#like a flashback sobs

[tinta--branca--art]

Clanging pots and pans together @gendervapor14 your mind is huge for the corabelle+oc combo so here they are !!

#one piece #bell mere #donquixote rosinante #donquixote corazon #others' ocs #sora #corabelle #hunkering down to blabber in these tags because i am SO GLAD that someone else has brainrot over marine trio #also sora ma'am... respectfully #i cheated the size difference a little because poor bell looked child sized next to them in the sketch #accursed giants #the composition/posing took me a bit to figure out bc the more people the harder it is imo #i wanted them all to be interacting with each other physically at least #so many hands... #and then i kind of made them all look at each other in a circle? so nobody looked left out #sora looking at rosi. rosi kinda looking/leaning towards bell. bell looking up at sora #like a triangle #i think i over rendered it a little but it's ok we can say the dreamlike atmosphere is intentional #like a flashback sobs #okok uwu happy valentine's gen i hope u get to rest later today #as u deserve #i am now going to live deliciously and read ur fic hell yea #tintabrancaart

[peachyutdr]

i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D

#undertale yellow #uty #my art #<- ifg #spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad #that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways #CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO??? #i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly #but THE CUTSCENES?!?!? #JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD #ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO #LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER #ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD #BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK. #AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE #n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of #everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS #WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING #AAND THE GROUP HUGG #I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD #AND THE FUCKOGN #THE F U C K I N G #AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD #to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho #and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump #just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece #anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way #this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to #oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig

[fumifooms]

I don’t like minimizing the importance and gravity of Laios and Toshiro’s fight into just being a childish squabble, even if to a degree it is framed that way, because to both of them it has a lot of personal significance and emotional weight and runs very deep to their characters… The fight isn’t nothing it’s a LOT, they made up but it’s not something easy to express and to get over for either of them which makes it all the more meaningful! I’m on both sides but there very much are sides, there’s no "they’re both having a ball, Toshiro and Laios hand in hand yay" side to the fight, that comes after

The fight with Toshiro WAS very scary to Laios, almost existentially so, but it’s moreso the "I thought I’d made a friend!!" bit and my god. My god actually

Like it’s not "just" about oh his friend liking him less than he thought, THAT IS SO MUCH. It’s a bond he thought he had being a lie it’s all the time and moments spent together either being a lie from his perspective or marred now looking back. It’s not only being upset at Toshiro for lying but upset at himself that he’s so easy to fool, it’s being upset that there’s something so wrong with you that you can’t even tell if your "close buddy" even actually likes you or not, it’s like. Holding my head. He can’t trust his own vision of events that happened do you see. There’s always this film of distrust that it could be a lie that should be there when he interacts with people there’s always this sense of cloak and dagger to expect backstabs out of nowhere because you CAN’T see it coming you CAN’T you CAN’T there’s something about you which makes it impossible so you CAN’T-

He’s so scared of not being able to read people. He knows it’s a weak spot he has, he’s always known. All of these bits are centered around social expectations and betrayals, the assumption that he doesn’t belong either in society or with other humans.

And Laios’ level of awareness is actually sort of complex to analyze, but it’s there, there’s how out of him and Falin he was the one sensitive to the ~aura of hatred~ he felt from the townspeople, there’s of course his nightmares whispering to him about the mocking looks, and how yeah actually he realizes that his gold stripper coworker was taking advantage of him. There’s of course the Winged Lion speech about his trauma and how he fundamentally mistrusts/dislikes humans to some deep seated degree, this distrust that he still keeps under control always. There’s how pre-canon he often wanted to suggest eating monsters but never worked up the courage to bring it up with the others. There’s how he gets across as stoic when he isn’t being enthusiastic…… We don’t know how aware and wary he is exactly in the moment but we do know he has some anxiety around social stuff, and looking back he does notice and aughh augh, the sense you have to hide yourself to not get hurt and be on your guard and shit and.

When you don’t know what to look out for and when to look out for it, the general ‘common sense’ of not always trusting people or noticing when someone’s messing with you becomes hypervigilance in social settings

"Man they really know what you hate huh". Being socially unaware literally plagues him, he knows, he knows it so well.

It’s so quick that it’s almost hard to digest how literal and blatant Laios summoning his monster to crush all the people who’ve hurt him is. His literal go-to coping mechanism for comfort in his literal monster-induced emotionally intense nightmares, saving him by taking away the upsetting element (the humans)

"Monsters are his coping fantasy, where they can whisk him away from humanity, all the hurt it’s caused him and its arbitrary rules" with the subtlety of a brick. Monsters are his comfort safe zone "because they kill humans" yes but no it’s because he pits them as the guardians against humans who to him are in the role of the agressors. To him they represent freedom from the shackles of what it means to be part of humanity, a fundamentally social species

#Fumi rambles #Was asked to post this but a lot of this is present in my shuro-Laios fight analysis from Laios’ pov #Bite sized fumi #Laios touden #Meta #happy nightmare chapter day #Character analysis #Spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #And humanity being a social species is ofc ultimately not shown as a negative. #Dunmeshi is about unity and coming together when seeking to understand that which you do not!!! #But yeah like imagine if you will that you can never really trust your own perspective of events because you literally can’t tell #Wether the person likes you or hates you and you just can’t tell. Even when they ARE being obvious about it #The nightmare scene is so real like I def have vivid memories where I’m like ‘Ah yeah they cringed here #that should have been a dead giveaway’. It wears on self-esteem and self-trust. Like “you don’t belong in society” in a way they’re #sorta like factually not wrong and like. Oh ok man. Sitting down #Just spitballing here obvi. Personal experience. Hey did you guys know that dunmeshi is good. Man. It’s good #Dungeon meshi #Analysis #Feeling The Owl House Gus meltdown episode in tha club tonight #Sobbing about how the flashbacks we see of Laios’ childhood are only happy when it centers around Falin or the dogs

[ch3shire-rabbit]

This is really self indulgent but hi

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Do NOT repost, edit, trace, or use my art in any way. Thanks.

#Every time I make a proper comic like this it gives me flashbacks to my fnaf era #I should make comics more methinks #kirby #meta knight #crispy’s art #king dedede #metadede #Also there’s no context for this either I just. I just wanted to do a kiss #I can draw them kissing once in a while. As a treat #Sobbing head in my hands I love them so much

[realboymonty]

HOW WE DOING BYLER FAM

#byler #sobbing #i was fine when i saw the picture more or less was just like will!!! #but not too different from the previous bts pic we got #BUT THEN PEOPLE POINTED OUT THE HEADPHONES AND THE LACK OF BOWLCUT #AND THE BABY WILL FLASHBACK???????????

[beanghostprincess]

oda did not need to make sanji so relatable but here we are. and by "here we are" i mean i want to die.

#i'm sitting on the floor crying #like literally sobbing #what the fuck was that flashback #this is literally the worst night of my life #remembering all my trauma in one night #i can't do this anymore you guys i need a break!!! #one piece #sanji #whole cake island

[aemiron-main]

Currently in agony over the constant canon Patty-El parallels versus the S2 scene where El asks Jim if she has a mother:

Versus pre-TFS Patty, younger than S2 El, asking Mr Newby the same thing, except he doesn’t respond as kindly as Jim did with El.

Instead, Mr Newby throws the whole “your mother abandoned you, she didn’t want you, I rescued you,“ spiel at her, dragging Patty’s mother down to prop himself up, with either a.) zero regard for what that would do to Patty’s self esteem or b.) intentionally digging at Patty’s self esteem with it/trying to make her more obedient/“grateful” by making her feel worthless/unwanted.

Especially with Patty’s canon lines re: her talking about “My real mom abandoned me, and Mr Newby saved me, so I’m just- grateful,” and e specially since the delivery of those lines very much has the vibe of “Patty is quoting things that have been said to her by somebody else”.

And Patty being sarcastic and upset about the whole thing in those ^ TFS lines, except this whole thing happening with younger Patty so she hasn’t quite developed those emotional walls so she just sort of sits there quietly and tries not to cry until Mr Newby’s gone/not looking at her…

Especially with how El starts crying after Jim tells her that her mom is “gone,” versus Patty crying because Mr Newby told her that her mother didn’t want her…

Patty, 10, having tucked herself into bed, asking Mr Newby if she has a mother vs Patty, 10, trying not to cry being told that her mother didn’t want her… I’m in agony…

#stranger things #patty newby #the first shadow #if we get any baby patty flashbacks in s5 i WILL be shaking sobbing throwing up #like i know its not very likely but cmon kate trefry do it for me 🥺🥺🥺 #shes baby 2 me #pattyposting #based and pattypilled

[existencebringsonlypain]

thinking about how hunter never got a fucking break until thanks to them. he goes from failing at eclipse lake to attempting to capture some criminals to his entire reality crumbling in front of him to mortal danger and near-certain death to protecting someone else to running in a panic to homelessness and starvation and never leaving that mindset to Oh Shit It's Him He's Gonna Kill Me to Please Don't Let Him Kill Me to needing to save a friend to immediate retraumatization he needs to put aside to soothe the friend to having to explain how they're all gonna die to joining the rebellion and fruitlessly planning how to save the world to Don't Tell Them to not-homophobia-orb to Why Am I Luz (also fighting) to Oh God She's Been Captured And It's My Fault to having his life source drained gradually through a sigil to YOU'RE LYING to Uncle Just Fucking Died to being stranded in another realm and needing (thinking he needs) to protect his kin from the authority figure.

Not ONCE in that stretch of time did he get to stop and process anything. He still has to come to terms with his uncle being evil, and by now he's been splatted by a star child. He has to have been so tightly wound the entire time. The moment he felt safe at the Nocedas' house, I have no doubt that everything just fucking CRASHED into him at once. my guy probably went catatonic for days on end. When there's no threat of death to keep you driven, there's nothing to stop the absolute terror and betrayal, and I'd be shocked if he wouldn't be paralyzed by fear.

#i'm sure he had many a panic attack before labyrinth runners‚ but that doesn't really provide any release #he probably just had to fight his way through so he would stay quiet. the fear never stopped #but there was no time to truly process what was going on #oh‚ camila must have been terrified. she's had these kids for like two weeks or so #and just when she thinks she's got the scared blonde soldier one relaxed‚ he has the worst flashback and panic attack combo she's ever seen #and when she coaxed him out of it after two or so hours of effort #he just. wouldn't respond. he won't move and he's just staring at his hands and his shoulders shake with sobs #but his eyes are dry. he has no more tears to give #and she can't get him to move‚ so eventually she just scoops him up and takes him into her bed with her #and usually he'll hesitate but melt into her touch but right now he's just tense #augh #hunter owl house

[goldensunset]

the final scenes of khχ, khuχ, and khdr, respectively

aka it always comes back to ephemer…

#I’M EMOTIONAL DON’T TOUCH MEEEEEE #sobbing screaming crying. choking etc #ephemer #khux #kingdom hearts #khdr spoilers #mine: kh #also yeah i used everglow’s footage i know the clear discrepancy between player scenes looks weird lol #I THINK. it would’ve been neat if since khux and khdr are in the same app your accounts were connected #so that it could program your custom player character in khux; however you left them; to appear in those flashbacks in khdr #also yes for those of you who don’t know. chi and union cross are actually two different games lol #chi was the pc browser game that covered the events up until the keyblade war #union cross was everything after that #idk if they went and added those pre-war scenes into unchained x/ union cross later but it would make sense if they did #however they did not originate there. that’s all i’m saying. they’re obviously like a part one and part two of the same tale #but they are technically separate games

[mattodore]

scrapped pose from theo's birthday edit

little koala 🐨

#river dipping #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #echthroi #a burning house to live in #ts4 #blender #...that's just my general tag for pics of their sims but this is them in blender so it feels weird to use that... oh well lmfao #i'm waiting for sim ripper to load one of the outfits i need for this pose i wanna make so. i'm just in blender spinning mattodore around #i could start working on the pose now and apply the armature later but i'll just wait #ignore theo's weird knees btw........... it's just blender the pose looked fine in game when i tested it originally #do NOT ignore matthias's pancake ass tho! for some reason these slacks just do that to his ass. it's sooo criminal!! he has a bubble butt!! #anyway... theo is like. openly sobbing but his face is literally buried in matthias's shoulder so you can't see his expression #he's so wounded here... i mean obviously since this was originally gonna be in the edit but........ :/ #yk that bit from the caption on the edit where theo gets flashbacks and describes the breeze and the looming darkness..... #and then to have matthias see it all... like that recognition of a part of theo's self that he doesn't even turn his own face toward... ugh #he needed that comfort yk... and he needed to be held. at every age. #UGHHHHH okay okay i'm letting myself get emotional here let's go back to thinking abt matthias's pancake ass in these pics haha funny #insert that screenshot of roman texting ''i am going to kill myself'' to gerri

[rinwhore]

i'm thinking about the wgm i saw on tiktok and and imagine you and rindou in that show. It was your first meeting and you barely know each other but eventually did as the show rolled on. And at the end of the season, it was time to say goodbye. You didn't want to. Not when everything you guys did during the whole season. None of it was real, yet part of you wished it was. Not when the way Rindou held you and laughed with you. The eyes, oh those lilac eyes that really did a tug at your heart. Everytime he looks at you..it feels so warm and beautiful. The compliments he gives you, "You're pretty", "You look beautiful", "You're amazing" simple words like those that made you blush. Those words coming out of his lips always made an impact on your heart. You don't know--Rindou is just a man that you met on the set. But the way the show went on with the two of you as one of the pretend couples, you feel like, some of those moments felt real and you always think, at the end of the day, if some of those are the 'real him'. You want to get to know the real rindou, because each time he makes you feel light as a feather whenever you're with him, your heart sinks. Light. Kind. Peaceful. Present. Lovely. This whole thing feels so painfully beautiful. He is beautiful. And before the show is over, he gives you a pouch, one that looks familiar. You opened it. It was a mix tape. You couldn't help but to sob at the words written on top of it. It was your initials next to his. He didn't say much during the final set- only did to comfort you, as you hugged him and you buried your face on the crook of his neck because you can't possibly contain the emotions that already filled the bottle in your heart that threatened to burst out. And as if he knows your struggle, he positioned himself in a way that an angle of your current state won't be caught by the camera. And then he held you. Listening to your sobs and caressing your hair. And just like that, you parted ways with a stranger you developed a strange attachment you cannot describe completely.

#im hungry #hello it's yapping time #sobbing as i type this #i like to hurt myself #if you think this is familiar and you have certain flashbacks or memories while reading this #well yes you're right! #what u think is right! #also im very hungry #and i apologize for mistakes you find here #rindou haitani #tokyo revengers #tokyo rev #might edit this later or leave as it is #depends if i find this embarrassing enough to js delete the whole thing

[taepoppies]

so i made it through the straw hats' separation but at what cost

#the flashbacks at the end were so unnecessary #like im already sobbing uncontrolably? what do they want atp? for me to die of dehydration? #oh im gonna hate the next 100 or so episodes #one piece

[everymadara]

Chapter 622

#naruto #madara #madara uchiha #uchiha madara #hashirama flashback #+ hashirama #The most unsubtle of Kishimoto metaphors ever but it still makes me sob like a little bitch

[octoagentmiles]

thinking about how this:

this perspective shot right here 👆 where Kwazii's explaining how his grandfather "Once set out to find [the hidden city], but was never heard from again..."

is most likely a real memory. the last memory Kwazii had of Calico Jack: watching him leave.

#octonauts #:) (crying sobbing) #octonauts calico jack #i have so many thoughts about calico jack i am never not thinking about him actually #he is just. he is just so. ykno ? #yes #yk in s2 of anb where they give us baby kwazii content? i'd like more of that pretty please with 3 million cherries #🤲🤲🤲🤲 i am begging #if they ever give us a flashback you guys will literally never stop hearing about it from me. there'll be no survivors. /pos

[ephemeralgalaxies]

no cause as much as I would love to believe that LWJ grabs WWX's hand in that reunion scene on the mountain after 16y of trying his best not to touch him is because he's finally realized how much he needs WWX with him and will never let him go again, there will always be that lil voice in the back of my head that knows LWJ grabbed him to keep him from butchering his song of love with that god-awful make-shift flute like "no honey, im taking you to gusu so u can actually learn this, not going based off of fever-ridden memory like u didn't even remember me confessing to u with the song's name how u gonna remember intonation?"

#wei wuxian being tone deaf gives me life but it hurts so much #we all thought that flashback period was wwx healing after collapsing from jc but actually it was lwj making sure wuji was engrained in his #mind #no but the fact that lwj grabs him RIGHT after wwx plays that one phrase so out of tune #bro really wanted to give him a chance but that was too much #having the piano immediately following too like they just had to show how off wwx was im sobbing #no wonder lwj gives that luscious smirk later when they play together bc wwx is actually learning now #wwx #lwj #wei wuxian #lan wangji #wangxian #the untamed #mdzs #cql #specifically the untamed for this specific version of the song #technically wuji under the offical spotify soundtrack but it's the wangxian song

[baeshijima]

so the wriothesley story quest huh….

#just genshin <3 #UHM????? HELLO????????? #that was dark and u know what i enjoyed it immensely #but dougier and the whole plot….. my god……. #BUT WRIO IN THE QUEST OURGH #AND THAT CUTSCENE???? EXCUSE ME SIR?????? and his flashback…. dw pookie i support all ur rights and wrongs 🫶 #but also i can understand where he was coming from esp bc of the extreme emotions of the betrayal of those u considered close #AND ALSO AVICE AND FAISSOLLE??? SOBBING IM SO HAPY FOR THEM WITH THE ENDING THAT WAS SO CUTE 😭 #ngl i was hoping we would have one of the artistic custscenes like we usually do in story quests #and i noticed it wasnt in neuvillettes one either #tho i could kind of overlook it bc of the flashback we walked through when he was first the iudex #sobbing hyv bring back the artistic cutscenes those were my fav parts….