me when Caledonia's concepts first dropped cause i doing a good playthrough: she's good. Probably chaotic good a bleeding heart maybe
Me as I get deeper into dragon lore and white dragons and every headcanon: oh no she's spiteful she's funny she can be mean she can be influenced and persuaded either way, chaotic neutral, easily tipped scale in either way based on who she ends up with during tadpole days, a true blank slate but there is some pre written, likes humor but also vengeful, spite what wrongs her or wrongs you, prideful
Its fun. Honestly. She's silly and very cerebral in thought still. Still friendly. Like.you can't take that out, but like she really does not view certain things on a morality scale.
Doesn't necessarily do evil for evil sake or gain of power. Doesn't necessarily want control, but like if you were a problem to her or someone she liked. You could end up dead. Doesn't necessarily do good or search out to the greatest amount of goodness.
Now she does like faerun as is, so she'll take action to keep things the way they are, or if they disturb the peace of her life or the people, again, that she likes. So good characters will influence her to do things cause well they'd be happy about it. Just as if evil characters, well, yeah the same can be applied.
There is a certain thing about as long as she maintains a sense of control over herself and power in a friendship or relationship; she's fine and will do just about anything. But like she is always affectionate in the same way toward either kind of party.
True Caledonia run if I played the game, if you removed the level system, like she'd skip so much of Act One if she was leading. If she made all the decisions. Like the Grove dies because she doesn't even go to goblin camp. She'd end up at the githyanki cutscene and go straight to creche. Skipping like so much. She'd do the bare minimum of Act Two.
Act Three. It's just immediately like okay. Fuck up orin immediately. Fuck up gortash immediately. She'd try to save as many in iron throne just cause. Boy she doesn't like this thing called cages. Or anyone being captive. Like she's a kill or let go. Take no prisoners.
But like in the end? All of this? Ends up solidifying her true nature as dragon. Causs they don't just do anything without a reason, without usually someone persuading them to this action. She goes after the Dragon Cult cause one guy from it personally wronged her and now it'd all bad, which I mean it is an evil cult, and she doesn't feel beholden to any God.
Its very fun, finding what stays the same, but realizing how flexible Caledonia is to based on literally who she is written against.
But also like there is a whole personal story with her too, and her memories and The Tiefling; who admittedly was doing evil for her father's sake and maybe her own, who did have a major crisis cause she got attach to the captive dragon she's known since she was five; and really the core of Caledonia is tied to; she realized she cared deeply for this tiefling, like a big sister; but she doesn't know what would honor her memory most; and feels survivor's guilt; so she keeps wearing her face cause it is her face now. And if the tiefling couldn't live, then she'll live for her; at least for a little while.
But she doesn't actually know what would truly honor who the tiefling was or what the tiefling would make decisions (which the tiefling would have done evil route but coming from a place of being literally raises this way and in an abusive cycle herself)
And, just I can't wait to write more on the tiefling and drabble of caledonia's memories aprund her years captive, and the tiefling girl talking and caring for her. And the ways in which Caledonia grows to be persuades and manipulated by the tiefling girl in a way and cares / like Caledonia absolutely went on hunger strikes while being chained and kept under a concoction of so many spells and then drained for her dragon blood; and the tiefling girl convinces her to eat.
But like, Caledonia has been so fun write cause she is an exploration of "how influences make a person" I hope this all reads well in my writing and creation, and everyone enjoys the character.
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the kitten verse
want to praise you like i should ( rated m. word count: 1667, the praise kink, how reader and jerry got together fic )
duality ( rated m. word count: 1335, the under the desk dom/sub blow job )
santa honey, one little thing i really need ( rated t. word count: 1319. the jerry dressing up as santa fic also known as the christmas fic )
it’s an apology house ( rated t. word count: 1215, the jerry hurt himself because of elvis and got a house out of it valentine's fic )
these make more sense read sequentially but don't have to be necessarily minus the first one. this is gender neutral and i like to think i didn't err too much into describing the gender of the reader but who even knows at this point.
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A short psa that’s real experience-adjacent? If y’all r gonna lift 2 support everyone’s favorite hobie (I’ve seen people talking about it) pls keep in mind that ppl with addictive personalities or any mental illness that effects ur impulse control (such as bipolar and adhd to name a few) r a lot more susceptible to continual klepto habits or even full blown severe kleptomania (I’ve seen it happen) and even if you think it will not become a habit you should still just consider what is best for you because capitalism is horrible and chains r bad but it is not worth developing a whole new mental illness and possibly getting in real trouble. Anarchy is good but not at the risk of ur own mental health.
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There are honestly a few characters in Engage that I feel are "[Three Houses character] but more tolerable". Except Goldmary. She can fall off a cliff.
Oh?
Granted, I used to ngaf about more than half of the FE16 cast, and after Nopes, that half became a good 5/7th lol. Bar a few lions, some faculty members and the lizards, I really dgaf.
Imo, Fodlan's characters are hurt by the recruitment mechanic, because they have to be able to ditch their country/friends/goals to side with X,Y or Z, they can't have firm characterisations/beliefs. That's why Nopes making the BL the hardest to poach (only Ashe iirc?) greatly helped them, not withstanding the fact that they were the ones who had more "group" interactions and relationships - even if it's not on par with Reyson and the birds - in their group.
And they have their dads to add more development to them ! Like, I don't remember Valdemar talking to Linhardt or Ferdie, but Rodrigue talks to a few members of the BL group...
Unless you meant trope-wise?
I can't judge as of yet, but given how FE17 seems to be a story that doesn't pretend to take itself too seriously, I'd say having a character who only wants to eat when you return to your base is less gratting than in Fodlan, where we're told people are starving around, when we're told about the gruesome effects of the war and Raphael is here to remind everyone he's a muscle boy who really likes to eat meat.
Now, afaik, there are no fire jokes in Engage, and that sucks! They're a tradition in this franchise, who's getting BBQ'd this time?
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Dick! We have a problem! It's Babs' birthday! -arobinwithoutbatman
Dick blinked at the sudden apparent panic Tim was having. Yes, it was Babs' birthday…that went without saying, didn't it? He'd already talked to Jason about it, dug up the recipe for her favorite snickerdoodles - since her favorite bakery had closed, she'd had to go without - so why was Tim so-…oh.
"…You forgot and didn't get her anything, didn't you?"
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One big mistake people make is deciding that because someone they don't like enjoys something, that mean the something is bad
Easy example from my own life, Max who I'm no longer friends with and just... there were elements of a decent person in there once, but I don't think so anymore... anyway, Max likes Infected Mushroom
So my dad and my Mr Dumbass of a friend decided that Infected Mushroom is a bad band and it's like...
Mr Dumbass, you've been to a concert of there's with me and Max and another person (didn't care for the way the venue did things), you like them or at least have liked them... I'm pretty sure you introduced them to Max
They didn't become a bad band magically because one idiot likes them
Like people just lose the ability to judge things on merit when there's a chance to shit on something that someone they don't like enjoys and... it mostly screws you over and makes you look like a fool, you know?
So try not to do that, try not to shit on something just cause someone you don't like likes it
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