#or maybe she wouldnt.

[kiokesu]

the cup of coffee i ask my father to make never tastes quite like the one he made for me when i couldn't walk from the pain

#does he do it because he loves me or does he do it because i asked? can it be both? can it be neither? #does the sigh he lets out when i tell him he makes it better than i do sound like irritation? #will i ever be able to tell without watching his face so carefully that he can feel me staring? #what happened to that brave little girl that he called his daughter? where did she go? #i killed her some ten years ago i think. when i couldnt handle being me anymore and even my closest friends thought i was too much. #i think she would cry if she knew who i was now. #or maybe she wouldnt. #maybe she would smile a little bit wrong like she always does and ask me if i still play minecraft (i do) #maybe she would laugh when i told her i wasnt a girl and say “me neither” with the confidence only she could have #maybe she would draw a dragon for me and add a little curl at the top of its head to represent mine. #maybe her hands would shake a little too much when i asked her if she knew how much her parents loved her. #i dont think she did back then. i dont think she knew. #it doesnt make it okay. what happened to her couldnt be excused or pardoned just by saying they loved her. #but maybe it would sting less if she knew it wasn't out of hate. #my father gets out of bed at 8 every morning to feed the dogs because i cant. #does he do it because he loves me? or because he has to? #my mother takes off of work to take me to my doctor's appointments. #does she do it because she loves me? or because she has to? #my sister chipped in on the cost of my birthday present. #did she do it because she loves me? or because she has to? #i thought i was so mature when i was 12 years old. now that i'm the age i lied and said i was when i was 12 i have never felt so small. #at age 10 i thought i wouldnt make it past 13. and now i dont know what to do with my life. #vanilla if you see this somehow. if you find this and you think “ah. theres my girl. hello caroline.” i hope you're in a good place in life #i hope your streaming career goes well. #i hope you graduated and that you got into whatever thing you wanted. #i hope you forgive yourself. because god knows i will never forgive you. #i was just a kid. why? why trinity? #i had to tell my therapist that he was the first one to ever know about the full extent of what you did to me. #i hope you can live with what you've done. i still can't. #i dont think ill ever forget what alex said about me.

[buggachat]

Part 116 of my bakery “enemies” au!

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Kofi

#ml #miraculous ladybug #miraculous #marinette dupain cheng #marinette dupain-cheng #adrien agreste #adrienette #adrinette #my art #bakery enemies au #she probably did that dumb ''blow on the phone'' trick from oblivio or whatever that definitely wouldnt work but somehow does #professional at breaking into phones. dont worry about it #realized after the fact that maybe felix and amelie should be there too? but whatever it doesnt matter

[hajihiko]

look on the bright side!

#Chiaki nanami #Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Peko pekoyama #Kuzupeko #A bonus panel that I thought ruined the flow would have been the rest of the cast minus Ryota #Bc yeah they also. Didnt get that. Except Gundham maybe he had his hammies with him! #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #Danganronpa 2 #Danganronpa #Blood CW #Death cw #DR3 #dr3 spoilers #Ok random commentary time: #Something something parallels... I forget. #Fuyuhiko 100% had a soft spot for chiaki and who wouldnt. #Also I dont think Chiaki would ever resent Hajime/izuru for not helping her like I think she Got It #But BOY .... I have such thoughts about that. Saving it for a dialogue tho #Also throwback to my Junko rewrite in which there was no hypnotism involved in Chiaki death simply everyone chose not to help. Thanks bye #An art

[heartorbit]

the star you've longed for

#PLEASE WATCH REVUE STARLIGHT!!!!!!💥💥💥💥💥 #project sekai #revue starlight #pjsk #emu otori #nene kusanagi #emunene #prsk #proseka #yuri win. i make my fav pairing fight tothe death #HAPPY EMUNENE WEEK LOOOOOL #Can i be hinestni think this sucks it took way too long cause i forgot how to draw for a week #im seeing demons and stuff. i feel more normal now. Also you may recall emu has a big hammer for revstar #thats the bottom of it the gem thing all the weapons have hers is sharp #i remember seeing meta post abt how mahiru has a blunt weapon because she never actually aimed for the lead role #rather she only wanted to be by karen's side. so her weapon wasnt capable of cutting anything in the first place #Fastforward to the movie and well LOLLLLL #though i think its funny in the movie her mace is still mostly used for i timidation againstbhikari.. bc again shes not winning for a lead #revue starlight youre neat. maybe i like revstar. #<- has been insane for 4+ years #Needed their pose to be smth where nenes weapon isnt visible because I DONT KNOW WHAT WEAPON TO GIVE HER. OOMFS HELP. I NEED A NENE WEAPON. #i thought some sort of polearm/spear/halberd etc something with range but that can be ambitious #but i feel like smth with that much footwork needed doesnt suit her.. And she cant hsve a sniper i dont think thatwould fucking work #aruru gets pistols in the revue but aruru also is Ummm well shes uhhh. [screaming] [car crash] #throwing knives would be funny wouldnt it. Put that gamer aim to use #idk if the emunene week tag is on here but i'll donit anyways #emuneneweek2024 #i remembered to switch which account this pists to for the first time in like 3 pists. so you get to see all my tags this time #rather than accidentally posting it to the wrong account and having to dekete and repost andngoing IM NOT WRITING ALL THAT AGAIN.

[kafkaguy]

donna noble fujoshi moments

#boy you know he was contemplating it ! #screenshots dont do justice to this scene cos the way she says it is SO FUNNY catherine tate u will always be famous #anyway remember when i said i wouldnt rewatch doctor who. [david tennant voice] welll..... #maybe just season 4 . #dr who #doctor who #donna noble

[thankstothe]

#house md #gregory house #james wilson #screencap #s07e01 “Now What?” #one of the thing that bothered me about canon huddy #is it feels too close to the unrealness of s5 finale #just huddy becoming canon does not feel like it would be enough to offset all the issues house had building up in s6 finale #hes not even a bit bitter about wilson throwing him out anymore and it certainly wasn't just a cover for huddy #left unresolved #last patient's death unresolved (you can say it delayed if youre a pedant) #the overall stress from that wrecked building - unresolved #all this skipped overnight #even more of a rocky start to this relationship would be better #cuddy too #this is so ooc for both of them #like their characters got reset #i do wonder how proper huddy would look like in canon #like it wouldnt work long term either #but in s7 it just went too smooth #what does cuddy even gets out of it besides the initial thrill? #she is a freak and workaholic in a completely different way to house #literal mother #and an authoruty figure #they would clash so bad so fast it would be glorious #maybe it would be better if she didnt make it and house was already back on vicodin in the bathroom #also would give deniability to ooc moments #dont mind me *watching perfect house md in my brain*

[sun-archeron]

dont mind me, im just thinking about how even after all the shit she saw in golyn niis, rin still had some hope that she would be able to deal with it and move on bc altan had done so after speer, and she went looking for him, bc if he could just tell her that she would be okay then she would keep trying, but then she found him getting high bc he in fact had not been able to deal with it, and thats when she finally lost all hope, finding out that altan was an addict was the thing that finally destroyed her heart, bc he was the strongest person she knew, he was her hero and commander, even after he was an asshole to her she still admired and respected his strength,and if the guy she looked up to had lost hope, had never been who she thought he was, than what chances did she have?

#the poppy war #fang runin #altan trengsin #SPOILERS #the way she just accepted defeat and sat and smoked with him #and later bc she had already accepted defeat she just went along with his stupid plan #and maybe if she hadnt followed him if she hadnt put so much faith in him then maybe she wouldnt have had the end she had

[dimitrscu]

the most optimal way to fight malenia. clearly

#this was so intimate. just slapping the shit out of each other #yuri moment <3 #phase two she was so mad #kick me i deserve it #‘now do it without bleed and frost’ sure! #malenia blade of miquella #elden ring #i wouldnt call this a no hit fight as she was technically hitting me lol #but maybe no damage i guess as my hp didnt go down #my videos

[mintmoth]

The answer is obvi

The twst character who can handle the heat, the hottest of the hot, IS NONE OTHER THAN MAMA SHROUD

Girl had two fire babies, if she can handle that she is as invincible as she is cute

The implications of this are making me lose it, like she just is casually eating something spicy as hell and when anyone is like "how are you doing that" she's just like "oh I've been through worse lol" and points at her kids

Idia is horrified like "what did I DO to you"

#im kidding she probably wouldnt say that #maybe For The Bit #twisted wonderland #twst wonderland #twst #anonymous #mint rambles #the pepper saga continues lmao

[fiendishartist2]

2 years post-canon designs anyone?

#man i love these guysssssss OUGH #i had so much fun making these #esp tome. shes my fav #idk if this is exactly accurate but i think i have the ages about right #teru and mob are 16. ritsu and shou are 15. and tome is 17/18 ? i wanted this is to be tome after highschool but it wouldnt work #tome works at s&s after highschool btw <3 #i dont love shou's design honestly but i think its fine. maybe its just bc he looks like sans lol #okay heights: mob 5'1- 6'0. ritsu 5'2- 5'10 #teru 5'3- 5'8 #tome 5'5- 5'9 #shou 5'0- 5'5 #shou doesnt really grow lol rip #im shorter than him tho so suck it up shou -_- #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #shigeo kageyama #ritsu kageyama #teruki hanazawa #shou suzuki #tome kurata #mob and teru go to the same highschool <3

[bl00doodle]

My sonknux fanchild..... her name is apple !!

#my art #sonknux #sonic the hedgehog #knuckled the echidna #the irony of me making a sonknux fanchild first instead of a sonadow fanchild jssjskej #i luvvv sonknux sm tho.... #KNUCKLES WOULD BE A WORRIER ANXIOUS DAD... sonic would also be nervous but hes being more chill abt it #knuckles would definitely want his kid to think hes the coolest aSKDJSKSKAK TRIES TO IMPRESS AN INFANT #they have lil competitions to make their baby laugh pr smthn ehehe #theyd be such cute n silly parents... #w sonadow i think they rly wouldnt have kids tbh maybe theyd have liek 5 chao as children SHSBWHWHSHHW #or like 4 cats and 1 dog . thats the vide i have in my brain #*vibe #soandow would def be vague parent figures 2 sum ppl when theyre mucchhh much older imo #sonknux would b more llikely to have a kid #how is their kid borm? idk. magic? emerald magic!??.. #anywayz sry for the little word vomit eheheh #i just cant mcfreakin decide what she would wear OTL #she has a pink nose... hehe...

[aroaessidhe]

2024 reads / storygraph

Those Beyond The Wall

sequel/companion to The Space Between Worlds, set a decade later

character-focused sci-fi set in an area divided in two, the rich protected city on one side and everyone else in the post-apocalyptic desert

follows a woman who works under the Emperor in Ashtown, keeping the peace

when mangled bodies start showing up with seemingly no murderer, she’s tasked with finding the cause, and finds out that it’s the result of corruption spanning both cities and multiple worlds

explores oppression and messy revolution, police violence and apartheid

bi & polyamorous MC

#Those Beyond The Wall #aroaessidhe 2024 reads #space between worlds sequel!!! honestly I’m not entirely sure how I feel about it….. In general I enjoyed it and I think it had #a lot of important things to say but also maybe highlighted some weaknesses(?) in both books? #or - I guess just the fact that the sff stuff (which skews a little more magicy here) is kinda small scope relative to its potential #and more there to serve the plot and characters. Which actually maybe is the point. idk- there's def mixed reviews lol #it has a messy unlikable MC (like actually - when half the weak ass reviews are saying the MC is annoying you know they are Actually a #complex character) and some interesting relationship dynamics #it is pretty solidly a sequel - I wouldnt read this without reading TSBW #cara does show up in here& tbh her characterisation felt quite different to me? unsure how I feel about that? but maybe it's the biased POV #also to be clear: polyam MC; not a polyam romance or anything #(there's - kinda a romance? or various feelings floating around and she 'ends up' with someone. feel like i would have liked that to end #more subtley but that's probably my personal taste lol) #man some of the 1 star reviews of this are kinda.....just racist though. can we get some measured critique in here #as I said i am not entirely sure how I feel about it but not quite in a way I can articulate.... idk! i think it's worth the read tho #it's maybe one of those revolutions that feels solved a little too easily in the end - but then also is it solved or is it just that the #narrative has to end at a certain point

[dayurno]

breaking my silence to say i think kevin would absolutely devour stardew valley. yes he would be too busy creating the most efficient farm you have ever seen to romance or even befriend the characters but after successfully creating a monopoly on truffle oil and diamonds in the valley he would take a short break from business to marry the town doctor

#anyway guess what ive been playing everyone 🖐️ #harvey stardew valley would make kevin start gnashing at the walls of his enclosure if im honest #but he would only marry harvey after his business takes off because first and foremost kevin day is a man of ambition #im projecting but i think kevin would want to marry robin desperately too #hailey maybe but shes too close to allison to be safe #he wouldnt take the joja deal not for any moral reasons but because he wants to do it himself #also because i think he would be so pissed off at the joja garbage on his farm #god. i need to play sdv with kevin day. i need to kill him in the mines #<- neil would do this #txt #kevin

[wildstar25]

MiqoMarch Day 23 - Midnight

With their intended voyage into the void only a few days out, Arsay thought it the upmost importance that she steal her partner away to Kugane, that they might share one more fond memory together should things not turn out the way they plan in the thirteenth. It was as they crossed the very same bridge the miqo'te had once sat on together two years prior when Arsay gifted Y'shtola with a bracelet matching that of her own. A token of endearment which, Arsay confessed, she would have given to her fellow scion back then, had nerves not gotten the best of her. While their relationship has undoubtedly changed since the initial purchase of the jewellery, the sentiment remained the same. Y'shtola was someone who Arsay loved dearly and she will forever be grateful to have the seeker's life intertwined with her own. No matter where their free spirits took them, they would always hold each other in their hearts. A promise Y'shtola was more than willing to keep. She slipped the the string of beads around her wrist without a second thought. They were never to come off, not even when the two decided to delay their return to Radz-at-Han in favour of a private bath at the dead of night.

#miqomarch #miqomarch 2024 #ffxiv #y'shtola rhul #y'shtola x wol #wolshtola #Arsay Nun #WOL posting #arsay nun lore #arshtola #thanks to nhaneh for the body mod #i had to do some insane fov to get the moon and them in the same shot so sorry for the distortion #forcing arshtola lore into this prompt since idk when Ill ever get around to gposing the actual scene #this is between 6.1 and 6.2! #endwalker patch spoilers #i had the idea that arsay bought the Dai-ryumyaku bracelets from a vendor between 4.3 n 4.4 when shtola is off to the doman enclave #and arsay is like hey wait you should let me show you around kugane on the way over! #a fun friend date that ends with shtola finally accepting she has a crush on arsay and its terminal #and arsay having a single moment where she starts reflecting on feelings & thinks maybe she missed hanging out w/shtola more than she shoul #only to quickly butt that idea out of her head and continue being super normal #arsay notices these matching bracelets with red and purple string and shes like oh they are so cute and they look like #they belong in a pair it would be so sad if they were ever split up unexpectedly #i know ill buy them and give one to shtola wouldnt that be fun! #so she does that and then cant bring herself to give yshtola the damn thing because she starts second guessing herself #so arsay stashes the bracelets away and she started wearing hers later under her glove #fast forward to two years later and arsay finds the other one in one of her bags #and now shes dating yshtola and they are about to go somewhere super dangerous #what better time to tell your gf how much they have always meant to you #and what better way to do it than with a gift and some words spoken from the heart? #it was a little unconventional since arsay didnt really have marriage on the mind but it was a proposal in a sense

[mishapen-dear]

oh. bad told - i dont remember who. Bagi or tina. one of the wlw he tells everything to. he told them that he feels like the only one who can protect the eggs.

bad thinks he’s the only one who will save the eggs, who will do whatever it takes to get them back. thus, the only one who can get them back. it’s no wonder he doesn’t care about making allies in purgatory- he didn’t think he could ask for help before. why would he think that now?

#qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp #the only real exception is maybe bagi #because she kept promising to get him dapper back #and. he doesnt know that she betrayed him #he was going to kill baghera just for lying to him about not having a base #if he finds out bagi tried to get him killed... #after he spent all that time grinding. the weight of the world on his shoulders. #he wont be entirely alone because he has tina and aypierre who he already trusted before but #would be trust that? #mr trust issues boyhalo? #why wouldnt he know that they would turn against him too #why wouldnt he know that he couldnt count on them to help him #to save the eggs #ohhh qbad...

[oceanwithouthermoon]

long as fuck nails always painted with at least a clear coat club:

saiki kusuo

teruhashi kokomi

kaido shun

saiko metori

imu rifuta

nail biters club:

kuboyasu aren

yumehara chiyo

arisu makino

suzumiya hii

nendo riki

aiura mikoto (with fake nails over top)

(formerly) kaido shun

(formerly) toritsuka reita

(formerly) akechi touma

normal short nails 🙄:

hairo kineshi

mera chisato

satou hiroshi

toritsuka reita

akechi touma

#idk why i made this its just funny to me #i was just looking at how long my nails are rn and this came to mind #i think akechi bit his nails as a kid and then learned how much bacteria is there and snapped out of it so quick #ur gonna have to trust me on aiura cuz i just know. #she has to constantly resist the urge to bite off her press-ons but theyre a little tougher than normal nails so she still chews on em a li #kaido used to bite his nails BAD but he broke the habit a while after he started painting them #cuz swallowing nail polish constantly is really annoying and gross and DEFINITELY wasnt making him choke or anything noo shhh #im not rlly sure of my reasoning with toritsuka.. i just know #i couldn't decide for kusuke tbh cuz i feel like he just doesnt give a shit #but for him does that mean he would just let them grow out forever or that he would just bite them tf off ? #he would probably need short nails for all the hand work he does though so #maybe he maintains them normally but only for that reason #we all know he doesnt take care of himself so he wouldnt do it if he didnt need to #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #meows post