#like this one is super depressing and all

[tarottaleteller]

*Disclaimer: This reading is for fun and entertainment purposes only. It is in no way meant to act as or replace professional reading. Please take what resonates, leave what doesn't. All the pictures were taken from Pinterest. Heyy, I am very sorry for the delay, can't seem to time manage for some reason these days. This reading's topic is "When are you going to meet your next partner". Hope you enjoy! This is an 18+ reading! If you're a minor, please skip this post.

Pile 1

Pile 1, I see summer for you. Or definitely when the sun will be out and it will be warm enough to wear dresses. Most likely, it is going to be somewhere near nature. If you live in a city with the sea or any large body of water, then you might literally meet them at the beach. I see your future partner having bronze skin, lighter coloured hair and green/hazel-ish eyes. Their smile will be what you’re going to fall for, Pile 1. You’ll literally see them as the sun. Your relationship will be filled with inside jokes and lots of laughter. You guys might become each other’s besties first before getting into a relationship since one or both of you will have some anxiety or fears when it comes to dating, but with that partner it will all go away. Aww, I hear “You’re my safe place”. You could call them at 3AM with any problem and they will be happy and eager to help. I’m getting a scene where the girl is sick and the guy wraps a blanket around her and lovingly hugs her saying how cute she is even when she’s sick. Very healthy vibes here. Even if you’re not going to last, this relationship will help you grow confident and you will be forever grateful for that partner. This is such a soft, loving energy. I’m so happy for you, Pile 1!

Pile 2

Wow, Pile 2. The very first thing I got for your pile is “LOTS of sex”. I feel like your future partner will have a very high libido and will just generally find you super attractive. Physically, you will be their absolute ideal type. And it’s like they will always want to have a hand around you somehow because they just love your body a lot. Regarding timing, I keep getting fall, I see yellow leaves on the trees. I think you’ll meet them at some sort of party or gathering. Even if you go to a bar with a friend, that also counts. Basically a place where people have fun. If generally you struggle with self-esteem or finding yourself sexually attractive, this partner will definitely massively help with that. You will feel like the hottest girl in the room alwaysss. I’m not gonna lie, Pile 2, I don’t really see any serious intentions from this partner, but they also won’t deny it. Like you will know that it’s mostly physical and perhaps some fun dates here and there, but that’s about it. Although I feel like you will accept it and be ok with it because you will also find them very good looking. Hope you enjoyed your reading, Pile 2!

Pile 3

Now, this is my depressed pile. I am getting a lot of loneliness and sadness. I’m so sorry, Pile 3. Whatever you’re going through right now, please just remember that there’s always a rainbow after the storm. The Universe is insinuating that you have to deal with your depression/anxiety first, because otherwise you won’t be able to find healthy relationships. I know it sounds cliche, but you should fall in love with yourself first. I understand that it can be very tricky, but you can write down all of your achievements in life (earning 50 cents by selling lemonade as a kid counts!), all your little and big wins. We all have them! Watch some creators like Wizard Liz to boost up your confidence (I do it all the time!). Start eating healthy foods, take care of your body. Do for yourself whatever you would do for your partner. It will help you, I promise. Soon enough, you’ll start to realize how powerful and great you are, and that’s when your future bf/gf will find you. And guess what? They’ll love the hell out of you, because they’ll see how much you had to go through and how gracefully you overcame your battles and how kind and loving you are in spite of all that. You’re truly beautiful souls, my Pile 3. I promise, love will find you at the right time when you will feel ready. And you will feel ready when you will start loving and appreciating yourself, your body, and your heart just as much as your partner’s. I believe in you, Pile 3!!!

Pile 4

I’m getting some mixed vibes here, Pile 4. You’re meeting your next partner very soon, within a few weeks literally. Your future partner is gorgeous, Pile 4. They might literally take your breath away when you first see them. Hollywood actor type of look. However, I just want to warn you that this partner might have some deep traumas that they refuse to acknowledge that might lead them to be closed down and be easily irritable. It’s like they will actually be a softie inside, but because of their past (feels like a dysfunctional family environment) they might pull up this idgaf persona that will push people away. It's weird because I see that you will know and sense that very well and will try to break through that facade, but your future partner just won’t let you, even though they realize you have the best of intentions. Honestly, this is kind of toxic. The relationship will feel one-sided and it will seem like you’re the one initiating everything. You might stay with them for a few months but then you will face the truth that if they don’t want to heal, nobody else can do it for them. It kind of reminds me of the “After” series, but less dramatic. They will definitely like you and deep inside they will feel super guilty to be treating you like this. That also could be the reason why they don’t want to get too close to you. They care about you and they understand that you deserve better. They’re not a bad person, they are just not ready to face the traumas yet. Honestly, Pile 4, I do not recommend you to get into a relationship with this person, maybe just stay friends until they heal. 

Sorry that some of the piles were negative, but these are the messages I got and I just want to be honest with you guys. Sending love to all of you!! 

#pac reading #tarotblr #love reading #pick a card #pick a pile #pick a picture #pick a photo #tarot reading #future partner #future boyfriend #future girlfriend #18+ only #18+ readings

[aimasup]

THE AMAZING DIGITAL CIRCUS EPISODE 2 THOUGHTS AND SPOILERS

The warbling effect in the beginning perfectly encapsulates what it's like to try and move in a dream.

the colours behind the eyes (we only remember the last moments of our dreams when we are about to wake up, everything before that is mostly a vague blur)

And the floors shifting without your permission? Super accurate

Hey half the fandom how does it feel to be right about Ragatha and Pomni's dynamic post-pilot

CAINE MY LOVE

Bubble never change

ZOOBLE APPEARANCE

are they actually gonna change looks every episode if so yes please

Caine with a pipe <3<3

The humour is fantastic as always (the mannequin that pushed Gangle over made me chuckle)

Pomni might have been a gamer, she seems critical of the experience but only as someone who wants to engage

Ragatha being the diplomatic face man while Jax is the wild card negotiator, what a duo! Charming in their own ways! maybe Pomni could be the relatable third that is a grounding force

Kinger is a lot more involved with the adventure than we thought he would be! He isn't as terrified or absent as imagined, he's genuinely enthusiastic (it's kind of sad)

When the gators started talking about the village and the mom, dread crept up on me: Caine's intricately powerful

the stained glass window is darkly funny though ajskwjsks

Gangle you freak?? /pos You are moving up the ranks for me

It's great that Jax isn't just a "chaotic bad boy" type, I can see why Zooble takes any chance they get to strangle him (hate him, love his character)

Gummigoo's revelation was heartbreaking thanks

was Pomni depressed? Does she remember being depressed? Aghh so many headcanons rn about her life

can we get a shoutout to the Raggedy Ann movie references and the adorable gator goons

Kinger giving advice and saying "I remember how long it etc etc" whilst his head is bucketed has such warm?? vibes??

Ragatha holding her skirt to wade through the chocolate <3<3<3

I love that the chocolate doesn't stick to anything, I love that Princess Loo is slightly uncanny, I love that they use the glitches of the assets to move the story forward, I love the game world that works within the 3d animation well <3<3

Has Caine killed a human by mistake? With a snap of his finger? Or did he snap his fingers to delete them but it didn't instantly take them out and they abstracted...

The funeral was unexpected, it's nice that Caine gives them time off to do whatever

The idea that you will be missed if you disappear.,,.

Gooseworx wasn't lying this really is the depression episode (and it's still Pomni focused! Hooray!!)

OKAY BUT CONSIDER. RAGATHA BEING THE NERVOUS DESPERATE ONE IN BUTTONBLOSSOM.

sobs the plushies I want them all

#my post #personal stuff #tadc #the amazing digital circus

[scintillyyy]

alright, here it is: the crocky jr!tim au nobody, and i mean nobody, asked for (for u, @zahri-melitor)

so we start our au at a very good place to start: croc "kills" tim during J:LL

except, he doesn't kill tim. he almost does, he beats him up pretty badly, and then snaps out of his jokerization seeing a beat up kid. croc then decides to enter a "protect kids" era, and disappears with an unconscious tim into the sewers.

meanwhile, huntress just finds some bones and tim's robin costume, clearly destroyed by croc. they think tim has been killed by croc, but killer croc is nowhere to be found

and they have more pressing issues: dick has gone to kill the joker

which he does, just before bruce et al show up. bruce throws dick off the joker and starts cpr. dick finally realizes what he's done.

however since tim is "dead" due to joker jokerizing all the villains, this leads to a major rift between bruce and dick. dick can't look at anyone because he killed the joker and because tim is dead. he goes on a self-destructive bender because of this in particular dick fashion partially due to how he *thinks* bruce is handling it, or lack thereof.

because bruce has done an analysis of the body and has realized that the body they found is *not* tim. does he tell anyone this? no ofc not. because he wants to find tim before he tells anyone he thinks tim might actually be alive. he's bruce. he's not known for good decisions. he does pay a large amount of money to send the brentwood boys to a semester in, like. switzerland to hide tim's "death" from jack. this is one thing that dick does NOT approve of, he thinks they should tell jack. this furthers the wedge between them. let's just say that bruce. doesn't adopt dick at this time. it's not a good time.

meanwhile tim has amnesia from his beating and lives in the sewers with killer croc. he kind of thinks croc is his dad and if there's one thing that can't fix his eternal sense of duty and tendency to make himself suffer it's amnesia. so he wants to help his dad. so he gets a costume--he is no longer tim drake, robin. no. he is now crocky jr. fear killer croc and his new sidekick.

we're actually going to insert steph-robin here because she thinks her boyfriend died & becomes robin to avenge him. dick also doesn't like what he feels is her swooping in to replace tim before he's even cold in the ground which is also why he's avoiding gotham. however, this doesn't work out super long for her, not because she makes a mistake but because bruce gets framed for murder and steph gets left out in the cold. this also completely sidetracks bruce's looking for tim thing he's got going on. which leaves tim as crocky jr.

so we're in a very bad place here. dick is depressed and destroying himself and hasn't even come back to help with the bruce thing, bruce is in jail for murder, steph is out in the cold, and tim is now a supervillain sidekick with amnesia. thank god helena and dinah and babs and cass still exist.

because huntress has been on a rampage for killer croc on account of she thinks he murdered robin. she finds him...and his new sidekick, who she recognizes right away. she tries to get through to him but he doesn't remember her :( but he does still try and stop killer croc from hurting her, even if he can't explain why he doesn't want her hurt

she's like "wtf do i do here" and eventually settles on calling oracle who's like "gdi. we need to call nightwing". since nightwing is currently not talking to anyone in gotham she sends dinah and cass to go beat him up and tell him robin is still alive.

bruce broke himself out of jail. he is being thoroughly ignored. he's okay with that. sorry bruce. babs is trying to investigate the fairchild murder on her own with cass, but. bruce is not making it easy.

anyways nightwing comes back. he fights croc for tim. tim doesn't recognize him until dick does a quadruple somersault and then all of tim's memories come back

which, now he's one the side of good! but he's still terrible fond of killer croc now. killer croc took care of him. he'll always be a little bit crocky jr. forever even as he makes his return to the robin mantle :)

i suppose now that tim's back they all band together to prove bruce innocent. after bruce gets his head out of his ass, he's also like "yea i knew you didn't die tim". dick punches him into the memorial case.

#tim drake #anyways. anyways. #i hope you enjoy this silly little thing

[unoisveimved-un-proffesional]

(Warning: Disco Elysium spoilers) One of the greatest twists in all of fiction is learning that René is a fucking tsundere, and it, it really recontextualizes his interactions with Gaston, because he's not just a little gay on the side, they never say that, they say "It's him." The source is Gaston. And that is like, holy shit. It's so sad to, because Gaston never finds out. You notice after René is gone Gaston is not happy anymore, in fact he's really kind of depressed now that his buddy is gone, his super secret admirer, who threw nothing but insults at him, up until the day he went and passed away. Tragic old man yaoi real in Disco Elysium.

(gawking over this story under cut)

By the way, does anyone else notice the duo theme? Like, René and Gaston, Steban and Ulixes, Harry and Kim, what other ones, but they've all got an orange thing going on? Ruby and Klassje? The character dynamics kinda make me sick to think about actually, sick like when you're eating really rich cheese cake with several deep and intricate flavors, it's almost too much, it's so dense! UUUGH! Also like, Joyce, Kim, Dros, and René are all kind of equivalent to their respective ideologies right? Ultraliberal, Moralist, Communist, and Fascist. They're disillusioned soldiers of their ideology, and their respective power shows the state of that ideology, Kim is a cop who enforces the law, Joyce is very rich and influential, René is an old decaying symbol, and Dros is utterly defeated and has no hope, nearly forgotten, and they all hold some feelings and important perspectives on the revolution and the Moralintern's actions. I so badly want to write on the character dynamics, parallels, equivalents, and do deep dives on all of them and how they relate to different themes. I have some basic outlines made of scripts and stuff but like, I want to do something deeper, like a full video series even! That's what it deserves, I need to do it justice.

Like speaking of gay characters, Ruby and Klassje's relationship, and its tragic Yuri, I need to look into that. I mean she threw her under the bus! To the pigs! That is just sad! But she didn't feel like she had a choice and it's just agh! You know? Ugh. I need to schedule some time to write on this...

#disco elysium #disco elysium spoilers #hexacles.txt #pentacles talks #it's pronounced pen tuh cleese

[wintaswan]

ꔫ ❨ MCSM ❩ ﹒ ❝ music tastes ❞

ꔫ includes : jesse, lukas, petra, stella, olivia, axel, jack.

ꔫ summary : my opinion on what music mcsm characters would listen to!

ꔫ disclaimer : this is opinion and not fact. i also have a few doubts.. yall will prob disagree

ꔫ notes : ugh it was so hard for petra. if u want i can do another with romeo, xara, ivor, etc, more characters u guys want

ꔫ content : headcanons.

♡ ❨ jesse ❩

jesse would absoloutely LOVE the neighbourhood. all of their songs oh my goddd stop jesse would love their music. they r def one of the favs.

loves phoebe bridgers.

tyler the creator!!

olivia rodrigo!!! oh my god!!

mac demarco.

jesse heavy fw r&b. h.e.r especislly

childish gambino.

laufey.

frank ocean.

current joys.

suki waterhouse.

casual lana listener.

JESSE LIKES TORY LANEZ’ MUSIC!! and also kendrick lamar, bryson tiller, chris brown, bruno mars.

^ BRUNO MARS!!!

minimal tory lanez

ermmmm maybe chase atlantic

^ bit of fboy music lolol makes jesse feel sexy/badass

lady gagaaaa!

lukas got him/her into louis armstrong & is trying to get him/her to listen to more older jazz.

jesse is a big fan of ariana grande’s music!

salvia palth when feeling emo

michael jackson!!!!

radiohead!! eyedress!!

kinda fw raye

uhhhh this is awkward bc i usually like to think that fem jesse and masc jesse are exactly the same person minus gender (unpopular opinion alert) but i hate myself rn for thinking their music taste may have extremely slightly different vibes ummmm wtf

GODDDD JESSE WOULD BE ALLLL TFFF OVER KESHA. OH MY GODD jesse would love keshas music so much. one of their top artists!!! ESPECIALLY FEM JESSE

tv girl question mark?????

paramore.

steve lacy???

disclaimer i don’t like how i’m expressing my opinions cause i feel like this makes jesse look basic when i actually think jesses music taste is more cool than i’m able to write/portray it

♡ ❨ lukas ❩

i want to say that lukas listens to the same kind of music + artists + genres, however.. i can see him listening to a LOT. god he would love music.

old music is 100% one of his top genres. jazz, classical, etc. billie holiday, louis armstrong, mozart, nina simone, frank sinatra, al bowlly, ella fitzgerald.. i’m trying to get into both genres so i don’t know many but, hed def be super educated on old musicians like them, and know a LOT of them. he’d be so into them. i can’t sweat it enough how much he’d love these kinds of songs/music.

he would also be a listener of clairo, laufey, mac demarco, ethel cain, steve lacy, mitski, men i trust, her’s, strawberry guy, phoebe bridgers, alex g, suki waterhouse, etc.

ALSO HE LISTENS TO LANA!!

HE LOOOOVES CIGS AFTER SEX!!! LOVES!!!!

gave fboy music a try once and fell down a rabbit hole. he’s a little embarrassed of this so he doesn’t really share that he likes this kind of music ndbshudjfn.. he doesn’t want people to view him differently if he reveals he reveals he listens to that music. he knows they probably won’t but he still doesn’t want people to know 😭

a side of him also likes rap like tyler the creator, uzi, carti, travis scott n allat. not one of his top genres but he does really enjoy this music

along with his older music, he also listens to music like elvis presley when he’s feeling a little funky. or just music from the 70’s/80’s/90’s. nirvana, queen, michael jackson, jeff buckley, the beatles, bon jovi, tears for fears, abba, etc etc

he vibes w a few pierce the veil songs. #emo

had a cavetown phase

occasionally listens to radiohead

often listens to kendrick lamar, frank ocean, childish gambino, etc etc. loves that type of music.

^^^ ugh he’d love kendrick

he listens to the neighbourhood a lot alsooo and he enjoys their music

little bit of arctic monkeys but not too interested tbh

bye he’d love mazzy star oh my god don’t talk to me

tv girl(?)

eyedress

salvia palth when he’s feeling extra depressed for whatever reason

deftones(????) big question mark

SO YEAH. but he usually just tells people he likes jazz, classical, indie and 80’s. his music taste is very very diverse and he‘s vv satisfied w it.

he has favs overall tho.

♡ ❨ petra ❩

erm shes my fav so why do i have no idea #kms #awks

WAIT AVRIL LAVIGNE AVRIL LAVIGNE!!!! holy shit

PARAMORE OH MY GODDD

nirvana!!!

FUCKING EVENESCENCE. EVENESCENE. GUYS.

flyleaf!!!!

deftones uhh question mark

billie eilish!!!!

girl in red. GIRL IN RED.

rihanna??

maybe mitski. heavy maybe. if yes then only when she’s feeling sad

lil peep?

the runaways. she’s so cherry bomb coded

the cranberries?

phoebe bridgers?

sir chloe fucking ENORMOUS question mark

kesha???…????

ethel cain???

MAYBE hole.

CAN U TELL IM NOT SURE

i want to say she’d listen to lana but i don’t think she would too often…</3. only occasionally when she’s feeling a little coquette 🎀

axel lightly introduces her to his music taste and she likes some of it like flyleaf & deftones n stuff but she doesn’t fw the rlly loud songs too much at all. she doesn’t like when it’s too loud/overwhelming

okay so besides that she also listens to this genre of female singers that is like loud grungy gut wrenchingly depressing music yk???? GUYS I CANT NAME ANYONE AND ITS AN ODDLY NICHE SPECIFIC GENRE OH MY GODD THIS IS SUCH A CURSE BECAUSE ITS LITERALLY HER VIBE AND SHE WOULD LOVE THIS MUSIC BUT I CANT NAME IT OTHER THAN DESCRIBING IT AS GUT WRENCHING GRUNGY FEMALE SINGERS

SHE LIKES VIOLENT VIRA..?? RIGHt???

listen to strangers by ethel cain. “am i making you feel siiickk” THAT PART IS SO PETRA.

okay but when she’s feeling a bit emotional or a bit cute she might listen to a bit of mazzy star. but she’d never tell anyone

tv girl…? idk maybe not but maybe IDK

okay to sum it up i think her main artists would be paramore, evanescence, avril lavigne, nirvana, the runaways, lil peep, flyleaf, billie eilish, ethel cain, kesha, phoebe bridgers, the cranberries okayyy this is awkward i just named everyone i listed above this isn’t a summary i’m so embarrassing

♡ ❨ stella ❩

girl boss music af

azealia banks like okay!!! omg

AYESHA EROTICA. BC STELLA KNOWS WHERE ITS AT. FUCKING ICON

FUCK SHE WOULD LOVE LADY GAGA OH MY GODDD

KESHA. SHE WOULD LISTEN TO KESHA

marina??? question mark

christina aguilera!!

charli xcx

REAL CUNTY music, like genuinely anything that is typically sung by a woman that makes her feel like a girlboss

enjoys 2000’s girlboss songs and general girlboss songs

destiny’s child?

doja cat????????

rihanna

nicki minaj

britney spears

megan thee stallion

occasionally listens to ariana grande

FLO MILLIII

lana when she’s in her feels

stella knows where it’s at 💋

♡ ❨ olivia ❩

olivia would love beabadoobee.

GIRL IN RED. GIRL. IN. RED.

god the way she would love MARINA. she’d INHALE her music.

OLIVIA RODRIGO. omg

she would love tv girl

i can absoloutely see her listening to amy winehouse as well do u guys get it. she’d love amy.

^^ HEAVY SHE WLD LOOOOVE AMY WINEHOUSE GUYS PLZZZ

taylor swift….but hates her poppy songs

laufey

alex g??

billie eilish listener!! knows all of her songs. her fav album is prob dont smile at me. or when we all fall asleep where do we go but idk IDK IDK!!

casual lana listener and her fav album is lust for life or blue banisters. or norman fucking rockwell. or honeymoon.

jeff buckley?? the smiths??

fiona apple

she would lose her mind listening to childish gambino

hozier?

the cardigans

abba

melanie martinez..?

fleetwood mac

paramore

clairo!

the more unpopular ariana grande songs

OCCASIONAL classical music but just the stuff she knows and is familiar with like the basic beethoven and mozart n stuff

radiohead.

raye?

MAC DEMARCO MAC DEMARCO

bon jovi

ethel cain listener.

michael jackson.

would she listen to lorde or am i tweaking

harry styles…??? big question mark

URGHHH SHE WOULD LOVE MAZZY STAR OH MY GOD STOP

she would like conan gray!!

her main fav artists wld be billie eilish, amy winehouse, marina, clairo, olivia rodrigo, mazzy star, girl in red, mac demarco, bruno mars, radiohead, beabadoobee:3

♡ ❨ axel ❩

FUCKING LOOOOOVES GREEN DAY BROOO HOLY SHIT

TYLER THE CREATORS BIGGEST FAN

listens to drake. i wanna say unexpectedly but i don’t know how u guys perceive it.

WOULD LOOOVE INSANE CLOWN POSSE

the beatles!!!

a very mild little bit of the weeknd. listens to the more popular songs but knows a few less known ones and likes them but he’s not too interested in his music so he doesn’t explore much.

axel would love kanye west

deftones

elton john

dominic fike?

pierce the veil question mark

paramore

tory lanez but i might b tweaking on this one

idk whether this is rock or punk or metal girl idk i’m not a musical genius at telling these genres apart but he’d listen to likeee korn, metallica, slipknot, green day, ac/dc, nine inch nails, rammstein, flyleaf, soundgarden, deftones, pantera, ETC ETC ETC. his fav kind of music. guys i know i prob named basic shit but trust me when i say he knows the GOOOOOOD metal/punk/rock/grunge shit. he knows the REAL shit. he’s super into it and i can see him listening to this sort of music a LOT and he knows a lot about his fav artists as well

EXTREMELY privately fw justin bieber. god he’d hardcore bully lukas for it but behind close doors… he’s such a sucker for jb

classic rap like yeat, a$ap, 50 cent, tupac, carti, uzi, eminem, kanye, etc. he listens to them often but prefers louder songs with heavy instruments. he prefers older rap like 90’s-2000’s vibe rap, he doesn’t fw 2020’s rap too much but he’d still listen to it quite a bit.

childish gambino

can’t name any specific artists but would rly fw classic hip hop

bryson tiller??????..??????

queen

avril lavigne

elvis presley

MADONNA HAHA UNEXPECTEDLY

STEVIE NICKS TOOO

^ listens to upbeat fun 80’s songs too

basically rock, punk, metal, a bit of upbeat 80’s, and rap

♡ ❨ jack ❩

oh my GOD he would be ICP (insane clown posse)’s BIGGEST fan. HE WOULD LOVE THEIR MUSIC AHHHH

absoloutely a big lover of green day’s music!!

STOP RN HE WOULD LOVE QUEEN

the cure

the clash

the beatles??????

metallica

nine inch nails

never catch him listening to ayesha erotica or u won’t leave well enough to remember LMAOOO he enjoys a bit of a bimbo anthem every now and then but if anyone ever found out i think he’d go into cardiac arrest

is more into 80’s music than axel but in a different way, he likes the less upbeat happy songs and more grungey shit

DEFTONESSS

ac/dc

david bowie

mac demarco???

LIL PEEP LIL PEEP

lana del rey. he’s a little proud of it even tho her music is drastically different (eh) from his normal music taste

uzi

nirvana

slipknot, nirvana, ac/dc, nine inch nails, pierce the veil, deftones, metallica, green day and every rock artist axel listens to oh my goddd they’d bond over music so much guys

when he’s feeling fond or loving or any tender of vulnerable emotion he leans towards older jazz as well but it is not often at all. on OCCASION. heavy on not often. that’s his softer side. and when he does listen, it’s always a quieter song focused on the vocals

(shhh he will never admit his random soft spot for clairo!!!)

੭ guys plz send me requests on things to post for mcsm!! this post is such a mess. ew.

#✽ winterot #౨ৎ headcanons #I HATE HOW I MADE THEM SEEM UGHHH I MIGHT MAKE A SEPERATE POST WITH BETTER EXPRESSION #mcsm #minecraftstorymode #minecraft story mode #jesse #mcsm jesse #jesse mcsm #lukas #mcsm lukas #lukas mcsm #petra #mcsm petra #petra mcsm #stella #mcsm stella #stella mcsm #olivia #mcsm olivia #olivia mcsm #axel #mcsm axel #axel mcsm #jack #mcsm jack #jack mcsm

[burdistheword-blog1]

So like I just an idea for season 3 episode one of good omens. And I obviously don't think it's going to happen. But I'm gonna share it anyway))

We get a wide shot view of the white room. Hell fire is blazing in the middle, its remencient of seasons 1 but grander. Azirphale is the Surpreme Arch angel after all. We get close up on the other Archangels and high rankers all with various degrees of smug or expressionless as the floating head of Metatron reads out his crime and sentence. We settle on Azirphale as the Metatron asks him for any last words. And he speaks.

"May we see eachother again on better terms" (or what ever it is that he says in season 1. I cant remeber off the top of head) and his foot goes in getting ingulfed in the flame and...

✨️opening credits✨️

The rest of the episode is focused on earth and Crowley, but he seems off. In little ways. Like the Bentley is still driving slower than Crowleys speed and at times just straight up goes yellow the plants in it are completely dead (because there is no way Azriaphale can keep those things alive they looked close to death in season 2 ok). he's eating ice cream. Now living out of the bookshop and is always wearing a small peice of Azriaphales tartan. It changes almost ever couple of scenes where like the peice has a mind of its own and refusing to be left behind. Or the person wearing it refusing.

Honestly makes us just think dear God this boys super depressed and fallen off the deep end.

Than near the end he somehow hears- maybe over hears a secret conversation between Muriel and her personal line to Azirphale that he gave her to keep being his eyes and ears on the "bookshop" (Crowley) about the Surpreme Archangels trial from who ever actually awensers.- Obviously he seems ya know concerned but in that Crowley way and then we go back to Azirphale.

Azriaphales standing in the fire completely his eyes are closed. We zoom in to his face the music begining to darken and slowly build. His eyes open and just for a flash, less than a second... their yellow and have a snake like slit. He gives a smirk that's very Crowley and....

✨️End credits✨️

Now look it's never gonna happen and I'm sure I'm gonna love hate Neil's actual episode 1 more than I could ever love hate this plot... but also...

THE BAMBOOZLEMENT THE GASPS OF SHOCKED HORROR AND EXCITEMENT. ANOTHER SWITCH?! WHERE WHEN HOW.

It'd be so fun truthfully.

What a way to kick off a season like we are on a fucking high stakes Rollercoaster.

And than episode two can open by retraumatizing us by showing us Every.

#good omens #good omens fandom #ineffable husbands #david tennant #ineffable spouses #archive of our own #michael sheen #neil gaiman #goodomens3 #good omens ruined everything else for me #i still cant stop thinking about those tragic gay men

[1moreoffkeyanthem]

Asking this knowing it will break my heart- Stan being a Vet Tech while being the biggest animal lover and extremely sensitive must be ROUGH.. is there any specific times he’s been really affected by something that happened at work 💔💔

I know Ky and Moose will help their boy though 🤓

Oh my god YES holy shit our boy OJV Stan gets so attached to every animal he works with and like Wendy runs the front desk and has totally implemented a rule that Stan does NOT get to see any pets coming in for euthanasia. The whole clinic squad knows that would break his heart. Stan is such a good pet doctor man and his patient’s humans love him too, like a sweet old lady with a cat coming in and he’s like “uh oh Fluffy did you get into the yarn box again” “I’ll tell ya, I don’t know if she ate any of it this time but I figured you could check” lmao. The main vet handles most of diagnosing and everything, but a lot of the regulars request Stan to assist because he’s AWESOME at keeping the patients calm. They all adore him as they should.

Like even when a patient is super nervous and panics and even hurts someone (I’m never getting over the fact that this boy got his ribs broken and was more worried about the horse than himself lmfao) he LOVES those animals.

It does destroy him when there’s an emergency and he can’t save the critter. I’m a lot like Stan in that I’m a vegetarian animal lover fantasy dork, which this why I’ll never write out an animal death (hence why we’ve just decided Moose is immortal), and I have a headcanon about a time a pet death really upset him.

Someone had been a regular for years at the clinic with a parrot named Quito. Quito was old as hell, his favorite word to squawk was “fuck”, and he would trill the national anthem and Stan found him FUCKING HILARIOUS. but Quito had lived a longggg life and his human eventually had to make the decision to put him down because he was dying. Stan was devastated for real. Like yes it comes with the job, and the staff knows him well enough to make sure he doesn’t see any of the dead animals, like this is the man who starts crying because a sick puppy on the exam table wagged it’s tail at him (oh my god y’all he’s so good at petting creatures he knows exactly where to scratch fuck ojv Stan is the most precious boy) and after that parrot passed on, he started sobbing in the back room, had to go home early.

My boy called Kenny on the drive home and THANK GOD it was a Saturday and Kyle wasn’t at work, bc Stan immediately wrapped himself around Ky and just held him, one hand on Moose’s little head, begging them both to “please never die” (holy fuck i am crying. It is 4 in the morning and I’m genuinely struggling to see because I’m crying) and if you’re familiar with the Moose origin story, u know that that kitty is named Moose because Stan, in a depressive slump, had been reading his favorite kids books and “Thidwick The Big Hearted Moose” was the one he’d been reading the day before someone brought a certain little brown kitten into the shelter he was volunteering at. And Kyle, ever perceptive, knowing his sbf inside and out, seeing he’s really in need of comfort, reads him (and Moose) that Dr Suess book, about the moose who let all the woodland creatures make a home in his antlers. Because that’s Stan.

#this is sad as shit lowkey #fuck I love Stan #the OJV owns my goddamn soul #asks #south park #them #style #lmm voice: look at my son #OrangeJuiceVerse #mooseposting #also Quito is based on the bird my grandma had. yes he was a menace and I miss him

[thetomorrowshow]

in a ship of glass - ch. 1

empires superpowers au - next

hello all and welcome to scott's backstory in the empires superpowers au! i've been really excited to post this, i've wanted to give you guys a look into scott's past for months :)

cw: religious trauma, cults, depression, suicidal thoughts, failed suicide attempt, brief hospitalization

~

Scott’s seventeen, and he’s homeless.

He hates himself. He hates that he hadn’t been able to hide it, hadn’t been able to shove that part of him so far down that it never came out again. He’d managed to hide it so well for the past four years, too. Losing control just before he finishes his senior year is a slap in the face.

So what’s the first thing that Scott does once he’s officially not welcome in his own house?

He goes to the library.

He does a bit of research, then schedules himself an appointment at a nearby college for the HiSET test. It’s probably a weird first thing to do, he realizes after he’s printed off his confirmation receipt. Instead of using his bank account to buy food or a car before his parents cut him off, he uses it to buy a test at school so that he can have a little piece of paper that declares him a high school graduate.

It’s what makes sense, though. If he can get his high school diploma, he can still go to college. If he goes to college, he gets food and board. And since his EFC is suddenly zero, if chooses the right school, he could go for free. He had good enough grades for scholarships, after all. He’ll have to speak to admissions offices directly, explain his situation and why he suddenly stopped attending high school, but they’ll understand. He’s sure he’s not the first case like this.

And after he’s planned that out, written it in neat little bullet points in his notebook, he stares at his How-To-Not-Be-Homeless list and starts crying. In the middle of the library.

His plan will work, he’s sure of it. And a little debt is nothing to be scared of. But he shouldn’t have to have a list! Everything had been planned out so meticulously his entire life, and here he is with nothing but the clothes on his back and his school backpack, at 5pm on a Thursday, the only plan the five smudged pencil lines on a page halfway through his math notebook.

He can’t go back to school tomorrow, like he’d first thought of. His parents had surely called them by now. And there’s no way he can go to the only college he had applied to, the only college to accept him.

Not now that he’s . . . powered.

Sure, he’s been powered (he shudders at the thought) since he was thirteen. But he thought that he could hide it. He’d been hiding it so well.

His family is heavily religious. He was raised a member of the Devout Order of Heaven, had gone to a private high school sponsored by the religion, was planning on attending the Order of Heaven University.

But he’s powered. Sinful.

He’s repressed his powers since the first time they appeared—when he’d woken up to get ready for his first day of eighth grade to find his blanket covered in a sheet of ice. After that, he’d done everything he could to get rid of them—and when getting rid of them proved impossible, he’d just decided that nobody would ever know they existed.

Being powered is unnatural. Not as God intended. Of the Devil. God wouldn’t give one person such an advantage over everyone else. They’re supposed to be on equal footing. Powered individuals shouldn’t exist, shouldn’t want to exist.

And Scott’s never wanted to exist less.

In all honesty, his parents were surprisingly kind about it. Sure, he’s been kicked out. He’s sure that his possessions have been burned by now (he spares a moment to mourn his turtle plush that shouldn’t still be on his bed at seventeen years old, a moment to mourn his collection of army figurines, a moment to mourn his academic achievement awards), but according to what he’s learned in church, you’re supposed to report a powered person to the pastor. From there, careful counseling and therapy camps and all sorts of things that sound terrifying—Scott’s heard rumors of electrotherapy and other tortures at these camps, the fear of which had incited him to hide his icy predisposition in the first place. But instead of holding him at home, forcing him to go to therapy camp, all his parents had done was tell him they had no son and kicked him out.

It had been an accident. Juggling the stress of school and finals and choir had become too much, and the ball he’d dropped had been keeping his powers on lockdown. The spark had escaped out through his fingers when he had been getting a glass of water and he’d somehow frozen the water pouring from the kitchen sink, right in front of his mother.

He couldn’t repeat it for his father, of course. He’d never learned how to control it, just how to stop it. He was constantly burning with it, burning with the need to release his power, but he couldn’t do it on command. And he simply wouldn’t do it on accident. Until now.

He’s an outcast from everywhere that he can think to go. His family doesn’t want him, his friends will reject him, Melanie has probably already forgotten him and their plans for prom. His church will try to therapy it out of him.

Scott’s not welcome here. He has to go out into a world of sin and pretend it doesn’t bother him. He has to pretend that it’s okay that he’s not going to Heaven. He can’t be in denial anymore.

He doesn’t want to leave town, he thinks. But he’s not sure how he can stay here when he’ll inevitably see his classmates and his friends around. He has to go somewhere not here, and preferably farther than the next town over where he has to take the HiSET.

There will be certain students of his high school that he knows, if they see him, won’t treat him well. His test is in a week. He’s just got to get there, then . . . he’ll make his plan after that.

He takes a deep breath, ignores the concerned looks of the library patrons, and hefts his backpack over his shoulder. It’s a walk of several hours, probably. He can make it overnight, nap in the library there. He thanks God for libraries right then and there, before remembering that God doesn’t really want to hear from him.

His bullet point plan. Get out of Briarsville, walk to Clinton. Arrive there and wait until he can take the HiSET. There’s a homeless shelter in Clinton; stay there and at the Clinton public library. After the HiSET is done. . . .

He can’t worry about that right now. He just has to focus on getting through this week. Then he can figure out . . . everything else.

-

Scott’s eighteen, and he’s not heard from his family in nine months and twelve days—not that anyone’s counting.

He’s attending community college and living at a homeless shelter in Milford. It’s the biggest town in the area (the size of a small city), about thirty minutes away from Briarsville. He occasionally sees familiar faces (this is where the nearest mall is, after all), but they act like they don’t recognize him. Or maybe they actually don’t: he’s been changing.

He’s thinner and it shows clearly in his face, his cheekbones hollow and eyes sunken. He’s so tired all the time and rarely gets three meals a day, likely the main contributors to his weight loss. Unfortunately, with less weight than is healthy, Scott can’t find energy in his reserves to pick up a job outside of his work study, try to work for his own place and food. It’s what being homeless does to you, he supposes.

That’s not all, though. Scott’s hair has been . . . lightening. At first he had just thought it was the abundance of frost or ice crystals in his hair (now that his eternal soul is forfeit, he doesn’t really try to hide it except instinctually), but after a shower he checks in the mirror and his hair is significantly lighter than it had been. Still brown, but very nearly a dirty blond.

He doesn’t want to stay in Milford. It’s still too small. He still gets sideways glances when ice explodes out of his hands spontaneously (he hates it, it makes him sick, he wants to cry every time he accidentally freezes his bottle of water), he still gets pamphlets handed to him on the sidewalk when the moms of that one homeschooling group see the ice crawling up his arms.

There are powered individuals in the world, he knows that. Heck, one of the librarians he sees frequently levitates books to shelve them. Scott just . . . shouldn’t be one of them. It’s not right. It’s not right for anyone, but particularly not for him because he knows better.

He’s sat through so many sermons about how to protect your child from becoming powered. Had his parents not done enough? Had he not done enough? He’d done everything, he thought—but maybe his daily prayers weren’t righteous enough. Maybe his tithes weren’t enough. Maybe he should’ve tried the camp.

He hates himself somehow more than before. Before, he’d actually been trying. He’d been trying to remain faithful, even while this curse built up inside of him. He’d done his best to repress it, had prayed every night for God to save him from it.

He doesn’t try anymore. He’s just openly living in his sin, for anyone to see, with shame building by the day that he would ever dare to defy Heaven in such a way and he can’t stand himself, an aberration, an abomination of a human—

He’s a demon. He’s one of the Devil’s vessels, he’s possessed by a devil, and he can’t corrupt more people.

It doesn’t happen all at once. But as his disgust, as his hate builds up day by day, he knows what he has to do.

Scott makes a plan. He makes a plan to do what he wishes his parents would have done nine months and twenty-two days ago.

Scott saves up what little he gets working in the college cafeteria until he has enough money to buy a train ticket. He wants to go somewhere far away, far enough that his family and friends never hear the news. He’s not sure if he’s afraid of their grief or their scorn.

Empires City seems as good a place as any. It’s huge, from what he can tell—big enough that no one there will remember his face. It’s a thirty-two hour train ride as well, spanning practically across the country.

Two days before his trip, he quietly unenrolls from all of his classes. One day before his trip, he checks out of the homeless shelter he’s lived in for the past nine months. The day of his trip, he visits the Milford public library and returns the two books he’d checked out—a bible, and a large book with full-page pictures of unusual buildings.

That book had been the only indulgence he’d allowed himself. He’d spent many hours gaping at the construction, the attached concept sketches, the interiors. He’d ended up sketching some buildings of his own in the ten cent notebook he’d gotten in a bargain bin, imagining tiny stick people commissioning wilder and wilder constructs. He’s going to miss this book.

He leaves his library card in the bible, taped under Matthew 27:3-5. He’d wanted, morbidly, to highlight the verses, but his respect for library property had prevented him. Then he walks to the train station, scans his ticket, and waits for his train.

The ride is slow and lonely. He nearly misses the final of his three connections, makes it just in time only to be sat beside a woman with three rowdy children. He ends up holding the youngest on his lap to let the mother try and wrangle the other two, praying with all his might that God won’t let the devil inside him hurt this baby.

They make it safely, and Scott is terribly sleep-deprived but he hands the baby off to its mother and steps out of the train station into Empires City.

It’s bigger than he could have ever imagined. Scott’s never seen a skyscraper in person before, and for several long moments he stands under one and stares up in awe. He can just picture the tiny stick people who had commissioned the one he stands under now—a gruff man with a walrus mustache, a tall, thin man with white hair and a curled wrist beside him. It must have been fun, taking notes on what those two gentlemen wanted, drawing up concepts until the final project produced—then he gets shoved to the side by a stranger, jostling him and bringing him back to reality. He doesn’t have time. He needs to do this.

The buildings he passes sort of make him wish he had time to sight-see, though.

Hours go by. The sun sets but the stars don’t come out. The city doesn’t quiet. Noise buzzes in the back of Scott’s mind, and he doesn’t know if it’s from the city or if it’s his imagination. 

He’s not entirely sure how he gets to where he is. He can only believe he’s been guided divinely, because it’s gone midnight, and Scott’s in a tucked-away alley, a bottle of pills in one hand and a bottle of cheap gin in the other.

For the first time since the plan formulated, he feels nervous. What if it doesn’t work?

What if it does?

He can’t let himself be here anymore. He can’t let the evil festering within him exist. He’s been dwelling in this sin for so long and he just can’t live knowing it.

Scott takes a deep breath. He forces himself to think, think of all his worst and most embarrassing memories. It’s selfish, but he doesn’t want to think of times he was happy. He doesn’t want to be sad.

Then he does it. And the last thing he remembers feeling is relief.

-

Scott wakes slowly, and before he’s aware of anything, he’s aware of the blinding pain in his stomach.

He gasps a little, and pain shoots through his throat as well, inciting him to clamp his mouth shut, as much as he wants to cry out. Why does it hurt so much?

His eyes blink open, and the lights aren’t too terribly bright but bright enough that he groans deep in his chest and closes them again. There’s a rustling nearby, like clothes shifting.

His fingers are cold.

He’s not sure why he notices that. Of all things, he pays attention to the chilliness of his hands. The cold doesn’t really affect him, not like it does most people, but he can’t help but rub his fingers together a bit to try and warm them. He sighs slightly, grimaces when his stomach burns.

“Are you awake?”

The words are whispered but Scott can’t help but jolt, eyes flashing open. His stomach sends a painful pang again and he winces, glancing to his left—

A man. A man in a light grey-and-white bodysuit with a sparkling sun embossed on the chest. A cyan cape drapes down from his shoulders; the top half of his face is covered with a white mask. His hair is blonde and swept back, going grey in intermingled streaks.

Surely a powered individual. And that’s not just a powered—that’s a superhero.

For a moment, Scott considers leaving. Just getting away. Superheroes are among the worst sinners there are, taking the powers granted of the Devil and trying to trick others into believing they are of God.

He’s a powered too, though. Does it really matter, if he’s going to Hell anyways?

And then he remembers. And all the pieces click together—the pain in his stomach, the bed he’s lying on, the slow pounding of his head, the IV line in his arm.

His eyes burn. “Yeah,” he croaks. “I’m awake.”

#empires smp #esmp #empires fanfic #scott smajor #mcyt #empires superpowers au #esh au #mas writes #aaaa!!!! #i'm so excited for this #the next chapter is literally so fun #like this one is super depressing and all #but guys come on. next chapter is both superhero au AND college au #i don't have much else to say #i just wanted to post today!! #lmk what you think! #love you guys

[nightswatchdisbandmentera]

Jon coming back “wrong” but it’s not in the fire-zombie way people imagine. Rather, as a result of the different types of magic within him heating up to a fervor, he comes back as a freak of nature, playing right into GRRM’s deconstruction of biblical doctrine and prophecy. In true Christ-like fashion, Jon transforms into the fantasy hero we think we deserve: a prophet, warrior, king, and god. It’s good for Westeros and its survival, but is it good for Jon? Is it really good for him? He’s only 17. He’s a kid ☹️

#not a fully formed theory or anything rn but this post came about because I was thinking of how #jon’s main three parallels beyond the wall are: coldhands the ranger #mance the king #and bloodraven the god 🌚 #then I started thinking of jon not as separate entities but rather as one combined magic super saiyan #and remembered how his adwd dream is like magic on steroids with him being armored in ice and wielding fire #and how this is happening as he harnesses the magical ability of prophecy and how he’s a warg and a warrior and yeah #well all this to say that jon will be something we’ve never seen before and it will be fucking depressing #because he doesn’t deserve to carry that burden #jon snow #asoiaf #valyrianscrolls

[linusbenjamin]

The Walking Dead 6.03 — Thank You

#the walking dead #twdedit #twdgif #horroredit #blood tw #death tw #gun tw #glen rhee #nicholas #nikolatexla #yeah we all thought the same thing didn't we #i was super depressed the week i've watched this #and then i was like OMG HE'S ALIVE and then i watched 7.01 #forever one of my favourite characters

[syrasenturi]

scribbly amphibbies

bonus christmas garfapillar

#amphibia #marcy's journal spoilers #kinda #syrass #im too embarrassed to talk more about my post amphibia anne ideas #but a little bit of it #it's like around when she starts drifting from sasha and marce but also realizing what she wants to do in life #hence the froggies #but she becomes like a local cryptid #there's still lingering effects of her powers but she feels she's grown too distant from the only people she can talk to about it to even br #ing it up so she tries to deal with it on her own #i dont want it to be all angsty but it is a good bit and i dont have all the details but yeah #anyway unrelated but my best marcys are the fucked up ones #which i dont like perpetuating no because i think it's bad but because i think marcy would not react super uhhh sad? idk how to word it #she'd be more avoidant and play it off i think and not so much fall back on depression as just sad melancholy that she'd then turn to #some kind of positivity i think idk she's an excited kid and nd you know #ok thats the most ive talked about anything in a while time to shut up again goodbye #also thanks for everyone who bought garfapillar stickers i hope you like them <3

[mister13eyond]

talking to a friend about getting back into art and i think the #1 most important piece of art advice i could ever get or give is just "figure out what is FUN to you"

like i think there is sooooo much emphasis on how to build SKILL in art but a lot of it really treats art like a job or like video game grinding, like it's this thankless job that you have to work at in order to reach a Threshold and i know it's not EASY to make yourself have fun but like

imo a solid 70% of the reason i create art is because the Act of Drawing is fun to me. it's fun problem-solving and planning and putting down lines and playing with colors and tools. it's fun to depict little scenes in my head or to create outfits or to find ways to fill the canvas. never forget that creating can be fun. sometimes it's hard and sometimes you have to battle through your own blockades to get there but the ultimate goal should always be to ENJOY it, to find what you enjoy doing and then do it forever. improvement will follow enjoyment.

i think especially with all the debate about ML image generation it's more important than ever to embrace FUN. if you're only focused on the end result it's so easy to get in your own head- to think about what doesn't look good or what skills you don't have yet or to compare yourself to other artists. but photography didn't kill the art of drawing and AI won't either because, simply put, there will always be people who want to do the physical act of making art because it's fun to do! using paints and markers, splashing colors around, doing shitty pen doodles, using the symmetry tool in your art program to do abstract mandalas that are just squiggles formed into patterns. do art like you're 5 and you've been handed markers to pass the time. do art like you're bored in class and you're keeping your brain entertained by drawing stick figure comics in the margins. do art like an absent thing, do art because it satisfies your brain. the goal is not to make something beautiful and perfect, the goal is to make something because your hands need to make and your body needs to make.

#i know and love so many people who have intense anxiety about their ability to create art and who are so hard on themselves about the result #and i think that's a REALLY easy thing to feel because creating is also vulnerable & physically difficult and there is SOOOO much to master #but i think for me the people who churn out 300 colored pencil front facing hands behind their backs oc doodles on lined notebook paper- #are the ones with the right idea. they're the ones i aspire to be like #i'm not saying i never struggle either bc tbh #as someone with depression and adhd there are times where the Act of Having Fun is simply not possible #sometimes i CAN'T enjoy things because my ability to feel joy is locked behind a barrier of my mental illness #so i don't think it's an Easy thing to do by far and I don't think you can just Magically Make Yourself Happy And Having Fun #but i DO think that experimenting in a low-stakes low-pressure manner until you find something that clicks in your brain helps #doing things for the sake of doing them is the only way to figure out which ones WILL be fun to you #not all of them will. some things will feel like a slog #but i think you have to look for the passion before you're able to face the slog #if you jump right into the parts that are Hard and Challenge Your Limits it's easy to spin your wheels and get stuck #but if you focus on the super small stakes and the things that are thoughtless and focused more on Sensation- #the sensory experience of mixing paint or the scratch of pencil on paper or the smooth way a specific pen makes lines- #then you can lose yourself in the physical aspect of it FIRST #and then once you've started really ENJOYING those sensations you can start learning new ways to use them #because now you have the drive to want to do more #now you have the desire to find new ways to apply this thing you like doing #long post #even longer tags #art #drawing #artists #art advice

[mugentakeda]

i never actually finished embers even if its like a fandom famous fic. However from what i recall i really enjoyed how irohs pov was written

#my actual favorite was from this unfinished au fic #one of those where azulon gives iroh custody of zuko upon his return from bss #but iroh is like SUPER depressed and shit and the stuff he recalls from bss get really dark and nasty #like really realistic on the war aspect. the ugliest parts of his personality really show in it #and i just lovedddd it so much. it was so interesting and i think changed how i see iroh #cus even if it was an au fic it wasnt far off?? at all??? #but the worst part is that ive tried to find it again like 5 separate times all to no avail. Rip to that damn fic

[bastetwastaken]

I've created a whole fantasy world complete with realms, races, stories from those races which form part of their popular culture, descriptions of the individual races, social hierarchies, created world maps to give them all places to live, castles, cities, detailed the geography of the place, their histories, important figures in their realms past, a whole book full of lore behind each race, creation stories, deities, folklore of the fantasy place...

and I have convinced myself that no one could ever possibly want to hear about it all so I just brainrot silently.

#bastet is talking shit again #just ignore her she'll be right depression is just here again #but seriously i would love to actually tell another person all about all of this shit #and have them care about the characters and the world like I do #and ask questions and let me just ramble on about things #but I'm super anxious and depression is a THING and I have convinced myself that no one wants to hear about anything I like #So I guess I'd better get back in my box

[aashiyancha]

Puffbun progress report:

-I overestimated myself. Chapter 1 is still not ready for this week.

-Half of the first chapter is all ready to go though! Almost there >:)

- Here's a doodle introducing the main cast

-I did not intend to color code them as obviously as I did in this doodle lol

#sweet hero puffbun! #original comic #artists on tumblr #aashi doodles #man how the character dynamics keep changing #originally bay and ellie were the only siblings and cori was just a long time friend but #i kept making the joke that people thought they might be siblings given that bay and ellie's dad looks a ton like him #then i went occams razor. They're my characters. If i want them to all be tlsiblings #then they are all siblings! #plus earlier drafts of cori's parents kinda sucked and he was a super lonely and depressed guy #he's still depressed but now he's not lonely and honestly i hated how lonely i made him before i think this version is going to make for #a better story #once im actually through first act it will be fun to compare all the different previous drafts i had to the one that made it out #getting ahead of myself tho gotta actually get those chapters done first haha

[boxwinebaddie]

CAN WE HEAR ABT WTF IS IN RAVEN'S RED VIAL?? IM SO CURIOUS AND DONT HAVE A SINGLE CLUE

OH!!! YES!!! TOTALLY!!!!!

raven actually unlatches the top and lets kyle give it a whiff in part three of the ravesey hate which, yes being that close to raven's lip and neck gave jersey kyle mental problems ( in additon to the other ones ) also omg so much happens in p3. i will write p2 today ( i'll try to be more eloquent and thorough than last time ), also if someone could send me an ask so i have a place to put it that would be grand.

but yes...*cracks knuckles* The Vial. <3

if we can recall, the vial thing looks like this. it's just on a big silver chain, it's a heart shaped glass vial, that is giving mysterious sexy ~vampire~ energies me thinks. the liquid in it is...Crimson, of course.

and raven seems to...Sniff it? when he is stressed?

okay, weird king? go off?? to the mental hospital? shdlkshd lmaooo

tbh, it's actually not that exciting; so sorry to let y'all down. also, i accidentally bumbled and fumbled ( yes, i do fumble things besides women, smh ) that info and in an ask about what raven and jersey smell like, i fucking...talked about the vial. like OOOF! after chap one came out, really earlier before i made the vial mysterious.

but the red vial...

...is eucalyptus scented essential oil dyed w/ red food coloring.

which, sounds really weird bc wtf???? but it's because, like most mexican moms, sharon was convinced that vicks vaporub solved all the worlds problems LMAO like she used to slather stan and shelley with vicks vaporub. they were tearing up 25/8. stan would have a SKINNED KNEE and sharon would whip the jar out like oH MY GOD MAMA NOT THE VAPORU!! like stan would RUUUUUN loooooool

but...now that shes gone...on really bad days, when locks his door and cries in his room and feels seven years old again, all he wants is his mom singing something lightly in spanish and rubbing vicks vaporub on his back & making everything better again...I AM FUCKING SAD.

but yeah, the smell just calms him down when he's having a Stannic Attack and he has a lot of them because he's not good at being a celebrity and he has really severe ptsd. so yeah! The Vial! haha.

also the tiny pill kenny gave jimmy to give to ravenstan...

...was a Xanax lmaooooo.

-uncle nina, producer of mediocre lore

p.s. speaking of mediocre lore involving sharon, sharon also was supersitious and spiritual growing up

( it was a whole thing where the town of sp was calling sharon a witch which was super racist and misogynistic! people fear what they don't understand!! also wow super cool guys!! the one latina woman!!! that's where ur gonna throw all ur bigoted hate! anyways one time in the grocery store, linda stotch accused sharon and stan of her and her d*ughter cursing sp w/ witchcraft" and sharon SMACKED! her and was like Maybe I Am A Bruja But At Least I'm Not A Bitch! and then was like come on stan, we're leaving. and before she left she went *boo!* and linda stotch screamed lollll...ICON BEHAVIOR!!!! like not only did she crack the Hell out of linda but she validated stans gender identity and used his name :’)

anyways she used to read tarot all the time and stan thought she was just being kind of insane...but now that he misses her...he also does consult the cards often...he also reads all the cd boys tarot <3 )

#rm spoiler #this was not my finest work #but i hope this makes sense #yes this makes me super sad like ohhhh my god #when i tell you ravenstan loves sharon like its so :((( #he dedicates like all his songs to her especially the unplugged aucoustic covers in spanish n blows the air a kiss i hate my life so bad #the chinga madre vaporu smh #BUT IF STAN COULD GO BACK #JUST ONE MORE TIME #N HAVE SHARON SMEAR VICKS ALL OVER HIS SHOULDER AND SING TO HIM AND RUB CIRCLES ON HIS BACK #OOOOOOUGH IM DEPRESSED #HED DO IT HED DO ANYTHING. #i want to cry like he MISSES her #but yeah no raven just needed to hit the vial and have a really stiff drink and have a xanax #which is not safe but live fast die young bad bois do it well #and he's doing it alright #and in turn it is doing very bad things to kyle's brain