“So I never really knew you. God, I really tried to. Blindsided, addicted. Felt we could really do this, but really I was foolish.” But it’s actually just jegulus
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beloved: i wish to kiss you like i used to / and love you like i used to / without fault and fear or the vengeance you hold so dear / would you have stayed if i wasn’t my father’s daughter and you weren’t your mother’s son? / what is a world without you and i if not just pain
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sorry princess I only date women who might put me in a saw trap
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would any of you be interested in any fics? I've been wanting to write for a while now, but I've been busy with assignments and stuff.
i'll probably only write for mattheo, tom, lorenzo, and theo, though because I'm in a bit of a hyperfixation of them at the moment
also i'll probably mostly do male reader or gn reader ones?
maybe I'll do requests? later down the track though because I'm still trying to finish my last few tasks for the time being
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mal ahí que nunca me metieron los cuernos pero a veces quiero para saber lo que se siente escuchar música de resentida ósea te guampearon pero lo cantas con todo sentimiento suena karina y te debe desbloquear algo en el cerebro
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Happy TDOV (only holiday today)
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[ PAN DULCE ] : do they have an "i can fix them" complex ? or are they one that needs to be fixed ? if neither, how do they feel about the idea ?
oh i’ve been looking forward to this one!! i don’t think Maria necessarily believes that she can “fix” someone or that it’s something you should intend to do to someone else, but her view of and beliefs in love do run somewhat adjacent to this!
love, as she sees it, is something no one is born unworthy of; at some point, we were all worthy of love. though she’s loathe to admit the implication that at some point someone can no longer be worthy of it, the hopeful part of her considers that an active state, if that makes any sense? if very severe. people like gharnef she considers to be unworthy of love because they will use it to hurt and destroy — to be cruel beyond measure with no care for anyone else except the object of his reverence. (this isn’t even to say that only people who are ‘good’ deserve love, but it’s hard to explain) but, if gharnef could change, if he could care at all for others…
it’s tricky. it isn’t in her to say people don’t deserve love, but neither can she rightly say that gharnef as she knew him would use it as anything other than a tool of ruin and hurt. she would not want anyone to love the version of him she knew.
anyway— her belief is more that love is human (not in that it is exclusive to humans, but that it is genuine, sometimes flawed, and connects us to each other); she believes that it can be healing, salving, understanding. for so many, that which you cannot do for yourself is something you can do for others, and that strength is love. for so many, they are too scared to believe in themselves until someone places their faith in them, and that courage is love.
the way Maria sees it, love isn’t what “fixes” a person — love (at least in this context) is a form of belief in a person, an encouragement for them not to give up on themself, maybe to inspire them to change or find the courage to begin.
…which might sound kind of similar in the end? and i won’t say that it’s completely different, but at least in intent Maria doesn’t think love is “fixing” — she can’t compel anyone to change; that can only come from themself. but she believes it can become bravery, strength, and the want to be better, because that’s what it is for her
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Vest updates 👍
Out of patches to add for now, but I have plans for more
I'll probs post the back + bottom of the front at some point, and god knows I'll probably move shit around and overwork it, but I'm p happy w/ this atm
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