#not having the best night rn

[uppastthejelliclemoon]

having thoughts about hestia finding out about what macavity did to serafina and her siblings when she's just a child, and finding out that she lived because her mother sacrificed her life to keep her hiding place a secret, and she's got the same powers as the tom who killed her mother and siblings and who nearly killed her father and uncle and aunts.

all of this when she's a child, she was just trying to play a game with her cousin and best friends, and she accidentally overhears the adults talking, and now her entire world's been changed.

#not having the best night rn #so ofc that means hestia angst #sorry bbg #i think about this a lot #and how tugger and misto definitely had a whole plan to tell her when she was a little bit older #they'd never hide it from her #they just wanted her to have more time to be an innocent kitten #and they 100% blame themselves for her finding out too early #i do have a happy pride drawing for her that i'll post some time this month #but yeah #sad hestia (and sad + tired liv) hours #cats the musical #hestia the hearth cat #macavity #my art

[hamable]

WHEN I TELL YOU I SCREAMED

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #IM GONNA BE UP ALL NIGHT THINKING ABOUT THE HORRORS OF BARON TAKING THE FORM OF RIZ’S BEST FRIEND/MAYBE QP PARTNER AJBSBDJDJDK #LIKE IM LOSING MY MIND #he is ELATEDDD to be casting max damage on a PC rn #he’s having the best day of his life

[solcarow]

seafood trio portraits !

+ some alts. with spoilers !

#this is how they look after the 3yr jump 👍 #pretty proud that i managed to capture how i usually imagine them :0 ! been in an art slump so this was a pleasant surprise #idk if ill b able to draw them consistently tho . so these designs r for my brain only #might try to color these but i havent eaten lunch yet so thats a problem for another day #solar-drawss #my art #han sooyoung #kim dokja #yoo joonghyuk #yhk #yoohankim #orv #orv spoilers #omniscient reader's viewpoint #omnicient reader's view point #cackling at how miserable sp and 63hsy look compared to kdj in the middle #her whimsy … shes living her best life rn #……i lied i think i just gave him My face straight up jfc . get that off of u asshole #anyways if u didnt already notice ! yoohan have matching eyebrow scars 🫶 #kdj has one on his nose in that first one #the second kdj has cracks all over her which i forgot to add is inspired by hehearse’s works !! #the reason why they dont show up in the first one is bc aileen covered it up before he went to 1863 #like . hoseki no kuni style ✌️ #fun fact i ​sketched that hsy the night before her birthday skfjsjf had to give up bc it was too late tho #so now im repurposing it for this #NO WAIT I SHOULD JUST GO BACK AND GIVE HSY A CLEFT LIP …. dam lost opportunity. well whoevers reading this just kno she has one now

[liquidstar]

sleepovers save money on hotel rooms while on missions 👍

#finn's ocs #finn's art #sorry i was super offline the past few days but i had some time to draw between stuff so. them :) #besides i might as well draw all them hanging out like this after drawing PJ designs. but unlike in those i gave polaris and saiph pants #let them at least be decent while hanging out LOL #i want to draw lots more misc oc stuff now that i have all the refs done #but somehow i have too many ideas and yet none at all at the same time! if you have suggestions lmk 😅 #anyway polaris is annoyed at saiph here because he wont stop moving his head even though the braiding was his idea lol #bella passed the fuck out shes one of those ppl who have a very set sleep schedule #wakes up at 6am falls asleep immediately at 9pm #lets all pray she doesnt wake up with something stupid drawn on her face tomorrow #mira is just having fun tho shes reading to everyone every cute :) saiph interrupts with commentary (causing further annoyance from polaris #al is mostly observing like hes just happy to be hanging out. also having al be the most in the shadows because of course #but he likes watching his friends interact. but also hey man his eyes are up there #anyway i tried my best w the colors here so hopefully it looks okay. i wanted something warm but also kinda dark to give off late night vib #i hope tumblr doesnt kill the quality tho! it looks kinda blurry rn but it might be ok when i hit post #if it fits well i might make it my new blog header too? maybee #^_^

[silverskye13]

Will enby Helsknight/trans Tanguish/top surgery scars/stubborn avoidant Welsknight in a gender crisis make it into the main story of RnS? Like, a full acknowledgment of it? Because yes, us on tumblr are aware (and happily bully RnS Wels for it) but I’m curious to how it may be brought up in the main storyline instead of rambles and drabbles. (Don’t get me wrong, those rambles and drabbles are what get me through the day. But my best friend, who isn’t in the MCYT fandom whatsoever, just caught up with RnS and doesn’t use tumblr, and besides spamming her with tumblr posts I wanna know how much I can revel in the glory of the skrunkles with her!)

That is a great question, actually. And the answer is I don't really know.

So this is one of the downsides to writing things chapter by chapter. If I had gone into this going "oh heck yeah they're trans", this would've come up in the plot way sooner. It's nice information 1) for all the trans folks reading and 2) because it has the potential to inform the themes in the narrative. This whole story is about two chief things I think: death [the inevitability of] and identity [what defines you and why]. Why should you care if literally no one else (including the universe) does? That would be so cool to speak about in terms of a trans allegory! Why do you care about gender when it's just one thing in a world of crazy things? Or at the very least, how does it inform your identity? But this is a change I made on a whim suddenly, and I know Exactly Where I Want This Plot To Go, so trans topics and allegories as Plot Points probably won't happen.

On the more technical side of introducing trans characters -- how do you do that without just dropping "oh btw they're trans" in? Like, how do you make it a relevant thing to talk about, that doesn't feel forced or shoehorned in, especially this late in the story? Probably me overthinking, but I read it done wrong so often. It gets tired. And if I ever work on my original stories, there are trans characters in there! If I can figure out how to Do It Well in a fanfic, then I can figure out how to do it in original fiction someday maybe. So I kinda wanna take the introduction seriously? I've actually been thinking about it so much I've thought about rewriting the intro to the next chapter ahaha [it already needs rewritten in general, there's a lot going on, but the intro was going to be Helsknight waking up from something, and he sleeps shirtless, and not addressing top surgery scars then would be kinda silly I think.]

I can say at the very least, Gender Avoidant Wels probably won't factor in the story much. He is a character, but I don't think he'll become Enough of a character to faithfully address something like a trans self discovery arc. At best his issues with gender might be mentioned in passing.

Sorry! I know you probably want a better answer! My answer is basically: I don't know I'm still working on it. I want it to be there, but the capacity it's there is undecided.

That being said, I've been sitting on this glorious ask since the shenanigans started and the temptation to just Do That grows every time I read it:

#rns asks #trans tanguish #nonbinary helsknight #anonymous #no one asked but i think to date #the best intro to a trans character ive seen #is from the book 'what moves the dead' #where the mc explained they were a soldier and when you join the army you get assigned pronouns that only soldiers get #and they explain some people join the army to fight and some join because their old pronouns dont fit #and i dont think the mc ever defined why exactly they chose to be a soldier #but hey thats their pronouns now take it or leave it #them being a soldier has impact on the plot which means #even if the story isnt a trans story [about being trans] their pronouns still have weight and importance #the long pronoun explanation has a very compelling reason and never feels odd or forced #and it gets even more interesting in the second book 'what feasts at night' #where the soldier's PTSD has a direct effect on the ending of the story #[sighs dreamily] goddamn it T Kingfisher how do you always write so good #anyway enough about my writer crush on Kingfisher

[b4kuch1n]

this cold med fucked me up bad I did barely anything but sleep and write this

#sherlock and co #s&co #john watson #sherlock holmes #mariana ametxazurra #I dont know what the point of this one is. I lied I do. Im not saying it tho #I feel like some of my best work went into the segments with john and mariana joshing around #to be fair this is cold-med-influenced opinion. might be subjected to change. not sure #I am straight up going to pass out now I held back on this cold for One day to do a Thing #and now im being punished for it but it was worth it. it was great #have a good night lads. hope ur not suffering a cold rn. be careful of the changing weather ok

[mattodore]

guy whose childhood drags behind him like a dead body

#river dipping #simblr #ts4 #ts4 edit #theodore doe #echthroi #i forgot to post this after sharing theo's birthday edit last night... listen i was so tired i just hit post and passed out #but so far today i've just been looking through character page themes for a bit and messing around with codes while watching dropout tv #i still need to get to my activity feed sometime today or tomorrow and then i want to set aside some time to just hang out on here #and catch up on things like i keep disappearing and missing out on posts jgkhjfnkh so i gotta do that... #but i'm actually fighting off the world's biggest nap rn..... my meds work really well but lord i'm still so tired all the time woof #so i'll probably end up caving soon lmao #but!!! anyway!! THEO!!! there was nothing i could do abt the proportions on theo as a kid like i couldn't make his head any smaller... #the sims team actually hate me so bad and are trying to force the huge cartoonishly big heads onto my sims </3 #also when i aged him down to a kid like all of his presets were gone so i just had to try and replicate them to the best of my abilities #his lip preset actually has a much deeper cupid's bow but thanks to the liquify tool <33333 it looks like his regular preset #i've actually posted teen theo on here before but i've made a ton of changes to him since then so this version is pretty different compared #to the older version of him at sixteen #he's definitely got more baby fat than he did before like his cheeks are pretty round #um. also i have these closeups i took of adult theo from the pose i made for his birthday edit that i gotta edit a lil and then post!!! #bc you really didn't get to see his expression or the actual pose that well and EYEEEE personally am really in love with the details #of the pose itself like ugh.......... theo is so.......................... yeah. #holds him

[pikslasrce]

*at the club* oh wow this is just like that smiths song

#waiting for the bus rn and using the opportunity to post while i still have data and i think its raining now and i dont have an umbrella #also this might be my best outfit to date AND THE LIGHTING IS SHITTTTT... literally not a single pic is doing it justice 😭👍 #anywyas.. mwah off i go to yugo new wave night 💋 #yours truly

[nationalnerdsociety]

unfortunately for everyone, but especially my bank account, i have very poor self control and just ordered the cha cha cha mixtape on vinyl. did i have 50€ to spend?? absolutely not. this will be a month of pasta and pesto but alas, the käärijä brainrot won today

#käärijä #my best friend and i overhauled my finances last night and cancelled some shit i was paying for so i know i have some fun money next month #so i bought it with a pay later option (yes i know thats bad for my credit score no i don’t care rn) #my two biggest hyper fixations are my vinyls and käärijä atm what was i supposed to do #the adhd is adhding #my brain? exhausting place to be in but at least i’ll have a neon green vinyl in august

[becca-e-barnes]

Another dbf!bucky thought that's been bouncing around in my head recently is the thought of calling him "daddy" and him playing into how wrong it is because WOW

I've been loving the idea of him teasing you for wanting an older man. Maybe it's even just a little bit of fun back and forth about how you really should find a nice boy your own age and it's wrong for you to be chasing after a man who's almost 50 while you're in your 20s.

It's just a bit of a joke between the two of you, one that you affectionately smack his arm for every now and again and that usually starts a play fight that ends with you on top of him and his lips on yours.

I like to think that he'd bring it up during sex, thinking it'll make you laugh but it doesn't really have the effect on you that he'd expected.

Because imagine a really intimate missionary that's so slow and touchy but still really lighthearted. It's not awfully intense but it brings you both a little comfort knowing you can take your time and enjoy the build up.

"How's that feel, sweetheart? Is that nice?" He's got a playful smirk on his lips as he drags his length from the warmth of your body ever so slowly before pressing it back in equally slowly.

"Yep, that's exactly what I want, thanks." You sound so sarcastic, it makes him chuckle. There's no need to rush and absolutely no need to make it any more serious than it should be. "It's fine, I get it. Your joints aren't what they used to be. It's easier to hurt yourself now you're older."

The smirk on his lips falters ever so slightly, in fact, you probably would've missed it if you hadn't been so focused on him.

"Is that right? Cause I'd love to see if any of the boys your own age could make you cum the way I can." He's not wrong but his thrusts are just a little sharper now. He has a point to prove now and you're happy to let him do that.

He knows how to work your body. He's had plenty of practice, after all. You know exactly what's coming when he slides the pillow under your hips and you couldn't be more thrilled.

"That's it, good girl." The slight change in angle is a blessing for you and he knows it. In fact, he plays into it completely, giving you shallow thrusts, ensuring his tip is rubbing right against the spot inside you that makes you see stars.

"Oh my God, daddy, please." You're so over-pleasured, you're hardly even thinking. You only really snap back to the present when he stills inside you and you race to apologise, thinking you killed the moment.

"Really, sweetheart? 'Daddy'?" He teases before he latches his mouth onto your neck, sucking harshly. His stubble burns slightly but you can't find it in yourself to care when his movements start again.

"You know how wrong that is?" He can only groan when you nod because of course you know it's wrong. So much of this is and he knows it too. But at the same time, nothing feels like he does. He treats you well, his presence is comforting and the sex is incredible so how could it really be wrong?

"You're gonna cum for daddy, aren't you? You're so fucking close and I've hardly even touched you. Good girl, that's it." You bite down on his shoulder, sobbing at the overwhelming pleasure, knowing this has the potential to be a very long evening.

#becca's thots #becca writes spice #dbf!bucky #dad's best friend!bucky #I have no idea what to do with my hair #kind of done with the pink and purple #but I don't really want any other colour #I've been postponing getting it done because I have no idea what I want #Do I go like a warm brown again but cut it shorter? #I want another dramatic change #but I don't want another bright colour #but idk that cutting it shoulder length is dramatic enough to scratch the itch #or perhaps #I could do with worrying less #which is the conclusion I came to last night #before I went to bed and slept for 12 hours #I'm genuinely asking for suggestions rn bc I need to do something with it #the pink is really washed out and idk if I want another round of it #I'm usually really decisive when it comes to my hair but apparently I'm not at the minute

[todayisafridaynight]

dude I just gotta say thank u for all ur amazing art bc I JUST finished y7 last night and I'm missing my emo losers (daigo and masato) ONLY TO FIND THEM EVERYWHERE HERE plus mine!!! ur fics are also on point as well I think I commented on the "quiet" one but everything aside ur style is just so nice on the eyes and very fun! bonus ur nanba is very cute he's so silly to me fr :3

HIIIIIIII ive been watchin you go through all my art in real time ngl LAKRJLRKJ SO THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!!!! masato's my evil awful toxic girlfriend and i miss him every day and i love being delusional about him and daigo so im glad my goofy postings do somethin for others too lol.... thank you so much for all your love and support !!!!!!

#fave #snap chats #im in class rn and we're just doin a review so t ive just been refreshing my tumblr so. hi :]]]]] #my fics tho //SCREAMS// LAEKJAE ive been meaning to post another short one for days but .. oops .. lol .. #mayhaps ill be motivated to finally just say Fuck It and release it .. its nothing crazy or even that fun but i thought it was a silly idea #prob could work as a comic but i barely have time to draw for myself durin the weekdays and im impatient SOO #IM GLAD YOU LIKE THEM THO !!!!!!! even if i do scream if i think of my fics for more than three seconds #YOU DID COMMENT ON QUIET THO i remember replying to you !!!! that the only nsff fic of mine i have little complaints bout .. teehee .. #masadai can be something so delusional and so fun i love it here.. BUT MINEDAI ..... my loves .. #i still love them please believe me ... i made myself emo thinkin bout them last night lmao ... #and yah nanba my best friend now :)) i never draw him .... criminal .... his hair's fun and i love drawin his homeless outfit jvLAKJA

[purpleshadow-star]

Does aftg×httyd fanart exist? Cause I suddenly love the idea of Andrew and Aaron sharing a hideous zippleback.

#aftg #all for the game #andrew minyard #aaron minyard #twinyards #i think imma make a seperate post about aftg characters and what dragons they would ride #bc tbh while i love the idea of the twins sharing a zippleback i think they would refuse on principal #a night fury would obvi match andrew's asthetic the best #but a deadly nadder would match his loyalty... #and tbh i have no idea for aaron rn #id need to think on it more

[harvestmoth]

the minnow (+ a penguin)

#her name. ill never not read it as minnow. even through shes very obviously more like an otter #anyways the her :] sorry im on a mmj kick rn #i never realized how fun making things up is. why did i color pick things before when i could just do whatever #i think i used to like two years ago but. man whyd i stop this is fun #shes best friends with freddy fazbear btw. if you even care. they have eachother phone numbers and they call every night before bed #giggling and kicking their legs and everything #<- in reference to my last mmj post #project sekai #minori hanasato

[lee-minhoe]

blue tyong for @tyongsies

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

#nctinc #nctcreations #itsnctsworld #ocora #shuaria #kpopco #kpopccc #ultkpopnetwork #midolsedit #idolnexusedit #malegroupsnet #taeyong #taeyong gifs #nct #nct gifs #madebymel #HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR MÄDCH!!!!! #i hope you have the very best day ever 💖💖 and i hope your shift today is not too bad (or maybe your shift rn if you're on a night shift) #i am so glad we became friends and ily <33 #also i tried to make this a blue themed set i hope you like it 🥺 #THIS IS WHY I WAS ASKING YOU FOR YOUR FAV COLOR a few weeks ago and your answer was mucho UNHELPFUL HAHAHAHA #the last row is maybe a bit iffy with the blue theme but i thought they were really cute tyong moments you would like hehe #anyway i'll txt u this is getting long LOVE U

[iloveyouitisruiningmylife]

spending my whole life trying and trying and trying and trying to be good enough for people who don't give a fuck about me

#im so tired living seems pointless why am i doing this what is the reason #the firm i work at is going thru a merger so it's releasing all the interns except 2 #i went into her office and said that id like to stay here bc my dad said so bc i got in cause he was friends with the head #and she said ill think about it based on performance ive not decided yet #and this other guy he went in to tell her that cool he'll leave and she told him that she was hoping that he'd stay #he literally does nothing but play games on his phone he doesn't work at all #i have no idea what he has that i don't #but just. im stuck like this forever right never ever good enough for people i like or care about #not for parents they have a diff fav child not for ex gf not for bestie who has a boyfriend much better at loving her than me #not for that one guy who rejected me in interview bc i don't read the newspaper and didn't know the date of the finance act #im so fucking sick of this i never even wanted to this fuckinh course and obviously even my best isn't enough and ofc im not good enough #for anyone in this field and ill just struggle and struggle and struggle all my life just to earn some fucking money so i can live away #from my sociopathic parents #and the worst part is that i can't stop feeling like maybe it IS me yk maybe i am the problem maybe im not trying hard enough #but how else am i supposed to handle this i prioritize my studies and lose all my friends i prioritise my friends and fail in d #exams #and the trauma keeps on coming every fucking day bc sociopathic parents but i jsut push it down and say not rn i will cry at night anx then #never cry #i wish someone would just tell me that idk you're wrong you're not made for this you really do have some mental illness and you're really #trying your best and do something that's easy and that you love doing #oh god this is now a ventpost #mes

[load-theloading-artist]

Guess whos been plagued with an idea I've had for like a week but art said no

Me! Load.

Anyway,

It's just a silly reference to that one tiktok? Vine? Short? It's the one: "god, me give me patience..." (idk where to find it! Sorry)

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Rhys: "Daemos, give me patience..."

Leif: *snort* "don't you mean 'strength'?"

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Leif: ... *soft chuckle* "...Twice?"

*Rhys proceeds to walk away with his arms crossed behind his back*

Leif: "Wait, Rhys, what do you mean by twice??"

*Leif chases after him*

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#my inner demons aphmau #aphmau my inner demons #enjoy! #sorry its kinda low quailty.. #best i could do rn... #ehe #anyway have a good day/noon/night!