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idunnowhattowriteheretbh · 11 months

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Had lucky day and drew somthing

Little drawing/sketch of @braisedhoney sona :D

Because why not and the design is really pretty

Christ the pic is bigger then i thought- also the quality is making me bit angry

Not 100% sure if it's final version because I was thinking about that i would do some lineart and color it with markers.

I dunno

I hope u are okay with me drawing ur sona

Anyways-

Have a nice day/night :)

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axyer · 2 months

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I just remembered that the main conflict between HMS is Heart and Mind hating each other and violent rejecting harmonisation bc I'm just so used to Soul being the problem and Heart and Mind being loving brothers who just like to play fight a lot

Like… Heart and Mind are extremely cruel to each other in canon

Heart literally attempts to murder Mind and Mind mocks Heart as he tortures him

That's so horrible, and yet in the la la land of AXYER world they're driving home from a party and buying Taco Bell and Heart's not wearing a shirt and Mind hasn't slept in four days

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vani-ash · 3 months

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I support Nons wrongs

#dff #dead friend forever #non #dff ep 8 spoiler #dff ep 8 #dff spoilers #kinda disappointed he didn't do more damage #hes getting revenge in the future its okay its fine #barcode stop breaking my heart every episode #if dff ends with anything but non finally happy and safe i'll riot #im so excited to see phee and tan infiltrate the friend group #also we saw perth this ep :)#def think hes prob gonna play some part in taking down the mafia #and now im leaning towards white could be nons brother and playing up the scared act #honestly no clue who tan would be if hes not nons brother tho #i think its tan at the end of the episode #im sure someones gonna clip it and slow it down to get a better look but im too lazy to do that rn

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 10 months

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AFTERMARE WEEK: day 3- light and heavy

a wedding ring; usually made of gold, platinum, or silver. it's given by one partner to the other as a symbol of commitment

such a small and deceptively light object should not be very heavy, but that does not prevent it from holding the crushing weight it's promise implies.

aftermare week is hosted by @bluepallilworld

#illustration #my art #aftermare week #aftermare week 2023 #utmv #geno sans #geno #fem!geno #aftermare #me: aren't the clothes too modern for the medieval times story you wanna go for-#also me: well all the clothes i tried on her looked off and i don't even KNOW the era they're in so figure that out later!!#hope that ring metaphor makes sense cause i sure as hell doubt my english was 100% correct hhhh xD #also i'm sorry but the more i think about this made up au of mine the more i wanna flesh it out and tell you guys about my headcanons cause #i imagined how they met; the dialogue- geno's illness- the angst and the fluff- and my two braincells are just fighting eachother hhh xD #half is like 'well write that story!!' and the other just whines 'nooo i don't have the storytelling skills for that' and i'm like!!!#i'll just do a compromise and draw the full designs first once i have the time >:)#no promises for the writing tho cause i know not many would like to read that and it's been a while since i touched notepad so yknow xD #anyways blue if you're reading this please take all the time you need before reblogging anything!!#i know your heart wouldn't be into it otherwise and i get that >:')c don't forget to look after yourself you precious bean<3333

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cthulhusstepmom · 3 months

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hey hey! so i kinda snooped thru your spotify profile (apologies i was curious don’t smite me 🙏) and saw you had a carnivalé lecroux playlist! if i could suggest some songs,

GOSSIP by Maneskin and Turn the Lights Off by Tally Hall would be pretty fitting songs imo. some of the lyrics literally just click

how dare you 😂 (in all seriousness all the stuff on there that's public is stuff I don't mind people seeing so it's not a huge deal (snoop away y'all🫡))

OMG OMG OMG the suggestions never miss istg, I wanted to curate a kind of folksy-whimsical-esque vibe and I cannot believe I completely forgot that Tally Hall exists (half credit for Miracle Musical?). And Gossip just fits so so good for the less whimsical deeper-character-based songs!!

Might as well open it to the people officially:

#Bad Moon Rising has a special place in my heart for them its essentially my hc theme song for the ouaw crew #taking suggestions for the Carnivalé Lecroux playlist!#fr tho if anyone goes snooping and you see something you like dont be afraid to hmu im always down to talk about it #ill go through and make sure everything is labeled all pretty like #its kinda jumbled atm fandom and ocs and stuff(nobody talk to me about my oc's i would hate nothing moreeeee~)#legends of avantris #once upon a witchlight #carnivalé lecroux

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gxlden-angels · 1 year

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Looking back, it's so funny that my family still sees my neurodivergence as more of a prayer issue than a neurological difference especially when I got very overwhelmed singing during praise and worship, but was still told to sing and dance so they definitely looked to their side and just saw this

#I'm autistic on the gay sex autism website. who would've guessed lol #but seriously tho its so funny looking back because I was so so autism #I'd stand and close my eyes so the lights and sounds didn't overwhelm me as much then I'd mostly sway and bounce in place #Sometimes I pre planned my exact movements ahead of time to make sure I didn't get in trouble for not praising #also I wrote an essays earlier about absurdity but it felt Off #like I was someone else trying to write in my style #a fun innuendo followed by TWs for safety and a hook intro #and a heart felt thing for ppl to take with them #it was 'The universe doesn't care about you but I do. I care so much'#but it felt preachy #it felt like I was trying to convert y'all to something via instagram influencer Canva-esque type essay #so I deleted it #I mean I saved my copy for my religious trauma coach but deleted the post here #so I might try again but I think I should look into why it felt ingenious with my therapist #ex christian #religious trauma #flashing lights #flashing gif

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jrueships · 4 months

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Jabari, Alpey wants cuddles to celebrate their hard win.

HELDMSKNZ THIS IS NOT AN OPTION, IT IS A DEMAND

YEA, JABA!! YOU HEARD THE MAN!! IT'S CUDDLE TIME <3 !!!

#CUDDLE TIME!! YIPPEE!!!!#the gremlin dog that looks like delores umbridge #OMG I DIDNT EVEN SEE THAT BIG ONE LOL I THOUGHT IT WAS A BODY PILLOW #alpey: *grabby hands. little smoochie faces* jabar smiiithhh 🥺🥺 ! pleaase!! it's cuddle time! jabar smith jr :]#jabari says cuddles are a disgusting concept while climbing in for a cuddle on the couch #he makes alpey take his shoes off tho #' dont rub those earthwalkers on this couch!! havent u got any home training?!? damn!!'#' do u SEE plastic on this furniture?? i dont!'#alpey just holds him and rubs the small of his back until he settles #...still mumbling abt the shoes but quieter and with less spite #while theyre cuddling jabari has to stop for a quick second and remind alpey how his dogs can kill alpey's dogs #and then the giant one joins the little dog on top of them and alpey asks if jabari would like to retract that statement :]#jabari huffs and says no then buries his face in the crook of alpeys neck and mutters a VERY QUIET 'maybe'#alpey feels the vibrations his mumbles make against his skin and smiles #anon is SO right tho!! THEY DESERVE THEIR CUDDLE TIME!!!!!! THEY PLAYED THEIR HEARTS OUT!!!#i know alpey for sure loves his naps and jabaris a taurus so he should too no question #they make a little makeshift nest on the bus and nap in each other's arms after checking in on their dogs together #alpey on his phone checking in on his dogs thru the house cameras: say hi to princess jabar :]!!!#jabari showing alpey his dogs on his phone: these my BIG dogs 😤!! 😌#alpey: !!! very cute!! very nice <3!!#jabari: yeah they could rlly fuck up an intruder iHEY ! ZEUS GET OFF THE COUCH! HEY! ZEUS!! GET O FF THE CO-#alpey: :]#jabari makes them something filling to munch on then they watch their little shows that they like to pretend like they dont understand #but theyre actually really into #and they curl up and fall asleep during their cuddles. spilling some of their snacks but jabari will fuss over it later #jaba #alpey #they deserve happiness!!! together!!!!! pls get healthy soon jaba :( PLEASE!!#at least now alpey can get more cuddles! jabari draped around him like a koala while hes lifting. grumpy abt his injury #jabari tries to help alpey in his workouts & alpey pretends like hed be nothing without jabari counting his pushups to make him feel happy

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payphoneangel · 4 months

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Vinny's 2023 fics!!

I'm so proud of all the writing I did in 2023!! I learned so much that I'm so excited to apply to my projects for 2024 <3

Not Whole, Not Holy Rating: Explicit Word count: 2,752

Moody, quiet, and introspective, this piece explores endverse!Cas and endverse!Dean find a little bit of solace in each other among their crumbling world. Best described by the tag: Not hurt/comfort, not hurt/no comfort, but some secret third thing.

A Midsummer Night's Dean Rating: Teen+ Word count: 16,948

A wild ride of a casefic loosely based on Shakespeare's A Midsummer Night's Dream. Featuring love potions, Dean having chronic foot-in-mouth-disease, Cas being SO down bad it's dangerous, and Sam wanting to be literally anywhere else but here. I've been told this fic has made people laugh so hard, it has awoken children and brought concerned family members a'knocking on doors.

Innervate A series currently containing two fics, with a few more additions planned! This series follows Cas' developing relationship to his body and how he navigates through the world with it. It's full of fun science and anatomy, alternate angel lore, and LOTS of UST between Dean and Cas (don't worry, it will get resolved... eventually lol. This is a series-long slow burn)

Check out Prelude as a sampler for vibes (full disclosure-- this was a WIP for a LOOOOOONG time so while this fic was uploaded in 2023 the writing is far older than that)

Then for a more cohesive story (and tbqh way stronger writing), pop on over to Ask Me Why My Heart's Inside My Throat

Spellbound Rating: Explicit Word count: 4,764

A one-shot exploring the Master/Apprentice relationship of Sam and Rowena. Let's be real here. They have insane magic sex and I feel like not enough ppl talk about it. EYE barely even scratched the surface with this one. The quickest summary I got for this one: Sam's cardinal virtue is that one a hot woman speaks, he listens.

Long Black Cloud Coming Down Rating: Gen Word Count: 3,540

Taking place prior to s1, teen!Dean has to act quick and think fast when Sammy suddenly comes down with a fever. He can't let his thoughts race too far though, or he just might start believing that whatever's going on is more than just a fever and a snow storm.

#vinny types #vinny writes #spn fic #hilarious to me how i'm p sure the only fic i actually wrote AND published in 2023 is Black Cloud. actually AMND too #everything else had been a WIP for FIVEVER #tbf tho i put a lot of stuff on pause to work on Cell Service #and it was a goal of mine to get more of my WIPs complete before working on other big projects #which i did! save for AMND tho lmao #the idea for AMND hit me like a TRUCK and i just had to roll with it #i love it so much tho. i know we're not supposed to have favorites buuuuuuuuuut if you were going to read any one from this list #actually i'd say go read Black Cloud bc the writing is strongest #but if you want to have a silly goofy time go read AMND #but tbh im also really proud of getting Heart uploaded bc that one ooooooooh that one was a toughie #so. many. rewrites #i'll probably work on the next part of innervate when i'm stuck on Ganked #Spellbound and Black Cloud were both 'im motivated to write but having writers block on Ganked' uploads lol #im uh. HOPING to get Ganked uploaded within the year #but who knows. I want to be thorough with this one so it's taking me a while

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danielnelsen · 3 months

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mmmmm thunder bad

#everything about storms is so nice except for fucking thunder. why do i have to have thunder issues #it only knocked our power out for a minute (and that lightning definitely looked/sounded EXTREMELY close yeesh)#poor billy got a bit startled but he settled down reasonably fast given how loud it was #ok i think taking a minute to stop and write this has helped distract me. shouldn’t need my anxiety meds #might take my heart meds tho idk. probably good to be safe and make sure i’m chill #actually the thing that’s helped me calm down is very obviously that the thunder has stopped #rumbles in the distance don’t bother me. sheet lighting is fine #oh there was just another flash never mind hhhhh it’s picking up again #personal

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aspeckof-stardust · 3 days

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#hi i developed a new crush kill me please #he gives me queer vibes tho but i cant decide if its bi/pan vibes or gay vibes you know #anyways we rode all the way back from the museum together and he was so nice and he texted me to make sure i got home alright #my heart cant take it #he and his friend also adopted my introverted ass so yay at least i made two friends!!

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saltyverse · 9 months

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Does Scarebeast exist in your AU? And if so, does he/it and Man-Bat (in his giant bat form) ever have playdates? Because that's an adorable thought

unfortunately no u_u scarebeast as a concept is awesome but its not veryy. crane to me. not rlly his thing. but. speaking of kirk, he Does go on "playdates", with manbat. its rllt just it and kirk driving outside gotham and letting manbat go crazy on the local wildlife while crane just hangs out at the truck reading or whatever nerds do

#also you where right about he/it scarecrow tho. even if it was in reference to scarebeast #kirks transformations into manbat can . kinddaa be controlled? nottt realllly tho #most of the time its involuntary. the only way he can do it on command is with like #very specific circumstances. i havent figured out what it is tho. maybe a spike in heart rate?#also manbat doesnt rlllly.catch much.#because hes still . human ish. and was going deaf the deafness still happened #bat things just. prolonged it for a bit #which means its kind of dangerous for him to fly and stuff. but if he doesnt transform he gets antsy so its like #whatever. it happens eventually so might as well do it in a open area outside gotham #+ crane is there to make sure he doesnt get hurt #if manbat does manage to catch anything‚ its most likely eaten soon after But. sometimes. crane will take the #catches to make taxidermy out of #if ur wondering why crane would like do this with kirk. uh. 1) him and kirk have. fffriendship? business partners #and 2). crane likes creatures. beasts even #thank you for coming to my half awake ted talk #🃏.chat #asks

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mistbow · 1 year

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Okay I can’t say this enough but Sorey as the protagonist really embodies the themes and messages of Zestiria so well that it feels like you can’t truly like Zestiria if you don’t like him. He’s the narrative itself, he might as well be called “Tales of Zestiria” the character.

As an anniversary title, Zestiria puts emphasis on inheriting from your legacy and how to evolve and build on top of that legacy respectfully. From this you can see why the developers would draw inspirations from actual history, and since it’s the Japanese history they’re intimately familiar of, they went with it.

Japanese history has always been highly influenced with spirituality, that’s a fact that Zestiria also tries to bring up. We’ve come so far in these modern times, but that’s also thanks to the many eons of traditions that we’ve exactly come a long way. Think about it, the time we get to live is so short compared to how long the world has lived and will live (yet the world is also still young, it still continues to evolve), recorded in history or not. We’re all connected from the past to the future. If we forget about it and don’t show the gratitude, who will?

I’ve talked about “born Shinto, die Buddhist” but that’s how uniquely pluralistic the Japanese society is. It’s not even moving from one to the other, because both are still practiced, even though people in the modern times often think they don’t have time for things like these anymore.

On one hand, Shinto is really all about how sacred this world is, and that includes your life, so please cherish yourself as well. It is exactly because Sorey, as a mere human who really is not all that special in the larger scheme of things (yet he’s still part of this world, the only one he has), has pure appreciation for the world around him, excitement and curiosity for the mysteries yet to unfold, and the eagerness to pass this feeling onto others that he’s in tune with himself and conscious of the way of the 神. Living in harmony. On the other hand, death is an inevitability of human condition, and Sorey, as the 導師 (a word that also specifically means Buddhist monk for funerals in Japan, as mentioned before), has come to regard death as a way of salvation. Death is often seen as something so sad, so unfortunate, but he has learned that perhaps it can be a release for some. Life is beautiful, life is sacred, but life is also suffering. That is just being human.

This ties in nicely with what he wants to do and what he needs to do. There is passion in both. The things he wants to do, it’s because he knows life has so much more to offer out there, and he has plenty of time and energy for all that! The things he needs to do, it’s because he took upon that responsibility himself, and with that he has to accept viewpoints and approaches he might have had a hard time agreeing with before, but thanks to those his horizons widened and again, death is an inevitability, it must happen. However, both of these don’t exist in vacuum, they’re both interlinked. Both of these are what make a human, human. The more you respect life, the more you respect death. The more you respect death, the more you respect life. A balance is needed here, and in the end, he doesn’t tip the scale too far in one direction, yet he doesn’t lose a sense of himself.

Then you have both Shinto and Buddhism teach you on how to conduct your own self, in relationship to your life, mostly. But you’re not alone, there are others, and they’re different, that should be celebrated! Precisely because there are others that you can shine more in your own way. Each of us has a role to fulfill, and that’s fine, let’s just all work together towards a better future for our successors. In both Shinto and Buddhism, the human is originally pure, yet life makes them be afflicted with either kegare or kleshas. There’s no way around this, that’s just another fact of life as a human, and Sorey accepts this, accepts that malevolence will always be there as long as humans exist, but they don’t and won’t get to define humans, ever. Humans are so much more than the malevolence; humans and malevolence might be inseparable, but they’re barely one and the same. Despite everything, everyone deserves their own chances to come to their own answers.

I don’t know I’m just thinking out loud how much I love Sorey as a character (and subsequently Zestiria as a whole). I’ve been saying this since 2015 but in my eyes he’s one of the most well-executed characters Tales has and I will die on this hill. Not saying it is without its hiccups, but Zestiria is really a thematic masterpiece to me. Everything fits together nicely like puzzle pieces; it starts with this one idea, expands, and then converges again to that one idea.