#life is too boring right now

[1o1percentmilk]

feeling so empty tuesday

#wow i need to go back to school #or like #go to the library or smth #take a walk somewhere different #when things get too quiet around my brain i get the insane urge to [redacted] #life is too boring right now #kicks a pebble #it's too quiet #milk isn't this peace what you always wanted and strive for #well yes but #it doesn't feel right #wait holy shit did they add another bus to my city that runs at 8pm instead of ending at 7 pm #post cancelled moping cancelled we r going to the library to work on smut fic

[uncanny-tranny]

Every now and again, I see people upset about others trying to find the joy in being trans, but like... why is it an issue?

I've been in pain since I was seven years old. I'm tired of it! Sadness is dull, take it from me. It chews you up and spits you out until you're unrecognizable, and that's what's expected of trans people - that we will be okay with being miserable, that it is a badge of honour that proves we're worthy enough to be recognized. I'm exestentially exhausted of it.

Yes, expressing pain is completely healthy. Yes, it is only natural if you feel sad because you're trans. But to expect and demand all of us to be in pain and sadness and suicidality in order to "prove" ourselves? What does that accomplish? How is this acceptance?

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #transphobia #transphobia tw #suicide tw #suicide mention tw #i almost ended my life because of my dysphoria due to the fact i wasn't able to transition. i deserve a break. i deserve happiness #and hell you do too! holy shit you deserve happiness #the expereience of depression and dysphoria- in my experience- became SO dull and boring and just... sad... #...and i never want to live like that ever again. i would rather fight and die than subject myself to that type of torture... #...because it IS torture. unfortunately it is torture that far too many have experienced... #...being trans is not inherently painful but there are pains caused by being trans #this isn't me bashing those who are in this space right now. it's bashing the idea that trans people don't DESERVE to be happy #because that's all this 'trans people NEED to be miserable' is about. it's telling us we deserve pain... #...that our pain is the CONSEQUENCE of daring to be trans. every act against that narrative is an act of rebellion #and ofc you can't always be happy. but you deserve to just LIVE.

[beeduoo]

originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins

Lowkey i ate with rhis actually no i didn't i ate wirh rhat ENDER EYE Why is it so rendered Hello

IGNORW RHEIR UGLY UGLY DESIGNS This was before they switched to their iconic Skins past e didn't know......

#loosely based off of this old thing it's under the Cut #origins smp #beeduo #beeduo fanart #idk what other tags to put i cant put C because this isn't C this is O..... but like do people even check those tags idk #actually no im scared i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals i dont want to interfere with their character ecosystem i was #only there for the first one😅 #i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY #DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM #IR EAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE thats all i remmeber ANF ALSO RNE can i call you senpaaiiii bit thay shit h #ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its #been wayyyyyyy too long #BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise #bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorry☹ #had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign 😑 bc i couldn't stop #yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my fault😭😭😭😭 #ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really #wanted to share ok i love you bge #WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED #RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like #water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT #ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I #VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB #OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be #Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON #SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub #lic had to say.... ok Now bye

[yohankang]

i might feel a little bit insane but i started considering moving blogs 🤔

#this blog isn't old but i usually feel that way after 2 years in one place lol #my follower count doesn't change and there are many inactive blogs following me. mutuals too :( #and it would be fun to make a brand new blog.. and maybe change the name i'm using for something that is not my real name lmao #idkkkk i'm just bored and anxious. i'm thinking out loud #i feel like i'm in the 'i need to completely change my life' moment but i don't have many things i can change right now #SO ANYWAY #we'll see 🤷‍♀️ #k.txt

[cowboy-robooty]

no guys you dont get it itager isnt sweet and tender in the domestic gay lovey dovey way theyre sweet and tender in the BRO way

#im a crazy bitch okay i will be like yes theyre lovey to eachother yes thats true #yes i only get gay and shit for itager bc theyre true love and then see something sappy and gay of them and go THAT AINT RIGHT #im a freak okay im such an asshole about itager bc i think theyre lovey to eachother in a very specific way and all other ways are cringe #me when the only itager i consume is the official goddamn hetalia manga #and them doujins made by corolla that mf was the only person ever who understood them (even if they were misguided and believed in gerita) #i like to think in my heart of hearts corolla knew the truth it was just the wrong time. #like how i know bill and ted wouldve loved touhou koishi song its just they were born in the wrong era #but yeah like germany and italy are gay in that BRO way like. its hard to describe but its not gay its more like.... friendship adjacent #like when you deeply care about your bro and act gay with them in that way they arent about that silently looks at the moonlight shit #they look at the moonlight and italy goes 'germany is right now a good time to tell you i fucked your car again' and germany goes 'What.' #ITS A BETTER AND MORE AWEZOME FORM OF LOVE IN MY HUMBLEST OF OPINIONS.... I PERSONALLY PREFER IT #its domestic in the way of having your average daily life of dicking around with your bros and throwing grenades in cars n shit #instead of domestic settling down and being all serious and sappy all the time #its lovey dovey in the way of being like AHAHA IM HAVING SO MUCH FUN!!! yeah bro... i really like you too *hug* im glad youre in my life #i just think thats so much more swag because settling down just does not sit right for me #i think settling down sucks tf you mean theres no more adventures and always sunny shit? #i think fruk can get into that settling down domestic shit but im a firm believer itager cant #because their entire dynamic hinges upon italy coming in and making germanys boring ass lonely life fun by ruining it everyday #its not itager if they arent grabbing eachothers balls and acting like bros #ive said this to wiener but its the itager itapan juxisposition #itapan (japans onesided crush ofc) is great because they act gay but are just bros #and itager is great because they act like bros but are gay #idk its hard to explain the nuances of it all but just trust me when i say canon content and corollas sfw doujins are the only true itager #content #robooty asshole moment sorry guys somethings wrong with me #robooty kun

[brainrotdotorg]

i have a lot going on bc im in my second semester of my junior year, ive got a lot of projects to work on and scholarships to try and get plus job searching for this summer and internships and trying to make money anyway i can also i need to eat healthier and exercise more and try to balance my social life and be proactive in hanging out with other people along with taking care of my body and sleeping and showering and brushing my teeth and taking my medication and also still having free time to do the things i enjoy but its like . no there are not enough hours in the day. for that. lmfao

#its just overwhelming sometimes #im fine right now honestly i feel like im doing relatively okay #im keeping it together #no clue why but i just realized i havent talked a lot about my real life and stuff on my blog #probably because its kind of boring lol #i spend too much damn time on my phone

[goldiipond]

terraria is a very dangerous game for me to play because it caters to the deep autistic desire to have so many little fucking collections

#skye's ramblings #i fucken love terraria. one of those games i get really fixated on n then go months without playing once i get bored. never ending cycle #but like theres so many THINGS in this game. ive collected every enemy banner all but two pet summons almost every quest fish etc etc #do you want to collect things and build fun displays for them? well terraria will ruin your life. with love #theres another thing im obsessed with its building my little towns you have no idea. also dressing up my little character <3 #keeps me occupied while i finish my last classes too. brain is too full of assignmence and The Disabilities to draw right now.. agony #anywayay shoutout to me hitting my 500th hour of terraria onthe switch. WAHO

[msfcatlover]

So the Tally Man was an actually interesting villain (conceptually) for all 1.5 issues he seems to exist for. I mean, his design is just “grayscale!Joker,” but he himself is interesting.

#My life #mine #working my way through Knightfall #Azrael is the most boring version of his concept possible and I can’t wait for him to leave #He’s so close to being interesting too? #Like it should be ‘’What is /wrong/ with him? (Complimentary).’’ But instead it’s ‘’What is /wrong/ with him? (Ugh.)’’ #…Also they tell you what’s wrong with him in its entirety right upfront. So. Y’know. #Coulda been cool to have a whole plot about JPV trying to live a normal life & going through deprogramming only to keep ending up in #Situations(TM) so he goes to Bruce to learn better control and struggles with whether to be a vigilante or ordinary guy. #Great Power yada-yada #but we don’t get to have nice things #EDIT #OVER 1000 PAGES IN AND HE FINALLY GOT SOME CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT #HALLELUJAH #Now let's see if he can hold onto it for more than a single story arc. #// #batman #knightfall #batman villains #jean paul valley

[anarkhebringer]

When are people gonna learn that stability in a relationship isn't "boring", and that you should be able to have fun and be friends with your partners

#like you know you can have a bunch of fun while things are stable right? #love isn't a happy-go-lucky thing 24/7 and there's gonna be tough times #but how hollow and lonely a life would it be if you consider stability to be ''boring''... #I legit saw someone say just now that love ''isn't a feeling'' but a ''commitment to love physically and emotionally'' #like you know it can be a feeling while you commit correct? and that it isn't a grindset goal to win a prize? #it sucks too because this person made a lot of good points otherwise #like if they didn't talk about stability being ''boring'' I would've fully agreed with them #the grindset vibes aside

[arcaneyouth]

i finished making chapter 7 of my comic and immediately my entire routine went to shambles cause i don't know what to do with myself anymore. girlies i'm so bored

#not really a vent post <3 i'm vibing i'm just sooo bored #like. ok. my main goal right now is to submit an application to a grocery store #i am taking this with ultra super tiny baby steps. if i don't i'll start sobbing and never do it #so i'm spending like 30 minutes max on this a day #there's so many more hours than that in a day and i don't know what to do with it #i do have other projects i should be working on *cough* getting my comic website built *cough* #but because the job shit is the Main Project my brain is like oh no no i can't do that c: that can't be done on the same day as job days! #cause that's how i handle comics and the other stuff i want to work on. #i don't typically do side projects on the same day as my main project that'd be wild that's too much they all get their own days #and now because i don't have Comic Days i don't feel like there's a deadline for me to do my fun stuff #so i'm not nearly as motivated to do the fun stuff #i am Also a little bit in an art block (no ideas) so i probably Should step back from art a bit and give that time #but i don't DO ANYTHING ELSE!!!! art is 90% of my life!!!!! #and the days i don't do art is usually when i know i shouldn't do art that day for the sake of my health #i LIKE when video games are a once a week thing it becomes a special lil treat for meeee #but now that's the only thing i Can do with my time and i ?????????????????????????????? #i can't even be like oh haha i can write stuff instead! i have comic script AND video game script to write! #that doesn't solve the problem i can't start doing that until like 10 pm or else my eyes will be strained the rest of the day #i've been running out of youtube videos for weeks already so that's not anything #and i don't like watching tv/movies #literally what do i even do with myself #god i hope i get this job so i can actually do things again. not a sentence i ever thought i'd say

[prongsfish]

my sister doesn't know how to fucking stay home when she's sick and now i feel like death with constant shit due and exams in 2 weeks. fucking awesome thanks dude

#she literally makes more plans when she's sick because she's 'bored' YOU ARE SICK!! YOU CAN'T STAY HOME ALL WEEK AND THEN GO OUT FOR DINNER #she knew i couldn't afford to get sick right now too #fuuuuuck my life

[cinnamon-notes]

i have been ghosting my friends for idk a month??? and they have been doing the same??? except for when we meet in a workplace cuz somehow our jobs decided to cross over :)

#feeling so bad about it but like i cant bring myself to interact with people right now but i am also constantly sad because i dont interact #with anyone out of work :/ but working makes me socially exhausted & tbh all i wanna do is be depressed with my books & my movies &my tunes #but i also crave affection like i realize i have zero social life and i sometimes schedule some hangout with my friends but it's almost #become like idk a task? something i look at through work eyes. like- i arrange our hangouts the way i arrange work meetings. it's so sad. #i know it is. but still- i cant help it. through all my life ive been missing having a lifelong friend who knows me like the back of their #hands and i know like the back of mine. never had it. cant cry over that. it's passed. i cant invent lifelong friendships that never existed #and i gotta make peace with that. plus- what am i complaining about if im just incapable of keeping any friend for longer than a month??? #after the first month- maybe the first couple of months- it all gets boring and dont get me wrong i really love my friends but somehow they #lose interest in me and i lose interest in them and we become just people who know each other and occasionally hang out but like- i've never #had a friend who's there for me when things happen in my life. i've always had friends to tell things to afterwards. like- i know i cant #really pick up the phone and say “hey. im having a bad time. can we take a walk? talk on the phone? can you tell me about your day? can you #just be here for me?“ and i cant even idk just randomly pop up with a ”oh my god i hate him i hate him i hate him it's a whole montague vs #capulet but if romeo and juliet never existed kind of hatred!!“ i just cant vent right away. ive always thought that that's my problem. #and maybe it is. but still- how's come they can vent to me? im always there right away. i do love my people and i show up for them. #sometimes my depression makes it soooo difficult to hang out constantly but if there's one thing that cannot be said about mw is that i dont #care. cuz i do. and maybe that's the problem #and maybe it's just easier for me to care than let others care? idk? but then again- i did try to open up. i did try to let them care. i did #try everything by the book & off the book but still- idk it's always just an “im sorry” never an “i care so much to say more than im sorry” #and yeah it's my problem cuz i am not a constant person im not that steady in what i do. i still dont know if it's because i havent found #yet the people worth doing it or if i am just traumatized (my ex is knocking on this door lol) but- idk it makes me extremely sad!!! #and ive rambled on way too much but i jusg needed to let some things out of my mind cuz i cant understand whats wrong with me and why i #crave true friendships although im hella scared of and bored of and unwilling to nurturing one :) #cinnamon diary

[macadam]

This blog peaked in April of 2022

#really really wish I knew if there was even context for this or not #also Why didn’t I post this. the sentiment is so absolutely fucking insane #there is too much to unpack here #I think it’s important to state that whatever this post stemmed from.. I no longer have it #man I miss being so so so insane #I’ll get back into it again some day #it comes in waves. right now I am in my normal arc and life is incredibly boring #macs drafts #yup making a tag for it now… #so sad that instead of discord fun it’s now me going through my drafts #mac’s lonely arc. truly

[friendofthecrows]

Trying to learn how to stop feeling bored all the time feels really stupid it's like:

J: i need something Significant and Interesting or I'm going to peel my skin off

M: everything can be interesting if you genuinely engage with it

J: empty platitudes, not working

Y: play really bad chess

J: ok

#these colors aren't even the ones i usually use for us i think but wherever #headmates #conversations with friends (headmates) #It's like. You will stop being bored once you stop obsessing over the 'requirements' for something being interesting #hypothetically as a vague 'this would be the perfect entertaining scenario for me' sure but on a daily basis #you just need intellectual stimulation #scrolling doesn't feel engaging right now because it is too easy and you have done too much of it #sometimes you've just got to choose an activity that you have no choice but to engage in #like puzzle/logic games or learning a new skill #but it feels like *angsting over the inevitable repetitiveness and banality of life* actually I'll just do a puzzle #isn't that absurd? #hal rambles #jokul posts #(idk if we have tags for each of us but it seems kind of relevant for this one??) #(usually we just use the generic 'hal rambles' tag)

[weenhands]

ummmm...venting *sigh*

#okay so uhhhh #i was doing dishes #and yesterday i kinda told myself i wanna give up trying to be happier again #or at all #because its making my brain go absolutely fucking insane trying to understand why. Im like this at least for ghe past 6 years #i kinda realized today first off im not sad. im not. rlly depressed or anything but ofc sometimes but in General No i am not sad. #i am just. here. and not in an empty way (but ofc i have my episodes sometimes) #i am vibing. #so like im fine right. but i ask myself after i go thru a massive mental cycle of questioning whats going on in my life #“my life is so. empty why is it so empty im bored its quiet nothing is happening”.... #and yeah nothing is happening and. its not sometbing wrong im doing. im not focusing too much on this. im not living life wrong. #its not a routine or a way of life i need to adapt #i think i just had a sudden realization that my life is just so quiet #these past few years have been so quiet and its cuz of me going thru this transitional period and also going from hs to uni #highschool in general i had so many friends and lots of classes. i had robin 2 minutes away. now shes 1 hour away #uni i dont talk to anyone. i hsve like one class per day. workload is harder and i have no friends and worse social anxiety #im also coming back from thr pandemic #so not only is it because of massive changes in everyday life that cause my life to be more. silent #but its also that alot of the stuff i was going thru snd fixating on since grade 11 #stripped me of my hobbies and everyday pleasures #my favorite youtubers and writing poetry everyday. fuck i used to draw so often #the movies and tv shows id watch. everything all of that is gone because i was. Tending to this one extremely sad and heartbreaking goal #which i dnt wanna discuss #butnim glad its over now. #so now im left in this new period of my lifr where im an adult and life is more empty and less.....On the run. and i lost everything #outside of me that made me happy #so maybe i do go thru depressive episodes and stuff but in a general sense. these r why my life is rhe way that it is i thought i was doing #something wrong for so long but im not #i used to wake up at 6am everyday. now i wake up later most days... #i think i just need to ask myself. do i lean into this silence or change it. Whatever.

[burningthetree]

I am an intellectual I am smart I am not an imposter I am an intellectual I am sm— *gunshots*

#me @ myself from now on every time I have to write an assignment #I CAN DO THIS #YOU CAN DO THIS #university life #university #student life #master’s student #<- I feel u all #also #highschool #bc highschool sucks and I feel for all you going through that still #Julie is rambling #I shouldn’t have internet access when on the bus I get bored too easily #my exam is right in front of me but alas here I am rambling <3