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sneeb-canons · 28 days

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Headcanon #475: Soul once accidentally had an unopened can of monster fall on his foot. Mind & Heart still make fun of him for having his foot broken by an energy drink of all things.

#do not ask where this idea came from #my foot is fine #chonny jash #cj soul #chonnys charming chaos compendium #okay but its not actually broken #probably #this is canon to me because of how dumb but fitting it is #it was the white can/flavor if you're curious #for the comedy & headcanon. it only like broke his toe probably not the whole foot #it fell top first so there's a cartoonish circle mark on his ring & pinkie toe now #not that I would know

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3-aem · 5 days

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MY BRAINS NOT WORKING AND THE CUTE BOY I WORK WITH KEEPS CORRECTING MY GRAMMAR THIS IS SO AHAIWIAKSDHDGRRRRHRNE

#dhakaksdjs fuckdwkufeisfjsjajsueei #im using a translator and it keeps outputting 您 instead of 你 and he keeps calling it out like bro ur making it awkward #AND IM LIKE SORRY I CANT ACTUALLY WRITE IN THIS LANGUAGE IM REALLY DU M. BB #also he offered to take over the last part bc i was like hi its almost 9pm here and i literally cannot think anymore #like i am certain its a very easy last part my brain is just finished #i feel so bad bc i wanted to push this proj over the line #this company is so intense i am so baby i am so tired #hugging my cat and rubbing my gross face all over his gross body #me in vc trying to figure out how to say: it was broken earlier idk how it was fixed u saw it was broke tho right #but all that came out was: in the past it was….problematic… *20 yr silence*#before he awkwardly went: um its okay i dont think this is necessary also u have lint issues #and i was just like ya….i know 😭#its ambiguous to some of my teammates if i just dont understand them or if im fking dumb #its probably both im ngl #the blank stare i have on my face is first from trying to comprehend what the actual words they are saying mean #and then to comprehend what technical concept they are trying to convey #using like 50% of the information i managed to parse out #also im used to literally spending 30-40% of the working day talking smack #now i try to crack and joke and everyone is like three this isnt the time #three we are all gonna be hear past 9pm working this isnt the time

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kineticallyanywhere · 4 months

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"I shouldn't take up all the emotional space"

Normal I am BEGGING you to take up emotional space

#listen Link is also not okay and I acknowledge that and that concerns me #but also he's FUNCTIONALLY not okay #normal is NONFUNCTIONALLY not okay #Anthony's 'how far can I bend Normal till he breaks' challenge has bROKEN ME FIRST #I CONCEDE ALRIGHT #LEAVE HIM ALONE #AUGH #im actually more fine than ive been in the past about the Holiday Cliffhanger #cause its kinda more of the same? waiting to see if normal will finally pop off this time #gonna simmer for a month in normscary comfort #about how they both pleaded to each other using 'youre just a kid' the PARALLELS #anyway delicious episode and genuinely glad the lego gag was in it we needed that #dndads #dndads 2 #dndads spoilers #me talking

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tangledinink · 9 months

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I can imagine the first cycle after moving. Probably Leo because Donnie likely has internal scarring, so leo goes through the process of laying his eggs, panics, his brother can't help, and finally, *finally* they ask for help. It's not willingly. It's not for fun. It's purely necessity. It's purely because there's *literally noone else* and the idea of telling anyone at all is so scary that the way they do so is in a note. Splinter sits them down and basically walks them through "You're safe, you're fine. We can handle this however you feel most comfortable, including getting you both on blockers if you prefer" and they just.... sigh. For the first time, there's *someone else* in their circle, and it's willing and it's warm, and it's *safe*. There will be tears.

Yes, except I'm not convinced that either of them could stand to tell anyone. Even if it was literally life or death (which it has been before,) I'm not sure if either of them could bear to give up that information. Donnie is finally, finally away from the people who hurt him when he got found out last time, and even though logically, he knows that it's different here, he's absolutely petrified of the thought that the same thing will happen again and it won't be over anymore. He's still horrified by the idea of anyone else knowing about Leo when he's gone to such lengths for so long to protect him, and Leo is likewise terrified in the same way. They've spent years with this being their more closely guarded secret, and that's going to be really difficult to give up.

But it's really not a secret they'll be able to keep for long.

They're in a completely different environment, with far less space and privacy. They're both stressed as hell and Donnie WAS on birth control and taking all sorts of vitamins and supplements to make sure he didn't eggbind again and now he's suddenly not and it's not only messing with his body, it's fucking scary. It literally keeps them both up at night. Neither of them know how to wash blood out of clothes or sheets. There's no private en suite bathroom they can sequester themselves away in. They're both literally making themselves sick with anxiety trying to deal with this, and they're used to handling this on their own, this is routine for them, but they're not used to all of this.

They'd probably metaphorically limp through a few cycles before their family puts it together and gently confronts them.

Venus probably figures it out first. She's pretty smart, and incredibly observant, and after all-- she quite literally experiences the exact same thing. April may not lay eggs, but I think she'd be able to get the idea after a bit as well. And while I think Splinter would realize something was wrong pretty quickly, Draxum would probably realize what was wrong first. Splinter has April, so he has a little bit of experience in this realm, but Draxum has Venus and so he has far more experience.

And so when they do sit them down and talk with them, it's going to be really scary at first. And then they get to, "you're safe, you're fine, we can handle this however you feel the most comfortable. It will be okay. No one will hurt you."

And then there's finally other people in the know, in the circle, people who will actually help them. And yes-- there will definitely be tears.

#leo in particular will probably panic at least a little when theyre confronted #because its been what? almost four years?#almost FOUR YEARS of him keeping this a secret at any cost #almost four years with no one else in the universe aside from his twin knowing #and now the spell is broken #but its okay #and they might panic and cry for a little but then they calm down and its... actually ok. things will actually be okay #april will take to big-sistering them so hard #and lowkey just? having venus exist in the household will be incredibly helpful #(she was honestly so baffled that everyone else didnt realize what was going on right away. it wasnt obvious????)#mikey tries to spoil them the same way he tries to spoil venus whenever she feels nasty #(but has to adjust a bit to respect boundaries because. donnie will bite him...)#likewise raph tries to take care of them the same way he'd take care of casey #(ie by leaving offerings at their doors and staying the fuck out of their way. just overall letting them do or have whatever they want)#their family will take care of them and keep them safe and things will get better #its honestly a huge relief when they get caught in some ways because leo can finally be like #and donnie got really sick one time and almost died and im scared itll happen again PLZ can we make sure it doesnt happen again #donnie in the background like >:0000 that leo just fucking OUTTED HIM LIKE THAT #but to leo 1000% worth it if it means donnie wont get sick and die #(as if donnie is actually realistically at any more significant risk of that than leo is)#(quite frankly theyre BOTH at risk of it at the time because of how stressed they are. lowkey a miracle neither of them eggbound yet smh)#also donnie def has internal scarring lmao;;;; poor bab. makes it a bit rough...#menstruation #tw menstruation #cw menstruation #gemini au #asks #anon #csa implied #cw csa implied

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blinkpen · 9 months

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mental heath stuff (not bad just candid)

dunno if i'll regret sharing this just yet, maybe i should have sat on it a little more until i knew exactly if i should share and how much, but parts of me really insist, and so i guess we're going for it

and i word that way because

months of exhausting processing has led me to conclude that I’m a system, so I’m still in the undertaking of cataloging an awful lot of shit into one rolodex. the kicker is i probably have been one for at least 20 years, but everyone got along so well and so cooperatively, like the most well harmonized combining mecha, that is oblivious to the fact it even is one. nobody even needed nametags in here.

…mostly. warning signs were there, it's just some of the issues that come from this sort of thing that did leak through, were hiding under other conditions that already cause similar complications. if you're familiar with the messier mental illnesses and all the ways they start to functionally melt at the edges and trade symptoms in odd places and our understanding of it all is still so half-formed, you'll probably get what i mean. hopefully people following me understand none of this crap works like it tends to get depicted in media

i'm schizophrenic and my mind is a fucking enigma anyway

anyway

then one "new" alter woke up last november in response to an acute straw breaking camel's back moment of abuse at home after enduring way too much for way too long, but the alter is not actually new, is technically one of the oldest, but she's been 'asleep' for like a decade and her point of origin is even older than that obviously this one was SO different and possessed SUCH a different headspace and set of tastes and desired behaviors, and subsequently threw equilibrium off so badly, all the components of the mecha suddenly realized they were components bc now the situation kind of required acknowledging that fact to proceed to even get starting fixing shit.

its like

"who is this weird one who broke everything" "no clue, you guys got any ideas?" "why would we have any ideas you don't, we're all us" "yeah like what do you even mean by You Guys?" "i think they're joking, like, because we're all copies of the same person, like the spongebob bit with the fine dining, they're asking themself rhetorically because it's funny…….. …….we are all the same person right. this is a metaphor. like the spongebob bit…… right….." "why are we not all immediately agreeing" "because before we could all reflexively say yes we realized we all had different definitions of The Same Person we are"

this is a gross oversimplification of course

this was a lot to process for pretty much all parts of me save one (incidentally, not the new one, the new one isn't shocked, but is a crybaby, so they didn't take Existing (Again) (2. Electric Boogaloo) very well. they do not take the prospect of 'going back to sleep' veryy either, though. so we're having to slightly redesign the mecha)

mostly through the worst of it, but among other problems we're still working to repair, this sleeper code alter caused a catastrophic system failure in the ventilation and even though everyone is mostly calmed down now, they can still smell everyone else's scented candles in their personal quarters, which is annoying when some of them have VERY different tastes in scents)

annoying, but not ruinous. fixing the AC is low priority compared to other things

like the pneumonic tube that used to let everyone hot potato information and memories from any time they were the one obliviously in the cockpit, we had a pretty damn good one, it was working so well we didn't know why we were even using it, and assumed its regular but manageable failings were just, natural, or because of some other factor affecting the tubes themselves or potato availability, and not considering most people do not have these potato tubes at all

yes i will probably make some kind of comic to conceptualize and visually externalize this i struggle to feel understood without doodles

also, while typing this post, specifically, tumblr did a fucky wucky, and when i realized i'd made an entire other post in the tags, i went to try to copy/paste them into the post but the nature of the fucky wucky prevented this. i'm really not in the mood to retype all that so it's just a screenshot now

#sporadic warbling #the good news the venn diagram between us all in terms of what we believe in and whats okay to do or not n shit mostly lines up #tho the scented candles thing is actually less trivial than it sounds / impacts QoL more than i'm willing to get into rn but we live #also the memory thing but my memory was bad before and after the fact #its taking so long to fix the potato pipes and i'm tired of manual potato delivery so i'm entering my Fuck the Potatoes era #like well kids i had a presentation prepared but the overhead's broken and i could make you do a worksheet instead #but why not let you just go play outside while the janitor and i fix the overhead. it's not fair the principle took away recess anyway.

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chiropteracupola · 9 months

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first of two planned zines for @zinebash!! wow!!

#em draws stuff #zinebash03 #nautical art #compositions with Actual Ships in them were eluding me so here is a thing about what I like to draw (space-filling patterns and Hands)#wanted to make something that would look cool both unfolded and broken up into its component page-spreads #the compass rose unfolding strategy is designed after a page from the mysterious benedict society puzzle book :/#going to see about finishing the other before actually getting everything set up wrt googleforms and such #(and potentially! also a zine from my Dad may go in with those! which! uh! okay!!)

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newtlesbian · 9 months

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hermann “touching” the scifi holoputer. hands phasing through a projection of light. the intangible world. not weighed down to the ground but hermann exists there in the Air And Space all around. in numbers he scrawls on a flat cold surface perched high on a ladder far above the earth and everyone on it. and hes there in the mind. the abstract the intangible. newt thinks its insubstantial.

never making physical contact. his job is predicting the future. a prophet. a seer. hands off standing back and observing. needing to keep himself at a distance in order to see the whole picture. reaching out grabbing concepts just out reach. he sees the scope. farsighted vision with reading glasses on a chain by his heart is needed to see the details. an extra step needed to understand the up close and personal where newts mind exists and thrives.

hermann prides himself on his accurate predictions but theyre reliant on time and waiting around and his patience before they come into play. so constantly waiting for the future that even his clothes are stuck in time. logical mind is what he understands and how he understands. but newt doesnt have his foresight so they clash. hermann sees desperation as impatience why do something dangerous and reckless when i know clearly obviously in my vision exactly what will happen and when and how and why cant you see it too?

newt:

newt physically touching everything always. grabbing things and touching physically. he is ruled by touch. hes their other half. his work is literal its here. something he can see and grasp Down On Earth. the tangible world. the biological. hes grabbing out and feeling and digging and experiencing the blood and flesh and metal and grease and dirt and mud on the ground. hermann thinks its crass.

newts intelligence comes from up close personal experience. dissecting organs dissecting information. visceral viscera. assembling machinery with his bare hands. experimenting on himself. he calls it the only path to victory. his eyes only see the details in front of him. he sees clearly in the area where hermann is blind and nearsighted newt needs his glasses to see anything further ahead.

his mind lives in the present. this is why he wants to see a kaiju up close this is why he self sacrifices. physical action. impatience from desperation. something must be done now now now and i Know something Now that Will work and Help why wont they let me. his frantic desperation IS the earths frantic desperation. where pilots put on a serious face he cant keep his cool because average humanity cant keep its cool. panicked running around boots on the ground as in taking action. scuffed little black laced boots on the earth. no time to wait no time to waste sitting still not Physically doing something when things are so bad

both:

where hermann is the future newt is the present. where hermann sees the scope newt sees detail. where hermann is planning newt is action. where hermann is strategy newt is impulse. where hermann is the theoretical newt is the concrete. where hermann is aerospace newt is the earth. spelled out further through their child selves: baby hermann inside with his space champion helmet and little toy plane. baby newt outside in nature covered in mud and going fishing with his dad. the earth and skies above. written to be born under earth and air signs too. they match in their differences they are similar from them their opposite traits are complementary two pieces made to click into place

#newmann #OKAY this is past heart i found the post. im scheduling it for the morning. also had to add breaks so its easier to read #these were just 3 long walls of text but I GUESS it has to get broken up. it WASNT written as a bunch of paragraphs it was a bunch of words #anyway. these are the original tags ahead >>>#theyre so one person. thats what the movie is so strongly about #the movie is intended to be that many characters are actually one person. and then further every character is one person #💌

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echoesofadream · 2 months

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FUNNY how fans r like THISLL SHUT THE SHIPPERS UP and its a mv with a girl. ohhhkay so you mean the people who ship gay couples because i know you are not talking about the people who ship rumored straight ships because if anything the mv validates that ship bc heterosexuality. and shipping that is okay it doesnt make you a an actual shipper you know the ones who should kill themselves because the problem isnt rps its that its gay and you know it. you find it offensive that there are people who believe that your beloved artist could possibly be not straight. just admit that. but to ship him with a woman is just fine and not invasive or enforcing a sexuality on them because its just straight and normal. however to ship him with another dude are all those things and youre a freak and dont respect boundaries and IS invasive

#or idk maybe you just dislike all rps then okay nevermind #then yes you are morally superior to all of us okay well then good for you couldnt be me sorry im broken #not sarcasm lol. cryin #but i also dont like people who act superior bc im insecure and you are no fun booh #but its ok #you are probably happier than me #and better #but #actually i think many people #who are anti shippers #or wahtever #this post does not apply #i think they are just sane and normal people #and not homophobic #BUT this was triggered by something i didnt just invent something to be mad about lmao #also funny i never any thing like this when it comes to say. jimin #who featured a woman in his music video also

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otrtbs · 1 year

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now is the time when i come out and say that i hate the term “fix it fic” so very much

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sunlightfeeling · 6 months

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I know there’s been surveys or other posts asking about the inspiration for blog titles…

but does anyone else have a title that has deep meaning to them?

my main’s isn’t that deeply meaningful but I did decide on it for a few reasons:

1. シンゴペーション or Shingopation is the name of one of Shingo’s songs…which should be enough said cuz cute but…

2. Shingopation was the first SMAP (…SMAP-adjacent…) song that earned a spot on “What’s Alex overplaying?”

3. For some reason, syncopation is probably one of my most favorite words becsuse of how satisfying it is to say… “sin-co-pay-shun”

I don’t know it’s always made my brain happy since I heard Selena Gomez use “syncopate” in Good for You which is still kind of a bop?!

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my sideblog’s though…

朝が来る or Asa ga Kuru (“morning will come”) is from one of Takuya’s songs and it had such a profound effect when I first heard it…and honestly continues to have one

long story short, there’s a reason why Karei naru Ichizoku is probably always going to be one of the greatest pieces of media I’ve ever watched (and why I really, really recommend watching it)

even if you feel like it’s impossible to get back up…morning will come again…

…morning will wait for you…

(by the way, as far as I’m aware the song doesn’t [intentionally] have this meaning but the lyrics really spin it that direction unless you take them literally)

#ramblin but not a gamblin man #also ive wrote about 朝が来る a few times so i know im a broken record about it #but i cant actually express how deeply i took that…#like karei DID something to my brain because i cant listen to the song without thinking about THAT moment…#okay gonna go cry but its good to have a really nice cry every now and then #wait actually let me re-find the lyrics #then i cry #we organized chaos here

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iniquity-fr · 5 months

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ancients were a mistake for 5000 reasons but the fact that they keep releasing with a hundred bugs and gene errors to the point people are accepting this pattern of broken releases is pretty abysmal

#like at the very least i think staff needs to learn to delay releases. honestly.#pushing out three breeds in one year was a horrible idea. genuinely.#seeing people take this attitude of ‘why are you upset a gene fix ruined your auraboa they’re NEW of COURSE they have gene errors!’#is. really really horribly agonizingly maddening. actually #bc no we should not be expecting & accepting every new release to be broken. this is not okay.#and its not like i expect a small team like fr to never have bugs on new releases ever #but there shouldnt need to be an exhaustive list of errors alongside every breed where half of those don’t even get fixed #bc the next new thing has to come out instead! and add to the pile of errors.#obelisk runes still isn’t fixed but we’ve had several new breeds released since then. Ok.

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arowrath · 1 year

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one thing i just do not fucking get is the difference between "regulating emotions" and "suppressing emotions" i cannot get my head around how those are different. like if im sad and then i go "well im not going to be sad anymore" that's "dissociating" and "suppressing healthy emotions" but if im sad and im like "well im going to cry until i actually pass out" that's "not healthy" and it's BAD to suppress emotions but it's ALSO BAD to get super upset so WHAT IS THE SECRET THIRD THING cuz i do not fucking get it. "feel your feelings But not that way that's not healthy feel your feelings but less than that" ???????

#text #IT'S DRIVING ME UP A WALL IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT FOR MOTNHS #LIKE????? is it like. like is this a me problem is this just me having feelings that are too big #like do other people just.. like for other people does 'feel your feelings' just mean like. feel sad for a while and then stop. cuz i cant #do that i dont get normal sad i get chest pain and think about killing my self for hours on end .is that the problem #like okay if i trip down the stairs and break my leg. im going to cry and go to the hospital. suppressing that would be just using my #broken leg anyway and ignoring it. would regulating it not also be Crying and going to the hospital. would regulating it be like.. putting #a bandaid on it or something is it like.. a middle ground . i do not fucking get it #like okay if i trip down the stairs and i scrape my knee and then i call an ambulance i see how thats not the right response . and i guess #regulating there would be like. calming down thinking things thru and choosing a less drastic solution like a bandaid. i get it #in that situation. but if ive ACTUALLY BROKEN MY LEG. then that would just be the first thing again essentially #but when i put that back into. real world not metaphor world. like. i dont get it again #because if theres not like. an obvious reason for however i feel how am i supposed to judge if im calling an ambulance for a scraped knee #ALSO I THOUGHT THERE 'ARENT ANY WRONG EMOTIONS' WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THAT -_-#okay no okay it's like. if i trip down the stairs and i skin my knee i dont have to call an ambulance. but if several times a day i fall d #down the stairs and skin my knee in that exact spot and now i can see bone. SHOULD I NOT CALL AN AMBULANCE?#cuz its not just one thing thats upsetting me most of the time it's a combination of a bunch of things and then like one extra upsetting #thing added on top of that. which would necessitate an ambulance. does this make sense #THIS IS GETTING ME NOWHERE IM STILL JUST AS CONFUSED AS I WAS BEFORE I STARTED TYPING. i need 2 remember 2 ask my therapist #what the fuck ''feel your feelings'' means and how it can coexist with ''regulating feelings'' or whatever cuz i feel like im missing smth #NIK OUT ! PEACE ! ✌️

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homunculiii · 1 year

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i know this is going to be badly received here but the way people on here talk about terfs really shows that they’ve just been frothing at the mouth to find a group of women to spew misogynist fantasies about. the sheer graphic violence (and often sexual violence) described in ‘anti-terf’ posts is so far beyond the way people talk about male transphobes or other bigoted groups and its genuinely disturbing

#when did it become normal to talk about grpahically murdering your political enemies?? its unacceptable in my opinion #men get guillotine comments women get detailed diatribes about dismemberment and broken bones and blood #like you cant pretend this isnt sexism that people have been waiting for an acceptable target for #thats even before you get into the rape/sexual slavery posts which are 'justified' because its about the terfs #and how many people think it was based when that popular user bragged about encouraging their suicidal thoughts #like holy shit that is not an okay thing to say about ANYONE #like its actually depraved there is something wrong with some of you #feminist #txt

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baeshijima · 3 months

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uhm