#probably delete this later

[sunny1927]

I missed drawing them. (I had art block so this is my excuse-)

#I wouldn’t call this fanart persay #but if it is I’ll consider it— #my art #art #the backup detectives #mickey mouse #donald duck #goofy #oswald the lucky rabbit #I wasn’t gonna post this but why not #probably delete this later

[mattaytchtaylor]

#ignore this #feelings #probably delete this later

[bleaksqueak]

Man.

So, of course, the rampant theft and disregard for artists has never been ideal, but Pinterest has always been an invaluable tool despite that since it's a paradise for reference and discovery (so you know, always tag your art.. .in multiple places. I started tagging mine with more subtle watermarks in the dead center since uploaders were cropping my tag out, even though like, with the elias respite image, it ruins the composition by ruining the card look and frame... Why do you want to crop my sig out so bad to ruin the composition lmao) Anyway Point being, I have gotten more use out of pinterest as a reference archive than any annoyance it has ever brought me. I've found some artists I absolutely adore using it, too, especially when people use it as its (mostly. sort of) original intended purpose, being a huge communal bookmark/pinboard... those that leave the links directly to the art/artist are saints. However, I really, really hate seeing it being over run by generated Aye-Eye shit. Especially since, apparently, no one ever told the Aye-Eye bros the common sense of "DON'T make the exact same picture 500 times with only an ever so slight difference, are you stupid?" (rhetorical question, ofc.) But it's getting harder and harder to keep the search feeds tailored because these morons cannot understand the value of quality > quantity, so I love being flooded with the slightest variant on the same gd picture over and over. I really hope this bubble bursts or the world gets its act together and outlaws it/heavily regulates it soon. I've said before I wasn't even completely against it as a potential for a fun tool back when it made actually cool dream-like collages of really wacked out whimsical shit, but even then it was like "... but you shouldn't have free reign to just steal to make this stuff. At least it looks nothing like the source, I guess?" but the "Better" it gets, the more uselessly souless and obnoxious it gets, and the more "well that's just straight up obvious theft" it gets. I see so ,so so so many recognizable styles , sort of just hollowed out husks, in these awful things... but hilariously, the more over saturated they get, the more they seem to just feed off of each other, and they start looking like the most homogenized, soulless ero-game style art I've ever seen. Anyway, I just needed some reference for a specific cut of dress pants, and somehow *that* started turning into a feed of nothing but the same soulless pseudo-anime twunk generated over and over and over with bulbous buttocks stuffed into passable pantsuit pantaloons. so I guess i'll just get my ref the old fashioned way - going to specific websites/blogs with actual photos. I'm just glad that for the most part tumblr and bluesky both are strongly anti-aye-eye, they're the only two places where I rarely have to see the shit.

#shut up pu #probably delete this later #that quote from the new hbomberguy video feels particularly applicable here

[play-rough]

I’m about to fucking snap and take down half my fics bc I’m so tired of people asking for updates lmao i do this for free y’all and meanwhile I’m struggling to pay my rent so sorry if my actual job has to take priority 😭 oh it hasn’t been updated since 2023?? It’s been three months man gain a little bit of patience. I’ve already plastered all over it that it’s not on hiatus I’m just busy and writing takes time, at this point i don’t know what to do except take it down and reupload when I’ve finished it because people are incapable of waiting

#probably delete this later

[selfloathingextraordinaire]

I think MAPPA has ruined an entire generation of anime watchers.

Yeah.

People should NOT be expecting their level of animation when you have brutal scheduling and low budget. No, I'd say watching the TV series of Neon Genesis Evangelian should be mandatory, not for the story, but what to expect when a show is running out of money and time.

Yes, you should be expecting a "slide show", aka a bunch of stills when you give staff a month or less to complete an entire episode. There should be shots of still characters with their heads turned away from the camera so mouths aren't even animated when you give an animator a day to a week to get a shot done. There is a REASON limited animation is used. But now people expect more and more without there being a change to anime scheduling or pay. Like every episode needs to be full of sakuga every second or else.

People are getting burnt out and the whole damn industry is collapsing, y'all.

#rant #anime #anime industry #mappa #hell animation industry in general #sometimes i get so mad yall #i see first hand how it affects ppl and it constantly makes me want to scream #i haven't even ranted about line milage yet either #that's a whole nother anime rant #also part of this is me getting annoyed at seeing ppl complaining about dungeon meshi #trigger is doing fine #like go watch some older anime #it is 3 in the morning and my brain woke me up with FEELINGS #probably delete this later

[godhurts]

Got way too high and attempted to flirt with one guy, ended up straight up asking him how hard does he like to be bitten, I wanna disappear

#and then i had a meltdown #not because of that but probably getting high and drunk on one of the worst days ive had this year wasn't the best idea #this week is killing me #i want it to end #probably delete this later #rehn decreed!

[angel-in-your-basement]

New Dom obsession just dropped and I am trying with every fibre of my being not to just gush about him all over the place cause he fucked me up so good on call last night

#already spent an hour explaining all the hot things he did to someone #I just have been craving one s specific thing and I finally got it and now I can’t stop obsessing #I TRY to keep this blog normal and depersonalized #but sometimes the impulsive thoughts get to me and here we are #ok I will shut up now BYE #cala rambles #probably delete this later

[piinfeathers]

i keep trying and failing to come up with an informed post about why you really shouldn't be using ai generators that basically consist of a database of pictures stolen from working artists, but it all boils down to me just screaming and begging literally anyone to just give a shit about us

i see photosets reblogged CONSTANTLY of very obvious ai art, but no one really seems to be able to recognize it anymore except artists. these posts get tens of thousands of likes on mass produced, soulless prompts that use exclusively works stolen from artists who have no say in the matter and absolutely no protection or power to stop it

every time i see ai ‘art’ now, all i see it stolen art, stolen time and stolen money. it hurts

also please just consider that this wont stop with us. fanfic writers are already discovering that their works are being trolled for content by ai farms. and from a security standpoint, if you’re uploading pictures of yourself to ai generators, they now just have an image of your face to use however they want, since legality isn’t really a huge issue for them

please just care, please just research

please just give a shit

#anti ai art #ai art debate #i’m just really tired #probably delete this later

[ktskibkg0]

Vent--will probably delete this shit later.

CW// mentions of loss, past relationships

This is probably a sign for me to get off the Internet for a fucking while lmfao. I hate venting on main but shit I may as well write it, crumble up the paper then set it on fire.

These past few weeks have been highs and lows. I'm.So.Damn.Tired.

Between trying to manage my own life, hosts life, and everything else--im probably biting off more than I can chew. I'm losing sleep. I'm mourning. I'm fucking trying to build meaningful relationships and not get used.

I get it. Katsuki Bakugo is your favorite character. And I hate to be the bearer of bad news but I'm not going to be a carbon copy of my source. I'm not going to act like him, so lower your expectations. I'm a caretaker/protector alt. Not a roleplaying opportunity ffs.

I don't mind taking care of people. I really don't. It's what I'm here for. But it's literally impossible for me to be there 24/7.

This blog is an outlet for me, somewhere I can be chaotic and scream into the damn void. Get music and drawing recs/reqs. And shit post.

I'm not here to hook up or seek out romantic relationships. That shit scares me because I don't want to get close and have something so god damned precious to me get fucking ripped away. I know I shouldn't need to justify myself here but holy shit, have some damn respect for my boundaries. We can be friends, but that's all I'm allowing for my own sanity.

If you want to get to know me, act like yourself, not like someone else just to please me. I'd rather you be 100% fuckin genuine. And honest.

Izuku hits a serious soft spot in me because of an encounter with an Izuku that I've bonded strongly with (platonic) who's passed, But don't fucking use that against me. If you're an Izuku fictive that's fine, I don't mind talking, just please please let me mourn; don't try to "fix" or "heal" me.

Idk.

#probably delete this later #vent #bakugou katsuki #mha fictive #did system #fictive alter #fictive #caretaker #system protector

[fonulyn]

seeing everyone casually mention talking headcanons and fic ideas with their friends is so fucking difficult to me bc why can't I have that too?? why don't they wanna talk hcs with me? what's wrong with me and what am i doing wrong? i'm. god. just so fucking lonely. the last time someone chatted with me about random headcanons and i got spurred to write a random fic was years ago. years! people who used to be interested in my wips fall away one by one by one. yet another friend started just ignoring me. and i'm. at this point i'm just a tired husk of a person. idk how to interact anymore bc they'll just leave too. they're just pretending too. they'll end up stabbing me in the back or breaking my heart too. and idk. i'm.

i miss the good old times. i miss being excited to come online.

#this is super dramatic i know but i'm just #so tired and so done #and so sad #and an envious bitter hag #me and my whining #just had to get it out i'll #probably delete this later

[eddieschains]

i’m sorry but this fandom is becoming so draining lately. there’s irrelevant drama everyday, hateful people, bullying, competition and it’s so frustrating and irritating. so many people are deleting and deactivating every day because of it and it’s sad. i don’t understand why we can’t all just have fun and be nice to each other. is that not what fandoms are supposed to be about? i don’t know i’m just really disheartened and frustrated by what i’ve been seeing lately and i need to get that off my chest.

#angel talks #probably delete this later #just a bit upsetting

[winged-wolf-dreamer]

Feeling the urge to read Star Wars fanfic about the Jedi again. But whenever I go looking I find nothing I want. Pro Jedi stuff that, well, focuses on the Jedi. No romance (beyond canon stuff like Anidala) and no Mandalorian stuff (God there is so much Mandalorian stuff it's unbearable)

#star wars #jedi #pro jedi #probably delete this later

[aconstantstateofbladerunner]

Y’ever just feel your mental health take a point of damage?

#nothing new really happened #more a realization #probably delete this later

[calmoose415]

Currently thinking of writing a cute fluffy Sonic and Tails one-shot set in the movieverse because I'm feeling starved for content of them.

What should it be about?

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic and tails #sonic movie 2 #tails the fox #sonic wachowski #tails wachowski #sonic movie #probably delete this later

[moon-dragonfly]

I remember seeing this interview where Micky said they're working on either a biopic, or documentary about the Monkees and I really hope it happens. I can't remember the interview but seeing all these biopics come out, I feel the boys need one that's not a made for tv movie. Like a good biopic, with good actors and one that tells their story for people who don't know. Heck even a miniseries. I would love to see that. Or even a documentary about the making Headquarters and their concerts. IDK I feel there's so much potential there and I just really hope something does happen.

#this just me talking #probably delete this later #they deserve to have their story told in a good way #the monkees

[heavyhitterheaux]

Random thoughts that hit me at work at 3 am

I just feel like I'm at a time in my life where I want to get married and have children, but my mom isn't here to experience it with me so, why even bother at this point? I thought that I would be able to go dress shopping with her and that she would help me when my baby was a newborn.

But I'm never going to be able to experience that.

Yes, I have my older sister, and we're extremely close, but it's not the same

I never saw myself being this young without my mom and it is HARD

I see so many of my coworkers getting married and just asking their parents to do simple things for them, and I literally can't do that, and I am high key jealous

Like if I work full time, who is going to watch them when I'm at work? My parents aren't an option

Losing a parent is hard and the grief does not get easier with time

I think about her daily and when something good happens, I want to be able to tell her, but I can't

And I swear every little thing reminds me of her

I'm happy that she's at peace and not suffering anymore, but my heart is broken and I know that no one will be able to fill that void for as long as I live so I have to suffer and deal with it

#probably delete this later #i only posted this because a lot of people aren't around