#one of the many reasons he's my one-pick

[ya-ya-ak-liu-zhang]

Just felt that this moment deserves a gif. That is all :)

#ak liu zhang #liu zhang #ak 刘彰 #chuang 2021 #this is from the second ranking announcement #he comes off quite earnest when he talks #one of the many reasons he's my one-pick

[eff-plays]

Idk man I have Astarion at 96 approval at the end of Act 2 and I have both been playing in-character and not doing anything morally reprehensible, and he's been in my party for the majority of that time, so idk what y'all are on about having to play a "bad playthrough" in order to romance him <3

#there are so many perfectly normal and/or reasonable things he approves of #and some things he approves of that are like casually cruel but irrelevant in the grand scheme of things #that i personally got away with picking because my bard has a mean sense of humor sometimes #bg3 #astarion #this is another one of those 'romancing fenris as a mage' type situations #but easier believe it or not #cuz you don't have to juggle him in and out of the party as much

[skitskatdacat63]

"The body and face of this sculpture are in idealized youth, with plump cheeks and round face, and his hair is usually unkempt..his youthful appearance, large eyes, pouting lips, and layered locks of hair over his forehead are some of the iconography that can be used to identify him"

^ this quote is genuinely still fucking plaguing me. THIS IS LITERALLY SEB???? LIKE LITERALLY 2010 SEB SPECIFICALLY????? It is actually fucking me up how it is literally quintessentially Seb. Like big eyes...plump cheeks and round face...unkempt hair...pouty lips...okay okay okay!!!! And that Antinous is basically the peak perfection of pretty boy from that time, I'm like, yeah that's Seb to me 🥹🥹🤧🤧

But god the "youthful appearance, big eyes, pouting lips, and layered locks of hair over his forehead" Does that quote not evoke pictures like these in your head???????

I feel so unwell about it 😭😭 I am going through it 😭😭

#in march i think i compared seb to the david #which i still think is just as good a comparison #but this makes me infinitely more insane #bcs the david one was more just about looks and so is this one #but the fact that theres so many statues of Antinous and his image is so consistent and perfectly matches seb??? okay. #and also in that post i did compare seb to an antinous statue as well hahaha #but i think the statues i picked for the recent drawing i did were a lot closer #basically: seb is a masterpiece. a piece of art. to me. #but i really like making historical comparisons(as you well know by now) but gah when it fits so perfectly like this #it makes me emo for some reason 😭😭😭 #i think boy king is still my fav au and i always feel like a maniac abt all that historical basis #but this one just gaahhhhh like hes just a pretty boy 🥹 the prettiest boy #lmfao i come back from the race wknd and im like yep back to normal procedures: crying over seb #catie.rambling.txt #sebastian vettel

[kazamajun]

#kazjun #jun kazama #kazuya mishima #tekkenedit #tekken #my edit #my stuff #if these don't sync up (bc the kaz gif ended up a lil bigger in filesize somehow) pls refresh until they do!! #i love their mannerisms here as they face each other. jun's slightly bowed head but intense unwavering gaze #kazuya's head gesture that could honestly mean so many things all at once #one thing i love most is jun as the immovable object with the defensive style stays in place with her low centre of gravity #while kaz unstoppable force himself is the opposite. he moves around the most before settling into stance. they are always contrasting. #i picked this stage for the aesthetic - got to go a bit crazy with the colours but also there are red spider lilies which i love #there's other reasons i wont get into. but will say this stage gave me the theory that the tekken tag games take place in jin's mind.

[fereldanwench]

sooo today is my 16th anniversary with the husbando ♡

#the anniversary of our first date specifically #which is what we celebrate since we got married after being together for so long and we didn't have a wedding #it was a very cute date #we met working in a pet store and we talked a lot about video games #and i mentioned my love for tomb raider so he invited me over to play the newest game (tr anniversary) #(he was also very smooth and told me i looked like lara) #i had already beaten it at this point and i was not smooth so i said that lmao #not fully putting together two and two that it was just a reason to get together #but he was like 'well then you can show me how to play it' and i was like yeah #so he picked me up after his shift and i got to meet his roommates #and one of them told me that husbando was so excited i agreed to come over bc he had been crushing on me for a while #and we played like 30 minutes of tomb raider and then started making out lmao the rest of the night was making out and sorta watching tv #it was a great night ♡ #one of many to come ♡♡♡ #t: wench.txt

[witchcraftingboop]

One time after a guy got done explaining, unprompted, that he'd survive any apocalypse, I sipped my drink and very mildly said, "Good for you, if that's your ambition, but I'll be killing myself at the first sign of an apocalypse, like as soon as work gets cancelled and all of the news networks go dark, I'm out." And this man laughed until he realized I wasn't joking and then proceeded to threaten me by saying he'd show up at my apt and force me to live through the apocalypse at his side. At the time, I didn't have the wherewithal to point out that was the exact kind of shit I didn't want to live through, but goddamn if that isn't the exact thing I was hoping to avoid, like homie please what do you mean you would simply drag me out of my home and into the world and keep me like a stray cat while law and order falls apart all around us. Nightmare behavior

#me and an apocalypse will never exist in the same timeline #he was dead serious tho #was even strategizing how to keep me from offing myself while he sleeps in the wilderness #looking back there were many reasons why I stopped talking to him after that first date #one of which being that I had a slight fear of ever telling him where I live in case the world went to shit and then I'd have GI Joe at my #door trying to pick me up and drag me through his lil dystopian fantasy

[roraimae]

Inquisitor Casper Lavellan, officially having a bad time

#dragon age inquisiton #dai #dai inquisitor #inquisitor lavellan #I have so many feelings and thoughts about this game #especially the dlc #and not gonna lie I am not a sappy person but the romance between casper my inquisitor and dorian has me feeling things #i picked dorian on a whim because he seemed fun but oh did it work out oddly well for the type of inquisitor cas ended up being #also the man repeatedly broke my heart in trespasser some of his lines goddamn #to be fair I didn't feature the most heartbreaking one here but dorian was the one who kept reassuring cas the most when the anchor got bad #and I am curious if that is because he's the love interest or just lucky game rng #but anyway for some reason that line also just hung in my head #cause that line came up before they knew about solas and any hope to deal with the anchor #which has implications #but alas I ramble too much in these tags lmao

[kithj]

i have like 100 pages of girl flesh left and i WILL finish it tonight <- affirmations chanted in front of the mirror

#ITS GOOD im just bad at reading #i swear i feel like ive been reading this book all year lmfao #idk whats next after this ig i should pick up pageboy again #i could probably finish that in one sitting i just got. upset. for no real reason #there's nothing triggering in there for me idk it was just hard for me to read. i cant explain.... #i also just got chlorine by jade song and dowry of blood #i had some reward points on my kindle so i got them for free teehee #and some novellas too #too many books....ALSO bought 2 more for my lesbian lit collection. hopefully. unless i got scammed which is a possibility #those bitches are expensive. maybe once s/he gets here i'll post a pic of my collection all together :3

[hecksupremechips]

The 999 cast is very important to me and there’s so much good about them but I think one big thing they have is that they’re all smart and contribute to the story

#zero escape #999 #this is where the other ze casts really lack I think #like all the 999 characters are there for a reason they were hand picked by zero #and all of them were really smart and they all worked together to solve the mystery #in vlr we got characters who just willingly participated in the game for shits and giggles #even more so with ztd like they didnt even try to make the q team important #plus just like so many of the characters are wasted and pointless #quark contributed nothing. alice was needed only for a math problem. tenmyouji was just screwed over #clover is the one who really makes me mad cuz they did the aini thing where they erased her whole arc #and reduced her to a ditzy joke of a character #shes not fucking ditzy shes smart and her bond with junpei is literally why everyone survived 999! #without her your ass would be dead #makes me so mad 😤 #they only added her to vlr just to get people interested in the first place since she was popular #ztd is the same like none of the new characters introduced mean anything #and all the stuff they do with the old characters is just awful none of it is good #honestly 999 is too good of a game to be attracted to the other ze games #in my mind 999 ended and everyone lived happily ever after and idk quark can magically be there somehow cuz hes a good boy

[iiryoku]

Aventurine is actually the perfect example of; your biggest enemy is your own mind.

#mimi speaks. ( ooc. ) #yes the world has been so dang horrible to him #his life has been one that you could absolutely shed tears about #and yet;; we see the perfect example in game of how his own mind is the one continuing #to attack him and picking out all his “flaws” despite how much success he has #and it truly truly hurts my heart because it's so relatable #it's also one of the many reasons I love his character #also one of the reasons I think his character is a little difficult because you #can so easily fall into the rabbit hole of sadness

[caffeiiine]

one more thing thats been rotating around my head:

my school anime club hosts an anime con in the spring and i am genuinely so excited bc club members are staff amnd we are hsoting it! and i can host a panel!!!

#itd be my first anime con] #and also why part of the reason im trying to homemake a cosplay so i can have a cool one to wear #so many panel ideas are running around my head #i wanna make it bsd themed but im unsure how popular that would be #so i was thinking since im planning to go in dead apple fyodor cosplay #fyodor has that one line i really love “welcome to happy group counseling hour!! Im your host-- Fyodor Dostoyevsky” #and it sounds like hes introducing a game show (im not gonna force the panel goers into a counseling hour sobs dwdw) #SO my idea was anime themed game show w/ good prizes corresponding to the animes i picked the questions from #like itd INCLUDE bsd but it wouldnt be only about bsd is what im saying #therefor making it more appealing to the general con goers!!! #god its in may and im beginning to prepare for it now help me #of course i have a fuck ton of time to prepare but ive always liked to have my details in check long before the actual thing happens #i feel sorry for you and am deeply thankful if you read through my mess of thoughts #ily! /p :D #actually goodnight now its like 1:30am and id prefer to sleep earlier than i did last night <3 #sodaramblestoomuch

[langernameohnebedeutung]

things are wrong with this man.

#season 1 Blaine my beloved. you are such a catastrophe. #izombie #fandom #blaine debeers #liv moore #there are many reasons why I love this scene (in fact it might be one of my favourite scenes of the entire show) #but something I enjoy particularly (and that puzzles me a little) is how a lot of articles and stuff you find about this scene #they talk about how Blaine was supposed to come across as ambiguous or even make us believe he might just be good and misunderstood #but really little everything he says and does is dripping with manipulation or just...straight up showing us how messed up he is #and Liv is clearly picking up on it but Ravi isn't #and there is something to be said about the female experience here #but seriously his soul is an empty can of tomato soup with a rock clonking against the sides.

[pink-spaceturtle5]

In a fucking glorious turn of events, my weed pen is working again

#it has been. one fuck of a day #at least the ppl I work for at very kind and reasonable and understanding about my car having issues #the baby was very fussy and I am so exhausted from walking #it definitely is not tenable for me to take the bus entirely both ways from work #I'm gonna have to call a Lyft after the first bus bc Ho Lee Shit public transport needs better funding and more options #also I still need to buy groceries and pick up my meds AND finish my hw before I can even relax at home #I'm gonna do as much hw as I can on the bus but it's getting too dark out to do it at the stops #at least the immediately upcoming bus was comfy this morning #and also Rubie is back in business #hazard to my lungs tho she may be at least she doesn't carry nicotine #that's one of many addiction roads I definitely want to avoid going down. among like. literally everything else #1 chemical crutch is all I need to depend upon #also as fussy as he was towards the end the work baby was very cute and silly and cuddly today so that was nice #and I do enjoy the dark #lmao I can feel the dab kicking in

[deepwoundsandfadedscars]

The amount of times I have had a thought to send to my sister and remembered she will never get it 😭

#kee speaks #we went to the funeral home yesterday and it felt so surreal #mom shared the note my sister left with me and my brother so we know what her mindset was like and her reasoning #but it hurts that she never voiced it to us when we could've reassured her #she parked her truck in one of our farming fields behind a row of thick bushes so the truck wasn't visible from the road #you wouldn't know a truck could make it there unless you've been in that field before like we have #but it's right next to a dammed lake and that's where my brother in law proposed to her and only four days before their wedding anniversary #and then he was the one who found her #none of my family made it over there to be there with him #my dad tried but he blew the engine on his truck just a few miles from the farm; not even a quarter of the way to the field #i think that was a sign that he shouldn't have been there #but my brother in laws family all made it over there so he had his immediate family with him and my family was together at the farm #when the cops were done talking to him over there him and his family came to the farm #from Friday afternoon until Sunday night it was just a continuous parade of people coming and going from the farm #even yesterday evening a bunch of people stopped by #i don't think i have ever received so many hugs in a 72 hour period before #we've definitely deduced that my parents church will not be big enough for everyone if all that showed up at the farm plus more will be ther #we picked a day almost two weeks away for the funeral so that people can make arrangements to come #im so exhausted though #i keep crying over things that feel stupid to cry over #like she was the one who convinced me to read the Murderbot Diaries and the next book comes out in the next couple months #i wont get to talk to her about it #i was going to lend her my PS5 so she could play Jedi Survivor #on Saturday i kept crying over a pin that has been sitting on my mug shelf in the cupboard that was meant for her #i convinced myself to wait until Christmas and put it in her stocking #and now I feel bad that i didnt give it to her when i bought it cause maybe it would've brought her some joy

[queerspaceprince]

I meeean ig I should stop reading fanfic at work but its so sloooow today! My manager (theres only 2 of us why do i call her that) forgot to put our order in so we are out of shredded and sliced cheese, coffee, yogurt, spoons, cottage cheese, cucumbers, and we have only a few bags of cheetos left that nobody wants. Like????? Im p sure Half our sales are grilled cheeses and coffee??? How do you just forget???

#the only reasons i declined the “manager” position is bc im a follower #also id have to have a car/license to go to the store and pick up the stuff we cant have delivered #ao3 #work #coworkers #he/him #ftm #got misgendered so many times in one conversation by people who have 100% asked my pronouns before

[koishua]

shining solo ep 8. my reaction rn 😐😐 took it a bit hard lmao

#tp #very mixed feelings. as someone who associates herself with jeongwoo and having very similar personalities... this ep hurt a lot #idk idk #i mean i get it but i also absolutely do not get it #so many thoughts im taking this very personally what the heck #i cant really warm up to half of this part's girlies im sorry #i loved everyone on part one #as someone who also struggles with managing my social energy lvls... this was a slap in the face #bc my boy jeongwoo truly gave it his ALL the whole day and even managed to perform a couple songs for the girls #despite already having spent the whole day together #and his energy must have been SPENT already and then they pick him as MVP of the day and he has that 1:5 date with all of the girls #by himself!! which is so terrifying imagine being the one person who everyone's attention is on and you have to interact with these ppl #that you arent very comfortable with but you still try your best to give them a good time #AND THEN!! they give you NOTHING in return?? not even a recorder?? no jewel no recording nothing. just ignored like that by everyone #and i get that the girls dont know who's voting for who so they might have believed someone else was gonna give him a jewel or sth #but no one gives him anything (positive OR negative) #and yeah. he was absolutely shocked at the empty safe. i would have been too. #and why did they not give him a jewel y'all might ask??? IT WAS BC HE FELL SILENT DURING THE LAST BIT: THE DINNER #my gosh that's the part that i take offense to personally bc it's really really really difficult to always engage in convos with ppl #after spending the whole day with them already?? and your social battery is down so you quietly enjoy a simple meal?? #and then all the girlies threw him away like that?? #i mean yeah you're surrounded by sweet men who spend the day appealing themselves to you but come on?? #i would have been so impressed by jeongwoo and thankful that he put that much effort in and would understand how difficult it is to #maintain it till the very end because not everyone has hyunsuk's boundless social energy #no offense hyunsuk i love you dearly #and also??? what's up with admitting that you lack some confidence upfront?? #the girl's reasoning for giving yoshi the voice recorder was that he said he holds himself to a high standard and lacks confidence sometimes #and i get it. being confident is more attractive than someone who's always insecure and puts themselves down #(and makes the other person uncomfortable) but they were having an honest and deep convo when the thing he said in that convo was used #against him in the end? i would feel kind of betrayed too bc being able to admit that you feel insecure sometimes is a v brave thing to do!!