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pixelrhys · 7 months
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I did this big OC piece! I chose random OCs and put them in a Situation.
Please reblog this since I worked very hard on it 🥺
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epithet-beloved · 2 months
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Could we get some parental Percy and Ramsey? If not that’s fine
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PARENTAL PERCY + RAMSEY HEADCANONS
synopsis… Percy and Ramsey as your parents
ft. Percival “Percy” King, Ramsey Murdoch, Howie Honeyglow (mentioned), Meryl Lockhart (mentioned), Sergeant Eros (mentioned)
tags… parental imagine, Percy and Ramsey’s relationship is unspecified, goofy family shenanigans, some anime campaign references but no spoilers, relationship study
word count… 702
a/n… I FINALLY GOT MY WRITING SPOONS BACK BAYBEYYYYYY. Apologies for the long hiatus, but I hope you all enjoy these imagines! ✧ 🦄
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𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 Even if Ramsey is your actual father, he still gets treated at least a little bit like a weird uncle that the rest of the family doesn’t want you associating with.
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 Despite some general banter, Percy trusts Ramsey with your care quite a lot after he helped her in Redwood Run, and is always fair and never presumptuous. She has quite a few ground rules, some of them a bit odd, but never unfair.
“Uhhh….Percy?” Ramsey’s confusion was met by the policewoman’s polite smile.
“Yes? Is there something you’d like to ask me about the rules?”
A nod. “Just one thing.” Despite the fact that she couldn’t see what he was pointing to, the Australian pointed to one of the lines with his index finger. “I think ‘no crayons of debauchery’ is a bit unnecessary.”
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 Your time between the two is divvied up almost perfectly evenly, as expected of Percy’s scheduling. Sometimes, Ramsey can even go somewhere with you as long as an officer (typically Percy) accompanies you.
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 On occasion, you’ll also get ‘babysat’ by Meryl or Sergeant Eros when both your parents are unavailable. Meryl can be a bit…jumpy, but typically well meaning. And Eros will let you ride shotgun if he takes you to work with him (given that the work is appropriate and something you can tag along for).
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 Ramsey makes drawings of your OCs and Percy hangs them on her fridge. It’s kind of comical to see your fursona or the like hung up in her otherwise rather plain kitchen, but it’s also a sweet reminder of how she’s invested in your interests.
“I must admit, I am curious.” You perked your head up at the sound of your mother’s voice, watching as she admired one of the papers hung up with a magnet on her fridge. When she was done examining the drawing like it was some sort of specimen, she’d stand up to her full height and look your way. “Why am I drawn as a beaver in this picture?”
“Oh,” you explained between bites of food, “I always thought if you were an animal, that’s what you’d be, because you make all kinds of buildings when you’re working.”
This answer seemed to leave her pleased, almost glowing in response to your perception of her. With a hand over her heart, she spoke in a calm voice. “Ah, the beaver. Truly an industrious creature. Nature’s architect, presiding over the flowing waters, arbiting their path….”
….Well, that probably meant she was happy about the fursona you came up for her.
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 I wouldn’t call Percy overprotective per se, but she is very cautious. Like if you want to ride a bike, she’ll make sure you have a helmet, knee pads, elbow pads, shoulder pads….overall, just makes sure to take all possible safety measures in a situation. She’ll never stop you from doing something you want to do within reason, she’ll just make sure she’s there to keep an eye on you.
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 You’ve also likely met Howie once or twice because he’s a good friend (slash business rival) of Percy’s. He gave you a honeyed snack once. It tasted good, but the texture is…..questionable.
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 Despite Percy being classic lawful good, Ramsey can actually be the more reasonable one, aka having more common sense in a situation. Sometimes, parent-child bonding is just being surrounded by wackiness while both expressing complete and utter exasperation.
“Hey dad, do you know what is happening right now at all?” You loved your mother to death, but her idea of a ‘fun activity’ could often be rather strange. Like now, where she was currently trying to enforce road safety laws to the Mario Kart CPUs. While losing.
All the man could do was shake his head and crack a grin. “Eh, just roll with it, kiddo. You get used to it after a while.”
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 They both give headpats, but Percy’s are a sort of stiff “pat pat” while Ramsey’s is more of a noogie that messes up your hair. You don’t have the heart to say either one is better than the other, though.
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 They’re both wonderful, really. Both a little weird, but that’s part of what makes your family so great.
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adastra121 · 6 months
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Touchstarved as Arcane
I just listen to the Arcane soundtrack a bunch while creating my Touchstarved OCs' backstories and I wanted to ascribe the characters to each song.
"Playground" by Bea Miller = Vere. I love this song for him. Even the vibe fits him.
"Who told you what was down here? Come along if you wanted a peek. I've seen your face around here. Come alone, tell me under the table What do you seek?"
"Welcome to the playground, follow me. Tell me your nightmares and fantasies. Sink into the wasteland underneath. Stay for the night, I'll sell you a dream."
It could also fit Elyon? I don't know anything about him but it feels like this line in particular would fit his character:
"Everybody's got a price 'round here to play. Make me an offer, what will it be?" (there's no dark blue colour on the website so I gave him girlboss pink. I think it's fitting.)
"Goodbye" by Ramsey = Mhin. They're an outsider, which means they had to come from somewhere, right? And they probably had to bid that part of their life goodbye.
"I can hear the sound of a heartbeat before it goes out. Won't ever leave my memory of bloodshed all around."
So many of these songs are just me running free with my assumptions of what their backstories are based on the little info we've got from the demo. Anyway, I imagine that line relating to Mhin losing control of their curse and the death that resulted in it.
"Be still, 'cause I see smoke up ahead and I got steel in my hands. We will return like warriors, I swear, that we'll find glory up ahead."
I just liked the "steel in my hands" line for Mhin because of how we first meet — it's right there. The bloodied blade in their hand.
"Dirty Little Animals" by BONES UK = Ocudeus and the Seaspring groupmind.
"Novocaine, never same, giving local luck But when you go under, you will never go back up."
Also, surprisingly Kuras. Only this part, though:
"Taste what fell from grace Wanna taste what fell from grace? Run away from the faith. Let's race if you want a taste."
There's the part about falling from grace, going against faith, and a bunch of running away which reminds me of that scene with Kuras and MC running from a Senobium cleric.
"Enemy" by Imagine Dragons ft. J.I.D. = Hound!MC (this MC is so Arcane-coded…so many of the songs could fit them). But also Ais, I think I remember something about him mentioning he makes enemies pretty easily (which is hilarious because almost every Touchstarved character likes him), and he seems to think of himself as a black sheep.
"I'm searching to behold the stories that are told When my back is to the world that was smiling when I turned. Tell you you're the greatest, But once you turn, they hate us."
"Guns for Hire" by Woodkid = I think this could fit both Ais and Leander. But I feel like the song has different meanings when imagined with each of them. The line about "losing control," for instance.
"Not a good night to lose control Right as the Earth is unraveling."
"Not a good time to lose control Right as your marionettes cut their strings and run away."
When I imagine the song with Ais, it feels like him losing control over himself or his monster form. With Leander, it feels like it's about him losing control over others, maybe his mask chipping away.
And there are just so many parts that could fit them both, but they carry different meanings depending on who you imagine the lyric with.
"Tuck your innocence goodnight. You sold your friends like guns for hire." (still don't know what happened to Ais's gang)
"Resting on a knife, you heavy souls With all this weight buckling down on you now Don't you drown and float away."
"When Everything Went Wrong" by Fantastic Negrito = Ais and his tavern brawls.
"Ninety-nine ways that you're willing to die […] Broken beer bottles that are starting to fly […] Temper start to flare, now they're starting to fume I know my time is coming soon."
But also, when did everything go wrong? How did it go wrong? What happened to Ais's gang? And maybe it happened around the same time Ocudeus did?
"I lay down to die on the concrete floor. Now that's when everything went wrong. The devils coming after me."
"What Could Have Been" by Ramsey = Sen and Alchemist!MC or Unnamed!MC.
"I hope you know we had everything When you broke me and left these pieces. I want you to hurt like you hurt me today and I want you to lose like I lose when I play what could have been." (Eh, fuck it, Sen also gets pink. The DLC LIs are Barbie babes)
"I am the monster you created […] I am your ghost, a fallen angel. You ripped out all my parts."
"And worst of all, for me to live, I gotta kill the part of me that saw That I needed you more […] I couldn't care what invention you made me 'Cause I was meant to be yours."
Again, most of Sen's is just me assuming what her story is, but this is a good angsty Frankenstein's monster type song.
I think it fits Alchemist! and Unnamed!MC more so than the Hound!MC, because they are the two backstories that involved mentor figures or a community moulding them for specific purposes.
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CFWC Writer of the Month: Princess-Geek
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Each month CFWC highlights one of our talented fanfic writers, and this month’s writer of the month is @princess-geek ! We hope you will enjoy learning more about her and her work below! The writer is selected at random. More info can be found on the navigation page.
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1- When did you start playing Choices? What was the first book you played? 
I think it was around the summer of 2018. I wanted to improve my English, and I was looking for a fun way to do it. Looking for apps on Google Play, I tripped over advertisements of “simulation” games, including Choices. It was the least bizarre on the list. The idea of transfiguring myself into another reality was quite appealing. The first book I played was “The Freshman - Book 1”
2- When and why did you join Choices fandom?
After playing the first books, I was thirsty for more. I decided to search online and found the magical world of fanfication. In my quest for more content, I found Tumblr. I read for a while without an account, but then I created a profile in December 2018.
3- How did you pick your blog name? 
It took days to pick. I wanted something that would represent my essence and not restrict my blog to the Choices world. I wanted it to lump together all my other interests.
After much thought, I came up with the name "princess-geek."
"Princess" because she was always very girly and fascinated by the world of princesses (Disney's fault).
"Geek" because even though it's not my only interest, since I was a teenager I really like technology and keeping up with the trends. I spent hours as a child discovering all the secrets of our home computer.
4- Pull up the first post in your archive, and tell us about it!  
It was a song, “More than friends” by Jason Mraz ft Meghan Trainor . I was hooked on the song at the time, and I still love it.
5- How long have you been writing fanfiction?
I had never written fanfic until I joined the fandom. My first attempt was a very short story about Ethan x MC (Jane Silva). "Under the hot sun".  It's lost somewhere on Tumblr and I can't find it. Here is the link to my story in AO3.  
It was written in the summer of 2019, so I consider my shy start
6- What is your favorite Choices book, and what is your favorite Choices book to write about? In both cases, the answer is Desire & Decorum, but I would love to try other stories like TRR and BLADES.
7- Share the first fanfic you wrote with us. Do you still like it, or would you change it if you were writing it today?
Despite what I shared in question 5, I consider my first true fanfic was "Cinnamon Mouth", another Ethan Ramsey x MC (Dr. Jane Silva) story, posted on 20 September 2019.
It's a silly story, but I don't think I'd change a single comma, because it represents the beginning of something very important to me.
8- What is your favorite fic that you’ve written?
It’s “Chapters III - First Impressions”. I love it because some important characters are  introduced and it has a bit of everything: fun moments, some mystery and drama
9- Do you have a fic that you didn’t expect to be well received, but it was? What about one you expected to be but found could use a little more love?
I didn't expect you to like "Chapter VIII -Heart in ashes" as it's emotionally heavy, addressing topics such as death and mourning.
The fic “Winter Adventures - All’s fair in love and snowballs” could use a bit more love. It was a pleasure to write with @ezekielbhandarivalleros, and the chapter is so funny! I recommend it to anyone who wants to have a winter adventure in the comfort of the fireplace.
10- If you could write only angst, fluff, or smut for the rest of your writing life, which would it be and why? 
Fluff! Fluff!! Fluff!!! Life is complicated, that's why the world needs fluff stories that warm the heart and make us dream.
11- Do you ever recognize yourself in any of your MCs or in your writing?
Yes a bit. I've lived vicariously through my MC|OC Beatrice Foredale. We have some things in common, like curiosity, the dream of becoming a journalist and the will to change the world, although my ambitions are much more modest than hers. 
12- What element of writing do you struggle with most?
Dialogues. I am always afraid that they are not natural and fluid. As English is not my native language, there are subtleties that I don't understand, and I know that this affects my work.
13- Do you have any neglected work you really want to finish?
Yes, the victim is my new chapter. I wouldn't call it negligence, but a mismatch. When I have ideas, I don't have energy; When I have energy, I have no ideas, or often both. I hope can finish it soon. 
14- If someone you know in real life (who isn’t involved in fandoms) asked to read your work, would you let them? If yes, what would you recommend they read first? 
Only if it was someone I trusted completely. I have some fear of judgment. Not even my sister, who is one of those people of absolute trust, knows about my writing adventures. If it ever happens, I probably will recommend the fic “Cuteness & Mischievousness” because no one can don’t like puppies!
15 - Are there any writers (published authors and/or fanfic writers) who influenced your writing? 
The style of the Portuguese writer Eça de Queirós and Jane Auten are definitely my paradigms. Eça de Queirós is a master of descriptions and irony, elements that I invest a lot in my fics. Here on Tumblr, my inspiring muses are @missameliep (her main characters are so real that they become our friends, making us laugh and suffer with them), @noesapphic (Her plots are complex but hypnotic. We get lost in her worlds and we don't want to leave.) and @storyofmychoices (I marvel at the number of plots and characters she creates for her stories. Her blog is a cave of wonders!). In all three, I also deeply admire their dedication to writing and their enormous kind hearts.
16- Which one of your stories would you most like to see as a movie/series? 
I'd love if my "Unspoken Desires" were a TV series. I think people would love the romance and drama.
17- Do you write original fiction? 
I tried several times throughout my life, but I was never successful. For now, I’m happy with fanfiction. 
18 -  What other hobbies do you have?
I love to read as much as I love to write. I like to take walks outdoors, do cross stitch, paint clothes and wooden pieces to offer to family and friends. And, whenever I can, get to know a new place.
19 - It’s Valentine’s Month! Tell us your feelings about the holiday (good or bad!) Do you have any Valentine’s Day fics planned? 
I do not give particular importance to the holiday. Love should be celebrated and demonstrated every day. However, I can say that I have fond memories of the holiday. While we were at school, a friend always wrote to us on this day to say how much she appreciated us. I still have some of those letters. Perhaps by that date a new chapter will be released. Although it was not intended for the occasion, love is the central theme of the chapter.
21: BONUS - tell us anything you’d like (if you want to!) 
Despite all the ups and downs, this fandom has been a wonderful place to be. Thank you so much for all the work your blog has done and for this opportunity to talk about me and my work.
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moodmusicmonday · 1 year
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Whew! This playlist has a little bit of EVERYTHING! You're gonna get hyped to party, lost in your own heart-eyes, and then finally tripped up in your angsty-crying feels. It's pretty amazing, and we are so thankful to our writers for sharing their music inspo! So, go ahead! Check it out! Turn it on while you do your day! And don't forget to check out these fics when they come out! Like, comment and reblog these writers! Mention that you love their music inspo!
Dying to read a fic NOW? You're in luck! We have a newly released fic listed below! Look for the 📖, and click on the link!
We love y'all! We will see y'all in June! 🌞
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“Dusk Till Dawn” - Zayn ft. Sia; Vancross, Chapter 15: I’ll Be With You (multiple crossover; Liam Rys x f!OC)
“In My Veins” - Andrew Belle; Best Kept Secrets, Chapter 14, Everything Will Change (TRR; Liam Rys x f!OC)
@bebepac
📖 “When You Believe” - Whitney Houston, Mariah Carey; The Life of Riley Book 2, Chapter 8: Garden Party Photo Op [TRR; Liam x Riley]
@cariantha
Back to the Starting Line [OPH; Ethan Ramsey x f!MC (Sawyer Brooks)]
”Hard to Say Goodbye” - Ekali, Illenium “Crash” - Usher
@peonierose
Once, Part 4 & 5 [TNA/OH; m!Sam Dalton, m!Robin Flores, Ethan Ramsey]
“Once” - Maren Morris “Long, Long Time” - Linda Ronstadt “Already Gone” - Sleeping at Last “Just Breathe” - Pearl Jam “Blue” - Sigrid
@socalwriterbee
“Dive” - Ed Sheeran;  TBD, Part 3 [OPH; Ethan Ramsey x f!MC (Tessa Martinez)]
@tessa-liam
Marabelle, Chapter 5: Lights Out, Beaumont Bash 2 [TRR; Liam Rys x f!OC (Sophie Taylor)]
“Unchained Melody” - the Righteous Brothers “I Gotta Feeling” - Black Eyed Peas
@txemrn
“Pearls” - Samantha Gongol; TBD, a Royal Roulette (TRR; Liam Rys x Riley Brooks-Rys)
“8 Letters” - Why Don’t We; TBD, one-shot [TNA crossover; m!Sam Dalton x f!OC (Caroline Austin); m!LI x f!OC (Caroline Austin)] 
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starsandspeaks · 4 months
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doodles i did instead of paying attention in bio ft. a beetle, bella ramsey as ellie, and my OC
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utterlyinevitable · 3 years
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hey i have a couple of questions, feel free to ignore them :)
How similar are you to your MC? Do you share some traits and how do you differ? If you were her, would you have waited so long for Ethan? 💕
oooo thank you for these! 
Becca is my ‘projecting’ character, so we share the same life experiences. We also share similar physical attributes (she has all my tattoos, for one). I wish I had her tenacity and her patience. Becca is such a strong character and everything I hope to be.  
Hannah and I share the same semi-destructive mindset and dissociations - except she’s more heightened and I’m honestly scared of her. (if you’ve read ‘conversations with friends’ by sally rooney, she’s kinda like frances just darker). If Becca is the good I wish I could be, Hannah is if all the adverse traits took over. She’s strong in her own ways and enigmatic, but how she goes about doing things is very... disturbing.  
Odette and I share nothing in common besides our knowledge of music. She’s everything good and fashionable and unique that I will never aspire to be. 
Becca we know is 50/50 with waiting for Ethan, Odette kinda does, and Hannah is a Bryce babe. Me? There ain’t no way in hell I would have waited for Ethan. He has so many red flags and I have more self respect than chasing around an emotionally constipated drone 10 years my senior. I’m a busy girl who ain’t got no time for a project. Friendship, sure. I just wouldn’t put Ethan in the lover category while he’s going through all that. 
Thank you for asking 💕
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openheartfanfics · 3 years
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Newly Added Fics
Mar  28 - April 3  
🎭 Angst  |  🛸 AU  |  🍘Crack  |  ☁ Fluff  |  ♥ NSFW  |  📚 Series 
Bryce x F!MC
Go Easy - @kat-tia801  🎭 After messing up his surgery, Bryce talks to a fellow surgical resident about what really happened in to OR. Feat. F!OC [3.6; Traumatic]
Goodnight - @trappedinfanfiction ☁ After a late night shift, it’s good to get a call from her boyfriend.
Simple and True - @theonewiththeunconquerablesoul ☁ Sometimes, all it takes is for one person to see the light that shines within.
Surf Trip - @glamtori ♥ Takes place in early December of book 2, not long after the attack.  [2.12]
The Enemy of My Enemy - @burnsoslow 🍘 Ethan Ramsey hater Lexie is pleased about the new addition to the diagnostics team, though worries over her missing boyfriend prevail other emotions. TW: Anti-Ethan Feat. Tobias Carrick [3.5]
Ethan x F!MC
Adore You -  @xxtraord1nary ☁ A snippet into what a morning day off with the Ramsey’s would like. [Partnership]
All I Ever Wanted - @aworldoffandoms ☁ “All I ever wanted is right here in front of me.”
All The Things That I Love About You - @aka-calliope ☁ Ethan can't sleep, and neither can his son. [Family] 
An Ideal Reality - @xxtraord1nary ☁ A day to remember. When two lonely souls joined to become one full hearted union. When a woman became a Ramsey and a man became the happiest on earth. [Partnership; Wedding] 
Art of War - @starrystarrytrouble  ☁ When it comes to MC, Ethan doesn’t quite trust Tobias. Feat. Tobias x F!MC [3.6; Jealousy; Protective]
Away in DC - @potionsprefect  ☁ Ethan has to leave for a medical conference and the family learn to deal with it. [Conference; Family] 
Blurry Night - @alina-yol-ramsey 🎭 Ethan sees MC 3 years after their breakup. Written completely from Ethan's POV. [Break Up; Ethan’s POV] 
Closed Chapters, Sealed Letters - @xxtraord1nary 🎭
Detectives By Chance - @monsoonblooms12 🛸📚 [extended: wip]  It was supposed to be a usual weekend for the four. Coffee, fun, friends and love. But an unexpected case changed their lives in a way they had never imagined. A mystery - a murder - many secrets…
Ch. 6: Unforseen
Distracted Art Appreciation - @queenbirbs ♥ It takes him fifty-six days in the jungle to get over her. Or, well, so he thought. [Amazon; 2.4]
Fracture - @choiceskatie ☁ Casey's friends to find out about her and Ethan.  [Find Out] 
His Kiss of Life - @xxtraord1nary ♥ A tedious work gala takes a sensual turn and becomes a hot night filled with passion and heated restroom affairs. Warnings: Cursing, Spanking, Dirty Talk, Rough Sex. [Gala] 
It’s time to go - @genevievemd 🎭 Instead of leaving, Camila decides to get to the bottom of how Ethan Ramsey fell in love and got engaged.  Part 2 of Champagne Problems [That Med School Lover] 
Late Night Call - @perriewinklenerdie ☁ Claire gets fed up with Bloom when he interrupts her evening alone with Ethan. [3.6] 
Mariposa - @jamespotterthefirst ☁ Ethan should have known better than to take dancing lessons with his vivacious girlfriend. Set in Book 3. [3.5; Date] 
Observation - @potionsprefect  ☁ Tobias was sure there was something going on between Ethan and Victoria. [3.6]
Private Lessons - @jamespotterthefirst ♥ Two years later, Ethan finally makes good on those private lessons she suggested the first time they met. [3.6]
Relax - @lem-20  ♥ MC helps Ethan unwind after a stressful day at work. [3.6]
The Fourteenth (II.) - @terrm9 ☁🍰 Pi Day fic [Other Smaller Holidays] 
Waiting - @lucy-268  ☁  Charley wants a quiet dinner, but a stranger insists on bothering her.
Waiting - @perriewinklenerdie ☁ Ethan and Tobias talk as they wait for the surgery to be over. ft. cute moments between Ethan and Claire Feat. Soon-to-be Besties E & T [3.5] 
Why are you lying to me? - @therookie 📚 [mini: wip ]
Part 1 | Part 2
Ethan x M!MC
What If It Were You? - @missmiimiie 🎭 Ethan and Daniel talk about his decision about Francis. [3.5] 
Love Triangle
Art of War - @starrystarrytrouble  ☁ When it comes to MC, Ethan doesn’t quite trust Tobias. Feat. Tobias x F!MC x Ethan [3.6]
Tobias x F!MC
POV -  @xxtraord1nary ♥ A very naughty and heavily pregnant Charlotte much prefers her handsome lovers point of view.
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SUBMIT OPEN HEART FICS & WRITERS HERE
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hanna-writess · 3 years
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I haven’t posted in FOREVER about any stories, or fanfictions, ideas, etc. This is a new story I thought of just a few days ago, my own oc’s and such, hope you all enjoy!💖
I also want to apologize for the lack of choices content, I haven’t been inspired for months, BUT I am working on an Open Heart fic currently, starring Dr. Ethan Ramsey and my mc Dr. Evie Valentine, ft. other colleagues 
It’s a WIP, but hopefully it’ll be done by the end of the month at least, maybe even earlier 
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Living With Regrets - Part 9: Savior
Characters: Reader (Y/N), Jensen Ackles, Rebecca (OC), Michael (OC), Misha Collins, Jared Padalecki, Mark Sheppard, Detective Ramsey (OC), unnamed detective, unnamed SWAT cops, unnamed EMTs, Unnamed Doctors, Unnamed nurses, Unnamed intern.
Pairing: Jensen x reader
Warnings: Character Injury, Injury to a child, surgery, character death,
Wordcount: 7500ish
A/N: This was a one shot - due to interest I worked on a storyline for a part 2 - it now has 10 parts planned.
Thanks a billion to @blacktithe7 for being beta that she is! And thanks to her for being patient and listening to all my whining over this one.
No hate towards Danneel. Let’s just pretend she is happy with someone else. This is fiction.
MASTERPOST
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Jensen felt as if his heart stopped beating when the gunshot sounded through the air. The second he and Y/N landed on the ground, his hands started roaming her body, checking her for injuries. It didn’t take her long to start doing the same to him, but Jensen barely registered their shared panic.
“Y/N/N. Baby, are you hurt?” Jensen almost shouted at her, and he drew a sharp breath when she shook her head. Her hands landed on his neck forcing him to look at her. “You?”
The thought hadn’t even crossed his mind until that second, and it took a few seconds to feel his body, before he too shook his head. “I’m good.”
Jensen quickly turned his head to see Michael lying dead on the ground a few feet away. Jensen knew the police had to be in the building somewhere working their way towards them. He could only assume a sniper had taken out Michael, since they weren’t surrounded already. Y/N gasped beside him as she saw the lifeless man. “Is he?”
“Yes.” Jensen replied, feeling a strange mix of relief and anger. Michael had gotten off to easy. He deserved much worse than a quick death like that, but atleast now he couldn’t hurt his girls anymore. His girls. Jensen felt the panic rise inside of him. As his eyes met Y/N’s, he knew she was thinking the same thing. Both of them got back on the feet at the same time. Jensen were sure she would have jumped into the 30 ft deep hole after their daughter had he not wrapped an arm around Y/N’s waist .
Y/N kept calling out to Rebecca, but the little girl stayed still on the ground, 3 floors below them. Jensen felt his stomach turn as he saw her lifeless little body, but he refused to believe his rising fear. She was going to be okay. She had to be.
“Let go!” Y/N started struggling against him, tears rushing down her cheeks, breaking Jensen’s heart into even smaller pieces.
“Y/N stop! Please. I’ll get her! Let me get her?” he pleaded with her, and she relaxed in his arms, looking up at him with tears still streaming from her eyes.
“Jensen I can’t lose her. I…” she sobbed, and Jensen instantly wrapped his arms around her. She didn’t have to say anything. He felt it too. Her every fear and love for their daughter he shared with her. Jensen cupped Y/N face in his hands and sent her a soft smile. “I’ll get her back to you. I promise.”
She nodded, and Jensen pressed his lips against her forehead before releasing his hold on her. He didn’t want to let her go. He wanted to wake up from this nightmare. He wanted to lay in bed with Y/N in his arms as Becca came busting through the doors and started jumping on them. He needed his kid to be okay.
Jensen spotted a cable leading down in the hole near one of the wall. He grabbed onto it, but before he could start his descent, Y/N’s hands were on his face pulling him towards her lips. She took him completely by surprise, but still, he let her kiss him. Y/N kissed him so passionately she almost took his breath away. Jensen leaned into her kiss, letting them melt together, assuring himself she was real. She was alive and unscattered. Michael hadn’t taken Y/N from him.
Their kiss was short but filled with love, desperation, and hope. She rested her forehead against his when she finally broke the kiss. Tears were swimming in her eyes as she stared into his. Jensen swallowed harshly. He hated leaving her up here alone. He knew she needed him, but he also didn’t have choice.
“Jensen, please be careful,” she begged, and Jensen sent her a soft smile, before pressing his lips against hers in a quick kiss.
“I’ll be fine,” Jensen promised her before starting his descent. His mind was with his girls as he climbed. They were with Becca and how he had taken her Christmas shopping without Y/N a few days ago.
Jensen smiled as he watched Rebecca skipping and singing a few steps ahead of him. Her eyes were glued to the Christmas lights of the mall, and Jensen’s were glued to her. Not because he was scared of lose sight of her. Rebecca was a smart kid, and she never really seemed to stray far from either him or Y/N, no matter where they had taken her. No matter how excited she got, she didn’t break away from them. She wanted to share her joy with them, and Jensen loved that about her. He love seeing the world through his little girl’s eyes.
“Daddy?” Becca’s little hand found his and Jensen looked down at her with a smile. “What’s up Pumpkin?”
“What are you going to get mommy?” she said with a serious frown on her face, and Jensen had to fight to hold back his laughter. He loved when she got thoughtful and serious. She reminded him of Y/N and the way she had been staring at her script trying to memorize her lines the day he had first laid eyes on her. That had been the day he knew she would steal his heart. She had, and she had kept taking his breath away ever since, just like their daughter.
“I don’t know, Becca.” Jensen bent down and lifted her onto his arm. He pressed a kiss against her cheek, making her giggle and hide her face against him. Jensen felt a warmth rush through him as she did. Nothing was ever going to beat this feeling. Rebecca’s love and affection towards him never ceased to make his heart swell.
“That’s why I brought the expect,” Jensen stated, and Becca lit up with a big smile before a thoughtful frown slide across her face. She chewed her small lip, just like Y/N did when she was was trying to decide something, and Jensen couldn’t help but hold his daughter a little closer.
“Grandma has this necklace. It opens up and there is a picture of Mom inside it. Maybe you could get Mom one and put a picture of you and me inside it?” Becca looked up at him, and Jensen stared at her in awe. Jensen kept being surprised at how thoughtful and observant this little girl really was. She loved with all of her heart, and she showed the people around her how she felt. Jensen was lucky to be one of the people she cared so much about.
“That is a way better idea than anything I could have thought off,” Jensen answered her truthfully and smiled as Rebecca threw her arms around his neck and kissed his cheek.
“I won’t tell it was my idea Daddy,” she whispered against him. “Mom will love it. I know she will.”
Jensen tried to fight his tears as he held his daughter close. In that moment, he realized she had been aware of all the fighting. She had known what it was about, and her not calling him dad until they were under the same roof was her fear of losing what she had gained. Jensen gently ran his hand through her long y/h/c hair as he held her tightly against him.
“I love you and your mom so much, Becca,” he told her, and he felt her snuggle a little closer to him before she whispered.
“I love you too, Daddy. So does Mommy.”
Jensen was pulled from his memory when he lost his footing a few feet from the bottom of his climb. He slipped from his cable rope and fell. His stomach clenched in fear as he did. He didn’t fear the pain of getting hurt as much as he feared him getting hurt would mean he couldn’t get to Becca. Jensen landed on the ground with a thumb, and Y/N’s scream rang through the air.
“Jensen!”
He groaned in pain, but quickly realized he weren’t hurt too badly. He pushed himself onto his knees before looking up at her, wanting her to see he was okay. He could see the relief on her face even from this distance, and he smiled at her to let her know he wasn’t hurt. He had earned a few scrapes and bruises, but otherwise he had been lucky.  
“I’m fine, honey!” he called up to her before pushing himself onto his feet and heading towards Becca who were still lying completely lifeless a few feet away from him. Jensen knew he moved fast, but still it felt as if it took him hours to get to her. He was petrified of what he would see when he reached her. He prayed with all he had that she had just been knocked unconscious and that she would be fine.
Jensen lowered himself down at the little girls side. He swallowed harshly when he saw the dried blood on her arms. Jensen took a deep breath, forcing the fear away so he could examine her. None of the cuts seemed to be more than superficial, and Jensen drew in a sigh of relief before he looked back up at Y/N. She was pale and quiet as she watched them, and Jensen sent her a small smile.
“She’s breathing. She is unconscious, but she seems okay!” Jensen called back up to her, causing an audible gasp to erupt from her lungs, and she fell to her knees just as Detective Ramsey appeared at her side.
“Mr. Ackles? Are you okay?” he called down, and Jensen nodded.
“I am good. My daughter might need help,” he answered, and Rebecca stirred at his side. Jensen instantly forgot the world around him, and his entire focus was on her. Small sobs passed her lips as she began waking up. Jensen’s breath quickened, and he fought his tears of relief as he watched her stir. She was afraid, but at least she was awake. At least she would know he was there.  
“Hey, hey. Pumpkin. You’re safe. Daddy’s here.” Jensen tried to calm her, and the little girl opened her eyes. She still looked terrified, and Jensen was ready to crawl back up the hole and kill Michael all over again, but he didn’t move. He kept calm. His daughter needed him to be there for her right now.
“He said he worked with Cliff. He said he was taking me to Mommy,” Becca sobbed as she started to apologize, knowing she wasn’t suppose to talk to strangers. Jensen sucked in a breath and gently stroked the hair away from her face. He wasn’t mad at her. He couldn’t be, and he didn’t want her to think that he was.
“Sweetheart, it’s not your fault. It’s okay. I’ll get you back up to Mommy okay?” Jensen promised her, smiling softly at her, more than a little relieved she sounded like herself.
“Mommy?” Becca’s lip quivered, and Jensen instantly moved out of her line of side, pointing to the floors above them where Y/N and the police had started to gather.
“Mommy’s right up there Becca. Waiting for you,” Jensen assured her, and Y/N’s voiced sounded instantly.
“Becca? Mommy’s here. Daddy’s gonna take care off you okay?” Jensen heart swelled and broke at the same time. Y/N’s voice with filled with confidence, but also so much pain. He didn’t have time to think too much of it though because Rebecca started moving, trying to push herself off the floor, and a cry fell from her lips.
“Stay still, Sweetheart. We’ll get you help.” Jensen tried to sound calm and keep his tears from rolling down his cheeks. Becca’s cries had tore a hole clear into his soul. She was in pain, and there was nothing he could do about it. “Where does it hurt Becca?”
“My stomach. My head. My arms stings,” she sobbed, reaching up to Jensen. He hated having to turn her down, but he knew she couldn’t move right now. He had no idea what she might have injured in her fall.
“Sweetheart, you have to stay still,” Jensen tried, but Rebecca instantly started crying and screaming for him. Her screams tore at his heart. He couldn’t leave her. He threw all good sense to the wind and carefully lifted her into his arms. Her cries stopped in an instant, and she clung to him as if she was afraid he would disappear right before her. Jensen would have been lying if he said feeling her small frame in his arms didn’t comfort him as much as it did her. He had been more afraid than he cared to admit that he would never see her big green eyes again, so afraid that he had heard her voice for the last time, but here she was. Hurting but alive and safe in his arms. He needed to feel his daughter as much as she needed to feel him.
“Mr Ackles?” a voice sounded from the floors above, and Jensen looked up to see a cop connected to a wire. “I am gonna lower myself down to you and help get you and your daughter back up here.”
“Sounds good,” Jensen replied, rocking Becca as gently as he could, trying to keep her calm. Jensen’s eyes left the officer, who started his decent, and went straight to Y/N. He could see that she was crying even from down there.
“She’ll be fine,” Jensen mouthed up to her, giving her a reassuring smile as he refused to let his fears be shown to the mother of his child. Y/N nodded and forced herself to smile at him, wiping the tears from her eyes. God she was so damn strong. Jensen knew Rebecca was too. She was stubborn, strong, beautiful, and perfect. Just like her mom. They would make it through this. Jensen took a deep breath and turned his attention back to Rebecca just as the officer reached their level. Jensen pressed his lips against the little girl’s hair as he whispered too her, “We’re going up to see Mommy now.”
Jensen smiled as he heard her sniffle and felt her nod against his shoulder. She would be fine.
“Good job getting down here, Mr. Ackles.” The police officer smiled at him, pulling a stretcher from where it had been secured on his back. “We’re gonna get Rebecca up first.Then you will be lifted up. Okay?”
Jensen nodded but knew that was not going to be easy on the kid that was clinging to him like her life depended on it.
“Just put her on the stretcher. I will secure her, and she will be up in to time.” The officer smiled, and Jensen nodded again before he tried to pull back from his daughter a little, just enough to look at her, but she clung to him, burying her face in his neck and started crying again.
“No! Daddy! No!” she whined and pleaded as she clung to him, breaking Jensen’s heart.
“Becca… Sweetheart. I’ll be right behind you okay?” he tried as he stroked her hair and leaned down over the strether, hoping she would oblige. No such luck. She just screamed even louder, and Jensen instantly pulled back up,  gently rocking her again. He couldn’t do this to her. She had been scared long enough. He knew he could free himself of her and force her to stay calm, but he didn’t want too. Not only was he afraid she would hurt herself further, he also didn’t want her to be scared a second longer. She felt safe in his arms, and he wasn’t letting her go. Not for anyone or anything but her mom.  
“It’s okay. I’m right here, Becca. Daddy’s right here,” Jensen coed before facing the officer, who was staring at them with a frown. He saw just as well as Jensen did that this was not going to work. Forcing her onto the stretcher would mean risking making whatever injuries the kid may or may not have worse.
“Can you lift us out together?” Jensen asked, hoping with everything he had that there would be a way to make that work. He knew there was no way in hell Becca would let go of him for anyone or anything other than her mom.    
“I can’t wire her up like that,” the cop explained, clearly not thrilled about the situation, but Jensen didn’t budge.
“Wire me up. I got her,” Jensen insisted, and the cop frowned. “I got her!” Jensen said louder than before. He wanted to get Becca the hell out of there, and this was the only way to do it. She was safe in his arms. He wouldn’t let go for anything. He just needed the cop to see that.
“Alright.” He nodded before starting to talk Jensen through as he put the wire around his waist and thighs.
“Not the first time I been in one of these. I’m good,” Jensen answered. “Just get us up there.” The cop sent Jensen an impressed smile, before yelling up to his colleagues they were all set.
“Hey,” Jensen looked down at Rebecca who were still clinging to him. She tilted her head slightly and looked up into his eyes. “You’re gonna be fine, Becca. Just hang on tight okay? It’s gonna be just like being at the fair.”
The small pout didn’t leave her face, but at least she had stopped crying. At least she nodded, showing her trust in him, before burying her face against his neck once more. Jensen held her tightly against his chest as the wire slowly started their climb towards Y/N and the floor above them . He could feel Rebecca’s little arms tighten their hold on him as a little whimper escaped her lips.
“It’s okay baby,” he soothed, doing his best to hide his anxiousness. He wanted nothing more than to stay by her side. “I’ve got you. We’re almost there.”
He looked up to see how close the floor above them really was and let out a small sigh when he saw he hadn’t been lying. Finally his feet touched the platform, and he ran his hand soothingly over Becca’s hair.
“You did good, Pumpkin. We’re up. You were so brave,” Jensen praised the little girl who kept clinging to him.  
Jensen didn’t loosen his grip on Rebecca as the cop in front of him worked on freeing him from the harness ,and his eyes were glued to Y/N, who was calling out to her daughter. She was kicking and hitting detective Ramsey, trying to get loose from his hold. Finally, a well placed kick to the shine did the trick, and Y/N was at his side stroking Becca’s hair. Jensen couldn’t help but smile. Y/N was fierce. She always had been, but Jensen was starting to realize just how tough she really was. He couldn’t help but be proud of both his girls.
“Are you okay baby?” her voice almost cracked, and Jensen let go of Becca with one arm, pulling Y/N against his side. He closed his eyes and pressed his lips against Y/N’s hair. They were both safe and back in his arms where they belong. Jensen swore to himself he would never let anything happen to either of them ever again.
“I’m fine, Mommy. Did the bad man hurt you?” Rebecca’s voice was filled with worry, and Jensen’s heart swelled with pride. Michael had tossed the little girl 3 floors down a hole, and still she worried about her mom.
“No baby.” Y/N smiled through her tears, looking up at Jensen with a thankful expression on her face. “Mommy is okay.”
“Mrs. Ackles, we need to get your daughter to the hospital,” an EMT spoke next to her. Jensen’s heart skipped a beat when she didn’t object to the name. She just stroked her daughter’s hair again, before gently taking her from Jensen’s arms. Becca let go of Jensen and threw her arms around her mom’s neck. Still, her eyes never left him. She needed them both to be close, and Jensen had no objections. He wasn’t ready to let either of them out of his sight. He wrapped his arm protectively around Y/N’s waist and placed his hand on Becca’s back, walking with them out of the factory and towards the waiting ambulance.
Jensen watched as Y/N calmly lowered Rebecca down on the stretcher. He watched as she reminded the little girl of how she had been in an ambulance before when she had broken her arm falling from a tree.
“This is just like that baby,” Y/N explained, stroking her daughter’s hair. “Mommy and Daddy are still gonna be here. You just have to lie very still and let the doctor’s look at you while we drive okay?”
“Ma’am, I am sorry. We can’t fit you both in the ambulance,” the emt explained with a regretful expression on his face, and Rebecca instantly started crying. Before Y/N had time to react, Jensen knelt down besides her. He hated having to leave them, but he knew he had too. Y/N needed to be with her daughter, and Becca needed her Mom more than him right now.
“Hey Pumpkin, it’s gonna be okay. Mom is staying in here with you, just like the last time. Daddy is gonna be right behind you, and when you get to the hospital, we'll see each other again.” Jensen smiled at her, and Rebecca sniffled, looking over at Jensen.
“Promise?” she said with a small pout on her lips.
“I promise.” Jensen smiled at her before giving her check a small kiss. As the EMTs lifted Becca into the ambulance, Jensen turned to face Y/N. She instantly threw her arms around his neck, and Jensen wrapped his arms around her. A wave of relief washed over him. She was okay. Rebecca was going to be okay. All of this was over. Michael was dead.
“Drive safe,” Y/N whispered against his neck, and Jensen smiled, giving her a small squeeze. “Always,” he assured her with a smile as she pulled away. Her hand slid along his arm as she stepped towards the ambulance until their fingers locked.
“I love you, Jay.” Jensen could see the tears in her eyes as she spoke, and all he wanted to do was pull her back against him and hold her. She hadn’t shown her fears until now, but that didn’t mean she hadn’t been scared out of her mind. Now that Becca was with them and safely in the ambulance, she allowed herself to feel it for a second before having to be strong for their daughter once again.
“I love you too, “Y/N/N,” Jensen answered her. He hated that he could be with them right now, but this was how it was going to be. “I’ll be right behind you. I’ll be at the hospital soon okay?”
“Okay,” she nodded and sniffled. She quickly wiping her eyes and sent him a small smile before jumping into the ambulance with Becca seconds before the EMT closed the doors behind them.  
As soon as the ambulance lights went on, Jensen ran for the car, completely ignoring Detective Ramsey calling out behind him. He knew there were questions both he and Y/N needed to answer, but that had to wait. Right now all that matter was his little girl and the woman he had loved ever since he laid eyes on her almost 6 years ago. He needed to be by their sides. He needed to know Becca was going to be okay.
The tires spun when he pulled out of the ditch where he had left his car and raced after the ambulance.
Driving had become second nature to Jensen over the years of playing Dean. His muscles took over, and he just drove as his mind went to the little girl and the woman in the ambulance in front of him. He kept thinking about the way Becca had flinched in his arms. He knew she was hurt. Even if it wasn’t visible, she was hurt. He just hoped it wasn’t too bad. That the doctors could fix her fast, and they could go back to their lives. A life where Y/N no longer had to fear Michael. A life where they would all be together forever. Jensen wanted to to be with Y/N, and he wanted to be Becca’s dad. He knew he already was, but he wanted it to be official. The EMT calling Y/N Mrs. Ackles had made him realize just how much he wanted that. He wanted Y/N to be his wife and Rebecca to have his name. He wanted to love them and take care of them for the rest of his life.
A smile appeared on Jensen’s lips as his mind drifted back to the day he had taken Rebecca Christmas shopping.
“Mommy’s home!” Jensen smiled at the worried expression on his little girl’s face. A feeling of pride and love rushed over him as he saw her light up with a big smile. “I’ll distract her. You hide the present Daddy,” the little girl ordered before skipping through the hallway and into the living room where Y/N’s laughter instantly sounded, and Jensen knew she had been attacked by an eager three year old.
Jensen did as he daughter had told him too before walking into the livingroom. He stopped and leaned against the doorframe as he saw them. Y/N was sitting on the couch where she had been watching a TV show until Rebecca had jumped on her. Now she was sitting up with her daughter in her lap facing her. Rebecca was waving her arms and telling her mom about the Christmas decorations at the store and the picture her and Jensen had taken with Santa.
Neither of his girls noticed him as he stood there watching them, love and happiness filling his heart. Jensen was a lucky man, and he knew it. Y/N was gorgeous, kind, and funny. She was an amazing mother to their smart, beautiful little girl. These two girls were his entire world, and there was nothing he wouldn’t do for them.
Jensen let out a small chuckle as Rebecca started listing things Y/N could buy him for Christmas, and the little girl instantly spun around with a frown on her face.
“Daddy, you’re ears dropping,” she scolded before a big smile appeared on her face. “Did you hide it?”
“I did. With my presents for you,” Jensen teased her, walking to the couch, and Becca grinned at him. “Where is that, Daddy?”
Jensen raised his brows at the little girl, but before he could reply, Y/N’s teasing voice sounded. “Yeah, Jay. Where is that?”
“Nice try,” Jensen chuckled before quickly wrapping his arms around both of them as he let himself fall onto the couch besides Y/N. Jensen started tickling their side, laughing as they squealed and playfully fought against him.  
Jensen’s heart stopped when he pulled into the parking lot behind the ambulance. The EMT’s were rushing Becca through the doors, and Y/N stood frozen in the parking lot with tears running down her face, her hands covering her mouth. Jensen jumped from the car. He needed to get to her, to comfort her and know what happened.
“Hey, hey, honey. I’m here.” Jensen ran his hand up and down her arms, trying to get her attention, and her eyes found his. Jensen felt a stab to his chest when he saw the pain and heartache behind her eyes. He instantly pulled her against his chest, holding her close to him. He kissed the top of her head before he finally dared asking her the question that was knagging in his mind.
“What happened?”
“She…said her stomach hurt, and then she lost consciousness. She started turning yellow, Jensen,” Y/N sobbed, looking up at him. Despite the dread he was feeling, Jensen wrapped his arms around Y/N, desperately trying to soothe her.
“It’s gonna be ok. She is with doctors now. She is strong. She’s gonna be okay,” Jensen repeated trying to make himself believe it as much as he needed Y/N too. Jensen stayed with her for a few minutes, holding her until he felt her unstable breathing calm down, but staying was getting harder and harder. He felt an invisible pull towards the hospital and his daughter.
“Baby, we need to get inside.” Jensen pulled her back a little, his eyes searching her eyes. “It’s gonna be okay. I’m right here,” Jensen tried to assure her as she fought to keep her breathing under control. Jensen breathed a sigh of relief when she nodded, and he took her hand, rushing them towards the entrance and their daughter.  
Had Jensen been alone in the waiting room where a nurse had placed them, he would have knocked the walls down. Every fiber of his being screamed at him to get to his daughter, but he had to stay calm for Y/N. She had gone blank again. She was staring out into the room, but unlike earlier today, she leaned on Jensen. Her hand was clutching his like she wasn’t planning on ever letting go of it again.
She barely reacted when Misha, Mark, and Jared entered the room. She didn’t say a word as Jensen filled them in, and she barely looked at Misha when he gave her free hand a squeeze. Jensen worried for her, but he knew this was how she was dealing. When things hurt to much, she shut the world around her off. Her clinging to him like she was was unusual and Jensen couldn’t let go. She needed him, and this was her way of showing it. No matter how much he was hurting himself, he was going to be strong for her.
Jensen couldn’t tell you how long they were in the waiting room for before the doctor appeared. Y/N and Jensen flew out of their seats simultaneously, but she never let go of him, nor did he of her.
“Miss Y/L/N. Can I talk to you in private?” the doctor started, but before he had a chance to lead her out of the room, she objected. Her voice was strong and clear, making Jensen so proud of her.
“Whatever it is you can say it infront of all of them,” Y/N insisted, and Jensen wrapped his arm around her, silently letting her know he was there for her.
“Mrs. Y/L/N, your daughter has a small concussion, but nothing to worry about. We detected a few minor internal bleeds, but as long as we keep an eye on them and make sure they heal probably…,” the doctor started explaining, and Jensen felt more and more relieved. Maybe she really was going to be okay. Maybe they had worried for nothing.
Y/N, however, didn’t hear what the doctor said the same way he did, and her voice sounded sharply next to him, almost making him jump. “But? Tell me what is wrong with my daughter!”
“Y/N/N,” Jensen tried to calm her, but the stern look she sent him was enough to silence him. Jensen’s eyes went back to the doctor, hoping with everything he had that Y/N had been wrong.
“Rebecca damaged her liver in the fall, Miss Y/L/N. I am so sorry, but there is nothing we can do. We put her on the donor list. She needs a new organ or a donation within the next 48 hours if…”
Jensen felt all the air leave his lungs with the doctor’s words, but he didn’t have time to feel it. Y/N collapsed next to him, and it was all he could do to catch her before she hit the floor.
“I am so sorry, ma’am, but we need to ask if we can test you? If you would be willing to donate if you are a match?” The doctor spoke softly, and Y/N nodded as she clung to Jensen as tears streamed down her face. “Yes! Yes! Test me.”
“Test me too,” Jensen ordered as he held Y/N up, and before the doctor had time to speak, Jared’s voice sounded behind them.
“Me too.”
“Test all of us,” Mark spoke next, and Jensen and Y/N looked back at their friends with tears in their eyes. Jensen loved his friends. He always had, but never more than in that second. It had never been unusual for the five of them to have each other’s backs, but hearing them offer to help saving his kid almost brought the tears that had threatened to spill for hours out of his eyes.  
“We usually start by testing family…” the doctor tried, but this time Misha interrupted him as he took Y/N’s free hand and sent Jensen a small nod.
“We are family! You said she doesn’t have much time. Test all of us now.” Misha rarely ordered people around, but his tone of voice left no room for argument and the doctor just nodded.
“I’ll set it up. A nurse will be out shortly to get you one by one.”
Jensen pulled Y/N back to the chairs as she clung to him. As soon as they were seated, Jensen wrapped his arms around her, holding her, taking as much comfort in her closeness as he tried to offer her with his. He knew there was a big chance Y/N was going to be a match since she was Becca’s mom. He knew it most likely would be the only way to save their daughter, still he didn’t want her to go through this. He held her like he would never let her go, and Jensen felt Y/N cling to him in much the same way.
He felt empty when she reluctantly left his arms to be the first tested. Still, he sent her a reassuring smile. Jensen broke the second the door closed behind her. He could no longer hold back his tears. Jared’s arms closed around Jensen in an instant, and he allowed himself to let go and feel it for a few minute. He allowed himself to feel the fear of losing Becca. He could barely breath just thinking about no longer having the spunky, sassy 3 year old in his life. He allowed himself to feel the relief that Michael was gone, that he could no longer hurt Y/N, and that at least she was safe.
After crying against his friend’s shoulder for a few minutes, Jensen pulled away and wiped his eyes. He couldn’t let her see him like this. He had to be strong for Y/N. He had to be strong for Becca. They both needed him now more than ever, and he couldn’t allow himself to fall apart. Not now. Not before all of this was over and Becca was safe and well.
When Y/N reappeared Jensen was called in, but as he passed her, he took her hand, giving it a small squeeze. The look she gave him was so full of fear that it almost made him break down again, but he couldn’t. He couldn’t let her see that he felt the same way. He couldn’t let her see his fear and despair. So he turned away and walked towards the nurse and let the door close behind him. Jensen didn’t feel the needle or hear the nurse. He knew she talked to him through it all, but he couldn’t tell you what she had said. All the could think about was Y/N and Becca. All he could feel was the love he had for both of them and the cold terror spreading through his body. They couldn’t lose Becca. Jensen couldn’t lose his daughter now that he finally had her. He hadn’t gotten to see her first steps. He hadn’t heard her first words. He hadn’t held her the first time she got sick. He’d be damn if he didn’t get to see her graduation or walk her down the aisle at her wedding. He would hold her through this. She was going to be okay. She had to be.
Jensen was grateful to all his friends as he walked out into the waiting room. Mark was returning with a cup holder filled with 5 steaming cups of coffee. Misha’s arms were around Y/N, and Jared rubbed soothing circles on her back as she clung to Misha. Jared got up, giving Jensen a pat on the back before he disappeared the way Jensen had come. Jensen took Jared’s seat beside Y/N. Her arms instantly left Misha, and she leaned back against him.
She didn’t speak a word. She just clung to him, and Jensen held her. She was his comfort as much as he was hers. Jensen couldn’t tell how long they were in the waiting room for. How long it took to get Jared, Misha, and Mark tested or how long it took for the intern to appear in the room. As soon as he did though, Y/N was off her chair and if front of him.
“Was I a match?” Y/N pleaded with him. The intern instantly looked down, trying to get away from her questions, and Jensen felt a panic starting to rise inside of him. What if none of them were a match? He couldn’t lose his daughter. Not like this. Not after all they had been through. There had to be something they could do. He would do anything. Pay anything for any treatments. Anything that could keep her stay alive until a permanent fix was found. He didn’t care if he had to live in the damn hospital for a year. He was not leaving here without her.  
“I am sorry, Miss Y/L/N. I have to talk to you all separately,” the intern started before Mark’s voice boomed through the room. “If one of us is a match you can tell her. We got tested because we wanted to help. None of that has changed.”
Jared and Misha were quick to agree, and Jensen couldn’t hold back his smile. He wanted to hug them and thank them. He knew they weren’t lying. He knew that no matter who, if one of them were a match, they wouldn’t hesitate to go through surgery for his kid. Jensen wasn’t sure how he could repay them for this, but he was going to find a way.  
The intern nodded defeated. “Miss Y/L/N, I am afraid you weren’t a match, but her father…”
“Wait, because I am not a match her father has to be?” Y/N fought to understand, and Jensen saw the fear in her eyes. He stepped closer, resting her hand on her back realizing what the intern had said before Y/N did.
“I’m a match, Y/N,” Jensen spoke softly, and Y/N looked up at him, confusion written all over her face.
“How do you…” she questioned before her attention went back to the intern, and her voice got harsher. “What does the papers say? Jensen is a match?”
“Jensen Ackles, yes.” The intern suddenly looked slightly panicked, realizing what he was doing wasn’t by the book, but Y/N didn’t back down.
“And the papers say that he is Rebecca’s father? Her biological father?” Y/N pushed on, and Jensen tried to calm her but had no luck. Jensen knew they had always said who Rebecca's biological father was didn’t matter, but he had always known a part of Y/N had been lying. If it had ever turned out that Michael was the biological parent, not only would she have to have fight  tooth and nail to keep Becca away from him, but she would also have to face her past in an entirely different light. Rebecca would have been conceived when Michael had forced himself on Y/N, and Jensen knew that knowledge already weighed on her, even though she hid it well.
“I am sorry I can’t….” The intern tried, and Jensen wrapped his arm around Y/N, holding her back. He was afraid that if he hadn’t, she would have punched the poor doctor to be in the face.
“It’s okay. You’re not in trouble,” Jensen tried to calm the intern. “You can answer the question.”
The intern swallowed harshly. “Well, this is not a paternity test, but unless a blood relative of Mr. Ackles is an option, he is Rebecca’s father.”
Y/N’s legs gave out from under her ,and Jensen followed her down to the ground, carefully breaking her fall before wrapping his arms around her. Y/N’s arms closed around his neck, and she started crying.
Jensen could barely breath as the interns words played over and over again in his head. He had always been her dad. No matter what they could have ever found out, that wouldn’t change. Still, this made him feel even closer to both his girls than he already was. It made him feel relieved for all of the things Y/N didn’t have to go through. The way she reacted told him it had meant more to her than she had lead on. Even more that he had thought.
“I’m sorry. I need to know if you are willing to do the donation, Mr. Ackles,” the intern stuttered.
Jensen’s arms didn’t leave her as he replied. “I’ll do it. Just give us a minute, okay? Prep whatever you need too. I’ll do it.”
“Jensen…” Y/N sobbed, and he pulled her closer as he let the reality of what had just happened sink in. He hadn’t lied when he said it didn’t matter if he was her dad by blood or not, but he still felt relieved. She was his. Y/N would never have to think about Michael again. He was gone, and Rebecca was his daughter. Jensen could save their daughter.
“I’m sorry. I know I said it didn’t matter. I… it’s just…” Y/N looked up at him trying, to explain. Jensen knew she feared his reaction, but he just smiled at her, tenderly brushing her hair away from her face. He wasn’t mad at her. How could he be mad at her for wishing their daughter really was his and being happy when she found out she was. The years lost between them didn’t matter. That hadn’t for a long time, and this could never change that. Jensen loved Y/N more that she would ever know, but he would do his best to show her everyday.
“I know. It’s okay. I love you.”
Y/N’s hands cupped his face, and her teary eyes stared into his glassy ones. “I love you too. Help her, but I need both of you to come back to me okay?” Jensen’s heart swelled at her works, and he leaned forward, pressing his forehead against hers.
“I am not leaving you. Never. Neither is Becca. She’s gonna be okay!” Jensen insisted as he stared into her eyes, willing her to believe what he did now. They were going to get through this. They were going to be a family again. Michael was nothing. He wasn’t going to take anything else from her. Jensen wouldn’t allow it.
That was the thought he held onto after he,and Y/N had held their daughter and promised her she was going to be okay, after Jensen had promised his little girl, “Daddy was going to make it all better.” That was the words he held onto as he watched Becca be wheeled down the hallway, before he kissed Y/N, promising her she had nothing to be afraid of. It was the words he held onto as he laid down on his own bed and let the doctors wheel him in the same direction they had taken Becca, as he watched over his shoulder to see Y/N cover her mouth with her hands. Their eyes locked just as Misha’s arms closed around her shoulder, and Jared and Mark showed behind her.
“We’re gonna be fine,” Jensen called back to her. “I love you.” He did. He loved Y/N and Becca more than anything. He loved them, and there was nothing he wouldn’t do for them. He loved them, and he didn’t regret a single action he had taken that day. He would jump infront of a gun for Y/N again. He would give up part of or an entire organ for Becca if she needed him too. They were his world, and he was going to make sure they were safe and loved for the rest of his life.   
Jensen Tag Team
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pixelrhys · 9 months
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My internet went out so I drew Ramsey for funsies
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pixelrhys · 1 year
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It’s a rough night.
I wanted to do an actual vent piece but had 0 ideas so crying Ramsey be upon ye.
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moodmusicmonday · 2 years
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Hey, MMM friends!
Have you ever wanted to scream, 'GO HOME TUMBLR; YOU'RE DRUNK!"? That was totally us yesterday! If you have gotten multiple tags from MMM in the past 24-48 hours, we are so sorry! We have no idea how or why this is happening (neither of us were even online when some of the tags were going out!). We do appreciate your understanding and patience!
Now... onto more important things...
Like this ✨ BRAND NEW ✨ playlist! Check it out! Press play, and listen to it while you're on the go or relaxing at home! It will get you ready for these upcoming fics! As always, we want to give a HUGE special thanks to our content creators for submitting their songs. The next MMM will be Monday, October 17th... but don't forget! If you are posting a fic that was inspired by music that you have not already shared with us, tag us (@moodmusicmonday)! We would love to link it to an upcoming MMM!
Love y'all!
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@bebepac
"The 1" - Taylor Swift; The Cordonian Arrangement [TRR; Liam x Riley; Liam x Madeleine; Riley x m!OC (Nico)]
@phoenixrising308
“Dusk Till Dawn” - Zayn ft. Sia; The Promise, Part 7: A Fool’s Errand [TRR; Liam x MC (Jessica Garcia)]
“I Dare You (Arabic Version)” - Kelly Clarkson & Faouzia; The Offer, future chapter [TRR/TRH; Rashad x MC (Jessica Garcia); Liam x MC (Jessica Garcia)]
“Almost Lover” - A Fine Frenzy; A Waltz to Remember, Part 3: Claddagh (TRR, no pairing)
“Tell Me How” - Paramore;  Needle and Thread, a one-shot [TRR; MC (Jessica Garcia) & Hana Lee, platonic]
@socalwriterbee
“Memory Lane” - Haley Joelle; Memory Lane (Part 2 to In the End) [OPH; Ethan Ramsey x MC (Tessa Martinez)]
“Delicate” - Taylor Swift; Better in Time, Chapter 3 [TNA; m!Sam Dalton; MC (Marie Castro) x m!OC (Wyatt Kent)]
@txemrn
“Wake Me Up” - Tommee Profitt ft. Fluerie; Pour Two Glasses, Chapter 5: Feeling My Way Through the Darkness (TRR; Liam x Riley)
“All I Need (Live)” - AWOLNATION;  All I Need: Happy Birthday, Rams [OPH; Ethan Ramsey x f!OC (Tatum Erikson)]
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@21-wishes @alj4890 @ao719 @aussiegurl1234 @axwalker @bebepac @burnsoslow @charlotteg234 @chemist-ana @choicesmonthlychallenge @foreverethereal123 @issabees @jerzwriter @karahalloway @kat-tia801 @lovingchoices14 @marshmallowsaremyfavorite @neotericthemis @nestledonthaveone @peonierose @phoenixrising308 @queenrileyrose @quixoticdreamer16 @sfb123 @socalwriterbee @tessa-liam @twinkleallnight @txemrn @walkerdrakewalker @zaffrenotes
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pixelrhys · 2 years
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DID I NEVER SHARE RAMSEY. basically i took ranrey and made them a normal OC since r*nfren’s creator is a freak.
It’s on ToyHouse.
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pixelrhys · 2 years
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We want to be your imaginary friend! Want to be your imaginary friend! :)
would you let them into your home? reblog for yes. like for yes. ignore for yes.
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moodmusicmonday · 2 years
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Luck of the Draw MASTERLIST
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In March 2022, creators were invited to participate in @moodmusicmonday's first ever Luck of the Draw! To join the event, each person submitted a song. Once collected, each song was then drawn at random and distributed amongst our participants. The goal: be inspired by the music and create something for the Fandom!
We knew this fandom was talented, but Wow! Take a look at what was created! Works are alphabetized by creator's username.
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⛔ Please by advised by all trigger warnings. Some stories are not suitable for younger viewers. By continuing to interact with this blog, you agree to abide by all warnings, including cessation of viewership when told to do so.
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@ao719 📖
This Isn't How It Was Supposed To Be
"My Love" - Sia
TRR; Liam x Riley
Song submitted by @twinkleallnight
@appiomofchoice 📖
Payback
"Good Kisser" - Lake Street Drive"
OPH; Bryce Lahela x f!MC
Song submitted by @lilyoffandoms
@arjaywrites-deactivated20220329 📖
The Rough Patch
"sugar ray" - pizzagirl
OPH; Ethan Ramsey x f!MC (Dana Pearce)
Song submitted by @dcbbw
@aussiegurl1234 📖
"The Very First Night" - Taylor Swift
TRR AU; surprise pairing
Song submitted by @peonyblossom
@dcbbw 📖
The Year of Our Lord
"1950" - King Princess
An original piece
Song submitted by @queenrileyrose
@jerzwriter 📖
Like Never Before
"Like I've Never Been in Love" - Hailey Mae Campbell
OPH; Ethan Ramsey x f!MC (Casey MacTavish)
Song submitted by @rookiemartin
@kat-tia801 📖
To Fix the Pain
"Doctor Doctor" - Oh Pep!
OPH; Ethan Ramsey x MC (Brynn Cooper)
Song submitted by @appiomofchoice
@lilyoffandoms 📖
"love & hate" - Camylio
TRR; Liam x Riley, Drake x Riley
Song submitted by @ao719
@lucy-268 📖
"Never Sorry" - Jeremy Renner
OPH; Bryce Lahela x f!OC (Maggie Layne)
Song submitted by @aussiegurl1234
@nestledonthaveone 📖
Heartbroken
"Best Days" - Graham Colton
TRR; Drake Walker x OC (Evie)
Song submitted by @kat-tia801
@peonierose 📖
By a Landslide
Landslide" - Fleetwood Mac
OPH; Bryce Lahela x f!OC (Luna Auclair)
Song submitted by @lucy-268
@peonyblossom 🎨
"Instant Crush" - Daft Punk ft. Julian Casablancas
AME; Carson Stewart x MC (JJ DuBois)
Song submitted by @arjaywrites-deactivated20220329
@queenrileyrose 📖
Would've Gave It All
"Alone" - I Prevail
TRR/RoE; Leo Rys x ?
Song submitted by @txemrn
@rookiemartin 🎨
"Nancy Mulligan" - Ed Sheeran
OPH; Ethan x Marsey
Song submitted by @peonierose
@socalwriterbee 📖
In the End
"Moral of the Story" - Ashe ft. Niall Horan
OPH; Ethan Ramsey x MC (Tessa Martinez)
Song submitted by @jerzwriter
@txemrn 📖
"Ballroom Blitz" - Sweet
TRR; no particular pairing
Song submitted by @nestledonthaveone
@twinkleallnight 🎬 (1 of 2 submissions)
"You're Going to Live Forever in Me" - John Mayer
TRR; Drake x MC; Liam x MC
Song submitted by @erinphoria
@twinkleallnight 🎬 (2 of 2 submissions)
"10,000 Hours" - Dan + Shay ft. Justin Bieber
TRR; Liam x MC; Maxwell x MC; Drake x MC
Song submitted by @socalwriterbee
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