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amethyst-crowns · 6 months
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my art for how greedy my heart by @matchingbatbites | for the @steddiebang
Chapter 1 is up now!!
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Crash
Part 5 in Getaway Series 
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Warnings: noncon sex (oral and intercourse), angst, rude words from a rude dude. This is dark!(nomad)Steve and explicit. 18+ only. PLEASE HEED THE WARNINGS. I mean it, I’m not gonna tell you again.
Summary: Steve continues to haunt the reader.
Note: Steve’s a fucking dick in this series and I need y’all to just know that I know that. This motherfucker is making me suffer and so I must pass it onto you like the tape from the Ring. He’s honestly suck a fucker and I can’t.
Anyways, hope you all enjoy and let me know what you think as always. Love ya <3
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In the two weeks since you had moved in, your dread had infringed upon every second. You counted the minutes until his next visit. You expected his intrusions and yet they were always unpredictable. As erratic as the man himself. As inconsistent as your life had become. 
You could not control Steve, could not prepare for him. You could only bide his presence until it was over. Until he left you to stew in your shame. To sink into your self-pity. To hate every inch of the body he had taken over. That which was no longer yours.
This was not your apartment, it was his. You could paint the walls, buy a new rug, hang your pictures, but it didn’t change the fact. Didn’t change his lingering shadow. The darkness that gathered in the corners at night reminded you of him. He could be everywhere and anywhere.
As he was that night. It was odd. Three nights in a row. You came home and he was there, waiting. The first, he had appeared just as you stepped off the bus. He walked with you as if you were together. As if there was anything normal about your association.
The second, he had been on your couch. A box of crackers emptied and the block of cheese half gone. He waved with two fingers but carried on his semi-slumber on your sofa. You tiptoed around your apartment and tried not to draw his attention, but every night ended the same. You expected that at least. 
He left when he was done with you. You didn’t sleep, merely counted the minutes until his return.
The third day, he called you. A Friday. A weekend ahead of you. Time off was no longer a luxury. You didn’t have time to yourself. 
“I’m waiting.” Was all he said. He didn’t await your response before he hung up. It didn’t matter that you had an hour left or that you were in the middle of another call. In his mind, you were already late.
You barely locked the door behind you before he was on you. There was no pretense that night. The top of your blouse undone, your pants pulled down just enough, and you were trapped between him and the wall. 
Your cheek was against the drywall as your back was arched painfully. He slammed into you, his grunts kept time with his hips. His jeans chafed against your ass, his sweat filled your nostrils. He had your wrists pinned over your head as you bit your lips. He was angry about something, but he never told you much. Only spoke if it meant humiliating you.
“You were late,” He hissed as he trapped your wrists in one hand. His other came up to the back of your neck.
“I was working,” You snarled. His nails dug into your skin.
“I don’t care,” He growled and bottomed out. He paused and sighed before he resumed. “I’ve waited for you too many times.” You closed your eyes and said nothing. Your jaw tensed and your body jolted with his sharp thrusts. “You need money?”
You bared your teeth and kept quiet. He scoffed and sped up. Your fingers curled and his grip tightened. His grunts stretched to long groans. He swore as he rode out his orgasm and his cum seeped out around his cock.
A knock came at the door and your eyes snapped open. He released you and pulled out quickly. His cum dripped down your thighs as you pulled your pants up into place and buttoned them. You did up your blouse and neared the door. You peered out through the peep hole as the door rattled with another knock.
“Shit,” You looked over as Steve lazily tucked his cock in his pants. 
“I didn’t think we were that loud,” He smirked.
“Fucking hurry up,” You hissed. He straightened the hem of his tee and his smirked faded.
“What did you just say?” He scowled.
“Sorry, it’s...Gia,” She knocked again and you grabbed the handle. “Please, just...hide?”
“Nah, it’s cool,” He shrugged and neared. He leaned in as he lowered his voice. “Besides, last I checked, I make the rules.”
You looked at him. Your desperation crinkled between your brows. “Please...Captain.”
He nodded and backed away. He wasn’t convinced or impressed. He turned and walked into the kitchen. He glared at you as he opened the cupboard door beneath the sink. 
“You owe me, girl,” He warned as he sank down to his knees and turned onto his back. He fell onto his ass and reclined under the pipes. “I’ll just finish up with the plumbing, eh?”
“Thank you,” You whispered weakly.
“Thank me later,” His voice was dangerous, “Answer the goddamn door.”
You turned and unlocked the door before Gia could bang again. You tried not to pay attention to the wetness gathering in your panties. Your thighs were sticky in your wool pants and you felt entirely disgusting. You opened the door and smiled.
“Hey,” You greeted a frowning Gia.
“Hey? Jesus Christ, could you take any longer?” She shook her head, “I’ve been texting you.”
“Sorry, my phone’s still in my purse, I was just--” 
“Who’s that?” She pushed past you into the apartment.
“I think it’s just a clog,” Steve called from under the sink. “No leak.”
“Is that--?” She mouthed as she looked back to you. Her voice rose to a murmur, “Glad to see you making friends.”
“Landlord is out of office and...he offered,” You hated how easily you lied these days.
“And you accepted,” She poked your side and stepped into the kitchen. 
Steve sat up and turned to pull himself up with the counter. He closed the cupboard and smiled at Gia. “Hey.”
“Nick,” She greeted warmly, “How’s it going?”
“Freelancing now, I guess,” He shrugged. He grabbed the cloth from the oven handle and wiped his hands. “A little plumbing issue but nothing serious. And you? Haven’t seen you around since the move.”
“Work,” She leaned against the counter and looked back at you. “Don’t tell me you forgot?”
“What?” You asked.
“You can’t be serious,” She crossed her arms, “It’s Friday.”
“Shit,” You cursed, “I’m sorry Gia, I’ve been working and--”
“I work too but I don’t forget when we plan something,” She snapped, “You’re not busy…” She glanced back at Steve as he pretended to fiddle with the sink. “Are you?”
“No, I think he’s almost done,” You intoned, “Thank again...Nick.”
“Not at all,” He stepped away from the sink, “Should be good to go now.”
“Wait,” Gia blocked him from squeezing past her, “You...you wanna join us for a drink? We’re just heading to the bar down the road.”
His cheek twitched. He was going to smirk. His blue eyes flicked over to you and you shook your head. He smiled. “Sure, if I’m not intruding, of course.”
“Intruding? No.” She replied and sent you a wink over her shoulder. “It’s a nice place. Just on the corner with the patio.”
“Think I know the one,” He said.
“Besides, my sister owes you for the plumbing,” She sang, “You’ll just have to tolerate our girlish prattle.”
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Steve was on his second beer and Gia was awaiting her next cocktail. You had barely touched your glass of ginger and rye. You were too antsy for that. Even if it would have calmed your nerves, you feared you might slip. Admit something which might give away your true predicament. The real reason your life had disassembled so quickly.
She was just snickering at her own joke when you finally found your voice. “What about that guy you met? Ben, was it?” You asked.
“Ben...that’s actually what I was hoping to talk to you about tonight but I won’t bore our company with that,” You could tell by her tone that it was going well. It made you wonder then why she had asked Steve to come along tonight. You squinted at her.
“Later, then,” You took a sip of your drink.
“I don’t mind,” Steve leaned back in his chair and stretched his arms. He hung one over the back of yours casually. Gia’s lips twitched as she noticed. “My life’s pretty boring at the moment. Who’s this Ben?”
“A client at my boutique,” Her cheeks rounded prettily as she grinned, “He asked me out to dinner and...well, it was so nice. Doesn’t hurt that he bought me this.” She pulled her hair away from her neck and showed off the single square diamond on its silver chain. “We’re going out again tomorrow.”
“Wow, Gia,” You drew a line through the condensation on your glass, “He sounds...married.”
“That was one time,” She sneered, “And divorced, actually.”
Steve laughed. “Dating. Fun, isn’t it?”
“Don’t miss it,” You grumbled. You thought of Ethan; of how you never thought you’d even have to think of dating ever again. You frowned and gulped down the rest of your rye. “Awful.”
“You just need a rebound,” Gia trilled, “To get you over the hump...in more ways than one.”
“Jesus, Gi,” You grumbled and signaled to the waiter. Drinking sounded even more appealing as the night wore on. Steve’s hand clung to your chair. “It’s barely been a month.”
“You think Ethan’s waiting? I heard he went out with some girl, Sarah, last week.” She said. Your heart dropped and you tipped your empty glass at the server to signal a refill. 
“What?” You felt the air rush from you. Sarah was a co-worker. That was fast.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t--”
“No, it’s...we’re over,” You stood and Steve kept the chair from wobbling before rescinding his arm. “I gotta...use the restroom.”
You squeezed past Steve and wove between the other tables on the patio. You ducked inside and followed the signs that led downstairs to the bathrooms. The stalls were tight and didn’t lock properly. It didn’t matter. You kept the seat down and sat. You held your head and breathed. How much longer could you pretend?
You heard the door open and stood. You flushed as if you had used the toilet and exited to wash your hands. You stared in the mirror as you lathered the soap and rinsed. You dried your hands and shivered. Another drink and you’d call it a night.
When you returned to the table, Gia and Steve seemed entirely at ease, though your sister was distracted with her phone screen. Steve turned to watch as you approached the table and sat. Your second drink had arrived and you picked it up without pause.
“Oh, I was just texting mom,” Gia looked up and set her phone aside. “I was just letting her know that Nick’s coming to the barbecue on Sunday.”
“He what?” You slammed your drink down and choked.
“I invited him,” She said, “Jeez, he’s right here. You think you’d be a little nicer considering--”
“No, no, I just...I forgot about the barbecue,” You wiped your mouth with a napkin and cleared your throat.
“Keep a fucking calendar,” She rolled her eyes, “You know mom will be pissed if you don’t show up.”
“Yeah, I know, I’ll...go, okay?” You avoided Steve’s gaze as he stayed quiet.
“Either way, you’re still invited, Nick,” Gia chimed. “It’s a neighbourhood thing. Everyone goes.”
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You couldn’t tell if Steve was that talented a pretender of if Gia was that gullible. She had eaten up everything he said and he had loved every moment of it. You could feel his arrogance; his self-satisfaction at his deceit. His hand on your thigh when Gia wasn’t looking. He was reminding you; he owned you and he could just as easily own everyone around you.
Gia had ducked into a cab outside the bar, giggling as she declared her intent to see Ben. She grinned between the two of you as Steve assured her he’d get you home safely and you held back a scowl. When the yellow door closed and the headlights disappeared at the next corner, your heart sank. 
You walked in silence back to your apartment. Steve’s mask had slaked away. You wondered if it was a shadow of the man he had once been. Of the Captain America who had saved the world several times over. Had he been tainted by some unknown misfortune or had he always hidden this depravity?
He stopped outside your building and turned to you. He leaned on the door and held out his hand. You stared at his palm in the shadows of the flickering overhead light.
“Keys,” He snapped his fingers. “Jesus.”
You dug around in your pocket and fished out the jingling key ring. He snatched it and crossed his arms. “You owe me, remember?” You frowned and peered back at the sidewalk. He reached over and played with the tail of your shirt. “I expect an answer.”
“Yes, sir,” You grumbled and avoided his gaze.
“Oh, come on,” He grabbed your chin and made you look at him. He looked sinister in the dark. His hair shrouded his face, his blue eyes sunken in bottomless pits, and the lines of his face seemed even deeper. “I don’t have to lie for you, girl. I really don’t.”
“Yes, sir,” You croaked as his grip on your jaw tightened, “Thank you, sir.”
“I could’ve told her what a slut you are, hmmm? The real reason Ethan tucked tail and ran,” He smirked and ran his thumb along your cheek. “I’m sure I’ll run into her again at this little family picnic.”
“I said thank you,” You clung to his wrist as he squeezed harder, “Please, Captain, thank you.”
“I don’t want you to say thank you,” He released your chin and wriggled free of your grasp. He pushed himself away from the metal frame and turned to the door. “I want you to show me,” He unlocked it and pulled it open, “And you better make me believe it.”
He held the door open and waved you through. You gulped and stepped ahead of him. He was close behind as you led the way. As you climbed the stairs, he tickled the back of your thighs and pinched your ass. Your head buzzed with alcohol, but it could as easily be the anxiety. 
When you reached your apartment, his arm snaked around your waist and drew you against him. He unlocked the door with one hand and ushered you inside, his bulge obvious through the denim of his jeans. The door snapped shut and you felt blindly through the dark as Steve clung to you.
“Bedroom,” He ordered, his hot breath embraced you. “It’s all you, girl.”
You continued to the small room. You flipped the light on his hands explored your hips. He was holding back, waiting for you to guide him. ‘Make me believe it’. He parted and watched you. You rubbed your hands together as you turned to him and he tilted his head. He stared at you; expectant. You didn’t dare tweak his impatience.
You neared him and pushed back the collar of his shirt. You slipped the sleeves down his arms and smelled the sweat woven into his tee. He let you. His passivity was peculiar; alarming. You dropped the button-up and tugged up the hem of his t-shirt. Your fingers glided over his muscled sides and reminded you of his strength.
He lifted his arms and bent to let you remove the shirt. That you let fall with the other and he stepped closer. He leaned over you and his nose brushed the top of your head. He breathed you in before he stood straight. 
“Go on,” He urged and looked down at his bare torso. 
You bit your lip and followed his gaze. Your fingertips were tentative along the top of his jeans. You unhooked the metal button and pushed down his zipper. His cock twitched against his briefs as you carefully shoved the denim lower. You could feel him watching you; judging you. It was as if he was measuring your every move. 
You bent as you forced his jeans down. You awkwardly unlooped the laces of his boots and he stepped out of them as you loosed them. You untangled his feet from jeans and socks alike and stood. His cock was visible through the snug fabric of his briefs. You grabbed the elastic roughly and fought to keep your nerve. 
You inched it past his erection and he sighed. You let his underwear fall free and you stared at his body. He stretched his fingers and flexed his arms as he cracked his neck. Almost as if restraining himself. You looked up at his fiery blue eyes and he grinned.
“Well?” His gaze drifted down, “Seems we’re only halfway there.”
You pressed your lips together and stepped back. You undressed swiftly. Sneakers kicked off, sweater and shirt twisted together as you tossed them away, jeans rolled down your legs, and your bra clumsily unclasped. You stood and tucked your thumbs beneath your panties as you braced for the final layer.
“Ah…” He held his hand up. “I like em,” He admired the polka dot panties, “Keep em on for now.” He pushed his shoulder back and gripped his hips. “Well, where do you want me?”
You withheld a sigh and glanced around. The bed would be easiest. You were tired. You shrugged and pointed to the thin mattress atop the folding frame. “There,” You declared and he chuckled, “Sit.” Your voice was higher than usual. A betrayal of your reluctance.
“So safe,” He passed you and snapped the elastic of your panties, “You’re funny, girl.”
“Funny?” You watched him sit. He leaned back on his hands as his cock stood against his stomach.
“You...You’re so stubborn.” He snickered, “You cling to this naivety but we both know you’re not so clueless.” His eyes roved your body as poked his tongue through his teeth and thought. “I think you liked the little window game a lot more than me.”
You bit your cheek and said nothing. 
"You know that's why Ethan had to leave. He could see you needed more than him," Steve taunted. "Because it's easy enough to tell by the quiver in your thighs that you fucking liked it and even if you won't admit it, you want it."
"Stop," You hissed. "Please."
"Come on, you can't get enough when I've got you bent over--"
"I said stop. What do you want from me? Ethan's gone. My whole life has turned to shit." You snarled, "What do you want?"
"I want you to be honest," He said as he sat forward. "It would make all of this so much easier."
You shook your head and looked away. You walked over to him blindly. Your chest knotted and you turned to him. You placed your hands on your shoulders and stared him down. You gritted your teeth as you mustered the last of your resolve.
"It will never be easier," You said, "Not with you."
His smirk fell. His eyes turned dark and he leaned back so that your hands fell. He spread his legs wider and nodded to his cock. "Well, go on. Make me keep my mouth shut."
You gave a long blink. You hung your head and slowly got to your knees. He had already taken Ethan from you, he wouldn't take anything else. You ran your hands up his thighs and shifted closer. You dragged your fingers along his length; up and down, up and down. You gripped him and kept your motion easy. You circled his head and he groaned.
You could feel his unyielding gaze. You bent your head and opened your lips over the head of his cock. You kept your hand around him and brought him deeper and deeper. You repressed a gag as he poked the back of your throat and you pulled back. You worked your hand in tandem with your mouth. 
He rocked his hips up each time you took him. His cock was slick with your slobber and he pushed further into your throat. Your hand slipped and you struggled to breath around him. You held the base of his cock and worked him in and out as you fought not retch. He spread a hand across the back of your head and forced himself to his limit.
"Look at you," He purred, "Sucking my cock so dutifully…" He held you down. You slapped at his thigh and stomach, unable to draw breath around him. "Tell me you don't fucking like it."
Your eyes rolled back and your head throbbed. He let you go just as you were sure you would pass out. You pulled away and reeled onto your ass as you sputtered. He laughed and you touched your ragged throat. He slid back across the bed and reclined with his hands behind his head.
"I mean, you don't think you're done, do you?" He chided, "You haven't even made me cum."
You pushed yourself up to your feet shakily and neared the bed. You climbed up and the frame creaked dangerously. It barely held your weight, let alone his. He stared at your panties and you stood to slip them down your legs. He reached out and you handed them over as the shame nipped at your neck.
You stood on your knees as you straddled him and reached down to guide his cock. He was still wet with your spit. You slid him inside of you with a gasp and he moaned until he was at his limit. You winced as your walls strained against him. He was still too much. Every time hurt just as bad as the last.
"Well..." He kept one arm bent behind his head as his other squeezed your panties.
You slowly began to move your hips. He bared his teeth as you rocked and you tried to resist the knot as it tangled inside of you. You pressed your palms to his firm stomach as you kept your motion steady. Your legs ached from your effort, event at that pace.
He groaned impatiently and his blue eyes sparked. You sped up just a little and the knot tightened. You couldn't fight it. His cock filled you over and over as your clit rubbed against his pelvis. You shuddered and dug your nails into his skin and your breath hitched.
"Come on, you can do it," He said airily, "That's it, girl. I can see it." You closed your eyes and ground harder against him. You couldn't help but chase the release; a single second to forget your endless torment. Even with him. "You're gonna cum all over me, aren't you? I didn't say you could do that."
You tried to mute your delight and sneered. You couldn't help animalistic growl that rose as your peak grew closer. You bounced atop him madly; desperately. The metal frame whined. It wasn't him beneath you, you weren't in this shitty apartment, you weren't on top of this decrepit bed. You were somewhere else and you felt fucking wonderful.
"Look at you," He preened and your mouth formed an o. You came suddenly and your hips bucked against him. "Oooh, you're cumming, you dirty fucking slut."
You grabbed onto his sides as you rode out your climax. Your head fell forward and your pelvis slowed until you were almost still. The tendrils swirled along your thighs and back. The afterglow embraced you and you fell forward, exhausted.
"Fuck," Steve swore and sat up.
He stayed inside of you as he flipped you onto your back. On his knees, he pushed as deep as he could go. You whimpered and the bed echoed your cry. It trembled beneath you dangerously. Steve stretched your panties out across your neck and held you down with them.
The thin cotton choked you as he pinned them beneath his thick hands. He pulled back and slammed back into you. You threw your arms up but he easily ignored you. You grabbed onto his thick biceps as he wove the panties beneath your neck and clasped them tight with one hand. He twisted the seams around two fingers as his other hand gripped your hip.
"Fuck," He growled as he began to thrust. The bed wobbled and you clawed at the blankets. "You fucking bitch, you think you can leave me hanging?"
He sped up and the bed shook. The metal groaned and your eyes rounded up at him. "St--" Your voice died as he twisted the panties tighter. "Th---" You could barely speak, "B--"
A snap and a crash and you were pinned entirely beneath Steve's body. He didn't miss a beat as the end of the bed fell apart. The mattress slid slightly down the slant of the frame. Steve fucked you as if he didn't even notice and your weight rested at the base of your neck. The panties strained around your throat as he rutted against you, your arms pinned beneath his thick torso.
"Look what you've fucking done, you slut," He snarled in your ear. "You like make a fucking mess." He hooked his fingers around your shoulder and delved even deeper. "You were just waiting for me up in that cabin, huh?" You turned your head away as it pounded. You could barely breathe past the cotton noose. "Back in that little hole you shared with him, huh? He fucked you but he couldn't get you off, could he? Not after me."
You squeaked at the sudden pluck inside. Your walls pulsed around him as his flesh slapped against yours loudly. The metal grinded into the floor beneath. You squeezed him between your legs as you came again and he nuzzled along your shoulder. 
"Again?" He bit down and sucked. You sputtered in pain.
He pulled away suddenly and held himself up with one arm as he lifted his pelvis and hammered back into you. His thrusts were decisive. Agonizing. He plunged into you completely and grunted. His cum soothed your aching walls. He wiggled his hips and slowly untangled his fingers from the panties.
He pulled out of you and the other side of the bed collapsed with a bang. He sat back with a booming laugh as he lifted the corner of the mattress. He looked at the bent frame and sighed. You tore the panties away from your neck and tossed them aside. 
He pushed himself to the edge of the bed and stood. He grabbed your elbow and led you up from the sagging mattress. He turned you to face him and his hands grazed along your arms and crept around to the back of your thighs. He lifted you at once and stood with you in the air. You exclaimed and clung to his shoulders. 
"Shit," He reached down to line his cock up with your entrance, "Looks like you won't be sleeping much."
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theexcass · 4 years
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Jolene
Summary: “He talks about you in his sleep.”
Pairing: Dean Winchester x Female Reader
Warnings: Language, Cheating if you squint, Angst
A/N: This is my first reader story, so be kind! Obviously (sort of) based on the Dolly Parton song Jolene.
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You were surprised when you heard your phone ring. Not one of your throwaways, but your actual phone. The number that only Sam, Dean, and Bobby had. The number that no one else in the world should have.
Sam was gone. He'd sacrificed himself to gank the devil, and save the world. It was a month and a half that he'd been gone and... you knew it wasn't him. You'd had a conversation with him before it happened, before he'd said his goodbyes to everyone. He had explicitly told you not to try to find him, to let him stay dead this time. And you knew that he was serious about it. So, you listened.
Bobby had been giving you your space. He knew that the recent events had been more than rough on you, and he knew what a toll it had taken on you. He left you alone to grieve and hunt on your own. Well, as long as you called him every Friday so that he knew you were still alive.
And Dean... Dean was gone too. Not dead, but he was gone. He was out living a nice, pretty, apple pie life with Lisa and Ben. He'd had the family he'd always wanted, playing Daddy and husband and no doubt doing an amazing job in both roles. You hadn’t heard a peep from him, and sometimes the insecure little demon in the back of your mind piped up to tell you that he probably forgot about the ten or so years of friendship you shared, in favor of his new family.
Turning your phone screen on, your brow immediately shoots up. It was a number you'd never seen before.
You questioned who the hell it could be. The gears were turning in your head as you tried to figure it out. You knew the boys' and Bobby's number by heart, and they always told you when they got a new throwaway. Aforementioned situations aside, you knew one of them sure as hell wouldn't be calling you bright and early with a brand new number with no prior warning. After a beat or two, you decided to answer the damn thing.
“Hello?”
Silence, for a moment, before you heard her voice.
"It's Lisa."
Your eyes went wide and your jaw damn near hit the floor. Lisa? Why the hell was Lisa Braden calling you?
While you didn't hate each other per say, you weren't on the best of terms either. You hated the way she yo-yo'ed Dean's heart and feelings around, the way she used Ben as a ploy to draw him back in, and just generally used Dean only to toss him to the side whenever he was inconvenient to her. She hated you and Dean's close bond, and hated the way he would run and jump for you and Sam the second you or Sam needed him.
"Dean okay?" was your response, after a beat or two.
"He's fine." She answered coldly.
"So...why're you calling me?" You asked, deciding to just bite the damn bullet.
"I need to talk to you." She answered quietly. You couldn't help the snort that came through.
"We're talking now."
She sighed, and you could practically hear her eyes roll. It was silent for more than a few moments, and you thought maybe she hung up. Just before you went to pull the phone from your ear to check, she spoke again. This time her voice was soft, and sad sounding.
"He talks about you in his sleep."
Your heart stuttered in your chest, and you found yourself more than speechless for a few moments. You were floored. He talks about you in his sleep. What the hell did that even mean? She was talking about Dean, obviously but... talking about you in his sleep? Your brain went into overdrive as you wondered just what that meant.
"What?" You managed breathlessly.
"Dean." She said, voice strained. "He talks about you. At first it started with a mumble or two every couple of nights or so, and I could ignore it. Then it slowly escalated and now... Now he cries out for you."
It was more than a shock to hear. Dean had talked in his sleep for the entire decade‘s worth of years you'd known him, and Sam and Bobby said he had done so long before that. Normally, it was nonsensical bullshit about people stealing his pie or random mutters about Led Zeppelin or some hot chick he'd been with weeks prior. But to hear now that he was talking about you, crying out for you apparently in his sleep? That was news, in a big way. And you didn't know how to take it.
"What... What does he say?"
She gave a soft, bitter laugh. You almost felt bad for her. You figured it must suck, hearing your boyfriend cry out another woman's name in his sleep. But your pity for her was overshadowed by the fact that you were hearing earth shattering information.
"It changes nightly." She replied. "Sometimes it's just your name. Other times he asks for you. He says he misses you, that he needs you. And..."
She took a deep breath and you knew that this one was gonna be a doozy. You mentally prepared yourself, steeling yourself for the hard information that was about to flood out of her mouth.
"He says he loves you."
The brakes came on in your mind. Everything stopped in a moment, like someone had just hit pause on your life.
He says he loves you. The words echoed over and over in your mind, never stopping. Dean says he loves you? On a regular basis? It was in his sleep, meaning his subconscious was saying it. The deep down, true part of his self was crying out for you, asking for you by name and saying that he needed you. And that he loved you.
You took a deep breath and you knew you had to say something, anything.
"Lisa, I-"
She cut you off, stopping you from needing to figure anything out to say.
"Have you seen him?" She asked. "Do you meet up? Talk on the phone? Anything?"
"No." You answered, honestly. "I haven't seen him since the day that Sam... Sam.."
You both fell into an almost deafening silence. No one said a word. It wasn't the response that Lisa wanted to hear, and you knew it. It would be easier for her to accept that you had been seeing him, been with him recently and that that was why he was calling out for you.
It was worse to know that he hadn't seen you in months and you still elicited that reaction.
She sucked in a breath and was about to speak, to say something, but cut herself off.
"He's home."
She hung up, leaving you to slowly ease down onto your motel bed and stare at your cell with wide eyes, wondering what the hell had just happened.
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razorblade180 · 5 years
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Lasting Embers pt12: Family
Jaune:*walking down the stairs* Well look who’s having a midnight snack.
*Yang and Yujin eating french toast*
Yang:*mouth full* Hi hun...
Yujin:*waving enthusiastically*
Jaune:I’m guessing the market run was a success?
Yujin:Not only that, mom told me some very interesting stories. You never told me you once used the sword of destruction to fight your old partner!
Jaune:*looks at Yang* You started with that story...?
Yang:It’s a depressing but hardcore story; I’m surprised you didn’t tell her yourself. You had a death match with the undead invincible warrior.
Jaune:First, she wasn’t undead. She was just all grimm like and horrifying. Second, somehow I knew that would love telling that story. So I saved it for you to tell.
Yujin:I always knew you were a pretty cool dad but hearing that story just makes you even cooler! *eyes as wide as her plate*
Yang:*taking this moment to sneak over to Ruby* Hey there lil sis; feeling rested?
Ruby:*laying on the couch* Yeah, it feels nice to sleep on good furniture after a decade.
Yang:Is that the only place you sle-ow!
Ruby:*flicking her forehead* I know what you’re implying and I still think it’s very weird that you would be okay with something like that. Like extremely weird.
Yang:*rubbing her forehead* Don’t you think I know that? It wouldn’t be the weirdest thing to happen to this family if we’re being truthful.
Ruby:Yang, why is my love life so important to you. I know things have been......difficult for me. However, I don’t think I’m desperate enough to sleep with my sister’s husband. That sounds like something out of Blake’s novels.
Yang:I know it’s just....if I’m being honest with myself I feel like I robbed you. You and Jaune have always had this special connection no one can match and frankly it always made me a little jealous.
Ruby:......
Yang:Also I can’t help but feel that if you had married him then you would’ve been spared this heart-ow! Stop thumping me.
Ruby:No matter how you slice it, Oscar’s death would’ve tore me up. Him being my husband was definitely fuel for that agony but I want to believe I would’ve mourned just as hard even if he wasn’t. Your intentions are weird but pure; I’ll be fine though.
Yang:*kisses her forehead* If my leader says she’s fine then I guess she’s fine. Do me a favor though and don’t lock your heart away. We both know Weiss is single.
Ruby:I’d be a little less concerned about my skills to meet someone and more concerned about your moves in bed. You’re ten years rusty and I know from that kiss you had with Jaune earlier that he’s been waiting for this night.
Yang:.....*red* That hadn’t crossed my mind. Shoot, that might have to wait. It would be weird it Yu-
Ruby:*standing up* Yujin let’s go get your sword before something happens to it. A grimm or person might take it.
Yujin:Crap, you’re right. All that work into making Tempered Steel and I forgot my poor baby in a fit of rage! *rushes out the door*
Ruby:I’ll keep her safe and you two....you know. *closes door*
Jaune:*looks at Yang*
Yang:Sooooo there’s still some french toast le-*caught off gaurd by a kiss before getting picked up*
Jaune:Not really what I want to eat right now.
Yang:J..just so you know, it’s been awhile for me. I’m probably out of practice. *embarrassed*
Jaune:You say that like I’m not. It’s been a long ten years. I don’t want to waste a another moment.
Yang:*crimson* Then by all means.... let’s go to bed. I am a little tired from today though.
Jaune:That’s fine *whispers* I’ll do all the work.
Yang:*laughs anxiously* So much for sleeping.
[Forest Clearing]
Yujin:......Was this a distraction?
Ruby:Yeah....
Yujin: I see. *closes eyes* Mom and dad are-
Ruby:Yeah.......
Yujin:*grabs her sword* Sigh, I shouldn’t have asked.
[the next morning]
Jaune:*peacfully sleeping in bed* Zzzz
Yang:*admiring him as she lays beside him* (who would’ve thought I’d miss the sound of him snoring? Sleeping without a care in the world.) *kisses his forehead*
Jaune:*smiles warmly in his sleep*
Yang:*smiles* I love you....
*knock knock knock*
Yang:Don’t tell me they were out all night? I feel kinda bad now. *puts on PJ’s and heads down stairs*
*Yujin and Ruby sleeping with headphones on*
Yang:Oh they’re inside. Wait, who’s knocking at five in the morning? *looks through the peep whole*
*A man stands there wearing a hooded cloak. Combat boots and leather gloves can be seen; a few strands of reddish hair visible*
Yang:Wait a sec, *opens the door* Adam?
Adam:*takes off the hood. Hair noticeably longer and laid down. A slight bang covers his scar. His horns have actually grown a few inches longer* Yang? You’re back?
Yang:You know, Jaune did mention you were gonna be showing up; I just can’t believe you’re actually here. *glaring slightly* not sure how I feel about it all things considered.
Adam:That’s fair; if anyone would’ve bothered to tell me you’d be back then I wouldn’t be here. Wait, is Blake...?
Yang:She’s alive and should be back in menagerie by now; or at least close to it.
Adam:Hmmm I guess I should’ve stayed back a day or two like Jacquelyn wanted. Oh well, no point in thinking about it now. *rubs the slight stubble on his chin*
Yang:*noticing a ring*..........How?
Adam:How what?
Yang:*shaking her head* Nothing! You uhh... look healthy. That hairstyle sucks though; you look a little emo.
Adam:Rude as ever I see. In case you’ve forgotten, I’m “dead” to the majority world. Walking around with a very iconic scar would raise some flags.
Yang:Still.....*movig his bang* you’re kinda fortunate you don’t use that eye to-
*yang staring at two blue eyes instead of one*
Yang:S...see? How on remnant do you have- *gears turning* how much luck do you have to have to get the chance to marry the one person who can open the vault to the relic of creation.
Adam:It was her idea; not mine. She insisted on doing it though.
Yang:You kept the scar though?
Adam:Fixing things is fine but, you shouldn’t forget that they got broken in the first place. This scar in a way started it all; only fitting it stays.
Yang:....Seeing you calm is jarring and uncomfortable. What happened to all that spite?
Adam:It lingers; there’s just not as much room for it as there used to be. Speaking of the relic of creation... *points to her arm* If it can make an eye then a limb should be easy.
Yang:*looking at it* It’s not like a need to get rid of this. Although, it would be nice to hug Yujin with two regular arms for change. I’ll think about it.
Adam:Speaking of the wild child, is she-
*Yang aggressively pushed to the side unexpectedly*
Yujin:*jumps through the door frame, arms stretched out excitedly* Sensei Adam!!!!
Adam:*side steps; Yujin face planting on the ground*
Yujin:*muffled* Why would you do that?
Adam:Last time I was over you lunged at with a sword trying to challenge me.
Yujin:*standing up pouting* I just wanted a hug.... *red*
Yang:*dying inside* (of all people)
Adam:*rubbing her head* You’ve grown like a weed. It has been almost a year since my last check in though.
Yujin:*ginning* Did you bring me a present!? You know my birthday was just yesterday right!?
Adam:I’m constantly traveling lightly and can’t be seen by regular people. Getting you a present would be difficult.
Yujin:Oh...*puts her head down* Huh? *sees a pendant shaped like the sun dangling in her peripheral*
Adam:*holding it* So I had this made secretly. It’s made out of a sun stone; Happy Birthday.
Yang:*eyes widen* (Is this even the same guy?)
Yujin:*Putting it on immediately* This is awesome! I can’t believe you did this. *hugs him*
Adam:*looking at Yang while trying to free his arms* You okay over there?
Yang:I....I’m coping. You being good with kid’s let alone my daughter is a reality I have to get used to.
Adam:If it makes you feel better, I don’t always have this type of luck when it comes to my kid. With all this is espionage I only really see them one or two months out of the yea-
Yang:YOU HAVE A KID!!!!!?
Yujin:I know right? *letting go* Honestly I’d rather have you tell me about her as a gift because he’s told me nothing about her!
Adam:Nope.
Yujin:Worth a shot *mumbles* a kiss on the cheek would’ve been a nice gift...
Adam:What did you say?
Yujin:*Blushing* Nothing!
Yang:Wait, are you referring to that one runt we found in that... *looks at Yujin* ...... *covers her ears* that slave and torture sight? Where you ended up a while back?
Adam:No I have a biological kid. I do count both of them as mine though. *trying not to smile*
Yang:Can I know about her?
Yujin*struggling and trying to lead lips* Aw come on! Why don’t I get to know? *ears finally uncovered*
Adam:Sorry kiddo, not that I don’t trust you to keep a secret but that sort of thing is best left for an actual encounter. I’m sure one day you get meet my desert rose.
Yujin:Desert rose? What does that mean?
Adam:You’ll figure it out one day; don’t think about too much.
Yujin:Fine.....Oh! Can I get one more present from you!?
Adam:I’m not teaching you a proper moonslice.
Yang:*shudders*
Yujin:Not that, but I still want to learn. I’m curious on who’s stronger these days, you or mom.
*both look at each other*
Yang:I’m done of you are; I miss punching you a bit. Those were simpler times.
Adam:You’re in PJ’s Yang.
Yang:Consider it a handicap. I’ve done a lot in ten years; I might be too much to handle.
Adam:*throws cloak off* Those are some bold words. I think you might’ve forgotten what this swordsman can do. *smirking*
*both looking at each other smugly. Tension in the air.*
Yujin:*hitting record on her scroll* Who would’ve thought being 15 was so great?
[inside]
Jaune:*hearing metal clashing outside* That didn’t take long. Pass the milk please.
Ruby:*making cereal* This will never change and the worst part is....
Jaune:It always ends in a draw.... *raises spoon* To nostalgia!
Ruby:*raises spoon* And the two of them at least not going for blood!
“Cheers!” *clink*
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fancymuffinparty · 5 years
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Just Say You Feel the Way That I Feel...
Rating: T; for suggestive themes and eating cake wayyyyy too fast
Pairing: Mikasa Ackerman x Annie Leonhart, Mikannie
Summary:  For Day Three of Annie Week 2k19! (Modern AU) @annieweek
Prompt based on this post. 
Annie needs a fake-fiance to try wedding cake samples and Mikasa’s cute and not really doing anything sooooooo...
Word Count: 1769
A/N: My first tumblr-exclusive one-shot of 2019! :O Ahhhh! I guess this coulda worked for Day One Sweets, but it’s a modern AU too so we’ll go with that! :)
Quick shout-out to Mikannie discord peeps that I haven’t chatted with in forever but i love y’all and HERE’S THE FIC I MENTIONED MONTHS AGO!!! :’D oof
*Title inspired by this song I heard at a wedding and was like-
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“Be my fiancé,” Annie declares as she saunters into the room.
“Your… what?” Mikasa freezes, her coffee cup halfway to her lips.
“Only for like an hour tops,” Annie says. Her eyes are glued to her phone, focused on whatever email or text she’s answering.
“You know it’s me you’re talking to, right?” Mikasa queries, wondering which episode of the Twilight Zone this whole fiasco is supposed to be.
“Look, there’s this amazing baker that’s been written up in the Stohess Times,” Annie explains. “The reviews claim the cakes are out of this world. I guess he’s famous in his hometown or something. Thing is he only does wedding cakes… So we’re sampling them in like twenty minutes.”
Annie mumbles something to the effect of ‘Booked it!’ after shoving her phone in her pocket, then orders: “Get your coat. We gotta go now or we’ll be stuck in traffic.”
Mikasa can’t fathom a response to the blonde’s rambling, merely staring at her as if she’d missed some sort of punchline.
“You like cake, right?” Annie asks, her brows furrowed.
“Well yeah,” Mikasa replies, still unconvinced. “But why are you asking me?”
“Because you’re here and clearly you’re not doing anything,” Annie says, slipping on her jacket. “This was also the only appointment I could squeeze us in. They’re pretty booked.”
“Why don’t you just buy one?” Mikasa asks.
“Buy a wedding cake? For myself? What do I look like? A crazy person?” Annie scoffs, grabbing her car keys.
Mikasa doesn’t have the energy to put up any more resistance, though she desperately wants to point out that Annie’s practically a monster for sweets and therefore if the blonde were to buy an entire wedding cake for herself, she doubts anyone would be the least bit shocked.
Accepting the circumstances for what they are, Mikasa simply shrugs, grabs her coat, and follows Annie out the door. They’re about to hop inside her car when she suddenly remembers the next phase of her plan.
“Almost forgot,” Annie says, handing Mikasa a silver ring. “Might wanna slip this on.”
“Seriously? This might be too far- even for you,” Mikasa mutters, tentatively easing the ring on. After settling themselves in the car, however, she can’t help but admire the subtle gleam of it. “It’s almost an exact replica of yours,” she notes.
Annie nods, half-smiling. “It looks good on you, Ackerman.”
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The trip is mostly silent. When her curiosity gets the best of her, Mikasa googles the famous baker they’re due to meet in but a few minutes. He’s a friendly-looking fellow named Nikolo from the Marley metropolis. The cakes are gorgeous and she admires the artistic quality to them. No wonder Annie had been so insistent.
Mikasa sighs and rests her head against the backrest of the passenger seat. She gets a bit carried away with her thoughts, allowing herself to imagine what it would be like if this was her reality. What if she and Annie were engaged? What if they really were going to pick out a wedding cake? What if the ring she’s wearing meant more than simply putting on a show? (For free food, of all things…)
But she quickly locks those thoughts back to the darkest corner of her mind where they belong and tries to focus on enjoying the day with her newly acquired fake fiancé.
“Okay, looks like we’re here. Let’s go, dear.” Annie’s out of the car before Mikasa can make an objection to the pet name.
They quickly walk into the bakery where they’re immediately engulfed in the sweet smell of sugar. Annie feels right at home.
“Hello! Welcome!” A tall, slim man greets the duo after they’ve entered the establishment. He introduces himself politely and shakes their hands, to which Annie offers the same in return.
“Wonderful to meet you, Nikolo,” the blonde says. “And thank you for fitting us in. We’re aware of how busy you are.” Without using so much as eye-contact as some sort of unspoken cue, she reaches for Mikasa’s hand, holding it ever-so gently and continues with, “This is my fiancé, Mikasa Ackerman. Soon to be Mrs. Leonhart.”
A blush flashes across Mikasa’s cheeks, enflaming the bridge of her nose. Yet somehow, she manages to keep up with the charade, inserting herself into the exchange.
“Thanks for having us,” she chimes in quickly. “My fiancé practically worships sweets and from what we’ve read online, you’re the go-to guy for wedding cakes.”
Nikolo accepts the compliment, albeit modestly. “I’m honored,” he says with a coy smile. “Now please. If you’ll just follow me…” He makes a civil gesture before leading them into a small room away from the show floor.
There’s a small table embellished with innumerable slices of cake, each looking like a uniquely hand-crafted work of fine art almost too pretty to eat.
Almost.
“So, there are many different styles as you can see,” Nikolo explains. “We have the chocolate delight, the raspberry white dream, the red velvet luxury, the lemon supreme, and of course, the classic buttercream vanilla. Please, feel free to taste and try them all, let me know what you think. I’ll leave you to it.” He quietly exits the room, closing the door behind them to offer his guests some privacy.
“…Wow,” Mikasa whispers in awe, still marveling at the decorative array of sweets.
“Still think my idea’s insane, Ackerman?” Annie quips.
“Most definitely,” Mikasa replies without missing a beat. “But this is going to be totally worth it.”
“Well come on then. We don’t have all day.” Annie hurries to the table and sits down, eyes locked on the slice of the white raspberry dream. Before Mikasa can even pull up a seat next to her, the blonde has already devoured half of the slice.
“Mikasa, you need to try this,” Annie manages in between chewing. She lets out a tiny moan, a sound that is practically sinful.
Mikasa rushes to sit down when she sees Annie shove another bite into her mouth.
“Hey now, slow it down there, Annie,” Mikasa warns, eyeing the blonde with a slightly judgmental look. “It’s not going anywhere.”
“Not my fault you can’t keep up,” Annie sasses back, cake still stuffed in her mouth.
“As your fiancé, I demand you-” Mikasa is unable to finish as Annie quickly shoves a piece of cake into her mouth, using the extra fork on the table.
“Mmmmph!” Mikasa grumbles incoherently at first but as soon as the burst of heavenly flavors overwhelm her senses, she’s practically fallen in love.
“How was that, darlin’?” Annie asks. Taunts, really.
“You’re cruel,” Mikasa replies, eyes rolling to the back of her head. “I need more.”
“Mmmm, that’s what I thought,” Annie drawls. “Maybe if you ask nicely.”
Mikasa huffs and reaches for a different slice of cake. Appears to the be the Lemon Supreme. Her mouth is instantly watering.
“Or I can help myself to this gorgeous specimen,” she asserts.
Annie gobbles down the rest of her own slice, feigning indifference. “Suit yourself.”
She scoops up a hefty serving of the red velvet luxury cake and devours the morsel in predatory fashion. Mikasa finds the blonde’s feistiness rather amusing.
“You oughtta savor the taste, Annie,” she suggests, chewing her next bite slowly. “You’re eating way too fast.”
Annie waves her off, cheeks stuffed to the max. “Believe me, I am thoroughly enjoying this experience.”
Mikasa heaves a sigh and shrugs, stealing a small bite of the red velvet luxury.
Oh, yes, she thinks, cherishing every beautiful second of this passionate moment.
This one’s her favorite.
“You’re making that face,” Annie says abruptly, interrupting her thoughts. “You like that one?”
Mikasa quirks a brow. “What? What face?”
“The ‘Mikasa face of approval’,” Annie replies, smirking. “No need to get all self-conscious about it. It’s cute.”
“Cute?” Mikasa’s chewing picks up, as does the frantic beat of her heart.
Annie’s still admiring her fake fiancé’s bashful expression, until she notices the small crumbs and frosting smeared at the corner of her mouth.
“You got something on your…” Annie points the mess out, to which Mikasa merely tilts her head, questioning.
“I got cake on my face or what?” Mikasa asks, setting aside her fork.
Annie nods, a smug expression adorning her face. “Mmmhmmm.”
Mikasa looks away, slightly embarrassed. Before she can grab a napkin and wipe the crumbs and frosting off, Annie reaches for her face, hand caressing her cheek tenderly.
“Here, let me help,” she says softly. And she slowly leans in.
Mikasa stalls, the anticipation looming over her as Annie eases closer and closer. The blonde gently draws her tongue over the smeared frosting, then merges their mouths together in a sweet kiss; innocent yet so deliberate.
Annie pulls away, but only slightly. “I think I got it.”
Mikasa’s breathing is hitched. “Is a… second helping possible?”
“Oh?” Annie hums. “You mean the red velvet or… do you want me to kiss you again?”
Mikasa’s just about had it with Annie’s sass, so without warning she slips her arms around her waist and pulls the blonde in closer. Their lips meet again, this time in a deeper kiss.
She can still taste the lingering presence of red velvet with every curious graze of her tongue.
“Oh, my! I am so sorry to interrupt!” Nikolo stammers as he walks into the room, wondering if he should just tiptoe out and pretend he didn’t witness their passionate makeout session. “Ummm… Just wanted to see if you two were doing all right.”
From the looks of it, it seems to be going very well.
The two pull away from each other, like shy bashful lovers. “We’re doing fine. Thank you,” Annie replies, clearing her throat.
“Everything tastes wonderful,” Mikasa adds politely.
“Perfect! Well let me know if you need anything.” Nikolo forces a smile, preparing to scurry away in humiliation.
“Actually, can we order the red velvet luxury?” Annie requests. “She really likes this one.” She shoots Mikasa a wink before interlocking their hands together.
“Of course!” Nikolo replies. “I’ll be right back with the order forms.” He excuses himself with a bow and promptly leaves the lovebirds to their own devices.
“Really, Annie?” Mikasa chuckles. “You’re really going to buy the whole cake?”
Annie’s gaze lingers to their joined hands and matching rings. Her little scheme to get her crush to try free wedding cake samples has seemingly rewarded her with the best of both worlds.  
She keeps that to herself, of course.
“Why yes,” Annie replies warmly. “Only the best for my fiancé.”
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olwog · 7 years
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etSo Peeps, it’s day 2 and we’re walking from Sutton Bank to Osmotherley. There appears to be some road issues so Ted’s Taxi takes us the pretty route that includes a trip up Bolton Bank and an approach to Sutton Bank that I’ve not taken but is very picturesque. It’s raining and the forecast is poor for the day so we’re well togged out in our waterproof best. Billy Connelly once said that there is no such thing as bad weather, it’s just bad preparation and we’re certainly not that.
  As Ted drives off we make our way towards the Sutton Bluff and what is generally considered the best view in England then begin our walk along the bluff towards Garbutt Wood. As we emerge from the trees  we’re met with some fabulous views of Gormire looking North West and the beautiful Vales of York and Mowbray. The Pennines are just a blur a today due to the fine rain that’s falling and the wind that’s blowing the heavy cloud across the sky. There’s no misery here though, we’re upbeat and looking forward to a bacon sandwich at High Paradise Cafe which is about an hour and half from here. We make a few photographs and take in the sights, I’ve actually included some photographs made on sunny days from this ridge, today the views are merely good but on the days that we’re blessed with blue skies and fluffy white clouds, they’re spectacular and the “Best View In England” title that’s signposted at the cafe in the car park is entirely appropriate.
We’re heading towards White Mare Crag now and I remember a legend that was retold in wonderful detail by Peter Turton, a North Yorkshire Moors National Park Volunteer and I include it here…
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The story begins with the Abbot of Rievaulx Abbey. The Abbot owned a white Arab mare, which had been presented to the Abbey. The Abbot took ownership of the horse, as he thought much more of worldly possessions than religious duties. The mare by nature was mild and gentle, but take her up on the moor and give her full rein, and then she showed her true worth.
In nearby Helmsley Castle lived a Knight, Sir Harry de Scriven, who was as fond of good living as the Abbot. He too had a favourite steed, a black stallion with the name of Nightwind. He and Nightwind had a reputation for never having been beaten in the chase. Not surprisingly there existed a considerable jealousy between the Knight and the Abbot.
One day after a hunting trip the Knight passed the inn on Hambleton Plain and decided to call in. Who should be there but the Abbot. The two men ate and drank together whilst night came on and with it a strong storm wind which promised snow. After a number of hours Sir Harry seemingly recalled a message for the Abbot. A yeoman farmer who a few miles away over the plain was very ill and had asked the Knight to summon the Abbot to come to shrive and pray with him before it was too late.
Sir Harry offered the use of Nightwind, surprisingly the Abbot accepted the offer and also agreed that the Knight, riding the white mare, should accompany him so far along the road, to show the way. The two men mounted hastily and rode off. The wind was blowing wildly; both horses felt the nervous excitement of the coming storm and somehow the ride moved almost imperceptibly into a race between the powerful black horse and the fleet white mare, and their riders.
The mare took the lead but Nightwind, carrying the heavy Abbott, slowly drew abreast and then took the lead. Sir Harry grew angry and the sound of the Abbott’s mocking laughter from ahead did nothing to abate his fury. He lashed the mare, he swore at her, he swore at the Abbot and Nightwind, and then he swore at himself as he realised that the Abbot had not been fooled. The heavier man had the heavier horse, and for all Sir Harry’s skill in the hunt he couldn’t hope to catch Nightwind.
Riding blindly on and on, using his whip mercilessly, Sir Harry completely forgot the landscape and where they were heading. It was too late when he finally realised that the horses were almost at the edge of Hambleton Plain with an eight hundred foot drop before them. A momentary struggle to stop the mare failed, her headlong pace was too great and so with a sickening plunge horse and man went over the cliff edge.
As Sir Harry and the mare plummeted down towards the sharp rocks below, the Abbot appeared to sprout a pair of horns and a long forked tail and where there had been feet in the stirrups there were now a pair of pointed hooves!
Nightwind’s rider called above the sound of the storm: “Sir Harry de Scriven beware of the stones But a novice like you must expect broken bones If you must play a trick on Old Nick! I’ll see you below when I visit the sick!”
With those words ringing in his ears Sir Harry crashed to his death along with the little white mare.
And the Abbot? He and Nightwind disappeared into the waters of Lake Gormire at the bottom of the crag. A great hiss of steam went up as the lake boiled for a moment.
Lake Gormire towards Sutton Bank Yet that’s not quite the end.
Until not so many years ago, people living under the Hambleton Hills would tell you how, when the night was stormy, the spectre of the terrified white mare could be seen plunging over the crag towards the stones below until suddenly she disappeared into thin air.
And the dark bottomless Lake Gormire – well everyone knows that’s an entrance to Hell.
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With the above in mind complete with a shudder that’s not only due to the rain, we make our way along the softer grass of Boltby Scar, Sneck Yate Bank past Low Paradise Farm and then up to our first objective, a bacon sandwich from High Paradise Farm.
The Cleveland Way meanders through the farm so you can’t miss it and the welcome from a very quirky and wonderfully cheerful Ginny is worth the call.
“Come in or go out but close the door”, is her opener, “It’s cold with the door open”. My pet hate is the type of person that stands in a doorway holding the door open whilst they conduct a conversation with someone outside so her direct approach is welcome by me and I’m amused. She’s also delivered it with a smile so there’s no malice intended and certainly none taken. I like this place already.
There are fresh scones, seriously rich fresh cream cake and various other homemade offerings together with coffees and teas but we’re here because of the bacon butty and it��s delivered on a fresh baguette; for the first time today we go quiet!
After drying off and warming through we avail ourselves of the toilet facilities which are somewhat cosy in as much as there would be no risks to the health of a swinging cat because there isn’t enough room to swing it but they are immaculately clean and very welcome.
As an aside, I’m not sure what sort of parties or clientele the The Cleveland Way and/or this part of North Yorkshire draws but there is a sign that prohibits the flushing of contraceptives down the toilet! Hmm, now I wonder, ‘High Paradise Farm’, where did it get its name?
We leave the lovely Ginny with a cheery wave and a smile that will keep us warm for the next few miles.
As we exit the courtyard the Pilgrim beckons us to follow Tony, Ginny’s step dad and owner. He gives us a conducted tour of the barn and pens containing these well cared for animals, some of which will be decorating plates in the coming months. They don’t know this of course and in the meantime, they’re enjoying the best of care. We make a few more photographs and Pete captures a particularly good one of the Pilgrim and her new best friend, a goat.
We make our way across Kepwick Moor and turn left at White Gill Head onto the ambiguously named Hambleton Street that is also called the Cleveland Way. We’re on Black Hambleton now and on the descent. The track is strewn with rocks and is not pleasant to walk on but it doesn’t last long before we’re on to a smoother surface and before we know it we’re at Square Corner and ready for “the steps”.
The steps down to Oakdale are treacherous due to the rain and the moss. We adopt a very cautious approach as there are random stones that look no different to the others but are covered with lichen that is almost imperceptible and this coupled with the rain renders them like teflon and there is more than one occasion when you hear a “Whoa…” or “Bugger..” or worse as someone’s foot slips away from them and sticks become an essential accessory to remaining upright. We fire our cameras up of course but on this occasion they’re redundant and we reach the bridge at the bottom of this little gorge without incident.
Oakdale Lower is now history and Oakdale Upper has been tastefully landscaped so we’re treated to a lovely view of rabbits playing near the water and two geese of some sort landing on the water. I love moments like this and whilst it could have been improved if the weather had been better it is still a wonderful late spring view and much appreciated.
Minutes later and we’re passing a house that has a fabulous garden that is being improved each time we use this route. The owner is lugging some huge planks about with the help of his partner and it is obvious how much work goes into making it look like this.
We’re along the lane now and see Pete just a blur in the distance, he’s made a phone call to Briege at the Osmotherley fish and chip shop to order a cod and chips and with the image in his head he’s all but jogging to get there before she closes at half two, we smile.
George is talking about Mediterranean cuisine and discussing the relative merits of Spanish, Greek and English sandwiches but the conversation dies as salad, feta and Greek olives are suggested as optimal especially in Greek sunshine.
We arrive in the Queen Catherine following a brief encounter with cod and chips sitting on the cross and as we pass the bar George resurrects the conversation regarding sandwiches.
“So what would you say to a Greek sandwich?”, asks George as we take our seats in the corner…
There’s a silence for a nanosecond and if there’d been a piano playing in the bar it would have stopped!
Someone went into a semi crouch with shoulders hunched as the beer they were drinking came blurting out and tears welled in silent hysteric laughter.
Still in gourmet mode, George asks again what a Greek sandwich is. Someone has googled said question and George is looking at the phone screen, first tilting his head one way, then the other. He even turned the ‘phone upside down shaking his head.
“I think I’ll swerve on the Greek sandwich”, says George; the rest of us are still recovering…
The walk is 18km and easy. The views are stunning in sunny weather and although we didn’t get any today it certainly proved that Gortex is indeed waterproof.
Enjoy the photos. I’ve also added some from another walk when it was sunny for your interest…G..x
Cleveland Way – Sutton Bank to Osmotherley etSo Peeps, it’s day 2 and we’re walking from Sutton Bank to Osmotherley. There appears to be some road issues so Ted’s Taxi takes us the pretty route that includes a trip up Bolton Bank and an approach to Sutton Bank that I’ve not taken but is very picturesque.
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