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#like y’all get to divorce yourself from your trauma by writing about it but when we do it we’re lying
comraderosalie · 7 months
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It’s maddening to me the way you all write about trans women as though we are fantasizing about and sexualizing some hypothetical female sexual violence. There’s no consideration for the fact that we are just talking about our own experiences. Not everything is performative or a fetish - the pain of trans people is not a public performance, it is our fucking lives. We experience sexual violence, sexual abuse, exploitation, sexualization both because we are women and because we are trans. I am not fetishizing female tragedy when I talk about the man who raped me or the men who have abused me, I’m attempting to communicate my pain and the fact that you cannot interpret that in any way that is other than nefarious or disingenuous or some sort of perversion, I feel like that says much more about how much you have dehumanized trans people in your head more than it says anything about us.
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mommalosthermind · 5 months
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I’ve gotten a handful of ‘she talks fanfic with her kids? She knows her kids preferences? I’d die of embarrassment. Wild.’
And Y’all. I get it, but also, do you know how sad that is?
Some of that is a hold-over from when it was considered a literal mental disorder. Women were fired, divorced, had their children forcibly stolen from them, were institutionalized. For reading fanfic. It was an extreme taboo with extreme consequences if the wrong person found out you were reading about Kirk and Spock, for fuck’s sake.
Some of that is just the shame the greater world or your own family have pressed deep into you over your interests. You learned not to share anything you love, that way it can’t be used to hurt you.
Some of that is an extension of folk assuming all fic is the porniest porn to ever porn, and the purity resurgence is screwing with your brain.
I get that, I do. I was the kid who’d get right in your face and out-cruel people who’d shit on things I showed an interest in, but I still won’t tell my mother what I write. That’s mine, and I shouldn’t have to fight anyone about it.
But I was also the kid who never had anyone to talk to. Never had anyone to be excited with.
Why wouldn’t I be that person for my own kids? Why would I NOT want to know what fandom’s eating them up today? Which character won’t stop clawing at the walls in their heads?
Why wouldn’t I take full advantage to give them a place where they can be happy? Excited? Where they can SHARE the things they love?
And, frankly, it’s always a wild ride to see what catches them. My eldest (14) writes the most violent things. They like to take characters and break them even more than canon did, and see all the ways they can put that character back together. Do they realize they’re exploring trauma, recovery, human relationships? Fuck no, but I do, and when we talk through it, we can talk about all those things. They like to write about love that transcends everything else. Unconditional acceptance. That means I’m doing something right somewhere, because it’s so intrinsic to how they think.
The middle kid, (12), he likes to write fantasy self insert epics. He gets to be the overpowered guy who also gets the guy at the end. He’s enjoying really breaking down the fight scenes, how the weapons work, spies and double-crossings, magic powers, shit like that. But what he’s also writing is found family. Getting angry and overcoming it. Looking at a shit situation and committing to making it better. Standing up for yourself, for those who can’t stand up for themselves. He’s allowing himself to be loud in a way he doesn’t usually in real life.
Do you know what I got when my therapy-mandated anger journal was purposely unearthed and read by my mother? I got the shit kicked out of me. My kid seeks me out. He sits in my lap as best a 12 year old who is taller than me can, and he goes, hey can we work through this scene I wrote when I was mad together?
Why wouldn’t I want to be part of that? It’s the same for what they read. I want to know. They’re excited! They have thoughts and ideas and guesses and why would I ever make them feel like they’re not allowed to be happy about the things they love?
They’re reading same-sex, bi, trans, ace, aro experiences, and those are helping them find the labels that fit themselves best right now. I want to be part of that, I should be part of that. They should know this bedrock is unconditional because it fucking well is.
I’ve been told my entirely-Blasé approach to sex is weird, and it probably is, especially in the current purity bullshit. But also: sex happens. Sex ed is so laughable here I was told tampons will kill me and I thought babies came out of the belly button until i was like ten. I’m very open with my kids about all of these things because it’s important. They need to know. They need to feel safe talking to me about it. No matter what the fuck it is.
I dunno guys. I know why so many folks’ immediate reaction is “oh fuck no I would never,” but have any of those folks considered being the wall? Keeping all that shit behind them so the next crop of kids gets to have something better than we did?
Let the kids around you be kids in a way you weren’t allowed.
TLDR: Don’t talk about things you love to people who use that to hurt you. But maybe realize you can be the person someone else goes to just to squee.
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camillyb · 3 years
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Against a wall kiss.
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Pairing: Connor Rhodes x Reader.
Requested by anon: “Hello! If it’s ok with you may I please request Conner Rhodes x reader “Against a wall kiss” from the prompt list?”
Warnings: Against a wall kiss, Pregnancy.
Characters that may appear or be mentioned: Jay Halstead, Maggie, April, Erin Lindsay, Hank Voight, Trudy Platt, Dr. Charles.
Words: 903
A/N: ok, it’s my first write... idk if that’s how you wanted it, but i hope y’all like it. maybe i need to improve something... english isn’t my first language so, have patience with me🙈
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Y/n, ex-military and now 21st District detective. You served in the U.S. Army Ranger in the 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, along with Jay and Mouse. A breakup is difficult, but it’s even harder to be a partner with your ex-boyfriend, or better yet, ex-husband. Amid the comings and goings of Afghanistan and Iraq, amidst traumas and disturbances, we find ourselves in the dark, but without even realizing it, there will be a light re-emerging from there. And Y/n’s light and hope was none other than Connor Rhodes.
You and the surgeon met at the hospital, in the midst of therapy sessions with Dr. Charles. From then on, a feeling began to emerge in both of them. Maybe love at first sight? You and Connor went to meet in various places like: Parks, restaurants, Molly’s, each other’s houses...
You didn’t want to relate now, with the recent divorce, traumas, you preferred to keep it to yourself. Connor, however, was always trying to win her over. He knew of his divorce with Jay Halstead after you came back from Afghanistan and joined the police department, of their post-traumatic disorders caused by the war... Intelligence was working on a gang case, nothing very specific and over time , you’ve been opening up even more about your feelings for Connor.
“Y/n?” - Maggie was surprised to see you arriving in the Emergency Room.
“Maggie. Hey!” - You replied smiling.
“Did something happen? ” - Maggie asked coming out from behind the computer.
“In truth no. I’m looking for Connor... Do you know if he’s out of surgery yet?”
“He leaves in 5 minutes. If you want, you can wait in the doctors’ lounge and when he comes down I’ll let you know he’s there.”
“Thank you so much, Maggie!” - You gave her a hug.
After 10 minutes Connor opens the door to the doctors’ room, entering and then closing it.
“Hey, baby!” - Connor kissed you.
“Hey!” - You got up from the couch.
“What you doing here?”
“Well, I left the district earlier today and since I know your shift is ending in 5 minutes, I thought I’d stop by the Med.”
“Well, I’m going to give the chart to April, pack my things and we can be on our way.”
Connor kisses her cheek then leaves the room. You were thinking about telling Connor he was going to be a father, but you had no idea how he would react. You’re grateful that Connor didn’t ask why you left early. Connor came in, packing his things and getting his keys from the locker.
“Let’s go?” - He asked.
“Hm? Yeah.” - You responded by coming out of trance.
“Are you okay?” - Asked grabbing your hand.
“Yeah, just thinking...”
“About what?” - He asked curiously.
“In how lucky to have met you.”
“Well, in that case I think I’m the lucky one in the relationship.” - He laughed.
“Maybe they both are.” - You said looking at him as they got to the car.
“Can be.” - He agreed, open his door then, going to the driver’s side soon starting the car.
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The way home was silent, but not a bad silence but a good one, a pleasant silence for both. You think about how you would tell Connor that you were pregnant and Connor asking if something happened to make you feel awkward and uneasy. When you arrived, you went straight to the bathroom to take a shower while connor ordered something for dinner, since it was Friday, no one cooked on fridays.
During your bath, you were thinking if you would tell at once before or after dinner because he was already finding your behavior strange.
“Y/n? Come dinner.” - Connor called you out of the trance. You were thinking so much that you didn’t even hear the food coming. You went to the kitchen and started dining with some conversations about each one’s day at work. Connor telling about having spent practically the whole day in the operating room and you telling about the day in the district, the funny and sarcastic way of the famous Trudy platt, Halstead being cheeky, Sergeant Voight and her serious face, the animated conversations with Lindsay...
“Connor... I need to tell you something serious.” - You said to him right after they finished dinner.
“Hm? Can talk.”
“I-impregnant.” - You spoke quickly, eager to see his reaction.
“What? Speak more slowly.” - Connor was confused.
“I’m Pregnant.” - You took a break. - “We’re going to have a baby. You are going to be a father.”
“...” - Connor was shocked. Completely speechless trying to reason out what you just said.
“Connor? Say something! You’re scaring me."
“I-i don’t even know what to say. I’m going to be a father?” - He asked trying to fall back on reality. - “Oh God! I’m going to be a father!!” - He said happily, getting up from his chair going to you rolling it. - “I am the happiest man in the world! Thank you my love! Damn it! I love you so much!” - He kissed you.
Hormones drug! At those times, you were already crying with joy.
“I know. I love you even more!” - He kissed you again pressing you against the wall. Yeah, the night would be long..
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i really hope you enjoyed it. it’s my first time writing fanfic, as i progress i hope to be better at it more and more. if you want to be marked on the Taglist click here
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Hey Kitty, due to your stories I've started to seek out Benny & Brax stories. So far, I've simply picked a few boxsets (Legion and New Frontiers) where I spotted the fabulous Miles Richardson on the cover. I was wondering, is there a better way to go about this? Do you have any recommendations and/or a listening order you would suggest? Thanks in advance and I hope your wrist is getting better :)
Legion is... a bit of a tricky place to start in, all things considered. It’s kind of like throwing yourself in at the deep end, because it somewhat relies on knowledge of the previous few box sets (Epoch and Road Trip) and the characters that were introduced in those. Those, in turn, follow off the end of the Collection stories, but to be honest if you just want to jump in at the box sets that’s perfectly fine - Epoch’s made to kind of be the ‘jumping-on’ point. All you have to know is that at the beginning of Epoch, the universe has been sort of ‘reset’ and Benny’s looking for her son, Peter, who was lost in the resulting chaos. The rest kind of explains itself.
Brax isn’t in Epoch or Road Trip, but Ruth is and Ruth’s a darling, and there’s some pretty good stories in both of them all things considered, so!
EDIT: OH OH GOSH PLEASE PAY ATTENTION TO THIS BIT IT’S SO IMPORTANT all of the Benny stories from Epoch to Missing Persons are available for free on Spotify!!! like, completely free, no strings attached and in fact there’s a lot of Big Finish stories legally free to stream via Spotify, here’s a full list
Two alternate points to jump into the Benny stories, since you’re looking for benny-brax dynamics:
1) The Virgin books. There’s plenty of places to find these online (since the original publishers don’t get revenue from it, it’s generally considered Okay to download them, although I’m sure you can find physical copies if you searched for a while).
Benny and Brax first meet in Theatre of War, which is part of the VNA Doctor Who books (Benny’s still Seven’s companion, Ace is also there) and also is honestly a really really great book. There’s also a Big Finish adaptation of this story if you prefer that!! it’s a bit different to the book but still a really good spin on it. This one’s pretty much standalone.
Brax’s next cameo is in Happy Endings, and it’s very very brief although rather sweet. Happy Endings is the Benny Gets Married To Jason book and it’s honestly genuinely just a lot of pointless fluff.
...and then he comes back in the Benny solo books! These are a mixed bag but Dellah!Era Benny is a lot of fun and a particular favorite of mine. All you need to know (if you skipped the rest of the VNAs) is that Benny has retired as the Doctor’s companion, got a depressing divorce with Jason (f in the chat) and is now working as a Professor of Archaeology at St Oscar’s University.
Dragon’s Wrath is where they meet for the first time - good good book! Their dynamic is peak here. 
Brax does show up in a few other books but I can’t for the life of me recall a lot of them. I’ve still got to sit down and read through all of them in order some day, there’s a coherent overarching plot and everything. Where Angels Fear is definitely one where Brax shows up, uh. someone else help. it’s so late
anyway anyway Tears of the Oracle - best book. i first read it way WAY out of context and i still loved it. they’re best friends and it makes me sob every time. ‘she’s like family’
anyway yeah, Bernice Summerfield New Adventures - find a zip file of them somewhere and read them, they’re p good! and this is the era that Sepelio is set in, in case you didn’t realize this (i know at least one person didn’t)
2) The Collection-era audios (and tie-in books). Okay, I’ll be honest, I haven’t listened to this particular era in... nearly five years. And it’s a headache to get your head around, because some of the audios are closely interlinked with the books, and the books are hell to find, and there’s some Very Iffy Content for some of the stories and. I know y’all come to me for Benny Advice a lot but my memory’s so dreadful. half the time when writing i just operate on gut instinct for canon events and rely on the fact that this fandom’s so small nobody’s going to call me out on being ridiculous. Or I can also blame it on timeline shenanigans.
can... can someone jump in and give a guide to the collection-era stories and which ones to listen to/read for Plot Purposes? I know someone with knowledge is out there. it’s honestly an amazing story arc, I just wish I had the time to lay everything out properly.
The following, however, are pretty standalone and feature Brax heavily.
The Extinction Event - first audio ft. Brax. nothing especially special but it does establish some of the basework for some of his later Questionable Stuff.
The Mirror Effect - delightfully creepy, beautifully effective characterization, benny & brax & adrien & jason trapped in a creepy haunted mirror location and trying to get out. 
The Crystal of Cantus - maybe not entirely standalone BUT how can i not put this one down. very funny and very horrifying. benny and jason and brax go on a fun field trip and find out the True Meaning Of Cybermen. benny gains a fuckton of trauma.
...and then after Crystal everything gets plotty and complicated. not that it wasn’t before, but... oh well.
There’s also some books/short story anthologies in this era that are standalone/don’t require much context. Their names all escape me. Once again, help?
BONUS: Many Happy Returns - the Benny anniversary story which is more like a framing device for a fuckton of other stories set within pretty much every era. Cameos from everyone. Delightful and heartwrenching. Really really good, but maybe get some basis in various parts of canon before you check it out. Or maybe check it out and then start jumping around to find bits that interest you? I don’t know. I went through everything in painstaking chronological order from the tender age of 14 and now here I am, writing gory cannibal fanfiction about an emotionally repressed theatre professor and his disaster archaeology best friend.
...anyway, hopefully this helps at least somewhat! It’s past midnight and i’m wracking my brains as I try to remember what bits of an extremely extensive canon I enjoyed the most. let me know if there’s anything you need clarification on, I’m aware this is a bit of a disaster post.
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Dubstep’s for Pussies (Cable x Female Reader): Chapter 1
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Summary: Reader is Domino's younger sister who has taken an interest in Cable, but both of them are too stubborn to admit their feelings, so instead they take turns pissing each other off until one of them snaps.
Warnings: female reader, mention of age difference, mild hurt/comfort, hurt reader, mild emotional hurt/comfort, will be NSFW in later chapters, spoilers for deadpool 2 ofc, mentions of previous trauma
Word Count: 1338
A/N: This was meant to be smut with a side of plot, but I accidentally added a little more plot (aka angst) into it, so y'all can't get smut yet, and this is going to be a multi chapter fic. I know I said I’d post it on friday, but I’m impatient and bored, so y’all get it a day early!!
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It was 3am and every room in the X-mansion was silent, every room except for yours. Loud, thumping dubstep blasted through the speakers in your room, not loud enough to wake everyone, but just loud enough to piss your neighbour off.
You'd met Cable the same time as your older sister, Neena, had, on that ICE Box transport. While your sister's power was luck, yours was the ability to go unnoticed; it wasn't exactly invisibility, if there was a camera on you, you'd show up, but you could stand in a room full of people with a spotlight on you, and still appear non-existent to everyone, including your own sister. It was some sort of telepathic ability you'd developed at the orphanage to hide yourself and your sister from your abusers.
So it really freaked you out when you tried sneaking up on Cable, and he promptly turned around to catch your wrist with his metal hand, twisting it till you yelped and dropped your blade. He'd made up for spraining your wrist later on by wrapping himself around you and taking the brunt of the impact when Juggernaut fucked the bridge up, but you were shaken.
It still jarred you whenever you were sneaking around the mansion, trying to play a prank on Wade or Colossus, and Cable's gaze would follow you. It didn't help that you both had similar sleep schedules, and he somehow always managed to find you especially when your insomnia got really bad. You weren't unhappy about it though, it was nice to have company instead of being left alone to your thoughts, and it allowed you to slowly drag information out of the stoic man.
You learned that his name was Nathan Summers, he was a kind of mercenary who hunted down bad guys, kind of like Wade and X-Force, he was divorced because his wife didn't want him doing that, and he didn't want to stop; that was part of the reason he didn't mind staying even after Wade got his time-travel device fixed, as long as he knew they were safe and alive, he didn't have anything in the future that required his immediate attention.
In turn, you told him about yourself, about your time at the orphanage; you showed him a couple scars they'd given you, even going as far as to let him touch them. Usually someone touching you would've triggered your trauma, sending you into a panicked frenzy, but you'd grown to trust him to a point that surprised you, and even though he was reluctant to admit it, he'd grown fond of you too, which was nice, but it was also the reason you were mad at him.
You were growing antsy in the mansion, anxious to get out on a mission again, so you were more than ready to go when Wade came back with one, but your joy was cut short when Nathan convinced the group to make you stay back because it was dangerous, and you would be of little use there.
So that's how you ended up blasting Skrillex in your room, which was conveniently located right next to Nathan's. You were sprawled out on your bed, reading a Star Wars book, when your door slammed open, revealing a pissed off, shirtless Cable. You tried to hide your mischievous smile as you sat up, your eyes wandering up and down his body for a second.
"Can I help you?" You asked, not bothering to turn down your music. He snarled through the bass, his eye flashing gold for a second. You'd be lying if you said that didn't turn you on just a litte.
"Turn that shit down."
"Nah, I'm good."
"I said, turn that fucking shit down, right now."
"Sorry, Daddy-o, no can do."
"Why are you such a stubborn little brat?"
"Oh, I'm stubborn? What about yo—," you cut yourself off with a shriek. Cable had just blasted your speaker system with a small energy pulse gun he kept hidden. "Nate, what the FUCK?!"
He ignored you, a small self satisfied smirk on his lips as he turned around and walked back to his room, not even bothering to shut your door. You growled at the audacity, stomping over to his room, and flinging his door open.
"Hey, dick bag, you fucked up my speakers," you marched over to where he was seated at his table with his weapons laid out in front of him. He turned to you, eyebrow raised.
"First of all, those were Wade's speakers, you stole them."
"Yeah, and now I'm gonna have to steal Colossus' speakers, which aren't as good!"
"If you'd lowered the volume as I asked, I wouldn't have had to fuck em up, so really, it's your fault, Princess."
"Why are you such an asshole?!"
"Why are you such a little shit?"
"Fuck you!"
"No, fuck YOU."
"God, you're so—."
"What is going on here?" The two of you flinched at the loud Russian voice, booming from the doorway. You slowly turned around, casting a sheepish glance at Colossus. "You two are like two cats fighting over bone, and we can hear at other end of mansion."
"I'm sorry," you mumbled, jabbing Nathan in the ribs with your elbow when he didn't speak up. He grumbled something under his breath, making Colossus sigh in disappointment.
"What the two of you need, is to have a good long fuck session," Wade popped up from behind Colossus. "Maybe that'll help with his racism too."
Both you and Cable groaned at his voice; Wade had been trying to get the two of you together ever since the team rescued Russell. While you definitely wanted to fuck the older mutant, there was no way your pride was going to let you make the first move, not when he'd pissed you off this much; if you had to guess, Nathan probably felt the same way.
"Just keep noise down, we have important mission in the morning," Colossus said, before retiring back to his room. Wade stayed back for a second to make a vulgar gesture with two fingers and his tongue.
"Get fucked, Wade!" You yelled, grabbing the nearest gun part and chucking it at your friend who quickly ducked out of the room. It flew half way across the room before being pulled back into Nathan's left hand like an iron nail to a magnet. You turned to glare at him. "You just looove spoiling my fun don't you?"
"This is exactly why you aren't fit to come on the mission with us," he said, his voice getting dangerously low.
"Oh wow, please feel free to elaborate," you said, crossing your arms as your eyes narrowed.
"You're fuckin immature, you don't know how to fight properly, your power is what? Being a fucking wallflower or some bullshit like that, and your judgment is way fucking off, you'd be a danger to yourself and a burden to us," he snarled, pausing a little too late as he realized what he'd said. A hurt look flickered across your face before you hardened your expression.
"Whatever," you spun on your heel and started towards the door. Nathan grabbed your forearm with his right hand, but you wrenched it out of his grasp. "Fuck off, Cable."
You slunk back into your room, locking the door before crawling into bed with a bottle of whiskey, and your laptop, hoping the alcohol and a mindless show would put you to sleep.
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Cable stood motionless in the middle of his room, fists clenched tightly as he tried to calm himself down before he punched something. He knew what he'd said was a low move, saying you'd be a burden was uncalled for. And the hurt look on your face that you tried to hide was more painful than any bullet he'd take for you.
He slowly unclenched his fists, looking down to see the broken pieces of the half made gun you tried to throw at Wade. He contemplated going over, and apologizing, but he knew you wouldn't open the door or listen to him. With a heavy sigh, he decided he'd wait till he got back from the mission, to give you time to cool down.
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camillyb · 2 years
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Connor Rhodes x Reader
Against a wall kiss
Will Halstead x Reader
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LOL
5.15
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I love Jesse so fucking much😍😩❤️
Pls i need a Jay or Jesse in my life 😭
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147 notes • Posted 2021-06-29 16:02:25 GMT
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Against a wall kiss.
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Pairing: Connor Rhodes x Reader.
Requested by anon: “Hello! If it’s ok with you may I please request Conner Rhodes x reader “Against a wall kiss” from the prompt list?”
Warnings: Against a wall kiss, Pregnancy.
Characters that may appear or be mentioned: Jay Halstead, Maggie, April, Erin Lindsay, Hank Voight, Trudy Platt, Dr. Charles.
Words: 903
A/N: ok, it’s my first write... idk if that’s how you wanted it, but i hope y’all like it. maybe i need to improve something... english isn’t my first language so, have patience with me🙈
MASTERLIST
Y/n, ex-military and now 21st District detective. You served in the U.S. Army Ranger in the 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, along with Jay and Mouse. A breakup is difficult, but it’s even harder to be a partner with your ex-boyfriend, or better yet, ex-husband. Amid the comings and goings of Afghanistan and Iraq, amidst traumas and disturbances, we find ourselves in the dark, but without even realizing it, there will be a light re-emerging from there. And Y/n’s light and hope was none other than Connor Rhodes.
You and the surgeon met at the hospital, in the midst of therapy sessions with Dr. Charles. From then on, a feeling began to emerge in both of them. Maybe love at first sight? You and Connor went to meet in various places like: Parks, restaurants, Molly’s, each other’s houses...
You didn’t want to relate now, with the recent divorce, traumas, you preferred to keep it to yourself. Connor, however, was always trying to win her over. He knew of his divorce with Jay Halstead after you came back from Afghanistan and joined the police department, of their post-traumatic disorders caused by the war... Intelligence was working on a gang case, nothing very specific and over time , you’ve been opening up even more about your feelings for Connor.
“Y/n?” - Maggie was surprised to see you arriving in the Emergency Room.
“Maggie. Hey!” - You replied smiling.
“Did something happen? ” - Maggie asked coming out from behind the computer.
“In truth no. I’m looking for Connor... Do you know if he’s out of surgery yet?”
“He leaves in 5 minutes. If you want, you can wait in the doctors’ lounge and when he comes down I’ll let you know he’s there.”
“Thank you so much, Maggie!” - You gave her a hug.
After 10 minutes Connor opens the door to the doctors’ room, entering and then closing it.
“Hey, baby!” - Connor kissed you.
“Hey!” - You got up from the couch.
“What you doing here?”
“Well, I left the district earlier today and since I know your shift is ending in 5 minutes, I thought I’d stop by the Med.”
“Well, I’m going to give the chart to April, pack my things and we can be on our way.”
Connor kisses her cheek then leaves the room. You were thinking about telling Connor he was going to be a father, but you had no idea how he would react. You’re grateful that Connor didn’t ask why you left early. Connor came in, packing his things and getting his keys from the locker.
“Let’s go?” - He asked.
“Hm? Yeah.” - You responded by coming out of trance.
“Are you okay?” - Asked grabbing your hand.
“Yeah, just thinking...”
“About what?” - He asked curiously.
“In how lucky to have met you.”
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