#my friends r so amazing

[thanotaphobia]

I hope this doesn’t come off as pressuring you or anything cuz of course it’s your decision and all, but will you continue writing for the fandom? Cuz I know you quit twitter and all for your own sake so if you don’t it’s totally understandable, but I love your writing and was just curious! I hope you’re doing well regardless :)))

Hi there!

This didn't come off as pressuring, don't worry anon :) I've been pretty dead silent since early January, so I totally understand wondering about the future of my writing. To be honest, I've been in a really huge slump of writer's block- I just haven't been up to doing it. My mental health suffered a huge crash, and I also started working full time after graduating college (!!!) in December, so I've been exhausted when I get home most days.

I have no idea if I'll start writing DSMP/Hermitcraft again. I might. I might not. I understand if people want to unfollow me etc, and it'd be hypocritical of me to be mad at anyone who did, lmao. If I do start writing again, it certainly won't be the pace I was going the last two years. Life got in the way.

(That being said, I have a couple ideas on the back burner, so if I find the time and energy... well. Who knows what could happen!)

Tl;dr: Stay subbed to my AO3 if you're interested in seeing any future content, but I can't promise it'll happen.

Much love! <3

#ask #anonymous #:p #i took a trip this last week that rlly inspired me #my friends r so amazing #so i might get back into it once ive recovered from the jetlag ahhhh

[theythemmer]

missing ERS….

#still can’t believe these r pics i took on my phone like what #i know i’ll never be physically able to be in the pit like that again but this was genuinely the best night of my life #camped out for 3 days and made amazing friends #holding tyler during hoty #ugh i need to stop before i spiral i just love and miss them #i hope i can find someone reselling tix for the clancy show closest to me or i may die #we didn’t get SAI tour here and i went to trench w my ex so Need to see them again #twenty one pilots #tøp #emotional road show #tyler joseph #josh dun

[milkbreadtoast]

so this is happening......

#in case ur wondering what the hell is going on over there #im so sad #im gonna miss twitter... unlike tumblr it felt truly global #sm international artists!!! 😭 #i actually made korean(for cookierun) and japanese(for yyh) mutuals😭 #its the only place i could do that #im so sad i made a lot of friends on twitter and saw so much amazing art everyday #and actually had mutuals/followed artists in the same fandom who liked the same niche charas/ships i do #i cant do that on here... #no offense to the ppl who post here but a lot of it isnt to my taste fmdbfnnd i cant search tags bc i always see stuff i dont want to see #characterizations/ships i dont like etc #whenever i searched thru a tag i always regretted it mfbfnfbfbd #not that i dont see it on twitter but i also saw more stuff i liked.... #a lot more artists on there... #who r not on here #SO SAD TT

[linkedin-offficial]

🌾 feels like brooklyn in the summer

#here we are again folks #i promise im not obsessed with them i just love my friends #they are so sillyyyy #they r on a beach date<3 #the amazing digital circus #tadc ragatha #atrd #atrd ragatha #the influence #shes treating rags right for once/j #also i lowkey liked working on the background here ill probably do more like this in the future #clouded skies my beloved<3

[aboutyoutoo]

one of my friends from back home joined a drag king group and is always posting pictures of her at events and stuff with other cool lesbians/bi women and i'm so happy for her but also like. when's it gonna be my turn kshs......

#like don't get me wrong i have amazing friends at uni #but i have like no other gay/bi women in my circle #or like. one of my flatmates is bi (?) but longterm with a guy so i can't rlly relate. #and i just. ughhhh i wanna hang out with cool lesbians all the time #i know on here i do nothing but man-post akdjs #but outside of my rudolf-posting i'm so much more into women and don't touch irl men anymore and i neeeeed people that i can relate to. pls #and not just my flatmates that r always talking about the real life men that they're with ksdh... #personal

[februaryberries]

had like ten different mini dreams about being friends w dan and phil last night this is how you know the brain rot has returned

#did it ever really go away #i love being parasocial #they r my best friends what r u talking about #my gay dads #but then i wake up and im always SO SAD i wasn’t actually having silly bants with them #dan and phil #dnpgames #phan #daniel howell #amazing phil

[moregraceful]

someone cold emailed me to ask if i was going to a writer's conference in los angeles and was putting together a panel or caucus for queer poets or if i knew anyone who was...buddy you are severely overestimating how much i network with other poets (i don't) and how often i attend writer's conferences (never) 😭

#''do you know of any other poets going'' no?? bc i hate networking with other poets???? #LIKE ARE THEY LESS ANNOYING THAN WHEN I WAS 23? IDK? MAYBE? #i feel like most things these days are less annoying than when i was 23 #or maybe i'm just better equipped to deal with annoying things than when i was 23 #yesterday i was talking to someone about my ethos wrt a class i ran last fall and he stopped me in the middle and was like #you're amazing. that class was a hot mess and you still had fun and found the good in it #like no i'm not amazing. i'm just in my thirties and it takes a lot more than other people's mental health crises to throw me off my game #he was pretty ticked off in the fall when i told him the like depth of crisis multiple students were in bc he thought i should have told hi #i was like idk it did not occur to me to ask for help. he was like you're doing daily check ins to make sure your students are eating?? #idk!! it didn't bother ME my job was just to make sure they were still alive! i mean my job was actually to teach liberation theology but #like i was not good at that. but i DO know how to be annoying until people feel less like killing themselves and more like killing me #anyway all that to say i can't wait to see how much less bothered i am in my 40s #i hope i have reached such a state of zen by age 50 that my spirit is unruffled by anything and anyone #i hope i float through life in a fine mist of okayness #someone says ''oh my god kasper my life is falling to pieces'' and i say ok 👍 we can get through this together👍 #what was this post about??? oh right networking #good networking: librarians bc you just go ''is your manager batshit insane'' and they go THIS PLACE MAKES ME SUICIDAL #and then you're friends for life #bad networking: poets (when i was 23) because all they do is name drop (when i was 23) and expect you to have opinions (i don't) #this post is wildly overconfident in my zen considering i'm so bored of being unemployed that i keep looking at teamworkonline #bhawks are hiring for a social media manager btw. imagine having that kind of access to mr 🥺. i'd literally only do paid advertising #to gay men #i'm not applying bc social media management would actually break my sobriety i am pretty sure #but imagine having connor bedard at your disposal and being like ok kid. we r gonna catfish some gays into caring about the bhawks #basically what i do with the cuda blog lol #ok ok ok i'm done. posting. goodbye. livejournal mode de-activate #fresno oilers.txt

[kaeyachi]

tragic moment where i forgot to RB the ace attorney "almost christmas" meme yesterday and i am devastated but anyway

HAPPY HOLIDAYS FOLKS. LET THERE BE EVEN MORE KAEYA NEXT YEAR. I AM CALLING IT. MORE LORE. IF HYV WONT DO IT, I WILL (and so will the rest of the kaeya lore squad in various social medias lmao)

#yeeeaaah my family just kinda slept coz we really never cared for christmas #which led me to forgetting to rb the meme #in addition my friend who visited made me watch the movie colossal and it was horrible #solid 1/10 (the 1 is for anne hathaway coz i am not immune to h e r) #and the guillermo del torro pinocchio WHICH WAS UNCOMFORTABLE TO WATCH WOAH DID I MISS THE WARNING AT THE START? #knowing a bit of italian made the experience funnier but also more horrifying #a solid 3/10 (2 for the amazing animation and 1 for the amazing voices. story flow needs a ton of tweaking...) #kaeyachi randoms #but no srsly i didnt see the articles about the gdt pinocchio so imagine the absolute smack to the face at the first hint of ww2 imagery #and again me knowing some italian did boost the experience #wow i am once again talking a lot thru tags

[mqonlighting]

real talk in the tags for a second because i have a crush on a girl and i. a hehe. ahehehe.

will be burying this in reblogs and never touching on it again

#so random disclaimer this girl is like a year older than me and in high school it’s like a nono for older and younger batch to like be #a thing so i know i generally have no chance but i like to live in my own insanity and the progression of my crush on her has been absolute #ly cuckoo bananas. so like it started out as ‘i wanna be your friend’ and progressed into ‘shit they’re really pretty’ to ‘wow ur so??’ to #‘fuck i like them’ and then it died down and then by all golly it came back but more of a hallway crush now which is bearable bc i’m #not really a part of their life?? like we know each other but we don’t wave and shit and we don’t like ever interact that much so i was lik #ok this is fine bc they literally never think of me so i’m just admiring from afar. and the FIRST inciting incident was i request them onig #and i expect to not get accepted because according to their friends they onyl accept close friends and i’m like k this is a bad idea probs #but the worst that could happen is i get left in their follow requests right?? RIGHT?? but then within like two hours of reqing. lord. #i got. ACCEPTED. and they requested back. and suddenly it’s +1 tangibility like ok?? maybe we’re not as strangers as i thought we were #i later discovered i was not that special for this but also?? cool?? anyways for a while it kind of laid dead and we never spoke at all eve #tho i was in their acc now (at this time they barely posted but whenever they did it was so?? funny like they would slap the randomest shit #on that acc) and it was still a hallway crush altho my friends r awful (/pos) people who would always make me pass their hallway and i #would run into them so often but at this point we only ever like exchanged glances and they would walk right past me like i wasnt even ther #but THEN the second incident happened which was basically we had to play instruments for this christmas event thing and bc they’re literall #y amazing they played for it and i was roped into it and. i was so gay the whole time. bc who wears a leather jacket to school and gets the #prettiest haircut ever right on the last day before a long break?? and the worst part is whenevr something confusing happened they would #turn to me and this one other person and we’d b laughing together. like we r friends. and they’re so fucking nice they were checking up on #us the whole time i was literally dying i kept dropping my pick and stealing looks AURURUGH and they’re so gen funny and interesting i just #and the first few days of holiday break i just couldn’t stop thinking abt them it was so bad? like that was the moment where i was genuinel #like is this more than a hallway crush… eventually it died back down until the next event we had to play together where they were being SO #SO much more comf w me? like exchanging knowing looks when smt funny happens and that stuff.. at this point i didnt even know what to like #think of my crush on them so i just let it be yk. atp they’re not even waving at me in the hallways at all still so maybe they’re just bein #nice! BUT NO. THAT IS UNTIL I AUDITIONED FOR A BAND (theyr in charge of accepting) AND THEY ACCEPTED ME WHICH COOL BUT LIKE A DAY LATER I #HEARD FROM OUR MUTUAL FRIEND THAT THEY SAID ‘yeaa im so happy i got (my name)’ AS IN IN THE BAND. LIKE. HELLO?? HI U THIUGHT ABT ME?? and #during the first band mtg where everyone’s all awk they kept making eye contact w me and asking if i was good and making sure i got to say #smt before anyone made a decision and it. murdered. me. i’m sorry maybe it’s the fanfic writer in me or this shit is literally nothing and #think they’re just nice to everyone but who cares bc it means they’re nice to ME too. and then last week happened. which was like the nail #in the coffin. INTERACTION ACTIVITY. I IMPULSIVELY ASK IF THEY WANNA B GROUPMATES AND THEY SAY YES. THEY ONLY TALK TO ME AND THEIR FRIENDS. #I ACT STUPID. THEY ALUGH AND TOUCH MY SHOULDER. I ASK ABT THEIR CAMERA AND THEY GO ON A LONG-ISH (cute) RANT ABT SMTH. THEY ASK WHY I HAVE #BIG ASS STACK OF POST ITS. WE TALK. THEY LAUGH AT MY JOKES. SUDDENLY. THEY SAY A FULL HELLO IN THE HALLS. THEY WAVE AT ME A DAY LATER. FUCK

[bunnykitty13]

bwuhhh sorry for not posting i have been very happy to be in my home state again so I’ve been decompressing <3 muah

#I have to break my 2 years not seeing my mom but my friends r amazing so I’m very happy >:3 #bunny.txt

[konahrics]

I love Gore SO much. If anything happens to him i will kill everyone in this room and then myself. How is he so cool and adorable at the same time.

#skyrim #gore skyrim #skyrim custom followers #he's friend-shaped #we were fighting some bandits earlier and he got staggered and i immediately used my squishy spellsword as a meat shield for him #he got added to my favorite followers list SO fast. also his creator is an amazing person #I HAVE TOO MANY FEELINGS THAT'S WHY THEY'RE IN THE TAGS #he had a horse named G O R S E #he's my silly rabbit

[munamania]

OH MY GOD also guys. please literally go to any amateur theater or whatever that u can near u. i went to a live performance of the it's always sunny ep where theyre doing the nightman. or whatever. it was soooooooo silly and so fun and in that room i could feel centuries of people gathering in rooms to laugh together. this is what can save humanity

#abby talks #i want them to do another one... #then we went to this sketchy weird party. well FIRST we saw one of my old buddies at the show!!!!!!! #hes gonna help w my thesis film and then he was gonna come to the party but by the time he was ready we were leaving #it was crazy me and my friends were so high and we were just in this absurd house. fucking maze ass layout #so anyway these dudes r playing mario kart. i asked my friend if there were going to be mostly straight ppl there and well that was a yes #these two dudes trailed me until i found a way to perch in a corner with my friend next to me. anyway. these dudes r playing and bring up #brba bc of course. im sorry u guys know when we talk abt that show its extremely thin ice. bc this guy is ofc hating on skylar and we're #lit all like ok misogynist like. she was just a woman living her life with an insane gaslighting husband. but he Kept his values the whole #way thru... ok. anyway hes like genuinely getting mad like we can see him take pics of us and angrily type to someone LOL and them hes just #pissily playing the game. so anyway yeah then we went back outside. then left after watching ppl do keg stands #i get so scared for college girls. literally felt like i was staring daggers at all the guys around the vibes were just off. #anyway. so fun night. #the show was genuinely amazing im so excited to see the one person in my class this week. she played mac

[tenpixelsusie]

"Rick is the better scientist!" "actually, Reagan is the better scientist because-!!" shut up shut up shut up we all know the best fictional scientist is ALPHYS from UNDERTALE

#jeremy hater moment #hate hate HATE looking up reagan on anything and seeing her compared to rick like leave my girl alone !!! #STOP BASHING HER!!! #istg anytime i see rick and reagan in the same post i'll think ''god help me''. this is making me hate r&m fans so bad #where was i. oh yeah #in comparison to both of these characters i personally think alphys comes out on top both in a better written and better story arc stance #like don't get me wrong!! i love reagan!! but alphys will always be first in my heart #alphys is an amazing example of the ''good person who's done bad things and has to live with themselves'' character archetype- #what with the amalgamates and locking them away and hiring mettaton to stage stuff for the human just so alphys could be apart of it all- #and her arc about forgiving herself and finally giving the families closure and bringing their relatives back home and confessing- #what she had done and just. overall- everything about her story and her time interacting with frisk and undyne and everyone- #it's amazing how toby fox created this- this AMAZING little dino gal and wrote her with so much love and. just. AH!!! #alphys is. an amazing character. and i wouldn't have had her story go any other way. #(also if any of the details here are inaccurate please be nice 😭 i haven't replayed undertale in fuck knows how long) #like i said i think she comes out on top for any fictional (mad?) scientist in any media tbh. she's so sillay ♡ #(sorry to reagan. even if i love her character and overall just. her in general i'm giving alphys this one. she's the og 💥‼) #one last thing: outside of everything i've mentioned alphys is just SUCH a charming character overall ! #alphys appreciation club 4eva *peace sign* #(also i think reagan and alphys should meet and become friends right... neow!!) #(should i tag rick and reagan??? i'll tag em for organizational purposes) #reagan ridley #rick sanchez #tw rick and morty #<- for blacklist #inside job netflix #im not tagging r&m LOL #alphys undertale #undertale #dr alphys #this is ok to reblog by the way

[petrichorium]

Happy anniversary of the time I wrote 20k words in a week and got ghosted by the artist who was supposed to make art for the fic lol

#it’s been a year I can be bitter now right #for a SINGLE DAD BAKUGO FIC r u kidding I should have had artists lining up to make the art and instead I get shafted #I don’t fully blame the Big Bang staff. I think it could’ve been handled better but it’s mostly on the artist #but wow that rlly happened huh LMFAOOOOOO #shoutout to Shay for being the most supportive friend through all that truly #I got to live vicariously through her assigned artist who was amazing && also she drew me some stuff that was adorable 🥺 #if anyone wants to know why sleeping is taking so long to write it’s bc I was fueled by spite and a deadline for the first chapter and now #I am just. kinda bitter and sad abt the rest #which sucks bc I love the fic I rlly do #hopefully I can get over it bc it’s silly to let something like that ruin the fic entirely #SO insane tho. the way I was the only one who made the cut and didn’t get art too #not even bc I didn’t get picked but bc my artist was a sham. nice. love that truly #the staff was okay. I’m not gonna pretend I felt supported but I get that it’s a complicated and stressful event #and it was a difficult situation bc my artist insisted they were working on stuff. never got an official ‘sorry I’m dropping out’ message #so I get it. but I’m also still pissed :) abt the whole situation not. at any singular member or staff or anything #mostly at the artist #but again could have been handled better fr

[piecrust-87]

Shrek x Reigen (or shreigen)

#reigen arataka #shrek #shoutout to my favorite mutual and amazing friend @soaking-wet-cat-punk for the Shrek plush they r so cool

[yourheartinyourmouth]

i fucking hate my life.

one of the other tenants has been constantly turning the heat up to EIGHTY even though it hasn’t dipped below 40. this lead to the heating bill for the unit being like, $300 more than the rest of the boarding house.

so, since we are apparently untrustworthy children and not adults who can be reasoned with, the landlord came while tenant was at work and put one of those plastic locking boxes over the thermostat. tenant came home ranting and screaming, calling husband and me bitches repeatedly, yelling abt how he always gets the mail (?), screaming about how we went behind his back to the landlord (we didn’t), and then SLAMMED his door as hard as he could.

screaming and door slamming are so fucking triggering for me. i had a melt down verging on anxiety attack.

i absolutely Do Not Feel Safe Here.

#but it’s not like we can leave 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 #THIS IS WHAT WE MEAN WHEN WE SAY POVERTY IS FUCKING VIOLENCE #and of course we’re the only ppl we know who are struggling #so it’s not like we even have anyone to talk about how much it fucking blows to be poor #our friends all have houses and good jobs and multiple partners and vacations and social lives #and it’s so fucking alienating to have None Of That #it’s so fucking alienating to be like ‘oh u bought a house/had a kid/got a promotion/whatever #cool. i can’t afford groceries and i’ve been on one (1) vacation in 17 years #but tell me more abt how amazing ur life is yeah totally i love this #it gets harder 2 congratulate ppl on their successes when u have Nothing #when success seems to mock u by its absence #i run out of money between paychecks but tell me more abt ur bonus #i’m struggling to pay back the IRS for basic taxes but tell me more abt ur giant house #i hate myself i hate my life #and husband is like ‘I’m not gonna let Tenant scare u like this!’ ok??? ur never here #and if u confront him he will just wait til u r gone and confront ME #fuck #i hate everything #i’m so fucking tired of being poor. #I HAVE A FUCKING DEGREE WHY CANT I GET A FUCKING JOB!!!!!!!!! #but I don’t have a car so I literally can’t get a job 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 #how do u get a job when there is so little pub transit and everything is 5 towns away #how do u get a job in the us w/o having or being able to afford a car #jokes on me u don’t