#my brain is dissolving

[puppypawprince]

what if I started a blog for like… uh “nsfw” stuff or whatever. I’m not going to it’s just been on my mind

#my brain is dissolving

[pindl3]

The desire to rest your head and go sleepy but the lightning rectangle is too entertaining to put down >_<

#my brain is dissolving

[magnusbae]

“Those who do not weep, do not see.” –Victor Hugo

#i've only slept for an hour and a half and my brain is dissolving somewhere else i just he just can you see can you see.... his tears. #a self. his self. he. i love him. he is. he's he. he's he. can you tell i'm decomposing. #the sandman #sandmancentral #dream of the endless #dream #lord morpheus #morpheus #buns.d #buns.all #tsm art #watch me post at the most ungodly hours

[altmode]

mr dome

#rereading mtmte again.... crying dissolving etc #chromedome #mtmte #maccadam #transformers #transformers mtmte #idk this is the best time ive had reading it yet. i think my brain changed like i got matururer or something #like i GET it now. maybe im reading slower idk #on issue 16

[jadegr8]

So I'm finally at the end of season 6 and this was all I could think about...

#ides of march #it's literally today and also #jared's tweet #caesar's legacy #I swear my brain is dissolving into a colorful puddle inside my skull rn #pls send help #spn crack #spn #supernatural #spn 6x22 #et tu brute #stuff

[sparring-spirals]

i also feel like i should note i still havent watched the animated bells hells intro yet. so i hope everyone is ready for me to be ANNOYING AS HELL ABOUT IT, EXTREMELY LATE, the moment i do

#ive seen bits of it with my sound off and have already had my brain pinging like 'OOGH imogens fall into ashtons!!!!!!!' oryms form and #the smoothness of the move vs the force of the thrust after will and derrig dissolve... #ooorgh.... anyway. what a great intro. hope people are ready for me to write seven posts about it like 2 weeks late :'D #critical role #bell's hells #bell's hells animated intro

[hneyteacup]

zutara is interesting to me bc it was my first ever ship, and also the only one ive never had my interest in wane.

#with ALL of my other fandoms my interest has dissolved eventually #not completely but it doesnt stay at the forefront of my little brain #zutara

[sillystringedrat]

There are no two wolves inside of me, there is only mothman (cunty cryptid) and squonk (crying)

#mothman #squonk #cryptids #cryptid meme #a little heehee haahaa hoohoo #little guys in my brain whatever shall they do #well one of them is getting distracted by every shiny thing #and the other is on the ground half dissolved in a puddle of tears #my mental health cryptids are #not really the best #but they are trying their best

[ibenology]

Me, walking out of the cinema after watching Renfield: Surely I can’t develop a hyperfixation on Dracula? I haven’t even read the book and I doubt I’ll be able to. No, I won’t let it happen, there is no way.

Dracula Daily: so about that.

#stars do truly align #how did this even happen #Dracula #re: dracula #dracula daily #renfield #renfield 2023 #Jonathan Harker #literally help #I can feel my brain dissolve

[daddyplasmius]

hand on my stupid heart flashbacks

this is a No One Knows AU & Full Hazmat AU where Danny ended up in the Ghost Zone & didn't go back into the human world initially because he thought he was dead. by the time he realized he is, in fact, at least half alive, he'd already been missing for at least 2 weeks. will probs never finish homsh sorry. i wrote this a couple years ago in a haze & just haven't been able to finish it because i can't replicate the style, which i find is what i love about this fic the most. it wouldn't be the same without it. posting the flashback introsーwhich are meant to be read between chapters/the actual plot, starting after chapter 1ーcuz fuck it. excuse typos & shit, i never properly edited it, as i forgot it existed immediately after i wrote it original description of homsh: Danny Fenton has officially been missing for over a year. Maddie & Jack Fenton refuse to give up on their son. Sick and tired of the police running them in circles, and the case getting colder by the day, the Fentons turn to their last resortーPhantom. 800~ words (full unfinished fic is 20k~)

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When Danny woke up surrounded by thick, green fog, and couldn’t breathe without swallowing heavy air that was more like water than anything, he was sure he was dead. The portal glowed behind him, illuminating the pitch darkness around him in soft, yellow, warm light.

He almost went back.

Almost.

He was dead. His parents were ghost hunters. They had drilled into his head from the moment he was born that he could never, ever panic in death. That he would accept it. That he would not be scared. So he would be prepared to be brave in the face of death and would not become a ghost.

He panicked. He did not accept it. He was terrified. And so he woke up in the Ghost Zone.

-

Danny went back through the portal when he saw some ectopuses acting… strange. Like they had an idea in their heads. Like they had a plan.

Which was weird, with animal ghosts. He had only been in the Ghost Zoneーmom and dad called it that, he rememberedーfor a couple weeks. Or, he had already been there for two weeks. Or maybe time worked differently and he was there five minutes, or four years orー

The ectopuses went through the portal and, despite everything, Danny went after them.

While he was busy reeling at being home, the ectopuses immediately attacked dad. Danny was horrified. Jack was overwhelmed. Danny stepped in, in a moment fueled by sheer adrenaline and stupidity, snatching a Fenton Thermos™ off a shelf and releasing his shaky invisibility. The ectopuses didn’t stand a chance. And when they were safely in the Thermos, he slowly turned around to dad, ready for the confrontation. Ready for the “what happened to you?” and the “where have you been?” and the “we’ve missed you”.

Dad scrambled to shoot at him.

Danny fled.

His parents didn’t recognize him.

-

The Lunch Lady attacked when Danny was mourning Halloween.

He’d waited all year. He made a costume that summer. He wouldn’t get to go trick or treating with Sam and Tucker this year. Or any year. For the rest of his lifeーor existence. Whatever.

The Lunch Lady appeared in the school and demanded in straight fury, “Who changed the menu?”

Everyone pointed at Sam.

Danny hadn’t known just how powerful ghosts could be. His parents never told him the specifics. Just that they were dangerous.

This ghost grew and her aura hit him like a hurricane, almost physically pushing him back. It was so strong that the students in the Casper High cafeteria seemed to feel it too.

The Lunch Lady was a much harder opponent than the ectopuses. She levitated meat. She used it as a weapon, and seemed to bring it back to life. She created weird meat creatures that grew sharp teeth and claws out of bones. They were mindless, attacking everything that got too close to the ghost. Danny would have run away without hesitation, if Sam hadn’t been in the crossfire.

Danny fought the Lunch Lady. It was a long struggle, but he caught her in the thermos after over an hour. When he turned to Sam and Tuckerーboth of whom he had to save due to Tucker trying to jump into the fightーall three of them bloody and bruised, he cringed. But a part of him hoped. Desperately.

Surely they would know him on sight.

“Wh-what are you?” Sam gasped at him finally.

Danny flinched as if she had struck him. “J-just… your friendly neighbourhood phantom.”

-

Danny didn’t know what possessed him. Oh. Pun not intended.

He just barely caught the Fentons leaving in the GAV, dragging suitcases behind them. He couldn’t help himself. What on Earth were they doing?

They were going to Vlad Master’s mansion for their college reunion.

It was a whole thing. But something was off. Besides all the adults reminiscing about the 80’s.

Danny sensed ghosts immediately but he couldn’t see anything. Unfortunately for him, Vlad could also sense him. It was two days of Danny staying invisible, and Vladーthe halfa? Is that what Danny is?ーtrying to kill Jack. Somehow, Danny managed to fight off Vlad, not turn back, and without the Fentons getting hurt. His secret intact.

VladーPlasmius, also learned about Phantom. And Vlad hated him. The manーghostーwhatever, seemed to only care about one thingーpossession. Of money. Of things. Of people. He was more ghost than Danny had ever seen. Vlad’s obsession was overwhelming.

Danny couldn’t believe someone so much like himself could be so disturbing.

#danny phantom #danny phantom au #danny phantom fanfiction #you know that gif of the wailing emoji dissolving? :Why:? #yeah that's what i do every time i remember i never finished HOMSH while i still had the style in my brain #feel free to steal this idea. please steal this idea. please write it i wanna see this idea so bad but im already writing another 100k+ fic #if y'all want me to post the full fic i can but. it is not finished & most likely never will be. sorry again #i won't lie. the haze i was in was a depressed one. i was. not in a good place At All when i wrote HOMSH #like the only part i remember actually writing was the panic attack scene & that's just barely #i reread the whole fic in the middle of the night months later while listening to Implode Alright by Built by Snow on repeat #yeah i cried. this one is funny but mostly it's just. mourning. grief. the works. it's a vent fic & also a. kind of. wishful fic #like. don't you just wish death wasn't so permanent. don't you wish you could tell them everything you wish you could #don't you wish you could just see them again #i'm actually writing this into a bigger ventier series currently called Let Grief Do Its Work #cuz i rewatched LUCIDS again recently & remembered what HOMSH was originally about. why i was writing it #i'm not calling it HOMSH cuz. HOMSHie is my baby. it's its own thing & i don't wanna ruin the vibes #reluctantly admitting i call an unfinished fanfic i don't remember writing... HOMSHie baby... in my head #yeah i have a cute nickname for my fic. what of it #it's 5am & i think i'll throw up if i think any more about posting unfinished unedited pieces of a fic so i'm going for it. cowabunga #go into the world. get your 2 notes you beautiful animal #*passes out*

[amyriadfthings]

"The door is the blue cushion" was such an instant favorite for me

#the way my brain dissolved into asjdfkj and hearteyes when i heard that the first time #followed by ´murder is a natural cause´ #ofmd #our flag means death #rewatching

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ayyy. today was a day. #i overslept and spent the 1st half of the day close to tears for no apparent reason #cried for a while in the garage where they keep the liquid nitrogen tanks and was incapable of reading anything at all #and this is y i have to start taking birth control. bc everything starts falling apart when my period hits. its fucking bullshit #it would b great if i had a normal working brain. i just dont want to deal with anything rn #i dont even wanna draw. i just want to dissolve into the ground. but noooo i have to find 2 papers to read for background info #bc theyre due Friday. and this weekend im gonna have to do a ton of reading bc i have a committee meeting Friday #its just frustrating. itll probably b fine but i wish it was different #unrelated

[hydrachea]

Ok everyone drop your best anime recs!

#if i don't get my brain on SOMETHING i'll dissolve into a vaguely depression shaped puddle i fear #better use all that time i have to watch some good anime there's so much of it in the world #i'd rather it's finished series and not too long but honestly just tell me what you like #yknow shoot a reply and i'll see what it's about #no indications of what i like either i'll let everyone just tell me what they think is a good anime to watch

[karamazovanon]

thought about raskolnikov while listening to car seat headrest incident 39 dead 18407 injured

#literally every csh fits him but it was sober to death that made me snap #might make a parallel post with razumikhin at the end uprooting his life to siberia to “...begin a new life together” and the line #“dont worry / you and me wont be alone no more” because im dissolving into seafoam over it #not to mention the you can text me when punching mattresses gets old / dont think itll always be this way / not comforted by anything i say #oghgohhogohhhgh #and NERVOUS YOUNG INHUMANS GETS MY ASS TOO. #you never lifted your voice / you never raised your hand / i only showed you my inhuman / you understand #like what if i walke dinto the ocean #anontalks #sorry i post about music so much idk why thats always where my brain goes #eventually i will make organized playlist posts. someday. i have drafts for the brothers but i need to Cultivate them #<- also if you want to lose your mind think about ivan w any csh :) #the beach life in death i dont want to be insane / i dont want to have sc/hizophrenia (dont want to clog that tag) #that part of the song. so. so ivan

[weenie-kun]

banging head against wall

#i read a banger comic and experienced the tragedy of seeing the art style to evolve to be WORSE #it was like. just perfect up to halfway through that it slowly started to morph #WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT.. WHAT HAPPENED... #from decent distinguishable features and heads/faces to slowly getting larger wider eyes that pushed all the faces features together. why #it was so beautiful and you soiled it #are big eyes really something to butcher your whole style over. im taking out my brain and putting it in hot water to dissolve #the noses. the face shapes. they all went out the window #and now so will i #txt

[basslinegrave]

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im thinking about divorced sam and max and imagining how its just because theyre at a low because theyre getting old and its all too much and all too sudden and its not really a going distant thing and losing feelings but rather the worry of tying the other one down for so many years practically their whole lives so making a decision to split and stay just friends so to not take all freedom from the other but it doesnt work it just turns them very cranky and they eventually find their way back to one another cause they just cannot be apart nor with anyone else ans they cant have this work/friends only relationship they just have to talk it out and realize they both just want the best for one another but the best thing that happened to both of them Is the other and having one another and they simply cannot split. and thats where the another marriage happens.. i wonder how long they would be apart and if it would be abrupt or starting from stupid misunderstanding arguments

#longest sentence known to man #coping from ttiv again #i hate their shitty situationship there #prescription of 3 snm cartoon episodes could heal me #crying kitten exploding head gif my reaction to their banter in ttiv #the thing is its fine its just my brain being too focused on like 3 lines honestly. and the nausea i got while playing once that comes back #everytime i think about it. ttiv motion sickness ttiv situationship sickness. ugh they need to be dissolved in acid #this isnt for anything in particular since i cant write a fic or anything this is only my thoughts after seeing that divorce post #they divorced in the cartoon too but its fine <3 because they got back stronger than ever #and hey i love old man yaoi its just so weird seeing these two specifically as old. they need therapy more and more every year they age #thoughts are being thunk #dni. im just printing out a photo of them from ttiv tacking it to my wall and shooting a bb gun at them