#ok I’m getting distracted

[rosicheeks]

I think I'd be basic. A nice dinner date. Maybe a walk in one of the parks afterward

I’m ready 🥰

#this gif was WAY TOO CUTE #I had to use it #but honestly I don’t think that’s necessarily basic #if done right? I think it can be very romantic 🥰 #I think the only date I’m not a huge fan of for the first date is a movie…. like how am I supposed to get to know them if we are in a movie #unless it’s a ‘don’t need to get to know you just want to get in your pants situation’ #then idk if it would be a date more a hook up? #ok I’m getting distracted #a dinner date sounds fucking amazing right now #I don’t even remember the last time I actually went on a date #and I’ve only been on idk 2-3 dates in my life #likeeeeeeeeee #I want to dress up and put on makeup and look super duper pretty for someone #maybe if I feel comfy enough I’ll even have them pick me up from my house #uhhhhhmmmm maybe maybe could you maybe bring me some flowers maybeeeeee 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #I seriously think I would start crying if someone got me flowers #I can’t handle it #and then maybe we can go out for a walk in a park or by the lake or something #the main thing on a date is I want to see if we mesh together when there is no distractions around #anyone can hang out when they are watching a movie or playing a game or just not really in the moment ya know #that’s what I learned with my ex #take away the weed and electronics (video games or movies/shows) we had nothing to talk about or do #and that drove me CRAZY #I’m looking for someone where no matter if we just met or if we know each other for years - I always want to have something to talk about #so long explanation but I don’t think it’s basic #it’s CLASSIC because it’s a good idea #getting to know each other over some good food? fuck yes pls #ask

[batbabydamian]

besides cute cat Damian i’m so curious why he goes all the way to Bludhaven, since he was turned in Gotham

based on some turned characters, their instincts lead them to figures in their lives - Bruce goes to Gotham, Harley to Ivy, and Mera to Andy

the only reason i could think of Damian going to Bludhaven would be for Dick 😭

#if Damian’s causing problems?? on purpose?? does he just want to get Dick’s attention. as cats do. #unless Damian was dropped off to distract Dick from helping with the Titans well ok then #either way i’m both nervous and excited for duo interaction next week 😭 #i’m especially excited for more Basri art 😭 #Damian’s base instinct was ‘why haven’t i met Haley yet. editorial can’t stop me now’ #omfg wait i completely forgot jon’s gonna be there too LOL #rambling

[archduke-enver-gortash]

saw a post that was like ‘draw that one steven universe meme with two of your favorite characters’ so uh. have this

#cam: damn 🫦 #ok guys i’m gonna be honest i am only drawing rn to distract myself from how deeply sad i am lol #whatever. i’ll get over it (whiteknuckling in front of the mirror while shaking) #bg3 #enver gortash #gortash #baldur's gate 3 #camellia gwerm #pathfinder wrath of the righteous #wotr

[figofswords]

somebody rec me some good books. and they do actually have to be good. don’t rec me something just because it’s gay or it’s popular, it has to also still be good. like both the story and the writing have to be good none of this good concept bad writing or good writing horrible story. fantasy or soft scifi preferred, especially if it’s nontraditional fantasy. I am bored and sick of the internet and I want to get back into reading more but I’m kinda meh about most of what’s on my shelf

*edit: when I say “soft scifi” I don’t mean cozy I mean not hard scifi, as in stories that are more fantastical than grounded in hard science. for example the Martian is considered hard scifi, so not that. Star Wars would be closer to a soft scifi bc it’s all bullshit on the science end and it’s more about the vibes

#I started the jasmine throne and that was good but then I noticed a somewhat repetitive quirk of the writing style #and once I noticed it I couldn’t STOP noticing it which was extremely distracting and made it hard to pay attention to the story #the problem with books is I am sooooo hypercritical and so many ppl are bad writers and get published anyway #and booktok can’t tell the difference so these shitty books become bestsellers just bc they’re gay and tropey #not that jasmine throne is bad writing. it’s ok writing I just can’t stop noticing they overuse one particular sentence structure #and now it’s driving me crazy #but there are plenty of other bestselling books that ARE legitimately bad writing #I’m reading a psalm for the wild built rn and that is genuinely really good and next is the second book #but I’m almost done with the first one and both are like. really short. so I need something for when I finish those #(carefully does not look at the stack of comics I bought at SPX that I haven’t read yet)

[trashhole]

Spooky time !!!

Starbee watching fnaf movie?! Starscream totally didn’t get scared! Bee just wants to watch the movie in peace without his bf having a melt down over a fictional cupcake…

(Yes thrash terrorizes star with the cupcake for fun </3)

⚠️WARNING ⚠️ ROBO GORE!!!!

Fulcrum isn’t having a very good Halloween…his vampire is too busy rummaging around in his organs. Misfire is having a blast with his little snack (fulcrums fuel pump). I’ve had this idea for a bit but I didn’t know if I wanted to do human gore or robogore lol

Pharma paint practice because I love my miserable chicken girlfriend and don’t draw him enough <3

Fulcrum paint study because I wanted to figure out his body. He’s really becoming a favorite of mine these days, he’s so relatable (thinks the first born is gross and got convicted of being a coward, almost dies, and then moves in with a bunch of freaks(pos) and a dinosaur)

Anyway happy Halloween to those who celebrate! Good bye October:((((

#the struggle to get this posted before 12 has been real #especially because I keep getting distracted by Halloween 2(1981) #and also cause I’m munching on the candy corn from hell #listening to soooo much vampire music while I made these #i loooove vampires!!!!!!!!! #ok I need to post before 12 I need to stop #transformers #maccadam #starscream #bumblebee #starbee #misfire #fulcrum #fulfire #mtmte #earthspark #tfe starscream #tfe bumblebee #mtmte fulcrum #mtmte misfire #hanaes scrapheap #pharma

[cerealmonster15]

listen people can have their differing opinions that’s cool I just Personally Feel Like it’s just so mean to be yelling that feedback such as likes on posts and a kudos on fics are “useless”. What do u mean. Why. are ppl not expressing their feelings in a way that makes them comfortable ? ?

Like I Understand i guess in the sense of you don’t get to hear peoples opinions. I also feel kinda lonely and stuff when it’s quiet feedback but calling anything useless sounds so WEIRD to me ??? What is the goal. And also yea they do something still I’m pretty sure????

Take ao3. Isn’t sort by kudos an option on there? If your goal is to be seen more or whatever then if people are looking for high kudos fics, then people giving ur fic a kudos isn’t useless yeah??

And then tumblr. People keep saying “likes do nothing here there’s no algorithm” or whatever but that’s not really fully true. On your standard dashboard, sure, likes “don’t do anything” to move a post around on there. BUT that’s not the only place people find posts. If u are looking in the tags for posts, im p sure the default is to sort by popular posts. That’s, as far as I understand, a TOTAL NOTES count. Likes are included. Likes help ur posts her higher in that “popular” zone. I have several posts that have ended up in there in some small ship tags BECAUSE of all the likes, which does still have people seeing those posts now and then when they’re in the tag.

AND I’m pretty sure it’s a similar mechanic for the for you page. I’m sure we think people don’t use that feature but I’m pretty sure people do/ maybe new users. This is more of a theory on my part lol buttttt. I’ve noticed a few rare times where I’ve made an addition to a reblog on someone else’s post, there will be a stretch of time sometimes where random people that Do Not Follow Me keep liking/reblogging the post via my addition. WAY more times for it to just be a stray person wanting it from my addition without comments under (and I don’t think people do that when they’re only liking the post lol). And the few times I’ve accidentally had my for you tab on, I believe it does show via other people’s reblogs lol. So that’s just my way of saying total note count INCLUDING LIKES probably does put posts in peoples eyes on the for you tab / my experience tells me people do use that feature so it’s not just sitting there dusty lol.

Anyway I like mostly understand why people want reblogs and comments, like I do prefer them too bc I like when people tell me what they r thinking (however sometimes people do not add their thoughts in the tags either and that is just how it is!). And I also understand some people maybe just don’t know that others like that kind of feedback and need to hear it first to feel encouraged. I think I just personally do not like the tone that a lot of posts have when they talk about it. When ur calling likes useless bc idk it’s not the right kind of feedback u wanted so it’s inferior ?? 😭😭😭 I also feel like that intense vibe like, idk if this makes sense or if other people felt it too, but it negatively shifted my own perception too? Like. I thought likes were fine. But now with how intense people are about them and not meant if likes bc they just don’t count in ur eyes, now when people like instead of reblogging, I just think of all those posts and I’m like “hmm ok is my post bad did I make a bad post bc everyone says the likes aren’t good so if I’m getting likes I made A Bad Post. It’s Pity Feedback” <- which is SO unhealthy and also tbh has a lot more to do with my own issues that are just getting influenced here so it’s not all on those posts lol. I just Also Have Extra Issues 🫡

Ok jeeze I don’t wanna sound soap boxy tho so I’m NOT letting people rb this aJsndjfcjfjfjcjfj and ppl can absolutely have different feelings and opinions about the situation it’s fine. this is just. how I feel ✌️

#I don’t wanna invalidate how ppl feel about it #and I hope ppl won’t invalidate how I feel either lol … #it just makes me SAAAAAAD it bums me out #I dont wanna feel like it’s all a numbers game #I just wanna share sillies :( #IT JUST FEELS HARSH!!!!! #sometimes I like a post so I can reblog later with tags #but I don’t always remember to do it #and then I’ll see a post that’s like #YOU HAVE TO REBLOG DONT LIKE AND RUN #and then I’m like well. I was gonna like and come back #but o don’t want u to get mad at me #but I don’t have time to add tags rn #so I guess I will just not interact at all ???? #it’s way too stressful. why are there RULES 😭😭😭😭 #and this is all coming from someone who reblogs and comments like mad. I go crazy #I am not a likes and kudos only person lol #but. it is in defense of them. don’t we all share our love differently #is that a crime 😭😭😭😭 #ok I’m fully distracted I gotta go bye

[softceleste]

The fact I honestly thought I'd pull off playing College Craze and being normal about it, and then less than a week later I've already played it multiple times, made a duel MC au, a Pinterest board, and recreated some of the PopMe pages, is genuinely not lost on me.

#college craze #katie talks ifs and vns #i made psds for new contacts and calls too but didn't really have a use for them in this #also i just bs'd vidtok if it pops up I'll redo those but >.> i think you can tell who my favorite RO is so far okay (it's Pierce) #and then jay shaun ruby and trish also have me by the throat like if Trish has 0 fans I'm dead okay #I've known those characters literally like 4 days and I'd go to bat for all five of them already ok - my beloveds #anyway madeline mostly follows canon (the divergence is Ches exists and Ches is canonly the one fake!dating Shaun for Mad's tuition) #otherwise what the vn throws at Madeline she gets ok and then Ches breaks canon... so much it'd be probably too long for the tags #but this is what i get for being like 'this oc I've been writing for a decade+ would be down so bad for Pierce and Shaun lemme do a #playthrough with her and see what happens' - this happens apparently 😂 listen the vn helped me get through the entire time my mom was #in the hospital (she's home now) so tbh it was a really appreciated distraction <3 #extremely long post #long post #edits:mine #college craze: ches #college craze: madeline #college craze: madeline x jay #college craze: ches x pierce #i had fun with these though like Madeline messaging Ches to ensure she isn’t going to come in and find Jay in the dorm #and Ches being like ‘yeah my vidtok is 100% Pierce’s fault’ yikes I need to sleep I’m excitedly tired rambling #sorry if this post is annoying (and for the lines under the categories breaking future me will fix that in further edits if I post more #those may be relegated to the shit post blog though we’ll see posting oc stuff makes me so anxious ngl) #im just hitting post I’ve been staring at this stressing it like two hours now jfc

[rosicheeks]

I think you should take care of yourself and orgasms so you knock out and get the best sleep possible❤️

I mean you do make a pretty good point 🫣

#hmmmmm #1 person thinks I should take care of myself #hm hm hm #maybe? #but guys #i have to get up in like #LOL 2-3 hours? #why am I like this #why can’t I sleep like a normal person #i love sleep so much #i just need a daddy to tuck me into bed #and make sure I stick to a bedtime #ok I’m getting distracted #but my pussy is aching #ugh the struggle #why can’t someone else touch me? #i have to do everything myself around here 😤 #ask #anon

[shouldprobablybereading]

Tried looking up if math was a feminine art and eeh apparently there is a masters thesis on the portrayal of masculinity in the way of kings from a university in kalmar

#insert that meme that goes something about ‘was anybody gonna tell me’ #I started reading it and it’s ok #tho I’m not sure I agree with the notion that it would be great reading material for swedish upper secondary school students #I have taken english 7 and that course is hell already #that’s a 900 page book #only twok tho #which I get #but also makes the dalinar section less interesting than if ob was included #talk about getting distracted #I still need to check where on earth math qualifies #well roshar not earth #you get the point

[andi-o-geyser]

just another day wasting away in margaritaville trying to figure out how the actual fuck the Grand Army of the Republic is organized. send assistance i am shaking sobbing crying in a corner

#no like. does anybody understand it please help me #i get how it’s divided #i even made an entire flow chart #but it’s the numbering i’m confused with cause none of it makes any fucking SENSE #and i don’t know know if i just don’t know how military battalions are numbered but this makes less than 0 sense even if i did know #because like. ok so for example: the 327th star corps is in the 2nd systems army. but how is that possible? why are they called the 327th? #because there are 10 systems armies; each with 2 sector armies; each with 4 corps #and if i know math (which i occasionally do) that means there are 80 corps in the entire GAR (4 for each of the 20 sector armies) #so then HOW #is there a corps in the 300s #and that’s not even the worst example #okay so we all know the 212th? our most beloved attack battalion of gold babes? #they’re in the 3rd systems army which means they should have the 5th and 6th sector armies (1st system army has 1+2 2nd systems has 3+4 etc #but then they have the 7th sky corps. and if there are 8 corps per systems army and they’re in the THIRD systems army #how do they have the 7th corps? and how are they only the 212th battalion? cause there’s 512 battalions in the first systems army ALONE! #so either it’s straight up wrong and their battalion number should be more like 1212 (in the thousands!) #or each sector/sustems army has their own numbering of battalionsthat goes from 1-512; and same for their corps? #so it would be like ‘we’re the 404th battalion of the 6th corps of the 4th systems army’? #but then that still contradicts the existence of actual corps like the 91st mobile recon corps and the 41st elite corps! #so are there two different systems of numbering it? do corps and legions and battalions all number and name their divisions differently? #i wrote so much i ran out of tags but serious am i just dumb or am i right and none of this makes sense #i spent literally 2 hours getting distracted by this conundrum today #after spending 4 hours last night understanding how the army is divided cause i was curious about what the numbering meant #LITTLE DID I KNOW I MEANT NEXT TO FUCKING NOTHING #this is what happens when i get bored smh #if anybody understands military structure and im legit just missing something PLEASE tell me i am so curious #star wars #the clone wars #andis thought geyser

[thecreelhouse]

cishet men really hate being told ‘no’ huh

#i wanted to finish writing by now but i just spent a half hour in my car afraid to go inside bc of this fuckass #i’m good i’m safe and i think he’s long gone but jesus christ i’m sick of this shit #delete later #ok i’m gonna write distract myself and hopefully get this up by like. 8

[omtai]

I’m offf…….. goodnight

#i’m almost done with my drawing but. uni starts again on monday #cuz my lecture is at 9am #and it takes an hour to get there #and i need an hour to get ready cuz i get distracted #and i need an hour to wake up and eat cereal and shit… so 6am is my good morning time #so i’m being strong and going to sleep early… at 3am #it’s ok. i’ll be ok #Anyways goodnight i’ll finish this thing once and for all… #In the morning! #zzz

[ssreeder]

SREEDIE YOU UPDATED and I haven’t even read the last chapter yet…

in my defence, I have moved countries so uh… keep waiting for me, my love, I shall soon return from the war <3

YOU MOVED?!??? I demand details please. I’ll wait forever for you my reekie-leekie. <3

#I’m like 90% sure you lives down under before #OMG WHERE ARE YOU NOW??? #I love getting your life updates haha #you slide into my DMs like ‘yo I made this bomb ass dessert want a play by play?’ #& I’m like duh bitch why are you even asking that?? #anyway I miss you of course because if I’m not feuding with my divorced wife then what’s the point of getting out of bed in the morning #*slams open cabinet of perfectly in tact lightbulbs* #& I HAVE AN ABUNDANCE OF LIGHTBULBS BECAUSE YOU HAVENT COME UH SMASHING BABE #ok anyway that’s it I love ya I miss ya and I hope you’re super excited about your move! #wohoooo!!! #leekie tag #leeeeeeekiiiieeee #dude tumblrs tagging system has been so fucked lately #they get rid of tumblr live and somehow manage to fuck up the tags #idk maybe because I’m on mobile but I can’t see any of my last tags #and someone like me who rambles in the tags needs to keep an eye on what they’ve said and sometimes I forget what I’m even talking about #I swear I’m the most distracting human even to myself fuckkkk #leekie I miss you #fucking come back to me

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

the texts i’ve ignored today are insane btw. my ass is NOT responding to ANYONE

#i didn’t even respond to the people EYE texted first #anyway. just realized something about my stupid film and it might make me kill myself. actually let me finish going through this mountain of #footage before i get all despairing #i’m on sd card one of four btw. still. although i haven’t been properly committed #ok i’ll get serious now #wait did we even film that close up when we did scene 9. or was that the day i was distracted with an assignment #oh my god ok i’m not gonna get despairing until i finish going through the footage. ok