#nothing will ever piss me off as much

[ezzasaurus]

The thing about Supernatural is that there has never been anything like it ever before and there will never be anything like it ever again

#nothing else will ever give me the dopamine rush that spn does #nothing will ever piss me off as much #and nothing will ever make me cry as much #as this goddamn show #supernatural #spn #spnwin #the winchesters #dean winchester #castiel #sam winchester #jack kline #jensen ackles #misha collins

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

#star trek #Vulcans #Humans #not based on a specific thing #but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends’ #who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field? #like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq #and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first #would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate #and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for #and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance #the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times #they were just dicks #and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it. #it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible #you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier #but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks. #that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on #and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post #but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks #and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be #replaced #hated that couple #if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us #(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀) #liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people #that no one else wanted to be friends with #I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone #this got long sorry 😭

[because-its-eurovision]

so I just heard I'm gonna be unemployed after this month :) hooray

#time to start my hermit era I guess #no money no prospects nothing to look forward to #rip festival summer and fun trips #it was nice planning you #this was the BEST job I ever had :( #and I was SO GOOD at it #they gave me multiple raises so I know I was! #we had graphs so I KNOW I was the most productive one of our team #but it didn't matter because both me & my two co-workers are being let go #they didn't fire us #our contracts just weren't renewed #I'm so sad and pissed off #no matter how much I studied #how hard I work #none of it mattered at the end of the day #does ANYTHING really matter? #should I just give up #what's the point #all this life lived and nothing to show for it #I feel so empty

[writterings]

procastinating at work but here's my philosophy for today: it's okay to hate a behavior in someone else but also understand that this behavior does not make them a bad person. like i HATE when i'm venting or talking about a serious problem i have and then the person i'm talking to starts trying to relate by talking about a similar experience they've had. like absolutely hate it. make me feel like the focus is being taken off me and it genuinely is in some ways, regardless of your intent. yeah, i understand that's your way of trying to comfort me -- but that's not the way i need or want to be comforted, and that's what matters in a situation where i'm coming to you to be helped.

and that's okay! like. no one is in the wrong here unless i have explicitly asked you to support me in a different way and you're intentionally refusing, or if i lash out at you when i could just disengage. it just means you're not a person i should go to for help when talking about my problems. we can still be friends, you and i can probably support each other in different ways, but we're just incompatible in this regard. and that's like....okay. it's okay to be incompatible with people.

#i need to stop going on instagram sooooo many hot takes on there piss me the fuck off #ok going on a rant here but like. #soooo many 'neurodivergent' posters on there are like 'neurotypicals suck bc they dont realize im being comforting when i talk abt myself #when they're upset!!!' and its like my friend i can understand your plight but like #1. this is an easily changable behavior #that tbh does not require much change on your part aside from just like. not talking. #2. the so-called neurotypicals in ur life are allowed to have boundaries and accomodations to their needs and ur currently not doing that #3. not every neurodivergent person does that. and some also hate it like the so called neurotypicals. #4. why are you prioritizing your emotions when a loved one comes to you for help or comfort. are u just a dick. #this has nothing to do with you being neurodivergent i think you're just self centered lol #like genuinely if you do this you are not a bad person. it's not a bad thing. i thinnk im just mad at the people who insist #that it's the only way they can ever try to comfort someone and they act like asking them to change this behavior is ableist #and if they genuinely can't change this behavior then fine!! like they i wont go to you with my problems #and that's also fine #but yeah anyways these tags are so different from the message of the post lol but anyways just needed to rant

[derpinette]

easily the ugliest years in fashion of all time have to be the 2010s (post-recession stagnation, embracing Poser attitudes, the [beginning of the] end of Sovl -> business casual, athleisure...)

#not even the 70s polyester craze comes close #& as much as the 1980s make me feel nothing most of the time (SORRY but i have been coming around lately...) #like there was so much originality & experimentation Waht da eff were people doing in the 2010s other than Nothing (ugly) Artifice #by the late 2010s it was the start of the current culture of trying to rehash everything almost completely as it was yet worse -_- #like obviously there were cool people & their calves&followers but that will always be true like anywhere #i do think things are getting better Doe 🦌 lately ^_^_^_^_^ so yay !!! #it just pissed me off as a teenager caus i spent the latter end of that decade as one & everything was just so ugly all the time #which explains why people look to the past now more than ever before #& i know those two things i listed existed before in the 20th century IDC at least there was some variety then #& they looked more interesting than they would later on decades later obv through repetition you lose the Essence & such

[softshuji]

Sometimes it feels like my mom punishes me for things I can't control and it's actually kinda really upsetting.

#i fell asleep yesterday after work as i mentioned before and that means i wasn't able to wash up after dinner #she said to me today that if i fell asleeo again before dinner she'd be pissed off at me #and usually a comment like that wouldn't bother me #but I'm the only one working full time/ with two jobs in my house #especially when my brothers don't do anything around the house #even though they don't have jobs/ do anything full time. and yet the responsibility of housekeeping is always left to me #even if I'm tired. The reason i can't fo to sleep early ia because cleaning the downstairs before i go takes a while #ofc it would when you have a family of 9 and you're the only person doing it #she never asks them either #and then she gets upset at me if like yesterday i don't do these things #and it's like #everyone keeps telling me fo stop treating myself as a machine #but it's kinda hard when everyone else does the same #today/ this week when work has been really tough and im struggling already because im having a hard time #it's the last thing you wanna hear that someone's upset at you for doing something that could have been shared between others #i don't know it just feels like a sledgehammer fo the chest every time #i just feel I'm constantly disappointing someone because im not able to do what they say #ans no matter how much i say it's unfair nothing ever changes.

[thingswhatareawesome]

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#lol i see the jealous caelus art and it's too cute #but i can see why he would be ^^; #the danheng/trl tag on ao3 is still ahead of the danheng/jingyuan tag but jingheng has gained a lot #it used to be like 1/3 of dancae but now it's almost half it's getting a lot of new content #i feel bad for caelus he's starting to not get written about as much the trl in general i mean #like the jingheng tag is 418 and jingcae is stalled at 47 SO MUCH FEWER :( #and i bet we'll see a time where the jingheng tag exceeds the danheng/trl one #going back in old bookmarks there used to be SO much better fic quality for dancae #but i hate to say it most of the better writers i think have gone on to liking danheng with others :/ #which is kind of sad bc i love that pairing so much but there's just not that much fic happening and it's not as good as it used to be #and ofc no one ever wrote my ot3 #i'm glad for the occasional art but dang i wish there was stuff to read #ugh i just read stats for a pairing i dislike and the numbers piss me off and make me sad #bc it's just like the pairing i hated when i was into vtrn where it's not based out of anything not out of chemistry or interactions #just shit fan hcs that somehow explode even though it's based on literally nothing actually real in story or lore #wow and i think ship i dislike has just destroyed the jingren tag like there's almost nothing for it anymore and there used to be so much #i really dislike how x ship has become the klnc of sr :/ #anyway it's just sad that caelus gets no love from fans in the writing department :/

[4giorno]

bro quoted the bible at her

#dont even ask me abt the tbm like yeah nothing will ever come close to pissing me off as much as inversion of genesis but wow. almost! #but thank you sunday for my life 🙏👼⛪💖💖 #but........ 'what a heart of ice you have' yep he will def be ice nihility so im in mourning #:') gender roles get to slay another day congrats congrats everyone who celebrates #maybe one day ill write an explanation why it would make more sense for him to give buffs instead of debuffs #based on the ways he differs from real life cult leaders #in my opinion i mean

[lynxgirlpaws]

Was in the middle of scratching my own chin (as you do since no one is there to do it for me) when I. Y'know. Remembered the whole facial hair thing. And now I'm a bit less than pleased.

#thinking about demanding it all be removed as soon as possible but #my father recently out of nowhere said how much shaving the hair off your face is #and i shouldn't ever do it #;~; #i swear to god if he gives me some excuses about why he can't... or does what he did last time and just kinda #cut some hair from growing down (pissed me off immensely) #i will... do nothing since there's not shit i can do #anyways it's late I won't bother y'all lmfao #i have GOT to get myself a razor and learn how to shave... #(looks at wallet and flies start buzzing out)

[thisgodwontforgiveyou]

kind of the biggest problem with diebuster is just that it necessitates knowing what gunbuster is to make any sense in the end which means it increases the likelihood of someone suffering the gruesome fate of watching gunbuster

#as much as the ending like. i dont even wanna say pissed me off because i felt nothing i thought it was funny as fuck #as much as it just bombed the vibes i guess i would probably have been way more mad if i hadnt watched gunbuster and didnt know #it was entirely abotu how we need to do yuri harder than we've ever done yuri ever even if it kills us #cus it would just come across as an insanely homophobic cop out otherwise

[sexybabystevie]

this is to ONE PERSON and one person ONLY. if you're confused, it's not you!

#you know. i saw you posted today from a different account. and it was one i totally forgot about #i didnt even feel like running back this time. was i curious? yes. did i end up looking? yep. #im saying this even though im 98% sure you cant see it but whatever. since when has that stopped me before? #you seemed fine. to say seeing that didnt piss me off would be a lie. oops i guess #i think its funny how the last thing you posted was stolen from me. #today it was one of those tag games we used to do together. your taglist was empty with some excuse of being absent on this app #i cant help but wonder if thats really all of it. if thats the whole story or not. i have a feeling the answer is no #i dont think youll ever understand the impact of what you did to me and the ways that you treated me. how that immensely fucked me up #or how youve basically thrown me to the wolves ever since you emotionally checked out. #you act like i never mattered to you and its been like that for forever. i made so many excuses on your behalf that i never should have. #these days the thought of you makes me go insane. the kind of insane that leaves me up all night and makes me wanna scream at the top #of my lungs. i have been consumed by anguish and hate. yes. im not afraid to say it anymore. i hate what happened and what you did to me #and sometimes i even hate you. and i dont even feel bad about it. im so over that because if theres anything i deserve after this hell then #its the capability to hate. for once in my life. #i saw your post and wondered if you thought of me. and i hope you did. i hope you thought of me and at the very least it stung. #because whether you want to admit it or not i was someone good. i bent over backwards for you every other day. try finding someone to do #everything that i did for you that you never appreciated. try finding someone who will care as much as i did about someone who couldnt be #bothered to tell me happy birthday. i dare you. because im tired of being sad that youre not here. im tired of being the one whos mourning #im so over it actually. because really i did so much for you. i gave up so much to be a good friend and it was never enough. i genuinely #cared about you. im not going to torture myself anymore by overanalyzing your posts or by thinking that i was nothing to you #because in one way or another youll miss me. and i hope the feeling is hell. #in the wise and paraphrased words of taylor swift. karma only comes back around to those who deserve it #in other words ill be fine #em speaks #tw vent ish #sorry to everyone else although i applaud you for being nosy lmao. gotta have my girlboss moment <3

[undeniablycandycane]

I am *so* fucking sorry I missed out on Moral Panic because What The Fuck

#the past couple months I started listening #and seriously this one might surpass broken machine for me now I'm sorry. #my faves are there was sun and can you afford to be an individual #seriously the former is just awesome like always imagining an epic music video or edit with but the latter?? #goes fucking HARDDDDDD. like seriously COMPLETELY unhinged off the rails Do Not Listen Before Bed Whatever You Do #i have never ever heard a song that gets my blood pumping at 140 bpm like I'm going to break something in fucking half #the lyrics are SO fucking accurate and SO fucking good and the slow buildup to just screaming rage gets me #like I listen to that song when I'm pissed or just tired of people like on the internet or irl #it feels so good #nbt #nothing but thieves #also I love real love song and before we drift away #theyre just so good #but theres just so much to say about cyatbai #also the reason I missed out on this album is cause it came out during a stressful life period #and I was focused on other stuff but had kinda just add it to my listen later list and I listened a little too later

[artemislosthunter]

why is it so hard for an almost 53 year old man to understand that, sometimes in life you will be wrong about things and that it is completely okay?

You can’t be up to date in everything, but if you refuse to hear out others, because you think it is a personal attack, you kind of suck

#he has a habit of hating it when people explain stuff to him ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY'RE YOUNGER THAN HIM #bcs yes he has said that before 'young people know nothing yet they're too young they haven't lived that much' ... okay and? they can still #know more about a topic than you do if that topic is something you don't bother to keep up to date with? #I'd never claim to know more about like the 20s to 60s than him because that is his field of interest and he is very well informed in that #aspect! but then he refuses to listen to my mom or me when it comes to psychology or pedagogy ... 'I know better I read this article once' #which he often tells us about our own mental illnesses? 'I know people who are on meds and have depression and they don't act like you two' #buddy ... they're on antidepressant ... first of all that's the point second of all maybe listen to us when we tell you that mental illness #is never exactly the same (also we're not just suffering from depression but he also refuses to acknowledge that bcs he doesn't think so #has he ever done research on anything mental health related? no absolutely not he also thinks therapists are useless) #I've kind of lost my point here sorry I have been pissed off about this for a long time but yeah anyways you can't always know everything #and sometimes the people that know more stuff about something than you do are younger than you and that's okay and that happens #and no they're not just arrogant little know it alls who have no life experience

[kirishwima]

just a few more weeks. few. more. weeks.

#moving cant come soon enough #i can barely stand being around my mother for like 20minutes #NO person has ever pissed me off as much as her #she wanted to have a 'family dinner' #i lasted all of 15 minutes before leaving #there is nothing about me she wont comment on ffs like. keep ur mouth shut #delete later

[nerice]

good evening i am. angry but also don't have the wrist stamina to get into it

#elia txts #it just sucks!!!!!! that my job is Doing Nothing and waiting for my body to Heal #FOR ANOTHER 3 MONTHS AT LEAST #i must under no circumstances overdo it even when i start feeling better even in march #i should not write all night or draw a lot it will be so much Easing Back Into It and Not Fuck It All Up Again #but im sick and tired!!!!!!!! two full years pissed into the void #and i won't even be able to throw myself back into passions with my whole heart #like i cannot get over losing two actual years of my life i am so extremely antisocial abt it too #bc before this irl fri*ndshit was taking up so much of my time & i agonized over it and i just like #shouldn't have should've just dropped it then id have never gotten into g3nshin id have quit my job much earlier #i would have actually been able to enjoy japan. it fucking HAUNTS ME #ventpost lol dl but like #i fell behind. everything got away from me. & now i have to wait more and be gentle and patient w myself i wanna bite my own head off #GOD. release me from this hell #i want to draw so badly i don't wanna get 10 pathetic minutes a day at best #i wanna get an art spark and not put it in a box i want to be consumed again & pour hours into it fuelled by energy drink unafraid #reading books is all i can do at the moment but even that is miserable bc i don't have the typing ability for my vocab lists #i can't write notes and summaries even when things are interesting. i cannot look at japanese without crying bc i miss kanji #& believe in recovery now!! (on good days anyway) but this aching void of loss and grief and time wasted will it ever go away :(