it’s so weird seeing other people write hobie as this like … dominating, mean person. no hate no shade bc some people are into that (me! i’m into that) but it’s so different from my version of hobie and everything ive ever written for him that i’ll look at it like
while i’m reading bc HOBIE DID WHAT??? idk i see him as such a sweetheart like it’s hobie 😭 he doesn’t have a mean bone in his body (lies!! he does). he’s so sweet to the people he cares about and i get the impression that he’s outspoken but in a calm, healthy way. idk im NAWT hating write our little stick bug however you want bc period as you should its just funny to me that we all have our different opinions about how he’d act. i CANNOT write him as a bad person bc it feels soooo wrong but mayb it feels right to you and that’s okay.
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It makes me feel very weird hanging out with people who are in monogamous romantic relationships. I dunno how to articulate it exactly. Some kind of combination of “I don’t want that, I don’t understand that, it’s weird to me, it makes me uncomfortable to witness and even more uncomfortable to participate in” and at the same time “I want intimacy, I don’t want all my friends to go do this thing I can’t do and leave me behind, I feel left out, I wish these gestures didn’t have romantic connotations attached so maybe I’d feel like I’m allowed to do them too even though your partner is right there”. There’s a sense of internal conflict between these two emotions; this sense of repulsion and this sense of jealousy (for lack of a better word) - cuz how can you be jealous of something you really really don’t want?
Even having been in monogamous romantic relationships myself, it felt icky to me for the same reasons, as if seeing myself become what I dislike. I always felt shame about them, I didn’t know how to be proud of having a partner. It’s just not for me.
The whole thing is very internal. My friends are cool, they’re not ditching me at all. If for any reason we are growing distant it’s because I’m not good at keeping in contact. But it’s like they’re all slowly moving into the “next stage of life” (planning their lives around each other, operating as a unit, settling down) and I’m still sitting at the previous one with no desire to follow them. It’s not just that I’m not ready yet; I don’t aspire to what they have at all, and yet I still don’t want to be left behind. And that feels very weird, and confusing, and a bit bitter.
Alienating. That’s the word I was looking for.
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shaking like a wild animal because people in the wc fandom can not accept that a female character, even one that you don’t like, maybe isn’t at fault for everything and maybe just maybe she is indeed a victim of other characters’ mistreatment and maybe just maybe you need to take a step back and stop being an apologist for every mediocre male character out there, and your personal hatred of this character shouldn’t be a determining factor in how valid you view their mistreatment
(this is about like 5 different characters and can be applied to most fandoms)
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OK TRYING THIS AGAIN. izzy [REDACTED] posting attempt part two electric boogaloo
view full image + two more nasty sketches on pillowfort!! (you don’t need an account)
tumblr pls don’t nerf me he’s just tired from some exercise I swear
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I’m being so ffr rn, if the show runners definitively show that Buddie is not going to happen?
I’m probably not going to be watching anymore.
I mean it when I say that they’re literally the sole reason I watched this show in the first place. I saw a billion TikTok edits of them & was like “Idek these characters I need to watch this show and see what’s going on over there.”
And like, it’s a fun show, I’m not saying it isn’t, but first responder shows are a dime a dozen. There are other shows that have queer characters and found family and wild adventures. Granted, they don’t have Buck & his bi arc, but I’d still read fanfics to get my Evan Buckley fix lol.
I don’t need them right now, I’m so down for the slow burn, will-they-won’t-they & the pining & the yearning & the build up and the GOOD foundation. I want to see Eddie figuring himself out and dealing with his repression and figuring out he’s queer (& Demi, pls God. I hope if I just say it enough, I can will it into existence somehow) before anything happens with the two of them, but if they take definitive steps to have one of them like, marry someone else or something, I think I’m gonna head out. Find me on ao3 for the rest of my days lol.
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The day Sadie Sink, Walker Scobell, Brady Noon, Ethan Cutkosky, Emma Kenney, Noel Fisher, Dana Heath, Havan Flores, Luca Luhan, Terrence Little Gardenhigh, or Sophia Lillis get cancelled is the day I just end it all and bury myself alive in my backyard
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I hate that I’m becoming antipitbull…THREEE of my family/friends in the past few months have been attacked by pitbulls and my cousin had half her face ripped off by one.
I get that it’s an owner issue but also I think your average person shouldn’t be able to own one. They can become dangerous so damn quick.
Also! I used to foster them and their prey drive is insane, even as puppies.
They were bred for aggression and they should be be owned by people who have licenses and proper training ONLY.
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please be explicit when you are writing *fictionalised* versions of historical figures because i am tired of people walking away from historical fiction with ideas like “cleopatra was a girlboss” in their heads
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