#masters and padawans man

[hedonistbyheart]

They are trying very hard to be adorable so he won’t ask about The Shenanigans they’re hiding from him.

#star wars #star wars fanart #obi-wan kenobi #qui-gon jinn #quinlan vos #obi wan kenobi #qui gon jinn #i read one (1) comic where Qui-Gon was babysitting Quinlan while Tholme was off doing stuff and it lives rent free in my head #my art #they are adorable but qui-gon isn't fooled lol #masters and padawans man

[jedi-starbird]

APLAP (Assigned Pathetic Lifeform at Padawanship)

New padawan Obi-Wan trying to figure out how the FUCK to make his master listen and not abandon him to go running off following "the will of the force" when it hits him. Qui-Gon is perfectly happy stopping and taking care of pathetic life forms, but not Obi-Wan. That's it. He's always been prepared, always been dutiful, strong, self-sufficient.

He's cracked the code. He needs to be more pathetic.

The next time he senses Qui-Gon's about to run off he coordinates a scene of utmost pathetic-ness, that is, he throws himself into the nearest fountain. He trudges up to his master sopping wet, water-logged robes swallowing him, with hair sticking to his face and containing bits of algae from the fountain. He mumbles out an apology for being clumsy before looking up at Qui-Gon with the biggest, most woeful eyes possible to ask if he happened to bring any spare robes (he didn't, Obi-Wan knows this because he is usually the one to pack spare robes for them both). His wet hair is dripping water into his eyes that's beginning to turn them an irritated red, and there's algae sliding down the side of his face, it really is masterful work.

"Oh...I'm sure I'll be able to find something by myself, it's okay Master, I know you had important work to do."

Qui-Gon visibly hesitates. Obi-Wan starts shivering. He turns to walk away. He's stopped by his Master's hand on his shoulder. His Master, who walks back with him, who gets clean clothes from their hosts, who has folded like wet flimsi and even explains his stupid, stupid plan before choosing to hotwire a hoverbike with a passenger seat! Oh, Obi-Wan really has cracked the code!

Afterwards, Obi-Wan stages an increasingly pitiful accident for himself every time his patented 'Qui-Gon Jinn Bullshit' detector goes off. Eventually, his Master stops leaving him behind at all, even giving him funny looks when he turns around and Obi-Wan isn’t next to him. It never fails to make Obi-Wan grin and run to catch up. Sure, his reputation as a perfect padawan is in tatters, alongside his dignity, but it’s a small price to pay for a place at his Master’s side, for him to remember there’s a place for Obi-Wan there.

When the ray shields come up on Naboo, Qui-Gon doesn't charge ahead and leave his padawan behind, he hasn't for years. He waits for Obi-Wan because it feels wrong to do otherwise, his padawan belongs at his side.

Much, much later, when Obi-Wan is drinking to the end of the war with friends, Commander Cress will ask him how he kept General Jinn from running off for entire decade. Obi-Wan laughs, informs him, and resolutely ignores the scene Quinlan is making as the man cackles and pulls up a book to shove at them both, titled Classical Conditioning 101: A guide to subtle psychological manipulation.

#obi-wan: you ABANDON padawan? you leave him behind like lost toy? oh! oh! Jail for Master! Jail for Master for One Thousand Years!!!! #14 yr old obi decides the best way to deal with qui gon is to assign himself the mans poor little meow meow and uknow what it fucking works #accidentally stumbling into emotional vulnerability to have a better relationship #he's got the right answer with the wrong equation but we'll take it #obi wan kenobi #qui gon jinn #padawan obi wan #qui gon and obi wan #star wars

[constellation-skirmishes]

the lineage (or, as i so lovingly call them, the blue man group)

(they all have the same/similar cheek markings. thetra got his face tattoos to match his master and grand master)

heres the sketch if you want to see it! ignore zali's lekku/montral markings. i changed them in the final vers.

#jedi oc master zali tyze #jedi oc master llyr mai #jedi oc padawan thetra #star wars oc #togruta oc #nautolan oc #pantoran oc #jedi oc #lukka's ocs #that should cover all the oc tags dear lordie #man i am spoiling you with colored refs today. #star wars fanart #cant wait to tell you all how they die !!!! #if anyone has ideas for an actual name for the lineage do tell me

[liatorii]

As promised! Qui-Gon as a big lizard! I thoroughly enjoy fluffy dragons so I decided to make all the humans have fur because yes I can.

#I would kill for this man #Qui Gon is my favorite ahhhh #he’s such a shitster #just like all the masters before him and all the padawans after #star wars #star wars art #dragons #Star Wars dragons #sw fanart #qui gon jinn

[tennessoui]

Burn ever bridge AU - I'm imagining Palpatine doing his damndest to still insult the Jedi after Anakin & Obi-Wan leave the Order and Anakin is like, "All the advice columns I've been obsessively reading in my free time as a totally mentally stable house husband say it's rude of you to bad-mouth my husband to my face. How dare you. Never speak to me or my Jedi husband again." And Yoda and Mace find out and are just like... you were also a Jedi for 30 years... but whatever works, we guess??

honestly if we're bringing palpatine bad mouthing the jedi into burn every bridge + reverse master/padawan au, i feel like it'd be like:

master anakin: obi-wan baby residential and galactic wide love of my life, my bestie sheev said something mean about the jedi today and i wanted to be honest with you and tell you i sort of thought it was funny as someone who is around a lot of jedi still but no longer a jedi myself.

no-longer-padawan-but-always-anakin's-padawan obi-wan, who is very dramatic still and also a bitch: oh /: i don't think i can sit in the lap of a guy who thinks mean things about my family are funny :( i think i am going to go spend the night on the couch :( cuddles revoked :/

anakin: wait no im sorry. palpatine is dead to me.

obi-wan, who never liked palpatine: :/ just to you?

anakin: ........to the galaxy?

obi-wan: :) cuddles voked :*

#asks #reverse master/padawan au #obi-wan later to the council: ok did i convince my househusband to kill a man #maybe #but doesn't the force feel SO much lighter now?? #obikin

[backpackingspace]

thinking about how for like the first two years of obi wans apprenticeship qui gon did not give a fuck what obi wan did (or even really what happened to him) before snapping out of it and realizing he was actually very much responsible for this child and course corrected into being a helicopter parent and how obi wan always read this as mistrust instead of concern and guilt.

#Star wars #qui gon jinn #obi wan kenobi #The disaster linages complicated relationship #Neglect #Trauma #Like qui gon was deeply traumatized individual #And I think he just could not deal with being responsible for another child #Like I'm pretty sure obi wan would do something and qui gon would be having literal flashbacks of xantos #Which is not an excuse for obi wan being left to fend for himself but #And that lackluster care ran deep man like obi wan regularly ended up on a completely different planet during those early missions #But to that 13 year old baby wan it felt like trust #So when qui gon started suddenly giving a shit and putting rules in place it felt like mistrust #It's a pretty common reaction to see in kids when their parents who hadn't been parenting get it together #Qui gon having so much guilt being a helicopter tired dad #Wrestling his feral padawan into one of those kid leashes #Qui gon: through gritted teeth: its the will of the force Padawan stay fucking still I mean it I swear to all the gods #Obi wan: 15 and feral and war veteran twice over embressed to the point of finding this humiliating: #Master hates me? Mater distrusts me?? He thinks I need to be held on to like I'm fucking 7 years old when will I ever be good enough for hi

[willowcrowned]

my fatal flaw is that i go insane when there are parallels

#EVEN WHEN THE PARALLELS ARE STUPID AND BADLY EXECUTED #‘you’re a much wiser man than I’ shut UP shut UP #the emotional arc here is nonexistent i can make dooku saying that make sense in my head but the thing is I should not have to #i should not have to construct elaborate narratives in my head #if star wars can tell me the moral of the story out loud it can also articulate someone’s emotional arc for me #and it DOESN’T #and YET #AND YET!!!!!! #the way each member of the lineage argues with the former…. #the way each master tells the padawan they’re wiser than they are #makes me INSANE makes me CRAZY #I Am Frothing At The Mouth And I Hate It #star wars #tales of the jedi

[fiovske]

liking star wars is partly crying over obi-wan as a neat little study in grief and partly dodging obi/kin shippers as a form of extreme sport

#I didn't even know this... thing existed until jack told me wbt it a couple of weeks ago #like seeing hayden and ewan as like. older dudes. i get why ppl ship it. #i don't like it and i dont agree. but its two good looking men and shippers are predictable as hell. #so i see where its coming from. #but on god obi wan sees anakin as his brother. he says so himself. #he raised anakin all by himself and obi wan was in his 20s when anakin was a 9 year old or smth #its so weird to ship them like. the man raised anakin. he is his older brother. #why are u guys such weirdos that you have to ship it like it makes no sense to me #bc caring for someone as your own brother. it sickens me to dilute something as strong as #a familial bond. something sort of a complicated sibling relationship even in adopted terms doesn't make it any less significant #it just does Not sit right with me pals. #and it feels weird to me.. when its seen through this shallow lens of shipping #love doesn't always have to be romantic to be some 'higher form' of love yall are just cowards #obi wan and anakin's relationship is the foundation of love and betrayal and grief and anger and everything in between #and being platonic doesn't make it any less intense. #tldr: obi/kin is gross and dont interact w me if u ship it end of #anti obikin #do not even LOOK at me if ur into that padawan x master bullshit

[kanansdume]

I love the idea of Quinlan meeting up with Reva post-Kenobi show and training her for a while until ANH when she meets Luke and she tries to get Quinlan to train Luke and Quinlan insists that the Force wants Reva to do it, so Reva begrudgingly takes on training Luke while Quinlan gives Leia a few pointers on Force usage because she doesn't trust Reva and this is how Luke and Leia end up in Quinlan Vos's lineage instead of Obi-Wan's.

#quinlan vos #reva sevander #luke skywalker #leia organa #star wars #no shade to obi-wan obviously i love the man and think he would train luke and leia splendidly #i just think quinlan getting to create a new lineage that ends up including both of anakin and padme's biological children would be funny #and so would quinlan i'm willing to bet #reluctant master reva #reluctant padawan leia #master reva au #leia finds quinlan exhausting as all hell but also insanely competent and VERY insightful and compassionate when she needs it

[marvelstars]

Why Palpatine LOVED Anakin’s Mechanical Arm

In the novelization of ROTS Dooku said to Sidious how he was disgusted by Anakin´s mechanical arm, he was revolted at the idea of recruiting an ally who wasn´t entirely human, comparing Anakin to general Grievous. To Dooku´s surprise Sidious replied that Anakin´s mechanical arm was exactly what made him the perfect man for their plans. He saw Anakin´s arm as a permanent symbol of the sacrifices he had to make for peace and justice. That arm was a badge of heroism that Anakin had to publicy wear for the rest of his life, forcing everyone to look at him and see his honor, courage and integrity. Sidious said that Anakin was perfect just the way he was.

#starwars #anakin skywalker #palpatine #On the one side Palpatine has been preparing for years to make Anakin fall to the darkside and destroy his life on the other he´s genuinely #An Anakin stan who actually likes him and respected him losing his arm defending Obi-Wan from Dooku #it´s Sidious dichotomy how he actually respects and likes Padme and Anakin even while designing their tragic end #I guess there´s something to be said about how Dooku/ Obi-Wan see Anakin losing parts of himself as him losing his humanity and become more #like a droid #Anakin and Vader himself think of themselves as less because of this but they don´t allow it to stop them doing their missions #because he´s at the end a practical man who´s also a survivor despite himself #Lucas does link the act of "losing an arm/legs with punishment for falling but Sidious interpretation is sound in this case #Anakin lost his #arm defending his master #which was an heroic act given he was just a padawan at the time dueling a seasoned Jedi master #quite introspective for a Sith but then again Palpatine would not have become a great adversary if he wasn´t able to read people acurately #This is by far his most scary power #the hability to read and understand others even if he himself hardly feels something for anybody else with a few exceptions #Youtube #count dooku #darth vader #emperor palpatine

[hedonistbyheart]

Master and padawan meditating. Reading Shatterpoint made me just want a chill moment with the two of them.

#star wars #depa billaba #mace windu #star wars fanart #shatterpoint lineage #masters and padawans man #let's just ignore that poor Samuel L. Jackson can't sit like that because his tendons are too short #my brother has the same problem #my art

[legobenkenobi]

(au where Anakin and Obi-Wan are the same age)

Anakin: you ever get so tired you start seeing spiders?

Obi-Wan: me after i use 17 stims and start seeing The Hooded Man

Anakin: THE WHO

Obi-Wan: oh this is not a safe space suddenly

#(the hooded man is Sidious from his nightmare visions) #disaster family #sw #obi wan kenobi #anakin skywalker #i have a ton of thoughts on this au btw. i just think Obi-Wan being tortured by visions as a Padawan is important #especially if Anakin also has strong visions but his actually make sense while Obi-Wan’s are just garbled non sense about the Sith #and Order 66 and his master’s death and Satine’s death ect

[batsyheere]

time travel and obi-wan kenobi equal so much pain and nonsense.

This man is a bottled up mess of anxiety, self worth issues, depression and ptsd.

He gets put in a toddler body and wants nothing to do with anything right now because the Force is once more an insistent thing tugging him to and fro.

He has masters and his friends worried because what little joy he did show previously, as a Vision having toddler, is now swept away and hidden and they have solemn, quiet Obi-wan who will go along with whatever you want. The only time he will deny you anything is when you cross one of the lines he set, unknowingly, and he goes to do whatever most will guarantee some alarm out of pure spite.

Despite not going out of his way, outside of a few instances to reach out when the Force pokes him to do, he does not intend to make changes around him.

Except he is a toddler who looks at a Master and judges them for a stupid slip up and the Master feels shame despite no judgemental coming from this small human, who corrects them, and walks away.

#star wars #so the jedi are gonna screw up a little and obiwan is gonna show up looking adorable and terrifying #fic ideas #obiwan is tired and would like a nap but in only inconvenient hidden places #no amount of correction will get him to listen he is the nightmare of creche masters #not that they dont adore him but he causes them so much stress when he is so willing to take punishment even when he doesnt have to #and the knights and masters are all one step away from adopti- offering to make him a padawan #except one has to get through his now overprotective friends first #if quigon is his master in this au then the man is feeling two inches tall half the time when facing him #obi-wan acts more like a master than he does #he also makes jinn go to therapy after a bit and threatening to go to agricorps is the threat he uses #obiwan actually wouldnt mind agricorps this far in life it sounds better than running around and killing sith #to the rest of the order theyre sort of running to keep him from actually followong through because obiwan is the most competent being

[masterkeynobi]

when will i get more of the misadventures of rael averross, spouthern slut

#sree.txt #star wars #rael averross #he's so fun to me his rship w dooku is very sweet and his bigbrotherism when he meets qui is soooooo fucking endearing #someone give this man a daughter whose life he actually manages not to ruin #would love him to meet post-ky ventress actually. man responsible for padawan's death #and padawan who couldn't save her master #they could be good to each other i think #spouthern means space southern. obviously

[justagirlwholikesadam]

Saudade

Summary: Leia called someone through the force during a fight with the First Order. She knew Rey and Ben who came back to the light side with the help of Rey would need the extra help. That's what her twin brother Luke, had told her before his death.

Finding out who it is would Ben accept the fact that the person who his mother had called was his lost love who he left behind the night he became Kylo Ren. The person he spent seven years trying to find. Ben wasn't the only one who turned to the dark side. Ben Solo x OC

Chapter Four 

It was the sound of beeping that woke her up.

She slowly opened her eyes to see the window of her craft cracked, groaning as she felt her head pounding. She looked around and let out a gasp when she noticed she had crashed while trying to follow Ben.

"Ben" she whispered to herself.

Opening up the X-wing, she unstrap the seat belt and jumped out of the craft. She shivered as the cool air of the night rushed through her. Rubbing her bare arms while looking around she turned around to her craft. She looked at the gps screen and cursed under her breath as the screen was blank and shattered. It was broken. She couldn't contact anyone or even find out where she had crashed.

She grabbed her lightsaber from her belt and ignited it. It was getting darker as every minute passed. The two moons up in the dark sky gave her little light. The yellow lightsaber came to life letting her see her surroundings. She walked through the forest. The thin leafless branches looked like it was trying to reach for her. She looked down and saw snow beneath her.

'No wonder it's so cold.' she thought to herself. She froze when a harsh wind flew at her.

She took a deep breath when she saw her breath in the air. She knew she had to find shelter quickly if not she would freeze to death. She walked away from the craft slowly looking around. She knew she had to be alert, she didn't know where she was or what's ahead. She ignored the pain as the cold air has started to get to her. She brought her hand to her forehand trying to ease some of the pain. Her eyes widen at the sight of blood on her hand.

She took another deep breath and stood her ground. She made the decision to walk further.

She walked with her lightsaber in one hand. The weapon hummed in her hand.

She gasped when she saw something run ahead from her. The dark figure hid behind the large trees. Shivering, she raised her lightsaber towards the tree.

"Who's there?" She yelled out.

"Ben." She quietly called out when she didn't hear a response.

Still no response she continued to walk. Unaware of the man behind her. He stared at her for a moment before following her again. He frowned at her the state she was in. He could see the blood stains on her brown Jedi clothes. Her bare arms were red from the cold weather. Her face was almost turning the same color as her hair. He felt that she was sad. Alone. The only light near her was her yellow saber.

"Come out." She yelled. He took a step back when she spoke. She couldn't shake the feeling that someone was following her.

"I feel your presence." Lilian said looking behind her shoulder then ahead.

'She is strong with the force.' The man smiled to himself. He walked out from behind the trees and saw she immediately raised her saber at him at the sight of him.

Lilian frowned as a blonde man came out of the dark and stared at her. He was handsome, skin was pale like the snow that had just fallen. His blonde hair stopped by his shoulders. His blue eyes stared harshly at her. He wore black robes along with a dark cloak.

"Hello, child." The man's voice was smooth.

"Who are you?" She asked as he walked towards her.

"Who are you?" He asked, raising a brow as he stood in front of the tip of her saber. She pressed her lips in a thin lip. He wasn't afraid. He stood in front of her weapon like it was nothing.

"Well?" He asked.

"Lilian." The man nodded at her as he looked up and down at her.

Lilian walked backwards from him, giving him some distance. He was glad to see she was following his moves as he walked around. She was being alert. Guarded.

'Smart.' He told himself as Lilian stared at him. He could see she was about to collapse. The cold had finally gotten to her and he knew the crash had hurt her arm. Her arm shook as she held the saber with one hand.

"Are you lost, child? Trying to find someone?" He said and grinned as Lilian's eyes widened.

He knew why she was here. He just wanted to see what would be her response.

"I'm searching for a person. His name is Ben." Lilian said as she turned off her saber. The man looked at her and he could see her chin trembling. Tears were welling up in her eyes.

"Where am I?" Lilian asked.

"On Hoth. Just the outer rim, though." He said looking around then ahead. He could see the snow was about to fall again.

"If you went further, you would have died. There's nothing out there. The trees die out here." Lilian followed his graze behind her. She didn't notice that the trees stopped at the spot they were at. Ahead was completely dark, she could see the snow was starting to fall ahead.

"Have you seen someone come through here? I'm looking for my friend." She looked at him.

"It's important. He's hurt. I have to find him."

'Weak.' He mumbled to himself and raised his hand out towards her.

"Sleep." He said loudly and Lilian came crashing down to the ground.

He looked down at her weapon and used the force to bring her saber to him. He looked at the silver and gold weapon. He clipped it on his belt next to his. He walked towards Lilian, crouching down to her staring at her for a moment.

"You look just like her." He said running a finger down her cheek. He picked Lilian up in his arms and walked in the dark.

Making his way inside his craft hidden behind the mountains. He allows the medical droids to mends her wounds. He watches behind the window as the droids worked on her.

"Sir, do we change her?" A droid asked making its way to the man.

"Yes, burn those filthy Jedi clothes." The man said not taking his eyes from her. The man walked away when the droids started to cut her clothes.

-&-

He stood in front of her and raised a hand towards her.

"Wake up." He said walking away to a leather chair far cross the bed.

Lilian opened her eyes and quickly sat. She found herself in a bed. She looked around and saw she was inside of a room.

"I see you are awake, child." Lilian looked ahead and saw the man sitting near a fireplace. She looked down at herself and saw she was wearing a black nightgown. She immediately covered her self with her arms.

"Did you.."

"No. The droids did." He said as he crossed his legs over and leaned back on the leather chair.

"Who are you?"

Lilian asked as she got out of the bed and walked towards him. The man pointed at the chair near him.

Lilian frowned at him.

"I'll tell you who I am but sit down. You fainted when we met. I don't want you fainting again."

Lilian looked at him, she doesn't remember fainting. She just remembered the man raising his head and then blank.

She sat down with a sigh. He smiled.

"I'm Mercury, child. I'm here to be your master."

"Master?"

"Yes, you will be my apprentice." Lilian's eyes widened at him.

"I already have one. Master Skywalker. I am his Padawan." She told him.

"Where is he, then? Mmm...he hasn't come to find you. You've been asleep for days, child. No one has come looking for you." He said looking at her wondering if she knew he was lying about the days. Lilian looked at him in shocked.

'It couldn't be.' she thought to herself. She felt something off with him. Something she felt before.

He was a sith.

"I'm offering you a chance, child. A chance to be stronger. To be wiser. To have everything you want." Lilian stood you quickly making him glare at her.

"Never. I sense the dark in you." Lilian said looking around for a way out.

"Hey!" The man yelled causing her to jump as he stood up. She looked up as he walked towards her. She was frozen in place. The man looked down at her and bit his bottom lip.

"Lillian, I know why you crashed. Trying to find your boyfriend, Ben Solo." He said as he tucked her hair behind her ear.

"I read your mind while you were passed out." He says to her. Lilian finches when he brings his hand to her cheek. His fingers were icy cold.

"I saw everything. I know who you are, child. The granddaughter of the Jedi knight, Obi-Wan Kenobi. You are so strong. You just need a teacher."

"I have one already." She told him.

"Luke is weak. He tried to kill his nephew. That's what Ben showed you before he left you."

"Left you. Left you like trash." Lilian looked away at his words.

"Used you." He said as he brought his hand down to her neck. He smiled to himself as he saw her flushed reaction.

"Get your hand off of me." He grins at her as she snaps at him.

He kept remembering what he saw in her mind. He saw Lilian with Ben. She was riding him, he can hear Ben moaning as Lilian rode his cock slowly. He sees her bringing Ben's hand to her neck and tells him to choke her.

"You like it though." He said and Lilian's slaps his hand away. He walks away just a couple of feet.

"What else did you see?" She asked.

"Everything. Your life. Your childhood. The temple burning to the ground. I also saw your future. You were destined for great things. You just need the right teacher. All you have to do is join me. Come to the dark side and I will show how to fully possess the force."

"Never." Lilian spitted out to him causing him to sigh.

"What do you have left?" He asked her as he shrugged his shoulders.

"You have no family. Your parents are dead. You're alone."

"I'm not." Lilian answered him.

"Yes, you are because the moment Leia and Han find out that their son is missing they will accuse you. I mean, come on..."He said pointing a finger at her.

Lilian frowned at his words. Leia asked Lilian to watch over him before she left with Ben with Luke.

"You were supposed to look out for him. They will hate you, child. They would want nothing to do with you. I mean, think about it. It wasn't hard for Ben to leave you. He left you behind in the mess he made. He left you behind with all those dead bodies." He said as tears rose from her eyes. Lilian stared at the ground as Mercury spoke.

"Ben doesn't love you." He said walking towards her and lifting her chin to look at him.

"If he did, why would he leave you?" He questioned looking deep into her eyes.

"Let me show you the way. The darkness isn't such a bad thing, child." He told her as he caressed her wet cheek with his thumb.

"He left." She stated, making him nod.

"He did. Left you aside like you were nothing. I saw it here." He said tapping her forehead.

"I saw how you got on your knees and begged for him to stay." He whispered as he wiped her tears off her face.

"Leave me alone, Lilian. He said to you." Mercury repeated the words Ben told her. He took her hand and led her back to the seat.

"Let me teach you, child. Let me show the dark side. Never have to be alone. Never have to be afraid. You will be strong. You will be wise. You will learn how to survive."

Mercury gently pushed Lilian down to the chair and kneel in front of her. He placed his hand on her knees and looked at her.

"I know you felt the dark in you one time." Lilian shook her head and looked away.

"Don't lie to yourself. You went in the dark for a moment and you liked it. Luke saw it. The boy you almost killed saw it too."

"I didn't mean it. I didn't want to. I just got so mad." Lilian said looking down at her lap.

"Andrew was so mean to me. We were training and he said hurtful things to me. I never told Ben. Luke made me keep it a secret." Lillian said. She froze when Mercury grabbed her hands. She looked up at him.

"I almost killed him. Luke yelled at me. I had never seen him so mad before." She mumbled.

"You liked it though? The power?" Lilian stood silent at his question and he grinned.

"It's ok to like it. To feel powerful. Not to feel so weak." He said.

"You are just a whore. Ben's whore." The brunette haired boy whispered to Lillian as he walked towards her. Lilian looked over her shoulder and saw Luke a few feet away talking to his other students.

"I heard your parents killed themselves because they didn't want you. No one wants you. Ben only wants you to warm up his bed. He's another freak just like you." Andrew said, igniting his saber with a grin. The blue saber waved in front of Andrew.

"Shut up." Lilian said with a frown as she gripped her saber in her hand.

"Freak. Whore and freak. Good thing mommy and daddy are dead." He whispered harshly as Luke made his way to them.

"Lilian and Andrew, you may begin." Luke said with a nod. Andrew grinned as he waved his saber in his hand and aimed at Lilian. Lighting her own weapon she aimed at him. Just as Andrew was about to strike. Lilian slammed her own weapon against him. He backed away, shocked at her strength. Before she knew it Andrew was choking. He dropped down on his knees, gasping for air.

"LILLIAN!" Luke yelled as Andrew's face turned red.

"It's ok." Mercury said, wiping her tears.

"Join me, child. Join me and I'll show what you are truly capable of."

"What about Ben?" She asked.

"Ben is nothing now. He left you." Lilian looked at him and nodded.

After a few months since meeting with Mercury. Lilian trained with him. He showed her the path of the darkness and she welcomed it. She noticed the difference between his teaching and Luke's teaching.

Mercury was brutal. There were days when Lilian couldn't get up from bed because of the bruising. She would end up with a black eye or a bruised rib. Not only was he teaching about the force but he taught her how to fight.

He taught her about surviving. He showed her things that she thought she would never do. When Lilian presented Mercury with her new saber, he praised her.

"Child, I am truly happy with your progress." Lilian smiled up at her master.

"I sense confidence. I sense no regret. I'm proud of you." He told her looking down at her as their craft landed.

"Now. I must ask you this." He tells her as they walk down the ramp to an open field.

"Yes, master?" She follows him.

He had taken her to a different planet. They stared at the green field. The mountain stood out in the background. Mercury looked over his shoulder as he stared at her.

"If I take you on a mission will you follow my every order? Even if it may seem crazy?" Lilian raised her brows at him.

"Lilian, did you know the dark side of the force is a pathway to many abilities some consider to be unnatural?" He asked with a soft voice. Repeating the same question his master asked him once many years ago.

"I heard tales of it before." She answered him.

He nods at her. "This mission will show you that. I just need you to trust me and do everything I say. Can you do that?"

Lilian stared at the man before her. For the first time Mercury was being soft. His blue eyes stared her, it made her feel some type of way.

Lilian had started to look up at him as a fatherly figure these past few months. Mercury slowly looked away from her.

"What made you become a sith?"

Mercury looked up from his book and looked at Lilian. Training had just finished and they were sitting near the fireplace. They stayed in an underground safe house on Hoth.

Lilian had a blanket over her shoulder as she sat on the chair across from him. Mercury shut his book and placed it on the coffee table near him.

"My father was one and his father before him. Then I became one.

"Did your father train you?" Lilian asked.

Mercury stared at her as she spoke. He looked at the nasty cut on her lip. He couldn't help but feel a bit ashamed. They were training, doing hand to hand combat. He had used the force on her and hit her. He was surprised when she got up and raised her hands into a fighting position.

"No, my father died when I was a child. He was killed."

"What?!" Lilian asked.

"Is the person who killed him still alive?" She asked him quickly. He was a bit shocked at her reaction.

"I'm afraid so." He responded to her as he saw her up from her chair. She let the wool blanket drop to the floor as she stood in front of him.

"Why don't we find this person and kill them, Master?"

Mercury smiled at her question. He brings his hand to his mouth to cover his smile. She was naïve and hopeful.

"I'm strong enough now. I can help you." She told him kneeling in front of him. The crackling wood of the fireplace was the only thing heard. He stood silent. Thinking about it even though he knew it wasn't possible.

"You would help me? You will kill someone for me?" Mercury asked softly as he placed his hands on his lap.

'You look just like her. So beautiful. So strong.' He thinks to himself as he stares at Lilian. He feels his chest tighten at her smile.

'Just like her, Lilian.' He wanted to tell her. Tell her everything but he knew he had a job to do.

"Of course, I will." She told him.

"I am forever in your debt, Master. You found me when I was alone. You found me when I was left alone by someone who I thought loved me. If you haven't found me and take me under your wing. I would have been dead." Mercury let out a sinister smile as he stared at the scenery in front of him.

"I will follow your order." Mercury let his smile drop as he turned towards her.

"Good. Now shall we?" He said, tilting his head to the side making her smile.

"Yes."

She brings her saber in front of her and ignites it. The double bladed red saber roared to life.

Mercury grinned then he took his own saber out in front of her.

#ben solo #ben solo x oc #ben solo fanfic #sith #oc #crying #jedi #jedi school #blood #violence #hes a bad man #master and padawan #kylo ren #luke skywalker #jedi temple

[tennessoui]

This is one of my favorite snippets from foolproof, I love the h/c and I can so easily picture anakin being frantic for obi-wan to be okay, I would love some commentary if you have any - “Obi-Wan, Obi-Wan,” the man says, and that isn’t right. The man never knew his name. “Obi-Wan, shh, you’re here, I’m here. We’re at the Temple, sweetling. You’re safe. I’m here.” A mechno hand presses Obi-Wan’s head to a firm and sweaty chest, and Obi-Wan is breathing in the scent before he can stop himself.

(from this dvd commentary ask game three months ago im sorry, but basically people sent me passages from my fics for me to give commentary on like what i wanted the passage to do, what the moment means for the fic, what's going on in the characters' heads, why i wrote it, etc etc)

this is from the third chapter of foolproof, foolhardy, "work in a casual touch": what a great choice for a passage because I really love how this chapter ends with obi-wan trying very hard to make anakin see him as a man and not the youngling he once was or just a friend of his padawan’s, only for him to suffer through a pretty serious flashback—it’s something that comes up again and again in this fic, for master Skywalker and padawan Kenobi. They’re very much intertwined through their past and they can’t just ignore it or not address it. It keeps coming back up.

and I think in this case, with this flashback, it’s a trauma that binds them together. Obi-Wan almost died on Zygerria and Anakin saved him - Anakin killed many many people to save him, probably tossed the entire mission plan out the window the second he found out obi-wan was in trouble, has a lot of dark emotions and blood on his hands from this moment in particular….but in the aftermath of it, when they’re flying back to the Temple, obi-wan seeks anakin out for comfort.

obi-wan seeking anakin out and feeling safe around him is such a big thing for anakin, from the time they first met to every time after. Over and over again, obi-wan takes comfort in anakin when anakin assumes he is too dark and too frightening for anyone to find comfort in.

But with Obi-Wan, in this scene specifically, because of all of their thorny past, anakin doesn’t question if he can help a triggered and hurting obi-wan. He just puts him against his chest and tells him he’s here and nothing bad is going to happen to him because Anakin is with him and Anakin would never allow anything bad to happen to obi-wan. He’s saying both “you’re here at the temple so you’re safe” AND “you’re safe because I’m here.”

#asks #Stacy’s mom au #obikin #master anakin has so many fun obi-wan emotions #obi-wan is like I’m very insecure about our relationship because we don’t have a relationship really but also I’m in love with him #and also I want him to see me as a man and not a weak little padawan #meanwhile anakin is like yeah he made me believe in my #own humanity again and if anything happened to hurt him I would probably commit another massacre #also he’s everything. my almost padawan. a little seductress. an angel. something delicate and perfect and I want to fuck him through a wal