abused by older partners. I've read an inordinate amount of warnings, the gist of all of them being “don't date older folks during your formative years, don't believe them when they call you 'mature for your age'”. And let me be crystal clear — I still think it's relevant and infinitely important to relay those accounts and protect girls and young women, and help them spot red flags and predatory patterns. It absolutely is, I am not blaming feminism for my existential struggles. I am simply giving you context. The thing is, I've internalised this as “don't ever pursue older folks, period” (which is a completely different thing, I knew that then and still know it now but couldn't help it) and as a result I've been lugging around self-inflicted guilt and shame for years (and don't I love the internalised biphobia that adds to it when the person happens to be a man /s). And these crushes I've been telling you about? They're one-sided! They've never expressed any interest, so that's always been a safe situation for me, but did that prevent any self-loathing from taking root in my brain? Course it didn't! I can't seem to shake the feeling that there's something wrong with me and I've grown tired of this. Scolding myself over human emotions is getting fucking old.

That brings me to today's crisis — at which point in one's life does it get easier to accept? How old is old enough to stop caring about the age gap? When will I stop blaming myself? How do I drop the guilt?

Because if it was "just" the fact that I'm still swooning over the same people (who are now soon-to-be 40), that would be too easy, wouldn't it? But nooo I just had to go and get a new crush on someone who's already in their forties. Where does this end, please?

(You might've noticed that the overuse of the word 'crush' and choosing to focus on the physical aspect of attraction here is a poor attempt at a euphemism. I mean some of them are simple crushes, as for the others... past a certain point, still calling them crushes is just denial on my part. I'm basically fooling myself.)

“This is a crisis. A large crisis. In fact, if you've got a moment, it's a twelve-storey crisis with a magnificent entrance hall, carpeting throughout, 24-hour porterage and an enormous sign on the roof saying 'this is a Large Crisis'.” (Blackadder Goes Forth, ep. 6)

#questions I'm gonna regret asking #I still get crushes on ppl my age! it's just if there was a pie chart representing my crushes the biggest slice would be older peeps #and that's been concerning me for so many years #and it's getting more and more unclear how founded and relevant that concern is as I grow older myself #very confusing to note that my overall taste in ppl has changed overtime and yet #and yet I'm crushing on the same ppl I was crushing on in my early twenties #oh you must have so many questions... well let's just say I wasn't trying to be funny when I said I had romantic orientationS #emphasis on the plural #trying not to think too closely about the... #forbidden 44yo crush #unhinged hours #this is a large crisis #being engaged and still experiencing the joys of pining. poly thing ig? #oh no look who's rambling in the tags again #I promise I will find a way to elaborate on those romantic orientationS + crushes + my engagement that won't make me sound like a madman

[drmystarsanctum]

guys I miss dream so bad 😭

I've been thinking this for a while but like. I feel like everything would be solved and get better if the dteam began uploading more or streaming again.

it's hard being in this fandom with little to no new things to obsess over, especially with the endless controversies due to the smear campaign against dream I cannot lie my brothers

I just feel that if they focused solely on content creation then they'd gain more positive traction!

I also just really really want dream to start streaming again :( I fear that his passion for content creation has died

initially, he stated that he didn't stream so that when he appeared on other people's streams they'd get views for him being there. currently, I hate to say it but not many want to stream with dream OR if they do use his name, it's with negative intentions

I hope that the wait WILL have been worth it for the upcoming content. oftentimes he promises things are in the works yet we recieve nothing but let's just wait and see 😭

#dreamblr #ramblings if a madman again #guys i just really miss dream #PLEASE I WANT HIM TO STREAM PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE 😭🙏

[currently-becoming-potatoes]

Bestie auditioned for Comedy of Errors. The ensuing conversation showcases our dynamic perfectly

#we did hamlet together #she was Gertrude #she was so good at dying that I expected her to do it again #but whatever #after into the woods and hamlet i think she deserves a break #ramblings of a madman #texts #friendship #i try to be funny #comedy of errors #shakespeare #luciana

[absolutely-not-my-main-blog]

#I thought it was going to be Community #iasip #it’s always sunny in philadelphia #always sunny #meme #this show makes me lose my mind #and I hate that about it because because it’s this show #it’s unassuming because you look at it and are like hmm but then you watch it and are like oh #it’s so ridiculously complex it hurts because it’s also so everything else #I haven’t felt this passionate about the level of balance of humour and tragedy and characterization and all in 7 yrs #it’s second only to what I would consider a show that’s literally a part of me #went through a few phases of hyperfixation over other shows where I was like oh this is the one #but Sunny came up behind me with the steel chair #and I think this time... this time it’s true #it makes me feral it makes me frenzied I have read more meta for this than I have for my favourite show in the world #I have literally waxed poetic about it and gone on rambles to 3-4 different people like a madman #again in a way I only have for one other show ever #it makes me want to chew on drywall and all that #anmmbposts

[misteria247]

Shadow literally saying the line "I'm the ultimate life form. I go wherever I want." Was one of the most iconic and metal as fuck lines I've ever heard come out of his mouth. Like yes king go off tear that bitch apart-

#oli talks #ooc #muns ramblings #mindless ramblings of a madman #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic the hedgehog games #sonic the hedgehog comics #sonic the hedgehog tv shows #sth games #sth comics #sth tv shows #sonic prime #sonic prime spoilers #shadow the hedgehog #YouTube recommendations strikes again #get his ass bby tear that bitch apart

[phoenixkaptain]

I love HuaLian and WeiLan because they are both powerful ghost kings who stalk their beloved god, said god being the only person who can control them in any way. Which sucks for everyone else, because when asked to control their feral ghost king, both gods just go “nah, he’s fine” and do not stop any of the bad behaviour everyone was praying they would stop.

Also, both Shen Wei and Hua Cheng have a creepy location where they keep an unhealthy amount of images of their beloved.

I love them.

#the inane ramblings of a madman #hualian #weilan #hua cheng #shen wei #xie lian #zhao yunlan #heaven official's blessing #guardian #there are actually a lot of similar themes #including xl and zyl both being gods then not gods then gods again #the side characters who say ‘are you sure you want to shack up with this loon?’ #hc and sw are both very feared #a lot of similarities #i like them both a lot #something about all powerful worshipper x god ships yknow??? #really just hits the spot

[king-magppi]

Thinking...

#magppi meeps #growls... im gonna (hopefully) draw so many doodles when i get home... #i need to draw #head full... of drawing ideas... #fishmen on the brain again #I LOVE THEM... TWIRLS HAIR #Im insane #these are the ramblings of a madman #thank you for your time ok bye

[vazaha-tya]

(Ex Nihilo spoilers ahead - I'm talking about stuff that's already written but if you're not caught up to Chapter 29 you should probably skip this post - there's also some First War with Voldemort backstory added and... yeah basically it's some tidbit that I'm posting here because I'm not sure I'll be able to fit it into the main fic and it would be a shame not to share)

So, I mentioned in one of the latest chapters of Ex Nihilo that the Knights of Walpurgis have lost another member, which makes Scylla Carrow and Bertram Nott the only remaining two original followers of Voldemort and - as it was implied in the fic, not sure if it was clear - the last of his lieutenants from when he was Argentum Rex. I've already mentioned that Tom Riddle is especially possessive of them.

Tom Riddle had 5 trusted lieutenants: Abraxas Malfoy - his second -, Walburga Black, Scylla Carrow, Bertram Nott and Anton Avery. There were others, obviously, but those five he held in high enough esteem that he still consistently called them his Knights even after the name Death Eater was popularised both amongst the general public and within their own ranks.

Why am I writing about this? Because I was on the phone with a friend and I mentioned the scene where Bertram and Scylla talk while Theo watches them. That's when they briefly discuss the fact that the last Knight beside them, Anton Avery got caught trying to free Grindelwald from his jail cell in Nurmengard and was either killed or incarcerated - I didn't specify it, for... reasons haha. My friend really wanted to know more about it so I explained, and I realised it was a shame that it might not be brought up again because it's kind of hilarious?

So I've mentioned the Avery elder twice in the fic (the first time I called him Jasper actually but I changed it to Anton because I forgot I'd already named him, so I had to go back and edit it, oops) and every time someone talks about him they specify that he's madder than a bag of cats, for good reason. But more terrifyingly, he also has the skill to make his particular brand of crazy extremely dangerous. The original Knights of Walpurgis are all really talented wixen in their own right but like, Anton Avery has lost his entire mind. So when he infiltrated Nurmengard, he didn't do it like a normal person with clever tricks or impressive displays of magic, no. He scaled the walls while completely naked and got as far as Grindelwald's cell without being caught. Not because he wasn't noticed, they just couldn't stop him.

(He would have gotten away with it too if it weren't for the fact that Grindelwald had no intention to follow him out.)

#ex nihilo au #tya rambles #let's also remember that I mentioned that the averys are feuding with house smith and i've implied that this had... consequences #anyways anton avery is a madman and i wanted you to know even if he's never brought up again #my friend laughed a lot about it

[tackyink]

The latest JJK chapter is giving me KHR! ending vibes

oh shit oh fuck this thing is ending I need a conclusion to Gojo’s character arc so I can murder him in the next chapters uhhhh HE’S STILL THE SAME LOSER AS ALWAYS BUT NOW HE’S NOT ALONE!! BECAUSE HE HAS FRIENDS!! :D *surrounds him with people who have never gotten along with him and never will for a nice family picture*

#granted i consider khr the best ending i have ever read #spoilers for khr i suppose if you care? #you can't surpass 'now i have friends!!' #and show in the same shot the madman who tried to kill everybody in last arc and will probably try again #the guy who wants to take over his body #and the man who's waiting for him to turn around to blow his brains out and take over the family #i have never laughed so hard #tacky ramblings