#like???? how does this bitch live?

[thebest-medicine]

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#I am so like ???? at my current living situation lol? #straight up ask my partner to tickle me #no #um ok can you like trace your hand on my arms or my back #barely does for a few seconds #can we cuddle #no you can lay near me #like???? how does this bitch live? #don’t get into relationships and be financially dependent kids #I’m bout to start having sessions again and being more open on here because like this is some insane shit #personal #ignore me #I’m just like #how #I’ve explained by the fucking skin of my teeth repeatedly that I need physical touch and interaction and that is my love language and #that being tickled is more important to me than literally anything like fuck food fuck sex fuck everything that isnt being tickled AHDHFJGJ #I didn’t explain it that intensely but like #yeah #ranting in the tags #goodbye #somehow we got here and three years have gone by and I’m like ?? what did I just spend my time doing lmfao #yucky real life things

[s1ithers]

ok one post about the ign interview bc the bit about the evil route just hit so weird

putting aside my initial reaction that it's a condescending way to treat your audience, it's like genuinely—what's the point of an evil run? what do people want out of that? many possible answers, my main one would be to explore a character with different motivations. but they went with, 'let the player indulge the worst impulses they're assumed to have and then punish them for it,' and, why?

yeah, killing the tieflings is heinous and feels bad. but discussion that takes the scenario itself as a given and goes 'how could you the player choose to do this horrible thing, of course there's less content, what did you expect' like man...i wanted to see the other option in your branching-choices rpg. you, the writers, have full control over this whole setup. a secondary/evil route could have been anything. you chose to make it this. why put it in if it's a narrative dead-end that just exists a moral gotcha? why center the big act 1 choice point around that?

it feels like a dm going hey dipshit, if you keep killing all my npcs there's not going to be any story, which, fair. but you're making a video game, you hold all the cards. why so much focus on rebuking the worst kind of players when you're free to just not write avenues for that kind of behavior into the plot

it's like they're wedded to one conception of what an 'evil' playstyle is that they feel obligated to but don't really respect or want to write for. by dnd law, we HAVE to include The Evil Route where you kill everybody indiscriminately, but if you take it you're bad and you should feel bad. and again, just....why spend the resources on smth you have contempt for. it doesn't have to be wanton destruction. there's a thousand more interesting ways to do dark side characters. why not come up with an alternative way for PCs to interact with the plot that you're actually enthused about writing?

#well the budget factor i guess #i'm not even that big on playing evil in rpgs it wouldn't get my goat the way it does except #i think the whole thing is brought down by this sort of heavy-handedness they keep confirming isn't just my imagination #like roleplay comes in two modes. goody twoshoes & murderhobo #i don't want to play either of those man i just want to play an assortment of little guys who belong to world they live in #tho the one writer who said he likes playing evil bc it's shorter and you get more cool fights........he is real for that #bg3 #ok i'm done bitching about this lol #i've got it out of my system #like the take that an empty world is 'true reactivity' i.e. truer than swapping in different content. i'm just. i'm just. #how is that not just putting your story on rails. i'm #ok i'm done for real

[chibi-scone]

Still can’t wrap my head around how Izzy shooting Ed was supposed to symbolize him “breaking up with Blackbeard” and have them go through that whole thing at the beginning of the season, to have Izzy be the one who tells Ed to follow what makes him happy, and have Izzy’s whole arc be about who he is without Blackbeard just for the finale to turn around and say that Izzy had to die because he was half of Blackbeard and that Ed couldn’t fully let go of Blackbeard otherwise.

#by all accounts it doesn't make sense #Izzy stopped caring about Blackbeard when he stopped following Ed’s orders and started going with the crew #when he told Ed he wouldn’t kill him #he had his figurative death when he tried to shoot himself and Blackbeard had his literal death when the crew killed him #when he’s fucking doing his whole speech saying that piracy isn’t about glory or fame it’s about the community it’s about the crew #the fact that they said that they just didn’t know what else to do with Izzy’s arc so dying was the best conclusion is INSANE to me #like im so hung up on this #blackbeard WAS us #YEAH WAS #dont get me started on how izzy used his fk dying breath to take the blame for everything just protecting others til the very end uh #izzy hands #him telling ed that the crew loves him and then he just....leaves #bitch the crew LOVED YOU #the whole “blackbeard was us i needed him” does gut me a little bit tho ngl like oof can yall stop being tragic for 2secs 😔 #anywayyyyy sorry if im being rly negative i dont want to be truly im just upset #it’s like I understand what they were going for but when you put it next to everything that’s happened it’s like ….idk #“izzy keeps the story of Blackbeard alive by being alive!!” and ed doesnt ??? #hes literally the face of Blackbeard #so he gets to change and grow and become something else and live as that but izzy cant? #you cannot kill a whole by just getting rid of half #izzy was moving past Blackbeard i just what the fuck is UP #“its cause ed is the mc and izzy is just the side character there to be a device for his growth” #ok well then dont have that characters whole motivation be about actualizing himself as his own person for a whole season #ofmd critical #ofmd

[mimiriko]

NO ONE CAN DENY THE SOFT GOJO ALLEGATIONS!!!!! love is his sole weakness!!!!!!!! he loves his friends he loves sweets he loves parks he loves animals he loves fashion he loves talking to people too much! thank you for your time

#after being a bitch in denial he realises how much he yearns to live so he does it wholeheartedly!!!! #in case you haven’t read my byf #nothing bad happens to gojo like nothing at all he lives a happy life WITJ his friends and you thats it #i refuse angst #🐇.jjk #gojo x reader #☆.satoru

[sophiethewitch1]

wait i AM brilliant oh my god

#sophie speaks #my other cod:mw idea wasnt really hitting right but like #i have found something that ticks all the boxes #and it does what i think is most important for me when writing longfics which like... captures whatever feeling the piece of media gives me #like www captures the chaotic moral love/hate of the original batfam #the questions of responsibility and loyalty and where you're supposed to draw the line #and this fic is about the darkness of man. of the bitter taste of military and how living in a world like the cod:mw one fucks you up. #how it leaves you practically a shell of yourself. that you could never be whoever you were before #but its also about loyalty to your family above all. #also the reader in this one is just. genuinely a bitch lmao she is 100% using the boys for her own gain and she doesn't care at all

[sysig]

Very cool and not at all uncomfortable vent sesh (Patreon)

#Doodles #Wander Over Yonder #Emperor Awesome #Commander Peepers #Some friendly Eyesome :D #This is all Awesome's fault lol I thought about him being dramatic and lying on the ground and venting to Peepers and it became an Idea #Awesome stop being fun to draw challenge - at least it's not as hard a challenge as Peepers stop being being fun to draw lol #A lot of his poses were really fun for this as well :D Although I didn't mean to put Awesome behind him initially lol #They're probably at Awesome's actually - Peepers brought something to work on the workaholic needs his enrichment lol #I just can't imagine Awesome being comfortable on the Skullship let alone Peeps' quarters lol ''Damn bitch you live like this?'' #Like he can talk ♪ But at least he knows what he likes! #Peepers gets all the vent sessions haha - at least Awesome would probably return the favour! Gossip ♫ It's still probably mismatched #Both for Awesome's selfishness and Peepers' discomfort with relying on others and being kinda repressed #If Awesome pushed him the right way he'd probably spill a lot though hehe #But anyway this is about Awesome! I think actually becoming friends with Peepers after he told him off would recontextualize some things :) #Still some hard feelings but not enough to reignite the fight over haha #And actually letting Peeps in and his words sink into his bones - and as he says watching Peepers work so hard but still just be a minion #What does this say about me??? thinks the self-obsessed shark man lol #Meanwhile Peepers was just expecting a self-centered rant but he actually got caught in the crossfire enough to be complimented hehe #At least Someone around he recognizes how hard he works! #''Alright fine you've got my attention keep puffing my ego'' lol #His little quirked ''brow'' hehe <3

[superbattrash]

Sometimes I see a take so bad that I have to physically put my phone down and do breathing exercises to make sure I do not become One Of Those People

Everybody is entitled to their own opinion, everybody is entitled to their own opinion, everybody is entitled to their own opinion eVEN WHEN IT IS SO FUCKING WRONG

#chewing on my own arm rn #but why does he get so much hate? he’s just— HE IS THE FUCKING DEVIL. SPLITTING A FAMILY UP JUST BECAUSE HE SUDDENLY FEELS LIKE BEING A DAD #HE ABANDONED THEM. ABANDONED!!!!!!! LEFT THEM IN DEBT AND WITH THE ABUSIVE FUCKING ASSHOLE #HE DROVE EUIHYUN TO THE BRINK OF FUCKING DEATH BECAUSE HE COULDNT BE BOTHERED TO TAKE CARE OF HIS OWN KID #Oh but no sure let’s bitch on Taeju instead because he’s tHe wOrSt #boy CHANGED. and he has APOLOGIZED #REPEATEDLY BITCH. #cried his eyes out. found euiyoung. gives them a safe place to live #takes care of them BOTH…. #I’m not saying the shitty ass dad can’t see eiuyoung but he went about it all fucking wrong. he abandoned them and then separates them #and has the fucking audacity to point out how shitty euihyun’s life is… MOTHERFUCKER WHOSE FAULT IS THAT PARTLY HUH???? #he could’ve left if he didn’t have euiyoung. who YOU ABADONED AS SOON AS HE WAS BORN #GRRRRRRRRR #FUCK. I AM SWEATING I AM SO ANGRY #misha rants

[camellcat]

dunno if it really fits them but the thought won't leave my brain so here's a doodle

#guess what I've been watching recently lol #the bentley!! theo's truck!! the fact both of them are living in their cars JDVNDSVSJN #this is the first time I have ever drawn theo and my second attempt at liam #absolutely no idea how I feel about these guys but it's alright enough that I'll post it I suppose #anyways I just think that if thiam is ineffable spouses then sciles is ineffable bureaucracy #like should sciles be the main pair? maybe. but scott is NOT azira and you fuckin know it. #he'd go along with demon!stiles so fast it's not even funny #he already does with normal stiles! can you IMAGINE the mischief demon!stiles would cause? how could scott resist?? #scott “are we seriously doing this” mccall vs stiles “you're the one who's always bitching that nothing's ever happening” stilinski #at least liam TRIES to act like he doesn't wanna do whatever theo is planning #I can imagine the 6000 year long slow-burn with thiam. sciles would last approximately 1 hour (if even) #this is just clicking in my brain so nicely I am sure I am utterly and completely wrong but I do not care lalalala #thiam #theo raeken #liam dunbar #teen wolf #teen wolf fanart #good omens #my art: oil paint pawsteps 🐾

[hyp3rfixation-h3ll]

unused and majin are gay married and the unused & majin show is essentially their meetcute . in this essay i wi

#unused and majin show #THEYRE SO YAOI TO MEEEEEEE #THEYRE SO SILLY THEYRE SO SILLY . I WANT THEM TO THRIVEEEEEE WAAAAAAAAUGH #majin is the type of absolute BITCH to go “WHAT NAHHH i dont like him like that” and maybe he didnt fall first #but oh my god did he fall HARDDDD #on the other hand . unused to me has a very flirty dork ass type of mentality. he fumbles the bag REGULARLY trying to be smooth #but all it does is make majin fall for him HARDER #neither of them know how to confess properly so their relationship just develops and they dont SAY theyre dating #but everyone knows theyre crazy about each other #they LIVE IN THE SAME APARTMENT AND SHARE A BEDROOM #IDGAF *WHAT* the creator of the show said btw they sleep in the same bed to me #it was under the excuse of “more space” in the room but deep down they both know they just wanted to cuddle each other #and neither have the balls to ask

[94erz]

I need more JK fans to stop treating him like a fucking child. He got signed to Calvin Klein as both a jeans AND underwear ambassador, meaning yeah, there’s a good chance he could model the underwear too. Yet for some reason I’m seeing a lot of his fans hate that idea? Some even going as far as to say it would damage his image? Fuck off. 

He’s already been sexualized to this point, what would it matter now if he modeled in some boxer briefs for a company that’s entirely known for its ad campaigns of people in the brands underwear? If JK didn’t wanna model being that exposed, he wouldn’t have signed with them under the label for jeans and underwear.

He was just on live folding a bunch CK gave him, hell don’t be shocked if that was his way of giving y’all a spoiler for what’s to come. Don’t drool over his abs and talk about how sexual he is and then get angry when it tips a point you now feel is ‘’too much’’. That’s HIS body, that’s HIS choice, either continue to drool over him or shut up.

#Sab talks BTS stuff #why are his fans so weird #JK is the last member who should have puritans at his neck #'damage his image' like get off this mans back ffs #I really though the piercings and the tattoos and the drinking on live would rattle these freaks off him #*thought #he even grew his hair back despite how much his fans said they hated it #like bitches he does not give fuck about what most of you think LOL #frankly it's the side of him I love and respect the most

[coyoxxtl]

tumblr centrist liberals stop acting like voting is the most influential and important political activity you can participate in challenge

#me donating to mutual aid posts on tumblr and donating esims to people in gaza has done worlds more influence than any vote i ever did #people who risk their lives in protests do more than voting #i firmly believe that #this isnt a Voting is Pointless post this is Voting is the Barest Minimum #voting is easy. when there’s no outside barriers its so fucking easy. #you fill in a card and call it a day. its easy to feel like you made a difference when all you did is fill in some dots. #yall barely even follow up on who you vote for or even Care if the people you vote for fail you #its the perfect thing for weak liberals to attach to #treat it like the be all end all with activism and you have the easiest get out of real political action card #no need to get your hands dirty if you did all you needed to #as someone who DOES vote. voting is the easiest political thing i engage with. everything else is a risk. or at least a sacrifice. #voting is barely anything to me. i dont feel like i do Anything with it. but donating. making political art. THATS something. thats REAL. #i would go to big protests if i lived somewhere with them #like i understand. wanting voting to be enough. im a heavily depressed bitch who feels like they cant engage with anything big or important #i know tumblr is full of those types. yall dont want to do anything. yall dont want to be uncomfortable or upset or anything negative. #personal comfort above all else. thats what tumblr is. thats what centrist liberals are. there’s no real desire to break out- #of the comfort zone or status quo respectively. yall are scared to get Involved. and i am too. but with how current events are going… #i can see that i don’t want to be that anymore. i know i need to be more than that. its hard and risky but i Need to. #and so do yall. yall NEED to engage with activism outside of voting. or you’re doing nothing. #txt

[witchy-stars]

Who the

FUCK

Banishes scholars

From a fucking

LIBRARY

Ptolemy VIII. That's who. Fucking sausage. Fuck him. Should be stabbed 30 times. I now hate him even more then fuckin caesar.

#going through the library of alexandria's wikipedia and. #who the fuck does that #why #how stupid do you need to be to do something like that #who even let him climb to power #fucker #absolute bitch (derogatory) #worse then caesar #'beware the ides of march' if i lived in the same years as that bastard he'd better beware all the time #poisoning his food

[valoale]

Back at the hospital. It seems the infection is getting worse and the radiologist had read my CT scans sloppily and there’s free fluid in my abdomen and they don’t know why. They’re doing more tests to find out if my previous doctor misdiagnosed me because of the vague description of the scans

#this is what underpayment and rush and understaffing does to healthcare #malpractice #can’t stand how things are rn in my country #I’ve been living on and off the hospital for a year now and this bitch is tired #also I don’t know if my ulcer is bleeding or if there’s more #or if this is becoming a peritonitis #anyway I’m pissed #to put it mildly #and ofc they dismissed the fluid first as my endometriosis and didn’t question it further #and on top of that the radiologist didn’t even give a statement about my other organs like they only checked for the appendix #and didn’t even give a specific statement about it either #idk what the hell man #vee talks #cw: illness #cw: hospitals

[d0d0-b0i]

idk if i’ve just been in the wrong part of the internet this whole time but more and more often i see people writing exaggeratedly and in ways i only remember from like early 2010’s. neat!

#nothing bad about it either i just wonder why or how it stopped and then continued #ngl it does make me cringe a little bit BUT. that is OKAY!! love and let live bitch >w> #just not the type of language i like to be around. it’s lost common in the ofm d and n imona fandom which: huh 🤔 #most* #well; not gonna ruin my day 🤷‍♂️

[moinsbienquekaworu]

I'm sorry I'm going to be insane for a second, avert your eyes

#i will mention i'm aroace and combined with this kind of like. moe-ness i exude apparently? #will lead people to immediately think i'm so pure and cutie pie and shy and uwu adorable #and of course people never know what aromanticism is but even after an explanation they just think it's an extension of my asexuality #bitch no it isn't. they're two separate things and i am going to killl you with psychic lasers #i swear to go they hear aroace and suddenly all the contrastic aspects of my personality disappear #some people will forget that i get loud and enthusiastic about men i think are hot #suddenly i am a meek angel who's soo cute and pure! #and i can mention how much i know about & like sex in theory and kink and romance #and every time it's 'that's funny cause you're asexual' 'you're aroace but your special interest is sex what a contrast' like argh #i need aro friends!!!! more!!!!!!!! #sure i like being cute but if people could stop equating that to being a pure angel it'd be nice #like. i'm into the theoretical side of sex! i like reading about kink! in sexy AND educational ways!! #i know what sex is and i have been the friend who does specific sex ed to others a few times! #but nooo she's kind of small feminine a little shy at times and asexual so surely the millions of words of sex & sex ed don't exist anymore #vagueing people i live with <3 #and i've corrected the specific person i'm thinking of!! i have!! #i've told them 'oh yeah it's a fun contrast but it IS a genuine interest of mine that i've put a fair amount of time into over the years' #and they just forget it and keep making the joke every time! #oh i am Tired #wow i have a ramble tag now

[mymarifae]

only on tumblr do you get people so absorbed in their toxic online echo chambers that they think killing animals is no big deal and that posting about incest and pedophilia and shit is “fine” because it’s all “fictional” and “fiction has no bearing on reality” and “i’m a victim of these things so it’s cool for me to ‘cope’ by consuming this content and i’m totally not normalizing and excusing its existence”

#like yeah idc how much you don't want to hear this sentence but killing animals is serial killer behavior. #a child finding enjoyment or stress relief in the torturing of helpless little lives is EXTREMELY concerning #and like no a child displaying those behaviors should not be shunned or punished like that's stupid. that's a child that needs love and HELP #what's really disturbing is nonchalantly bringing up those past killings as an adult without an ounce of remorse #because it shows that you... still do not value life. you still see those lives as 'lesser' than your own. #like what the fuck? #and fiction literally does affect reality dozens of studies show that our brains process 'fiction' the same way we process reality #idc how much you dislike the field of psychology like. bitch me too. some of the 'science' there is bullshit but guess what #sometimes science is like. real. and you can't deny it. there is a particular way that the human brain functions #we are really good at convincing ourselves that our thinking and inner processes are completely different than they really are #no amount of mental illness and trauma excuses repugnant behavior! it just doesn't. it absolves you of Nothing #you still need to take responsibility for your actions #seek help. get off the internet. get out of the circles that encourage and reward this sort of behavior. Heal