#look i'm unhappy

[fellhalcyon]

allow me to inflict this Sad™ upon the kp fandom at large:

as a teenager in bodyguard training big would absolutely have listened to waiting room by phoebe bridgers just once - never again, because it's so goddamn fuckin embarrassing - and completely against his will he would have thought about that for the rest of his life

#kinnporsche big #kinnporsche the series #it talks! #look i'm unhappy #i'm very unhappy #i'm writing unhinged big/kinn fanfiction as we speak #yeah i'm going to be that person #i'm sorry

[th3e-m4ng0]

re: that post about the lack of enrichment in trucks

i bring yet another megop au where op is another depressed fellow whose EM field is always emitting gloomy and tired vibes. vs megatron who is at his happiest when hauling materials and messing with his coworkers/friends

they haven't seen each other in years since the war ended and they signed all these treaties and paperwork !

#wip #au #op wonders why he's the only odd one from his peers that feels specially unhappy with his post-war life. he shouldn't. work pays well and h #has a house all by himself. he's not in immediate danger. no one is actively trying to kill each other. has access to energon and treats #his friends are all near him (and yet he doesn't try to contact them bc he might be bothering them) #by all means he should be happy but alas. he is not ! (sadge) #and then megatron's like YEAHH. ROCKS. I HAUL THE MATERIALS. i will dump dirt on top of you if you are distracted. do not try to tip me ove #i will punch you. oh optimus prime? idk he's probably passed away idc. look at this buiding. i'm helping #[truck with Sufficient enrichment vs truck with lack of enrichment]

[michsmeesh]

ummnnnn they're kissing...

they're both just so autistic and non-verbal to me :///

basically javier will tug on johns clothes whenever he wants affection and john just uses his chronic puppy eyes on javier whenever he wants affection TELL ME I'M WRONG!!!!!!!!

#i'm actually very unhappy with this but whatever #i spent 2 days on this so i'll just force myself to like it!! #aka never look at it again #sighhh #jovier #javier escuella #john marston #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #my art

[grimbothefool]

There they are. look at em. my beautiful boys (and 2 rats), fresh out the microwave in my brain that i rotate my ocs in

#digital art #oc #oc: peter #oc: salem 6 #oc: randall #oc: kenickie #kenickie is very new i've only gotten to play like 10 hours of 76 so far #it was also completely by accident that they look related and i just went with it for the giggles #i wish this looked better for how long it took tbh but thats not because i'm unhappy with it it just took REALLY REALLY long lol #no one gets to have their pip-boys because i would...die. drawing one is already too many

[ironinkpen]

My favorite thing in the world about Rise Leo is that he acts Like That but then at any given moment he's almost always doing something that's like. so fucking clever.

Like in the episode "The Ancient Art of Ninja Hide and Seek," the guys are sneaking around Big Mama's hotel to steal something from her guard dog Gus's collar. Raph's idea of stealth is uhhh holding a frond over his head, and Mikey and Donnie spend most of their time scooting a food cart up the stairs. Gus sniffs them all out and they all have to be rescued by Splinter.

And then Leo does this

And it seems so stupid, but like? it's actually not?? there's a strategy here???

The other guys get caught bc Gus is an incredible tracker w a great sense of hearing and smell—which Leo knows from their last run-in with him. So what does Leo do? He eliminates the problem by purposefully sneaking up on Gus in a crowded, noisy, distracting room so Gus won't be able to hear or smell him. And it WORKS—Gus doesn't notice him even when he's right under his nose! He just gets unlucky that the Evil Sports match ends right when he gets his hands on the collar.

It's just. so endlessly funny to me that Leo's the one who gets the closest to actually completing the mission without needing Splinter to bail him out, and no one notices bc he does so with the air of a court jester. A little clown boy. He truly radiates the vibe of someone constantly flying by the seat of his booty shorts, meaning no one realizes until Shredder that he's secretly the only one on the team who regularly uses ANY problem-solving or planning skills lmao

#rottmnt #leo #rottmnt leo #rise leo #i like to think after Many Unhappy Returns Splinter looked back to see if he missed any signs that Leo's like. a strategic genius. #and then thought back on this moment and went '......wait a minute he had a PLAN???' #anyway! I love Leo! he's so good at plans guys!!! #and i'm v bummed the guys never realized that Leo is secretly actually an incredible strategist/problem-solver #because then you look back and realize he solved the most problems on purpose than literally anyone else in the show #(yes including raph. i love that boy but his solution to every problem is smashing through a wall) #(or cutting a car in half with his BROTHER STILL INSIDE RAPH)

[saturnvs]

little watercolor horsie :)

#watercolor #watercolour #horses #horse art #traditional art #art #my art #idk !! looked better in my head but i'm not unhappy with it

[knickynoo]

Two of my favorite little scenes from BTTF part II are the moments where Marty stops to watch his parents in 1955. I mean, he was only just there living through those events one day prior, but he didn't actually have a chance to soak any of it in or process it. (He'd come flailing into the parking lot just after George punched Biff but hardly had time to appreciate any of it on account of his picture still fading, and then at the dance, he was. You know. Actively being erased from existence up there on stage for a while.)

Even though the stakes are still unbelievably high when he returns to '55 to try to track down the almanac, and he's just experienced what may be the most stressful and terrifying day of his life with all the 1985A nonsense, he makes it a point to slow down enough to watch his parents at the dance. And there's just this look on his face—a mixture of awe and relief and happiness. You can tell. You can tell this is getting permanently etched into Marty's memory. He's taking in every detail. He's holding tightly to these sweet moments of watching his parents (who had been unhappily married most of or all of his life) FALL IN LOVE. A real, true love that he's never had a chance to see them in before.

Not to mention the fact that in the reality he'd just arrived from, his mother had been forced into marriage with Biff, and his father was dead. Marty's just come from a place where his family had been completely destroyed, and now he's watching the very foundation of it coming together. This is the beginning of it all, and it's a reminder of what he's trying so hard to save and get back to.

And it's so very nice that we see him hitting the pause button for a few seconds in this chaos-fest to look at his mom and dad with such love.

#marty mcfly #back to the future #bttf #look at him #the boy loves his parents #there are also other thoughts i can't quite clearly articulate #about what Marty's perception of love and marriage might have been like after being raised by his Twin Pines parents #because I can't imagine that years of seeing two unhappy people who cannot emotionally connect wouldn't skew his feelings in some way #and maybe lay shaky groundwork for what he believes a marriage should look like #but then he gets to time travel and see his mom and dad fall completely & truly in love #a love that he can see and feel the depth of that night at the dance #(and that then carries over into the new timeline) #and so i wonder how that impacted him. or how it might have helped him with issues he wasn't even aware he had #anyway. i'm just going on a rambling in the tags #*hugging Marty tightly*

[autoboros]

Never got to finish it but here's more of my Mask

#tbh it looks okay as it is #i guess. I'm not unhappy with it #I'm thinking stuff up about him. he's a strange guy. I'm plotting. nothing solid yet but i have ideas #I'm also thinking about the rest of the S4. I've already drawn Aloha (kind of) but i want to do my interps for them too #splatoon #splatoon 3 #art #coroika #S4 Mask #Mask coroika

[c-rowlesdraws]

April 27th is World Tapir Day! Celebrate a vey special day for some very special animals with artwork I've put on some stuff! Available now at redbubble.com/people/c-rowles -- click "Explore Designs" on my page to see them, along with even more art!

#tapirs #tapir #world tapir day #animals #animal art #my art #redbubble #this round of designs is also my last redbubble hurrah I think #I'm really unhappy with their recent decision to impose extra fees on the newest/smallest accounts #so next month I'm going to be looking into setting up different POD and online shop accounts

[humanityinahandbag]

I finally lost THIRTY pounds.

Thirty pounds (or roughly 14 kg) is the same as;

Two upright vacuums

A whole ass whippet dog

A medium sized rug

A 50 inch (127 cm) flatscreen TV

A fuckin mountain bike

Two bowling balls

I just want to highlight just how much that is, because this is huge for me! I've always struggled with weight, and seeing myself become healthier is such an achievement. It's in no way been an easy journey. There have been months where the scale didn't move, or where my weight fluctuated, but to see it finally tick down to a thirty pound loss is a massive achievement for me.

I've got a ways to go, but knowing that I've made my health a priority, that I've improved my quality of life, that I haven't given up, and that I can see those results is just mind-blowing.

#weight loss #health #healthy #healthy eating #exercize #I lost a whole whippet dog y'all #it's so hard not to look in the mirror and NOT see a body I was unhappy with #I'm basically blind to that #but I'm working on it

[charmwasjess]

quick, what are you thinking about RIGHT NOW

.....sifo-dyas😖🫣

#LOOK BUT I'M WRITING FIC OKAY NOT JUST LIKE META THOUGHTS #writing a line where Dooku is putting him down in a half-frozen puddle and he's such a cold unhappy little meow meow #the whump fic is going great

[chipthekeeper]

ANDOR credits in Aurebesh - 1.01 Kassa

#trying something new #i wanna do it for every episode but we'll see #it's not quite as much fun without concept art but if i can make screenshots look like art then maybe...? #andor #diego luna #kyle soller #adria arjona #joplin sibtain #james mcardle #rupert vansittart #if nothing else i got to learn that guy's name #anyway i think i'll be tweaking the design but i'm not unhappy with this yet #my posts

[halogalopaghost]

#IM SO STRESSED IM SO STRESSED #I feel like I'm not handling ANYTHING well rn #so many people have symptoms that are WAAAAAAY fucking worse and they're like. working full time jobs and being a parent and shit and #I'm like waaah oh no I have body aches and chronic fatigue looks like I'll have to be unemployed and never do anything ever 💀 #how am I gonna live?? like. my parents are taking care of me and I'm so fucking glad but #SOMEDAY THEY WONT BE AROUND and that stresses me out so bad #I'm 25 years old and I NEED my mom every day if not physically then emotionally because I'm a little bitch baby that can't do anything for #herself. im having a hard time feeding myself I'm having a hard time keeping my living space clean #I'm not taking care of anything except the dogs sometimes and my lizard and she's not getting as much attention as she used to #I need a job and I need to be able to suck it up and DO THINGS but I feel like I'm not the person u was anymore #I was strong and I could push thru things and make myself do things and now I can't???? I just lay on the fucking couch!! and feel bad abtit #is it the tism. is it the ADHD. what about the chronic depression. how bout the fibromyalgia? #and the thing is that ALL OF THOSE THINGS ARE MILD #I don't have severe pain (yet). #I just can't handle it I don't WANT to handle it #so. shoutout to my mom I guess because if it wasn't for her I simply wouldn't be alive #I feel like I've never been happy!! why can't I just be content and be happy!!!! #I have no fucking reason to be unhappy!!!!!!

[heatsu]

comfort character time

#i feel lkke shir 🔥🔥🔥 #for twenage girl drama reasons but god why are people so hard to live wigh 🔥🔥 #so I'm drawing my comfort characters ro not die of anxiety #because i have to go back to school after Christmas break #and so if happens i have a misunderstanding with thw girl i sit wiyh 🤩🤩 #anyways #hi i love them #big eyed bastards #I'm both happy and unhappy with how rjeir faxes look i can't explain it #heatsu art #traditional art #artists on tumblr #doodle #fanart #hellsing ultimate #heatsu oc #original character #sketch #hellsing rip van winkle

[foolishnpd]

am I aplatonic or am I just incredibly narcissistic with the tendency to view the vast majority of people as a waste of time and not up to my level to even consider being friends with

#lilyroaring #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #it's not that I don't enjoy having friends #but I'm not unhappy in being alone either. I'm good enough for myself after all #but most people truly don't interest me #I don't have a desire to make friends #I don't feel that need for connection #I'm not incapable of making friends either. I used to be very social and well known around my school #but I just can't help but look down on most people #I think their attempts to befriend me are hilarious #I can play along for a bit but do they really expect it to come to anything? #it's different if someone's got traits I respect or even admire #but most people just don't have that #classmates or coworkers. why am I expected to get close to any of these people #they just bore me too much to be worth the effort of even maintaining status as an acquaintance #how can I expect to feel love for anyone when almost everyone is a boring irritating disappointment

[spocks-kaathyra]

"ur repressed" okay well have u even considered that emotions r purposeless and only serve to cause harm to those around u and I have achieved a unique transcendent state beyond them. have u considered that

#joking but like. am I wrong though #yeah no one is able to overcome the inherent human flaw of emotion and anyone who thinks they can is in fact mentally unwell #except for me I'm built different I have actually managed to transcend emotion. this is a good thing and not a problem #I saw my father's anger and my mother's discontent and my brother's self loathing and my friend's yearning. #and I saw how it only made everyone more unhappy. and I decided I would be above them all and never let my emotions rule me. #I was scared of the dark until I realized that fear wasn't useful to feel. so I stopped feeling it #this is a good thing and I am a paragon of mental health I think #mmm alternatively I was made to play mediator in a family of traumatized ppl and learned to repress my emotions to the point of dysfunction #but I prefer to think I'm enlightened and have no problems. this is fine and will not blow up in my face #anyways. just now realizing that this might stem from my childhood. oops #also realizing that I'm probably not aro and I just learned to turn off romantic attraction bc I saw how miserable it made my friend?? #well. I still don't experience romantic attraction. but probably I should and I will if I ever sort out this repression thing. whoopsie #really she was ready to kill herself over some white guy and I looked at that and was like. nope. I'm never stooping to that level #mm might not help that my parents never loved each other and I never had a healthy romantic relationship modeled for me as a child #but still like really like what is the point. of having emotions. they're just not useful #oh hurr durr I'm angry at my friends for talking over a tv show. there is no way to act on this without damaging ppl and relationships #ohh I'm in love with this guy who will never love me back. THERE IS NO PRODUCTIVE WAY TO ACT ON THIS #literally emotions can only be destructive and I'm a better person for opting out of them #there are no downsides to being repressed! I can still feel positive emotions. I'm happy sometimes. sometimes I'm excited. it's fine #guy who is Unpacking Things live on ur dash. sorry #narcissus's echoes #vent