#literally thought i blocked this guy

[babyangelcakess]

IM LITERALLY SO PEAKING RIGHT NOW I WAS CHOSEN 🙏

Okay but seriously, going online to troll on communities that have done nothing to you is genuinely pathetic. I made a harmless post about sitting in a chair. You really don’t have anything better to do with your time?? Get better soon man. Or at the least get more creative with your reposts because I’ve heard “cry about it” before. Spice it up, don’t be afraid to get creative! Entertain me and don’t waste my time. Thanks hun. <3

Block the @ : @/scottishpinochet

#angel’s agere #angel’s corner #sorry about the rant #literally thought i blocked this guy #how about mind your business #do you have a life outside of harassing others #agere #age regression #sfw agere #age regressor #agere community #safe agere #agere blog #agere little #sfw age regression #scottishpicochet

[tsams-confessions]

In a show where the primary relationships are explicitly family relationships, and a main character is aro ace, the aphobia is RIFE and it just goes to show how much aphobia is still everywhere, even in this tiny little fandom for a damn Youtube show. Even here we have to see this rank shit. And the worst part is they're STILL harassing blogs, always on anon of course, even after the show went out of its way to call Moon aro ace again AND have Moon call Solar his brother. And yet the hate remains, and the harassment continues. They act like we're the delusional ones. They cry about how they have their own AUs and to just leave them alone, and then they do this, or they ignore when their fellow shippers do it. It's stupid as fuck and I'm sick of seeing it! I truly actually want to know who these people are so I can block them and forget they exist! They're making the fandom more miserable and toxic!

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#sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #sams #tsams confession #< block this if you dont want to see these #mod 1blood #this one guy is actually obsessed with me its hilarious #i wonder how many of them there genuinely are or if its just 2 or 3 that have literally nothing better to do #cuz i know for a fact that the person harassing garbagechocolate is the same one as the anon ive had in my inbox lately #used the exact wording 1 to 1 in the anon to them and the one to me and thought they were sneaky lmao

[ispridestillasin]

So I decided to watch a bit of Bridgerton with my mother, which I'm not really interested in (I don't really like period pieces unless it's a fanfic for a ship I like) but it's a show she enjoys so I sometimes catch her watching it and join her, and literally the only takeaway from the stuff I've seen with her is that Colin, Lord Debling, and Penelope should have all been poly

#guys listen a lot of shit could have been solved if they had just been poly (says local poly relationship writer & enjoyer) #i know polin is like the Ship this season from what i've seen when i lightly check out the bridgerton fandom #but i really enjoyed the chemistry between penelope & debling. they were cute. #that scene where he asked in a roundabout way how to propose to her. it was sweet. also the way he stuttered was really cute. #i also imagined colin & debling together in a world where polyamory & queer relationships weren't frowned upon #and i think they would be cute. he & colin would have a fun dynamic because debling's similair to pen but also he still very different #and i think that seeing colin being oblivious about liking him would be cute #it would definitely add to the drama if violet didn't really understand that colin was into both pen & debling at first. but when she does. #she spends the entire time with her head in her hands because her son is so bad at recognizing his feelings. #i just think the two would be really cute if the time period wasn't. you know. very unaccepting of queer relationships. #bridgerton #penelope featherington #colin bridgerton #lord debling #alfred debling #polin #colin x penelope #pebling #penelope x lord debling #colin x penelope x lord debling #colin x lord debling #god i think i'm the only one adding to that tag. if not creating it. oh well. #please don't bother interacting with this post if you're just going to say that polin is superior or whatever. literally just block me dude #yuri's thoughts & rambles #bridgerton season 3 #bridgerton spoilers #this literally might be the only time i even use the bridgerton tag

[bloomingsalma]

i think one of the most disappointing things is to see that your childhood friends have grown up to represent the kind of people you're disappointed in

#had a friendship break up w like one of my entire friend groups of six ppl? #found out that one of the girls in our friend group had sent screenshots of our private conversation about smth I was hurt over #to a gc with our other friends (but not me ofc) #and they all proceeded to talk shit about me :// I swear the way my stomach dropped when the friend I was having the convo w #sent me screenshots of what our mutual friends were saying about me #she knew how much it would hurt me but still did it just to prove a point (though I'm certain she misrepresented our conversation + my word #to them considering she blocked out what she had initially said to them lol) #my stomach hasn't dropped like that since high school #which is exactly where I thought we left this kind of deceitful behaviour. like how are you guys twenty one and still sending screenshots #and talking bad behind only one (1) friend's back when you know she can't defend herself in that space #I immediately texted our collective gc to explain a text she had sent but failed to give context for #then told them if I'm as selfish as they say I will leave this friend group. and then I left that gc #I also texted two friends who I knew were talking shit and I sent them the screenshots that first “friend” sent and pointed out how #she blocked out what she said so I'm suspicious that she skewed our conversation so they (the two other “friends”) should be wary #I told them I understood it was fair game to stoop. this low considering neither of them tried to reach out to me to hear my side #or defend me + my privacy #for context: the original argument was me voicing out that I was upset bc that first “friend” had invited and planned with with our friend #group an event that landed on my birthday without checking in with me if I was planning to spend time with them that day #and she kept defending herself and saying she didn't know I'd plan smth (probably bc my bday is two months away lmao) and she said #the event they'd be attending is just as important and necessary as being there for my birthday?? it's literally just a party her brother #(who none of us are close to lol) is DJing at. and I brought up how I'm their close friend (not her brother) and it's not fair to call #it equally necessary. but I suspect she skewed what I said greatly considering all of our friends started calling me selfish and unfair #but yeah v v crazy and hurtful and just astonishing #salmaspeaks

[silentwalrus1]

You know, i think the weirdest thing about people tagging my art “parental Royed” is that they clearly don’t mean it. it’s never about exploring any actual relationship these two characters have, it’s just a panic-label lest Someone online sees two men standing in the same image and instantly accuses the reblogger of pedophilia (never child soldier endorsement tho. Funny how that works). They’re like “if only I forcibly smush anything I see into the Found Family box then surely nobody can accuse me of homosexuality i mean being seen with the devil i mean UnChristian Thoughts. Surely this will protect me.”

Genuinely, if you see an image of two men interacting in any way and your first thought is “oh shit, I better make sure there’s no GAY PEDOPHILES in here!!!!”, consider who and what ideological position you are serving 

#literally it’s never about the characters themselves. Guys cmon i thought we were in fandom #’ parental roy ‘ the man is a war criminal who literally only notices ed’s existence when it impacts his job and ambition. #if you want to explore this as a parental relationship to ed then EXPLORE IT! THERE’S JUICE HERE! ANOTHER DEADBEAT DAD! #AMAZING PARALLELS AND CONTRASTS TO HOHO! #don’t just go oh well if i slap the Parent tag on this freak then that’ll be a magic spell to keep freaks out of my inbox! #bitch the freaks will find your inbox regardless. All they do is look for inboxes just block and move on with your goddamn life #yap yap #fma #also nobody ever fucking remembers Al in the goddamn Parental Roy circus #for the best tbh. He’s off bowling with Sig or whatever while Ed and Roy are frantically struggling trying to escape the Parent Handcuffs

[bottom-slut-unionizer]

Not to sound emotionally damagee, but my first ex did literally cheat on me 4 times to get back at me for trying to have a conversation with him in order to set up boundaries with our polyamory. N later left me for a guy he was seeing on the side (but the guy didn't want him lol)

#it has actually made my self esteem and trust tank so much #idk if i can handle another relationship #i tried to be so patient with him. to try to meet him where I was amd rather than talk to me #hed just text the guy he was cheating on me with n tell them. #n then that guy woul text me n tell me to kill myself for treating my bf that way #.... ways my bf refused to tell me #he'd literally lie to my face that it was okay #every time i checked on him #every time I tried to just trust n believe him hed be hiding something from me #n get mad that the things he never mentioned were problems kept happening #n of course if i mentioned this was bullshit n we need some level of trust n communication #hed run out on me. drive away. n cheat again #he was my first boyfriend #i dated him all through college bc I thought he was the one #n he dumped me 3 weeks after my dad died n the day after he met the person who raped me when i was a kid :-( #i just #I thought i could make it work #i just wish i knew what went wrong #he keeps saying he'll talk to me soon about it #but then he keeps blocking me or telling me how he now has a new boyfriend #want enough closure so i can trust myself again #or at least so i dont keep hating myself #but i guess thats just hopeless to want

[un-local]

very interesting how all the lonesome aesthetic yearning girlbloggers are like. the most allergic to any kind of interaction…

#I like one too many posts in a row and get blocked for spam liking. Many such cases #either that or what. is my blog that detestable? I suppose so #If you don’t want people going thru ur blog set it to private. My sideblog is. Would recommend. #but sure yeah. Keep longing and reblogging posts about how alone you are and how you miss a friendship you’ll never have + how the #Humanity of mundane interactions with strangers is the truest joy or whatever #you’re winning at this mindset for sure 👍 #guys we gotta get word out that this is literally how this site is used. We can’t let them take spam liking away from us #What? I can’t scroll a randos blog while I wait for a doc appt? Is there nothing left for me in this world? The hell man #harebrained thought #hare posts #misc tag

[signs-of-the-moon]

Hi guys! Sorry for the radio silence throughout most of February. I stated it on my main blog, but I'll also mention here that for a while I was going through a strong creative block. Literally couldn't do anything creative--no writing, drawing, even daydreaming. It was very frustrating and did not help my mental health at all. I think it was a residual side effect of burnout from both work and the holidays. Not to mention there's still a bunch of special occasions going on that take my energy (Valentine's day, my datemate' bday 4 days after, then President's day which made work swamped with irritable customers. Now I've got my sister and mother's bdays coming up in March and they're both milestone birthdays too).

I think another reason for the block was that I wasn't consuming enough media, stories, and fanwork to be inspired. But I've been reading a lot of fics recently, as well as trying to reread TNP, and that's brought my spark back! Idk if it will last, or for how long, but I'm riding this train til I can't no more.

All that's to say more from Signs of the Moon will be out soon! I've got the newest chapter of Moon High ready for a final edit. I'm trying to get the next chapter of Snowfrost's Fate finished as well (I haven't abandoned the story, it's just been put waay back on the back burner while I write Moon High 'cause balancing multiple POVs is challenging). And the next chapter of MH is also being written. I have plans for some mini drabbles/one shot pieces as well but no promises on those coming out. I also want to make some art but that might have to wait til I take vacation days from work in March.

As always, thank you all for your patience and support <3

#viti shoosh #I've literally never experienced a creative block as badly as I just did #like it was to the point where it was painful #I always daydream. especially while listening to music (I imagine amvsin my head as any normal creative type does) #and I just. couldn't. my head was empty for once except for thoughts about my life or self or things like that #which sucked #luckily its better now and Im inspired to create #so yippee #anyways ilu guys thanks for sticking around

[southstand]

the kmj situation is wack for so many reasons … while i can understand minjae being exhausted both physically and mentally after playing 90 minutes of pretty much every napoli game this season and every game being important what with them gunning for the serie a title and being strong contenders for the cl, the man either needs better pr training or just needs to rue on his feelings for a while before saying them out loud.

it’s fine to want to focus on your club for the moment, but to explicitly say that you ‘don’t want to focus on the national team’ comparing it to your club in one breath is 1) implying that you want to retire from the nt, 2) just generally not reading the room right especially when your nt has just gotten a new coach that needs to work out the kinks and figure out the system, and 3) a slap in the face to the fans of your country supporting your career. south koreans especially take great pride in their nation and their nation’s outputs—just look at the (very well deserved) support that korean ppl always have for players like son heungmin or park jisung. while he is playing for a big club in italy now and is very talented and successful, minjae came up through the k league and, before transferring to napoli, mostly had korean fans/fans who are also avid fans of korean football. to indirectly undermine that is a no-go.

absolutely he is allowed to feel the way he feels and this opens up a lot of necessary conversations about player wellness, but being professional is also part of the game. he could have gracefully bowed out of at least one friendly citing physical exhaustion (especially since klinsmann so far seems to be the kind of guy to prioritise player comfort) instead of making comments like this to the press afterwards. most likely he had no malicious intentions, but this is just unfortunately shooting his own self in the foot.

also regarding the whole blocking sonny thing—i won’t get into speculation or whatever there because they’re grown men but it’s wild that ppl are blaming this on sonny being shady with his post about it being an honour to play for korea. sonny’s always been the kind of guy to openly love playing for his nt and it’s a big responsibility he takes both physically and mentally to try and play in every game the nt organises despite being a constant starter for a premier league club (just look at the way he fought to play in the wc despite his injury). whether this is right or wrong isn’t important—it’s his choice as is any other player’s choice to not play, and we shouldn’t demonise them for that. the simple fact of the matter is that sonny always makes these kinds of posts after every international game; in my eyes, it has nothing to do with minjae’s comments at all.

all in all, just a weird situation that’ll most likely taint the way a lot of kr minjae fans see him … just quite unfortunate really.

#kim minjae #fine 2 rb #football #(just for my own tagging purposes) #rly think kmj should’ve talked w the kfa re his thoughts abt the nt like i don’t think he’s retiring bc he’s literally 26 but. 😭 #i’ve been following minjae since he was @ jeonbuk and he’s always been the kind of guy to say out of pocket stuff during interviews #but this is rly wack like 😭 i’m someone who follows kr football super passionately and loves the nt w all my heart #so it felt kinda 😵‍💫 to see mj say this .. #also napoli & spurs fans alike on twt are annoying me the fuck out LMAO #anyway it’s just like. Very weird that he blocked sonny on insta like help bro 😭 #i won’t make a mountain out of a molehill abt this situation but just wanted to share my thoughts 🫶🏾 #rahul.txt

[wayvtual]

she’s insane

#sleeveless suit w gloves n a slicked back ponytail w this choreo like lock her up ur honor‼️ she done enough damage #the part where she caresses the dancer’s faces is hitting in new ways can i say something n u guys wont block me. i had thoughts #literally when seungyoun said i don’t want no other girl i put that on my life like so fucking real #.txt

[guideaus]

a while back i got extra oop manga volumes in a random manga bundle, and decided not to sell them on mercari for scalper prices bc i figured i didnt exactly buy it online from an ebay collector, just happened upon them in a lot from goodwill. then, just now i was browsing mercari for manga to buy, and i saw the person who bought it from me sold them for way more, and im like. okay, okay...

#personal #i KNOW its literally impossible to be like 'ok i hope u read and enjoy :) (and dont resell!)' but i remember hoping they wouldnt 😭 #i thought it was nice w how rare its become that i could give it to someone else that wants it. i didnt charge 90 per volume #and then they apparently didnt want it lol #like ok we're just in this endless cycle of marking (USED) things up over and over huh... no one is putting it on their shelves..? reading? #just making it so literally only the rich ppl can own it... #their bio says 'Just selling my extra stuff' and i do that too but it was the literal exact same copies. it wasnt extras #okayy alright thanks **** ******** i am blocking u now. ur up there w the cyrus guy

[chaos-coming]

I'm annoyed and have been stewing in these thoughts for a few weeks, it's time to get it off my chest.

Despite their enthusiasm, i think i will not he working with the local marxist group here after all. Ive met with them a few times and honestly they fall into all of the classic shortcomings of white european leftist groups.

This group of upper middle class white swedes seem really and truly convinced that they will be the leaders of the great global revolution. They openly told me the first time we met that they are studying the literature to train the future leaders of the movement (the ego is just...wow). Dogmatic and enthusiastic, yes, but aware of the global currents happening right now, no. They dont see that capitalism is reliant on imperialism, and the idea that they might not be center stage when the workers of the world (most of whom live in the global south) rise up has never crossed their minds. They say they only want members who are serious and committed to the cause, but it really looks like they just want to create an echo chamber to boost their egos.

They think that boycotts and direct action are meaningless, as if disrupting the capitalist war machine is antithetical to their "great revolution". They use protests and demonstrations as opportunities for recruitment and to prosthelytize about reading theory. I watched them stand in front of a group of mostly migrants and refugees from syria, iran, palestine, and talk at them about the situation as if everyone showing up to a demonstration organization meeting wasnt already aware. As if refugees with family in the region wanted to hear this blond guy with a mustache posturing for Woke Points(tm) and say nothing constructive, dominate the conversation and ignore suggestions for action from people who have lived through the imperialist wars in SWANA.

Besides going to marxist conferences aka paid field trips, these people dont talk about any action if it's not directly about the great revolution and recruiting more communists, and place way too much emphasis on reading "the classics" (dont get me wrong reading theory is useful but its not the end all be all they think it is). And they dont read literary response/criticism to the classical theory, or modern interpretations, it's not "pure" enough. Theyre not just reading it for theory either, theyre literally and uncritically looking to 100 year old descriptions of society for instructions and methods for creating a revolution in the current day - descriptions which do not acknowledge climate change or indigenous sovereignty or the hyperconnected global economic system we live under - with no critical thought to how it must be adapted to the current epoch (i watched them shoot down all suggestions for organizing online and on social media, or provocative visual demonstrations, insisting that the only and best way to spread awareness is to stand in the hallways and pass out fliers to passersby like its still 1980 and sweden isnt already a paperless cashless society).

I made a comment about how soviet agriculture in west asia wasnt sustainable and got blank or disappointed faces in response. Which leads me to suspect that they idolize the ussr and have no intention to look at non european perspectives. I even tried to bring up the fact that we are currently on occupied sami land, sweden still has a literal actual monarch, living off of taxes and the imperial conquest of the sami people and neighboring countries. It got quiet, they did not want to have that conversation, they dont care beyond lip service about the rights of the indigenous people in their backyards (literally, theyre camped outside the city with their reindeer right now). Getting rid of the monarchy is not a priority, the concept of a monarch in the 21st century is not offensive or antithetical to their beliefs because the "great revolution" will take care of it anyway. Theyre not interested in actions, anything short of their fantasy of a total revolution is meaningless to them. These self proclaimed leaders of the revolution arent even interested in leading a push for an end to the monarchy which takes the workers' taxes to uphold an imperialistic remnant.

Like its basically a pay to play book club, theyre super insistent on the member fee being 10% of your income (even if you have no income you still pay) and it needs to be paid to participate in any of their group meetings etc. Like i get that they have a newspaper and printing press and a full time newspaper employee to pay for, but how is that not capitalistic? How is it not a class barrier, and especially when non-european students have to pay 5 figure tuition costs and they get to go to uni for free. The fact that their group is entirely 100% white and almost all swedes says volumes. And the fact that the palestine organizers have stsrted to schedule their meetings at the same time as the marxist group regularly does, almost like they dont want to work with these white guys who are trying to control the local solidarity movement.

When all you do is sit around reading literature and patting yourselves on the back for being special, when you look a refugee in the face and talk about revolution like theyre not the ones who have literally lived through it, when you are completely uninterested in taking action to fight imperialism in your own country, when you staunchly refuse to get with the times, why are you surprised nobody wants the 'revolution' youre offering them.

#im not so surprised but i am frustrated that the local marxist group is like this #but with how groups in the uk and on the continent are i expected just a tiny bit of awareness from these guys #i guess we are too isolated up here and sweden is just too comfortable for the white people to wake up #but at the literal colonial frontier with sami people sitting outside the city i thought maybe the leftist groups would be talking about it #but as usual white europeans have a large ego blocking their vision #theyre happy to criticize the rest of the world and even other eurooean countries #but ask them to make a change in theirs? good luck #honestly ive been thinking that living in europe isnt for me in the long term. this is not where the progress is happening #europe north of the alps hasnt felt the effect of climate change and theyre just so detached and complacent #you cannot push these people into meaningful action they just dont understand how the world is anymore #im going to stay for another 18 months to finish my degree but im starting to feel really limited by the conservative worldview here #even among the so called left

[radishhqueen]

the horrors are hitting, have a wip

#radish #rs tag #local guy realizes his girlfriend's friend has not been in lesbians w her roommate for the past 3 years #and is in fact still dating the same white bread guy from when they were kids #heidi and luke are very silly in that literally everyone around them is like. oh they CANNOT become friends #they become a bad decisions echo chamber #neither of them have ever thought thru anything in their life 😔 #the horrors are persisting. now i have writers block for everything #some day. i will be less stressed

[computerpeople]

im a professional hater. my ex sending me constant anon hate for nearly 6 years has literally trained me to be insane

#txt #i cant stop thinking about that guy i got to leave my sister alone because i started spamming his acc with comments about how transgender #he looked (he was saying transphobic things) and how i literally couldnt tell he was a cis guy and that he just seems so transgender and #that i can see his binder and he started trying to mock me back like oh yeah sjw i thought trans people are supposed to be hot but youre #using it as an insult? and i was like baby i think trans people are hot im like your biggest fan #and he just replied with the sweating emoji and blocked me and my sister and left her alone #like LOL

[starpros-sunshine]

Did you know they invented love? Did you?

#Wataei dancing literally my favourite thing in this existence #Hot Winter really gave us this and expected me to be normal about it #no coherent thoughts only wataei waltzing to merry-go-round of life in my head #they're so <3333 waugh i love them so dearly #blorbo from my heart #I'm so normal about them #the way they'd go through hell and back for each other #the way Eichi will literally spare no expense to make Wataru happy #I'm not sure if it's ever been brought up if ES has am aviary of not but I bet it does and I bet it's big and has a nice atmosphere #and was built with one specific person in mind #because that's the kinda thing Eichi would do the guy once made a wheel with gift options and one of them was 'a block of apartments' #which. what would wataru evwn do with an entore apartment block. #Eichi have you thought that through???? #the way Wataru literally borderline proposed to him on that rooftop #'I want to be the real thing. The real bluebird of happiness' <- how is a guy supposed to be normal about them #that train has left the station aeons ago #gosh I adore them #enstars #hibiki wataru #eichi tenshouin #wataei

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

I REALLY HOPE UR ASLEEP RN CAUSE ITS PROBABLY LIKE 3AM FOR YOU BUT OH MY GOD

FUN GHOUL SONG ITS JUST. AUGH

ill have more coherent screamings later but i HAD to tell you this one

YEEEAGSH FUCKIN-

"i never asked you for protection/but im asking for it" ????

LITERALLY THE WHOLE CHORUS BUT " I'm fine with all these cuts not healing/cos it's all I've ever known" SPECIFICALLY????

"I got used to the isolation/was begging for it/It feels more like my insulation/My secret habit/I'm worried that I like this too much" HELPPP THAT HIM ITS ALL HIM "i never asked you to save me" BUT NOW HES ASKING FOR IT AND HE HAS BEEN THE WHOLE TIME BC REALLY ALL HE WANTS TO TO FEEL LIKE HES SAFE SOMEWHERE TO FEEL LIKE HE HAS A FAMILY WAAAAAAAA

#asks #fun ghoul #ONCE AGAIN SHOUTOUT TO THE USED FOR APPARENTLY WRITING ALL THEIR SONGS ABT MY LITTLE GUYS #AND SHOUTOUT TK KAZ TO ENLIGHTENING ME TO THIS FACT. LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK #i should just put the uses in shuffle on spotify when i have writers block #just write something something based on whatever plays bc i just KNOW whatever plays would inspire some THOUGHTs