#loveofafriend

[imaginaryfriend20]

LONELY FRIEND

I used to have a friend a lonely friend.

It did not have a specific name or an identity.

it was in the shadows,in the creeping darkness.

when I was small I was scared of him I thought he was the monster

that was waiting to drag me down in to the sea of fear and misery.

so I turned on the light and said my prayers. but it soon dawned upon me

that he was no monster just a lonely friend. He made me realize that the

monster was all along inside me. Here my friend hold my hand I don’t care what

 others think or say about you. you are my friend. my lonely friend. And I love

you no matter what since you are by my side all the time my imaginary friend.

#imaginaryfriend #motivation #loveofafriend #lonely #darkness #poets on tumblr #poetry

[brazilboy92]

#amordeamigos #loveofafriend https://www.instagram.com/p/CAUDrwqHPOSdnPW0-e-84b-DIqCjlFu3ic7fu80/?igshid=16xefwicj1r81

#amordeamigos #loveofafriend

[michelleleighgiles]

It’s a great feeling to know you are loved! #truefriendship #love #trust #friends #friends #loveofafriend https://www.instagram.com/p/B5fsolflRkU/?igshid=y87sfo1z5cjn

#truefriendship #love #trust #friends #loveofafriend

[masterallysa-blog]

Hope for Friendship

Life is really unpredictable. You met people by chance and you met people by will. Meeting someone ain't new to me. I anticipated it ahead of time that some time in the future I'll meet new people. And so I did. I met a guy whom I have known because people find the resemblance between us. It started with being partner together and ought to perform together for grade purposes. Days passed by since that incident, he chatted me. I could feel his presence that time to the point that we instantly became close. We got to know each other. Exchanging of information was the driving force why the conversation went for so long. He asked me out to eat something because we both felt hungry. I decline the libre because it was 3am and going out with some guy at that hour seems to be unconventional. The conversation went for days. But do you know what's the most painful part? You started became being friends but ended up strangers. Loosing a friend is a big deal to me. And I still hope that you will be enlightened to whatever you have went through right now. Hope we could still be friends. I am hoping so.

#Friendship LoveOfAFriend

[adistractedphotographer-blog]

Indoor Splash Shots and Making Up for Lost Time. 

I had a lot of fun with Week 2. I went on the hunt for random objects that amused me, made a mini studio in the living room and then made a bit of a mess too. I am much more used to high speed shots of people jumping into water, so this gave my photography a new and much smaller dimension to work in.  

The point of these projects is to push my self motivation and creativity. With the darker days and the cold winter settling in these have become aspects, as they always are, that become very difficult for me. In a bid to force myself to make the best of the time I have throughout the winter hours I have included my fantastic friend and my never ending supporter who (whether I like it or not!) is nudging and encouraging me along the way. She chooses out of my 52 topics each week so that I don’t get to go for the easy option and as I am lagging behind reminds me I have two to do this week. So I will hopefully be very busy tomorrow!

With Week 2 she gave me the opportunity to stay out of the bad weather and build a creative space with in my new home for the first time. Combining the comfort zone of my imagination with the new and daunting life I am building around myself. In doing this I have regained a little bit more of the confidence that I have lost and for the first time in almost 3 years, got excited about my creations again. 

Tomorrow. Tomorrow I will make up for lost time. Tomorrow will be a good day.  

#splash #creations #creative #photography #splashphotography #macro #macrophotography #purpose #motivation #support #enthusiasm #winter #darkdays #seasons #raining #projects #photographyprojects #52weeks #loveofafriend #there is always tomorrow #tomorrow is a new day #lost time #making up for lost time

[dgallocreative]

For a friend that lives with bipolar 💜 #loveofafriend #mua #makeupwithmeaning #bipolarexpression #mehron #paradisepaint #makeupdesign #mentalhealthawareness #myart #artoftheday

#mentalhealthawareness #loveofafriend #bipolarexpression #makeupdesign #makeupwithmeaning #mua #artoftheday #mehron #paradisepaint #myart

[layeredlifestyle-blog]

This week ended way too fast...I already miss the times we had and i cherish every moment that I've had the pleasure of spending with you, all of the talks and the times shared make me know that you will be my friend for the long haul... #realfriend #bff #loveofafriend (at Washington, District of Columbia)

#realfriend #loveofafriend #bff

[cherylj713]

Look at that face!!! 😍😍😍#Repost @norcalbullybreedrescue with @repostapp ・・・ #Repost @sactowndogs with @repostapp ・・・ #Repost @loveofafriend ・・・ Look at this beautiful face... This is Baby Ruth and she is looking for her furever home. 😢. Even after 800,000 views of Baby Ruth's magical trip to Starbucks she still has not been adopted. Please share this post and give her the happily ever after she deserves. Please contact @frontstreetanimals, if you or someone you know can give her that furever home. #adoptdontshop #shelterpetsrock #sacramentopets #adoptapit #teamfrontstreet #furbaby #sacramento #sacramentoproud #supportlocal #dogs #pitbull #dogsofsacramento #sactowndogs #pitbullsofinstagram #pitbulllove #bullylove

#pitbulllove #pitbullsofinstagram #shelterpetsrock #sactowndogs #bullylove #adoptdontshop #teamfrontstreet #pitbull #adoptapit #furbaby #sacramentoproud #dogs #dogsofsacramento #supportlocal #sacramento #repost #sacramentopets

[ayomide7dopestdude]

Haba uncle, steps that I have been teaching you since now, you just forget but above all you are the bestest paddy... #happybirthday @courage_photography_ @amax_ceejay27 Moreof #God © #loveofabrother #loveofafriend #loveoffamily

#happybirthday #god #loveofabrother #loveofafriend #loveoffamily

[dgallocreative]

#mua #myart #mehron #paradisepaint #makeupdesign #makeupwithmeaning #bipolarexpression #loveofafriend #makeup

#mehron #paradisepaint #myart #mua #loveofafriend #makeupwithmeaning #makeup #makeupdesign #bipolarexpression

[solitarysoul18]

.Eiiarrarraiiand.Beeowwarrbeeeee.

We met in an instant.. in a complete different worlds. "Yours is something i call HOME with warm love and acceptance however mine is UNKNOWN where emptiness resides"

Let me start when we first met, back in the year 2oo8 where you&&iii originally met (over the phone/webcam), that's, one of those days that's so vague but remarkable (cause that's when i first met you). In the year 2oo9, YOU&&iii finally met in person... my mind was blank and doesn't know what to feel or to expect, all i know is i finally met you..(overwhelmed). No reactions, nothing at all...cause my presence there was nothing but to explore, enjoy and not to FALL in LOVE! Those days was full of excitement and happiness.. That's when you started calling me "BEE".. well, I'll be willing to be your bee as long as YOU are willing to be my HONEY! (that sounds pathetic but I'm tryin').. but i still remember what i used to call you "MY LOVE", and that's when you gave me two handcraft paper saying "I<3U" that was the first gift/remembrance that I've received from you(a gift that i received not until i reached JAPAN..and guess what? i still have them and you probably won't even remember). The days passed..didn't get the chance to bid you my farewell..cause you left without even saying goodbye..not even a single word! (REASON: school. Your reason was one of the lame excuse that I've ever heard.) And our first interaction ends on September 12, 2oo9 at 12 o'clock midnight.

Few years have gone, and there i was again... i returned.(December o8, 2o11) when i saw you in person. (I must admit, my heart skip a beat and i felt nervous). That's when I received the first HUG from you. Your presence makes my heart smile. First few day's were good, especially on the 11th day of December. (There's always a first time they say) It was the first time that i rode in your bike, i kinda feel nervous yet not so nervous cause i know you are there and always will. I guess i was a bad luck when your tire broke down. But that gave me enough of time, to see you closely and talk to you clearly (though we're both tipsy!) And, i was just amazed... i had a coffee session with you at 2:30 in the morning...it was when you first held my hand.(while you were driving).. that's when i received the second and third HUG from you... But after that, we both gone busy..mine with the sessions and you for work. (that made me sad..it did!) We hardly communicate, at first..it was all cool with me yet day by day I'm missing you and wanted to see you, even if you're there, sitting beside me i still do miss you. (your body may be there, but reality check.. your heart and mind wasn't) I am not expecting anything from you or anything to happen and i never wanted to ruin the current mood of your relationship (don't be confused..please don't, I am not staying for good..but if i do, i will not hesitate and make you fall for me! and that's a promise LOL) that just sound so greedy but that's true. "You're like Mcdonalds...wanna know why? Cause I'm Lovin' it!" I don't know when did it start, or what happened or how it happened, all i know is that i can't stop thinking about you, day and night! But isn't it, I'm good at pretending that i don't wanna text you? (just so you know...My heart and mind is debating whether to text you or not..HEART wins sometimes, that's when i text you but my MIND wins most of the time cause i bear the time to not to text you.) We act like a cat and dog, a couple and friends...we fight, we chill, we laugh, we joke and we pretend.. I once heard you say... It's hard (the situation) then if you are having a hard time...I am in pain... I am hurting (but i can't do anything cause you ain't mine).

I guess, both of us are just cowards and ain't ready to face reality... the reality of acceptance, confrontation and letting go.

- You always ask if i have a prepaid and you barely text me yet, you complain why i don't text you. (i don't cause, the thing inside me is growing and not talking to you is the only way to stop it..guess i was wrong instead it grew strong.)

- You always ask if i have plans.. (what an ass) i said all my sched., yet you didn't do anything about it.. instead you said NOTHING when i asked why you wanna know. (You know what's hard when you asked me that..i was waiting for you to asked me out,..and i waited for you the whole day) and that's the most tiring job i did., waste my time while waiting for something i know isnt gonna happen and will never be.

-You makes me worry whenever you show up at our door step yet bid goodbye from nowhere.

- I like it, when you make a face... you're like a kid, i just like the way of you as an innocent kind.

- You're so adorable when drunk... and such a cutie when doing a half smile/smirk.

- You act/pretend that you are sick when i talk to somebody yet, you didn't do anything about it and let me.

- i hate it when you tell everyone how you feel except me. (i felt worthless)I shouldn't assume or expect anything but I'm hurting

-You get mad and complain alot when someone gets my attention.

-I like the way you asked me stuff as if your were my man

-I like the way you care for me esp. when you overreact when i got an attacked (asthma)

- I like the way you text me (though its just a random text...) it makes my day... esp. when you replied I love you t0o. I know that ain't real..just words with no meaning...

-I like it when you call me a monkey (not because i wanted to be a monkey) but because you told me that i'am the monkey that's keep hanging in your heart and will always be there.

- However, do you know what i like the most? - YOU.

Our encounter may be short but it made me happy, it's short and it made me sad, it's short and it's not right, it's short and you made me FALL, it's short yet it shouldn't.

I always wanna tell you this... "I like you, i really do but i shouldn't!"

Guess... that's how our journey ends. for now... i hope to see you again maybe not now, not anytime soon.. but maybe SOMEDAY! (till we meet again)

P.S

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (January 26, 2o12)

Love always,

rEdELLE

#loveofafriend #love #you #personal #fact