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comradekatara · 10 months

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and that's all i'm gonna say about that!

#id in alt text #avatar the last airbender #atla #memery #barbie #katara #sokka #katara&sokka #art #mart #i know i just said that sokka is barbie but he IS katara's ken. she is his raison d'etre ergo he is her ken #and if she gets herself arrested he WILL support her #but that doesn't mean he's gonna be happy about it!!!!!#i keep seeing fanart of sokka smiling in the mugshot or katara looking anxious and that's so fucked up to me #sokka is an obedient eldest child who is so afraid of getting in trouble w authority figures #meanwhile katara has literally gotten arrested on purpose before and loves pissing off anyone in charge of anything #including but not limited to sokka #did not put any real effort into this one bc . i did not want to #but still. i had to speak my truth ok

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tricoufamily · 4 months

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visiting the hometown

(want everyone to know this edit came to me in a dream and i changed the lore just to do it)

#in the dream i was like editing it but i was also there? it was weird. it started as a dream about lawson in a zombie apocalypse #ok important tags first so i can write an essay #ts4 #ts4 render #ts4 edit #the sims 4 #beckett #lawson #blood sports #but yeah if you haven't been here before beckett and lawson never knew each other as kids #if they did it would be a butterfly effect and mess w a bunch of other plot details. so i decided to work around it #also if ur new they've had a friends with benefits thing going on for a long time but lawson is in love with him. beck doesn't know #originally beckett was put in foster care as a baby bc of neglect and was bounced around foster homes for years #he was a troubled child always getting in fights a kleptomaniac undiagnosed autism etc etc foster families tried and just didn't want him #then when he was around 12 a very nice old lady named cora got him and they ended up forming a great bond they loved each other #she was going to adopt him then when beckett was around 15 or 16 his birth mother reentered the picture and wanted him back #it started a really nasty legal battle and cora died. we can't say for sure it was the stress of this fight but beckett certainly thinks so #anyway he did go back with his birth mother and things got really bad for him. he dropped out of school started doing worse crimes and so o #but none of that is what even changed #now LAWSON is also from west virigina like beckett. it's a small town lawson was new he had no friends #he was a very clingy possessive child who cried and threw tantrums so much #he met beckett and the rest is history. beckett didn't really mind how lawson acted he didn't really find him annoying like everyone elsedi #besides he didn't have friends either #lawson has wealthy parents they were welcoming to beckett at first if a little apprehensive. then he stole something from their house #and lawson wasn't allowed to hang out with him anymore. but he still did in secret. they still have no idea that beckett's even still aroun #or just how involved lawson is with him and his. activities 😬 they just think he's their good little college boy #in the original beckett moved to Not Gotham City when his mother got him back but in this version lawson is going to college there #and beckett's been distant from him for a while things are awful for him and lawson says hey. what if you gave the city a try. and he did #so really you could say the events of blood sports are all lawson's fault the end

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skitskatdacat63 · 2 months

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I don't know how I'd ever convey this in art but. Thinking very deeply about how in boy king au, a very crucial part of characterization is that Seb is a wolf in sheep(or lamb more specifically)'s clothing and Fernando is a sheep in wolf's clothing.

Seb is very unassuming, very delicate, seemingly very vulnerable and malleable. But, deep down, he can be very ruthless. It's in the the way he hesitantly declares war, with a spark in his eye and a suppressed smirk. In the way he challenges someone to a card game or a horse race, proclaiming that he's not great, but winning every round and prancing around the room and mentioning it ad infinitum. The way he's able to instantly turn the tide in a debate in one fell swoop. By showing all his cards constantly and letting himself be vulnerable, he's making himself invulnerable. No one would ever consider him to be able to make big moves, so he wins every single time, because no one even thinks to expect it from him.

Fernando on the other hand, is constantly committed to having a looming presence and harsh reputation, but deep down, he's soft. He knows what happens to people when they're vulnerable, and he's not going to let himself be taken advantage of. The way he keeps a brave face when being informed of the marriage proposal, but goes back to his room and cries. The way he proclaims that he was always going to be the rightful ruler of Spain, but confides to Flavio that he never thought there was any real chance of it ever happening. The way he takes himself so seriously in public, but inside feels so giddy whenever he can make someone laugh. Everything to him always feels unstable and ready to crumble at any moment, and he's not willing to contribute to that by letting himself relax.

I think thats why it's very difficult for them to get along at first, because they have completely different approaches to how they carry themselves and make their way through life. Seb is confused at Fernando because he feels that he's very bland and overly serious at first, but truthfully he's not really seeing the actual Fernando. And Fernando finds Seb to be naive and easily taken advantage of, but that's because he's never seen Seb at his most cruel. Seb really loves when he eventually gets to see Fernando being vulnerable, and Fernando really admires and respects Seb when he sees him being serious. I think it just takes a while for them to show the other their full and complete selves, even the parts they can sometimes be ashamed of. There's this very compelling dichotomy in Seb laying out all his cards, but still being very difficult to read, and Fernando keeping his cards to his chest, but his intentions often being easily seen through.

#meanwhile everyone else: what is this weird fucked up mating ritual they are participating in #though i think its very interesting how their motivations differ #seb wants to lull people into a false sense of security(and also really just likes to be his complete unadulterated self)#and fernando is guarding himself because he doesn't want to get hurt #and i think seb convinces Fernando that its okay to be openly soft and yourself :) not eveyrone is out to get you #and fernando teaches seb hey maybe dont invite this obvious assassin to your chambers?????#i think seb also has insecurites but Fernando's are just more easy to explain bcs hes in a much more difficult situation #at the end of the day both of them are putting on facades in some way #(i think seb likes to be himself but also does feel really hurt when people dont think he has the capacity or ability to rule effectively)#(he likes to be kind and playful and doesnt want to obscure that part of himself. but hes aware it can hurt his image unfortunately)#also lol the way i characterize fernando is very historically accurate btw #bcs the spanish court tradition was basically to be above it all and be a lofty unobtainable figure if that makes sense #yknow having just this insane level of confidence and infallible image of yourself as the ruler #the guy seb is based on really bought into that idea but i dont think it really suits seb so yeah #seb I think is very much a unique figure that others have a lot of trouble reading him and his intentions. which is great!#AAAAAHHH MAN FELT REALLY GOOD TO WRITE ALL THAT OUT !!!!!!!!!#i love writing their characterization so fucking much you dont understand #its nice to put it in words like this bcs yknow i dont rly enjoy actual writing. but this i enjoy greatly #hope this is compelling to more than just me hahaha #boy king au #catie.rambling.txt #vettonso

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oculusxcaro · 2 months

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As troublesome as Gotham can be, Pauli's is one of those places that rarely gets hit. It's open 24/7 and offers good food to all regardless of who they are and Pauli isn't afraid to hire former criminals like Jerry who used to be muscle for Scarface. Petty thugs who threaten the place for cash are just as likely to receive backlash from their fellow crooks as they would from law-abiding citizens because where else are you going to get a decent meal at 4am?

#🌈 || musings #🌈 || headcanons #I got covid ffs so trying to spur some activity #And I can't remember if I wrote about this before #But I like that there's this idea that Pauli's is kinda off-limits to most criminals in Gotham bc that's an honest to god mom and pops dine #Plus Jerry is intimidating af #Imagine somebody kicking up a fuss or trying to hold the place up for cash in the register and this massive black dude steps out #Standing 6'7 and carrying 300lbs of muscle staring you down while holding a goddamn meat tenderizer #Doesn't even need a gun he can throw that shit across the diner and nail whomever #Cindy's the one who carries a gun #Sweet innocent Cindy who won't take shit after dealing with the Mad Hatter #So yeah attacking Pauli's is kind of a bad idea because it's one of those [Everybody Disliked That] situations #Good food at fair prices to all it's an oasis in a city like Gotham #It's just funny to me because Jerry and Cindy can be menaces in their own right let alone Khare being a flesh horror and all #Just wants to do an honest god and go home at the end of her shift aghsfsd #Oh yeah and Rorschach also watches over the place #So anybody causing trouble is going to get hate from all sides ahsgsf

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bumblingbabooshka · 11 months

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‘tis i, nonbinary transfem tuvok enthusiast and recently i’ve been pondering the dynamic between her and transmasc b’elanna torres…. i love thinking of them having long conversations together about gender and cultural histories and their life paths and mental issues (real)

also tuvok’s quote of “there is nothing wrong in choosing to live” would be such an emotional statement to tell b’elanna who canonically has depression (they just like me fr). anyways these are my thoughts today take care my friend!! <3

I don't personally see Tuvok as being a positive person for B'Elanna to talk to about much of anything personal without like, some sort of change to how they interact with one another since I think he'd both intentionally and unintentionally antagonize her BUT I can absolutely see them looking at each other and feeling the gender envy even before they know what that particular sensation is. Knowing B'Elanna I bet she'd worry she has some kind of weird crush on him hehehe~ Someone starts a group for queer members of the crew to meet but it seems like more of a dating thing and they're all human and no one else is trans so B'Elanna leaves and runs into Tuvok and is like "Oh! I didn't see you in there." because it's common knowledge by this point that Tuvok's trans but Tuvok just does that 'obviously.' look and goes "...No." so B'Elanna leaves her alone but they happen to run into each other next week and the week after and it eventually becomes an unofficial thing and it's a real rollercoaster. It's a real russian roulette of what kind of a time you're gonna have - sometimes it ends in a fight and sometimes it ends in the most insightful realization you'll ever have. Such is life on Voyager... Thank you so much and I hope you have a wonderful day too~!!

#I see many people cite that episode where he taught her meditation as them getting along but I think he 1000% failed to be helpful at all #and mainly just reluctantly and impatiently taught her how to meditate while sort of insulting her - B'Elanna taking his lessons to heart #is really all on her v_v #Tuvok isn't exactly the kindest person in the world ... yet he cares about people. Complicated man v_v He'll stay up for two weeks straight #trying to rescue you and then make a crack at how he thinks Klingons are barbaric ... honestly I'd say B'Elanna should yell at him but I #think he'd just go 'ah...my point proven. v_v' BUT I DO. THINK THEY'RE SUCH AN INTERESTING POTENTIAL PAIR??#Not romantically - I mean pair of characters together bc they have SO MANY SIMILARITIES !!!! It's INSANE!!!#they truly deserved a character development 'getting closer' episode #honestly maybe this gender thing would do it...hehe maybe they'd finally have to talk it out bc they're the only other person o nthe ship #who'd understand....the power of being trans~!!#I hope this doesn't come off as negative - I liked this ask and I like Tuvok <3 #+ comforting things don't have to be in line with canon...nor is my interpretation of canon the be all end all #+ transmasc B'Elanna...embrace your short king swag <3<3 #this post is half inspired by my friend inviting me to join my school's GSA in middle school and me saying yeah absolutely!#then running away when their back was turned v_v SORRY #I really do hope this doesn't come off negative or rude - I don't want people thinking I'm gonna be rude if they share their thoughts #and headcanons with me =_= but I have trouble with tone...#Q&A #anon

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frecklystars · 6 months

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Me cooking dinner for everyone (all my Ryan F/Os) Ken has to come by with another plate and I’m like “didn’t I just give you an entire burger” and Ken says yeah but he needs another because K took his food and then Luke says “yeah he ate my food too” and K is at the table in tears shoving spoonfuls of fresh veggies and meat in his mouth openly weeping “I’ve been eating nothing but instant protein-grub noodles and rice for my entire life Please just Let me Have This I Beg of You”

#i burn the eggs by accident he says no problem and still eats them saying they’re amazing #meanwhile ken is having trouble trying to eat the food that isn’t plastic #he’s like what do you mean I can’t just imagine taking a bite. oh god. this burger is huge. how do I fit my mouth around it #Six is absolutely housing an entire stack of pancakes all by himself in the corner of the room he’s not letting anyone have it #Colt is butting heads with him #no I don’t know Colt yet but he’s included. what food does he like? don’t know yet... MY COOKING #I can’t cook for shit but I’ll learn for my hungry boys <3 #that was painful to type I’ll never say that again Lmfao #i make apple pie just for driver bc I know he likes it #driver nuzzles me the entire time I’m baking he’s snuggly asf. he’s exhausted too #stayed up all night on a getaway job. knows I stayed up all night having nightmares and being unable to sleep again #he gets it. he doesn't force me to try to sleep he knows i can't. but he encourages me to lay down after cooking #and to rest my eyes for a bit. and then it turns into a huge snuggle pile #we've got [counting on fingers] one two three... ten... a dozen Gosling F/Os #one of my best friends says it's like a flock of baby geese following me around SLKDFJSLFSDF #so fucking cute #Luke is canonically snuggly. idk Jacob or Holland yet... I'd want them to cuddle too #all of them are trying to have contact w/ me in SOME way once we're snuggled in bed #Ken's gotta hold my hand and put his head on my tummy HE'S GOTTA. or he'll PERISH #Lars isn't one for touch very often unless if he's the right person. I am that Right Person #but he will still just hold my hand and let everyone else do the full body snuggling #K's sitting up just like Six is when he's resting. alert. protective #Six is relieved he doesn't have to tie his shoelace to the door or worry abt intruders. he can just fall the fuck ASLEEP #they've all got full tummies and maybe some of them chat with each other #while others are like SHH LET KERI SLEEP. but im like no no your voices are like angels to me pls keep talking #esp Luke and Sebastian their rasps will lull me easily #love notes

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yeonban · 2 months

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Being in Tobias' mind is such an intriguing experience bc you'd typically expect him to only care about getting richer and richer for riches' sake like most other "villains" do, but all he wants is excitement, fun and the feeling of being alive. He couldn't care less if his life were to be put at stake, nor if his entire wealth were to vanish overnight. Sure, he's confident he could get it all back if it ever happened, but it also shows what money is to him. A means to an end, rather than the goal to strive for

#muse: tobias.#At the end of the day he's using that money to have FUN rather than for power or influence or what have you that maddens people #and it Shows bc I've glanced over some of his former threads and he fr just. offered to buy an entire clothing line for a blond woman #NOT because he wanted her favor; but simply bc he wanted to see what her REACTION to it would be. for funsies and whimsies #Does he do what will bring him most money? Sure. Does he do it FOR the money? Naww #If he had to do smth he disliked or didn't felt like doing; he would Not do it even if money was on the line. Exceptions: indebting people #If anything he'd think putting that money on a hook and dangling it in front of bosses (re: leaking that there's a chance to gain it)#while simultaneously getting in their way would be a x100 funnier experience. And usually it'd still end up bringing him $$$#I'm trying to remember what he's used his money for thus far and tbh it's been the usual (drinks-drugs-cigars-luxury) AND pampering others #except I??? realized a while back that he's Never gotten drunk. NEVER. so all that money goes moreso into subtly manipulating people #He's even willing to forgive their debts at his owned bars & clubs as long as he imagines that way's going to end up more exciting #I feel like he's one of those bosses people would prefer to have over the alternatives bc it feels Easier to deal w him than live in fear #which is fascinating bc it's true that Tobias isn't bloodthirsty and /can/ be counted on; but imo it's scarier to not know what tf he wants #Bro jumped out of a window and waited for Gevanni to catch him just to give that man an experience resembling a heart attack LIKE. 😭😭😭#It's good if you can manage to /befriend/ Tobias bc it means you're safe from him... but if you get in /other/ trouble then it's a 50/50 #if he'll help you or find it more amusing to watch til the last second. Altho ig AT LEAST he'll intervene before things get Too bad for you #If you're not friends w him/he doesn't find you entertaining & it's too much effort to help you tho... sayonara.

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deathfavor · 1 year

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@yeonban said: ❛ when was the last time you slept ? ❜ shal & chrollo!

there’s always a downside starters

Shalnark won’t like the answer that Chrollo has to give. His forehead rests against the cool glass, chilled from the rainfall outside and the dawning of night that would chase away the pleasant warmth of the day. Although it would hardly have an effect on him given the weight of his coat. Grey eyes stare outwards, watching raindrops shatter the stillness of puddles and reflected neon lights further down the street. He has half a mind to go out, but that probably would not be something that would help when Shalnark was already intervening.

( Few would. He knew of their worried stares, and often times would escape before an intervention could be sprunt on him. But this time Shalnark had moved before the spider could desert his current roost. )

“ Forty-six hours ago. “ Chrollo answers after he spares a glance towards the clock to ensure his accuracy. Shalnark wanted facts, not excuses. Besides, Chrollo wasn’t one for pointless fluff or excuses. It paired well. But if he was asked where those forty-six hours had gone....Eight had went to finishing the book he’d been reading on his travels. One had gone to waiting in line for meals on the occasion someone had reminded him. But the rest? Some had been spent wandering, floating like a ghost through the city, and others had been spent stagnant, lost inside of the labyrinth of his own mind, seeking answers he would never find.

In the gloom of outside, Chrollo’s eyes look more like grey tombstones, present yet distant. Something untouchable in them - an ancient god, a disappearing ghost. Slowly however he grounds himself as Shalnark speaks and watches.

“ I know. I should rest. “ He allows a thin smile, eyes closed to conceal what truth might rest in them. “ Don’t fret about me. “ It never particularly worked when he said that to any of the troupe members. Even Kalluto didn’t seem to buy it. On the contrary, many of his dear spiders seemed to worry MORE when he said that. “ You have plans, right? “ Shalnark hadn’t said anything and Chrollo had not pried - nor did he now. It wasn’t his business after all, and he would never press for information where it wasn’t offered. But he knew how the legs moved. “ Have fun. Maybe I’ll be resting when you get back. “

He wasn’t even sure if he believed himself when it came to that. It was, factually, a possibility (willingly or his body giving out), but if he’d CHOOSE that was another matter. This really wasn’t helping his attempts to ease his spiders’ concerns when it came to handling himself outside of missions. He sighs, and there’s something more defeated in that exhale than simple exhaustion.

“ I promise I’ll make an effort to sleep. “

#yeonban #at least he doesn't make excuses...?#chrollo having an existential struggle #no sense of self + lots of thoughts = trouble #usually fine or by himself when it happens #but sometimes even around his spiders #there's glimpses / moments im sure when he seems there but Not #if that makes sense #but really he !! wants Shal to go have fun & enjoy himself #not worry over him bc chrollo just being chrollo #sad tho also #sometimes gets lonely but never says anything just-#᛭ — [IC] where is the true you o maverick [CHROLLO LUCILFER]

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friendscfmine · 4 months

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christophe: ugh kpop is so stupid and overrated 😒

christophe, behind closed doors: you know who it is... comin' 'round again... you wanNA DOSE OF THIS RIGHT NOW...

ITSKDAUNH!!!!

#misc :: ( ooc )#//i feel weird tagging this as an hc but y'know #//this is mostly in the verse where he's with ekko tho LKFDJSKDJF bc akali is ekko's BESTIE #//so liking k/da is basically a requirement #//which is funny bc the way i have it akali really DOESN'T LIKE christophe #//so he's like ''augh i hate that she's talented >:((''#//her parts really do go hard >:(((#//ekko plays k/da CONSTANTLY around christophe so he's like ''ok ig i like it now :/ troubling developments ://''#//yes he knows all the choreography too but ekko does it better #//christophe has fewer problems with akali than she has with him #//they meet up tho and there's a lot of barely restrained bitchiness going on between them #//restrained for ekko's sake; he's the glue that holds them together #//and christophe is like [grips ekko's shoulder] ''you canNOT tell her i was fucking it up to her music like 12 hours ago''#//akali & christophe's feud is literally about NOTHING; these bitches be on the SAME SIDE #//it's just that ekko has historically not made great relationship decisions #//so akali is like 🔪 and christophe is like ''well ig i too must be 🔪 on principle''#//LIKE YOU LITERALLY WANT THE SAME THING (the best for ekko) GET OVER IT #//this is the 1st (or technically 2nd ig) of many many MANY posts i will make on this subject #//not even gonna pretend like i didn't add christophe for a VERY PARTICULAR REASON

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troublewithvampires · 7 months

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@friendscfmine said: [ greet ] sender greets receiver with quick kisses to each of their cheeks (GET SALAURA'D IDIOT)

(comfortable intimacy - open)

It's been a long, exhausting day, and though he no longer needs to sleep, per se, Salvatore feels pleasantly tired as he sets aside the broom he's been using for the past few hours. He hasn't cleaned this much in a long, long time, but he's proud of himself for getting everything done.

Earlier today, he and Billy had decided to do a favor for Laura and clean her house while she was at work. Not that the place was particularly unkempt before, but she has more than enough to worry about right now, and they decided this would be a nice way to surprise her. And so, that's what they've been doing all day: cleaning every inch of the household from top to bottom.

It was hard work, but Sal is glad that he could do something nice for Laura. She has enough to worry about with the divorce, and as her friend, he's happy to help and support her however he can.

Salvatore is startled out of his musings by the sound of the door opening, and right away a smile spreads across his face as he turns his head to see Laura coming through the door. She looks worn and tired after a long day at work, but Salvatore perks up nonetheless when he sees her.

"Welcome home, doll," he greets her with a warm smile, walking over to greet her properly and rest a gentle hand on her arm. "Hope you don't mind, but Billy and I tried cleanin' up around here today. Y'know, sweepin' the floors n' all that shit." He pauses, a bit sheepish now as he adds, "Not that it was a mess or anything, but we thought we'd try and give you a bit less to worry about while you-"

Before he can finish that sentence, Laura leans down and pecks him lightly on each cheek, so quickly that it takes his brain a moment to catch up to the action. Once it does, though, his ears twitch and pin back as he laughs. If he could blush, he's sure his cheeks would be pink right now.

"Oh!" he says. "Right, uh, very nice to see ya', too!" He feels like a fucking idiot, getting so flustered and stumbling over his words because a dame's paying him a little attention.

Sal wants so badly to return the gesture and press a kiss to her cheek, but he ultimately decides against it, no matter how nice her soft lips felt against his skin. He doesn't want to put her off or make her uncomfortable in the slightest. So, instead he just smiles at her, quickly averting his eyes.

He clears his throat awkwardly, hoping to move the subject along. "A-Anyway, you must be tired--why don't you sit? You hungry? I ain't much of a chef, but Billy can probably make you something nice."

#❝ take it from old sally two shoes‚ kid ❞ 「 in character 」#❝ i'll talk your ear off‚ kid ❞ 「 answered 」#friendscfmine #❝ that's the trouble with vampires‚ you know ? ❞ 「 main verse 」#//GET SALAURA'D!!!#//i was originally planning to set this when they're officially together #//but i was so tempted by the thoughts of the time before... when laura's still dealing with the aftermath of thomas cheating on her #//and sal's supporting her through the divorce #//and she starts reciprocating his interest a bit and he's like 'haha hey not that i'm opposed at all but um-'#//bc he's worried she's just impulsively trying to rebound with him to get back at thomas and doesn't actually want this #//this got longer than i thought.... and it was almost even longer #//but i cut like three paragraphs

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mattodore · 1 year

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can't stress enough how good this lighting mod is

#river dipping #theodore doe #echthroi #it's so good i'm trying to get everyone to download it #i want all of us to thrive like pleaseee everyone switch to it #anyway :) i'm playing in game for a bit before i give this challenge sim a go and whewww #i really enjoy watching everyone do whatever they want #tho i do help them with their aspirations and goals #but theo wants to adopt a cat and romeo keeps trying to pick up strays off the street jkndhkjn #imani is flirty with matthias which like. MESS. that is your childhood best friend and he's a gay man and he's the DEVIL.#matthias is flirty with literally everyone and wants to woohoo in a waterfall which like. priorities please sir get a JOB first #sehyuk (new addition to the lot!) is already causing so much trouble in the house it's hilarious #him and theo really don't get along #and verrryyyy on brand imani also doesn't like him <3 #imani and dutchie are the closest out of everyone except for matthias and theo but they're physically close rather than romantically #i didn't catch it bc i was playing with my lykos sims (who're also in the same world) but apparently they woohoo'd while i wasn't there....#and i also think romeo got it on with someone? or himself??? lmao #he had a little notification abt exploring or whatever but literally has zero romantic bars with anyone like WHERE did that come from #...genuinely just having a ball in this bitch

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violetclarity · 9 months

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my best friend is moving in with his boyfriend and I am Not handling it super well so real grown-ups of tumblr, how do you deal with it when a good friend has a long-term, serious partner who you think is...fine?

#I've not had to deal with this before because all of my partnered friends are with people who I either #a) genuinely like as people or b) do not feel bad about disliking #this man is fine? he treats my friend well but I personally would never choose to hang out with him if they weren't dating?#like I don't know what my friend sees in him #and I'm also not sure what he sees in my friend #not in a 'I don't think my best friend is worthy of love' way o b v i o u s l y #but they started dating fairly soon after the partner got *divorced* and it kind of seems like #he just really wanted to be in a serious relationship again but like. with a man instead of a woman.#but my friend also never talks about his feelings so I have no real insight into his pov!!#I'm kind of concerned about his logic but he also processes things way differently than I do and y'know it's not my life #so I'm sure it will be fine #also part of what I am having trouble with is definitely that I never thought this friend would *be* in a serious relationship #and there are some minor betrayal feelings happening (especially bc he's moving an extra 20 mins away from me booo)#(why you'd want to move from a cool place near things to a boring place in the boring suburbs is beyond me but I digress)#but (despite my friend's preferences) I'm going to be seeing a lot more of the partner now that they are living together #and I'd like to get to a point where I actually like him maybe?#that may be too tall of an order. where he doesn't actively annoy me??#the man once tried to devil's advocate brittney greiner being stuck in russia I don't think I can be blamed for being annoyed lmao #that feeling when you think all your friends deserve The Absolute Best In The World when it comes to romantic partners #so you get pissed when their partners don't seem to recognize their amazingness

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hum--hallelujah · 7 months

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wait so I can add MORE angst? 👀

#reading about the effects of having your vocal cords severed.... oh boy #oh I can make this so angsty if I want to...#either it's like. Benze is super cognizant of it in that doctorish way he has and is constantly waiting for something to happen #OR it doesn't even cross his mind. it's one of a set of symptoms that are kept on a list in the back of his mind and he spends #so much time fretting about communication that he doesn't even think about any of the rest of it until it happens #and then suddenly his best friend in the world is choking on nothing and looking to him with wild panicked eyes #because crab didn't expect this either. how would he?#severed vocal cords lead to vocal cord paralysis which has common effects of trouble breathing/swallowing etc and choking #the internet does not want to be forthcoming about my fictional hypothetical of what happens if you get both #cords straight up sliced but like. you can imagine #idk I'm just Thinking #something happens like crab gets knocked out or drugged or smth and benze is so concerned that he'll have #breathing problems while unconscious #and knowing all of that means that the others get kind of spun up about it too #(meaning: sandman gets so stressed out he thinks he's gonna throw up because he's ridiculously high strung anyway #and doesn't like when one of his friends is hurt aND ANOTHER ONE IS TALKING ABOUT POTENTIAL COMPLICATIONS #LIKE IT'S NOTHING.)#(actually I think it's really funny bc when Benze is in doctor mode he does come off as really cold and unfeeling #even though what's really happening is that he's falling back on facts that he knows and trusts in. medical stuff he can handle #so he's super clinical about it most of the time. and it drives the others up a wall bc they think he doesn't care)#ok sorry I'm just rambling somewhat unrelatedly now about stuff #ddas

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dnangelic · 7 months

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idc about allonormativity but sugisaki's handling of things is vague enough around the edges that i can still put forward the thematic thesis of 'anybody who doesn't want to be alone shouldn't be alone' and 'lives and people's souls/hearts, like art, can be freely shared with each other and witnessed in order to be good and beautiful' and that sort of thing is like almost the entire driving force of daisuke's character. to me.