#oh and just one more thing doc

[amarriageoftrueminds]

Hannibal Lecter would not last five minutes in a Columbo episode but good god I would love to see it

#send tweet #(cuz columbo COOKS!! he would KNOW THE MEAT IS PEOPLE!! agghhh1!!) #hannibal nbc #hannibal lecter #VERSUS #COLUMBO #release the cracken #columbo: gee those are some big hands you got there sir if you don't mind me saying #oh and just one more thing doc #how d'you fit those banana bunches into a chest cavity? #hannibal: what #columbo: I just meant when you're cooking? with bananas? and you put them in the chest cavity of the animal you're cooking? for flavour? #y'know like one of those fruit-with-meat dishes? #my wife she does a great duck a l'orange #also: hannibal would break the fourth wall in order to murder the mad theremin player responsible for the soundtrack

[sesamenom]

alright you’ve been extremely extremely kind and indulgent to me about my oc and i cannot possibly thank you enough <333333 so MY turn now to ask YOU about YOURS. please tell me about maglor’s distant granddaughter who is also your bbeg?? .w. or about the chatty hobbits i would very VERY much love to hear about both!!!

~ @nelyoslegalteam, reporting from main <3

(long post, sorry for the random people stumbling upon this lol)

so I'm the dm for the chatty hobbits campaign and essentially it's set in a beleriand-adjacent continent, but with a few extra races and stuff. of the founders of the original settlements, the king of elende (the elf kingdom) is Gil-galad's (invented for the campaign) twin brother Finellach/Finwain. originally he was inspired by the fact that gil galad has a ton of names but only uses ereinion/gil, so I just invented a new character and gave him half the names. I headcanon gil galad as maglor's son, so finwain is in universe maglor's son (left at the havens with gil bc his wife divorced him for kinslaying and his kingdom, being next door neighbors with morgoth, is far too dangerous for small children).

Anyways, his descendant Elinyel (also known as aramire or elinnor) is the current queen of Elende! she's an evil fire-themed bard who is extremely feanorian in all the worst ways - her actual kingdom prospered under her reign, but she just does not care about everyone else as long as she's protecting her people. There were some tensions with one of the major kingdoms to the north (conflict over unclaimed territory between the kingdoms and some tariff stuff), so instead of risking the other kingdom starting a war and hurting her people, she just preemptively invaded it and started burned all the border territories to the ground.

her actual coronation was pretty weird- so she's the second child, but her older sister was born in wartime and there's a general belief in elende that children of peacetime make better rulers, so Elinyel was chosen as her family's heir. her grandfather (the crown prince of his generation) died defending Elende in one of the major wars, but his younger brother and two young kids survived. there's a whole feud between their houses because the brother chose to retain the kingship even after the kids were old enough to take the throne. anyways, two generations later Elinyel killed her cousin Arendil (the previous king of Elende) over a dispute about the legitimacy of his house (and what she believed to be a dishonoring of her grandparents' sacrifice) and took the throne.

obviously she has many Issues. arendil also has two surviving kids who are now essentially trying to stop her from murdering all their neighbors in proactive defense of her people.

however, when she first ascended she recruited her friend group as her elite guard/vassals of the kingdom. (aka the other bosses in the storyline). so it escalated to a war between her forces and the children of arendil, which ultimately culminated in her beloved sister being killed by one of arendil's children. this in turn led to her having basically a massive mental breakdown and feeling like she failed to protect her loved ones (exacerbated by some of her other friends being killed in battles she led). a normal person might decide this is was kind of her fault for starting a war and putting her friends in charge of the army. instead she decided she needed to destroy everyone who could ever potentially pose a threat. which is, in her eyes, literally everyone on the continent (except for her kingdom, of course).

so now she is at war with absolutely everyone of all factions! She is also somehow winning by virtue of Song almost on the level of maglor himself, and ten (now six) also incredibly powerful friends. Anyways, she has decided that the best way to wipe out the continent (except her kingdom) and start fresh is to literally find an ancient lost stone that can break the Doors of Night, summon Morgoth himself, and start the Dagorath. obviously this will Not go well for anyone at all if she succeeds, but she is on a full-on rampage and genuinely believes she (plus friends) can protect her kingdom from Morgoth's army while he wipes out everyone else.

Here's some old art of her btw!

And some slightly more recent unfinished art of her and the Evil Friend Group from when they were younger:

and here's (L-R) her cousin who is the 3rd boss, Elinyel, and her sister from before the war!

#asks #THANK YOU FOR THIS BTW #i only have 1 friend irl who plays dnd and is also not affiliated with the campaign #and they aren't a silm person #so i cannot talk w anyone irl about the Lore #one of the few kingdoms who could really oppose her is the magic one #bc max level wizards might as well be ainur and the monarch of the magic kingdom is Very Powerful #however. said monarch is also the twin sibling of one of elinyel's friends #(who is also an evil lich now and also maybe dating a diff friend who is an evil sorceror? not sure of details yet) #so the super powerful battlemage monarch is remaining Politically Neutral so they don't have to fight their literal evil twin #currently the party is level 6 and just defeated the very-weakened wraith of one of the friends #she was a druid but sort of decayed when she was corrupted and was kidnapping untrained/low level sorcs as servants to siphon power from #and also living in the Grove of Resurrection in order to stay intact #i forgot her dialogue while running the battle so while i looked through my docs i just had her say 'loading please wait' lol #also more chatty hobbit stuff #the grove is a huge grassy area with a walking tree in the middle #so the whole thing is constantly roaming aroudn #the wraith-druid had her castle built on it so she could have a moving castle that also heals her #the grassy part will resurrect any dead thing put on it #for the battle they had to drag her off the grass in order to kill her #technically shes been dead for some years but is surviving via constant contact w the grove #the hobbit (Shade) is from the Alder family who has historically been the guardians of the grove #he discovered he could talk to the tree in the middle and immediately started trying to figure out a way he could use the grove to #clone one of the party members #the tree does not approve of intentionally cutting off people's arms to see if it regenerates into a clone lol #oh! and they found anglachel in the grove. the dragonborn monk wants to keep it

[opikiquu]

aventurine pl. Plea s e . PLLEEEEEEASE

#★ arin rambles #‘here we go again’ you think everytime you see my ramble tag. I dont blame you #AVENTURINE AVENTURINE PLEASE SAVE ME WHITE BOY #OH MY LORD #OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS OH MY GOODNESS. #MY JSOE IS RUNNING HES RUINNING MY LIFE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE IM SO ILL PLEASE I #AVENTURINE. im so serious i can talk about this man all day. and more specifically this video #‘it was just posted 30 minutes ago arin youre scaring the kids’ SILENCE. I NEED SPACE #I NEED A. A MOMENT. EVERYBODY PLEAS GETA WAY FROM ME IM GOING TO GET SO SCARY #Please. Im so sorry. Im begging you . I love this man oh my gish please hes so cute #HES SO CUTE. HES SO CUTE IM SO SICK OF HIM WHY???????? WHY IS HE SO PRETTY HES SO PRETTY HES GOREGOUS HES SO STUNNING. HELLO. HELLO. #Im going to. Slam my head against the wall im overwhelmed with joy and happiness hes everything ive ever wanted ever #any minute not spent talking about him is a moment wasted i promise you MY PRINCESS IM COMING TO SAVE YOU #IM HIS KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR EXCEPT ITS NOT SHINY #IM COVERED IN DIRT #IM STILL COMING FOR YOU AVENTURINE RUN #oh goodness me oh my #im so happy hes so prettu im so happy i cant do rhis im sweating geniumnly i feel so sick #Im cant . Do this anymore. I CANT TAKE IT. I HAVE TO… AAUGH… AAAHH… I HAVE TO…. DANCE! #guys…. he my favorriet… #my slinky….. my krimpet… my teacup i think. My doc mc stuffins doctor playset. My dishwasher. My italian coldsteel cinquedea . atp anything #hes my EVERYTHING. MY EVERYTHING…!!!!!!!! *MY TELEKENISIS THROWS EVERYTTHING ACROSS THE ROOM* #yall i dont think ive had a hyperfixation this horribly bad since. Since the. Since. MAN I DONT KNOW #IM COOKED. HE WOMT LEAVE ME ALONE. I LITERALLY DREAMT OF HIM LAST NIGHT LIKE IM SO DOOMED? ACTUALLY? #oh to be medicated and focus on . Things like cooking. Or idk. Getting a job. No i just think about some messed up blonde all day im absolut #ly DOOMED #yes im still yapping i got 30 tags u gon stick through them all. Every single one of them. Dont leave me please i want to talk about him ton #TO SOMEONE. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM TO SOMEONE ALL DAY. ALL MY FRIENDS ARE TESTING. IM LEFT ALONE ALL DAY I JUST WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY WIFE #i womder how crazy i look right now #Sighs lovingly at him..

[crossbackpoke-check]

Substance, Shadow, and Spirit [remixed, abridged] by Tao Yuanming

#liv in the replies #patrice bergeron #boston bruins #brad marchand #do you ever think about how brad marchand said that when bergy retired he would retire or are you capable of normal thought i'm not at all #please say a gratitude for both my sanity& y'all that this poem (which has been saved in my camera roll with the vague idea of using it for #??? ​long) & not one of the poems i had saved for carey for a really long time & remixed & everything with another poem until i found a poem #that absolutely murdered me in cold blood but there is an alternate universe where i did& then had to explain my unhinged thoughts to you. #anyway how are we feeling about bergy retirement. pspspspsp sara & luna are y'all doing okay like. the doc title for this one was #patrice the hockey player means a lot to me but patrice the person means so much more #which is why the end line of the other poem was so *%"@^)! (you love / what you are) because patrice does. like he is a whole ass good huma #& now since no one asked i need to tell you all the details about everything also y'all please clap i made an edit with NO baby pictures #although i did find one & save it & minimal genres of photo i always use in edits because they're my taste & aesthetic but anyway. #when i saved the first photo and marked it as one i wanted i accidentally wrote “how will he know they love him” which is not the line but #makes me feel feral about patrice & the rest of them all had hurtful names too but also. the third picture is literally a CELLY like brad #just scored a goal & he is clinging to bergy for dear life with that shit i saved that as “oh the agony on his face for unendurable” #& yes it is one of my cliches to have a draft day picture but in my defense the lifelong bond that patrice has/d with boston deserved to be #there even if i put in the love story & YES that picture is from the 2011 playoff right below it shared joy & pain & i couldn't tell you #when the brad marchy photo for together forever is except for the fact that i saw it & just the gut punch of oh my god the way he looks at #things men will praise you for is the stanley cup. duh. but i love the contrast of “some deed” being the stanley cup but then #bergy's choice to do noble deeds (ends up still earning praise &that's my note to his efforts outside of hockey we love a supportive captai #should also mention the first two i came up with & had the photos i knew i wanted for were the first and last one alskaldk but i KNEW i #wanted chara somewhere in the paragraph about leaving & then while i was looking found the one of bergy playing tuukka on accident & yes #i do have to make goalie jokes every time. no reprieve . no dice/no deal/no goal goalies have no rest/reprieve etc etc the one that killed #me though was looking for a patrice award pic & i wanted basically the one that i got for “how will you know any will praise you” & instead #also got the picture of patrice winning the some community hero award for charity work that he does & i love him mama & of COURSE that puck #is from bergy's 1000 game who do you think I am (if you guessed sleepy and emotional about patrice you'd be right) and ALSO please be ready #for all the patrice posts/bruins posts that have been sitting in my drafts to be released on this occasion of patrice retirement #I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT TUUKKA ALSO RETIRED THAT’S WHY HE WAS ON WISE OR SIMPLE NO REPRIEVE AND THAT LATE OR SOON WAS ALWAYS GOING TO BE #CHARA BECAUSE CHARA LEFT FIRST TO GO TO THE CAPS AND THEN LEFT IN RETIRMENT HE LEFT SOON BUT NOT FOR REAL THEN LATER LEFT FOR REAL (RETIRED)

[penguin--rat]

tempalate by caninewhistles on devianart!! nothing in february:( little penguino so sad the ward take him away.. oh well! teehee.. thank you all for the good year!!! Mwah!!!

#the ward at least gave me one thing and thats insight on how the facility might function hehehehehe #not really ofc #its good for basing stuff on it !! i know its not the same ofc the facility is like way bigger #but its a good reference to have for the basics of how it could function #ive got sooo many thoughts on the facility #i gotta make like. a guard oc or smth. ive got mutants ive got scientists ive got civilians (marya my good friend marya) #ive got a stalker. i need more #i need another civilian #one thats not dead #there is a little devil in my mind that wants me to make ten thousand ocs. NO!!!!! WRTITE ALYA FIC FIRST!!!! #spoeaking of writing! ive published 56.4k words on ao3 !!! #those are the only ones that ive published lol #god. its not that ive got full fics sitting in my google docs #its just that ive got some wips i didnt get around to finishing... goddd.... anekom science au i loev you anekom science au!!! #and then ive got a bit of! temnolya/temnovazone bit. thennn ummm ive got saffie creepypasta #oh then i have rp but those arent fics #OH SHIT #i completely forgot about . no. i did those last year so im not mentioning #i had a bit of a dimanya fic going but then didnt like my execution.. the idea was cool but the exectionw asnt #then that facility janitor thing that i took down bc i didnt like it. you know how it goes #its wild... !!! #i like writing:)

[mommalosthermind]

What is it about the kids’ winter break that always. Always. Makes the weirdest shit go wrong.

#the pipes under the sink just #decided to separate. just popped right apart. so much water everywhere oh my god. #kid2 has an ingrown nail they somehow claim not to have noticed? it is. very not good. #we? found FLEAS? WE DO NOT HAVE RUGS OR A PET WHERE AND HOW DID FLEA APPEAR #doc for toes has Covid and no one else takes welfare insurance so we have to wait with antibiotics #bug guys were like it’s holidays good luck trywell come out in like a month #so #bombed the house and hung out in a book store for several hours and now I have #so much laundry #there is more #im so tired lmao #me trying to explain decision fatigue to my spouse: I would like to be in a coma actually #my spouse who’s anxiety manifests as a near manic need to Accomplish Things: no. #momma talks #momma complains #adulthood is a scam

[ahalliance]

ive been rotating this thought around in me head for a while now. Midnight really is just a stellar example of modern day hitchcockian writing

#like okay. Midnight doesn’t include the typical ‘bomb under table’ type of tension that is hitchcock specific #but everything about it still screams ‘oh this is just like a hitcock adaptation of a stage play’ #like every time i watch it i can’t help but think of films like Rope (1948) and Dial M For Murder (1954) #stories with tension that builds and builds and eventually hits a boiling point #and which are both set in one room/area. that is quite literally what Midnight does #the only thing it doesn’t do is clue the audience into to ‘the truth’ of things #we’re just as much in the dark as the doc and the passengers while in the hitchcock films we knew what had happened and what the murderer #were trying to hide which in turn creates the story #but Midnight is distinctly more horror and psychological thriller than the hitchcock films #so it makes sense they’d leave the audience in the dark to what was actually happening. makes for better sci fi horror #me when im sat here comparing hitchcock films to doctor who . hey so btw water of mars employs similar tactics #jay rambles

[siren--squid]

PLAYED ALL OF SOULSCAPE LAST NIGHT...... RAMBLING SPOILERS IN THE TAGS...... :D

#spoilers in tags #BRO THE FUCKING MEMORY SCENES TOOK ME OUT #Chase deserves SO MUCH BETTER than that woman. Im so glad they've separated. i feel so bad for the kids holy crap #i hope they get a happy ending with their father. #Jackie my sweet boy. the dysphoria battle made me cry. those bullies are shit and beating them was SO GOOD. hero boy deserves confidence #MARVIN THAT SASSY CATBOY OH MY GOD...... his memory was such a fun segment to play but ABSOLUTELY painful otherwise #I LOVE HIS FRIEND THO OMG?? #hate those three money obsessed guys tho. would fight them again #honestly i have no words for Henriks memory. that was absolutely heartbreaking. i cried the entire time #the baby crying. the visual of his grief. how shattered and vulnerable he behaves the entire time. #the distorted bloody hospital was such a good representation of that mental state. the graves were so sad #joline showing up was the most heartbreaking and somber thing ever. doc needs a big hug #that was distressingly amazing. #Also cried over Bings memories. that was beautifully done and terribly sad #i understand deleting that memory. and the dialogue at the cabin door absolutely broke me #i knew that forest grave was important. the connections were so obvious. #ROBBIE MEMORY WAS ADORABLE THO. love that empty room scene #true anti also made me cry a little. poor kid just wanted a life. he deserves that so much #the ending did feel a little rushed though. like.. not satisfying in a way? there wasn't enough done it feels like. #the endings always feel rushed tho i guess?? just more with this one. im excited to see if anything ever has a satisfying conclusion #LOVED playing as cat Marvin. vent maze was good #i liked getting a whole map of the place as well?? but sometimes it feels like easter eggs over power plot #they're so fun and so good but also bro im here for story and the amount of things is overwhelming lmao /j #amazing plot and game overall #absolutely stunning

[lady-grace-pens]

I watched Breakfast at Tiffany’s for the first time this morning and I can’t stop thinking about how much I hated it. I can’t figure out why. But I also watched the first part of Barry Lyndon and I’m really into it so there’s that too

Rant in tags because I have thoughts and opinions

#I’m sure it didn’t help how i went into Tiffany’s with a totally different idea of what the story would be #i didn’t see the noncommittal storyline coming. i thought it’d be about a diner or something named Tiffany’s. plus I hate how fast everyone #talks. i mean it makes sense because ‘oh city people talk fast’ but still I can barely understand a thing with or without captions #i also got so damn confused as to of everything before the point where Doc came in. #clearing up her backstory made everything click. but I just feel like a lot of this should’ve been made more clear earlier or something idk #I’m not fond of Holley herself either tbh. Paul is hot tho #then there’s the blatant racism in the movie… yeah #i get it was made in the 60s but oh good god. #i can’t see why this is considered a classic. singing in the rain is MILES BETTER and I only caught half of that one #barry lyndon however. is a charm so far. i really love enjoy and appreciate stories like that. #ones that follow the life of one character. how even before everything goes wrong for him his life still wasn’t an easy road. very lovely #i can’t wait to watch part 2 #but honestly fuck Tiffany’s that movie sucks 😂 #i feel like the story would be better if Holly herself was the main character instead of just the protagonist. because it’s clear how #the camera focuses on Paul like this is his story to tell. it should be hers #better yet #go watch Singing in the Rain instead #such a damn charm. i love Cosmo so much #kaitlyn talks for once

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#people get very confused when i say im trying to learn german #i feel like the common response is a hesitant: oh... r u interested in ww2 stuff? #and im like... r u asking if im learning german so i can like read 1st hand accounts from the naz1s???? #bc that is the big german thing ppl kno. but no. thats not y i wanna learn german #my family is just extremely german but in a way thats so Americanized that we dont pronounce our last name correctly #and im the only one now how knows how to do that. so its like. this is the language of my ancestors #and a lot of labs in Germany r doing research im interested in so if i got good enough in the next 5 or 6 years i could do a post doc in #germany so it would b good to speak the language. and also i think its weird that ppl call it a harsh sounding language #bc idk it sounds sorta gutteral but no more or less harsh than any other imo #idk thats my new years resolution i guess. get a lot better at german. expand my lil vocabulary #aber ich bin zu krank und müde :-[ und mein deutsch ist kaputt und hässlich #gebrochen is probably the better broken but whatever #did i put and ist in there? im too lazy to check #whatever. im gonna try to buy a staple gun tomorrow so thats fun #unrelated

[rexscanonwife]

Ggghh 🥺 Rex...💖💖

#jane journals #self insert talk #OUGGGHH THINKING ABOUT HIMMM 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 #god seeing some new content was all it took. i mean i sorta figured it would?? #cause you know. this rex thing feels like its gonna be VERY long lasting ajfjf #he's just THE husband of all time #BUT FOR REAL I FUCKING LOVE STAR WARS SO MUCH THANK YOU STAR WARS 🥺🥺🥺 #and i think ive said before that the reason ill start to lose interest in a character is cause ill feel like ive said everything already #like theres just no more to be said #but that isnt the case with rex! #i am NOT kidding when i say i contain MULTITUDES and TIMELINES OF EVENTS #my FANKIDS are even starting to branch off with timelines of their own and plot releveance that way sjfjf #idk its just so much and so fun to play with #i just keep waiting for the 'right time' to talk about a lot of it like an idiot #one of these days i gotta put together a proper doc of events and shit #but until then ill try to keep throwing out bits and pieces of the Lore when i can #at the center of it is the love that rex and i have for each other 🥺👉👈 #im willing to say there was probably no greater love in the galaxy #💙 oh captain my captain 💙

[crossbackpoke-check]

I have to ask about good dog bad dream <3

🥰🥰 oh i was HOPING for this one. ok so y’all may actually know a little bit already because it exists in the tags as tyler borzoituzzi but! good dog bad dream is the working document title/notes compilation for a fic that started with the premise of “well you see that’s actually not a dog that’s my blorbo from my hrpf shifter wolf au—”

and, because i have never formally addressed it or put it anywhere other than the tags, three important details about this fic:

this IS a semi-au fic about the detroit red wings, set vaguely in the 2018-19 season, because the wings sucked that year (but not as bad as 2019-20)

this is ALSO a fic that is mainly about tyler bertuzzi and dylan larkin, with some other wings thrown in because i've never met an ensemble i couldn't shove into a love story

this 100% exists because of mickey redmond calling tyler a junkyard dog every chance he gets and me every time going "okay but what if literally though" -> 🐺

#me 🤝 the detroit red wings hippo campus hive mind #liv in the replies #the way that this fic exists fully formed in my brain & i just need it!!! to come out as a narrative!!! #where is the brainworm to print fic button. where is it #also the way in which i’m just like ‘yeah the fic is tyler borzoituzzi’ ok but can we have a title please. like a real one. #because somehow out of 20 pages of bertuzzi-thesis-dog-related quotes i have not found a title. ???? help. i also have a whole titles note #for just collecting phrases to use as titles (sometimes with specific ideas sometimes just vibes sometimes like oh i like that phrase) #not to mention the fact that my quote doc for the bertuzzi thesis has a more embarrassing title but like it’s fine!! #UPDATE THE DOC HAS ACTUAL WRITING IN IT 🚨🚨 I REPEAT WE HAVE REAL NARRATIVE NOT TAG NOT!FIC #WE ARE AT A SOLID ALMOST 1K!!! THIS IS THANKS TO Y’ALL!!! don’t ask how long the document with notes is tho. also how many scenes are done 🙃 #anyway i have had this reply written for like two days but keep not posting it because i wanted to be able to have something written to give #but also there’s another ask about good dog bad dream so this one will be info (boring) (sorry) and i will post a snippet in the next ask <3 #me vs not wanting to spoil things vs literally the entire plot of this already written out in the tags: fight #tyler borzoituzzi #WAIT MY TAGS DIDN’T SAVE 😭😭😭 #you’re missing the one of me going ‘🥺🥰☺️😭💕‼️🥹 thank you for the ask’ #lmaooo tumblr out here like ‘bro you can’t do that every time someone sends an ask’ ok well watch me. what if i DO cherish every interaction #wip ask game

[blujayonthewing]

so I've got a bunch of short little unconnected vignettes I've written about a few of my OCs, and a few of them I like and kinda wanna share but the thing is I'm not... actually sure what to do with them ? like, logistically? one of my friends will sometimes write little snippets about his paladin and post them to the facebook group for that dnd campaign (which, sidebar, is my favorite thing I get SO HYPED every single time and I wish more of my friends did that) BUT... I got people not on facebook who know about my blorbos and maybe 👉👈 they also would wanna see my lil written snippets about them 👉👈 but I guess I'm a little on the fence about posting very short bits of out of context writing to my art blog...? but then again I'm probably overthinking it 🤔

#I ended up reading a bunch of them the other night because I was trying to remember how one of them went #but I had to open like four different 'Untitled' docs in google drive to find the one I was looking for sdkjhgdfk #it's not even 'they're so good I wanna show off my writing' #it's more 'lemme talk about elyss' father and brother. actually no-- let me just show you' #I started one about melliwyk unexpectedly falling asleep for the first time #I started what was meant to be a series of vignettes for juniper's childhood but all I have so far is the day of her birth #which needs editing but also I made myself emotional rereading it because I'm stupid skjfhdfg #me: june is an orphan just because I want her to have been raised by her grandmother and aunt; her parents aren't really important #me writing about hazel looking at her newborn daughter and loving her so so much: ohhh my god she loved her SO SO MUCH 😭😭😭 #... ANYWAY point being: just little backstory scenes or moments that flesh out background NPCs-- things like that #stuff that doesn't come up in game and would be hard to Do Art About but that I think about and want to share somehow #hmmmmm #OH tumblr has polls now maybe I can just stick a poll on the art blog #about me #my OCs #my art #(kinda)

[evanthefunky]

I aspire to write something that has dialog where people stammer and backtrack and forget words and use the wrong word and pronounce things wrong and look like fools and then try again and maybe mess up a few times before theyre actually able to say what they want to say but are loved and forgiven by the person they're speaking to and the audience btw

#i know i love watching media (movies n tv shows) but sometimes theres just a disconnect in how people talk. #and i know not everyone stammers and backtracks and makes silly sounds when their tongue moves too fast for their brains! #and i know the more takes of a scene the more money youre spending! sometimes maybe just let your actors fuck up #and then keep going!!!!! stammering is ok!!!!! its not unusual!!!! #this is the rep i need and want ok. #i have begun to stammer and backtrack a little more this year bc i realized its a thing i try and mask/cover but nah dude #people can wait for a minute while i try and figure out what im trying to say. yeah i make silly sounds when im buffering. no one has #said anything about it. #let actors stammer and backtrack and mispronounce things and say the wrong words. for me. and everyone else who does this. #yanno what i mean. #anywho #<3 #also i mean loved as in the kind of love/affection one has for a stranger #god bless the greeks #and their 7ish words for different kinds of love #fuck google docs tbh and 'oh but thats not correct grammar' im not a perfect person dumbass #'incorrect sentence structure' fuck off and go die in a hole on fucking jupiter.

[didhewinkback]

this is how i feel on tumblr dot com tonight

#i am the one on the left #i just want to share every thought that enters my brain #whenver big things happen with harry it makes me feel the passage of time more than most things in a way i cant really explain #like how i cant really see how my friends or families faces change over the years bc its gradual but like anything with him its like oh #2018 was so long ago #2015 was like.... a different lifetime #when it feels like yesterday to me still #i am just in my little feelings and trying to write in my little google doc and i havent slept very well all week #so its all coming together right here right now #just my life looks nothing like i ever expected it to look and sometimes it is hard to watch him get so so so so so big while i am stuck #being so so so so so so small #in a life i no longer recognize at all #annnny waaaaaaaaay

[eonars]

"Oooooooo sorry I didn't realize we were in the presence of a Cool Girl over here"

"Come on man do you honestly think I was cool back in high school think realistically"

"Yeah actually you're here pushing keys with us and you're obsessed with fish and knitting or whatever there's no way your teenage years went that well"

#im convinced more than half the guys i play with have it set in their heads im an immense lesbian #ive got a lot of questions about wearing doc martens and one of my friends keeps calling himself my ally #like when we're having to stack for a ranged mechanic he'll be like HERE COME TO YOUR ALLY #anyway i hung out with my gamers for 12 hours yesterday #culminated in one of them reading snippets of my masters thesis for the rest #got out of breath on every sentence bc im a verbose comma abuser #finally got a HEEEEUUUUHH YOURE A SMART LIL THING AINT YA SUNNY to which i was like yr aware im literally #the most educated person on our raid team right #to which they were like oh yeah we know youre actually very intelligent and a huge nerd we just love making fun of you