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i really really should just fix my sleep schedule. why is going to bed early so hard? like not even the practice or creating the right environment and condition, its literally the decision, the choice, that is difficult because at the end of the day(Lol) i just don't want to. but i need to and i want to want to because i need to and it would be better. but it feels like such a huge sacrifice that i just feel like i cant do it. but i need to just trick my brain somehow.

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mountain asks

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april in northern california, 2024

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Vincent van Gogh, The Yellow House (1888)

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im going to fucking kill him

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life is death thats why im crying on a cold stone in the forest and when i look up at the sun i see its figure behind the clouds and with my sunglasses i can look right at it it looks just like the moon but i glance away because if i must live i need to see the sky where the clouds are see through feathers of white and the trees rise up black before me when the sun is behind them

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i think im just an unpleasant person

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im gonna start murdering people

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I refuse to believe he's real 😩 cr. namuspromised

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meoow

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Besides that it is completely unnecessary why did we stop grilling musicians like this. mfer look like he got subpoenaed

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does this in front of you

#FAVE

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#c:

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Chaffinch/bofink, Long-tailed tit/stjärtmes, Bullfinch/domherre, European robin/rödhake and Blue tit/blåmes. Värmland, Sweden (April 21, 2024).

#sweet birds

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i'm a people pleaser and some people hate me over it, i'll explain: it's because if your people-pleasing breaches past natural human emotion you appear fake and manipulative. if you're autistic or have any sort of mental health condition that hinders your ability to socialize "normally", your attempts to "fit in" may come across as malicious unintentionally. I have this problem at work, it's why so many of my coworkers hate me, they think i'm fake because I do the uncanny valley version of people pleasing.

#yea #yea yea yea . yea

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A series of stray cats I captured last year (2023)

#this hs been the vibe lately #typa shit ive been on lately i mean