#not sure i wanna risk it

[essegigi]

The new Lackadaisy hoodie is Purrcy-approved 😌

Ok but really, this is by far the nicest hoodie I have ever, and probably will ever have owned. And definitely the most beautiful! (And yes, both the brother @steamninja and I had to get one)

Embroidery on the sleeves AND hood lining? Gorgeous. (Cat fur not included)

More Purrcy behind the cut bc he is very cute

I think he's trying to become a scarf

Kisses for the good boy 🥰

He fell asleep on me 😭🥰😭

#lackadaisy #brought to you by the perfect combo of 'pretty new merch just came' and 'playing around with new camera' #i was thinking this is subtle enough i could wear it to work but...i work around way too much velcro #not sure i wanna risk it #anyways it fits so perfectly I'm so happy

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

ABOUT THE WELCOME HOME UPDATE LIVESTREAM!

in a miraculous turn of events, i can in fact stream the update Live, When It Drops, As It Happens! i did not expect this, sorry for the late notice!

i will be hosting it on my shiny new Youtube Account that i made purely for this <3

i'm tentatively assuming that we'll have some warning before the link/update drops, so I plan on starting the stream an hour Beforehand for a bit of a "pre-party"! that way we can say our hellos, let people join, freak out prematurely, and i can lay down some Ground Rules!

i hope to see you there!

#picarto lag is a bit ummm Iffy between my voice & what's happening on stream usually #i've noticed a bit of a discrepancy there and i dont wanna risk it #also i kinda trust youtube to have less Issues with things loading properly #so for this! This Important Event! im using yt to make sure the experience is the best it can be! #i'll continue to do art streams on picarto #this is just a one-off thing <3 #it'll be fun :]c we're gonna have a great time :]c #absolutely unprompted #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #i will be Very thorough about the exploration i promise #i will leave no stone unturned... no link unclicked... no info overanalyzed....

[samijey]

You have a funny way of showing it

#roman reigns #jey uso #the usos #wwe #wweedit #wanna know what the worst part is? #in roman's fucked up brain he DOES love jey #or what he currently believes love to be anyways #and he's also terrified because he's seen it here #just like he saw it in sami at wargames #he knows jey is a hair away from leaving him #so now does he pull the trigger first #or does he risk being vulnerable at a crucial time aka wrestlemania #if he turns on jey before jey turns on him IMAGINE how tragic that'll be for jey #knowing he had multiple chances to leave roman but never took them #also this version of roman is the greatest villain in wrestling history don't @me #vince mcmahon is often referred to as the best heel in wrestling but does it even count when you're a villain irl too??? #ooooh i feel woozy now #p sure i just made myself sick making this set #stuff i made

[pigeocore]

Hey, does anyone remember that one adult swim cartoon Ludo Studio did before Bluey about dogs in a metal band? Kinda weird no one's talking about it :/

#metalocalypse #Bluey #my art #unreality #I'm not sure if it counts as such but I don't wanna risk it with that caption #Michael art #nathan explosion #pickles the drummer #pickles metalocalypse #william murderface #toki wartooth #skwisgaar skwigelf #deathklok #mtl #mtl fanart #For anyone curious about what breeds they are #Nathan's a rottweiler Pickles' an irish setter Murderface is a british bulldog Toki's a norwegian lundehund #And Skwisgaar was suppouse to be a borzoi but then I found a picture of how afghan hounds look in Bluey and they literally looked like him #So he's somewhere inbetween an afghan hound and a borzoi #Also yeah this is a really out there crossover but these are the only two shows I've been watching recently

[profounddefendorcrusade-blog]

Starlo's personality

I'm still confused about this man's 'true self,' gotta admit. How much of 'himself' IS there in 'North Star'?

What we know about real Star:

He's a nerd/geek obsessed with westerns; that's where he got the inspiration to build WE

He looks different than with the hat on and used to wear braces

Was shy in his teenage years around Ceroba (no idea how he acted normally) + couldn't confess to her

His mom (after killing him) says how he's never been the one to follow rules. I wonder what she meant by that. Rules, like, you're supposed to hate humans like everyone else or rules, like, no sneaking off to practice your shooting and lasso skills? Both?

Ed describes the 'old him' as a fearless leader and as a monster who could 'make his own fun in the little things' (you mean he used to be more humble but at the same time remained an ambitious risk-taker?)

Is insecure about where he comes from and what he looks like

We don't have enough info to know what he was like as a kid. I'm curious if absolutely everything about North Star is the opposite of Starlo (I don't think it is); both are kind and protective. Still, I can't help but wonder if the Starlo after Showdown, in both routes, is the real him or not. Maybe 50% yes and 50% no

Just from the end credits, the only thing I got about him was that he's kind and friendly and optimistic and charming (North Star is this way too, but more exaggerated). Nothing new

So maybe Starlo IS North Star, but more modest (aka not as exaggerated)

I'm curious about your thoughts guys.

Also I forgot to mention how he wanted to plan a PARTY for Kanako, in neutral says that the PARTY in the saloon was great (and the letter he sent was pretty charming), wants to accompany Ceroba in the Steamworks, is open about how he feels (immediately openly confronts Ceroba and calls her out; he's assertive), not afraid to get physical if it means protecting Clover & Martlet, can be pretty loud (like when he spotted Clover after sparing him in neutral, he was like "DEPUTY!!!"

I'm left wondering if all this is the real him or not. I think it is. Just maybe toned down a bit :) It's the only explanation for the fact he's been doing all this for a really long time and never showing signs of wanting to stop/that it exhausted him

#undertale yellow #uty #starlo uty #uty starlo #I wanna analyse his personality in a lot of detail #Just have to figure him out first #Is he actually a quiet shy guy or nah #Personally I think nah #Since he decided to be an entertainer #And 110% adores the role #I mean the dude successfully kept the persona FOR YEARS and dina didn't suspect he was a fraud #How the heck did he find the motivation and strength to keep up the act for that long #And use the fake accent #I don't think that's an introvert trait #I'd get exhausted after 1 day of acting #Also he wasn't as excitable as AFTER he discovered westerns #My boy just wanted a purpose and had none before #Love how dedicated passionate and ambitious he is #He took a HUGE risk by building this town but took it anyway for everyones sake #So they'd have a fun place to go to to pretend they're on the surface #Starlo DID value status but isn't it controversial to build a wild west town based off of HUMAN history #It was a risk for stars reputation in the underground and he TOOK it #He's way less selfish when you think of it this way #Sure he adored the attention but it wasn't the only motivation

[panic-in-the-multiverse]

Wrecker placing his hand on Hunter’s shoulder for comfort 🥰

#the bad batch #bad batch hunter #bad batch wrecker #bad batch season 3 #bad batch season 3 spoilers #hunter tbb #wrecker tbb #hunter and wrecker #hunter and omega #I think hunter is becoming slightly reckless #but hey if they want to take my man’s child maybe make sure that man won’t do anything to get her back #I mean hunter will stop at nothing to get omega back #or well he won’t risk his brothers lives even if he’s reckless #at least I hope #missed my man hunter though #just wanna give him a hug and comfort him

[aphelion-art]

#tw scars #waaa here they are…i didn’t wanna risk uploading some other ones though because gore isn’t allowed and i’m not sure if gon’s injury after t #his rage moment counts as gore #hxh #hunter x hunter #killugon #killua zoldyck #killua fanart #gon freecss #hxh fanart #gon x killua #hxh killua #hxh gon #my art

[bogkeep]

it's been over a whole month since i had a stupid argument with my parents about driving, a skill that i legally possess but hate doing because i have a special brain illness that makes me fear death and injury, but i'm still chewing over an absurd claim that it's "equally dangerous to go on a 14 hour train ride like you just did". literally how is that more dangerous. in what way. in what world. public transport is nice and good and i like it and i don't have to enter my personal torment nexus

#goddddd it was so bad #i was trying to explain that yes i understand the importance of maintaining my skill but also i want to build my life in a way that doesn't #depend on doing a thing that stabs me directly in the mental illness #and i was basically told that im both a whiny coward that doesn't wanna do scary things AND i do scary things all the time????? #pick one!!!!!!!!! either im a stupid sheltered baby or im a brave soldier who understands the danger of being alive!! #ive always been a Good and Agreeable child but ive been grounded One time in my life #and that was when my parents were teaching me to ride a bike without training wheels and it stressed me out and made me cry so much #I WONDER IF MAYHAPS I HAVE ANXIETY #I KNOW I GOTTA DO SCARY THINGS BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS SCARY AND I DO THEM ANYWAY #but like sending an email is not putting my life at risk as like. car traffic #and for all my anxiety the only fear ive ever had about public transport has been like. missing a train or a bus #im not afraid of travelling alone or sharing a space with people??? #and p much most public vehicles are safer than personal cars???? #drivers of the vehicles receive more rigorous training and stuff??? and also they get a lot of experience bc they do it every day??? #how is that less safe than putting a mentally ill nervous wreck in the torment nexus #is this what evangelion was about bc im not sure

[echo-s-land]

French queer playlist because why not

Comme ils disent by Charles Aznavour (1972) | about a gay man, he cross-dresses too. Don't really know how to explain that one. It's great, it aged really well (Aznavour was a straight man but he had several queer friends)

Sans Contrefaçon by Mylène Farmer (1987) | wasn't actually written with trans masculinity in mind, but it's a trans masc anthem at this point

Ziggy (un garçon pas comme les autres) by Céline Dion (1991; the original cover/song was in 1978 tho) | girl falls in love with her friend, a gay teen - is sad for herself but doesn't insult him or anything

College boy by Indochine (2013) | a song I found not so long after figuring out my own queerness so it has a special place in my heart. lots of cw for the visual clip (homophobia, bullying, conservatism, police violence, religious hypocrisy, physical assault, crucifixion)

J'ai le droit aussi by Calogero (2014) | gay teenager wants to live like he wants, is scared of other's view/judgement on him (including his parents)

Mohammed je t'aime by Gargäntua (2015) | being gay in the hood is like everywhere else - it may not be a good idea to be public about it. lots of cw for the visual clip (physical assault, homophobia, internalized homophobia, suicide). I hope one day Gargäntua will make a song about Mohammed finding happiness because he clearly deserves it if not for the trauma in this song

comme les autres by keen'v (2015) | gay man (teen?) coming out to his father, father is homophobic

C'est toi qu'elle préfère by Alice et Moi (2017) | sapphic anthem at this point; unrequited love

Normal by Eddy de Pretto (2018) | gay man responding to an homophobe (honestly i find it very satisfying)

Grave by Eddy de Pretto (2018) | the singer is an openly gay man, he talks to a wide range of different gay boys/teens/men and are telling them to not worry when they discover their homosexuality; that it's okay

Séduction by Joanna (2018) | bi woman falls in love with another woman

Ta reine by Angèle (2018) | wlw.

Amour censure by Hoshi (2019) | Hoshi is an openly lesbian singer; the song denounces homophobia

Immoral & Illégal by Gargäntua (2022) | 'Everything I love is immoral and illegal' - if that's not a queer feeling. More seriously, it's more me deciding to interpret the song this way then the song being about queerness. Still, whether you listen to this song and think about addiction, queerness, or any marginalized community, well.. well you can't change my mind about it having (intended or not) queer subtext

La mort avec toi by Gargäntua (2022) | literally 'partners in crimes', I decided it was queer for various reasons but you may not think like me

#some are more interpretation than outright queer songs but like. come on. you can see the potential queer subtext of Immoral & Illégal #- of La mort avec toi and of C'est toi qu'elle préfère #if you have more queer french song pls share them - add to the post #im sure i missed a lot of them #i mostly put song i love or i like - so yes i didnt put some on purpose sorry not sorry #french #french song #chanson française #chansons françaises #upthebaguette #the difference of genres of this playlist.. lol #i got some parody songs too but éh... ig theyre not for everyone (i dont wanna risk it) #queer #lgbt+ #lgbtq #lgbt #queerness

[scoliosisgoblin]

anyway, here's Jay and Peter au's

based on looks Jay would be Gomez and Peter would be Morticia, though their personalities are switched, sooo

#anyway so I wanna get into the monster au #so Peter lost his hair not through a video but through risking his life to save Jay from being killed #it was like a public execution but modern. they're monsters in a human world basically #Jay always kept hidden. wore bandanas and beanies to cover his snakes #btw Peter obviously is obsessed with the snakes #Jay and Peter didn't get along in the beginning #vampire Peter is more obsessive #they both live in the woods. Jay much deeper #oh yeah so Peter lost his hair cause he was running out in the sun and was set ablaze by it #most of his clothes and hair burnt off (his skin burnt a bit but healed ofc) #and yeah idk they just ran off to the woods. whenever people would go looking for them — either Peter would feed on them #or Jay would turn them to stone #SPECIFICALLY in my au Jay can look Peter in the eyes and he won't turn to stone due to not technically being alive #they weren't sure of it so Jay just kept his glasses on. during a fight one day Jay removed them trying to turn him to stone #though Peter was OBVIOUSLY hurt by it. he was mesmerized. so yeah he doesn't turn to stone looking in Jay's eyes but rather hypnotized (?) #but yeah that's the lore for a silly post #my art #your boyfriend game #void #jay/jacob #vampire #monster au #yb art #yb fanart #yb peter #yb fandom #yb game #your boyfriend peter #your boyfriend fanart #peter dunbar

[kaidabakugou]

my toxic trait is repeatedly snoozing the alarm but get more and more angry every 8-9 mins it rings again instead of just turning it off completely and getting the fuck up

#kai.rambles #i don’t wanna turn it off from the beginning bc what if i fall back asleep #but i still leave it on while im in the process of waking up and checking my phone + #getting my morning cuddles from my babies (hubs + woody) #but there’s still the risk of me falling back asleep so i leave it running BUT then get mad bc i don’t like hearing it once im awake #BUTTT ITS MEEE AND I COULD FALL BACK ASLEEP AT ANY MOMENT #SO I HAVE TO LEAVE IT RUNNING UNTIL IM SURE I WONT FALL ASLEEP AGAIN #why am i like this 😔

[saline-coelacanth]

It's been quite a while since I've made one of my silly Splatfest polls, and with Springfest finishing up, it got me thinking about what a potential Summer themed Splatfest would look like, and I think I came up with a fun idea

Who knows, maybe I'll end up accidentally predicting this one like I did for the Halloween Splatfest, you know if they actually do a Summer themed Splatfest

#splatoon #splatfest #splatoon 3 #polls #i know it's still spring time and it's gonna be a while until it's actually summer time #but i gotta make sure i get this out before they announce an actual summerfest if they do that #also i didn't wanna risk me forgetting about this prompt

[blossom-of-kaleidos]

i'm so close to making an r/aita post, but instead being an asshole, i need to ask Am I Too Autistic bc tl;dr my auditory sensory issues are set off fucking constantly by a coworker in my area always coughing due to some chronic condition that i'm obviously not going to ask about--i already feel like an asshole just for be so aggravated by that

but i've been fucking miserable for the last couple months as the problem has gotten worse. it's to the point where my productivity is affected because now i absolutely dread making phone calls (which i already dread a fair amount, being autistic lol) as that leaves me open to hearing the coworker. i'm allowed to listen to music whenever i'm not speaking with someone, but even then, the problem has felt so much worse...

my job already let me switch locations before. i had started at our pediatric clinic which was even WORSE because crying babies was like torture for me lol. any kind of bodily noise is my trigger, so i've been having a sans-certified bad time. idk if it's reasonable to ask to be moved again though. i don't even think we have any other space for me to go here, and this is the closest location to my house... last time there was a brief scare where they considered relocating me to their corporate office 40 minutes away. fuck all that

#dae.txt #i don't know what to fucking doooo #but you know it's bad when i've resorted to bitching about it here lol #any advice? would be appreciated? ;v; #scared to think about leaving this job for what i'm sure is perceived is a very minor problem #i don't wanna risk being stuck unemployed again #but fuck man i dunno how much more i can take!!!

[snailfen]

logically i know hacking a 3DS won't be hard and it shouldn't require much but unfortunately ever since my battery bloated i am. Paranoid

#my first 3DS (the one who had a bloated battery) is REALLY old and every time it has a problem i loose 10 years off of my life #its got a bump on the back from the bloated battery. ive opened it back up like 2 times to make sure its ok. UGHHH #the second one is fine but its my only 3DS that can properly play DS games with the bottom touchscreen #my first one registers all touchscreen inputs to the top right corner with DS games #and ive heard that hacking it can cause that problem #so im not sure i wanna hack the second one #AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF i have TERRIBLE luck with electronics!!!! #so like yeah id probably be able to know what im doing but FUCK man im not sure if i wanna risk it #at this point I'm better off asking my mom to help me do this. she's fixed my 3DS before maybe she can help with this #mossball.txt #nintendo 3ds #3ds hacking #3ds homebrew

[theneighborhoodwatch]

the only asks i could find that mention this explicitly are from 2020, so i don't know how much water they still hold, but i think a lot about how one of the inspirations for wally's character writing back when clown first picked welcome home back up was dr. habit from smile for me. obviously no telling for certain how that influence will manifest in future updates, but i think it's Very Interesting, given how both characters seem kinda Obsessed with fulfilling the image of some fictional archetype (i.e. habit trying his damnedest to embody the idea of a cartoon supervillain to subconsciously justify his own self-loathing and [at least in one ending] suicidal ideation VS wally being So devoted to his role as an audience surrogate that even now, nearly 50 years after the show has ended, he insists on being our guide as we try to unravel whatever the fuck happened here.

#public notice #welcome home #wally darling #hmm. do i #smile for me #boris habit #sure #there are other things about this bit of trivia that interest me #like how as far as we know wally is or at least Was genuinely loved by his peers #but he probably risks jeopardizing that love the more he dabbles in Whatever it is he's dabbling in #meanwhile habit tries. So fucking hard. to come across as powerful and fearsome and all-knowing in-game #but very rarely does he get a reaction that isn't just mundane frustration or even pity #but that leans more on wh speculation so i don't wanna put it in the main post #anyways. i was in the middle of writing an essay. i should Probably get back to that lol #also yeah this is a discord reupload lol. sowwy i realized i never posted it here

[justapalspal]

cosplay update: turns out the paint I got may be “puff paint” according to my sister? never heard of paint that puffs up before, might have to return some of my paints to the store and get non puffy paint :(

#ramble #not sure I wanna risk it on scrap fabric even cuz then I might get stuck with two bottles of puff paint I have no projects for