#not rly mad tho

[badvibesinyourcornflakes]

i was organizing my gerard board on pinterest and now my entire feed is just him what have i done??

#not rly mad tho #corey.txt #i was making ab epic girl moments section ok?? #my chemical romance #gerard way #mcr

[onnoffwrites]

After recent events, I ended up going back to the beginning to check things, because my first reaction will always be "wtf, this is shit, why would you do this" and my second reaction will always be "okay maybe that was a bit much, maybe he's not THAT bad, maybe has a good reason-

Okay.. that doesn't rly mean anything, maybe she's just worried kaito found something he shouldn't-

Okay.. okay this looks, well maybe he's just leaving some recordings in case kaito found something he shouldn't! It's not like they can hide it forever! The room is part of the house! Kaito lives in the house-

Excuse me... What did .. what did you say...? Wha

What do you mean "designed"?

What??? What do you MEAN "designed to open after 8 years"???

I have been angry since April 12th and I've reached a point where I don't even know what to feel anymore I don't even know what to tell y'all.

Like, wow, omg, movie reveals. Other than family relations, the other thing isn't exactly anything new. We've all read Midnight Crow. We saw Kaitou Corbaeu. We've been in denial until finally reaching acceptance. For me at least. And then we spend a few years bargaining, bc surely there's a good reason kaitos not in the know. That kaito has to be KID. Surely there's a reason? Right?

Right???

At this point we don't even truly know if Jii is in the know and was acting as planned out by the parents or not. Or if he's just like kaito. Tricked, lied to, played for fools. At the very least ginzo doesn't know, so there's that. Not sure how much that would help kaito when he inevitably finds out. Because he will. The fact remains that it's quite suspicious that Jii just so happen to choose to don the KID outfit and become KID to draw out toichis murderers exactly 8 years after toichis death. EXACTLY the same amount of time that was set for that trap door portrait to open to kaito.

There's a lot of implications to think about

#magic kaito #kuroba kaito #kuroba toichi #kuroba chikage #i don't remember jiis name #im still so mad i dont know what to rly do next other than just stew in the feeling #fortunately(???) one of my kinda fucked up fic idea that i scrapped kinda work perfectly with this gaslight gatekeep manipulation ass shit #rambling rambling rambling #rambles #ramblings #also no movie spoiler in tags and replies pls #i know all the spoilers #but i dont want to participate in untagged spoiler discussion on main #just keep it out of this post pls for the sake of people who somehow managed go not see any spoilers yet #im open to yap in dms tho lmao

[mumblesplash]

do you ever end up accidentally getting super attached to a trope so specific and rare you don't even know how to look for it? 'space aliens failing to understand that a human showing teeth usually isn't a threat display' isn't even an ao3 tag. finding that shit in published fiction or tv shows is next to impossible

#<- guy who searches ao3 by the 'misunderstandings' tag without even specifying a fandom #mumbling #if you've been following me for a while you may remember my introduction to mcyt was when i started scraping the bottom of the barrel #looking for 'humans are space orcs' stories #but what you may not know is that was already a ways down a rabbit hole that began with *avatar the last airbender* #it basically went #'holy shit salvage is a good story' -> read every existing version of hakoda being a good dad to zuko -> #'shinsou hitoshi getting adopted by aizawa has the same vibes fuck it i'll read that too' -> 'why are they aliens in so many of these' -> #get addicted to the 'humans are space orcs' trope -> find a whole collection of fics about that exact thing -> #for some reason the collection is 80% dsmp fics -> i am not picky -> 'oh no they've got a crow-coded father figure' -> #still not rly interested in the dsmp source material -> minecraft kinda interesting tho -> wait what's hermitcraft -> and now here we are #all bc 3 years ago i wanted zuko to have a decent father figure #firelord ozai made me draw pinup art of goodtimeswithscar: the true and harrowing tale of my descent into madness #flameo hotguy or whatever the kids are saying these days

[gothicwill]

Hannibal lecter moment!! (Observed a surgery today and audibly gagged and the smell of cauterized flesh)

#I stayed till the end tho bc I didn’t want the others to think I was a weak bitch #Hannibal was rly out here doing this regularly? super chill? psycho #hannibal #nbc hannibal #will graham #hannibal lecter #hannigram #nbc hannigram #hugh dancy #mads mikkelsen

[zkretchy]

//throws Judar & Hakuryuu at you

2012 media be upon ye

#art #magi #zkretchy #magi the labyrinth of magic #judal #ren hakuryuu #anyhow as expected ofc i like those dramatic lil shits(affectionate) #and i rewatched and reread the entire series in like 2 days #(help) #(not sinbads story stuff yet tho to be fair but like-all else) #so here you go #i am still mad there were no further seasons because hello????? can i see more of my favs pls and thank you?? #and also i'd rly have liked to see belials djin equip in action bc that fucks #this here btw is vibes only #bc i didnt wanna draw wood limbs nor emperor clothes so you get.....vibes #without canon timing except for: sometime probably it could mayhaps have happened

[skitskatdacat63]

More matador!Fernando! Ferrari this time :D (I can't help myself.....)

- facial hair

+ closeups

I really wanted the vibe of this Nando pic, I think I did pretty well??

#GUYS THE BULL DO YOU NOTICE WHAT BULL DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE SUBTEXT DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY IMPLICATION #lmao tho i mostly put it there cause i saw this rly cool pic w the shadow of a bull on a matador's cape #i dont understand how i ended up making this one more intensive and detailed than the other #but im not mad cause i really like it aaahhhhhh #but i think this one took more than 6 hours and the other one was 5½? #and both i ended up working until an absolutely horrible time. dont ask me what time i wrote this post #okay btw i didnt draw that embroidery. thank you medibang pattern brush now beloved 🙏 #i think it suits him!!!! i was thinking of doing stars anyways so I'm glad it worked out #two people id like to blame: #thank you 005 for accidentally reminding me of the sword!! im glad his other hand is not just idle :) #and thank you suzuki-ecstar for asking me at some point if id ever draw facial hair on nando #^ particularly the 3 Musketeers look. so thanks. i suddenly remembered and i had to draw it 😭 #it kept shocking me how baby faced i drew him every time i took that layer off #also every time i worked on the suit red genuinely ceased being an actual color to me #its bright red right?? like very fluorescent?? but my brain kept going: is this too orange?? this isnt red right???? #anyways happy with this!!!!! there were a lot more roadblocks than the other but it all worked out #but wow wish i had this level of diligence for yknow. schoolwork. #i can spend 6+ hours on a drawing straight but school? nah i give up every 20 mins or less fjfkkfl #also not abandoning my other aus or anything but i have a lot more ideas for this honestly #i think the ref pics are a lot easier and more interesting to find than for my other AUs #<- cause its so much more modern lmao. so i have a lot more inspo than trying to find ultra specific 18th century paintings #i wanna draw 3 things rn: #nando w the ceremonial cape. seb in a matador suit. and of course some silly vett//onso in this AU #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #catie.art. #fa14 #matador au

[yippee-optimistically]

I drew some of these while recovering from a cold so. sorry raz for making u sick ig. its millas hand on his forehead btw

#psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #razputin aquato #um. yeah. idk. #i rly like this one idk #these r all cleaned up doodles from like a few nights ago when I was remembering how incredible psychonauts is btw #guys they drive me mad #rewatching snapcubes psychonauts playthrough btw. still very fun #this has been sitting in my drafts 4 FOREVER !!!! im playing pn now. so so so delightful #his bag is outdated in this but um. ignore that #I draw faces rly smooth but I wanted to try and add the like darker rings the aquatos have around their eyes #ill have to refine my method I think tho

[ko-odi]

i have terrible, awful, horrendous news.

i went from being hyperfixated on a story about a group of young people on the run from the government in search of a magical library and undead family member to... being hyperfixated on a story about a group of young people on the run from the government in search of a magical library and undead family member .

#yeah so there seems to be a pattern here #the haunted has been a special interest for half of my current lifespan tho so this rly isnt surprising #it routinely takes over my entire being a few months outta every year #this is a doodle but it is only the introduction to my descent into 2012 minecraft roleplay series madness dont you worry #there are actually way more similarities between thm and vat7k but maybe ill talk abt that later #the haunted #the haunting #the haunted minecraft #the haunting minecraft #armen the haunted #drake the haunted #grayson the haunted #mia the haunted #luke the haunted #YEAH LUKE IS THERE TOO everyone say hiiii luuuuke #herobrine #i cannot believe an important character to one of my spinterests is HEROBRINE #sorry collin isnt rly there unless u count drake or hero </3 ill draw him soon dw #rejectedshotgun #my art #this is a LOTTA tags for such a small doodle #but i want to extend my tendrils to any possible haunted liker out there the fandom is TOO SMALL #IM TOO LONELY #SOMEONE OLEASE #ANYONE #SAVE ME FROM THE NICHE FANDOM CURSE #I CANT KEEP DOING THISJ

[didderd]

Tac is a smooth mf GODDAMN🫣

Hehe. Yis. Got that Fell Sans rizz. :3

#flirty mf #i love himb #<333 #(rambles incoming) #he WILL steal ur girl/boy/nb #already tryna steal roo from her red lmao #'i'v got more rizz than this guy n ya know it' #lmao #doesn't have the same respect for other versions of himself that other fells do #(rly tho he's jus tryna start trouble n he finds it funny when a guy gets mad abt that shit #bc he doesn't care if his partner has another partner. n he might even be poly himself) #('i'm jus fukin with ya.. she can have us both. i don't mind~ *winks at roo*' *red gets even madder* (lmao)) #tac fucks 's all i'm sayin #tac sans #undertale #didderd ocs #didderd asks #hearty-dose-of-ranch

[danothan]

honestly a good 40% of why i still havent made a ns4w art blog despite wanting to is bc i haven’t found any community around it so it feels scary out there all by myself. why can’t tumblr have a mutuals only option where i can post my little superhero cuddlefucks to a limited audience and call it a day

#WHERE ARE THE NS4W ART BLOGS!!! WHERE ARE THEY!!! #i only follow ONE count em ONE ☝️ #danbles #i’ll work up the courage one day #the other 40% is what if someone says smth i don’t like. what if i get mad. i don’t wanna be mad #sigh. rly all this amounts to is the mortifying ordeal of vulnerability and being perceived 😔 #and the other 20% is laziness lmao #I DO WANT TO THO I PROMISE i just want everything to be perfect first #and i’m too lazy to test out formats before i let ppl follow 😔👊

[nonbinarygamzee]

fuck sorry making a hs post on the hs blog. have always been not very much of a classpect person in terms of like. giving a fuck about the construction and logistics of the classification as a system. but i Have always been really haunted by the more metanarratively intertwined side of its existence, the story archetypes functioning as the nonnegotiable shackle of the whole destiny mythology creation shit. and because i am me i get really really caught up on how these two pillars of existence of their concept get retranslated via fandom. troubles me a little bit how the fandom tends to shoot more towards that ontological classification system that exists to describe/prescribe their placement and traits rather than vice versa, as functionally putting them within those boxes. like blah blah videogamemechanics it Is both but i think its more one than the other! why is a story about narratives being living breathing antagonistic so flocked to by people afraid of considering that narrative as such. have a funny scene where my thoughts on it are accentuated by a gag that actively changes gamzees class in order to further drive home the whole entrapped in a tower shit. in my brainchild

#its clown town #i dont talk abt the brainchild project on here much due to the fact lifes to unstable to be making it or even really blocking it all out #i just do a lot of concept working and analytical web weaving #also tho i just didnt rly feel safe looking at it for a few months there. now im mad again #<- dreams abt just losing interest before i have to make it but kows my allegience to hs think has little to do with interest. #its spite. if u wondered.

[rinhaler]

I'm so frustrated because of this whole ordeal. I've barely slept and I have the WORST stressed feeling in my stomach. I'm more annoyed though because I've been trying to get writing done on a deadline and I am too anxious and can't focus because I'm exhausted idk if I'm gonna be able to finish in time??? I know you'll all be understanding abt but I REALLY wanted to get this done in time and I just can't see myself being able to atm UGH

#🧚🏽‍♀️ — luxe chit chat #im SO sleepy guys but idk if i will even be able to nap bc anxious #and ive been having a bunch of nightmares ANYWAY but this certainly hasnt helped #Ughghhgghuguhghgu #anyway i know it's not the end of the world if i dont get the writing done but #im mad bc i know its achievable but im just rly fkn overwhelmed #I'll do my best tho!!

[jinstronaut]

this is also why i stopped using my tracked tag for a while tbh

#and i might do it again bc its just #a reminder that no one rly cares abt what i do / who i am etc #which might sound over dramatic idk how else to describe it tho its just hollow #it feels very much like a Chore and a Task and if i dont reblog things fast enough from my tag #people get very angry and/or upset with me even tho theres just #so much content and i have 0 time so everything gets queued no matter what #like this whole experience feels like a chore lmao #and it never ever used to #but now theres so much animosity if i dont behave / interact with things Properly #or whatever the make believe rules are idk #this dash can just be so negative like have we all truly descended into madness during this hiatus #bc like i get it ive been up and down and all around too but ive never been straight up MEAN to anyone in this community #and i never want to either so this entire situation thats been bubbling for months just feels like shit #bc what the fuck changed and how do we get back to where we were #i never ever ever ever felt this way before like idk the middle of last year #but ever since like last fall its just been idk. Bad #once again im sorry if ive ever done anything to upset anyone but my silence / absence doesnt mean i dont care #ive just been Incredibly busy due to some real life changes that are out of my control #i might not have energy to answer everything but i do Read everything and it does make me smile #and i save messages that are kind in my heart so i can be reminded of the root of what this blog is supposed to be #a space for something im very passionate about and previously had nowhere else to express said passion #so like idk if we all like the same things why does this weird feeling of competition linger over us lmao #why do all ccs have to fight???? each other???? when we all love and do the same things???? #i have nothing against anyone personally but what i Do take issue with is the way that ive been doing this since 2021 and im fully just #ignored and shoved aside by so many people for reasons i fully dont know or understand #so yeah idk this is a novel i just woke up from a spontaneous nap bc im so exhausted i can only stay awake for 3 hours at a time #but yeah anyways idk ! #be nice its so easy ! #tbd

[dreamwinged]

WHAT THE HELL GOETH ON

#prof is mad at everyone im sitting in class Ohhh its getting so silly in here. #hes not mad at me i think because i did the homework. im the only one he hasnt scolded yet sdjnfshjfgnjsgdfg #BUT ITS SO TENSE IN THIS ROOM... IM INTERNALLY SCREAMING... #prof is like the funniest guy ever i rly like him as a teacher. i wish everyone else would be more srs #just glad hes not mad at me. bro asked me how im doing and we talked abt my hometown i think were good #.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ #GET ME OUTTA HERE THO.. IM ANXIETY AND ITS RAINING AND COLD OUT I WANNA GO SLEEPPPP

[mwagneto]

ofmd truly committed to the stupidest release schedule ever... 3 then 3 then 2 then 2 for season one and now 3 then 2 then 2 then 1? boy...

#im so glad it's weekly either way tho I would've been rly mad if we got it all at the same time #also then i wouldn't have gotten to spend all of march anxiously waiting to see if i was getting baited. made the ending hit harder #i hate it when stuff drops all at the same time like DAMNN GIVE ME TIME TO PROCESS😭😭 #our flag means death #ofmd

[malo-mart]

Oh and btw I just forged the master sword in skyward sword :3c

#i was so mad cuz past me stopped playing cuz i was at a rly annoying part where u have to guide skipper up eldin to pour a bucket of water #on some fire #anyway i ran out of arrows and got super annoyed #but i did it #and then forged the master sword woohoo #isnt that so fucking cool tho. wuch epic lore. heres skyward sword the very first zelda game chronologically. yeah u make the master sword #fuck yeah #oops sorry i said skipper i meant scrapper lmao