#notreallove

[savemefromtoxic]

🖤💣 Lovebombed. All that attention at the beginning of the relationship? The declaration of soulmates and love? Someone has never understood them like you do? The crazy sex? The gifts? The thoughfulness? You're not like their ex's? That wasn't real. Inline with their child mentality - you're the new shiny toy that they want to play with all the time, until they get bored. It was a way of trapping you in the Narcissists game, they give a little at the beginning, knowing they'll get a lot later. ~ Rick dC // @SaveMeFromToxic #lovebomb #lovebombing #love #fakelove #notreallove #narcissism #narclove #toxiclove #attention #crazysex #gifts #exs #allgames #lovegames #shinytoy #by #rickdc https://www.instagram.com/p/CpiY6utJoQ5/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#lovebomb #lovebombing #love #fakelove #notreallove #narcissism #narclove #toxiclove #attention #crazysex #gifts #exs #allgames #lovegames #shinytoy #by #rickdc

[bloodstaindfaze]

Why the F*%* are ya staying in that F'ed up relationship? 🧐 Ya know He/She is gonna get ya caught up! 🚔 Listen to Blood Staind Faze 🎧 - Another Trick And think about it.... 🤔 . . . . #WhatTheF*** #WhyDontYaLeave #BadRelationship #BadRelationships #GetCaughtUp #NotRealLove #ButILoveYou #LoveYaNot #NotLove #DontLeave #DontLeaveBabe #BSF #BloodStaindFaze #BloodStainedFaze https://www.instagram.com/p/B0Kclspntzz/?igshid=t28273bn7bm5

#whatthef #whydontyaleave #badrelationship #badrelationships #getcaughtup #notreallove #butiloveyou #loveyanot #notlove #dontleave #dontleavebabe #bsf #bloodstaindfaze #bloodstainedfaze

[empathicremains-blog]

Pain

if there was no darkness nothing could ever shine through. if there was no pain there would be no healing. if there was no healing there would be no lessons to be learned. if there were no lessons to be learned there would be no growth. if there was no growth there would be no understanding. if there was no understanding there would be no real love. 

#notreallove #healing #darkness #light

[loralie-corowitz]

illusion

He wanted her so bad he did anything to get her

He let her go and did nothing to maintain her

He watched her go and said not a word

He lives a lie not real life

He’s full of pride and denies

He pretends to be happy when deep down inside he cringes for her touch

He never opens so no one can come in

He’s insecure and full of jealousy

He’s immature, but yet an intellectual

He will always be alone inside

#breakup #missinghim #fake #notreallove

[nortnii]

It's you and me against the world 

recorded mixed, and mastered by me in 2008

all instrumentation and vocals done by me

I wrote this song entirely by myself when I was 16, a point in my life when I was really emotional and feeling like I was a victim of everything that happened in my child. I was trying to point fingers and put fault on everything but me. 

When I was 14 I had a relationship with somebody who was 15 years older then me. It was approved by my mother who was only trying to make me happy. Like most teenage girls, I felt like i was mature enough. I guess mom did too but I don't know. I twisted the story around a bit because when I was 16, the thought of dating that person was disgusting, but now I look at it like a learning experience in life.  The guy was a little pushy about having sex with me from what I remember, he claimed it was the ultimate way of showing love (it is, he was right but I didn't feel having sex with him was right.)  He kept trying to talk my mom into letting him take me over to his place, which I didn't feel to uncomfortable with but I knew something I didn't exactly want yet, could happen if he did that. 

Saying "I love you" to him was really easy, and I THOUGHT I meant it but I KNEW I didn't. It was just very flattering at the time to have somebody call me "The Goddess Aphrodite" and "Beautiful" because my confidence was super low and felt ugly. He helped fill that void for me. He as weird though, I remember he told me not to hold a glass with two hands cause it was "childish" and he showed me a photo album of his past underage girlfriends. That's when the red flag for me went up… Even though all along I just was with him because I wanted to feel beautiful. (Geez  I sound so selfish) 

What really made me stop talking to him was my mom. She witnessed him talking to me in a rather stern and scolding manner as if I was HIS kid, and she kicked him out of the house and said to never come near me again. He told me he will be waiting for me until I turn 18 but that never happened, I ended up getting another boyfriend of course and was committed to him. 

All in all, it was an experience that made me who I am so I don't regret it, It makes me smarter and I don't consider it statutory rape or child molestation, I was stronger than that. It was a relationship, between two different generations of people. Some would say that is manipulation, and even I thought at one point it was… but of course, there was not compatibility due to the age gap. 

< 3 Nortnii Veronica Rose

#weirdlifestuff #interestingstory #notreallove #ithappens #shithappens #fuck

[empathicremains-blog]

does he love you

he loves you when you smile. when you laugh. when you light up the room. when you are bright. but does he love you when you are down. when you feel like you are going to drown. does he love you when you are numb. when the world feels cold. does he love you at your worst. or does he only love you at your best?

#isitlove #notreallove #love #selflove #hope #holdon #mentalhealth

[drawinggeorgemichael]

Oh, baby, crying All those simple things that won't come again Oh do I have to make it plain This is not real love

#george michael #notreallove #drawing #charchol