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suiana · 11 months

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✎ yandere! dilf headcanons . . .

✎ warnings . . .

― obsessiveness, possessiveness, manipulation(?), mentions of violence, implicated stalking and stealing, legal age gap, breeding kink 💀, etc.

(gn! reader x male yandere! oc)

✎ yandere! dilf who hired you as his son's tutor. he's just so worried that his darling son won't be able to keep up with school :( as a result you were hired to tutor him :D he actually doesn't know how you look like yet, but guessing from your profile picture you're a granny..?

✎ yandere! dilf who couldn't help but be enamoured with you the second you stepped inside his house. wait why were you so cute? didn't he hire an old- huh?! oh that was a picture of your grandma... oh well, he shouldn't have guessed. how else is he supposed to calm his boner now?

✎ yandere! dilf who's watering at your innocence. oh you're such a sweet thing! bright eyes sparkling with the desire to teach his son! your future son! he's so glad he's divorced... he's dead set on making you his beloved little thing. and you can't do anything to change it~!

✎ yandere! dilf who falls for you more and more with each tuition session. oh you just look so adorable! and that outfit you wore last session! it was so cute! he really had a hard time holding himself back you know? he's imagining tearing apart your outfit while marking you up now-!

✎ yandere! dilf who is older than you. I mean, he literally has a 15 year old son so it would be expected that he's old. but... he's still handsome! so you can consider him... right? oh please give him a chance! he'd hate to have to break you down completely :( yes he's that in love with you to the point where he won't mind breaking you down and rebuilding you to how he wants you to be ♡

✎ yandere! dilf who's extremely flirty and embraces his dilf-ness. rolling up his sleeves to expose his veiny forearms, unbuttoning his top two buttons to expose his defined chest, subtly flirting with you every time he sees you... just two tuition sessions ago he stood so close to you to the point where you could smell his cologne and see his man boobs?! you had to spend that entire tuition session clenching your fists just to focus. oh those sexy man boobs! his cleavage ! why is his body so sexy?! don't worry, if you wanted to touch he'll be more than happy to let you feel him up :)

✎ yandere! dilf who can't stop thinking about bashing in the heads of anyone who's glanced in you. no one should be taking in your divine self except for him and his son. those trash can't worship and love you like he does. hm... maybe he should just kidnap you? keep you all to himself. yeah, that sounds like a good plan.

✎ yandere! dilf who has a little shrine dedicated to you in his study. aw, how cute! it's just a small picture of you and a flower- wait is that your missing underwear? and is that your lost diary?! why's your entire schedule noted down with lots of hearts scribbled on it?! how'd he- there's no way he stalked you... right?

✎ yandere! dilf who gets his son to talk to you about how he's so lonely and wants another parent desperately... you're smart so you'll get what he means, won't you? after all, can you resist those watery eyes and the slight sniffling his son is doing? and he's sure you don't have any other tutees due to how much he's paying you already... so it's alright to be his, no?

✎ yandere! dilf who wants to breed you. it doesn't matter whether or not you can actually have children, he'll still want to breed you. imagining you round and full with his children... it just turns him on oh so much.

✎ yandere! dilf who really wouldn't mind a new addition to his family. I mean, for the past... 11 years it's only been him and his son :( and he finds it so lonely in his big mansion without anyone to accompany him... you understand what he's saying right? don't worry, you'll never have to lift a finger again should you accept his offer. he's rich after all :)

✎ "hn? oh my son did good, huh? should I reward you for being an amazing tutor? I know just how to thank you after all..."

#yandere #yandere x reader #male yandere #yandere oc #male yandere oc x reader #reader insert #yandere headcanons #yandere dilf #yandere dilf x reader #yandere dilf headcanons #yandere scenarios #gn reader #gn reader x male yandere #yandere drabble #yandere x you

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dorayakimanjiro · 11 months

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BOTW Revali HCs

Here's some headcanons cuz I miss sassy bird man. WHO AM I KIDDING?! I LOVE THIS BIRD MAN MOM, I LOVE HIM- 😩😭😢🥺

He's an orphan.

Or maybe he had parents but something bad happened to them when he was a fledgling, bcuz I don't like the idea of them abandoning Revali :,(

(If that were the case, then it was a canon event 💀)

Has a real soft spot for kids.

(THIS IS CANON, DON'T @ ME, GO WATCH AOC CUTSCENES)

(THE GRIP THOSE CUTSCENES HAVE ON ME GURL I-)

(TEBA AND REVALI IN THE SAME FRAME 🥵😩💦🫦)

He literally made the Flight Range public for the kids, who looked up to him and wanted to train to be like him......GURL, I'M UGLY CRYING AND SCREAMING- (This is in his diary btw)

(HE'S A NICE MAN. PERIODT.)

HIGHKEY CRINGES when a kid does something cringe or stupid, but he's nice enough to not say a single word to them. (BESTIE SAME)

He learned how to use the bow on his own, no instructor nor teacher taugh him.

Sometimes he feels like there's an empty hole in his heart🥺🥺🥺 (Shh don't worry babygirl I gotchu 😔🙌🫶)

He tries to cover it with his sassy and mean actittude and for the same reason he proves himself to be the best and get recognition from anyone. (I think this one is pretty obvious)

Feels alone and empty when watching families and couples on the village and doesn't exteriories it. :,,,,,,(

When he was given Vah Medoh, he used it as a safe and comfort place.

(It's literal written in his diary, it said Revali flied to Vah Medoh for solace after his encounter with Link who didn't gave a single thought about Revali's skills, no hate intented for link tho)

I love the fact he doesn't care about titles, if you're strong you show it, referring to ones strenght doesn't come from a label but from their capabilities and prowess.

Idk if any of you guys knew it, cuz i didn't til recently, that in that one cutscene in BOTW, where we first "met" Revali, he used his Gale to impress link and did it despite knowing there was a great possibility of failure since it was brand new. This only tells me he would do ABSOLUTE ANYTHING to get a reaction out of someone how's have captive his interest.

That's it for the night, it's 1:30am and I should probably go to sleep. Maybe I'll do a part 2.

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randomgentlefolk · 4 months

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CPC CHAPTER 165+166

The warning earned a chuckle from me lmao. Because why did I literally gasp while reading the first line xd

The warning for eps 166...didn't make me laugh at all.

Yayy Gwen is finally awake!! I guess thanks Leland for removing the thorny plants so she won't hurt herself :|

Nah cause Leland really dare try to kidnap a girl who asked whether he's okay after she herself just woke up from an intense nightmare 💀

Bro has the GUTS. THE AUDACITY. To start ranting about the kids he's kidnapping.

This scene is so emotional, and I am so glad Gwen is finally starting to know who Leelathae is. Though I won't lie, I'm a little disappointed that Leland is the one to tell her :/ I was expecting a family moment with Jack and the other pastel kids. But it's all good since she finally gets to know her :D

I would like to apologize in advance. Serpent Leland kinda made me laugh due to his abs lmaooo.

But it's pretty cool how Gwen and Frederick sees Leland as a threat (tho unintentional), though with different perspective. Gwen sees Leland as a big bad wolf while Frederick sees Leland as a serpent.

HECK YEAH!!! You go, Frederick!!! For once, his ability to misunderstand something is actually resulting in something wonderful and amazing!!

Aww the Possum immediately hugging Gwen <3

Oh uh whoops. Can Curtis see through that glasses? Hopefully...

Guys, Leland is throwing tantrum again :/ but i can see how using Laverne as a weapon against him is a really useful tactic. Considering how in the past, he bought Laverne to be a replacement for Jack. So turning Laverne against him probably feels like a 2nd betrayal for him.

OOHH....Aww man. Damn. I can feel that comb hitting Leland's hand and pushing the thorns in. Ouch...

NAHH NOT CELSO!!! My man this is why you don't scream your move when doing stealth move 😔

Did Frederick just do a Judo move.

I looked it up and this move is called shoulder throw or Seoi-nage.

BUT FREDERICK ACTUALLY, SERIOUSLY JUST SHOULDER THROW HIS FATHER, THEN PROCEEDS TO PLANT HIS HEAD ON THE WALL. Those laverne carrying are working. Plot twist he's actually buff lmao.

Ahwguwau Frederick actually learning from moments where he got hurt and being brave tho!! So proud of him <3

I love Aurelia and her comments man XD

Frederick immediately checking up on Gwen and making sure she wasn't hurt. These guys deserve their happy ending Lambcat c'mon :')

AURELIA FINALLY GIVING GWEN THE DIARY!!! PASTEL KIDS CHILDHOOD WJSJIWNSGEKA

But of course! Let's start from the beginning of chapter 166...

Lorena would be so proud if she see how Frederick tied his dad with her vines.

Yeah, Gwen definitely should start on the second page... Just reading the first page by glancing could lead to many misunderstandings.

May I just say, I love how Gwen is being stern(is that the word?) To Aurelia about how she needs to read that book and that she really want to know about her mother. Hah! Again, I love Aurelia's comment (this time about the war literally happening downstairs XD)

IT'S TIME. INTOOOOOO PASTEL KIDS CHILDHOOD WITH LEELATHAEEEE!!

(Cue that batman transition music (i forgot the era))

WUJWJWHWAIB THEY??? ARE ADORABLE!!! Awww Leelathae reading them a story with Jack and Gwen & Jamie's onesie!! Also their plushies!! I'm having cuteness overload....

HAJSYAISYAJ THEY HAVE MATCHING DRESSES!!!!! Maybe Leelathae sew them herself??? SJSJSHJAUS

Oh. Okay. That's not good. I suppose there's a side effect after giving birth to the children? That's...depressing.

But before we go deeper into that, birthday party!!

I must say, I absolutely adore how chaotic Lorena seems to be lmao. Look at her and her little sword XD and Maria looking really elegant. She really does give the eldest sister vibe. Gwen looks so cute with the pigtails! (I forgot the hairstyle name). Jamie with the fruits and Gwen with the fruit and cooking utensils!

Also it seems that the pastel family is having a small party for birthdays instead of big ones like the plaid kingdom. I wonder why they don't invite the plaid family over? Blaine and Lance would be 6 and 5 years old at this time, so they're probably at the academy already. But what about Leland and Isolde?

Man, this family is genuinely so wholesome and that makes me even sadder for what's about to happen. CAUSE DAMN??? Leelathae passing out while holding the cake, and Jack noticing like 😭 AND THEN JACK RUNNING TOWARDS HER LIKE MARIA AND LORENA RUNNING TOWARDS GWEN I'M GOING TO CRY.

R.i.p cake (i had to do it)

Ahh I see. Okay. So the left ventricle (which is a part of the heart) is weakening and it can't strengthen back up? That's what I'm getting, at least. I wasn't aware something like this could happen. I'm just researching, and is Peripartum Cardiomyopathy (PPCM) the correct term for this? I don't know anything about childbirth beyond what I learn in school so... this one's purely based on searching the symptom in google.

Okay, let's see... *puts on glasses and squint my eyes* *clears throat*

Peripartum cardiomyopathy (PPCM) or also known as Postpartum cardiomyopathy is an uncommon form of heart failure that happens toward the end of pregnancy or in the months following delivery, when no other cause of heart failure can be found.

https://www.heart.org/en/health-topics/cardiomyopathy/what-is-cardiomyopathy-in-adults/peripartum-cardiomyopathy-ppcm

(This information is taken from American Heart Association website. I hope that's alright?)

Symptoms of PPCM that we've seen in Leelathae:

- Fatigue

- Shortness of breath

- Chest pain

- Feeling lightheaded or faint

- Dizziness

For now that's the only things I can note. I mean, I'm not even sure if that is what Leelathae is going through. But it seems likely. I don't have anything to add on this matter right now, so what if we go back to the story. Shall we?

"I'm going to perish...from a broken heart"

OHHHHH, OKAY DAMN LEELATHAE. Man... this reminds me of the broken heart syndrome. It's pretty interesting. If I'm not wrong, it's a heart condition that comes from extremely stressful situation or emotions. And it is possible to pass away from it. So yes, you can die from a broken heart.

Oh man this just got depressing real quick... The kids sitting beside Leelathae's bed, the medicines piling up overtime, Leelathe crying and Jack hugging her...

Leelathae :( she just wants to see her kids grow up and her husband man... and yet because a certain jealous man just had to steal a portrait...damn it Leland.

The witch!! It's her!! :0000

That's nice of her to offer to listen to Leelathae's vent :) though she does mistake her for a witch :')

THIS WHOLE TIME. IT'S THE WITCH LMAO. Okay actually being mistaken as a witch has a perk this time!! And does this mean Leelathae can bake??? Like mother like daughter real.

The panel of the witch hugging Leelathae is actually pretty sweet haha. They're besties now X)

I wonder how this spell will work....

That's it for now. 2 episodes in a post! Wooo! I gotta stop procrastinating... this post was so long lmao.

Mono out! (Ngl I'm still in lmao)

#cursed princess club #cpc #mono reviews #yeah that should be the tag for this posts now!!

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foretnoires · 1 year

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ayahina drabble | airplane [TG week: Day 6]

warning: lowercase

note: y/n’s pov - which is boz (boss), english is not my first language, i’m trying my best, enjoy 🤗

p/s: not me finally came up with an idea after @weektg had ended like, days ago 💀 for a person who actually came to new york city and found that the vibes hit different, especially at night, so i think ayahina will be a good choice for this 😝

❝ love comes incidentally. ❞

HONEYMOON IN NEW YORK

08/20xx

dear diary,

1. my husband and i couldn’t sit together on the flight, i was so sad. all because of staying up late last night and the late arrival at the airport this morning, so we couldn't check-in in time. luckily, when i got on the plane, i changed seats with another girl, and i got to sit with my husband!!!

2. i had to admit that the girl was kind and pretty. she had such a cute smile, i asked her name only to find out that her name was hinami fueguchi, going back to new york to continue her studies.

3. after about two hours of flying, i was so bored, the movie i was watching with my husband sucked, but he was still watching it intently, so i decided to sleep, but before i slept, i saw a very romantic scene, just like in a movie! the girl hinami i just met was sleeping with her head on the shoulder of the person next to her. he seemed confused at first, but he probably didn't have the heart to wake her up so he continued to sit like that. oh so romantic.

4. when hinami woke up, she realized what happened and hurriedly apologized to the person next to her. he said it was okay, but he smiled brightly. so i overheard their conversation. i dragged my husband in to listen to it too.

5. the boy next to her was ayato kirishima, also a japanese exchange student. the two of them talked a lot, mainly about their hobbies and studying etc. heh, i could feel love budding. was it because of boz me here to match you two? kkkk.

6. my husband told me i was crazy, i didn’t care. so unromantic of him. i continued to observe the two sitting above. the distance between the two was getting closer and closer. their elbows touched.

7. ayato started showing hinami pictures on his phone. i didn't know which picture they were talking about? family photos? ayato's picture? i was so curious.

8. wow i've never seen a love story as sweet as this. i remember the time when i went through so many ups and downs with my husband to get married. at first, we were like cats and dogs. but these two, just on one flight, already matched well. maybe they should get married tomorrow 😂 ah, ayato told hinami to sleep, and let hinami rest on his shoulder to sleep.

9. i couldn’t sleep because i was afraid of missing 0.1 seconds of this sweet couple. when hinami was sleeping, ayato even covered her with a blanket. haha reminds me of a few times my husband did the same to me. only 1 hour left until the arrival, would the story end well or not?

10. FINALLY THE PLANE LANDED, AYATO AND HINAMI GOT OFF THE PLANE THEN WENT INSIDE THE AIRPORT TOGETHER. THEY EVEN HELD HANDS. my husband and i were like two stalkers who cling to them. the two of them took the bus together. so boz, the matchmaker, finally succeeded! HINAMI FUEGUCHI IS AYATO KIRISHIMA’S.

10(+1). my husband kept saying that i don't care about him at all. it's also because he's not as cute as the other two. well, i'll love him more when we reached our hotel.

#tokyo ghoul #tokyo ghoul re #tokyo ghoul root a #tokyo ghoul au #tokyo ghoul fanfiction #tokyo ghoul headcanon #ayahina #ayato kirishima #hinami fueguchi #tgweek23 #sui ishida

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mickgaydolenz · 1 year

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highlights from mike's commentary on fairy tale:

he claims he always wanted some sort of creative input on the show (spoilers he literally contradicts himself on his commentary for monkees blow their minds and says he never had any desire to have any sort of creative input on the show 💀). he does say gwen was his way of achieving that, and therefore in a way it was the most fun he'd had on the show

and then immediately he says filming the show wasn't that fun and it was rather arduous 💀

mike talks about their filming and musical schedule saying that when filming wrapped they would usually then go and do the music which was the part that most interested him. mike specifically mentions that micky did most of the vocals so he'd come to the studio and mike would also be there putting tracks together or recording stuff

"Mick's around the bend hairdo when he decided he wasn't going to wear the hair net and just go whacked"

and then unprompted he brings up micky's tablecloth poncho 😂 . he is very amused recalling it saying he remembered the poncho but had no idea where micky got it

peter brought this up in earlier commentary, but mike reiterates that during the first season they would have viewing parties where they'd all get together at one of their houses and watch the episodes. that stopped by the second season and in fact mike says there wasn't a lot of comradery by then and they rarely hung out

mike claims their dressing rooms were made for them in the second season (which i believe he is misremembering). he explains they were these small wooden boxes that were super plain. we know from micky's book how mike ended up decorating his, but mike himself confirms he hung christmas lights up etc. he also clarifies what the aluminum wall actually was, and it was fucking cigarette packages 💀. he was taking them from people or fucking dumpster diving for them...... (he says when he stapled them to his wall they looked like flowers)

mike believes the monkees to bob and bert became a monstrous thing that they had to murder which is what head did. mike says that was fine with him

the brown suit he wears at the end of episode interview was originally worn my marlon brando

"peter was just immersed in hippie culture 🙄"

he kept a diary of poetry that was filled with poems about stuff he saw going on around him which was where daily nightly came from

mike spends a lot of time in this episode saying the show was for kids and adults wouldn't like the show and they should even put a warning on the dvds that it was not for adults 💀 (despite laughing himself and enjoying the episode and then later saying maybe it was because it appealed to the inner child that he was enjoying it)

#asia talks monkees commentary #mike nesmith #the monkees

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godsrejectedmartyr · 10 months

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i hate that i can’t relate to friends my age.

they all like to brag about being the average tv teen drama show teenager.

we all have boyfriends but even the way we treat having boyfriends is different. “omg you guys my boy is the hottest most sexiest man in the world 😩””we fucked on the first date 🤭””i’m taking back the kinkiest friend in the group title 😜”

pls stfu 😭 first of all that’s nasty i don’t need to hear what you do with your boyfriend (sex repulsed asexual here 🤮), second of all having sex doesn’t make you cool and you’re actual children for thinking that it does💀 also what’s kinky about having the most vanilla sex in the world 😭 idfk bruh

not just that but the mental health stuff gets to me too and i hate that it does. cuz i don’t wanna be invalidating to their negative experiences, and i also don’t wanna make it a competition on who has it the hardest. but they think they’re so cool and quirky when they have a bad mental health moment and impulsively chop off their hair or dye it or something. meanwhile i’ll be going through episodes of literal psychosis for days on end and on occasions even weeks, oding, cutting inches, and no one will know.

and it’s not just that kind of stuff but sometimes they’ll also talk about other things they do, like signing up their band to perform at these events, or going out with friends and doing drugs or going to school events with their dates and what not. i don’t find this particularly annoying but i feel disconnected cuz i feel like i have no life or any involvement with the world around me. not to mention i feel like i’m being rushed into adulthood and never really having the chance to be a teenager due to being literally cripplingly suicidal all throughout my highschool career.

maybe i only feel this kind of resentment out of jealousy. just they just get to act like normal teenagers i guess. and not just that but they’re always so open about the things they talk about, so much so that i know they’d shit their pants if they really knew me.

i feel like no one irl knows me. my boyfriend is the one irl who knows me most, and even then there’s things i keep from him.

i like the friends my age, they’re funny and they’re good people, but i’m not like them. i know i could change that if i really wanted it instead of just brood in jealousy while locking myself away in my room while i starve myself, but adult responsibilities will start to hit me in just a few months. i won’t even have turned 18 when my teen years will be seemingly over.

i know life’s hard for everyone, i don’t know why i always think i have it worse or why i alway get upset when my friends talk about the outings they have or the shit they do. not to mention, how am i to know that they’re really telling the full story? as far as they know i probably have the easiest life known to man being the happiest person there is. i should know i’m not the only one who hides things.

i hate for people to know the things i do or have gone through because it makes me feel pathetic. not to mention i don’t like the attention, and telling people about all my business feels like i’m trying to get people to feel bad for me or like i’m bragging about having a hard life that in reality probably isn’t that hard. i’m just a cry baby little bitch to likes to make things harder for themselves for no reason. but even after all of that i sometimes wish for certain people to realize and find out how fucked up i am. even more fucked up than i let on in my diary blog. cuz sometimes the things i think, do, and want are truly disgusting. i wouldn’t even feel comfortable posting about it all on here.

my account is supposed to make me anonymous. but am i really anonymous when the name “godsrejectedmartyr” now has a personality attached?

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jlonejacketwthe30out · 10 months

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continuing HAND & EYE - Oswin Tickler talk, notes and the formative assessment / reading circles (it was so over...)

why is posting like this genuinely making me tired i'll finish this today damn💀

later in the project, we had a visit from the artist Oswin Tickler where he shared his own experiences with making zines and publications. he processes with his 2020 lockdown pieces was super interesting and experimental - i want to implement this into my own work somehow... maybe make some stencils. another time though.

the discussion around his work and creative process was really interesting to me! i took an interest in how Tickler experimented with typography in his works... very kewl👍🏾- i also looked at small magazine publications and leaflets for award shows he had made!

after this talk - all students present were ask form groups of 5 - 7 for a silent reading session!!! this was the first and formative assessment to sort of gauge where everyone was at the time and share opinions on others work. the activity itself was to read/look and everyone's rough zines and engage in a group discussion afterwards, giving some well needed feedback!

my group (öz, kate, sina, olivia, julia and erm ME❗) did this and we all had very nice and helpful discussions, or as helpful as discussions COULD be for me, since i barely had anything to show 🤣🤣 it was so over oh my god.

above, is what i had to show for myself at this stage in the project... not ideal! at all!! just like the project before this one, the overlap in work meant i was behind again.

though i do think it was clear that my narrative was going to centre around trains. i wanted to build up on ideas that were present in my visual diary (as well as not stress about my story at the point where i should have settled on one by now lol)

of course, i really couldn't make the most of this activity because i had so little to go off, but the spoken feedback/speculation i was given was very helpful in me continuing to develop the ideas i did not have at this point, but that i did get later in the day... to be continued lmao !!

#ual #lcc #zines #poor time management

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thevampirearchive · 2 years

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Commentary on Interview With The Vampire - Episode 5 (Spoilers)

Right of bad I am Screaming, sucking on blood while Daniel reads out loud, all that’s missing is Lestat to clap. Cuz what’s going on 😭

I’m obsessed!, she’s like a little serial killer. Did she keep trophies too or just the list? Cuz girl…. I bet she was tryna see sum 💀

Please not come and fight him… I mean yeah idk what y’all expected.

‘Look in the mirror’ damn Rashid, you bold, I like it.

Lmao Honey and pinapple? Like the girlies on Twitter? Good for him. It’s giving pussy tight pussy clean Pussy fresh🙏🏾

Bahahahahaha Rashid really said ‘you ain’t ever getting a nibble bitch” as he should. Daniel stay curious.

It’s giving slave auction on crack. Why are daniels taught so… wilding. Lmao he’s SO curious… same.

Hunger strike? She’s lestat’s spawn babes, shes probably out here eating everybody.

LMAO not the pigeons in her room! Someone pls stop this man before the rats start taking over now that their largest predators being used like this! This is harassment Louis you need to control yourself!

Imagine you haven’t been eaten for days and your dad suggests Ice cubes and one Barrie. Do you even love her Lou?😭 But one meal a night when her dad is not looking? That sounds like starvation too Uncle Les..

Lmao not the lid getting ripped off I- 💀 he didn’t have to literally tear her Princess coffin in two, now how will she sleep? Lift it each time? Sigh

Pls Louis listen to this man cuz yalls little girl is a vampire vampire, she probably on a corner gettibg her 3rd body in. As she should.

I’d actually thought Louis would be the diary reader type BUT, he has access to her thoughts so maybe it’s not as juicy. this feels slightly out of character for Lestat(he is mad so .. makes sense)

LMAOOOOO let us ignore the fact that this man is even reading a single sentence from a book that hasn’t been read outloud to him first, THE WAY I SCREAMED! IM LITERALLY YELLING! LESTAT LOOKS MORTIFIED! He thought he was bold and shit, now he looks like he’s gonna be sick.

No but seriously, will she forever be a virgin? Note to self: make sure to suggest having sex or at least NOT HAVING YOUR HYMEN BROKE CUZ WTF. Cuz that would be very upsetting to live with.

Ah there it is, Louis invading her privacy 🫶🏾 As I knew he would. Go on King, worry 🫡

‘I couldn’t hear you over the tugboat’ CLAUDIA PLEASE LMAOOOO SHES A VAMPIRE! ISNT HER HEARING SUPER?! Why does she play this much!

Lmaooo I cannot take her seriously she’s so adorable, too adorable to be a killer 😭 but here she is, killing.

I shouldn’t be laughing but did he have to lay in her coffin like that? They couldn’t hve him dramatically turn around in a chair?😭

Nobody’s up awake and concern besides you Louis, Lestat knew she was fed good, speak for yourself lil Pigeon muncher (derogatory)

Y’all worried about an incinerator, I’m worried about the investigation her lil spree will evoke. A WHOLE FAMILY AND CREW? Baby that’s too many people in one spot! Gotta make it look random! (I say as if she isn’t going thru major trauma and this is her way of coping… and she’s hungry…)

“I did, inked with ungreatfulness-‘ I AM SCREAMING! LESTAT PLS 💀

Imagine your dad and his lover, your uncle, going thru your intimate thoughts (idk why she’s keeping a record, but I guess that’s them human instincts) and now you’ve gotta hear their thoughts about it? I’d start fist fighting ngl. Cuz what?! Y’all heard about MY HYMEN?, Nah, I’m jumping out the window there’s no way.

LMAOOOOO she’s so fucking smug I love it,

Now Lestat take your hands off my niece before we start beefing Fr. I don’t like this one bit, even tho I did say she needs be tussled with (by someone her size hello? An age mate…)

Not her looking to Louis, sweetie you have a better chance asking GOD 💀 Louis seems to have gotten into a state of ‘watch and speak loudly, but not loud enough’ imma need you to put your foot in it, before this man puts weight on our girls neck >:/

I’m kinda mad he didn’t say sum frfr. like I thought you were the ‘better’ of the two, I guess y’all evil twins now (good.. but how this benefit her?)

I was ready to holler as she packed a scarf with things and bound it onto a stick💀 but no, we’re just telling our dads we hate them — she’s the original Angsty teen! Good on her.

Snapped the whole mirror, I felt that. Mariah could never.

The looks Lestat is giving to Louis 💀 he’s mad mad and he needs you to fix it or he will and y’all won’t like it if he attempts. I might but let’s see.

Not the bodies upon bodies— my god.

Again, when did they teach Lestat to read! He reads the paper??

56?! CLAUDIA BE FUCKING FR! Nobody’s that fucking hungry! Maybe she was tryna experimenter. FIFTY SIX? I need to sit down.

Not only has she taken the lives of 56 ppl, she’s taking bodie parts. This wouldn’t have happened if she had a black mother, I am so fucking serious. Where are her parents? Y’all thought she was just sat in her room writing and being angry? Be FUCKING FR? No parental overview or nun and now their shocked?.. Cuz what is going on in her little mind? She’s lucky I love her or I’d be throwing up screaming crying yelling. 56?! I mean she’ll have to kill more if she stays alive but damn ..

Is she tryna play a frankinstain? Who needs ONE boob? Exactly take the set at least 😭

I love when he freezes time :)

Not this man smelling up lestats expensive perfumes >:( who let this OP in?

Claudia did; ofc, why she laughing in the back pls someone 😭 she’s giving youngest sibling vibe, only child, my parents hate eachother so I get away with everything every, living her best/worst life

SO SHES DRUNK? 😭 WAIT? 💀

Thé deputy sees a drunk child and this a whole grown woman 😭 she’s like what? 19? 20 by now ? Still who gave her liquor? Baby is swaying

Louis not the shrug! Commit to it damn it! Why can’t he lie? You’ve been (and still is) a closeted gay man, PUT YOUR BACK INTO IT!

Not the tit in her draw… under one item of clothing. How many years have passed and they’ve taught her nothing?😭 I just know her room stank!

CLAUDIA! NoT A WHOLE CORPSE! YOUNG LADY WHAT IN THE NIGHTMARE HELL IS THIS !

Not the shushing of the dying man I- 🧍🏾‍♀️

She’s cleaver tho, but only when she wants to be.

Not the guy falling i- this episode is taking a toll on my body I need to pause and breath

Not them threatening to call CPS😭 and Louis was about to get him back but now he’s being reminded of how much they sentences the queers 💀 imagine? 5 years just cuz you gay? 🧍🏾‍♀️ And I bet that’s the minimum. Yeah let’s just smile and wave.

“You wanted her you fix her” okay firstly, can these two maybe not fight infront her like this? Clearly she’s going thru the worst of worst emotions to be hiding whole bodies in her room. At least she’s too busy being drunk. It’s not even her fault, she’s intoxicated byproxy and nobody thought to offer therapy. Like damn.

“We doing this together” at no point was this a joint venture babes idk who you tryna lie to! Why does Louis still thinks this is the result of a join decision?! Yeah he didn’t have a gun to Lestats head when he turned her but if he leaves Lestat would be destroyed (which is really on him, should have told your man’s no and dealt with it then. Now this toddler body grown woman giving your bone shaking headaches everyday of your waking existence) 😭

“Which one of y’all is gonna fuck me”

I’ve not gasped and fallen this silent since they took Carlisle’s head. I really felt like I was in that room listening to her very short list of appropriate not so appropriate sexual partners and never once did I think her GUARDIANS were in the roaster…

LESTAT WHY R YOU ANSWERING HER I AM GONNA LOOSE IT! I’m glad he set it streight tho, thanks but no thanks 💀

Thé second she said ‘why can’t I make one’ I just knew Lestat I started having war flashbacks… this why you share so your family don’t become like every aspect of your very sick and very traumatizing past 😭 no cuz imagine finding out your spawn has been doing what your maker was doing before finding you? I’d pass out and stay down. WHAT?

No let me not blame him, cuz he tried to warn yallz and look, she’s attempted so much, she’s lost it. Either y’all move somewhere secluded b get a handle on it or one of y’all need to die (I’m starting to see why Ann did what she did)

This is actually so upsetting, cuz 1. This isn’t how this shit work, you don’t just turn randoms but clearly she’s in a dark desperate place where she thinks she’ll be alone forever. Lestat turne louis with purpuse and clearly cuz he knows being turned when y’a don’t want or understand it is traumatizing, yOUR HERE CUZ LOUIS WAS GOING STURR CRAZY! Can we just go back to episode 3/4 and have Claudia be brough to the hospital, a few drops to save her life and the Louis can obsess over her till she dies a natural death? Like a normal vampire? Cuz this is doing a lot (hey at least it’s better then the books, no weird shit)

Idk I’m a little insulted ngl, but why are they shocked? Ofc she tried to make someone! Look at her! 😭she’s in the trenches!

Not him holding her whole chin and calling her a mistake, baby girl pls start SWINING, at this point there’s nothing to loose cuz Louis ain’t doing nothing but standing and yelling. can he do smt? Man’s last meal was probably a mosquito, 😭 there’s no hope!

No actually I’m so pissed! Why does he keep putting his hands on her like this :( who’s making these decisions?!

“To refuse me one love when you got two” 😞 right in my chest yall

Not her calling Louis a housewife I- let me not laugh cuz this a serious scene. Girl come on now let’s calm down it wasn’t even that FUCKIBG funny

But no… so Lestat is seeing someone…. MISS A… okay…. This is why he didn’t notice? Or why he ain’t say sum?

“I’ll kill her soon” thanks ? I guess 💀 and I know he meant well with that, but babes, look at where we are, the tension has tension 😭 why was that all he said? 💀

Is she really gonna try and find other vampires cuz last I recalled thé onces Lestat has run into we’re absolutely vile and unhinge demonic + his mom, so I don’t think the odds are with 😭 like how bad you gotta be for Lestat to call you vile? BAD!

Damn speak on it — see and this is why we don’t turn everybody! cuz not everybody is meant for this life. And this is especially why we don’t pick those who’ve yet to live a life, cuz regret will occure *stares at Bella swan* anyways, Lestat warned him and here we are, the pressure is getting worser.

“we” WHO IS WE? WE YOUR PEOPLE? WE THE PEOPLE OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA? OUI OUI FRENCH WE? Who is WE? —

Let me stop yelling cuz this is sad and all I have is anger,I fear

Lmaoooo not Daniels respond, I am so mad that was me (well not fully)

He thinks there’s a context where this will make it better? Louis blink twice! She took someone’s boob, ONE, the streets are gonna chew her up if they think this is remotely real💀

They about to make Lolita vampire gothic murder documentary, the serial killerstans x pedo’s will have a field day!!! PLS

I love how this is them now (no I don’t, this makes me very upset) I cannot believe he said Paris… he’s proud but in a fake ‘my country is better then the others’ way, ew never actually go back or he’d have panic attacks IN THE CARGO! WE DONT TALK ABOUT PARIS! NOT LIKE THAT!

And now they sleeping angry as they always do, sigh. Even tho some allegedly hated it.

LESTAT MISSED THE ROARING 20’s? Fake news. There’s no fucking way he missed it, sTOP LYING

I understand him but I also need him to learn and evolve. This is so… sad..

CLAUDIA! Idk who that man is (I will-still guess) but I need her to know better then to just share a meal with a strange vampire! You don’t know his moral baseline! Yes he helpe you but CAUSE HE FELT YOU!

Pls their house is a mess, Lestat must have really given up. He gives maximalism purposeful, this looks tragic… Hoarder ‘our daughter left us n now we have nothing’ energy.

Hey at least there’s no murder charges…

Louis leave your man alone, y’all have suffered enough — so much so everybody and they mama know y’all miserable in there

Copenhagen, aye love a shoutout! 😌

‘Naw’ why does she talk like that💀 how much time has passed? Where ARE WE? I’m getting irritated

“Strange, European” aren’t they all 😭

“You kill like a killer-“ what does this mean? You want him to change his name from Bruce to killer ? Be for real please. No but Fr she sees n sense that n you still here? Baby I don’t trust this one pls let’s go

Did he just give her a …. *stares at camera* … and I’m assuming he found her all cuz what, Louis be screaming her name everybody hears, I’d be AGGY!

See how everywhere she go, everybody got sum to say about how she’s a vampire ? Exactly girl come on now LEARN! Do better 😭

Oky let me stfu and defend my niece instead of this hostility, SOMEONE GET THIS MAN AWAY FROM HER!

*insert profanities and muttered screams*

Had to pause and just breath…man’s even broke her fucking legs so she— let’s take some more breaths.

No cuz be Fr, this was added why, no TW nothing just …. No cuz what the fuck is going on. Idk what’s worst, this insertion or that they didn’t think the heavy emotional shit wasn’t enough! THIS ISNT HOW THIS IS SUPPOSE TO HO!

Daniel…. Compose yourself.

And now I’m gasping again cuz Daniel bitch slapped Louis.. y’all need to give me a second so I can think 🧍🏾‍♀️ Too much is happening..

Okay continue i guess ;I say as if I’m not the one pressing play.

Aww Lestat :/

Why is she shocked ? Babes, YOU KNEW HE WAS DIFF WHEN UR MOM FLIPPED! You saw him break the door down? Never age! Never out WHNE the sun was out? I’d be shocked too just cuz it’s one thing to see it over and over on some rare occasions shit.

See, now I’m yelling. “Whomever you are” sigh, anyways chile, y’all got me heated and now I’m sat thru this, — can’t even be too mad cuz this is exactly what we knew would happen and Louis still ain’t get it does he ? This wAs never going to work…

His own grave… at least she invited him, but that’s the cut off? Damn. Not even a ‘we’re done’, but a ‘you’re dead to me’.

I love the idea of vampires staying in contact with their family line till it does out or smt but that won’t be the case here I see. Lestat was right, once again.

Is that miss ClaudiiiiiaAa :) hi baby, what r u doing here :) come back :/ pls 🥺

Okay now im like ehhh. Cuz 1. Lestat seems like the ‘throw yourself at his feet and beg for forgiveness tell him he was right and you’ll never defy you’ cuz clearly he has a deep need to protect and safe, cuz that be him, but also doenst understand that these people aren’t him and he’s in a loose loose situation. Like I truly feel that if he’d supported Louis (even tho he tried and still tries) they’d still have been here and gotten Claudia, but he should have refused to turn her, but again, anything for Louis — even if it means loosing his sanity, popping a forhead vain every 2-3 business days and being DISREPECTed/disobeyed. I’m just glad he’s used to chaos so this isn’t too far out of his baseline (it’s sad but yeah ;/)

And there it is … the first. Okay let’s get it all out y’all, everybody just go awf! Speak yalls peace! See she ain’t meant shit lmao she’s here to get her dad and GO!

😀 WAIT! … 😳

NO! Don’t tell him to read her mind! Argh! He knows cuz that was him, he KNOWS! CUZ THAT WAS HIM! ENOUGH! Argh! No no no no no STOP BEING CRUIL! WHO EVEN IS RHIS? WHAT IS THIS BEHAVIOR?! LESTAT WOULD NEVER !

Had to stop, I feel sick ngl.

That doenst feel like smt he’d do… throw it in her face? And Claudia is tryna expose him to Louis as if Louis not just standing there, knowing, he knows how Lestat is and he always excused it — even the bad and the worst, but I fear he’ll do nothing! PLS DO SOMETHING! Istg this man feels defeated like Louis PLS!

I’m back and should have stayed my ass curious.

Now this a throw down but my god… is Lestat that much stronger or is Louis just not throwing these punches hard enough? Okay jokes aside, this is not giving lestat’s he’s not a ‘fight me’ and actually fights type of bitch, he’s a ‘yells in your face 2 coffins part, gets in your face twice till you hit him where it hurts and he falls to the ground like a rag doll forced into a trance of femme icing and remembering how far he’s come, not realizing you’ve left him with all his unresolved trauma’ type. ACTUALLY THROWING DOWN? He did that what, ONCE? But— yeah let me continue I guess

Bless Louis for trying to keep her out of this, he shouldn’t have to… no cuz wasn’t i yelling for him to do something? And now he’s getting his ass beaten? I should have stfu cuz I don’t want THAT to happen. :(

Okay. We’re dragging our man’s by the jaw… this could have been an iconic shot if it wasn't Lou … like it looks so… vicious. :/

Not the flying :/ we’re going backwards damn it (I say as if there’s any going back from that)

Whomever wrote this episode wanted PROBLEMS my god. WHAT AM I WATCHING

And he said it, let go, and he did, let go. But let me guess, Lestat gonna be back on some forgive me. Sigh, I thought they read the books wtf is this (that speech was good tho, just hate it was held this way… like this? While he’s so…. Literally hanging on by a thread. cuz phew.)

There’s literally no coming back, so is Lestat dying in the next Ep? cuz if they’re tryna wrap up and rush us then, congratulations, I’’m rushed thru. Feel like I was just forcefully thrusted into something.

And this was what? Claudia’s POV? With Louis’ inputs? When will Lestat speak? No cuz wtf is happening for us to get from A to Z? Even if Lestat speaks I don’t trust anybody! I need the neighbors pov. I wanna see all angles cuz clearly someoens lying and idc what anybody says if that’s what Claudia saw, that’s what she saw..

Last note, if this had been true to the rest of the plot/script so far, I feel like Louis and Claudia would have simply left and Lestat would have let them (been angry bitter and hated it) cuz the whole point of much of former episodes showed us that Lestat quote literally was never gonna hurt Louis intentionally. He gave him FREEDOME and if Louis wanted to leave and that’s as what he wanted, Lestat would have let him go. Not drop from the sky after beating the dog shit out of him. Who was that? Whomever is behind this episode, wtf is your damage bro?

Am I a Lestat apologist still? Yes, idk this Lestat right here, but the one I defend and apologize for ? Always, the girlies that get it, get it.

#i def don’t think I’m as heated and messed up by it as many of y’all which and me sad it hit some deep — hope y’all okay #sigh sigh trauma horror is never a good time #I’m just glad they weren’t graphic about the assult or I would have lost it Fr #their fight was also pretty hidden away which thank fuck but gosh watching Lestat just be so distant and angry?#idk … I don’t see how there’s a coming back #unelss they plot to idk kill him? 😭#IWTV #commentary #Lestat #Louis #Claudia #thoughts #IWTV thoughts #IWTV ep5 #vc

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ladylethal · 29 days

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Dear diary,

Lol.

Maybe it’s constructive to keep journaling. I still feel out of control.

I can’t believe i passed the semester.

I’m probably so desperately embarrassing when it comes to the opposite sex. LMAO.

I should stop with my facial expressions.

I just always look enamoured with everyone.

Always spacing out.

Lol.

Fuck.

I should just act cool 😂

The dispensary guy probably knows I like him lmao I can’t go back there ever again.

💀

D guaranteed knows I’m obsessed

BUTTTTTTTT honestly

At least I don’t obsessively like his social media posts. Hahahahaha idk and I never message him really

I thought the best way to move on was removing him as a friend on fb lol and then i kinda felt bad?

Bc it’s been 7 years , am i trying to assign meaning to something that doesn’t really exist 🤣

I just more than anything wanted him to know we were cool

You know?

Like also considering the age difference, didn’t want him to get the wrong idea.

Cause everything was consensual and obviously i’m 32 yrs old???? Hahahaha. Idk. He gets all weird sometimes and wont choke me rly hard and asks if he can cum in me lol such a gentleman jk. Clearly someone had a talk or he educated himself on this topic but truly i don’t care either way.

Plus we had hungout since i deleted him so obviously it made sense to re-add

If he hadn’t reached out then i definitely wouldnt have either lol

I also apologized

It’s kind of embarrassing tbh like that younger girl oggling an older dude

Kinda unflattering for him maybe

Either way. I have nothing else going on romantically or what have you.

So i must exhaust this topic

Every fucking time i write that i “probably wont hear from him again “ and then i do like WHO CARES BRO

Clearly i cant flirt otherwise but also im super shy

Goddamn tho

Hahaahahh

I LOVE HIM HOW POINTLESS

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annbourbon · 4 months

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January.

Summary:

I decided to give this a try because I love writing on my diary (I stopped a while ago but maybe I'll start again, tho I'm not going to post it here ofc.) but... I definitely feel too exposed by doing this so it's not going to happen again. I have no filter.

These weeks have been hectic to put it kindly lol

I've been sick. I made a quick recovery. Went to the hospital like, three times. Will be back to the hospital tomorrow. Another check up and study. I'm so glad it's free because otherwise idk how I would be paying for all those things.

Last week - From January 7th to January 14th

I'm so angry... and embarrassed too because I actually bought a $5 bucks green tea but it tasted like cheap boiled water or smth 😭😂

Most expensive crap ever bought. Emphasis on crap. Yeah that's the most relevant thing 🤣 ahh and...

I'm writing.

Highlights: I'm now on Ko-fi! >< so excited!! Plus, I started selling soaps and I'm definitely starting strong this year.

This week - From January 15th to 21

I'm back to my ballet classes though, and I lost some weight~ *happy dance* and I'm selling my soaps ✨😌✨ I feel like I'm achieving some kind of superpower. I'm definitely becoming the person I want to be.

... ..........

Uh... almost lol

I'm reading the Bible. I swore to never touch that book again once I went out of school (went to catholic schools during a long time) but I'm back and I'm reading it. Literature skills and all that. I was advised several times that I should read it. So I'm back to it. My parents though... 💀 they're looking at me like I grew out two heads or smth... which is funny AF. Understandable though, considering how much I'm against it.

Genesis it's kind of heavy. I have had to put it down several times to not get bored and sleep on it. Probably for the best because I would end up drooling and the Bible is too pretty for that....

I'm not used to take that long reading a book. I went through the Catholic version first because it's the one I have at my disposal but downloaded a couple of apps. One NIV skipped several things through the Genesis. So many things it pissed me off because I thought Genesis was all about people being born and living way too long like if they were vampires or something. Turns out it's because of the version I'm reading. I tried the CBS but it was insufferable. I'm sorry. Finally I went through the KJV and found myself enjoying it so much I could spend the whole day reading it.

That's when I realize I need a physical copy of it. So I'm buying one. Went through Amazon and found a pinkish Bible. I can't wait to receive it and fill it with my studies~ meanwhile I find myself... bewildered because I'm actually enjoying something I thought I would never (?) Watching it as mythological stuff is different. Even my notes are really random and funny. But I don't want to offend anyone beliefs here so I won't be posting them. I am a firm believer in the good messages that the Bible has, just not, into it as religion.

Anyways~ one of my doctors is such a hottie... I feel like I'm in middle of a KDrama around him... even my mom likes him and calls him "handsome" lol

And there's a good reason for that... he's such a sweetheart around me. 🥺 I know he's only doing his job but I can't stop liking him. He's so touchy it makes me nervous but not in a bad way... it's just new... hope he never reads this lol

Highlights: The yellow dress I asked for has arrived. Finally.

Week from 22 to 28

I'm skipping ballet classes this entire week 😭🥺 I'm back with hospital appointments. I probably won't be here long enough and won't have enough energy to write. These appointments make sure my energy is drained. Like, completely.

I'm also on a sprint to create as much soaps as possible 😉 Valentine Day here we go!!!

Highlights: The transporter for my cats has arrived!

/^♡^/ I have spent all week training them to go on walks together. Soon I'm updating with pictures ^^

Week from 29 to 4th February

I was going to take bus routes... part of me refuses to feel like it's a downgrade. I'm feeling like taking buses will enhance the feeling of an MC on a kdrama or a Ghibli character (depending on how I'm dressing up) but instead I downloaded Uber lol because I'm spoiled and I would say lazy but nope! I have time to read or study while I'm in the car. That's why I haven't learned how to ride yet.

I finished with the soaps and I'm selling them at my school. I'm already making some money with this but expecting to make some money with my stories too. Which is why I've been working so hard on this. To go back to write again while the soaps are selling themselves. And before you ever think about me making a promo on my stories, mmmm yeah i'm not sure because I'm too busy. But maaaybe?

Anyways one of my teachers stand me up this week without notice. I got really pissed because I lost money and time because of that. I never felt so bothered by something like that but now I understand what my nom was talking about being punctual and responsible. Guess I'm an adult now since I'm the one paying for the uber *sighs* my mom also got stand up by one of my classmates. And it was raining. A lot. I don't hate rain. It made me feel nostalgic, but my annoyance was huge so I didn't get to enjoy.

Highlights: Nothing really. Ohh~ we're finally buying a treadmill.

#annabourbon #danteann #diary #anna diary

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priscila-runs · 9 months

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Week 5 of 20 complete! Here’s my diary of what I tracked, thought, and learned during my fifth week of training:

Did the math last week on food and realized that I must fuel more 🍕! If, per my various online sources, a runner should eat 20-24 calories per pound of body weight for every 1-2 hours of training, then I need to be eating around 2200-2500 calories a day. Since I’m eating about 1200 a day right now, my belly will be glad to know lots more company will be joining her in the coming months. Pasta, black beans, brown rice, sweet potatoes, lentils, bananas and yogurt are currently on the VIP list. Dreading the poop schedule adjustments but let’s cross that bridge when we get there, shall we? Daily log:

Monday: took the day off per my new schedule. Been reading Freud lately which gives me lots to think about while running. What a fascinating and (perhaps unfairly) misunderstood guy. Salmon, asparagus, brown rice for dinner!

Tuesday: FIRED UP. Banana beforehand. Five miles to start off the week. Yogurt after a solid 8:20s pace.

Wednesday: Felt a little more tired and groggy in the morning but managed four miles at 8:teens pace. I’m snacking a lot since it’s an easy and quick way to fill the fuel tank or whatever. Dinner was lots of pasta, broccoli, bell peppers, chicken. Yogurt and granola for dessert.

Thursday: Exhausted and woke up late (5:25AM) and antagonistic so I’ll apologize later, feeling bad about it now. Anyway, doing my hair takes a while and this morning it led to me getting caught up in conversation. My boyfriend told me that Freud says women are culturally stunted. I find that very interesting and even intuitive so I don’t disagree, but is it possible that men are stunted in culture, caught up in it and its materiality and that while women are dialectically attached to society, women experience and therefore feel beyond culture? Idk. I wrote about the conservative nature of women in domestic roles and the relationship of this dynamic to Texas society. Maybe Freud and I could have written something together in another life. Anyway, these conversations w/bae in the morning completely make my day 🥰 Went out the door by 6:30AM and came back by 7:30AM. It was a 2x2 mile tempo 🥵

Friday: Lunchtime run of three miles at 8:20 pace. It was a good run and I was able to sustain pace! Tonight my friend Sarah and I are going out to dinner and then a DJ dance party afterwards.

Saturday: wow came home at 2AM after one cocktail, three Modelos, and lots of dancing. I paid for it today with a three miles at ten minute pace 💀💀💀 but I had a complete blast last night so it was worth it 🪩 Did ten minutes of HIT and added stability stretches to do at the end of every run, but first I’m going to pilot them tonight before bed. Long run tomorrow. For the rest of today I’m going to hydrate constantly, eat a lot (healthy), and then to head to bed very early tonight. I know these efforts today will pay off tomorrow.

Sunday: 13 miles today! It felt fantastic. Woke up around 6AM and had a bagel w peanut butter and drank a glass of water and coffee. By 8AM I headed out with sunscreen lathered and my UCan gels strapped. At mile 7 I had to stop by a convenience store for a water bottle—investing in something collapsible will be crucial otherwise I’ll be lugging around a weight once I’m done hydrating. Next time I’ll take my gel at 40-45min instead of 1hour. By some accounts it’s important to gel before actually needing it. I’m out of packets so I’m debating trying a new kind or going with the same brand as they seem to be working fine. Form and cadence are essential!!!!! Improving these and also focusing on them during my runs has made the most difference for my speed and endurance. Since I need strong abs, arms, and legs for good form and cadence, strength training will be a big priority for me entering week 6.

Practicing mindfulness.

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baekhvuns · 1 year

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I'm literally leaving Feb 1st and coming back mid-March 🤡 I hate that someone I know will see them on Valentine's Day, even though idc for that holiday, she's gonna brag about it 🔫 maybe I'll catch a sight of them in the summer, but knowing my luck lmao. Also I need to save a lot of money for Korea, I'll earn some, but travelling isn't cheap, so yeah can't really get distracted with other shit. But I think I'm gonna see CIX in January then, their tickets aren't extremely expensive

Noooooo why would they give people more sex ideas 😭 do you even know why is the avocado there? I don't think Canada is particularly known for 🥑

I know GOMs don't do it for charity, but if your main priority is to win as many fan signs as you can, something is not right

The guy in My Little Monster was a yandere, so possessive and sometimes abusive? The girl was strange too, they're really mismatched, and he needed psychological help for sure. The story wanted to tackle serious problems, but ofc minimised them so 💀 I think the only good recent romance anime are Horimiya and Kaguya Sama, but yeah I need the isekai rom-coms back <3

Okay, but I'll forever be team Tasir, I'm sorry but he's smart, funny, entertaining, dumb and slutty, with good fashion sense and I think him and Latil fit together 😭 if he turns out bad I'm gonna kms. But the soft dick story??? The Great Sage curing it, what's going oooooon.

I wanted Neymar to cry, not score. Fuck poor SK IT WAS CARNAGE. I don't really watch a lot of matches, at least not actively, but I hope an underdog wins lol, it would be funny. Lmao so true Sorry, but Key is G.O.A.T get with the times. Also what a dumb banner anyway?

Yes a week-long wedding. The theme hmmm, is vampire too obvious?

If you knew how Alaric's story has ended too, nasty nasty man on and off screen

You're right, I can't stand not being able to see blonde Hwa, so no one should. Bald it is!

I don't remember all the SuperM songs that well, tbh and I don't trust SM now except for solo work and Shinee, because everything else is so mid or bad 💀

Bestie I don't even have legit winter boots ahdyasghzhsjssbgsgs but the snow is gone at least for now. It should be law to cancel everything once snow falls, life is over

I know Hyuna and Dawn were THE kpop couple and relationship goals etc, but people need to sit the fuck down and let them be. Yeah they were public, but it doesn't mean we need to psychoanalyse them

I know my tutor isn't very good at maths, but at least he's good looking <3. Yunjin is so cool, and actually you might be onto something with the Krystal comparison? Knock Down is so so good, I also recommend Pirates by them if you don't know it already, the song makes me a lil crazy and stupid

Hmmm. I prefer the beach, I clearly sucked at certain subjects, FUCK JACOB TEAM VAMPIRES who cares about some wolf men, family... no comment 🤐 but forest green is pretty nice

I wanted to say Seonghwa adopted Soul, but maybe it's the other way round. 🥰

Bestie have you seen Disenchanted... what a garbage, if they do the same to Princess Diaries 🔪

Naomi legit looked at him lmao, also Lewis Hamilton, Rob... fashion shows always bring so many unlikely matches together. I saw Eunwoo chatting with Robert though

Really trying to make me give model Hwa a second chance, huh?

I got two versions of the album, the Hwa one and one full black(?) idek I just wanna kiss vampire Seonghwa

This is appalling.... how, why, I'm not the best cook, but this???

My vampire instincts are kicking in... - DV 💖

hello!!

NAURRRRR STOP IT GET OUT 😭😭😭 stop bc block her rn idc idc u gotta CHOOSE YOU DBWMFBS,, maybe in summer tho! cb season and them tours again!!! earning big girl money! OOOOOO CIX???? PICTURES VIDEOS EVERYTHING WE NEED EVERYTHING !!!!!

Noooooo why would they give people more sex ideas 😭 do you even know why is the avocado there? I don't think Canada is particularly known for 🥑

😭😭😭 LMFAOOOO RIGHT ITS THE WAY PPL FOLLOW THEM FBWKD i have absolutely no idea but apparently an artist had made it so u can sit in it and reflect on ur uni experience and it has a shiny side so it reflects ??? a $20k statue just for hookups 🥰

I know GOMs don't do it for charity, but if your main priority is to win as many fan signs as you can, something is not right

yeah! like in the end of the day, most just do it out of the good, so the shipping is cheaper and ppl can get their wanted pc’s but this 😭😭😭 it’s too far 😭😭

IM SORRY???? but ur right, we need a comeback of those animes we are deprived of romance

LOOK IF SONNAUGHT DIDNT EXIST TASIR WOULD BE MY MAIN CHOICE, he’s so witty and dumb and a SLUT with a tiny waist, I SHIP THEM !!!! but sonnaught 😩😩 DBWKDHWK THE GREAT SAGE IS SO FUNNY HE GIVES KLEIN A RUN FOR HIS MONEY 😭😭😭 im very team sonnaught bc they give me the duke and the general vibes but reversed

LMFAOOOO HE WAS DANCING FAR FROM CRYING

ITS SO FUNNY FHWJDHQK 😭😭😭😭 IT TRULY WAS BUT THEY HAD A GOOD RUN! richarlison came at it again! japan could’ve been the new underdog if not for the missed penalties now its just all super predictable 😭😭 morocco tho! can be considered a underdog, their defense was SCARY,,, BDMWBDAKBDKW RONALDO COULD NEVER !!!!! no bc the banner thing is so funny, why r u comparing kpop to football 😭😭 in the end of the day who won that match anyways 😭🤚🏼 also 😭😭

Yes a week-long wedding. The theme hmmm, is vampire too obvious? /// If you knew how Alaric's story has ended too, nasty nasty man on and off screen

week long wedding AND A VAMPIRE CONCEPT??? BESTIE THE DRESS BETTER BE SOME FLOWY VAMPRESS ART !!!! …i just looked up what he did,, what the fuck???

You're right, I can't stand not being able to see blonde Hwa, so no one should. Bald it is! //// I don't remember all the SuperM songs that well, tbh and I don't trust SM now except for solo work and Shinee, because everything else is so mid or bad 💀

EXACTLY!! if u can’t see the blond, no one else in europe can 🔫🤚🏼 BALD IT ISNTJWJHDKW,, ur right,, sm truly has amazing solo projects,, they tend to give their older groups (ngl the rv cb’s have been mid, we need to stop the experimental and constant orchestral pieces! give us something like zoo! or something that actually screams S M,, not nct or aespa better songs + bsides recently, the whole experimental music thing has taken it away from actual music,, where did the sm harmonies go??? where iS THE TITLE TRACKS THAT WOULD HAVE WAS BY OUR NECKS??? the quality has been deteriorating ever since that chris lee began his reign 😭😭😭

Bestie I don't even have legit winter boots ahdyasghzhsjssbgsgs but the snow is gone at least for now. It should be law to cancel everything once snow falls, life is over

if i catch u slipping 😭😭😭 UR RIGHT IT SHOULD BE A LAW BC HOW’RE WE GONNA GET TO OUT WORKSPACES WITHOUT NOT HAVING TO WORRY ABT CAR CRASHES

I know Hyuna and Dawn were THE kpop couple and relationship goals etc, but people need to sit the fuck down and let them be. Yeah they were public, but it doesn't mean we need to psychoanalyse them

RIGHTTTT!!! the over psychoanalysis of relationships ruin the thing, the whole kai and jennie thing??? looking at posts and connecting the dots and shit??? when it was months apart?? the thv jennie thing?? analyzing every SINGLE interaction,, ppl have way, way too much time on their hands, kpop’s beyond ‘scary’ just leave them alone 😭😭

LMFAOOOO and just that factor alone will help u pass <333 yunjin is so cool, her ig?? i wanna be her friend so bad, her charisma?? of the ROOF,, DO U SEE IT TOO??? I THOUGHT I WAS GOIKG CRAZY I KEEP SEEING KRYSTAL IN HER ???? im about to stan yunjin to my deathbed after this

wait bestie do u rmr this, another year went by now 😭😭 we could’ve got krystal lore,, or even her in the new sm’s got! SM NEEDS TO ROT!!!!!

they are onto something

Hmmm. I prefer the beach, I clearly sucked at certain subjects, FUCK JACOB TEAM VAMPIRES who cares about some wolf men, family... no comment 🤐 but forest green is pretty nice

FBWKDHWK SET US UP AGAIN HC I GOT THE SAME 🔫🔫🔫 WHEN I SAW THE TWILIGHT I IMMEDIATELY SCREAMED BC FURRIES 😭😭furry core <33 💖💓🥰☺️✨ forest green is! pretty nice, what a calming colour truly

I wanted to say Seonghwa adopted Soul, but maybe it's the other way round. 🥰 // Bestie have you seen Disenchanted... what a garbage, if they do the same to Princess Diaries 🔪

IT DEF IS THE OTHER WAY AROUND THEIR FRIENDSHIP IS SO PURE BUT AWKWARD BUT WHOLESOME 😭😭😭 stop i have not IS IT THAT BAD??? if they ruin princess diaries oHo they’re catching HANDS

Naomi legit looked at him lmao, also Lewis Hamilton, Rob... fashion shows always bring so many unlikely matches together. I saw Eunwoo chatting with Robert though

THEY ALL DID AND THE MF WENT TO EUNWOO ALL GIGGLY AND SHIT 😭😭😭 no bc what was mr hamilton doing there?? 😭😭 eunwoo & robert ate idc idc, two modern age vampires in one photo 🤌🏼

Really trying to make me give model Hwa a second chance, huh?

I got two versions of the album, the Hwa one and one full black(?) idek I just wanna kiss vampire Seonghwa

HELLO????&£€£€ WHAT PC’S WHICH ONES WHEN IS COMING !!! FRAME THE ALBUM JUICE AYO !!!! EVERY PC NEEDS TO BE FRAMED

This is appalling.... how, why, I'm not the best cook, but this??? // My vampire instincts are kicking in... - DV 💖

they’re this bad??? how are they gonna get someone to marry then if they cant cook?🤨 vampire instincts or a neck kink..

u ever just be so jealous of someone’s lips

????

and this? what goes on 😭😭

this yeosang edit!

and 😶😶

got another quiz bc they set us up

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

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pepprs · 3 years

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omg it’s Freaking almost 2am and i didn’t do any homework all day. =_=

#working on a slideshow ihave to do for work on tuesday thst i wont have time to do during my scheduled hrs (yes i will be paid for working #rn even if it’s on a satursunday) but like i have a scholarship app due Monday that ive done NOTHING on yet besides ask redacted to tweak my #reccomendation letter and also i have like a midterm paper due Tuesday on top of my Presentation or whatever 😍 not to mention 2 major #assignment extensions etc whatever both due Friday. none of this is gonna happen except the work stuff honestly like i am passing away #anyways it’s 1:30 and i need to put away dinner and do my dishes and get ready for bed my roommates must fucking hate me im like whisper s #signing along rn to music rn and the girl under me must hate me too bc im like moving around and thumping… tess pepprs no. 1 most hated girl #on campus 😍😍😍😍😍😍also sorta unrelated but i was trying to find pics of me in the van for the slideshow and i was going thru my snap memories #(i don’t post on snap I just use it for myself as like a diary or whatever) and i am so fuckkng funny lkke i made myself laugh w my captions #and stickers and insane faces and like the whiplash of like one video where im talking excitedly smiling etc whatever and another #immediately following it where im having a breakdown JDGAKHDSKHDKSHDODJF LIKE. ITS SO FUNNY TO ME i wish i fe tcomfortably screenshotting th #the thumbnails and showing u and laughing together abt it bc it’s really so funny. im so tired i don’t wanna do food stuff or anything ughhh #and im scare dim gonna cry again like i probably am. after i posted that i had a full blown breakdown and hid a little longer cuz i didn’t w #want my roommates to see i was crying but like i realy need a hug and my mom was like ‘just hug yourself’ HELLO???????! 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#anyways think im gonna take ppl up on their offers now when they offer but maybe have to talk to ppl abt it first cuz they know ive been say #saying no and like ik i should say no bc of covid but also i… get a lot of hugs at home from my sister and it really is a physiological need #and now im like. kinda going a little insane like it’s so dumb and embarrassing but i realy umm…… need hugs so bad. actually.#omg these tags are so long ewwwww ew ew ewww sorry send post putting away food now bye #food #purrs

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starburstfloat · 2 years

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Ranking 2521 ep 16 moments that broke me 💀💀

Leggo

1) Yi Jin calling after Hee Do at the tunnel

The way the camera pans out and all the greenery that used to be on the tunnel wall, all that vibrance, is gone. It's just grey concrete and Yi Jin looks so small on the other end. But what had me sobbing was the way he half sighed/half cried in defeat. A piece of him died in that moment.

8/10 broke my heart, definitely cried

2) Hee Do writing in her diary in the hospital

There's something about this shot - maybe the way she leaves her light on overnight and can't sleep, the way the camera lingers on her heartbroken face for a while. And the way her voice narrates to say what she really wanted to tell him, how there's so much tenderness and intentionality behind her words.

8.5/10 I cried a river. Fuck, I'm tearing up writing this now 😭

3) Yi Jin waking up crying from his dream

Ouch. OUCCHHHH.

This one hurt so bad because the camera is so close to his face. We feel like we're right there next to him, soaking in his pain. And then boom we get a broad shot of him laying there all alone

10/10 Broke me 😭 I had to pause the video to recover

4) The cherry blossom bus stop

If you didn't fucking break down during this scene you need therapy. Then again, this scene is the reason I need therapy now.

The lead up to this had me holding my breath - the running, the searching for each other, the build up of the music. And then time feels like it freezes when they see each other again, and they're trying so hard not to break face, to just have a normal goodbye, but it's when he kneels down to tie her shoelace that they both crack and y'all 😭 they're so in love fuccckkkk

100/10 heartbroken, this was the moment the drama should have gone "they have too much chemistry, let's just make them endgame 🤷‍♀️"

Anyway. Let's cry about it some more, which scenes hit you the hardest shsjakakak

#twenty five twenty one #twenty five twenty one spoilers #2521 #baek yi jin #na hee do #baekdo #nam joo hyuk #kim tae ri #2521 episode 16

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rose--hathaways · 2 years

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How do you recommend VA to your customers?

oh my god i love this ask, i have multiple approaches & just a warning this is gonna be a long response bc i love talking about my job and thinking that i’m a great salesperson (when i’m actually really probably not)

so first of all i’m the store manager, and i’m going to be honest here and admit that i’ve convinced most of my team that it’s a key part of their job to recommend vampire academy. a few of them have called bullshit but play along, and a few of the younger team members fully believe it, so we make some sales from that 😅 not all of the team have read it (they don’t all read — we always keep a few people on staff because they’re good salespeople and can promo memberships, book of the month etc.) but they all trust that it’s a good series because i don’t shut up about it, and those on the team who have read it all liked it too, so everyone knows that it’s a safe bet for recs

selling it to parents who are buying for their kids is the easiest to be honest — “it’s about two best friends who would literally die for each other, repeatedly trying to save each other’s lives while managing and trying to overcome a power imbalance due to their social statuses. there’s a bit of romance, and yeah it’s a vampire book so there’s a bit of slaying and drinking blood, but it’s really about the friendships”. am i giving a fully accurate description? absolutely not but some parents treat their nearly-adult kids like babies so i play it safe. lately parents have also really been eating up the fact that it’s going to be turned into a tv show by the people who did vampire diaries — they’re always like “oh my kid loves that show! i know nothing about it but if it’s being adapted by the same people i’m sure they’ll love it!!” so that’s made my job easier

teens are harder, because they’re sometimes judgy and don’t want to listen to a twenty-three year old recommend something because apparently we’re old and boring 😅 this isn’t all teens though, some are cool and love books and are happy to take suggestions from the slightly-unhinged bookseller with winged eyeliner and mcr pins on their lanyard (thank you to these teens, you make my day 🙌). twilight has also been making a comeback lately (i think this is thanks to tik tok? idk but it’s been super popular in our store lately with younger teens), so chiming in with a “yeah twilight is great BUT you should read this series which is what everyone was actually into as a teen in the 00s/10s” seems to sell it because apparently everything i loved as a kid is now retro??? (sometimes these kids got me feeling like a grandma lmao but no complaints bc i love their enthusiasm)

as for people in their 20s/30s i just go hard with the enthusiasm and talk up all the parts of the series that they’d seem to be into (for example them: “oh i’m after something romantic” me: “OKAY LET ME TELL YOU ALL ABOUT ROMITRI”; them: “i’m just looking for something easy and maybe a bit trashy” me: “HERE’S SOME TEEN VAMPIRE ANGST”). the forbidden romance aspect is also a huuuuuge upsell for this age bracket, though everyone who comes back for book two is like “PLEASE TELL ME THERE’S MORE SPICE THIS TIME” so @ richelle mead if you ever re-release heads up we all want more smut. nostalgia also sometimes helps with this age bracket — lots of customers remember reading the first book or seeing it advertised or whatever so they usually give it a go just from that alone

sadly i have been unsuccessful at getting anyone in the 40+ age bracket to read it yet except for one customer who had actually read bloodlines already and didn’t realise that vampire academy existed 💀

also for bloodlines (and sometimes i try it with VA but to less success) the enemies-to-lovers thing makes it an easy sell with everyone, but i always try to get them to read VA first because i’m one of those people who have to read/watch things chronologically

if this is my regional manager you saw none of this and i promise i’m telling my team to sell the book of the month and not vampire academy 🤭👀

#I PROMISE I AM NOT BULLYING MY STAFF OVER VA THEY KNOW IT’S FINE IF THEY DON’T REC IT #one of my team members out of spite refuses to rec it bc she is mad at me for not liking sarah j maas 😪#to my sweet regular josaphine i love that you read bloodlines blindly without questioning that there was another series in this world BUT #HOW DID YOU NOT NOTICE THE ADS FOR THE SIX OTHER BOOKS PRINTED ON THE BACK COVER ?????#this is potentially my fave ask ever bc i love talking about my job #BRB DOIN GOD’S WORK OVER HERE #COME INTO [REDACTED] CHAIN BOOKSTORE IN [REDACTED] LOCATION TO TALK ALL THINGS VA #i’m making it redacted bc so many of you are actually australian and i haven’t ever seen any of you being from my state BUT 👀#there’s gotta be a few of you out there 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀#yes i am the Cool™ bookseller who will lie to your parents about the plot of a book if you need #except for american psycho but that’s for legal reasons so please stop at least one teen tries every day #i actual have had a real shit week at work but getting to talk about my job in regards to the parts that i love #has made me feel so much better so thank you anon you’ve made my day :’)#SERIOUSLY IF A CUSTOMER WANTS TO COME IN AND TALK VA I’M FUCKIN HERE FOR IT #sorry about the long ass post 😭😭😭😭😭

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