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sluttywonwoo · 2 years
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Hiii i just saw your post about seventeen and jealous sex, so, i was wondering if you could to the same for Monsta X please <3
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hyunwoo: he’s usually so calm cool and collected that whenever he gets jealous it’s like you’re fucking a different person. he’s rough with you, and in turn, he asks you to be rough with him. he wants scratches down his back, hickeys on his neck, he wants you to mark him up in your desperation so that everyone can see that you’re his and no one else’s.
hoseok: he simply can’t take his hands off of you, like he’s afraid that if he does you’ll somehow slip away. big hands hold your waist with enough pressure to bruise as he fucks you into the mattress. even after the sex he’s clingy, keeping his fingers interlocked with yours until you both fall asleep.
minhyuk: he wants you to get loud. he needs everyone to hear just how good he can make you feel. he’s usually pretty good at making you moan, but when it comes to proving a point, he always puts in the extra effort to make you scream his name by the time you’re cumming.
kihyun: ki only ever calls you sweet names in bed. baby, sweetheart, darling, my love. unless he’s jealous. that’s when his mean side comes out and less affectionate nicknames like slut and whore get thrown around. they make you clench so hard every time that he thinks you’ll cum just from the words alone.
hyungwon: it starts off hard, but turns soft in the blink of an eye. one minute you’re getting railed from behind while he pulls your hair and smacks your ass— and the next you’re on your back as he kisses you repeatedly and rubs your clit to help you cum…
jooheon: you’re in for a long night. the adrenaline that jealousy gives jooheon allows him to go for hours, and that’s exactly what he does. he makes you cum over and over again until you can’t even string enough words together to make a sentence. you’d be pleasantly sore from the overstimulation for days, having a constant reminder of your boyfriend between your legs at all times.
changkyun: you don’t even make it out of whatever establishment you’re currently in. kyun is hauling you away to the bathroom and fucking you there. he doesn’t even bother taking your panties off. he simply pulls them aside and taking you against the counter until you both cum and then he’s rushing you home for round two.
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1eos · 8 months
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'tumblr is full of 14 year olds' wrong tumblr is full of 24 year olds who just don't do anything. and that's okay
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femdomlieeh · 9 months
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Riding your thigh (m)
Sub!Monsta X ✧ Dom!Fem!Reader
WARNINGS—nsfw ✧ thigh-riding ✧ praising ✧ degrading ✧ dirty talk ✧ mentions of spanking, breath play & oral sex ✧ BDSM ✧ pet names (mommy, babyboy, puppy, princess)
NOW PLAYING—vampire ✧ Olivia Rodrigo
[A/N.] This is unedited and I wrote this a long time ago but I want to prioritize my time and energy on writing new fics instead like
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이호석 / wonho
Wonho's cheeks would puff up, as well as redden at your words. He likes it when you introduce new positions, and in return always acts all innocent with a flustered reaction as if he never knew those types of positions existed — but it's just an act. His cutie-like self would not question you at all; he'd smile and get on your lap without a word. To add more effect to his angel acting he'd maybe ask you about directions.
But once he got to action he no longer seemed like an innocent angel who didn't know what thigh-riding was. His hips would be grinding very seducingly — as if it were an erotic dance he'd practice for months — and his hands would be on your shoulders so there would be space between you so you could see him. He'd love to get praised. Praises would be motivating. This boy would love it so much he'd continue riding you even after cumming if you allowed him to. His stamina comes in handy.
"Should I take my clothes off or keep them on, Mami?"
After your answer he got on your thigh and sat down, ready for fun time.
"Am I doing this right, Mami?" he asked innocently, fully knowing he was a pro, because he wanted praise.
He will not admit that he's a dirty boy. No way. He'll still act like he's too pure to know what thigh-riding is, but every time he gets back on your lap he proves your theory of him being a freak to be true. Despite craving to ride your thigh again, he'll wait for you to tell him to do it instead of asking you. If you want to mess with him you can refrain from ever bringing it up. If you rile him up enough his innocent bubble might burst and he'll beg to get on your though again. Innocent angel? Pfft.
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 손현우 / shownu
Hyunwoo's a softie, but he likes it rough. He knows that if he ever were to ride your thighs he wouldn't be able to go any different. Thus he'd be worried of actually getting off too hard on your thighs :C He'd be blushy and try to slow down, even if it wasn't enjoyable for him. You'd have to encourage him and grab his hips and physically make him ride your thigh harder and faster. After a while of seeing that you're completely fine, he'd get more comfortable and let loose of the tension he was previously feeling. The effort he'd put into it would be shocking since he's so shy and 'innocent'.
"B-But, Mama," he stuttered as his cheeks reddened.
"But what, Babybear?"
"I-I don't wanna hurt you," he looked down insecurely.
"You've been such a good boy this week, you deserve to get off on my thigh. Now listen to Mama and ride, okay?"
"Ye-Yes, Mama."
In the future, he would get flustered even at the mere mention of the first time he had ridden your thigh. And because of the embarrassment, he won't have the courage to ask you to do it again. If you asked him to do it again, however, he'd gladly do it (still blushing as if it were his first time, of course). He'd say he'd do it 'because he's a good boy', but the truth is that he had wanted to do it again ever since the first time.
Progressively, he'd feel more easy-going about it, and would muster up the courage to ask you if he could do it again. He'd be stuttering during the little speech that he had prepared beforehand and his face'd become red if you allow him to. Thigh-riding will only be occasional because it's his guilty pleasure and he feels abashed about asking you — but he'll give his all any time he does it. Take the first step for his sake.
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이민혁 / minhyuk
Minhyuk is the human version of a puppy. He would get on your lap and hump you like there was no tomorrow. Boy has no shame and is always up for the dirty.
"Get on my lap."
"Okayyy~" he sang cutely.
Baam! In a second he was sitting comfortably on your lap like you ordered.
"Now ride it, Puppy."
He grinned.
"Okay, Mommyyy~"
Not caring enough to take time to dedress when he's horny, he'd be the one to do it fully clothed. You would maybe need to slow him down, because his great excitement would make him go crazy on your thigh. Guide him through it.
If he doesn't listen to you, give him a spank and he'll be sure to listen. After a while into it, he'd take off his shirt or drag down his collar so you could give him some hickeys. Your attention and affection is important to him. Your hands guiding and caressing his body, your lips and teeth nibbling on his purple skin would be the only way to get him to cum.
"This is so much fun, Mommy," he moaned and arched his back at the sensation.
He threw his head further back to give you more access to his neck. Panting, he managed to say what he wanted the most during that moment: "M-Mark me, Mommy. Please, please, please—"
He will act like such an adorable and good boy for you if it means that he can ride your thigh in the end. From calling you Mommy in sweet scenarios to giving you head without wanting anything in return — he'll do everything to prove that he deserves it. He'll love to do it randomly too. Imagine watching a movie with him on your lap and he suddenly starts grinding slowly on you and whimpers out pleads.
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유기현 / kihyun
Kihyun's eyes would pop out. He'd be shocked people even do that, because he's a pure, holy child of God. It wouldn't take long until the stupefaction would turn into shyness. He'd be so flustered and ask you if he heard you right just to make sure his brain hadn't messed with him. Oh boy would he become even redder after you confirmed he'd heard you right. You'd have to lead him through the whole process or else he'd just sloppily ride you with insecure thoughts hunting him. In a very foreign situation like this one he'd need you to tell him what he should do and what he shouldn't do.
He'd be very obedient and would flush at any compliment you gave him, but on the inside he'd feel very sexy and confident in himself at the praising. By the end of it he'd be back to being pure and holy and would deny that it was indeed very pleasant to ride your thigh. But when you two'd go to sleep that night he wouldn't be able to stop thinking of it as he reluctantly smiled.
"You want me to w-wHat?"
"Ride my thigh."
"A-Are you for sure?"
"Yes. Now."
"I— Uhm— Okay—"
Sheepishly he followed through your command.
"Good boy."
"T-Thank you, M-Mommy."
He will never admit that it feels good. The only time he ever could go against himself and actually admit he was into it will be when he's very, very, very needy for your thigh — which is very rare. But you could also find out that he's into it if you find him watching thigh-riding porn, which by the way would result in him not being able to look you in the eyes for at least a week. It'll be better for you both if he himself tells you that he likes it. And if he does decide to tell you one day, he'll expect you guys to start doing it often.
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채형원 / hyungwon
Hyungwon would get on your lap and look you in the eyes confidently. He's often sassy and shit, but in the bedroom his missions are to impress you and satisfy you — he'd still be a power bottom, but he'd be a nice, not-too-bratty one. You'd have to grab his butt with one hand and choke him with the other, or else he'd physically bring your hands to where they should be. If you called him something other than Princess he'd tell you off. He's the definition of thigh-riding Princess. Since he wants to be a good Princess he'd need you to tell him he is one.
If you didn't praise him enough he'd think he didn't do good. But he wouldn't become sad about it, instead he'd ask you for guidance. By the end of the session he'd be tired and want the Princess treatment — cuddle him and let him sleep on top of you.
"Wanna take a ride?" you asked and patted your thigh.
"Of course, Mommy."
He made his way to you and plumped down on you, putting his ass out in an arch.
"This—" he looks down at your lap and up into your eyes, "—This is my throne."
He will start sitting on your lap more often. Both because he wants some lovey-dovey time and because he wants come touchy-touchy time. If it's the latter he wants, he'll move a little against you to send you signals of what mood he is in, even if it makes him a bad Princess. Another occasion he'd sit on your lap would be when he's jealous and wants to show that he obviously is your Princess. Back to the thigh-riding, he'll make it your routine to do it at least once a week, because it's his favorite form of masturbation.
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이주헌 / joohoney
Jooheon would love the idea as soon as it went past your lips. He's always up for anything Mommy wants. But he'd feel like he needed to put on a show for you and would thereof feel pressured to be good enough for you. Confidentally, he'd get on your thigh, but when it came to actually riding you thigh he wouldn't be as confident since it's his first time doing it on you.
He'd try his best and be as cute for you as possible, moaning out your name, telling you how much he appreciates you, pecking your neck as he hides in it — everything to prove to you that he loves you. If you say something filthy in return he'd keep his head on your shoulder and wouldn't look at you for a while out of embarrassment. If you praised him cutely, however, he'd get giggly and encouraged to continue showing how much of a good boy he is for you. He'd be so exhausted after he cummed, because of how much work he put into it. You better give him nice aftercare.
"Your thigh is so nice, Mommy," he whimpered out.
"You're doing so good, Honey. Only you can look this pretty riding my thigh."
With deeper dimples from smiling, he fastened his pace.
At first he'll only do it if you encourage him to, because then he knows you like it too. Eventually after you've requested to do it a couple more times, he'll become confident and start surprising you every now and then. It'll both be sexy and cutie time. He'll be able to make thigh-riding cute with his small whines at your praises and with his fluffy hair sticking to his forehead. If you don't cuddle afterwards he'll become pouty and cross his arms until you hug and kiss him.
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임창견 / i.m
Changkyun would be like 'finally she asked me'. Like this is something he's wanted to do for so long. No matter how cute he is, he is not innocent at all. Just the thought of rubbing himself against your thigh, whilst looking into your eyes, and moaning for you turns him on. He'd be a little bratty at first, because you didn't want to do it earlier on in the relationship.
Out of all the boys he'd be the one most likely to ask you if you two could do it. Anyway, he'd be a soft boy and would want affection such as kissing, touching, or just praising words, from you at all times. He'd also love it if you helped him by keeping your hands on his hips or if you grinded your thigh up against him. After cumming he'd stop being whiny and would instead be fully satisfied.
"Took you long enough, Mommy."
"What do you mean?"
"I basically live on your lap. I want to be on your lap all the time, Mommy. Whether it's for cuddling or humping," he whined and pouted dramatically with crossed arms.
"Come here, my Babyboy," you said and opened your arms for him.
He kept arms crossed but still listened to you.
"Show me what you want to do on my thigh," you whispered and pecked his pout.
His pout turned into a dimpled smile.
"Okay then, Mommy," he whined softly.
Oh how he was going to enjoy every single moment of it.
He'll ask you to do it again for sure. He's very submissive and baby-like and isn't ashamed of himself or his sexual preferences. If you denied him he'd be all pouty and whiny, and would complain along the lines of 'But I've been a good boy~' and 'Why not, Mommy? I thought you loved me.' Let him ride you for fuck's sake. He's a good boy and he deserves it. He also deserves the best cuddle sessions afterwards.
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❝ And every girl I ever talked to told me you were bad, bad news
You called them crazy, God, I hate the way I called them crazy too
(...)
Went for me, and not her
'Cause girls your age know better ❞
—olivia isabel rodrigo; 2023
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minzbins · 7 months
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tinytinyblogs · 9 months
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Changkyun As Your Boyfriend
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Boyfriend
(n.) A person who 90% of the time annoy you, and 10% of the time makes you forget the 90%
Monsta x masterlist here
When you and Changkyun get a couple tattoo, he will love to touch it and take cute pictures of the two of you together. He will even set your couple photos as his lockscreen, and he will smile widely every time he opens his phone. He will be so proud of your couple tattoo, and he will love to show it off to everyone. He will tell everyone how much he loves you, and he will always be grateful for the special bond that you share. Your couple tattoo will be a constant reminder of your love for each other, and it will bring you closer together. It will be a symbol of your commitment to each other, and it will be a source of happiness for both of you.
He will set his photos as your lockscreen without you knowing it. and once you open your phone and you will see his face smiling back at you. You will be surprised and touched by his gesture, and you will know that he loves you very much. He will do this because he wants to be the first thing you see when you wake up and the last thing you see before you go to sleep. He wants you to think of him every time you use your phone. When you see his face on your lockscreen, you will feel loved and appreciated. You will know that he is thinking of you, and you will feel closer to him.
He loves to send you cute texts, asking you about your day and telling you how much he misses you. He will often start his texts with "How was your day, baby?" or "I miss you so much." He will also tell you to take care of yourself and to eat and rest. He knows that you are busy, but he wants to make sure that you are taking care of yourself. He wants you to be happy and healthy, and he will always be there for you. His texts are always full of love and affection. He will often use pet names like "baby" or "honey" to show how much he cares about you. He will also send you pictures or videos of himself to make you smile.
He will prepare a date with you, making sure that he doesn't mess up. Even though you've been together for more than a year, he will still be nervous. He will want to make this date perfect for you, and he will want to show you how much he loves you. He will start by planning the perfect location. He will want to take you somewhere that is special to both of you, or somewhere that he knows you will love. He will also plan the perfect activities, making sure that you will have a fun and memorable time. On the day of the date, he will be so nervous that he might even be shaking. But he will take a deep breath and remind himself that he loves you and that you will love the date. During the date, he will tell you how much he loves you and how lucky he feels to be with you. He will also let you hear a song that he created for you. The song will be a beautiful expression of his love, and it will make you feel so special. By the end of the date, you will know how deep his feelings are for you. You will also know that he is the one for you.
He will give you sudden hugs everywhere when he feels like he wants to. This man will be so soft only for you. Sometimes, he will hug you from behind when you are cooking in the kitchen. Other times, he will hug you from the front when you are sitting on the couch watching a movie. He might even hug you from the side when you are walking down the street. No matter where he hugs you, you will feel his love and affection. He will hold you tightly and squeeze you gently. He will whisper sweet nothings in your ear and tell you how much he loves you. You will melt in his arms every time he hugs you. You will feel so safe and secure, and you will know that you are loved. Changkyun is a soft-hearted man, but he is only soft for you. He is strong and protective with everyone else, but he is gentle and loving with you. He knows that you are his soft spot, and he cherishes you more than anything in the world. If you are lucky enough to have Changkyun in your life, cherish him. He is a rare gem, and he will love you unconditionally.
Every time he sees you, he greets you with his lovely smile and says, "Miss me?" He knows that his smile makes you blush, and he loves to see your face turn red as a tomato. Changkyun's smile is one of the things that you love most about him. It's so genuine and heartwarming, and it always makes you feel happy. He is a truly kind and loving person, and you are so lucky to have him in your life.
This man is smart, you will wonder how he can be so smart. He reads you like he reads a book. He understands you and all your problems really well. You don't need to hide anything from him, he'll know right away when you're not in good condition. He can tell when you're feeling down, even if you try to hide it. He can see the changes in your body language, and he can hear the changes in your tone of voice. He knows you better than you know yourself, and he always knows how to make you feel better. He is always there for you, no matter what. He will listen to you when you need to talk, and he will offer you his advice. He will never judge you, and he will always be there to support you. You are so lucky to have him in your life. He is a true friend, a loving partner, and a wise advisor. You can always count on him, and he will always be there for you.
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taexual · 2 years
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monsta x / fake dating
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warning: bullet points because it’s the only thing stopping me from writing 7 full-length fics. these are still long, though. lower-case intended.
requested by @sweeticeream​​.
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↣ shownu
frankly, you probably didn’t know hyunwoo well enough to ask him this, but he was the only guy friend you had (even if you only knew him for a little less than 4 months)
when you brought the idea of fake-dating up to him, he was very ?? about it
why don’t you just date someone (him) for real?
you regretted bringing this up as soon as you saw the confusion in his eyes
so you went into a whole frenzy, trying to justify your decision to fake-date, all so you wouldn’t come off as crazy as you felt
and after you started to explain it more, he got far too lost in the passion in your eyes, so he just said yes
sure, he’ll pretend to be your date to this family event in exchange for good food and great company
which meant home-made dishes and an endless stream of grandmothers, exclaiming “who’s this handsome young man?!” whenever he walked into the room with you
it was a nice ego boost and he got to hold your hand the whole night, which was nice, too (because you had soft skin, that’s all, no other reason whatsoever)
you weren’t worried about what would happen once the night ended because your family only got together once every decade
but by a stroke of disaster, four of your cousins (some of them twice removed; you’d never even seen them before tonight) announced they were getting married later this year
and, of course, they hoped you and hyunwoo would come to the wedding
the two of you smiled and nodded and acted in love
but as soon as the night ended, you told hyunwoo he didn’t have to come to any other event with you
there was only so much food you could bribe him with before you started to feel awful for dragging him here
but hyunwoo gave you a look and replied, completely seriously, “i don’t know what you’re talking about, i had a nice time tonight. your family’s great.”
that definitely made you feel less terrible when you asked him, “so you wouldn’t mind going to one of those weddings with me as my fake-boyfriend?”
you laughed as you said it, trying to make it seem more like a joke than a serious suggestion, so he wouldn’t feel bad about having to turn you down
but hyunwoo didn’t feel bad in the slightest when he said, “oh, no. i would mind.”
so, that was that, then
“oh, well, it’s okay. i told you, you don’t have to go with me—”
“i want to go with you as your actual boyfriend.”
yeah, fuck it. he may not have been able to look at you as he said it, but he didn’t really see a point to fake-date you when really dating you seemed like a much better alternative
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it was supposed to be mutually beneficial for you both
a classic let’s-pretend-to-date-to-make-our-exes-jealous plot
and then somewhere along the way, hoseok kind of forgot that this was supposed to be all pretend?
he’d keep on holding your hand even when it was just you two in the room
or he’d still kiss your cheek when he stood up from the couch to grab something, even though there was no one to prove a point to
and okay, at first, you didn’t realize there was anything wrong with that
but then you ran into your ex without hoseok around, and he asked, “so where’s your boyfriend?”
and you didn’t even care about the envy in his voice as you told him about how much hoseok had been working lately and how you hadn’t gotten to see him a lot
and there it was
the realization that you really cared more about spending time with hoseok than about making your ex jealous
god, it was so awkward bringing this up to hoseok, though
“so, hey, do you think it worked?” you asked him that same night once your conversation (sort of) turned to your exes
he wasn’t following, “what do you mean?”
cringing now, you tried to make this sound less childish, “well, you know. getting a reaction out of—”
“oh, that.”
silence
honestly, for a minute there, you worried hoseok was about to say that it had worked and that he was back together with his ex now
but then he just chuckled nervously and admitted, “honestly, i’ve kind of forgotten all about that.”
oh, well okay, but what does that mean????
your heart feels like it’s about to leap out of your chest as you wait for him to say something else
something that would, hopefully, make the state of your relationship a little more clear
but then hoseok just went, “so, how do you feel about ordering pizza tonight? my fridge is empty,” and that was it
so, yeah, idk, i guess you’re dating for real now? 🤷🏻‍♀️
↣ minhyuk
honestly, this was supposed to be just a joke
everyone always kept teasing you about how you spent so much time together, “it was time you started to date”
so minhyuk finally just shrugged, took your hand in his, and declared, “we already are”
it was mostly meant to make your friends uncomfortable
like, okay, they couldn’t stop teasing you about how close you were? then you’ll show them just how much closer you could be
but although your friends did squirm, and their teasing did turn into complaining within a few days of this
you felt like you were the one who felt the weirdest
because, fine, when it came down to it, maybe you did have a little crush on minhyuk
it was barely there, though!
you never even thought of it as a serious crush, you just found him attractive is all
but then he was suddenly glued to your side, always touching, always smiling and glancing over at you
and yeah, it’s definitely a crush now
and thing is, this doesn’t feel fake!
minhyuk went out of his way with the pda, all to make your friends cringe
but did he really have to call and text you every night before going to sleep just to say goodnight and wish you sweet dreams??
did he really have to remember every little thing that you’ve ever told him, even if you couldn’t remember saying it??
alright, to be fair, minhyuk realized he didn’t need to do those things, he was just taking full advantage of his position as your fake-boyfriend
and your friends’ teasing had not been baseless; clearly, there was something there between you and him
so, somewhere along the way, the fake dating seamlessly morphed into serious dating
your friends hadn’t even realized that “he’s my boyfriend” used to be a joke, but now you were no longer kidding
except, at times, when minhyuk was using his boyfriend status as an excuse to drag you to a yet another dreadfully boring event with him
he’d always use the boyfriend card
“how can you say no to me, Your Boyfriend™??”
and you’d always remind him, “well, technically, you never asked me out on a date, so i don’t know where you’re getting this from”
he’d give you a look and a sarcastic laugh
but he wasn’t too wounded by this because he was too busy wondering if you’d still say the same thing when he eventually used the “since i’m your boyfriend” technique to ask you to spend the rest of your life with him
↣ kihyun
okay, now, you weren’t supposed to start fake-dating
you just happened to be standing next to each other at a party when the guy who was relentlessly hitting on you the entire night, walked by and did a double-take
he stopped in front of you two, scratched his chin thoughtfully, and then said, very accusingly, “you should have told me you didn’t want to go on a date with me because you already had a boyfriend”
(really, you didn’t want to go on a date with him because he was a disgusting pig, but whatever gets him through the night)
and kihyun – who’s, really, more of a friend-of-a-friend than a boyfriend to you – was already opening his mouth to refute this
until you grabbed his hand and whispered a hushed, “why don’t we let him believe that?”
and you obviously didn’t mean that as a prank
kihyun could tell from the look in your eyes that you needed this guy to finally get lost, you weren’t just joking around
so he cleared his throat, got his hand out from your grip and placed it around your shoulders, bringing you closer
and then he stuck his chin out at the guy, “yeah, she has a boyfriend.”
partially cringing, you glared at the guy one more time – not that it did much; he was immune to all deadly looks – and he finally shrugged and walked away
you thanked kihyun, apologized, stammered awkwardly for another minute, and walked away, hoping to simmer in mortification somewhere else
preferably at a place where this cute boy, who just pretended to be your boyfriend, couldn’t see you
but, not even fifteen minutes later, your friends were collectively hitting you on your shoulders and back, all yelling over each other
you hunched over and took a few precautionary steps forwards to escape their assault, before giving them a bewildered look
“what the hell happened????”
finally, one of your friends gave you an explanation: “how dare you bring your boyfriend to the party and not introduce us?”
you were still staring at your friends with wide eyes, and you were genuinely starting to worry about the contents of their cocktails because they knew you didn’t have a boyfriend
“people just overheard you reject some asshole because you were here with your boyfriend,” another friend said. “they saw you hugging.”
oh. well
“he wasn’t—i was just—”
but you caught sight of the same asshole out of the corner of your eye, and, suddenly, you weren’t so sure if it was a good idea to admit to lying
“yeah,” you ended up saying, a defeated sigh following shortly after. “he’s my boyfriend. i’ll introduce you later.”
“why don’t you do it now?” a voice asked, nearly making you jump out of your skin
kihyun – the king of showing up at the right place, at the right time – was smiling as he stood next to you
your friends, of course, proceeded to pounce on you (that’s how they show love)
and it took you another half an hour to get kihyun alone to ask him why, in the name of god, would he carry on pretending to be your boyfriend?
and he’s been so composed the whole night, but suddenly he’s an awkward mess
“i don’t know,” he admitted, “maybe that’s the only way i knew how to ask you out on a real date.”
you both knew that there were many easier ways to do that, but you had to admit two things
one, you kind of have no choice but to say yes now, since everyone already thinks you’re dating
and two, the butterflies in your stomach have been rioting ever since kihyun introduced himself as your boyfriend that first time, so it would be good for your health to go on a real date with him. you know, to stop all the fluttering and the shaking of your heart
↣ hyungwon
hyungwon got you into the fake-dating mess by accident
he’d been trying to impress his new manager because he felt like he really deserved a promotion
but no matter what he did, the guy seemed to hate him
and then one time during lunch, hyungwon happened to start a conversation about music, and he discovered that the manager was into the same indie band as he was
he milked the hell out of this, mentioning every obscure song he could remember, and he could almost see the points he was gaining with the manager
he even ended up being called up to his office at the end of the day
“this will sound weird, but are you seeing anyone right now?” the manager asked
hyungwon genuinely thought he gave off the wrong impression and even glanced at the sexual harassment awareness posters on the wall of the office
but then the manager explained, “i have four tickets to the band’s concert this friday. we could go on a double-date.”
and, because this was his promotion on the line, hyungwon stammered, “uh… yes, i am seeing someone… a concert sounds great.”
cut to you getting a panicked phone call from hyungwon several hours later, demanding that you cancel your plans for friday night and pretend to be his girlfriend to impress his manager
eh, you like the band anyway, and hyungwon was a good friend, even if you never really saw him romantically, so why not
but, like in any classic rom-com, after spending the night exaggerating hyungwon’s positive qualities (in a subtle way, of course), you came to realize that, huh, maybe you did see him as a romantic interest? kind of? a little bit?
it was just nice how he kept holding you all throughout the concert, so he wouldn’t lose you in the crowd of people
and it was nice how he walked you home and checked on you even after his manager and his girlfriend had left the two of you alone
and it was also nice—alright, fine, you had a proper crush on hyungwon now
you assumed he’d done most of those things that night because he wanted to leave a positive impression on his manager
but then hyungwon got that promotion (the concert played a part in that for sure), and he invited you to celebrate at his house
and you showed up, thinking it was going to be a party for all of his friends, but it was just him, a bottle of wine, and two glasses
so you got worried that maybe you showed up too early, but hyungwon shook his head, “no, you’re right on time. wine?”
“uh… shouldn’t we wait for everyone else?”
“there’s no one else,” he said, his hands shaking as he unscrewed the cork. “it’s just you.”
oh, okay, then
now your heart was shaking and what-not, that’s great
“i wanted to thank you,” he said after he finally managed to pour wine into your glasses and onto the counter. “if it weren’t for you, i wouldn’t have gotten this promotion.”
“that’s not true, you’re a great employee and you deserve this.”
hyungwon appreciated you saying that, but he looked down and deflected, “you know, this promotion had been something that i was looking forward to for the past few months. until the night we went to that concert.”
you waited for him to continue, but his mouth was too dry, so he took a big gulp of his wine before he even finished the toast
(was this even a toast? oh god, he couldn’t understand what he was doing)
“t-that night,” he tried to continue, “i realized that i’m looking forward to seeing you again more than i’m looking forward to getting promoted. i was absolutely ready to go on a dozen more double-dates with you before i got that promotion.”
“i thought we’d have to do that, too, to be honest,” you interjected with a chuckle, alleviating the atmosphere slightly
“yeah?” hyungwon was glad to hear that. “i’m really, kind of, sad that we didn’t have to do that.”
quietly (because you didn’t dare to start drinking your wine yet, so you lacked the courage), you admitted, “me too.”
oh now he was positively vibrating and he had to set his glass of wine down as he braced himself
“why don’t we go on an actual date? no promotions to look forward to this time, just each other’s company.”
he looked like he was going to combust in three, two—
but you saved him by replying right away, “yeah. i’d like that.”
↣ jooheon
you and jooheon both wanted some peace and quiet when you went out with your friends, who all knew that the two of you were single, and kept setting you up with various people in the bar
so you suggested telling your friends that you both had already found relationships
“they’ll never believe it unless they see our partners,” jooheon pointed out
“okay,” you nodded, admitting the mistake. it only took you a second to come up with a better plan, though, “then how about we tell them we’re dating each other?”
he watched you for a minute, his eyebrows furrowed
“that is the dumbest thing i’ve ever heard,” he said then. “let’s do it.”
dumb or not, it worked
finally, you were able to relax, unwind, and get wasted on a friday night without being introduced to a new stranger every two drinks
it was a dream come true
and it worked like an excuse in other settings as well!
you don’t feel like attending another company dinner? “sorry, my boyfriend’s taking me out tonight, it’s our anniversary.”
jooheon hates his pretentious neighbour, so he needs an excuse to say no to his party? “sorry, got plans with my girlfriend this weekend.”
funnily enough, no one ever called either of you out on your bullshit
your co-workers had seen jooheon pick you up from work countless times
and all of jooheon’s neighbours knew you were the only person left who still had a spare key to his apartment (after a very unfortunate incident involving minhyuk, the notebook for jooheon’s lyrics, and a forgotten candle “for ambiance”, when jooheon was out of town)
nor you, nor jooheon had enough time for a serious relationship, and your fake-relationship never interfered with casual dating (since it all tended to end after one date)
so it was all fun and games
until your friends started asking, “so when are you going to propose?” and you realized this had been going on for a long time
jooheon, who was so used to his role as your fake-boyfriend, didn’t even skip a beat as he said, “when the time is right”
but the question rang in both of your heads for the rest of the night
when your taxi stopped outside of jooheon’s house at the end of the night, you got out with him because he was usually the type of drunk who could fall asleep in an elevator if left unsupervised
so, to save him the embarrassment – and also, to save you a trip back and forth between your houses – you tended to sleep in his guest room on friday nights
“you know what would be funny?” you asked him as the two of you took the elevator to his floor, “if we told our friends that we weren’t actually dating this whole time.”
jooheon chuckled, seemingly agreeing that this really would be funny
“you know what would be even funnier?” he responded, his speech still slurred from the alcohol. “if we actually started to date.”
you laughed, nodding, because that really would be even funnier
but then once jooheon was in bed and you prepared to head to the guest room, he suddenly grabbed your hand, stopping you
“so what time should i pick you up next week?” he asked
he never picked you up for anything, so you were understandably confused, “for what?”
“for our date,” he explained.
“oh, to pull the prank of the year?” you asked, chuckling. “first, we pretended to date, and then we actually started to date. but, actually, it’s all one big—”
“no,” jooheon disagreed, his eyes drooping, but his grip on your hand remaining firm. “this won’t be a prank. it’ll be a date. for real, this time.”
↣ i.m
he needed to get his family off his back (in the kindest way possible, of course)
there were only so many “it’s time for you to get married, why don’t i arrange a blind date for you?” a person could take
and you’d been his best friend for years, so hey, can you lend your friend a hand? you won’t even have to do anything
or so he said
you agreed because, according to changkyun, he’d just tell his family that you were his girlfriend, and you wouldn’t actually have to go to any dinners, or any parties whatsoever
how utterly and completely dumb this was!!!!!!
you run in the same circles, of course you were going to run into his family in town
their congratulatory hugs weren’t even the worst part (but it was still awkward, and you made a mental note to strangle kyun later)
the worst part was the “i knew you two kids would get together eventually!” comments
you felt like you were disappointing his family because you weren’t actually dating, and that felt a lot like disappointing your real family
it was crushing
you’d had such a good relationship with changkyun’s whole family, they were your second home
and now you were lying to them
so you didn’t think you were exaggerating when you sent changkyun a gentle “prepare to die” message once you managed to escape his relatives
he had a solution, though (at least, he thought he did)
“okay, so how’s this, then – we date for real?”
???????
he’d been your best friend for so long, you struggled to think of him as anything else
but it was also a defence mechanism in a way? you used to have the biggest crush on changkyun when you first became friends, so you needed to find a way to suppress these feelings
“changkyun,” you began seriously, “do you really think dating you would traumatize me less than my fear of disappointing your family?”
he watched you for a minute, the insult buffering, and then sent a pillow flying right at your head
“i’m saying i want you to go out with me, dumbass.”
you tried to duck, but still got swatted on the back of your head with the pillow as you asked, “why?”
he laughed humourlessly (and nervously) and then rolled his eyes, “gee, i don’t know, maybe because i don’t want you to feel bad about lying to my family, you sensitive wuss. or maybe because i genuinely have feelings for you, i don’t know.”
you were about to toss the pillow back at him, but then stopped
swallowing hard, you asked, “so which is it?”
“i can’t even breathe right now, which do you think it is?”
you were the one rolling your eyes this time, “can’t you just say it like a normal person, you asshole?”
“it’s already obvious, dimwit.”
“are you seriously only insulting me because you can’t tell me you like me? that’s lame, even for a nerd like you.”
he was groaning in exasperation at this point, “what else do you want me to do? you’re the most oblivious person i’ve ever met. and i don’t like you, you big idiot. i’m pretty sure i’m in love with you.”
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laysdimplesareillegal · 4 months
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I’m your mom, here’s my first impression of your boy you brought home mx
Shownu
Looks like he would give good hugs if he wasn’t abhorrently disgusted by physical touch. He doesn’t make much sense when he talks but at least he’s content. And if that makes you happy that makes me happy😊good choice honey
Wonho
…I’m looking into you through him and seeing the trauma you retained to feel the need to date a man this big. I’m also wondering why is he so big. But he seems very sincere. I think I’d need to get to know him a bit more before I can approve of him dating my daughter🤔
Minhyuk
Wowza this man likes to talk, good thing he can lead a convo because I can’t, but are you sure you’re ready to adopt another pet? He gives cant cook energy😕we’ll see if he steps up with the gf effect
Kihyun
I’m a little afraid tbh sweetheart. I didn’t raise a dumb daughter but I hope you’re ready to lose every argument, he doesn’t seem like he admits when he’s wrong. He covers it very poorly with a poster son facade.🫣 looks like he’ll have cute kids
Hyungwon
Hmm… does he really even want to date you..? I love you sweetie but he hasn’t said a word and it’s been 3 hours.. I would prefer you have a bf who wants to interact with you but he’s very attractive and I’m all for you having jealous groupies so🤗
Jooheon
..does he perpetually talk in baby talk? You know the rules honey *points to house rules* he get two passes then I reserve the right to kick him out of the house.. But bring him for game night with the neighbors we hate!😃
Changkyun
The idgaf poker face is pretty intimidating, but tell him to watch himself before I wipe that smirk off his face. You know your mom won’t tolerate narcissists😤I trust you can whip him into shape
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shinehyuk · 1 year
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MONSTA X reaction to S/O acting obsessed with them
‣ Genre : yandere, requested
tw/cw : obsession, strong language, extremely toxic relationships, manipulation, abuse, heavy themes, mentions of murder, violence, please do not read if uncomfortable and/or sensitive! i do not support the behavior shown in this work!
a/n : to clear up, s/o is lying abt the obsession, fooling the yanderes in an attempt to make them lose their guard; making them trust s/o so s/o can potentially have an escape route in the future now that the yanderes have their guards down.
Shownu :
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— Hyunwoo would definitely be pretty confused at first, finding your abrupt change of behavior rather odd; he could just swear that the only thing you felt for him until just a few days ago was pure hate
— Confusion aside, he would not like you being obsessed with him at all – after all, he's aware that his obsession for you is unhealthy and wrong in about every way possible, so he doesn't want you to copy after him; he knows that you'll only get hurt if your insanity continues
— He'd do absolutely everything to try to make you stop your obsession with him; and only if absolutely necessary, he'll even seek help from a trusted professional that could help you
— “Your love for me is already more than enough, darling. I don't want you to be obsessed with me, do you understand?”
Wonho :
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— Oh, how sweet of you to think that he'd let you be obsessed with him; the only one that can be obsessed is none other than him, and he'll make sure to make that clear when getting rid of your silly obsession
— He's the one that's in control of you; so if you think that by becoming obsessed with him you'll get more freedom or/and power, you can only dream on
— “You're so cute, my love~ Now drop the fucking act before anyone has to get hurt, will you? Good– that's what I thought.”
Minhyuk :
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— Oh, Minhyuk simply loves it. He loves his precious darling and his darling loves him back; what's there not to like?
— It makes everything so much more easier for him, too; the male has already planned your entire future ahead of you - where you'll live, what you'll do for a living, how big your family will be etc., and now that you're thinking just like him, it'll make everything go so much more smoothly
— “Oh, my lovely darling, you're just too adorable~ We'll be so happy together, just the two of us and our little family!~”
Kihyun :
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— Kihyun does not enjoy you being obsessed over him one bit; he wants your feelings for him to be true and pure, not some kind of an obsessed mess – he loved you very much just the way you were before, and such an abrupt change wouldn't make him happy at all
— He'll be strict about making you stop your obsession; but even if you don't want to, it's not like you have that much of a choice anyway, forced to stop your foolish behavior
— “You're quite lovely, darling – but I don't want you to be like this, okay?”
Hyungwon :
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— Hyungwon would not like it one bit; is one crazy psychopath not quite enough? The two of you being obsessed with each other will end badly soon if one of you doesn't give up – but it certainly won't be him
— He'll be ice cold and ignore you until you decide to stop your idiotic behavior — and if you're not threatened by the male's silent treatment, he'll use other methods to stop your nonsense
— “How long are you going to keep this up? Shit; this is getting fucking annoying.”
Jooheon :
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— The male truly couldn't care less about how you love him; he only wants your love and doesn't give a damn about how you decide to show it
— If you're this obsessed with him, that's actually even better – that way he can be sure that your love for him is 100% true. Knowing that you'll do absolutely everything for him just like he'd do everything for you gives him a sense of comfort
— “Ah, you're so lovely, my baby~ Let's be together forever, okay?”
Changkyun :
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— He's quite offended by it; do you really think that he's that stupid to not be able to see right through your little lie? Well, he's more than happy to prove you wrong
— He knows very well that your whole obsession is only an act to get him to foolishly trust you, to make him lower his guard — but unfortunately for you, the male knows you far too well to fall for such idiotic tricks
— “You can drop your fucking act right now. Tsk, you've never been good at lying, my love – how fucking pathetic.”
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thank you for requesting! i hope you liked it <3
‣ Taglist : @atiny-chocolate-chip @lmaoskz @sunoo-bby  @heemingyu @nikipedia07 @effulgentfireflies
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dollydaisies · 3 months
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(՞߹ - ߹՞) wanna be able to navigate MONSTA X's section? take a look at this!
☆ - personal favorite ୨୧ - nsfw ♡ - fluff ᘒ - angst
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"do you just want, like, ALL OF THEM...?"
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say hello to SOHN HYUNWOO (손현우)! y'know, SHOWNU (셔누)!
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oh, look, it's LEE MINHYUK (이민혁)! ah, so charming!
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it's YOO KIHYUN (유기현)! if i proposed now, would he say yes...?
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wait, CHA HYUNGWON (채형원) is real? i thought he was an angel...
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ah!!! LEE JOOHEON (이주헌)!! AHH!!
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KIM CHANGKYUN (임창균)! he is so heartwarming.
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lee hoseok (이호석)... WONHO (원호)... come home...
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moonbunnie7 · 10 months
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Yalll…..when I tell you I went thru the stages of grief bc joo is leaving for service early ???? IM SHOOK MARY
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sluttywonwoo · 2 years
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how would the boys (mx and/or svt) would react to making you squirt and you being embarrassed or them being embarrassed?
find svt’s here
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hyunwoo: he knows it means he’s made you feel really good and he’d be so proud with himself. he’d only pause momentarily to smirk down at you before he continues to fuck you like nothing happened
hoseok: this man’s number one goal is to get you to squirt. he doesn’t tell you that, but it becomes apparent once he’s going down on you and you do and he’s way too excited about it
minhyuk: it would definitely take him by surprise. he strikes me as the type to think that squirting is a myth until it actually happens and he’s all 😳 he’d need a minute to process, but once he had he’d be assuring you that it was the hottest thing he’d ever seen and that he’s just in awe of what your body is capable of
kihyun: so caught up in pleasure that he doesn’t even realized it’s happened until both of you have cum and are all wet. it’s almost enough to get him hard all over again. almost.
hyungwon: making a partner squirt is a longtime fantasy of his, so when it happens while he’s fingering you, he needs it to happen again, but with his dick.
jooheon: sitting on his face always makes you cum hard… but when you actually squirt on him you’d be mortified— instantly apologizing and trying to clean him up… but he would be thinking he’d died and gone to heaven, grabbing your hips and making you straddle his face so he could experience it again.
changkyun: turns into the cockiest mf alive and will never let you forget that he made you squirt. if you’re embarrassed, he’ll only kind of tease you for it, but the twitching of his cock and the look in his eyes would give away just how much it had turned him on…
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scuopsie · 1 year
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before I go check out the album im gonna talk about the mv real quick.
overall i really like it and i think it was different and yet still in monsta x's signature style. i like the transitions from one member to another and the close ups a lot.
however i like the first half significantly more than the second half. it feels more cohesive and consistent with the style and plot (if u can call it that). but the second half (since 02:10 ish) where they transition into this... auditorium with a stage with a huge X on it (it reminded me of the X Factor kjdfks) it kind of lost me. i already said I wasn't a fan of the outfits for that part but that's not the only thing. one of my pet peeves in MVs in when they have a fake stage and fake audience jumping up and down... I dislike that very much.
they could've done so much with the set ups from the first half. i would go as far as saying the first half was underdeveoped. i can't believe the had all that set up and didn't do more with it. kihyun didn't even fling the whip istg....
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haram-monbebe · 2 years
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tinytinyblogs · 10 months
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Shownu As Your Boyfriend
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Boyfriend
(n.) A person who 90% of the time annoy you, and 10% of the time makes you forget the 90%
Monsta x masterlist here
Son Hyunwoo is a man who will definitely give you his adorable smile every day. You make him happy all the time, and he is grateful to have you in his life. You are very lucky to have him as your boyfriend! Son Hyunwoo is a kind, caring, and loving person. He is always there for you, and he always makes you feel special. He is the type of boyfriend who would do anything for you, and he would never take you for granted. You make Hyunwoo happy because you are always there for him, too. You listen to him when he needs to talk, and you always make him feel loved. You are his best friend, his lover, and his soulmate.
Son Hyunwoo is the type of boyfriend who loves to give you bear hugs. He will do it anytime he wants, but especially when you're feeling sad. He will pull you close and tell you everything will be fine. His bear hugs are warm and comforting, and they always make you feel better. He knows how to make you feel safe and loved, and he always knows how to make you smile.
The type of boyfriend who loves to give you a back hug in the morning. He will sneak up on you while you are cooking breakfast, and he will wrap his arms around you. He will be sleepy and cuddly, and he will cling to you like a koala. You will feel his warm breath on your neck, and you will hear his sleepy murmurs. He will tell you how much he loves you, and he will tell you how lucky he is to have you. You will feel his love and his warmth, and you will know that you are the luckiest girl in the world.
This man is a bit shy about public displays of affection (PDA), so he will only hold your hand in public. But when you are alone, he will cling to you like a koala. He will put his arm around you, rest his head on your shoulder, and whisper sweet nothings in your ear. He will want to be close to you at all times, and he will make you feel loved and cherished. He will follow you around the house, just so he can be near you. He will sit next to you on the couch, even if there is plenty of other space. He will always want to cuddle, even if it's hot outside. He will never get tired of holding your hand or kissing you. He may be shy about PDA, but he is definitely not shy about his feelings for you. He will show you how much he loves you in every way he can, even if it's just by being close to you. If you can handle his clinginess, then you will have found a man who will love you unconditionally. He will be your best friend, your lover, and your soulmate. He will be the one who makes you feel loved and cherished, no matter what.
He enjoys the idea of you accompanying him while he works out. He finds it motivating to have you there, and he loves seeing the look of admiration on your face when he's lifting weights or running on the treadmill. He also knows that you enjoy seeing how attractive he is when he's working out, and he likes the feeling of being desired by you.
If he wants your attention and you are too busy to give it to him, he will do whatever it takes to get it. He might dance in front of you, sit very close to you, or even pull you into a hug. He won't give up until he has your full attention. He might start by dancing in front of you, hoping to catch your eye. If that doesn't work, he might sit very close to you, invading your personal space. If you still ignore him, he might even pull you into a hug, forcefully demanding your attention. He won't give up until he has you completely focused on him.
He loves to eat, so he'll take you on food adventures all over town. He'll research all the best places to eat, from hole-in-the-wall joints to Michelin-starred restaurants. He'll want to try everything, from the most exotic dishes to the simplest comfort foods. He'll want you to try everything too, so you can experience all the different flavors that the city has to offer. He'll be your personal food tour guide, showing you all the hidden gems that you never would have found on your own. He'll know all the best places to get dumplings, sushi, pizza, tacos, and everything in between. He'll be your biggest fan, cheering you on as you try new foods and expanding your culinary horizons. He'll also be the perfect partner in crime for late-night food runs. When you're craving something sweet or salty, he'll be there to satisfy your cravings. He'll never judge you for your food choices, and he'll always be up for trying something new. With him by your side, you'll never have a bad meal again. You'll discover new foods that you love, and you'll create memories that will last a lifetime.
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dr-m-r-ma · 2 years
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Follow Me
Genre: angst, drama Rating: PG 13  
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Part XVIII
It had been at least half an hour since the doctor said that Eunjoo would wake up.
It was clear that the doctor seemed to know Eunjoo at first glance, and frankly, Shownu should have realized it when the two officers drove a little further for a smaller hospital rather than the university hospital that was closer. The doctor, a middle aged woman, threw her hands up in the air and grumbled, “이래서 이 일 빨리 접으라고 했는데…” (Translation: “This is why I said to quit this job…”) However, when she realized Shownu was in earshot, watching Eunjoo being transferred onto the bed, her expression quickly cooled down. She had him ushered out while she whispered to the male officer.
“저 사람 혹시 연예인 아니야? 지금 연예인 보호하다가 이렇게 다친거야?” (Translation: “Isn’t he a celebrity? Did she just get hurt while protecting that celebrity?”)
“어.. 윤쌤 그게 아니라, 잠깐…” (Translation: “Oh… Dr. Yoon, that’s not it, hold on…”)
And before the male idol could hear the rest of their conversation, the curtains were closed on him, with the whispers even softer than before.
Once they were done speaking, the male officer left after explaining to Shownu that Eunjoo just needed a “retouching” on her stitches. ‘리터칭… 단어 선택이 참…’ (Translation: ‘Retouching… what a choice of words…’) After what felt like a couple of hours (but in reality only twenty minutes), the doctor emerged from the curtains and explained that Eunjoo would wake up soon.
“깨어나면 은주가 하고싶은데로 해요.” (Translation: “When she wakes up, just do whatever Eunjoo wants to do.”) She left after saying that, leaving Shownu confused.
But when Eunjoo stirred awake, he understood.
Her eyes slowly opened. At first, it looked like her eyes were barely adjusting to the bright hospital lights. With the dark circles under her eyes, her eyes shifted around rapidly, making her look very, very disoriented. He assumed that she would continue to be disoriented for a while, but he froze in shock when she bolted up from the bed.
“뭐… 어디… 지금…?” (Translation: “What… where… right now…?”) Shownu could only stutter, with his arms outreached towards her.
Her eyes glazed over him, as if they didn’t register his presence. As if he wasn’t blocking her way, Eunjoo’s legs still swung over the bed. Before Shownu could stop her, her hands reached for the needle in her arm and ripped the IV off her.
“그거 그렇게–” (Translation: “You can’t just–”) His voice raised, louder than he expected. But he wanted to come off firm, so he took steps forward and placed a hand on her shoulder.
Only then did she seem to respond to his presence.
“비켜.” (Translation: “Move.3”)
Her voice was rough, like thick gravel – as if she had been yelling for hours. Not to mention her demeanor came off aggressive and something else. He was used to her cold expression and cold shoulder, but not eyes that were filled with so much… panic. Her words were like a reflection of whatever she was feeling, deflecting.
His hand dropped from her shoulder, and instantly, she took it as a sign that he was following her words. She pushed him aside roughly and staggered away.
Without turning around, Shownu asked, “어디 가시는 거예요?” (Translation: “Where are you going?”)
“...” The shuffling of her boots stopped.
“그래도 하루라도 더 있는게–” (Translation: “You should stay at least one more day–”)
“병원 싫어요.” (Translation: “I don’t like hospitals.4”) Her quiet mutter almost went unheard. But he did manage to hear her words, making him walk towards her. He thought he could switch her mind about leaving the hospital so soon. After all, it was just a precaution – what if she passed out when they got back to his dorm?
But one look at her expression made Shownu halt. Whatever words he had planned to say to convince her dropped instantly. Her eyes were closed, but everything else told him how much she didn’t want to be there. Hands were clenched in tight fists, body trembling and sweat rolling down the sides of her face. Staring down at her, he didn’t know what to make of the sight of the once so strong and prideful detective. She didn’t even seem to realize that she was showing the male idol such a weak state.
‘어떡하지…’ (Translation: ‘What should I do…’)
“가도 돼요.” (Translation: “She can leave.”)
Whipping his head around, he saw the female doctor who treated Eunjoo standing behind them a few steps away. She continued, “하고 싶은 대로 하시라고 했죠?” (Translation: “Didn’t I say to let her do whatever she wants?”)
Her words hung in the air for a moment. It made the cogs in Shownu’s memory turn, and he realized that yes, indeed, the doctor mentioned that once Eunjoo wakes up, he should follow what Eunjoo wanted. Only then did he realize the doctor knew how Eunjoo would react waking up at the hospital.
“뭐.. 알아서 할거라고 믿고 요번건은 그냥 조심하지 않아서 그런거라고 두지. 우주한테 연락했으니 좀 기다려 봐.” (Translation: “Well… I believe she can take care of herself and that this was just a one time event of being careless. I’ve contacted Wooju so wait a bit.”) Then the doctor walked off coolly.
As if he was cued, the male officer from before walked through the hospital doors and approached Eunjoo. He looked concerned for her, almost looking sick himself, but composed himself when he looked up at Shownu. “데려다 드릴게요. 언른 타세요.” (Translation: “I will take you back. Hurry on.”)
The drive back to Shownu’s dorm was mostly quiet. The male officer, who Shownu found out was named Wooju, let the two know that he talked with Shownu’s manager to temporarily rent an empty studio apartment. Since Shownu’s place had now become a crime scene, especially with the broken balcony door, the place was closed off and only allowed for officers and inspectors.
Eunjoo stayed silent throughout this short conversation, making Shownu guess that she would be dropped off at her place after they dropped Shownu off.
Yet when he hopped out of the car, he looked at both officers in confusion.
“왜… 둘다 내리세요?” (Translation: “Why… are you both getting off?”)
Wooju had Eunjoo’s arm hung around his neck as she hobbled out of the car. The young male officer looked up at Shownu and with a similar expression, he replied matter-of-factly, “저희도 여기 있을 거든요.” (Translation: “Because we’re also staying here.”) He took two steps towards the entrance before Wooju turned around. “아 맞다 – 제 가방 좀 부탁할게요.” (Translation: “Oh right – can you help me with my bag?”)
Glancing at the back seat, Shownu noticed a large backpack – ‘잠깐.. 지금 뭐가 움직인 것 같은데..’ (Translation: ‘Wait.. something just moved..’) His hands twitched as it moved to open the main component(?) of the backpack and nearly jumped back.
*Meow!*
A small gray cat poked its head out while meowing for its life. He stared down at it for a moment, not sure if the male officer had really stuffed a live animal in his backpack and for how long. But he couldn’t be still for long – the kitten had started to crawl out of the small opening.
“악! 안돼!” (Translation: “Ack! No!”) His hands scrambled to block the kitten and softly placed it back in the backpack before zipping it shut. As careful as he possibly could be, Shownu carried the backpack in his arms instead of slinging it on his back and speed walked indoors.
Once he keyed in, he quickly set the backpack down and opened it up again. Instantly, the gray kitten leaped out and started grooming itself. He smiled down at it before looking at his surroundings. It was a new place, but the structure was overall similar to his dorm’s. It was located somewhat in between his old dorm and the members’ new dorm, so it was convenient for the managers. Both of his managers let Shownu know that they already stocked up with all the essentials for both Eunjoo and Shownu, and would drop by the next day if they needed anything else.
“--선배한테 말 하지마.” (Translation: “--don’t tell Taeyong[-sunbae].”)
Shownu squinted his eyes, trying to concentrate on the voices coming from the smaller of the two bedrooms.
“알지… 말 해서 좋을거 없는건 나도 알아 – 용선배가 여기까지 오는거? 충분히 가능해.” (Translation: “Of course… I know nothing good will come out of telling him – like coming all the way here? Very possible.”)
The male idol pondered over the name “용선배” (Translation: “Taeyong[-sunbae]”) as he could faintly hear Eunjoo sigh. They didn’t seem too fond of this senior who seemed… overbearing? He couldn’t put a finger on it yet.
She replied in a soft voice, shy of a whisper, “넌 이제 가도 돼. 약먹었으니까 한숨 자면 다 나아질거야.” (Translation: “You can go now. I took my medication and I’ll be better after I sleep.”)
This time, Shownu could hear Wooju sigh. Not too long after, he saw the male officer tip-toe out of the room and slowly close the door.
“물이라도 드릴가요?“ (Translation: “Would you like some water?”) Shownu asked.
Their eyes met and Wooju nodded quietly, walking towards the dining table.
With swift hands, Shownu quietly poured some water in a single stream, trying his best to not make too much sound. When he turned around to hand the mug to the male officer, he noticed the distress through the hands covering his face. As he placed the mug down in front of him, Shownu asked, “경– 한경위님은 안 좋으세요?” (Translation: “Lieu– is Lieutenant Han not doing well?”)
Wooju sighed into his hands. His voice was muffled but he replied without changing his position. “아니요, 누나는 괜찮아요. 열이 조금 있는것 같은데 한숨 자면 괜찮을 것 같데요. 그냥… 다른게 골치 아프게 됐어요.” (Translation: “No, she’s fine. She has a slight fever but she said she’ll be fine after sleeping. It’s just… there’s something else that’s a bit troublesome.”)
“제 사건에 대해서요?” (Translation: “About my case?”) Shownu wondered if he should even pry into the issue that the male officer had clearly not explained the first time. He was also not very good at asking things in a roundabout way, but his curiosity outweighed his logic this time.
The hands slowly dropped to the table and Wooju’s fingers fiddled with the handle of the mug in front of him. He squirmed a little, as if he was debating on whether or not he should say. He muttered, “누나가 안 좋아할텐데… 음…” (Translation: “Mm… She won’t like it…”)
“아.. 기밀 정보라면 안 물을게요.” (Translation: “Oh… if it’s confidential information, I won’t ask about it.”) Shownu gave a small smile, giving up on the subject right away, before he switched topics. “근데 경위님하고 되게 친하시네요… 거의 친 남매처럼 보여요.” (Translation: “You seem really close with Lieutenant Han… almost like siblings.”)
Wooju’s eyes widened with surprise, making Shownu think he overstepped his boundaries and said something terribly wrong. But his lips stretched into a wide, toothy smile. He looked a little shy but not necessarily embarrassed or uncomfortable.
“누나는… 저한테 ‘엄마’같은 존재이에요.” (Translation: “She’s… like a mother figure to me.”)
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a/n: 3 informal language; 4 switched back to formal/polite language 
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