I try to generally be constructive and engaged with the show I love on here, so on this day, I’ll just say that one of the most thematically important aspects for me from the original ATLA is Aang’s emotional core of real shame for running away when he was hurt by the monk’s decision to send him away. People who feel the kind of deep-seated shame that Aang feels from this decision can understand how that kind of all-encompassing shame is not built around a simple failure or a lie they tell themselves; it’s constructed from real misbehaviors and transgressions of their own sense of ethics—lashing out, telling lies, attempting to hurt others intentionally—that then have consequences (abuses, abandonments, or deaths) which seem to far exceed their expectations or even basic logic.
The combination of the misbehavior with exaggerated existential punishments (along with a lack of support and amend-making in the immediate wake of the events) is what transforms a sense of guilt (I fucked up) into shame (I am a forever fuck-up). Then shame, that sense of being a secret monster ‘no matter what I do or how good everyone thinks I am,’ invites all the avoidance strategies (Aang puts on big smiles, makes lots of jokes, constantly tries to make everyone happy, hops from town to town without building deeper connections). One doesn’t want to acknowledge one’s true feelings or let others in to see those feelings and experiences because it’s too painful to face the grief at the same time that you have to look at yourself for being responsible—even when you recognize it wasn’t totally your fault. It’s just that if you had just been good, less emotional, less human, then maybe the world wouldn’t be so messed up. Of course, in a zen view of things, the world will always be messed up in the same way it will always be beautiful. These are constant facts that always coexist in balance, and this is the truth that Aang learns and that undergirds the whole series.
So I always loved that Aang ran away. It was his sin and his salvation. And it becomes this constant tension for the series—he gets hurt in Bato of the Water Tribe and starts to run away from Katara and Sokka, he runs away to the Guru in the Crossroads of Destiny and his best friend is attacked, he and the gaang retreat after the Day of the Black Sun failure, he runs away to meditation in Sozin’s Comet when everyone wants him preparing for war. Aang’s reluctance to be a hero and the attachments and petulance for which he gets criticized are what metamorphasize to become his most noble attributes. They allow him to empathize with others shame and, ultimately, wield the kind of compassion that can deconstruct the power and perfectionism of imperialism.
So yes, Aang ran away from his temple 100 years ago. It wasn’t the mentally healthy choice. It wasn’t the ethical choice. It wasn’t the wise choice. It was human and emotional and shameful and real. Aang is a better character for it. ATLA is a better show because of it. And we are better people when we understand these kind of tragic emotional experiences that people are trying so hard to grow through.
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28/01/24
Today's breaking news:
•The Isr@eli occupation forces raid Jenin city.
•Gunfire exchange with the occupation forces in Jenin city.
•The Palestinian civil defense forces continue doing its job to save the life of the people in the north of Gaza despite of the lack of equipment and without any kind of support or aids
•White House National Security Council spokesperson John Kirby: The case brought by South Africa against Isr@el is meaningless because there is no intentional genocide, the true number of civilian deaths in Gaza is zero.
•A number of homes were destroyed by Isr@eli air strikes in Dhaira village, southern Lebanon.
•Heavy Isr@eli air strikes targeted several areas in Gaza city.
•An Isr@eli soldier assaults a Palestinian child in Hebron.
•An Isr@eli air strike bombed a home in Zawayda area, central Gaza.
And always,
Free Palestine
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In contrast to my last two Rain World OC posts, these guys aren't one offs and are part of my current core OC group. More info about them under the cut since it's lengthy.
First starting with The Serpent —
The Serpent is one of AV's many bio-engineered slugcats - if you can even call him a slugcat at this point - as part of a simple passion of experimenting with flexible slugcat biology
They share several traits in common with red lizards, those being constant hyper-aggression, tremendous strength, projectile spit and size
As for similarities with slugcats, well, a general elongated shape? Oh, mobility, unlike red lizards, the Serpent is very adept with vertical movement
AV didn't really have a clear goal in mind with the Serpent unlike the rest of their tube babies, they just sort of... happened.
The spontaneity of their creation though has been very interesting as despite initially being created with the solitary lifestyle of a red lizard, the Serpent still keeps his slugcat instinct of adopting random children they find
Though the Serpent seems at first, displeased with this development but rest assured that if you ever LOOK at his pup wrong they will kill everyone in the room and then himself
Though not pictured in his reference since he was my first Rain World OC, created with very little knowledge of the lore and started as a one-off, he has a citizen ID drone which AV uses to keep track of him
He was also simply created out of my desire to have a long slugcat and my obsession with red lizards combined so there's that, too
Speaking of AV, moving on to Administrative Violence —
Named after the song of the same name by Lauren Bousfield, you'd expect them to be - well - violent. They're not, at least not with those they commonly interact with
They are actually quite sweet with Blown Blooms, their partner, and Peach the slugcat
Weather conditions, all things considered, are pretty mild where they are but far, far off into the distance their partner Blown Blooms isn't so fortunate and natural erosion as well as other random unfortunate events unrelated to weather, has taken quite the toll on them
As a result and fearing for Blooms in every way possible but especially for their communication's inevitable severing and also Blooms being lonely all on their own, AV created a slugcat who resembles a strawberry lizard - a species of lizard Blooms is especially fond of
Peach was designed for protection and companionship first and foremost and an emergency messenger/relay secondly.
Outside of worrying for Blooms' condition and yearning & longing for close physical proximity to them the way creatures who aren't supermassive structures have the luxury of, AV spends most of their time studying their bio-engineered slugcats.
Each and every one of them is given a citizen ID drone for ease of tracking as well as general classifications
They couldn't give a shit about whatever problem the other iterators are working on - just these funny little slugcats
They take the occasional interest in other animals too but it's mainly slugcats
And finally, Blown Blooms and Peach —
Blooms, like AV, is named after a song of the same name by Lauren Bousfield. Peach is just named after her colors.
Blooms, like their partner AV, has a complete disinterest in the great problem and a very big interest in bio-engineering
This time with plants rather than animals though they have a soft spot for small critters but they're usually never the subject of any experiments - just study and admiration
However, due to a deteriorating state, Blooms isn't quite able to use their equipment to manipulate genetic information like they used to - which is upsetting
So instead, they help AV with their current studies as well as keeping tabs on their own prior experiments
They have Peach now, though, which brings a much appreciated break from constant studying and nice close companionship
Peach will often catch prey outside and come back to eat it with Blooms and occasionally Blooms will play around with Peach and levitate the prey around for Peach to chase in anti-grav
The event that pushed AV to create Peach was when a creature entered Blooms' chamber and attacked them, partially damaging their puppet before being killed and then expelled from the chamber
Blooms is absolutely still capable of themselves and ultimately damaging the puppet a bit is nothing when taking account the sheer scale of an iterator - but AV will be AV
Plus, Blooms isn't complaining about getting a cute little companion from AV
And general trivia/info —
Everyone here is aroace. All of them. AV & Blooms' relationship is non-romantic in a sapphic way
The Serpent's pup's name is Pipsqueak
I know rudder tails shouldn't curve like that but I decided that after I finished drawing the Serpent and I wasn't about to redraw anything at that point
The other Iterators in AV and Bloom's local group are Illuminated Crown of Fire, Projections of Watchful Eyes, and an unnamed lunar-eclipse inspired iterator.
I have little information on them right now, but they are each based off of solar eclipses, stars and lunar eclipses respectively
In all, this local group is just a bunch of experiment freaks to varying degrees except for ICoF whose presence is often forgotten because of how little they speak but is also ever looming
And that's all! Thank you for reading this far in <3
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24/01/24
Today's breaking news:
•The Isr@eli occupation forces targeted the schools in the vicinity of Nasser hospital with artillery shells which caused to injury of a number of displaced Palestinians and the martyrdom of a child.
•Palestinian families in the north of Gaza use corn and barley’s flour to prepare food as the siege continues on the city.
•Displaced Palestinians are living in hard conditions during the rainy weather without any kind of relief or humanitarian aids.
•Artillery shelling targets the residents in the north of the Gaza Strip.
•Heavy gunfire, air strikes and artillery shelling in Khan Younis city which has become more dangerous than before.
•Fire broke out in the shelters of displaced Palestinians in the west of Khan Younis in an area which is besieged by the occupation forces.
•Heavy Isr@eli bombardment and artillery shelling in Khan Younis city.
•Massive damage caused by the occupation forces in the west of Gaza.
•Palestinians were injured by Isr@eli air strikes in Rafah.
•Isr@eli forces open fire directly at civilians while they were receiving humanitarian aids in the northern of Gaza Strip.
•Isr@eli warplanes destroyed a mosque and a number of homes in Rafah city.
•A Number of injured Palestinians arrive to Al-Najar Hospital in Rafah, after they were evacuated by the Red Cross teams in coordination with the United Nations from the “UNRWA Industry College” building west of Khan Yunis.
•“We won’t leave the hospital” .. The message by the doctors who are staying at Naser Hospital in Khan Younis city.
•A bloody day in Khan Yunis.
More than 60 martyrs and 100 wounded in one day in Khan Yunis arrived at Nasser Hospital, which was surrounded by Israeli tanks and firing at it.
The hospital's capacity is not sufficient to receive this large number of wounded in one day, especially with the lack of staff whom were displaced to the city of Rafah with their families, fearing for their lives.
And always,
Free Palestine
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q and a? QNA!
Pieces of memories, Before you got the rot, how did you use to spend the time with your lover?
What did you chat about, did you play any games with them, stuff like that.
Before getting the rot, POM and ESH would generally spend most of their time chatting, usually about purposed organisms! The two also did have a game of sorts where they'd send physical objects (mostly pearls, clothes/accessories, or other general things they thought would be interesting) back and forth with modified creatures, and the other would get to guess what sort of changes had been made to the creature as a bonus! This did only start happening after the mass ascension, though.
Aside from that they'd also probably play like. The rain world equivalent of 1v1 tetris and get rlly competitive about it :]
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