#mari kigold asks

[armysantiny]

ALSO [im sorry this is the last one gksrjgesg] i genuinely don't give a flying frick about any fandom drama anymore cause i didn't come here for scalding hot tea to be spilled every 10 milliseconds

like just cause enhypen is my ult, i don't have to get caught up in everything that happens to them-- and that includes fandom drama too cause i genuinely have better things to do than get involved in some messy shit that'll end up to be a misunderstanding, but it's too late to do anything about it because their reputation is just 📉

Right??? I don't know why being in fandom has turned into being 'you must dedicate your life to this group'. It's just music ffs, some kpop stans don't have the time to be caught up with everything related to a group. Just listening to the group more than a casual listen and knowing the members' names is enough to be called a group stan.

I joined kpop not interested in the drama, and after four/almost five years in, I'm still not interested.

#minnie answers #mari kigold asks

[many-gay-magpies]

a l m o s t f i v e?

YES i fell asleep at almost 7 am and woke up fr at 11:42

so almost 5

i want to fix this i promise i didnt mean to become accidentally nocturnal

#asks #mari-kigold #artzyy 🎨

[spookybias]

oh god. that situation... i'm black and i just... don't care. i just could legit care less bout that situation.

which some people may see as a bad thing but i just don't the time nor the patience to get involved in all that drama. really, unless it concerns me like i'm ACTUALLY involved, why should i care?

i actually understand what you're saying. where i'm from, poc throw the n word (the one that ends in a) around and no one really cares. that doesn't mean that it's okay for non-black people to use it, but i guess i'm just numb to hearing others say it now. i do pick up the pace when i hear a non-black person use the one that ends in er, though, 'cause that's super sus.

however, not everyone is used to hearing the n word get thrown around by numerous poc. if a majority of black people don't wanna hear non-black people say the n word, then so be it. so i understand why some black engenes are speaking out and i support them and am on their side completely. black stans are stepped on way too much in the community. belift should put out a statement, because whether the n word was said or not, it's not cool to ignore fans who are stressed out and want clarification. plus, pretending nothing is happening just makes enha look all the more guilty lmao

also none of this is directed at you specifically, just a general comment on the situation.

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#✩⡱ asks #✩⡱ mutuals #mari-kigold — [ ♡ ]

[wtylas]

dear person i like

i don't actually have anyone im crushing on rn but i'll do one for the person i liked a while ago :)

dear person i liked,

the five entire people who know me irl are probably gonna start scrounging this letter for clues on who you, so i'll do my best to keep it vague to annoy them. when we first talked, i didn't know much about what kind of person you were. you're very mysterious, but not in a way that piqued my interest. in a way that made me want to avoid you. at some point i really thought you hated me..

the friendship we have right now is super unlikely, but part of me still wonders if there's a part of you that doesn't like me. i guess that's natural, though. i don't like everything about you. i expect the same from you. to expect the opposite is absurd. but i must admit, somewhere in your personality, something called out to me.

and so i'd try to gain your attention in the smallest ways. if i saw something that reminded me of you, i'd tell you, and i'd try to talk with you as much as i could to get you to keep up a conversation with me. and the conversations we had were great, really. but i don't think i really liked you, actually. i think i just wanted to learn more about you and be your friend, 100%.

you're an unusual one, but i do hope you're doing well. you never were the type to talk about how you really felt, but you told me why. and i get it. but i do wish you'd open up a little more. if not to me, to the others. they're there for you as much as i am. you're not alone.

anyways this is getting embarassing lol, stay good :)

- lasi

#thanks for asking btw!! #lasi.ans #mari-kigold

[hues-of-purple]

could you maybe make a demisexual and/or demiromantic flag? ty have a nice day <3

I’ll do both with the asexual/demisexual colours and the aromantic/Demiromantic colours.. okay? Thank you for the ask!

#ask #requests #asks #ask me things #hues-of-purple #Mari-kigold #suggestions

[seokmatthewz]

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ indeed you are :D even tho we don't talk much, i very very much want to because 1) i love your content with a passion 2) i love it when you begin rambling about your bias and how whipped you are for sunghoon and 3) another just b enthusiast to cry about the members with ily <3

ah thank u thts so sweet of u 💞💕💕💗💕💘 we aren't mutuals but im so glad u like my content n my clownery 😤💖💕💖💕💕💘 nd its always nice to see more just b stans around!!! hope ur well hon!!!

send me a ⭐ if i'm one of your favourite mutuals and tell me why!!

#everyone clowning me for my hoon enjoyment.....i am just minding my business..... #asks #mari-kigold

[weuschoiceheart]

⋘I-Land / Enhypen⋙ Love, I-Land (special chapter)

Tagging: @mari-kigold @akira-star @affectionaterainoflove @enhypenthusiast @periwinkle-ink 

Genre: just very nostalgic :))

Word Count: 2k+

Jay knew something was up when he walked into a dead silent Hybe building.

Looking around, he frowned at the emptiness. Am I too early? Too late? Checking his watch, he realized that he was exactly on time. So where is everyone? 

Sitting down on the couch, he decided to wait for everyone in the lounge. Perhaps the other members were playing some trick on him, to scare him when he lets his guard down. None of the other Hybe artists were here today, since Bang PD had let everyone take the day off, so the silence felt disorienting. 

A beep from Jay’s phone startled him out of his thoughts, and he clicked on the notification. 

Location change: go back to where we started. See you at the reunion! 

“Go back to where we started…” Jay muttered, a smile spread across his face as he thought back to the old box in the woods.

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“Remember when we first came here?” Youngbin sighed as he, Jimin, and Sungchul walked through the forest. “It seems so long ago.”

“Yeah…” Jimin stretched his arms above his head, pointing at the familiar building coming into view. “And we’re here.”

“It still hasn’t changed,” Sungchul said in awe, watching as the black door slowly flipped open and the three of them walked in. “I can’t wait to see everyone again.”

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“Wow...I can’t believe it’s been a year already,” K traced the sides of the egg gate. “Everything feels older.”

“No, it’s just you getting old,” Kyungmin teased, ducking behind Nicholas before K could smack him. “I’m kidding, I’m kidding.”

“Remember when we waited for you to come back from the dance unit test?” EJ asked. “You guys were so cool performing on stage.”

K smiled, thinking back to the old memories. The feeling of being on stage again, giving all he got to keep from getting eliminated. The cheers from the other boys, the smiles at the camera. He still recalled the nervous feeling of waiting for the results, and most of all, he vividly remembered the moment he, Jungwon, and Sunghoon got back to I-Land and hearing—

“Hello~”

As if on cue, the gate opened to present Enhypen crowding around the entrance, doing the exact same move K had created a year ago. Jaw dropping in shock, he heard the yells from the other boys as they tumbled out the egg and embraced the members they haven’t seen in months. Before he could fully comprehend everything, a wild blur of blonde hair suddenly launched himself onto him and Taki, wrapping his arms around them both.

“Taki! Hyung! You’re back!” K laughed as Niki jumped up and down, bursting with excitement to see his fellow Japanese brothers. Has he grown taller? K wondered, and he felt somehow proud and sad at the same time. Ruffling Niki’s hair, he watched as the younger hugged Taki, almost lifting him off his feet. “Let him breathe, Niki, we’re not going anywhere.”

“You’re finally here.” A familiar voice said, and K turned to see Seon making his way over. Grinning, he trapped K in another hug, and K feels like he’s finally back home.        

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“Did you actually framed the shirt?”

“Yes I did, do you want to come over to see it?” Jay boasted, trying to one up Nicholas. 

“He actually didn’t, he lost it when we moved into the dorms and this morning he panicked because he couldn’t wear it to the reunion,” Jake said, causing Nicholas to raise his eyebrows at Jay, who gave Jake a look of betrayal.

“You weren’t supposed to tell him that!”

“Well, it’s not like—ahhhhh!”

Before Jake could finish his sentence, a larger body wrapped his arms around him. He could sense the younger boy’s enormous smile before he could hear him. “It’s me, Jakey!”

“Daniel!” Jake tried to struggle out of Daniel’s embrace, though he was too busy laughing. “You almost gave me a heart attack.”

“He’s going around hugging everyone,” Jay explained, “Don’t be surprised if he actually gives you one next time.”

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The ghost watched the boys crowding around the egg gate, a sad smile on his face. It’s been so long since he had any visitors, and seeing them back brought some light in his undead life. Literally. All the lights had been shut off since the boys left, and the ghost had to make his way around in perpetual darkness. Not that he needs any light to see, but it's nice to view the sun, even if it’s just for a little while. 

Turning around to look at the practice room he just came out of, the ghost could almost see the past images of the boys practicing there. The Fire team, organizing their formations. The Fake Love team with their hoods and shirts over their heads, trying to practice without laughing. The Flicker team, playing around with the curtains. It’s also the place where Seon first found him, and the first time the ghost ever revealed itself to anyone. 

There was the lounge connecting to it, where Niki had played the piano and Heeseung had sung. Where the infamous arm wrestling match had taken place and the boys had played with the video filters on the IPads. Where they had cried and comforted each other, and where Jay had written his heartfelt letters.

Making his way up the staircase that the Grounder boys had also walked up to see I-Land, the ghost drifted along the common room. Here, all of them had sat while playing Truth or Dare, the hoodies spread out and “Made by Jay” was created, where they waited anxiously to perform. If he concentrates just enough, the ghost can almost imagine the I-Land boys filming their PR videos, and sheep Niki making Sunghoon laugh. 

There was the dining area, the place where the morning zombies had sat, Sunoo had said “I’m cuter,” where they munched on macaroons and ramen. The ghost can almost see the nine reading letters from their parents, talking and joking around the table. There was the kitchen area, where Sunghoon had screeched about the pork, Hanbin had found the broken banana, and Heeseung had ranted about the ramen. The fridge was empty of spoons, and no one did any side squats to get rid of bloating now.

Moving on to the bedrooms. He had always wondered how K managed to fit his long limbs on the bed, or if he could at all. The mist that Sunoo had sprayed all over his face, and that Jungwon had almost eaten, was gone from the drawer, leaving only the empty reflection of the room in the mirror. The annoying fly that Geonu had tried to catch was gone, the light that Jay had turned off dark (no, the dressing room light does not automatically turn off by itself), all the beds stripped of clothes and necessities. Why Nicholas was sleeping naked would remain a mystery, no more Jay yelling at everyone to wake up and Niki going back to sleep right after.

The washrooms were next. He had to admit, Jungwon’s and Jake’s pranks against Jay worked pretty well, coming from a ghost anyway. There were the sinks lining the wall where K and Taki washed up like father and son, where K and Jay hugged and promised that they’ll debut together, where Jay scolded everyone for leaving their laundry around. 

Out of the washroom now, the ghost lingered outside the room that used to contain the stage outfits and BTS phones. The traces of the boys can be felt, thinking back to the selfies and pictures they took together, to when they marveled at the clothes for their very first “Into the I-Land” stage. He peeked into the practice rooms where he can almost see the Pretty U team helping Sunghoon struggle through aegyo, and where the I Need U team played zombies with the eye massager.

Drifting down the stairs again, remembering how Youngbin carried Jungwon down the stairs to the practice when the younger boy was barefooted, the ghost moved on to the stage itself. He recalled every performance here clearly; the nerve-wracking audition stages, the dance and vocal units battle, the incredible “I&credible” stages, the moving “Calling” performance, and the iconic “Dive Into You” stage. Jigeum Buteo saying “Standby,” Jake’s “this hyung is crazy!” and the confused “Rival? Live?” echoed through the ghost’s ears. The memories of it all hit him like a truck (not that he would feel anything if he was hit by a truck, he’s a ghost after all, but you get the simile), causing him to choke up a little. He missed them so much. 

Strolling outside now, the ghost walked into Ground, and reminisced some more. Here was where Rain taught them “Fire” and hugged every one of the boys. He could picture Jay giving back massages to Kyungmin, telling him how they must work through the pain to get to I-Land. There was Hanbin comforting Jaebeom (it’s so weird calling him Echan now), and helping the other boys learn the dance. Sunoo and Sungchul practicing “Save Me,” Jaeho practicing with Nicholas and Niki, Taki making faces at the camera. A blurry image of all the boys comparing and measuring their heights, trying to see who’s taller. Really, I-Land seems like a magical paradise, but he would never forget the fun times the Grounders had, and the hard work they put in to achieve their dreams. 

Outside once again, he spied the matted grass on the ground and smiled wistfully. It’s strange, he thought, how it was still there after Jungwon filmed his PR video in his sheep costume. He remembered how adorable he was, how all of them were, showing off their personalities to get fans to vote for them. And now it’s getting dark, so the ghost moved on to the small light from a campfire in the distance.

Settling down on the ground, he watched as all the boys talked and joked with each other. They were sitting down in front of the large screen, where the final 11 had watched the fan videos, and pulled the benches around in a circle. Their smiles lit up their faces, their arms tangled in one another, Jimin’s head leaning against Geonu’s, Taeyong holding onto Echan’s hand. The scene filled the ghost with a feeling he can’t describe, and being a ghost with no heart, it was definitely a little strange, feeling something after a long time of emptiness.

“....and I just want to say thank you, to everyone for staying by my side on this journey,” Seon concluded, snapping the ghost out of his daze as the boy sat down. As if reading his thoughts, Seon’s eyes flickered over to where the ghost sat, and smiled.

Thank you for looking after us.

Being a ghost is lonely sometimes, floating in and out of places with no purpose. The smile, that one kind thought, ignited a flame in him. In a world filled with countless people, it’s hard to spot a lone spirit, invisible in a crowd. It’s even harder to make them feel at home, in a place where they’re recognized and wanted. Yet here he is, enveloped in a family who coaxed him out of his shell. No, I should be thanking you, Seon. 

Maybe this is what the fans felt, watching them run for their dreams. Every Friday charged with anticipation and excitement, of finding who would get eliminated and who would stay. Away from lives permeated with pain, loneliness, and uncertainty, they found solace within these 23 boys as they followed them on this journey to debut. Along the way, the fans found each other as well, and a community full of eggies and engenes was born.

Thank you for the memories, I-Land.

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A/N: Thank you to all the eggies for welcoming me into this wonderful family. Whether you were a predebut stan or just started stanning Enhypen, thank you for supporting our boys. I-Land is over now, but our journey with the boys will live on. 

#iland imagines #i-land imagines #enhypen #enhypen imagines #enhypen reactions #enhypen blurbs #iland k #iland geonu #iland taeyong #iland taki #iland ej #iland jaeho #iland sungchul #iland echan #iland daniel #iland hanbin #iland jimin #iland youngbin #iland yoonwon #iland nicholas #iland kyungmin #iland seon #enhypen sunoo #enhypen heeseung #enhypen sunghoon #enhypen jay #enhypen niki #enhypen jungwon #enhypen jake #junjun.fic

[hueningkai]

check in tag! // tagged by @mari-kigold and @halohyuka thank you!

1. why did you choose your url?

because I am beomkai trash... I wish I could have the beomkai url but alas gyukai is what we have. I really like it though and I will never change it unless I acquire one I really want.

2. any side blogs? if you have them name them and why you have them.

@shunmatsuoka - anime/cartoon driven mostly as well as cute things! shun matsuoka is one of my all time fave characters and the fact it was available? wild. tumblr must have released it because it used to be taken! just a lil fun fact there~

@byeonggkwan is my a.c.e sideblog!

and @bbenpincus is not a sideblog, but my other main blog dedicated to jurassic park! if I’m not on here I am probably over there crying about dinos

@seungkis is my enhypen sideblog!

@mcndnetwork run by me and miiko

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

for 10 years! but I’ve had this blog since ... December? I think.

4. do you have a queue tag?

normally it’s “can’t queue see me?” but lately it’s "q: hiatus!"

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

I originally made it as a general blog bc I wanted to move away from twitter (I went from tumblr to twitter back to tumblr) and then I was like nah imma make it all kpop lollllll 

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

it’s BEOMGYUUUU but it’s going to change to seungmin!

7. why did you choose your header?

because beomkai is law in this household. also I’m excited for the comeback.

8. what's your post with the most notes?

I’m pretty sure it’s my beomgyu x emojis post!

9. how many mutuals do you have?

I guess most of the people I follow are my mutuals!! also a side note but I struggle to keep up with all of my notifs and sometimes don't always follow people immediately! pls don't be discouraged. shoot me some asks and chances are I'll follow you 💗💗💗

10. how many followers do you have?

1,110

11. how many people do you follow?

514

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

yeah that’s my life in a nutshell ajsldjsk

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

waaay too often

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

nope guys can u imagine me in a fight? ludicrous

15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts?

nobody should be guilt tripped into reblogging something. it is entirely up to you what you put on your blog.

16. do you like tag games?

yes!!

17. do you like ask games?

I do but also I am bad at coming up with responses and I have short term memory so idk why I join in sometimes bc I always get anxiety about my responses not being good enough ... so if you see me editing my asks that's why eep

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

um all of them?!! but I know @yeonbins is pretty huge in moablr 🥰

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

yes I have a crush on my very beautiful girlfriend -> @polargyu

20. tags?

I tag @seongjuncore @scintillasofbeomgyu @jaehyukkies @inhypen @heeseunq @takatamashi @jjinan @yjunies @soppa and anyone else who wants to! oh sam and vivi you can count the above tags as your tag! and if ya'll don't want to do this that's fine too 💕

#tagged #games #thanks friends for the tags !! 💓

[yrsun]

THE BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD!! Once you are given this award you’re supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out!!

🥺🥺🤚🏼

imma send it right back to you tagging my 8 people

@mari-kigold @little-cold-hands @sightlysungie @soyatenada @heeseunq @weuschoiceheart @svnghoonie @bluejayjay

#artzyy 🎨

[eterni-ki-moved]

i got tagged by @pyroklutz thanks for the tag firey :D

1. why did you choose your url?

ngl it just randomly popped into my mind when i was helping @gyuville come up with a url. and then i made a carrd that fit the mari-kigold url so i used it!

2. any side blogs? if you have them name them and why you have them.

i have 7. how i can handle them all, i dunno

@inaccurate-enhypen for incorrect enhypen (its dead af)

@into-the-incorrect-iland for incorrect i-land (this one’s prolly deader)

@yang-cinnamowon for enhypen/i-land moodboards and edits and stuff (atm the only sideblog i’m regularly active on)

@drunk-dawn for enhypen theories (i haven’t made any in a while but shh-)

@euijewels for i-land members + justb (i’m gonna change my layout to either geonu or jimin because the ej one is pissing me off slightly)

i have a blog for vents (won’t put the tag) and a blog for my seon brainrots (it’s a mess there, you don’t wanna see it)

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

for 10 months (love, love)! i have something planned for my 1 year anniversary hehe

4. do you have a queue tag?

i have four

q: cinnamonwon spam for when i rb from my sideblog, q: artzy is a lil shit for when i was being a lil bitch (proud) and making sure everyone on the dash saw joy’s fever!hee set, q: u underestimated my reblogging power for if someone underestimates the power of my reblogging and q: spam for my frens if my friends need recognition for their content!

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

i started it for i-land because i felt more comfortable joining tumblr as opposed to twitter or smth

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

it’s nishimura riki how could i not?

7. why did you choose your header?

i don’t have a header

8. what's your post with the most notes?

my post about fever and flicker rarely getting any recognition (its outdated now lmao)  and also my enhypen friend group post (i’m still not over how EVERYONE agreed that it was accurate)

9. how many mutuals do you have?

over 200--

10. how many followers do you have?

413. why-

11. how many people do you follow?

606 people

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

the REAL question is, when have i not?

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

too often, i’m on it way too much

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

i try to stay away from discourse because 1) stressful and 2) i’ll probably lose

15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts?

i dislike them, and i’m gonna be reblogging them less like the ones that say “if you don’t reblog this you’re a terrible person” and the superstitious ones like “reblog this or else you’ll be cursed with bad luck forever.” some of those posts can make users anxious, and if i do reblog a superstitious post, i’ll tag it “superstitious rb” (i keep mispelling it im sorry)

16. do you like tag games?

yes!

17. do you like ask games?

yes ofc, i love to answer them! i kinda wish i got more of them but what to do lmao

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

@pyroklutz @dads-back-from-the-store @ ALL the kpop gif/gfx creators

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

yes but shhhhhhh

20. tags?

uhm... @arsonist-twink @many-gay-magpies @just-a-demi-bean @midnightswordsdance @gyuville @gyukai @little-cold-hands @yrsun and anyone that wants to do this!

#long post #tag game

[armysantiny]

no i just stay neutral about the situation, cause i'm an eggie... and boy did i see the shit that stirred from i-land... and i didn't need to "learn" anything because i already knew that jumping to conclusions was doing more harm than good

and i feel like most of these problems are coming from one person and everyone else follows them, so basically the blind leading the blind... im just tired of it :(

Perfect example of normal people in fandom OMG THANK YOU *cue exasperated sigh*

Yeah it is :(... the whole Sunoo thing was started by a Sunoo solo stan as well. Plus taking mistranslations as the truth before errors can be corrected are the beginnings of an insane amount of 'scandals' in fandom.

#minnie answers #mari kigold asks

[many-gay-magpies]

oh i came up with a soft thought

daniel in a flower crown :((

NOOOOO 😭

stop making me want to draw things artzyy goddamnit--

#i am perhaps sobbing now #but only a little #asks #mari-kigold #artzyy 🎨 #missing dani hours #missing iland hours

[spookybias]

uhmm artzyy!

you know what i think about when i go on youtube to watch enhypen videos? i think about that time i ran into you in the comment section 🤣 i can't remember what video it was or what you said, but it brought a smile to my face. that's the thing about you, i guess. you're everywhere. i see you spamming the dash, and it's always good things. even when it's something negative, your choice of words are always the right kind. it can be hard for someone to respect other's opinions, especially when those opinions are completely divergent from their own. but you've shown that it's not hard to be open-minded, to be nice, to be warm in the middle of a blizzard. don't go anywhere, okay? you light up everyone's dashboard. luv ya <3

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#✩⡱ asks #✩⡱ mutuals #mari-kigold — [ ♡ ]

[villainsunoo]

since @mari-kigold asked fjfkdjfkd more of the thing im writing currently ehehe

#flattery will get u everywhere kids 😩 fjckdmdjjd

[just-a-demi-bean]

Enhypen ot7!

UH. UHM. OH GOD. this was a terrible idea um god @mari-kigold I CANT REMEMBER WHO YOU BIAS IM SORRY

Send me an ask on anon telling me your bias and I'll try to guess who you are :]

#my default is just artzyy at this point #bean guesses anons #asks!! #anons!!

[seokmatthewz]

👀 sunghoon url you need? this legit just came to my mind and i kinda don't like it B U T honeyhoonie? idk it just sounds cute-

ah i dont rlly like non-name urls but thank u nonetheless 😔😔😔💘💕💓💖💗💞💘💕💞

#waiting for someone to release their clutches on a vaguely canon url NFMFMD #asks #mari-kigold